#I love early morning mood

[nifflercave]

Daybreak

There is something peaceful about early mornings

[bri-cheeses]

| Rosekiller microfic | Word count: 629 |

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“Is this your shirt?”

Barty looked up as Regulus’ confused tone filled the space between them, turning off his phone as Regulus pinched a tee between his thumb and forefinger and held it up to the light. It was a light cream color that Barty could admit would look extremely out of place in his closet, an odd bright spot against his band tees and general dark ensemble of clothes.

“No, it’s Evan’s,” he said breezily. Never mind the fact that it was in his apartment, despite Evan living… not in Barty’s apartment.

Regulus let the shirt drop to the floor and wrinkled his nose. “Then what’s it doing in here?”

He tucked his legs up, sitting sideways against the back of the couch, and tilted his head at Barty.

“Oh, you know—” Barty unlocked his phone and went back to scrolling— “he just leaves things here sometimes.”

“Like his shirt?” Regulus asked skeptically.

“Well, he does have other clothes here.” A bit of an understatement, considering Barty had an entire drawer dedicated to Evan’s clothes alone, but Reg didn’t need to know that. “So it’s not like he was just walking around shirtless.”

Not that Barty would complain about seeing that, though.

“Ignoring the fact that you two are entirely too codependent, what were you even doing in the first place that caused his shirt to be left on your floor?”

Barty doubted Regulus really wanted to know the answer to that. He raised one shoulder in a half-hearted shrug, still looking at his phone. “Things happen.”

“Things?”

Barty flicked an unimpressed gaze up at Regulus, who was staring at him with furrowed eyebrows. If Regulus truly hadn’t figured it out by now, Barty wasn’t going to help him.

“Yeah, things. Showering, spilling something on your shirt… do us a favor and pick whichever puts your mind at ease.”

Regulus sighed. “Why’re you being so vague?”

“Why’re you being so nosy?”

Barty swore that Regulus actually rolled his eyes.

“Can you just spare me the dramatics and tell me why Evan’s shirt is currently lying on the floor by your couch?”

Regulus was staring him down now, clearly intent on getting an answer. Barty didn’t particularly feel like giving it, but he supposed it would be easier in the long run to tell him now instead of getting hounded about it for the rest of today.

So Barty held eye contact with Regulus as he flatly replied, “It was getting too hot in here.”

Well, no one could accuse him of lying, at the very least.

“And why couldn’t you have just said that in the first place?”

Barty simply sighed and went back to his phone.

“Because it’s not necessarily your business what Evan and I get up to when you’re not around.” If only Regulus knew how true that really was.

“I suppose that’s fine, considering I’m not entirely sure that I even want to know. Unless the police are involved and I need to pay your bail. But also… he has clothes at your place?”

Barty didn’t see how Regulus hadn’t put the pieces together yet. It’s not like him and Evan were actively trying to hide it or anything. What’s more, Regulus was a pretty smart guy who should’ve realized what was going on between his two friends ages ago. Barty just figured that James’s general obliviousness must’ve been rubbing off on Regulus.

“Yes, he does. Why, are you jealous? I can get you a drawer too, if you want,” he offered.

Regulus looked around the room, unimpressed.

“I’m good, actually,” he said. “What I was getting at is that you and Evan are way too close of friends to be healthy.”

Barty just smirked at his phone.

That was certainly one way of putting it.

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[hoardlikegoldenirises]

something a little silly

(he's not actually angry at the "drugs" thing, just busy trying not to die)

oh i almost forgot

transcript of my bad handwriting:

Page 1 Panel 1: 2013, 1:38 pm (sfx: DING DING DING)

Panel 2: 9th period, 1:40 pm

Peter's internal thought bubble: "Oh shit my meds"

Panel 3:

Student 1: Hi, Mr. Parker!

Peter: mm-hm

Panel 4:

Student 1: Mr. Parker? Hello?

(Student 2: Huh?)

Panel 5:

Peter: Hm?

Student 1: What are those, tic tacs?

Student 2: No, he's doing drugs!!! (In class!)

Text pointing to Peter's hand holding his pills says "PTSD medication"

Peter: HKFGH (choking noise)

Page 2:

Panel 1:

Student 1: Are you okay?!

(Student 2: oh fuck)

Peter: COUGH COUGH

Panel 2:

(sfx: WHEEZE)

Peter: It's not DRUGS!

Panel 3, Peter cont.: Well, I mean, it is drugs, but it's prescription—it's medication. OK?

[intertexts]

gm!!!!!

[lesbianusahana]

Man I love watching old shows from when I was but a wee little homunculus. Unrelated but I wanna try going by Maggie for a bit just for fun

[opens-up-4-nobody]

...

[deva-arts]

☆ Nathaniel Wilson ☆

I Really Like Nathaniel because the guy embodies Hope and Positivity without forcing it down the gullets of everyone around him.

He looks like he'd be a pleasant individual to actually be around at 7 am. Even before his coffee. [ Sera should be too, she doesn't seem like an unbearable person to be around in La Matinée ( the Morning ) . But still, she is alot grumpier than her other half. ]

With that said. Insert Happy music here. Nujabes or Smth.

Submitted by @mettamorphoses!

Love the way you drew Nate here! such a clean style and serious face :> He's my favorite little quadfocal guy... friendly, polite, and a good conversationalist! You're absolutely right, he's one of the easiest people to get along with. It's almost like he knows exactly what to say to people.

Sera isn't grumpy so much as she is disinterested and dismissive. She heads to work without bothering to make small talk besides a basic "Hello." if she passes you by. Not the worst outcome, really, if silence doesn't bother you.

[astrxealis]

good morning my personality for the day is that i'm uncontrollably sobbing on the inside about ff9 and ff10

[rollercoasterwords]

opinion on the last film u watched (or book u finished) <333

HI long train ride got. canceled so was not checking my tumblr inbox as expected but hellooo hi love this question

have actually been watching like. a shitload of movies lately. most recent one was called 'fear, inc.' it was a 2016 horror movie abt this guy who hires like...an extreme haunted house company except instead of u going 2 a haunted house they come 2 you + scare u. so the movie was like. oooh what's real what's fake...kind of a fun premise + decent start but lost steam pretty quickly and overall was just v mediocre imo...i do think the extreme haunted house industry is interesting tho i went down a rabbit hole reading articles abt it a few years back lol

BUT most recent book i finished was 'cursed bunny' by bora chung. short story anthology + i love short story anthologies + this writer in particular was like...exactly up my alley w how she blends horror + sci-fi + fantasy. i was reading the english translation so cannot speak 2 like...her direct writing style i suppose but i loved her writing style thru the translation & also really loved the undercurrent of themes running through her stories...lots to do with motherhood + childhood + power + punishment...my fave stories were one called 'snare' about a man who finds a fox caught in a trap + discovers that it bleeds gold, and one called 'scars' abt a boy who grows up chained in a dark cave where a monster comes every so often 2 drink his blood. highly highly recommend 2 anyone looking 4 a good book the fact that it's a short story anthology makes it v readable bc it's like. u don't have 2 read the whole book u can just take it one story at a time...and even if fantasy + horror + sci-fi aren't really ur thing it's not like. leaning super heavy into any of those genres they're just sort of...blended + sprinkled throughout....honestly one of my fave books i've read this year probably

[onesecretperson]

Wonder if the local Community College has like, an adult home economics class.

It would give much more of an excuse and opportunity for me to learn how to make more meal types. Burgers are great and all, but I'd love to eat more variety. Dungeon Meshi is also motivating me some too.

[sailermoon]

i can be a hot mess most of the time but by god will i always try my best to cheer up my little brother

[misschanadlerbong]

I just killed my ex, not the best idea, killed his girlfriend next, how’d I get here? ~

[idk-i-just-really-like-tsc]

this wedding is becoming more of a headache than i had planned 🙄

[rosicheeks]

I have to admit, I have post notifications on and it came up with "rosicheeks posted an audio" and I was so so so very excited hahah

And then did you get bummed when it was just one of my lovey dovey songs? 😂

[velvetporcelain]

grand rising my beautiful void- thought lover undercover

it’s just us

i want nothing to do with anything else but you- you look directly into my eyes without wanting anything from me, you don’t wince in dismay, you don’t care how intense the feminine rage — and the one thing about you is that you don’t talk back to me- you just nod your head and show me myself like a magic mirror- i always did feel like belle - never a princess, but a neglected woman held captive but indirectly feeling she has purpose, gratification, ecstasy, love and jubilation. loving the beast back into his true form.

it’s been five days since interaction, not sure why i keep making up all these mean reasons why you don’t want to talk to me, it’s simple accessibility and you seem to make it difficult, but no matter i am used to being disappointed by men in general just didn’t realize how much it would hurt when i realized how much i gave away and still ended up no higher than i was at the beginning- for this i hate you, for this I blame you for knowingly setting me up for failure, you dug deeper inside of me to realize that you weren’t enough man for me, telling me i am difficult- oof, wrong word choice mon coeur, you just made me ten times larger, forcing me to step on you like a titan.

today i will try to refocus on dating myself, there is no way i can disappoint myself, and my heart is bitter so it’s best i say nothing- you should be grateful i bit my tongue and swallow the blood, you should be grateful that i don’t degrade you to the bone- you still disgust me, you still deserve nothing.

i have lost faith in all of you. i have lost faith in men. they have lost sight of their true nature. they have disconnected from what makes life possible. i do not want to be saved by something so trivial, so incompetent— no wonder women turn feminist, they have been betrayed by the lesser species, they have diluted themselves so much so that they have become equal to the lower leveled thinking animals- and the only way they think to gain their power back is fighting for women against men due to guilt, a guilt forcibly birthed by lowering themselves to the degree of unatural equality, when men and women weren’t equal to begin with, a guilt for not knowing better, a guilt for forgetting their power, a guilt that recognizes a mutilated body covered in wounds.

i no longer wish to participate. it is me, my clothes, my books, my existence against no one. i don’t need to compete because I am already at the top, i no longer let the animalistic nature of mankind get in the way of my intellectual capacity. i no longer view anything as evil, just limited beings that limit them to unpalatable behavior and desires- considering that they simply cannot do better due to their current level of understanding and awareness—

the higher I move up in consciousness, the less fault I find in others.

so it be. i love you.

-x

[bookishtheaterlover7]

Okay. It's official.

I'm actually too tired to be inspired to write, and I'm suffering from writer's block, again!

Rewatching Wizards of Waverly Place might not be helping too 😅

Ooh boy...

I'm gonna need to find that inspo thing and reblog it...