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You know what, idc that the writers literally showed us that Christian is Jack and Claire's father. Those two are blood siblings, sure, but Jack isn't really her big brother.
You know who is? Sawyer
#one of my fav underrated dynamics in the whole show is claire and sawyer#sawyer really is THE big brother of that island and i love him for that#lost#lost abc#claire littleton#james sawyer ford#lost tv show#original#brie speaks
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Scott pilgrim art dump!!!! I started working on these like a fucking month ago and just have not been able to finish them cuz life has been so fucking busyā¦ but I FINALLY! I finally managed to finish them now!!! So behold!!!!!! My blorbos! My favsā¦. I rlly enjoyed every scene w these 3 they were adorable and awesome and coolā¦. I hope u guys enjoy my art of them even if it is super freaking late ghgh
#scott pilgrim#scott pilgrim takes off#gideon graves#gideon gordon graves#matthew patel#julie powers#gordon goose#doodles#patelgraves#suggestive#for the last one lol#but yeahā¦ hereās wonderwall ghgh-#gravespatel#I guess Julie x Gideon doesnāt have a ship name lol#I tried looking for one but could not find it#but yeah!!! these 3 rockā¦ they r a delight#definitely my fav part of the show. I loved all the other evil exes too! and like. most of the other characters ghg#tbh this was just a generally fun show I enjoyed it#idk if Iām gonna draw more stuff for these 3.. when I started on this art I was planning to draw more stuff#but then it took so longā¦. and Iām like.. 1 I might have lost the drive. and 2 Iām so fucking late to the party ghgh#but! we shall see! who knowsā¦#the fact all 3 of these guys are like seemingly the same fucking height (SHORT AS HELL) is.#itās adorable! and I love it! but also itās killing me ghgh I need some sort of height diff somewhere!!#but not a single one of these bitches drank there milk theyāre ALL short!#so yeah.. if any of them looks taller then they should Iām sorry ghg- I was trying! but I was also struggling#but anyway! yeahā¦ I like them theyāre cute! and fun!#I hope u guys like my art of them!
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idk how to feel about the atla live action show but I just saw that the guy whoās playing zuko mentioned zukka in an interview and Iām kinda foaming at the mouth, going feral at the moment
ENOUGHHHH. T-MINUS ONE DAY
#NOT MY ZUKKA ā#can you believe i was one of the naive optimists being like 'maybe this live action will be good'#and then they started making announcements....#i have ZERO hope for it anonstie. i dont want them to even touch zukka#not that im delusional enough to think they will but even this kind of shit of saying it in interviews like. i just feel#like they're fucking w us. like that's the issue w these big corporate shows made only for extra profit and not for love of the source#is that they treat the audience like something to be mocked. like we're all part of one big moneymaking trick#and if we fall for it by getting excited about certain things ('the actors JOKINGLY mentioned my fav ship!') then we're stupid#and i just really hate that. i need to get into more freak shit made by some students and a dodgy camera#bc the corporations have truly taken all love from film-making and the concept of a producer-consumer relationship is lost#OR SOMETHING. ANYWAY. WHAT WAS THAT#ask#atla
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#ranbir kapoor#bollywood#bollywood2#my gif's#rashmika mandanna#animal#my fav moment in the whole film which is very problamatic but also a lot is on your perspective and understanding and hjow you wnana percie#very debatable film actually which is good and bad you can't have one take on it and that is the cool part about it atleast for me#and i loved their chemistry but my heart went out to geetanjali thru all this#and this song is just my fav like omg i love shreya's voice in it so heavenly#the rare moment where Vijay showed that innocence that he lost thanks to his psycoticness
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Maybe Station 19 was like an experimental cubist painting.
There were too many stories to be told and too many people trying to tell them, from too many perspectives, with too many stylesā¦
Each viewer saw a different picture.
It was the show that tried to capture the zeitgeist and represent the under-represented. Also the show that often struggled. With the tones and textures. With representing w/o tokenizing. B/w laughing with and laughing at. B/w realism and romanticizing. B/w deliberate and arbitrary. B/w educating and entertaining. B/w what they consider profane and sacrosanct.
At times, it touched our hearts deeply. At times, it frustrated us to no end.
Not every story was given the respect, sensitivity and intricacy it was due.
One moment could lead to a profound understanding of an aspect of a lived life some of us had never known; while the next could be a moment that was beyond confounding - about an aspect of ourselves that made us feel slighted, diminished and even erased.
It had often been an exercise in empathy to find our common humanity at the intersectionality of stories. Yet, the scale of empathy often skewed too far in favor of some characters with the differing standards, narrative frames and plot armors. Ironically yet reasonably turning people off these very characters they wanted people to root for. A persistent dissonance and disconnect.
But it was also the show that didnāt shy away from the ugly, the raw, the uncomfortable and messy parts of our shared human experience. The tribulations of oppression. The perils of ambition. The tests of morality. The trials of friendship and love. That we would make mistakes, but we could also make amends. That we're not defined by our worst. That our best lives could still be in front of us despite the current struggles. That sometimes life sucks but having your people with you makes it more bearable.
I would think it an interesting journey for the diversity of people behind, on, and in front of the screen. The evolving stories, evolving characters, evolving storytellers, an evolving fandom - all amidst an evolving media landscape.
It was probably not an easy show to make. The show had a bewilderingly lack of support from abc or shondaland. Diversity seemed to be both good for promotion (when there was any) and the reason for the prejudice against it.
Just as it had not been an easy show to watch - so biased, inconsistent and self-contradictory. Like when they kept telling us about the family spirit and deep friendships yet somehow spent more time showing otherwise. Or when the writing of systemic sexism was somehow inherently sexist.
Personally, I donāt think characters belong to the writers alone.Ā Besides the usual constraints, the characters were often adjusted back and forth to fit the plots. Weāve also learnt how network execs' dislikes, writersā personal experiences were factored into the stories. I fully respect the writersā artistic rights. But actors who embodied the characters for years have a unique understanding too. Viewers also have their personal takes about what were true to characters. It's ok to agree to disagree.
There had been sparks of brilliance, but often extinguished too soon. It has been confounding how the greys-verse did not capitalise on its vast potential, esp. S19. Even while both shows share a show-runner. Grey's anatomy could have lent its scale while Station 19 could have injected renewed energy back into its mothership. Both shows could have been better for it.
Although the characters have the foundation of distinct and interesting backstories, their development often did not fully utilise the narrative potential and the talents of the cast. Iām sure the crew was also competent and hardworking. But somehow some elements b/w n within the shows seemed to just cancel each other out instead of amplifying their impact. IMO 704 and 709 were a few exceptions.
But I'll always be glad S19 existed and we got a S7. I believe they had tried their best to wrap up and give closure to everyone invested in the show. I truly appreciated the hard work given the circumstances even when I personally didn't agree with some takes.
In the end, I really do want to remember it as the show with heart, the show that made us laugh and cry and the show that tried. The show that's unique - in both its merits and flaws. Iāll definitely miss the characters. One last time - 19!
#rehashg some things seemed pointless#had this in my drafts for a while. lost momentum to go thru w it#catchg up on firenerds interviews#tags edited:#post sent accidentally b4 completion. deleted many of the original tags cos didnāt want to end this angry#but I think pp did made disingenuous bad faith arguments esp the disparity being imagined n was condescending#intention v execution v reactions often donāt align but I still think the framing and nuances matter#the fetishised yet censored transition being approved was worst than dg being unapologetically proud of realising his 13yo-selfās fantasy#then to hear pp say the cut w|w kisses obstructed the flow n were not integral to the scenes was worst when applied to this one#esp in contrast with the othersā in the montage and in the context of the episode#but anyway it is what it is even if I wishedā¦#we had tonal appropriate buildups n payoffs of their own stories that didnāt decentralise them or just have wordless montages#n chs n relationships to have been more developed and consistent n not have so many gaps to leave imagination n nostalgia#the writing of some ch really didnāt speak to me or make me want to root for them but personally I would have wished to see that with vic n#n for them to interact more with maya n carina. they donāt have conflict of interest n I feel the queers would have been closer#travis n maya could have commiserate about their dads n their trauma. for maya career was triggering. travis it was his relationships.#maybe the interesting thing about the show is how your fav aspects might be s.o. elseās most hated. vice versa#this is such a conflicting show for me. one that Iām very invested in n would always have mixed feelings about.#Iāve missed the show n would continue to miss it. but really not those parts brought up again in the interview.#station 19 comments#station 19
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bad astrology by flower face
#yellowjackets#jackieshauna#ITS DONE OMG ITS FINISHED#what do I do now. with my life (ranking)#also ive decided i am gonna do literary analysis. on all of em#literally i have NO idea if anyone cares. well. i do bc I care and tbh that's enough to me#<- guys look im living so healthy#anyways this was a blast#hope somebody has at least discovered flower face trhu me bc its one of my fav artists#mitos incredible life#mine art tag#also im sorry the like long scenes 3 and 4 arent on beat :/ i love that song but it has so long instrumental stuff and idk what to do there#ALSO!! i had it all planned out like at least half in my docs (like always)#and then in the middle i was like 'omg what if I only show jackie-after-the-argument and shauna-after-jackies-dead'#(excluding the argument and the flashbacks (they used to hear us thru the floor))#which was. restricting. very much#also meaning was changed (originally wanted jackie to have the line 'idc if ure not made for me' but the only scene i could think of was th#ure hungry for and that was the next scene already so.)#anyways this was originally gonna be lottienat before i started with The Shark In Your Water#bc I thiught it fit them SO well. (still do) but now I like have to get away from the jackieshauna thought and then ill do the lottienat#probably#omg also I want everyone (who has read this far. whoever would do that) to know i was running on like 25 screen#recordings and 3 jackieshauna scene packs form yt#that's why. I dknt have that many clips alright im not using like 10 scenes over n over on purpose#gotta go but im gonna make a wrap post thingy once im back slay#no actually I get like average 7 notes (<- that's a lie Idk bc I didnt count) but im proud of myself this is amazing#ive wanted to do smth similiar alr#but it was some album by alec benjamin and a different thing for every song (like a poemā a painting or a play)#but I lost motivation this is the first thing that i actually pulled though all the way I think#jackieshauna: The Shark In Your Water
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remember when networks used to put out insane promos like this? its such a shame they stopped doing them bc they were INCREDIBLE. they teased the story for the season just enough and were so well done.
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BRING THESE KINDS OF PROMOS BACK
#imagine what they could do with some of the current shows#these are 3 of my favs that i still go back and watch to this day#av#that lost one especially is just chefs kiss
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what are your all's thoughts on whether/how theon was castrated because i'm undecided
#i'm leaning towards Not Castrated actually because the allusions in the text are like.#i mean some if them are certainly convincing#but i don't see a good reason for why we would get every last gritty detail about which fingers and toes he is missing#and how he came to miss them#the exact manner in which he lost his teeth and why#but then grrm would be coy about if he was cut root and stem or elsewise#like it just doesn't make sense to me that everything would be quite horrifyingly straightforward EXCEPT for that#and i know since george wrote the bratwurst episode of the show (A FAV) people take that to mean that it's the dame in book canon#but i dunno i just think that... grrm wouldn't be shy or coy about describing theon's genitals#he has described plenty of cocks on page to my eternal chagrin i just don't feel like he would be all flirty about this one aspect of#theon's torture but so straightforward about everything else
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so anyway the helicopters can see you Through the windows
#liz blogs#project zomboid#AND THEN I THOUGHT HE WAS GONE AND TRIED TO PUT A SHEET ROPE OUT TO LEAVE AND HE CAME *RIGHT* TF BACK#''wow he sure is hanging around for a while. wonder what google says about i- oh. oh fuck''#im on uhhhh maple ridge in that fenced off neighborhood. my fav. i have to build minimal fences for max protection#cuz all the homes are already walled in and zeds dont Attack those big fences unlike player structures#and then i have two walls at either end of the street! so its all closed off#and um. he showed up right when i was looting the house like two down from mine. and i sat in a bedroom upstairs waiting for him to leave#i had to kill like 300 fucking zombies with one fireaxe#it took a couple days and i had to steal a car to drive outside town to SLEEP#it was chaos i thought i lost my base for a second there#it took me like 4 days to clear everything back out OTL#and i am now working on a second base to fall back on should that happen again#back in my day setting the helicopter to come sometimes meant every few months not every TWO WEEKS. HAVE MERCY#i havent played pz in 5 years OTL OTL OTL OTL
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#FUCK#LOSING MY MIND#*frothing at the mouth*#the sun and moon one and the eclipse one are tied as my fav rn#GRRRRRR#god I LOST my mind finding these#SAMS SONGS?????#AHGGGGGGG#i am never going to emotionally recover from this#the sun and moon show
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hi lore hi hi hi you said hisui headcanon lore???? ššš hisui hc lore please š ty
HIIIII I was gonna draw some stuff for this but. Alas it is 6 am and god has seen fit to punish me for my hubris (cramps) so Iām just gonna distract myself writing this while I wait for the ibuprofen to kick in
So this is like. Completely out there bc itās just me cherry-picking the seriesā worldbuilding that I enjoy (and also completely changing it) for the sake of self indulgence <3
The Celestica people lived in ancient Hisui and were part of a trade network with the other regions. 3000 years ago, there was a war between Galar and Kalos that resulted in the darkest day and the ultimate weapon, and the news spread all over. A few centuries later, a traveller from Hisui came across the decimated weapon and its story. Idk who this characterās gonna be, probably a new OC bc I can't think of a canon character to throw this backstory onto
A bit of hc lore regarding how the ultimate weapon works: it's powered by infinity energy, the life force of pokemon, which is canon. I elaborate on that by having all infinity energy sourced from Arceus. Every pokemon is tied to it through the infinity energy necessary to live and exist (oh my god I just thought of the implications of this for manmade pokemon holy shit that's so cool I gotta think about this more), but some have more power than others. Legendaries (and maybe some mythicals?? I can't remember them all rn), which have power over nature/reality, have some of Arceus' own creation power tied into their infinity energy. All those mons are some of Arceus' thousand arms. This power can be harnessed by the ultimate weapon, which is how Lysandre intends to make the player immortal by powering it with Xerneas (so if someone powered an ultimate weapon with Kyogre, it could manipulate the oceans; if someone powered it with necrozma, it could manipulate light; etc etc)
So anyways -- the Hisuian came back and began building a new weapon, this time with the intent to create an entirely new world, just like Cyrus and Volo. Instead of a singular body like in Kalos, the three "petals" were placed around the region, equidistant from the temple of Sinnoh in the center. Each third was powered by one of the creation trio's orbs.
But tracking down those orbs was tough work -- the weapon-builder, who I'm just gonna call ZA for ease, reached out to historians and merchants to try and locate them (no one knew what they were up to at this point and what the orbs were intended for). Once all 3 had been found, the finders were told to bring them to a certain location at a specific time. At this point, ZA was at the temple of Sinnoh in the center of a region-wide weapon, and they fired.
Each third of the weapon created a crater, the three lakes. I made this shitty little representation like 3 weeks ago DHFJDKFK it's based off my vague memories of the nationwide transmutation circle from watching fma like 6 years ago
The weapon tore open a massive rift that kinda threw everything to shit, like having a spacetime distortion covering all of Hisui. This is the threat that the ancient hero mentioned in-game solved (I like the theory that the hero is Alder <3 so he was dragged in by the distortion like Ingo was, just. A couple thousand years earlier)
As for the people who delivered the orbs and were caught up in the blast -- idk who the lustrous globe holder was tbh, maybe I'll make them another oc if I don't find a character to chuck that lore onto. The one who had the griseous core was Volo; Cogita had the adamant crystal. Like AZ, they gained immortality from proximity to the weapon, but also inherited other elements of their respective pokemon's infinity energy. Cogita can see the past and future; Volo can access the distortion world. The theoretical third character could warp space or teleport.
The weapon firing and ensuing chaos killed off a lot of the Celestica people, and the remaining few had no stability in Hisui and so left for other regions. A few centuries before pla, the diamond and pearl clans' ancestors arrived, taking up the title of Celestica and upkeep of the temple of Sinnoh. I'd like to think that Cogita had passed on some of the ancient stories to them, which is how they know about the rift and hero from the past, as well as Dialga and Palkia (even though things got. A little misconstrued there)
#THANKS FOR COMING TO MY TED TALK IVE BEEN WRITING FOR UM. 2 HOURS#rambles#this stupidly convoluted lore is what made volo one of my fav pokemon characters ever#because he lost Everything to someone trying to create a new reality. he was cursed to wander a world where everyone he loved was killed#and everyone he came to love would die before him too#cogita knew what he'd become and wouldn't give him the time of day: she thought her visions of the future were absolute#so he became. very bitter and very good with people#using others to get what he wanted where his own strength failed (although he had plenty of time to become a very formidable trainer)#and not letting himself get attached to them#(he does still get attached to his pokemon though. he's lost a lot throughout the centuries)#eventually he becomes the thing he hates and starts seeking to create his own new reality where everything can just start over#and he can have a home again#he's SO SURE that the plates are the answer!! ZA failed bg using the power of creation by proxy -- he had a direct tie to arceus itself#but the player beats him and so he smokes some weed realizes he's a woman and then she chills out /j#pla#pokemon legends arceus#<- hopefully those wont show up in the main tags after a dozen tags of rambling I just wanna keep track of my own worldbuilding
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i'm in a very vicious cycle of wanting to write more characters than just tsukasa/wxs all the time -> not feeling confident in my ability to write them in character -> not having enough motivation to go and read other events that arent just wxs ones
#ā” ~ lovesick ramblings#well technically i have read a few others#ive read imprisoned marionette; secret distance; guiding a lost child to what lies beyond; saying goodbye to the masked me#as well as stella after the rain & like half of hear me! hopeful show#sorry to vbs for never reading their events#ive also read uhh. what's on your mind? exciting picnic! and others#most of the mixed events ive read i. im ngl i only read bc tsukasa was in them#doll festival at the tenma's; the gentleman thief's thrilling white day!; lion dance robot's new years show#i really wanna read all of l/n's though because theyre my second fav unit i love them#i was gonna binge a bunch of them in one go but. i finished reading stella & then the next version update for hsr came out so i played that#and i havent gone back yet. oopsies#i will do it someday soon though i swear#EDIT: FORGOT TO MENTION IVE READ ALL THE MAIN STORIES TOO#except for the vs ones. for whatever reason. idk why i never read them#ive read the first chapter of each but not beyond that
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Iām sad, Iāve had a bunch of fun cool ideas sitting in the back of my head since like new years which I wanted to use for rare pair week, but like life has been kicking my ass so I didnāt have time to even start anything and now itās over :( guess they will just keep living in my head until next year
#this is if Iām also not dying next yearā¦ which is unlikely#donāt do what I do. donāt work full time and do school full time. especially when youāre doing a dual graduate degree program. Iām in hell#brain screams#it especially makes me sad cause when I started writing fics in the summer it made me SO happy to be writing again!!!#especially about sailor moon!!! one of my special intrests and fav shows of all time!! it makes my brain SO HAPPY!!!#as I keep telling myself - just cause I donāt make these things now doesnāt mean I can do them in the future. my ideas will still be there#I can write the fics I want and finish the YouRube videos Iāve started. I can make silly little doodles and comics and short animations#I can take my Venus plus on hikes and exploring and to wonderful places!! we can go to museums and cafes and concerts!!#we can go to the ocean and climb mountains and get lost in the forest and get muddy and wet and cold and sit by campfires and climb on logs#I can take my not fully fleshed out idea of using her and my other plushes to make a sort of live action stop motion skit video!!#I want to be creative and free and have fun and live my life and pursue my passions!!#but rnā¦ all i do is work. work and homework and class and homework. until Iām so fatigued I canāt walk and I canāt sleep and I canāt think#to be real watching the anime and having the codename: sailor v and stars arc of the manga is like one of the few things getting me through#when Iām so tired I canāt think I have those as comforts so Iām not sitting on the couch wanting to die#I find so much comfort in existing in the space of this fictional universe and I draw strength from the characters#like sailor moon helping me get through some of the hardest fucking shit Iāve ever done in my life. and helping me remember to love myself#also lowkey helping me fight off my depression and ed and substance abuse issues#I just both get so much joy and comfort from this space but also I feel I owe it so much gratitude for kinda helping me from crumbling#I want to also contribute to this space cause it gives me joy to do so and cause i want to give back and contribute to others joy as well#like itās a combo of I love this and want to and also as a form of gratitude i want to and also to help others experience joy I want to#butā¦ I donāt have the time or energy now. and if my life keeps going on like this. will I ever? Iāve never let myself slow down.#idk if I ever will :( oh well
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(My tags run out of space I guess I went little bit over) But... okay it will be here now...
I've lost half of what I've wrote because of the emotions... So I will just... You've been doing this comic in your free time, you've been makin yourself this free time, you've been creating, you've been thinking, you know what we needed, the way you presented everything It feels much more than just a comic for a free time, for me it is sleepless nights and endless hope Cass, I hope you will look behind yourself and see all the bright smiles you've been able to give us all
Part 5!
Well. It's been exactly one year since I started this comic. Which is pretty impressive for my tiny attention span. This is the biggest of my stories and I'm so damn proud (and surprised) that I was able to finish it haha
Quick q&a because I know a lot of you would ask something like this:
Why didn't I add "x" to the comic? - Because I didn't want to.
Why did I add "x" to the comic? - Because I wanted to.
This story was improv from start to finish and that means I added and took away many things. I don't regret any of them haha
Thank you all for being with me. This fandom is wonderful and I'm happy to be a part of it :)
When is this happening? ā,:l
Part 1 Masterpost
#fav#FAV#The grand finale of the thing that truly became a little part of me#Little and very important#The book was closed exactly after one year.#You gave him hope to fight. He had a hope that's why he never gave up. He smiled at his last stand because he knew that he just needs to fi#ht#They all fight#Last days in the apocalypse to these moments in the present#You ended the series when winter ended#You named the series to end them like this#Cass listen#I did mention that I love when stories have a good proper ending when it doesn't feel forced#You have no idea how happy this makes me#It was a life#It was a fight#It was a constant emotional stress#When you really can anticipate with characters#When you can feel that author DID care#He feels he share he shows#My head is a bit mess I've lost my way#Cass#Listen#My way#My way in everything#Started from here#It started from here and from here every moment I wanted to learn something to improve#Make it better#And I stopped here but what I want to do will never stop again#Your comic gave a hope
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#last nights dream hurt too much to wake up from#she wanted me back and even re-proposed with a new ring#said she tried to date other people but it never felt right#never felt like when weāre together#i of course accepted the proposal and welcomed her back w open arms#said i felt the same way#even got into explaining to her that iād blocked her tumblr (i did irl) and (irl) why i had#i looked up her account and saw one post about being ready to get out and meet new queer girls#the wording didnāt seem like her tho and iām sure itās partly to do w her friend#my ex-friend who lost her shit on me#in dream love agreed and said that friend had really overreacted#she and i got back together and our cats reunited so joyfully (my one her two kitties)#hell i even miss her crazy rediculous family#i felt whole again#i could hold and kiss her again#could feel her love again and give her my love#waking up feels so cruel but i also canāt help but hope for these dreams#infinitely better than the ones where she still doesnāt want anything to do with me#wonāt even talk to or acknowledge me#as one of her fav shows says#sometimes lifeās a bitch and you have to keep living#or something like that itās from Bojack Horseman idk
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#probably gonna delete this latwr#but just wanted to say once again i am upset about stranger things#its been my biggest media special interest since 2017#but i dont feel comfortable engaging with it anymore#bc of how many of the cast came out as zionists#(extra fuck you to noah bc will has been my favourite character)#(not only my fav character but we share a fucking birthday)#(do you know how awesome its been to share a birthday with your fav character???)#(but nooo gotta support genocide and now i lost a special interest)#anyways this doesnt really matter#theres a genocide going on thats more important#i just got suggested st leaks from tumblr today#and my feelings came back up#i wish i could be excited for season 5#i even have a url saved i was gonna use#but i just cant#and its been really hard to find a new show/movie/series/etc to get into#bc i dont want this to happen again#this is one of those moments i wish i was neurotypical#and could be normal about this stuff :(#mine
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