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Ooh palettes 🥰 Jasper and Faith in either Malabar squirrel or cherry pie?
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#at the risk of accidentally making you cry again with my word. I gotta say it#I love you jay#I am so grateful every single day that we met and became as close we did#I absolutely adore you to bits#you are one of my bestest friends and I cherish every ounce of you#you always without fail brighten my days you are always so so much fun and I can't think of anyone else I laugh harder with#I have loved every moment of being by your side since last year and I can't image not having ya around#the impact you've made on me can't be put into words#and god I am so fucking proud of you every goddamn day I am proud of you#you're incredible#thank you for being my bestie and one of the most wonderful people I have ever met in my life#now enjoy some silly art of the rat bastard space girlfriends#faith and jasper truthers come and get ur fuckin FOOD#dual captains au#my art#the outer worlds#captain of the unreliable#friend oc#aly stop drawing characters at weird angles/poses that make me second guess everything challenge#if u see any of my typos. no u didn't. I'm totally sober and not crying rn
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yasuko aoike cherish gallery
#the first one that i scanned out of the gallery#took 40 minutes to scan everything + glue all the pieces together#from eroica with love#klaus heinz von dem eberbach#agent z#my scans#mine#shoujo manga#vintage shoujo#YA cherish gallery#eroica yori ai wo komete
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I don’t get how you’re a Rhaenyra fan but a Dany hater 🤨 like Rhaenyra committed a lot of atrocities in the end.
I don’t hate Dany! She’s smart, she’s funny, she’s got some of the best magical scenes in the series - she’s got some of the best scenes in the series, period, her last dragon fever dream in agot is like top 10 for me easy - and she’s a character that is conceptually similar to like, theon or ned or cersei in that she is really firmly rooted and informed by her past traumas, and I love characters like that from a writing standpoint. I have definitely talked more negatively about her bc it’s basically impossible to not be constantly inundated with takes i feel are just the most vapid or deranged or whatever takes in the world, but you can say that for anyone who feels anything at all about dany bc she is a very polarizing character! i think some of her narrative is frustratingly written, i do not mesh well with a large section of her fanbase, and i actively hate her show counterpart, but show dany is a vastly different character than book dany is (i mean just age alone, like with robb and jon, some of your sympathy evaporates bc they are too damn old to be acting this stupid). ultimately, a lot of the "hate" people think i feel for her is directed at what i feel are stupid opinions on her character or her show counter part's place in pop culture, or just like, normal analysis and critique that i do of every character in this series.
i will acknowledge that i tend to describe myself as "pro stark, pro blacks, pro smallfolk" so people know the general gist of what they're signing up for when they start interacting with me, but that is such a simple way of diluting all of my feelings for all of these characters. like "pro stark" in the sense that they are the most rational of the leaders we get in the main series, and have a connection to the land, people, and culture that is important, but i've pointed out plenty of times that robb's war is harmful to the people of the riverlands, regardless of whether he's justified or not, and i've been posting about how ned and cat fail to properly prepare their children (and the north in general) for Real World Politics, to the detriment of their kids. "pro stark" in the sense that i thought show dany wasn't just deranged from season 1 she was also wildly unlikable and nauseatingly stupid, you could see her "dark dany" turn coming from a mile away because these were not subtle writers interested in exploring why dany would decide "dragons plant no trees" and instead focused on her looking hot while she set shit on fire (same way they were less interested in looking at why jon failed as lord commander and had him be the action hero fighting at hardhome). definitely most of my aggravation at "dany" is at the show version, and while i do get why people feel that if you're a proponent of the "dark dany" theory that you're "anti" dany, but I am not anti book dany! i just think like rickon stark, shireen baratheon, jojen reed, aegon vi, etc she is very much doomed to die a very tragic death.
and i do not like characters based on how little atrocities they commit lmao, like, if i were to list my top 10 favorites, probably half of them have committed some extreme war crime. theon is a rapist! jaime is a shitty ass partner to cersei, a deadbeat dad despite living in the same building as his kids, and a failed child murderer! bran is mind raping hodor, understands on some level that what he's doing is morally repugnant, and keeps doing it anyway! pretty much every targaryen i like has committed some sex crime heinous enough to get them life + 25!! bobby b raised joffrey!!! i know i facetiously say shit like "rhaenyra did nothing wrong" but i'm well aware she's out here torturing people, same as like 75% of the characters we interact with in the whole series. so "rhaenyra commits atrocities" or "dany commits atrocities" is just not how i look at these characters (and not to get into stan wars here, but good lord, "rhaenyra commits atrocities" she is not the only or even the worst person in the dance! like 85% of these people suck and the ones who don't - which is limited to like, helaena, jace, nettles, and addam almost exclusively - either die or disappear because That's The Point. also, i was raised SDA alright, you gotta be a really compelling character for me to get past being super catholic, it's in my dna to be a spiteful hater of catholics!! catelyn stark is my one exception to this rule folks!!!!).
as to why i like rhaenyra - for one thing, saying that emma d'arcy is a better actor than emilia clarke is like saying cillian murphy is better than bradley cooper. they are just not on the same level lol. i definitely have my critiques of show!rhaenyra's writing but i also think she's miles better written than show!dany and her story is also more interesting because her writing is much less nonsensical. for another, i think book rhaenyra and book dany are wildly similar characters (for a reason!) meant to be in conversation with each other, and i very much enjoy what that conversation is saying about power, nobility, gender, sex, war, and identity. on a more technical level, while fire and blood is a mess writing and world building wise, the one thing it does better than the essos chapters (because it doesn't take place in essos, it takes place in westeros, and george struggles much less fleshing out "western poc" than he does "eastern poc" ya know) is that rhaenyra is not the only insight we get into the conflict. the people she loves, the people she rules, the people she harms, they all have a pov and a voice in a way that missandei, irri, jhiqui, rakharo, jhogo, grey worm, on and on, do not, the way that basically every single character that isn't westerosi except mmd (who was killed in book one) is not afforded. it's just a lot easier (as of right now) to talk about rhaenyra as a character because we have her beginning, middle, and end and the povs of people who hated her vs dany, we have the beginning and middle, a lot of arguing over what her end will be, and no one in the narrative as of yet who has even the barest criticism of her decisions besides cardboard cut out villainous slavers.
so like...no i do not hate dany, and i don't feel it's necessary to asterisk every post about rhaenyra with "i know putting a hit out on nettles and addam, locking the smallfolk into KL without easing their burdens of the war, positing herself as an exception to male line primogeniture instead of pushing for absolute primogeniture, and using torture on tyland and vaemond's family was fucked up, i acknowledge that she's flawed" when i talk about her, nor do i feel the need to defend my position on dany on the off chance one of her more annoying stans finds my posts and decides i hate women because i said i didn't like her sexual relationship with irri.
#asks#anons#anti daenerys targaryen#i tag 'anti x' so people can filter the posts out. like i have 'anti x' tags blocked bc some of the opinions of my moots annoy me alkjdfs#but i otherwise love and cherish those moots ya know!! with very few exceptions i don't actually hate any of the characters.#they're deep! they're well written! they feel very real! it's not 'anti' to think a character who burns people alive is a villain tho!!#grrm critical#fire and blood critical#f&b critical#i can't remember what i tag that as#i hope this rant makes sense#anti game of thrones
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i say the word 'timeless' a lot in a positive sense re: creative goals instead of 'universal experience' because mmm
this fic, like most things i make, but especially this fic, is a shameless hyper-specific set of experiences made for me (like where the fuck else are you going to see questionable hot ossan villain age gap romance with both of them fucked to hell with bad brain junk-one with even more hyper specific memory trauma-and peculiar kink wires crossed out the wazoo based halfway off a plot from a video game that can best be described lovingly as tasteless horny chess gone wild)
but i ache and aim to write timeless scenes in the sense of ... feeling tangible, there's an emotional hit of something to grasp whether it be by a twenty year old or a sixty year old and even if the actual experience isn't the ""same"" it brings that incandescent sense of longing and connection how infinitely human we all are in so many different ways.
#weird shit i think about when writing sex scenes in this slowburn and listening to KISS songs#i'm reminded of how *tactile* these dudes felt in the music clips. dude the chest hair is unreal. they're sweaty and gnarly and its awesome#they look so fucking stupid silly and it's somehow the horniest thing ever too. lust and whimsey closer than ya think like lust and hate#'beauty is finite - ugliness is infinite like God' in the real sense of cherishing the latter.#(i love how writing from his headspace and writing her desire of him is making me genuinely consider *where* they connect ngl)#gunter slowburn liveblog
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Damn hot stuff you got me absolutely quaking the way you're .nice adn kind :) and cherished frend
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when someone follows you back and becomes your mutual... i check out my blog for the sake of it.... it feels nice..... i like mutuals <3 <3 <3 please know that for all of my moots i would turn the train on 102 other people to save them
#love moots#love your mutuals#my rambles are great i swear#mutuals#moots#looking for moots#cherish the moots you have.#cuz one day#they wont be there for ya#...#i hope that day doesnt come soon
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Just put half of my vinyl collection into discogs and its valuing it at $2.5k HA
Excuse the shitty display pic, this is from months ago but it goes to show ya, what exactly it goes to show ya i dont know but now if i tried to lay all my records out in a dog shit manner like this it would take up my whole living room
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#vinyl#records#i need to put in the other half#i have over 100 records though so it takes awhile#and fucking damn near none of them are scana le so ihave to manually do it#gotta love vintage records#the only reason my estimated value is so high is bc i have fucking half the beatles gd discography in mint condition orginial pressings#and ya know the funny thing is i DO NOT LIKE THE BEATLES ANS HAVE NEVER LISTENED TO THE RECORDS#bought a box of random vintage records and fucking half of them were original vintage bestles records#fuck the beatles#all my other records though are fucking perfection and i cherish them with my whole heart#i just keep the beatles records so 1) i have a cash cow if i so need it#and 2) so no one else gets these records. im doing people a favor#you shouldnt like the beatles. you dont want their records.#id have an even bigger collection but MY OLD BOSS STOLE HALF MY FUCKING RECORDS#my greta records are my babies#gvf vinyl#my ‘hall of fame’ records actually hung up make me chuckle
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#hey friends :)#if anyone reads this i want you to know i'm glad you're here because i love you and i hope you have a wonderful day#i'm probably talking to the void because there's like 10 people total who will get this somewhere on their dash but#know that i cherish every single note i get here even if they're just for reblogged dumb jokes#sorry the loneliness just felt extra spicy today#see ya around#and happy birthday to me
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I love saying idc but I clearly still do
#personal#anyways hi hello I’m strange and weird and no one stays interested for long either#idc if the guys I’m talking to lose interest. I don’t fucking care anymore but it still makes me emo :///#like. lol do u still like me orrrrr am I just being annoying everyday?#I hate having crushes on internet mutuals like how stupid but I really thought it could be attainable :///#I think somethings wrong w me honestly.#like. I want to love I want to move on but also I am terrified of putting all my trust and faith into someone#especially more hesitant if I’m really into them and I’m just like. not reading them as being AS into me as I am into them ya know?#I want to be happy w one person but everyone I’m interested in/interested in me is miles away#just bummed ig#sad but still hopeful. never giving up hope#sorry to rant omg I’m just like. damn dude. I want a bf to love and cherish but my contenders… idk if they want me like that lolz
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hey does the "her heart was a river" have to do anything with bram strokers dracula?
omg no, not at all 😭😭😭😭 it's a direct quote from leigh bardugo's 2016 masterpiece crooked kingdom about my blorbo of blorbos inej ghafa..
if i don't blog about my six of crows obsession often enough that's bc i have an exclusive sideblog for it! and that's the perfect time to plug it! follow @inejknives
#i never finished dracula when we were all reading dracula daily last year i dont understand how the quote is adjacent 2 it#but my corvid ya series? those i love and cherish and hold dear to my heart at all times. those i love. those are part of me always#anons
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🎉✨💙💖 Maril and Mina 💖💙✨🎉
HAPPY BIRTHDAY @fairymistrose !! ily ily ily 💕
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#happy birthday to one of my dearest and bestest friends ever!!#gosh tasha the past how many years now you have truly been one of the greatest lights of my life#I don't think I can ever put into words just how grateful I am to have met you#nor can I thank you enough for the kindness and care you show me constantly#you are so wonderful and special and your friendship has been so deeply impactful#never forget how loved and cherished you are#lemme not get too mushy gushy haha not like I'm not telling you constantly what I feel in my heart for you and everything you do#I love ya. I hope you're able to have a really special day#I'm so honored I get to celebrate another year with ya#and with our favorite cotton candy girlies no less!! >:3#💖💙✨🎉💖💙✨🎉#my art#maril highwind#friend oc#kingdom hearts
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yasuko aoike cherish gallery - 'splendid heroes'
japanese edition. 12 A3 prints (excluding front & back covers), 9 color illustrations, 3 black & white illustrations. from: el halcón, from eroica with love, sons of eve, trafalgar & misc illustrations by aoike.
will be queueing/posting these in the upcoming days, in the meanwhile, THIS is totally not a link to the complete gallery!
feel free to share, but please don’t reupload the hypothetical photos in that link anywhere. enjoy!
#YA cherish gallery#<- is the tag i'll be using#there's like one or two prints i won't post bc i've posted the illustrations before lol#i'll also post the front and back cover bc the front cover is the only illustration of dorian and i think thats a travesty#my scans#from eroica with love#yasuko aoike
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#sometimes I wonder if I’m as healed as I think I am#one day last summer I just woke up sad and it feels like I’m still waking up sad#there’s been a lot of good things that have happened between then and now#and I’ve created some memories that I keep v close to my heart#but if I could just hit pause on life rn I would#just a break to sleep and read and experience life w out any responsibilities or bills#like if I’m healed and have been in therapy for so long then why I still got MDD my guy?#I know why. I just need to be able to have the energy to do those things and I just do not#cuz of the MDD lol like it makes no sense#on top of all that#I’m not even a full 2 months in to this year and I’ve had like 1000 beginnings and endings already#honestly what I���m really worried about is that by the end of the year everything would have worked out#and I wasn’t able to be present enough to enjoy it and cherish it and truly appreciate it#sometimes I wake up and I’m so in love w the world#and sometimes I wake up and I can’t understand why I’m doing all this when I’m going to die one day#I just want to wake up everyday happy ya know#anyways.
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2022 was lowkey kinda awful! not gonna lie. i had some good things happen, obviously, but there were also some very very very VERY bad things that happened that can’t really be ignored. i think at the start of a new year it’s completely normal to feel kind of bummed out or disappointed that the year prior didn’t turn out the way you expected. that maybe you didn’t check off all of your new years resolutions, or that those big goals you thought you’d reach are still far away. it’s perfectly natural to feel...kinda shitty! i think, especially with the rise of social media, that envy and jealousy over people having better years than you is extremely common! but it’s important to remember that social media like instagram, twitter, hell even This shithole are all HIGHLY superficial and not everything is as it seems.
so if you’re feeling less than jolly at the crest of 2023, do not fret! you’re not weird or a bummer or needlessly pessimistic. it’s okay to feel kinda let down by 2022. BUUUUUT that shouldn’t stop you from hoping for a better year to follow! because things CAN and WILL always get better! and maybe the next year you’ll be able to look back a bit more fondly <3
#ignorance cloud on#just my thoughts! i hope everyones doign okay and having fun#its perfectly okay to be kinda bummed that 2022 was terrible bc it WAS terrible for pretty much all of us#i think for me esp its very important to acknowledge that this year was bad!#yes there were some good things in it that im eternally grateful for#i met my beautiful wonderful girlfriend. i celebrated my 22nd birthday surrounded by all my friends. i started meds and therapy#i started to kinda figure out what my life is gonna look like for the next two or so years which is New for me#my sister got engaged my brother got a girlfriend. i maintained a very solid friendgroup of people that i love and cherish#BUUUUUT i also worked a terrible job that tanked my mental health. i had to say goodbye to college life and my apartment of nearly 4 years#all of my closest friends moved very far away. i was isolated and depressed and suicidal for A Lot of this year!#and i still havent fully recovered. but im still hopeful for 2023! bc im of the mentality that greener pastures are always ahead#u just have to keep truckin :-) so take solace in this post if ya need it!#chill out and take it easy on urself
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#delete later#just needed to vent for a sec bc ya girl be a lil anxious#just finally started seeing a psych (been seeing therapist alr) and discussed meds and all that....#finally just started em today and i am like..... Worried#hoping praying for no bad side effects and for these to actually Work#cause ik it might be a lot of trial and effort to find what does#but i can't swallow pills for shit and there's only so many dissolvable options 😭#so yeah uuhhh just wml ig#sending my love and best wishes out to you all as always#take care and stay safe my loves#i cherish you all and hope for good and better things always ❤️#may we all heal from things; may the world around us be even remotely better of a place; may we survive another day best we can ❤️#❤️🧡💛💚🩵💙💜🤎🖤🩶🤍🩷💘💝💖💗💓💞💕💌❤️🩹♥️❣️
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"can u do yr part in this group project that is due monday you literally haven't done anything to contribute so far" literally who gives a fuck man nothing really matters anymore. i have crushing grief due every single fucking day but im not being a little bitch about it
#im kidding i love and cherish my friends and they are absolutely right for being kinda upset with me#i just. i really don't want to do this#like my brain can only think of 2 things right now and they are 1) cat dead i miss cat him little face is gone now#and 2) time to kms#and seeing as i can't really do anything about the 2nd one im just extra sad about the 1st one#neyse ya belki I'll get over it
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