#I know we talked abt this issue with the starters as well
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Do you have a particular affinity for reptile pokemon?
Had to consult a pokemon list to check, and it looks like the answer is yeah! I like snakes/lizards irl, and thereâs a bunch of great designs, particularly from gens 3-7 :3
#heinousactszx#thanks for the ask!#Some of them Iâm not a fan of tho#The too humanoid ones areâŠ.not for me#(Salazzle inteleon etc)#Those are people#in general not as fond of the animal/human hybrid designs#idk I like stuff like the ralts line but I think bc it was never under the pretense of being an animal#I know we talked abt this issue with the starters as well#How lately theyâve been losing their creature/monster charm by the third evo#Also fan of a lot of bug/ghost types heehee#Bugs are alright in real life but I appreciate that theyâre not also bigger than a person
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ok here's the essay re: "realisitc?? they're literally wizards!!"
upon further reflection (25 min voicenote 2 twin, 1 conversation w 2 friends) i think i have. managed 2 organize + articulate my thoughts.
obligatory disclaimer: this literally does not matter i'm talking about hp fanfiction in 2023 this is not a serious issue beyond being like. kind of annoying. unfortunately i just enjoy writing abt stupid fandom discourse hopefully going back 2 school will cure me of the incessant need 2 write essays for fun but who knows. anyway me writing this essay is not me saying this is a huge or important issue i just like 2 talk <3
anyway! the ~discourse~ i've been noticing in the marauders fandom, which from my pov has had sort of an uptick recently (although who knows if that's objectively true--maybe i've just stumbled across more of it. from where i'm sitting, though, it seems like it's become more of a hot topic in recent months) generally goes as follows:
person a: omg ugh i hate that in [x fic] [x character] has/is/does [x flaw] :(
person b: oh well [x character] having/being/doing [x flaw] makes the story more realistic
person a: UM they're literally wizards at a magic school lol....who cares if it's realistic....
and the reason this both interests + annoys me is that i think. giving person a the benefit of the doubt + assuming they aren't being purposely obtuse (bc in that case we're just talking abt trolls), it demonstrates such a gap in understanding. bc the thing person a is fighting w that response is literally a strawman
the strawman:
saying "um they're literally wizards" is only a "gotcha" moment if it's pointing out an inconsistency in person b's thinking. it is only pointing out an inconsistency if, when person b says "it makes it more realistic," we take that to mean that person b is saying "a story is better if it more closely matches our own reality." in that case, saying "they're wizards!!!" points out an inconsistency, bc obviously characters being wizards does not match reality. gotcha!!!
the problem is that that isn't what person b is saying. so by responding "they're wizards" as if that's some sort of "gotcha" moment, person a is misinterpreting person b's argument, constructing a strawman that nobody is actually arguing, and then tearing down that strawman with a pithy little sarcastic comment that positions them as soooo much more reasonable than person b.
so what is person b actually saying?
the problem is that saying "[x character] having [x flaw] makes a story more realistic" is not an argument about the story being better, it's an explanation for why someone would write the story that way.
another disclaimer - some "person b"s in this situation might, in fact, be using "it's more realistic" to try and argue that a story being more realistic makes the story better; however, that is not a position i'm going to be defending here. i think any argument that roots itself in a so-called "objective" measure of what makes a piece of art better or worse is a non-starter, and in that case i think person b and person a are perhaps both misguided in different ways.
but what's happening from person b's pov is - person a asks "why would anyone write [x character] with [x flaw]?" person b tries to answer that question by explaining: well, it makes the story more realistic. the implication here is -- a story being more realistic is a personal preference that some people are going to prefer; people write + read stories for different reasons. this is the reason that i enjoy the story, personally. that's it!
and the thing is, "realistic" in the context of a fantasy story does not mean "matches real life exactly." in the context of fantasy, "realistic" refers, in my mind, to two things:
1. cohesive internal logic
even within a fantasy universe, there are going to be structured societies, rules, laws of natures, etc. what makes a fantasy story more realistic is not how closely it adheres to real-life structures + rules, but how closely it adheres to its own established structures + rules - its own internal logic.
for example: in my fantasy world, fairies can fly but mermaids can't. then, suddenly, without explanation, i write a scene where a mermaid can fly. this makes the story less realistic, in that it breaks from its own internal logic, and stretches the limits of readers' abilities to suspend their disbelief. like - we've already sort of "agreed" to suspend disbelief about fairies + mermaids existing, because that's just the established norm of the story, but as readers we are still looking to follow some internal logic. oftentimes, when people are complaining about fantasy stories being more or less realistic, they are referring to the story's own internal logic.
this means if someone is writing hp fanfic set in a canon universe, working in the established canon universe where certain biases + flaws exist, it makes the fic more realistic to adhere to that internal logic. obviously, a fic writer can choose to change that internal logic and say, for example, "in my story the wizarding world doesn't have homophobia, and that's an established societal norm that is part of the story's internal logic." that's fine! it's just a matter of personal choice whether that's the story that somebody wants to write or not, y'know?
2. reflection on real life
the other aspect of "realism" that i think people are referring to when they talk about a fantasy story being more or less "realistic" is the ways in which that story does reflect actual reality. like--fantasy stories don't exist in a vaccuum. many writers use fantasy stories to reflect realities from actual life; things like prejudice or oppression or war, etc. placing these real-life issues into a fantastical setting allows a new lens through which to think about them, pushing us to examine them from different angles.
for example - take k.a. applegate's animorphs series. it is, in many ways, completely unrealistic, in that it's about kids who can turn into animals fighting off an alien invasion. but k.a. applegate wrote the books to demonstrate the utter horror and devastation of war, and much of the subject matter reflects real-life wartime situations. a kid who only hears about war through the news or through action movies where there's a clear good guy and bad guy, a clear right and wrong, might find it easy to disregard the horror. but when applegate took those real-life situations and placed them into the fantastical setting of animorphs, she's providing an age-appropriate way for children to understand that no, war is not an action movie, it's a horror story.
this is why "realism" in fantasy matters to people. some writers are using fantasy not as pure escapism, but as a way to explore real-life issues through a different lens, one that may allow people to empathize with an issue in a way they normally don't. obviously, some people are just writing fantasy for fun escapism -- and that's fine! there's space for both types of stories to exist simultaneously; what doesn't make sense is assuming that just because somebody engages with media differently from you, there must be something wrong with it.
anyway. the conclusion to all this i suppose is that i think if you genuinely do not understand why someone would write a character a certain way, rather than assuming the worst or assuming there's no good reason it's generally better to like. actually ask and listen to the answer people are giving u + try to understand where they're coming from. not everyone is going to want to read the same types of stories, and somebody writing a character w certain flaws shouldn't feel like a personal attack, bc fandom is a self-curated experience where u literally don't need 2 read or write anything u don't want to. The End
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Ohoho I came here on the 4th, just before matchups closed hehe, can I ask for a twst matchup?
I'm an ISTP-T and an aquarius for starters, dunno if that'll help or not but eh
I tend to ramble abt things I enjoy, like oc making and fanfictions. I'm very cynical and think the world is a give and take sorta thing, no exceptions. I treat my OCs as my children (even though I give them shit ton of trauma but we don't talk abt that) anyways-
I like money, like, a lot of and swimming, I like swimming.
I have daddy and mommy issues and will make 'went to go get the milk' joke's, I enjoy both dark and sexual humor. I'm a lazy person and constantly feel lethargic (mom says it's my fault for that đ€·đ»ââïž) I like to sing when I'm alone or with ppl I trust/like.
My significant other has to want children as well bc I really wanna be a mother when I get married so there's that, hope it narrows it down a bit
My love language is physical affection, and words of affirmation (giving) and gift recieving and words of affirmation (recieving) I sometimes playfully hit/bap ppl I'm close to as a sign of affection but sometimes I underestimate my strength and hurt them which makes me feel like shit.
Oh and I like purple đ
You are matched with...
Idia!!!
-He also rambles sometimes so he knows that he can never judge you for that.
-He doesn't judge you for making fanfics and Oc designs.
-He will even help you animate the OC.
-He also has issues with his parents so he can definitely relate to later issues you have, so you both just have each other.
-He especially doesn't want your potential future children to suffer parents issues.
-On the topic of children, he doesn't mind having children with you, it isn't like it's impossible.
-Like; there isn't trouble affording it or taking care of them but he doesnt want to be seen as a wimp by his own Kids.
-And also being ready to be a father, a son is way different than a little brother like Ortho.
-But im the end he wants the best for the child.
#twisted wonderland matchups#twst matchups#twst matchup#twisted wonderland matchup#twisted wonderland#twst#twisted wonderland x reader#twst x reader#twisted wonderland fluff#twst scenarios#twst fluff#twst headcanons
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Slow & Steady [P2] [Sabo x f!reader] (+18)
Genre : Romance - Smut - Bestfriends to lovers General warnings : Alcohol consumption - Dark themes - Swearing - S m u t - possessiveness - Mention of ex-relationships - jealousy
A/N : This is really different from my usual writing style but I am experimenting. Please tell me your thoughts and donât hesitate to ask to be added to the tag list :) AO3 : https://archiveofourown.org/works/31877203?view_full_work=true
In the last chapter -- «-Enough playing now, you're going to sleep. -B-but ! This wasn't what I asked for....You're really a coward after all...You virgin... » He carried you to his room, putting you on the bed and sitting next to you. «-I'd love to prove you wrong. However, it would be better if you were in a state where you'd be able to recall how good I am. If you want me to fuck you this badly then maybe ask me when you're sober.
Part I - Part II
Part II -Yeah yeah...Pff..You're no fun Sabo. Things were finally getting interesting ! »
He smiled seeing that you were now calmer. You started to yawn and bury your face in his pillow. He loved to see you getting so comfortable in his room. He really needed a cold shower after your little show. -Goodnight (Y/N). I'll sleep on the couch. You can get comfortable. -Are you crazyy ? You gonna leave me alone like this ? Let's sleep together~ -Come on (Y/N), you're a big girl. You could sleep alone for one night, would you ? Translation : I don't want to spend the whole night with a semi. And you're dangerously flirty, and I have wanted you for years and now I have to abstain.
-Pleaaaase. You said looking at him with puppy eyes. He rolled his eyes placing a hand in his hair. God.damn.it.
You won again. Like every time. * * *Â You opened your eyes hardly next day, feeling something hard against your thigh. You looked at the ceiling
Oh...I am not in my room...Where the fuck am IÂ ?
you turn around only to discover the embodiment of Adonis to your side. A light beam was lighting up Sabo's face. He looked like an angel as his beauty couldn't be that of a human.
Was he always this handsome ?
You didn't know, in fact, you have never had the occasion to wake up in his bed. Wait, in his bed ? This realization came slowly as your head was still foggy from yesterday's consumption.
You looked down, the thing that was pressing against your leg was indeed :
his thing.
You frowned, blushed, pulled away, put a hand on your lips repressing an internal scream, all of this in around three seconds. You then tried to calm down, telling yourself that it was very normal for a man to experience this kind of morning unconviniences, and that Sabo was a man, after all. Even if  you have always seen him as a bestfriend, he was still a man that is capable of physical attraction.
Now that this internal monologue was done with, you felt a bit calmer, but that didn't answer your question. You got out of bed, trying to recall what happened after going in the bar. And it came back. All of it. Without any mercy for your feelings.
You wanted the ground to swallow you whole. Your only wish was to disappear which meant : calling Nami. You headed out of the house, not even having the courage to face your bestfriend.
« Namiiiii -Uh ? What's the matter ? -I fucked up. I fucked up really bad. -Oh yeah ? Tell me about it. -Wait, why do you seem excited ? -O-oh I'm not excited. Come on tell me. What else could you have possibly done ? -I asked Sabo to fuck me. -Wait what ? You could hear Vivi ask Nami about what happened and her answering « She asked Sabo to fuck her ». -Nami ! Don't go on telling everyone about this. I'm on my way. -For starters, Vivi isn't « everyone », she's my girlfriend. And I'm here waiting for you to tell me what happened. -Wait, I'll come at your place. This can't be discussed over the phone. »
You hung up on her. Ten minutes later, you were at her place. Extremely confused. Nami was painting her nails bright red on the bed while Vivi was sitting comfortably on a chair. You let your whole body weight fall on a lounge pug, tourmented.  «-So tell me how you and Sabo ended up fucking. She emphasized the last word in a way that made you almost choke on air.  -We didn't actually. Nami and Vivi both sighed in a synchronized « Ah » of disappointment. -So hmm...I don't remember clearly. I was really drunk-- well that you're aware of and...And Sabo didn't want to leave me alone so we went to his place. Ace was at Thatch's so we were alone. We hugged and he comforted me. Then I started teasing him, and I don't know what I was thinking, but I kissed him, and then I asked him to fuck me. -Wow that escalated quickly. Said Nami as she continued painting her nails.
-Well, I was heartbroken, I needed something, someone, and he was there, and you know Sabo, he's a good guy ! I don't know what's worse, the fact that I asked him to fuck me or the fact that he said no.
-Oh god I'm so so sorry
- Nami please don't make things worse for me.
-No offense, but you're so dense. Sabo has always been into you. Do you want him, or do you not ? I know that going right into a relationship after a breakup is a bad idea. But honestly it's worth giving it a shot. He's a really good guy. Try dating someone nice for once.
-I don't know, he has something unsettling about him. Like « almost too good to be true » you know ? Added Vivi.
-Ohhh~ I see. Honestly, I always thought that he was a bit prude and hella vanilla. I mean, yes, he's my best friend. But he has never talked about girls to me or about sexual stuff. So I just assumed that. I never thought that he'd be packin' like that. You said as you popped a lollipop in your mouth.
-Ah ? Was it really that impressive ? asked Nami, genuinely curious.
-Yeah. On a scale from 0 to doflamingo he's a solid eight point seventy five. (*)
-Oh gosh. I understand why you're so worked up now.
-That's really...precise. Added Vivi, a bit horrified.
(*) [ The dear reader might need this clarification ; Doflamingo was Law's uncle, he sometimes came to pick him up after uni with his luxurious lamborghini. He wore extremely tight pants that left little to the imagination. And he was most known among your clique for having a nine incher. It was a running joke wether to know if Law got his uncle's genes. Needless to say that this joke wasn't to Law's taste. Now back to our adorable Y/N. ]
-So. I really don't know what to do. I am still heartbroken. -And horny. Added the ginger. -Yeah, that too. I'm afraid of ruining our friendship. -Listen dear, said Nami as she was closing the nail polish bottle, if you're not going for it, someone else would. And trust me, that girl Koala is upping her game. She's going to steal him right in front of your eyes, just like this - and she snapped her fingers. -Oh, and then, you can forget about being « best friends ». Said Vivi adding fuel to the fire. -Yeah, once he's gonna start dating, he won't have too much time for you-- and then, that Koala girl, my god, she seems extremely possessive ! -No way, your voice was detached, trying to act is if you weren't worried, Sabo has never dated any girl before.- -Yes but he seems to get along with that girl. And to be honest, she's kinda cute.
-Nami ! Vivi pinched her forearm playfully, pretending to be jealous.
-That hurt ! And don't be jealous, you know that you're my only one~
-Hmm...I prefer that. Vivi laughed. You started caughing reclaiming for their attention.
-Attention please ! We're discussing my dick-appointment here.
-Jesus you're really annoying, (Y/N), just go for it already.
-How much did he pay you to tell me this huh ?
-What ? He didn't pay me ! You're just always getting your heart broken. I'm just trying to be a good friend.
-Say that you are trying to get rid of her~ Jokes Vivi.
-Vivi, don't expose me like this- Nami plays along while laughing.
-I hate you girls ! You say as you throw a pillow on Nami. The ginger starts complaining that you messed her Nail polish, and the whole scene metamorphosed into a pillow fight.
* * *
You spent the whole day with the girls, chit-chatting about boys and girls and playing stupid games. You felt way more comfortable now, less ashamed. However, you were surprised because you didn't get a message from your bestfriend. You wondered wether he was mad at you, it wasn't in his habits.
You decided to message Ace [click for conversation] [ (Y/N) : Heyy amigo is Sabo ok ? Did he tell u smth abt yesterday ? Ace : Ouch, your hurting my feelings, </3 Only talking to me to ask about my brother~ Yea hes okay why tho ? (Y/N) : Ooo kay. He's home ? Ace : He is. Why don't u directly text him ? (Y/N) : Don't tell him I asked. Btw I didn't forget about those 10 bucks you « borrowed » from me. Give it back.] He didn't answer. You sighed and decided to go see Sabo to settle things down. It was the first time that you were embarrassed to see your best friend. You dressed up in a black skirt and t shirt. You didn't usually pay attention to your looks when you went to hang out at Sabo's, but you were really stressed out and what the girls have said about Koala made you scared of losing him. After all, you had some abandonment issues. You had to settle this down once and forever. You arrived at the guy's place, it was an apartment not so far from your own student flat. You knocked on the door and Ace opened : -Ohhh, (Y/N), he whistles, lookin' like a girl today huh ? -What are you implying you dumbass ? Where's Sabo ? -He's in his room with Koala.- -Wait what ? Koala ? What is she doing here ? Ace raised an eyebrow then said amused ; -I don't know, go ask him yourself. -You're useless as usual. -Always so sweet. You on your period or something ? -I didn't forget about my twenty bucks by the way. -I said I'm goin' to pay you back alright ? Now go talk to Sabo. You and Ace were always teasing each other in a brotherly way, but in reality, he really cared for you, it was just your usual way of communication. But it was true that knowing that Koala was in Sabo's room put you in a bad mood. You knocked on the door with a knot in your stomach. Did they start dating ? Was Sabo interested in her ? These ideas were torturing you. But why did you care anyways ? It was none of your business. He could date whoever he wants. You opened the door but there was only Sabo relaxing on his bed, still fully clothed. « - Sabo ?-Oh, (Y/N), what brings you here ? -Why ? Do I need a reason to see my best friend ? He sits on bed looking at you. He doesn't fail to notice your cute outfit, it was different from your usual sweatpants and hoodies, the way it complemented your figure was almost too much for him. Just that sight was driving him insane, but his face didn't betray his emotions, like always, he acted friendly, not an ounce of lust in his dark ebony eyes. You took place next to him. He smelled good, you thought. The same fresh minty smell as last time. Did he always smell this good ? -(Y/N) ?Huh ? Is everything okay ? His voice seemed concerned.He cared for you. And you had those stupid immature and posessive thoughts. Get a grip of yourself, (Y/N), you thought. -Oh yea-- wasn't Koala here ? Ace told me you were with her.
You tried so hard to act like you didn't care, but he knew you like the back of his hand. But still, he played along. -Hmm..Yes. She just left. I was going out as well. He says with a sweet smile, looking at his watch. You couldn't help but make a disappointed face. -But Sabo I wanted to - I'm really sorry (Y/N), let's talk later. He ruffles your hair and you close your eyes as he does so. You felt stressed out. What happened exactly ? You felt intimidated in his presence for the first time. You wanted him to stay and talk this out. It was a bit awkward for you now. You never thought too much. As he was going out of the room you held the fabric of his coat tight in your hand ; -Sabo- -Hum ? Need me to drop you somewhere ? -N-no. You let his sleeve go, realizing what you have just done, I'll stay a bit then go back home. Don't worry about me. -Alright then. See you later ? -Yeah. See ya. ]
You looked at Sabo go away and you followed him shortly after. Meanwhile Ace was sitting on the couch and watching some movies. You went back home and was quite tormented. It wasn't the right time to worry as you had your assignments and studies to deal with. On one hand, you didn't even have the time to think of your ex boyfriend and his cheating but on the other, you felt like you were let down by Sabo. But why ? He didn't do anything. He just found himself a new friend and a potential new girlfriend.
He didn't even talk about her, but why where you so upset by him meeting her ? After all, he had the right to date just like you always did.
A few days have passed and you didn't get the chance to talk to Sabo. Your exams were getting closer and closer and you didn't feel ready.
Usually, Sabo would help you with your assignments but you were too scared to ask. You realized how much you relied on him and how he has been always there for you.
Who were you exactly to him ?
Maybe you took him for granted.
As you were on your bed looking at the ceiling and trying to collect every drop of motivation in your system to study, you heard your phone ring. It was Sabo's ringtone ! ----- Tag list : @vemuabhi @chloe-abbacchio @mwls-garden @soanywaysistartedsimping If you wanna get tagged just ask for it :)
#one piece x reader#one piece imagines#one piece scenario#revolutionary sabo#sabo x reader#sabo x you#sabo#one piece scenarios#one piece sabo#one piece sabo x reader#nami#vivi#doflamingo#donquixote doflamingo#trafalgar law#nami x vivi#portgas ace#ace
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Texts from the Lost Tomb part 6.1
đ¶ Back on the bullshit I never got offđ¶
Is this another unnecessary story arc?? With three sections??
Yes.
Wushanju Crew Chat
Wang Meng: You know, Iâm someone who appreciates consistency in my day. My life is pleasant, very few issues indeed if you ignore the big ones. And yet. Yet here we are. With unresolved messes at the end of a day.
Wang Pangzi: SOMETHIN YOU NEED TO SAY MARY POPPINS
Wang Meng: We need to talk about Huo Daofu and the glittery bead curtain.
Wang Pangzi: MY FAVE TEEN WIZARD SERIES
Wu Xie: did you turn on that suggested word thingy lol
What glittery bead curtain
Wang Meng: I closed the shop at 6:00pm this evening on the dot. I locked all of the doors in and out of the shop very carefully, especially in light of recent events. The hall leading to the back office was empty. I filed the dayâs paperwork, updated and sent emails, and then spent an extra hour organizing receipts and dusting. When I came back out, there were glittery iridescent bead curtains over the front entrance to the shop.
What could this mean?
Wu Xie: uh that you need to spend less time at work?
Wang Pangzi: LOOKS LIKE WE GOT ONE FOR THE DETECTIVES. THE MYSTERY OF THE BEDAZZLED THRESHOLD COMMENCES
Wu Xie: I think we can be relatively secure in thinking a glittery bead curtain isnât a hostile threat
Wang Pangzi: SAYS YOU
I REMEMBER YE OLDE EXPLORATION TIMES HOW FAST THINGS GOT FURIOUS
BEANBAG CHAIRS SET AFLAME AND LEFT ON DOORSTEPS AS A WARNING
GLITTERBOMBS FOR DAYS
PANIC AT THE DISCO
Wang Meng: Ugh, forget it. I should have just taken them down, regardless of who they belong to.
Zhang Qiling: They are not mine.
Wang Pangzi: A BOLD STATEMENT COMING FROM OUR PRIME SUSPECT
SOMEONE QUICK GO DRAW CHALK AROUND THE DOORWAY TO MARK THE SCENE OF THE CRIME
Wang Meng: Do we know anyone who *would* sneak in and put those up? For whatever reason, legal or not? Even as a joke?
Wang Pangzi: ARE YOU SERIOUSLY ASKING WHETHER WE KNOW ANYONE WHO IS CHAOTIC, AN OUTLAW, A PRANKSTER AND/OR SNEAKS INTO PLACES
BECAUSE THAT WOULD MEAN OUR SUSPECT LIST IS LITERALLY EVERYONE WE KNOW EXCEPT FOR YOU.
Wu Xie: okay letâs think about this; for starters, I didnât break into my own shop
Wang Meng: You would be in danger of doing some work in the process, thatâs true.
Wang Pangzi: LOL
Wu Xie: ANYWAY letâs keep going. For example, Xiao Ge would only break in somewhere for a good reason. Xiao Ge, did you do this?
Zhang Qiling: No.
Wu Xie: okay whoâs next
Wang Pangzi: YOU REALLY MISSED YOUR CALLING IN INTERROGATION TIANZHEN
REALLY PUT THE SCREWS TO HIM
IN MORE WAYS THAN ONE;)
Zhang Qiling: How can we be certain *you* didnât do it?
Wang Meng: Admittedly that was my guess, too.
Wang Pangzi: WOW I SEE HOW IT IS
BLAME PANGZI AS USUAL
ANYWAY HOW DOES HUO DAOFU FIT INTO THIS
Wu Xie: Oh yeah him! Oops I got distracted
Wang Pangzi: UR ENTIRE HISTORY IN A NUTSHELL
Wu Xie: Ugh fuck off
Wang Meng what abt Huo Daofu??
Zhang Qiling: ?
Wu Xie: oh sorry xiaoge I didnât realize you wouldnât have spent much time around him last year
He and I go way back
Zhang Qiling: Way back where?
Babysitters Club Chat
Wang Pangzi: I CANNOT BELIEVE HE IS BUYING YOUR INNOCENT ACT
IF YOU EVER TURN TO EVIL WE ARE FUCKED
Zhang Qiling: ?
Wang Pangzi: YOU KNOW EXACTLY WHO HUO DAOFU IS
YOU WERE EXTREMELY POLITE AND BORDERLINE FRIENDLY TOWARDS HIM
Zhang Qiling: I wanted him to feel welcome. I wanted to be sure he understands he has a place here. A specific place.
Wang Pangzi: FOR A SILENT GUY YOU ARE A MASTER AT SUBTLE POWER PLAYS IM ALL TINGLY
LMAO THE IDEA OF WU XIE LEAVING YOU FOR HUO DAOFU IS HILARIOUS AND ALSO NOPE
Zhang Qiling: Rationally, I understand that.
Main Chat
Wang Meng: Huo Daofu is coming for the weekendâdidnât Wu Xie tell you? Wu Xie asked me to check in a week ahead so we could start getting ready for his arrival
Wu Xie: oh yeah I did do that
Wang Meng: Fortunately I know you and so I already went ahead and took care of everything.
Re: the trip
He made a deal with Wu Xieâs doctor that he would do periodic checkups on him here at Wushanju
Bc Wu Xie hates being in the hospital
And frankly the hospital hates him too
Wang Pangzi: FAMILIARITY BREEDS CONTEMPT LOL
I FORGOT HUO DAOFU WAS DOING THAT
A VERY CHIVALROUS GESTURE
WOULDNT YOU SAY
XIOAGE
Zhang Qiling: Is it safe for him to be here with a criminal loose on the premises?
Wu Xie: Right, back to the curtain! Letâs focus on the curtain, hmm?
Wang Pangzi: I AM SO LOOKING FORWARD TO THIS WEEKEND.
ALSO WE CAN RULE OUT XIAO BAI FOR THE CURTAIN SHE JUST SENT A SELFIE FROM NORWAY COVERED IN GREEN SLIME WITH ZERO CONTEXT, UR PROTEGE INDEED
Wu Xie: okay but who else would do something so oddly charming yet illegal andâwait.
Snake Eyes Chat
Wu Xie: hey, Glasses hasnât been in touch lately right?
Li Cu: uh nope
Unless u count the outdated memes
Why, is money or Xie Yuchen missing
Or is this curtain related, I saw Wang Mengâs tweet
Wu Xie: haha no nothing to worry about really
(I mean maybe? but who knows)
Wang Meng is probably just getting a little paranoid in his old age
Li Cu: better than getting reckless and stupid as hell in ur old age
Wu Xie: âŠhey:(
Unknown Number: Li Cu, we discussed this.
Wu Xie: ????????
Li Cu: *sigh* fine, reckless and stupid as heck
Unknown Number: âŠclose enough.
Wu Xie: EXCUSE who is that
Madame, Sir, Non-Binary Tree Spirit, etcâwhomst the fuck
Are you
Li Cu is underage FYI
So Im staying on this chat
Li Cu: okay first of all, itâs not like that
Second of all Iâm literally not underage I s2g
u threw the embarrassing surprise bday party, okay so u should remember
And C, thatâs my counselor and I invited her. She wanted to meet u and I knew u wouldnât agree to a visit so I added her to our chat
we have been discussing u
Wu Xie: Oh wow!!!!!!!
What a surprise:)
hi so nice to meet you:)
Main Chat:
Wu Xie: RED FUCKING ALERT
FUCK THE CURTAIN FUCK THE VISIT
IVE BEEN TRICKED INTO FAMILY THERAPY BY A SMUG TEENAGER WHO TEXTS UNKNOWN NUMBERS
Wang Meng: I assume that means something to someone here?
Not my problem? Good.
Wang Pangzi: AHAHAHA GOD I LOVE LI CU
HES LIKE ADORABLE KARMA FOR ALL THE SHIT YOUVE PUT ME THROUGH
IM RAISING HIS ALLOWANCE
Wu Xie: wait i give him an allowance
has he been collecting on two allowances??
Zhang Qiling: Three. I knew about both of yours.
Snake Eyes Chat
Wu Xie: so uh may I ask your name?
Unknown Number: you can call me Ms. Lee.
Now, if youâre comfortable talking in this format, why donât you tell me how things have been going?
Wu Xie: oh everything is normal and fine and safe as usual, why do you ask:)
Li Cu: I heard about ur necklace thing. nice of you to NOT mention it.
another dangerous adventure. again. prick.
Ur lucky your cool boyfriend cares about you so much or youâd have already died like ten years ago
Wu Xie: lol try twenty years ago
Li Cu: That isnât funny.
Unknown Number: âŠWhat?
Wu Xie: shit ur right, okay that was a bit glib, my apologies.
âŠI use humor as a coping mechanism?
Unknown Number: and Li Cu, how do you feel about that?
Li Cu: he doesnât even know what that phrase means
He doesnât cope, like ever
In fact
Itâs kind of why we met
Which is a funny story in retrospect tbh
Wu Xie: haha what are you talking about sweetie hahaha need I remind you of certain anecdotes that could idk send me to jail maybe lmao
Unknown Number: âŠYou know, perhaps an in-person meeting might be more effective?
Wu Xie: haha such a nice idea but why
Main Chat
Wu Xie: If I go to jail, Iâll have to create alliances for protection, right, thatâs how it works on tv
Who do we know who spends time in jail
Other than Hei Yangjing, heâs only ever there for like 12 hours and i suspect he just gets himself arrested bc he enjoys the breaking out process
Also howâs the curtain case coming along
Zhang Qiling: Has someone threatened you?
Wu Xie: well not yet but soon Iâm sure
Wang Pangzi: WHERE WAS THIS PARANOIA WHEN WE GOT TAKEN TO THE TEA HOUSE HUH
Snake Eyes Minus Your Fucking Therapist Chat
Li Cu: okay how tf did u pull off spy and undercover shit
u are sus as hell
Wu Xie: damn son is it pick on Wu Xie night
I missed the flyers or I wouldâve invited my uncles
Also re: the curtain itâs been mostly solved
Li Cu: Iâm not your son, idiot.
Wu Xie: âŠoh. Sorry, sorry, youâre right, bad choice of words, haha
Forget i said anything
Delete this chat even
Li Cu: shit I meant
Legally, biologically, I meantâ
shit
âŠI turn into an asshole as a coping mechanism?
Wu Xie: oh thatâs all okay! I have to go do something else now let me know if you need anything okay kid thanks!
Li Cu: goddamn it calm down whoâs the kid here
lemme organize my thoughts so I can articulate my emotions fuckin healthily or w/e
Ugh maybe for like one afternoon we could go to Ms. Lee together? She knows how to word stuff
Wu Xie: uhâŠokay.
Li Cu: Anyway you donât need to worry abt jail
As if you would survive prison for one day youâd piss off half the place in like an hour or less
I gave Ms. Lee the heavily edited version of the desert highway to hell roadtrip and i discussed it more in terms of like ânightmarish but still wouldnât take any of it backâ
Well maybe the sand
that shit was everywhere
Wu Xie: oh kiddo. Itâs fine, reallyâŠYou donât have to explain yourself to me.
Li Cu: no, no itâs just
I do technically have a dad
who is an asshole. Being a son doesnât really mean shit to me bc it sucked.
So you need to stop backing down just cuz ur guilty abt stuff. Iâm really really glad ur not my dad in a good way. Do u get what I mean there
Whereâs the mafia widower I followed into hell, huh
Wu Xie: Ur a good kid, despite my influence. Iâm really glad you have someone to talk to after everything IâŠafter everything. Wow this talking through feelings thing is kind of weird but nice ur right
Jfc no wonder it took me and xiaoge so long toâyou know what, we wonât get into that
Li Cu: ew tmi
Also re: this weekâs recent necklace fuckery
I moved my stuff here, I live here now
So you canât die anymore
Or elseâŠIdk I donât have a threat planned
anyways abt the curtain
Wu Xie: oh my god, kidâŠkid you have no idea
I am in tears.
Li Cu: see this is why I canât be nice to you I can sense the hallmark channel from here
Ugh donât be sad in ur room thatâs dumb
Go hug Pangzi or something
Maybe delete this chat
Or the curtain thing
Focus on the curtain thing
Just stfu and go away
Wu Xie: <3 screenshotting this <3
Li Cu: I take back everything I said. This is why Xiao Ge sleeps on the roof. I hope the ghosts of the Wangs put up that curtain to strangle you somehow. Go die in a stupid way, itâll suit you.
Wu Xie: lol donât worry Iâm not gonna embarrass you with it or anything
Main Chat
Wu Xie: omg guys look how cute my kid is *sending screenshot*
Wang Pangzi: I MEAN
HE IS WISHING YOU DEATH
BUT SURE
CUTE I GUESS
Wu Xie: no but read the whole thing:):):)
Zhang Qiling: It is indeed very hard to remain angry with you. And you are welcome to join me on the roof.
Wang Pangzi: UH NOPE
NOT WHENI HAD TO BLEACH THE COUNTER IN THE KITCHEN
DONT TRAUMATIZE THE EARLY BIRDS THEYRE ALREADY FREAKED OUT BY U YA HOODIE CRYPTID
Wu Xie: ok true but babe ur like a sexy cryptid
Wang Meng: so, are we just accepting that there is a glittery curtain of unknown origin, and Huo Daofu is going to have to see it while heâs waiting for you at Wushanju bc youâre going to family therapy?
Wu Xie: right
Wang Pangzi: SHOULDA TAKEN EARLY RETIREMENT HUH
Wang Meng: Iâm going to go dust something.
Unnamed Chat:
Unknown number: so the curtainâŠ
Unknown number 2: yep, not my best work but I kinda panicked last minute u know
Unknown number: what is in the water at Wushanju that makes everyone dumb and attractive
Unknown number 2: relax theyâll figure it out
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Ok ok ok so a tip 4 entering a discord convo in text chat. Ppl r talking abt something. U kno a cool fact. U say the cool fact. They ask u about it . Profit. Same w. Personal anecdotes about things. Like âomg have u guys seen the new PokĂ©mon startersâ and u like the duck so youâd be like âyes I like the duck. I love duck PokĂ©monâ and maybe theyâll ask âwhatâs ur favorite duck PokĂ©monâ and there we go
See i have the opposite mindset bc ive witnessed ppl start convos like this (in a server someone said they hadnt played pokemon so whats yalls fave game or where shld they start etc) and i was jst like why wld i respond if theres about to be 15 other ppl answering em jshfiektnsjd like how exactly does that lead to friendship...idk im jst not experienced in this sort of thing ^_^
Edit: i will also say every server ive been in so far everyone seemed insufferable from what i viewed when lurking JFUWIRKSJF so i cldnt even single out who was an Okay Person to contribute convo to...i thnk thats also my issue. Like maybe the kind of person that wld be SUPER active in a server for [x thing i enjoy i jst randomly joined server for to check it out] maybe wldnt be someone id be friends with ywkim. Akin to when people who never leave the house are like well i just know my future partner is also out there not leaving the house
EDIT: actually thats not true the ppl on the neopets server are epic
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Hi ! I've been getting into Dreamcatcher lately since everyone's been saying if you're a lesbian you're gonna like dreamcatcher, and i do ! i was just wondering from someone who obvs knows them better, do you think they're naturally so close to each other or it could be a bit more... fan service stuff bc I'm always worried about getting into groups who just queerbait all the time, idk how to say this and im not trying to attack DC but there's been a lot of talk abt it in kpop lately
I get where youâre coming from, but with time youâll see that theyâre genuinely close
dc have gone through a lot as a group (some of the members have been together for abt 8/9 years now), specially the ex-minx members (jiu, sua, siyeon, yoohyeon, dami) who had to overcome an unsuccessful debut and decide to stick together despite a rough start. thereâs a lot in the memberâs own story that makes you wonder if there really isnât a force in the world out there who brought them together because so much happened, to some members more than others, that literally put them right on the path to become a dreamcatcher member. it just had to be the seven of them.Â
for starters, yoohyeon auditioned for a few companies and mbk accepted her. she went the first day and quit that same day because of how she was treated by the staff. she said that from that experience she wanted to quit on the idea of becoming an idol, but she really loved to dance and sing. which led her to meet sua at a dance competition before they auditioned for hfe. sua had been training to become an idol since 2012 and hfe was the one company who accepted her (I canât imagine sleeping on that much talent). this led them to debut together and even become roomates.
siyeon had a close songwriter friend who introduced her to the company, she auditioned and got in. similarly, jiuâs vocal teacher referred her to the company, she auditioned and got in as well. as for dami she had wanted to become an idol since elementary school, one day she participated in an open audition at her school and hfe called her for an audition.
with gahyeon, she actually went through a few companies before landing on hfe. she was an fnc traineed for a while, she got in both yg and sm, but left since they werenât going to debut a group any time soon. similar to dami she participated in an open audition at her school and she got called for an audition.
and handong had some interest in kpop when she was in high school, but when she got the chance to go to korea for university her dad made her promise she wouldnât try to become an idol, it was literally The condition for her to go to korea, she wasnât meant to audition according to her parents will. but one of her uni teachers told her about hfeâs audition and she just went for it anyway asdkjhs (her relationship with her parents is fine now). it was just meant to be.
theyâve also mentioned quite a few times that they didnât just instantly click with each other like that (some members having a cold impression of sua at first, siyeon admitting it took her quite some time to get close with handong, jiu saying she was skeptical about the adittion of handong and gahyeon but soon realised they made the group stronger), they worked on their relationship over time and they wanted to make things work with each other which itself is really important and shows the kind of loving and supportive enviroment they wanted to build for each other (I go a little bit more in depth about their overall story in this post). theyâve made sure to build a really great sense of teamwork with each other since the beginning, from the fact that they had about 2/3 months to prepare for dcâs debut (minx still performed on october 2016 and dc debuted january 2017) alone, they really had to make a conscious choice about it all. honestly one of the things that makes me sure that dc are close is that they donât hide the negative feelings they sometimes have towards each other (which are normal), they've spoken a few times about silly things that theyâve argued about and have even mentioned that they donât get the other members involved in the quarrels theyâre having with another member to not create more drama than necessary. but you can really see that they love and take of each other in the little things too, not just the (sometimes) fanservice. and by this I mean things like, sua calling handong in the middle of her vlive to go get food for her, dami letting yoohyeon sleep in her bed and going to the living room because she didnât want to wake her up, siyeon falling asleep on top of yoohyeon and yoohyeon not having the heart to wake her up as well, among many many many things.
but truly theyâve gone through a lot of hardships over the years, including having a member be away and unable to participate in comebacks and group schedules for a whole year (not because of health issues or anything like that, but because of the covid situation that made it impossible for her to fly back to korea), and they got out of that situation being even more appreciative of that member when it couldâve easily been something that could have made them turn on each other. it was a situation that brought them even closer and appreciative of one another. they really want to be on this path together.
as for the queerbaiting bit, Iâve made posts about this before and as Iâve said, it doesnât matter whether or not itâs fanservice because at the end of the day theyâre respectful and caring, and theyâre only normalising same sex attraction. they never make you feel gross for that attraction either, theyâve never pulled a âno home thoughâ moment, they continuously sing songs directed at female lovers without changing the pronouns, continuously accept marriage proposals from their female fans, and even when a fan was dubious and said âbut weâre two girlsâ jiu said that it didnât matter and that love is love, and theyâve said many times that itâs okay for female fans to be nervous around them (aka attracted to them).Â
and not that itâs anyoneâs business but the members themselves have dropped many hints over the years, from not specifying the gender of their ideal type
âDreamcatcher Handong, âeven if theyâre not good-looking, a warm-hearted person is my ideal type.â âMy idea type, erm... a warm-hearted person. A person not necessarily need to be good-looking, if theyâre warm-hearted theyâre a good personâ ©
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Handong: For me, firstly, kind. It would be great if the person has a good personality and is tall.
Gahyeon: For me, because Iâm still young I donât have a definite ideal type. Just someone who smiles prettily and is fun. Ah, if the person has a good voice, it will be good. I like to talk on the phone. ©
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Jiu: I wish to have someone I can chat non-stop with, and who is also knowledgable and has a good character. Iâve never really thought about an ideal date, but whatâs most important is that the atmosphere has to be comfortable!
Yoohyeon: My ideal type is someone whoâs like Peter Pan, someone fun-loving and positive! My ideal date location would be Paris, France. Itâs a really romantic city! Really look forward to spending time there with the one I love.
Gahyeon: I like someone with a beautiful smile, and someone who can really take care of me.  ©
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to lowkey admitting a same sex crush (she went to an all girls school as far as we know)
to being uh very straightforward about it
among other things đ Iâve been into kpop for quite a lot of years now and I never experienced a group make this as comfortable as they do honestly. thatâs why I say that it doesnât matter if it is just fanservice, theyâre still changing things for the better. but that being said, take your time getting to know them~ I think itâs better that you see it for yourself rather than have someone tell you really
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hi so i.found ur blog and its honestly like a breath of fresh air to look at so if its ok i might just fuckin,,vent here.
so. ik a lot of other people have been talking abt how pof was really straining to watch and i am.very late to the party but i need to talk abt it bcz holy fuck. when i first watched it i was in a way better place mwntally, also the general excitement of wow,content kinda overrode the headache and the eye hurty and the just. bad. but i was rewatching it recently because i was basing a fic off it and i just. i couldnt finish it because all of it was just so much and there was no fuckin warning?? so that was pog ig
next thing because i have. a lot of thoughts. ive been in the fandom for not-very-long, i joined in the middle of 2019 or something.and it just kinda sucks because im only still here for the fandom. i love the series but i can only watch dwit and compilations of logan/roman being sad so much before i can basically recite them off the top of my head. but i reallyreally love writing for the fandom!! it makes me so happy to do the writing, its just the fact that im not as invested with the series that makes me feel,,idk man guilty ig?? anyway thats too deep for a rant so im.a move on
god so tw me not liking post aa virgil and me talking abt toxic friends but hoooly fuck man. i just. pre aa virgil was fun because he was snarky and sarcastic and i could actually stand the nagst because his character made sense?? he was the 'bad guy' and he wasnt as woobified back then and he was honestly a solid vibe. but post aa virgil gives off the vibe of that one friend who fuckin, gets angry at you when you bring up any of your mental health issues and then blames their outburst on their mental health issuea and its like?? no i hate that character dynamic. people say bad things when the feel bad, sure, ik i have, but its the vibe of 'im gonna threaten you and then blame it on my mental health but if you so much as look at me wrong while ur having sensory overload or something i will smite you with the force of one thousand suns' and i am just.so tired. also ithink someone else said this but we should just call the series 'virgil sanders and the rest' because thats what it is now ksbdjqkbsq
also (all ofthese are my opinions btw and im not trying to say im rigbt im just tired honestly) the way. in pof the way patton's whole thing is 'you need empathy' is not funky fresh for both people with low empathy and high empathy đ bcz ppl with too much/too little empathy are always told theyre 'cold' or that theyre 'oversensitive', the whole 'there is an average amount of empathy and if u dont have that fuck you actually' is icky and bad and gross. i do think patton's character is really well done in the series but that episode jjust personally. ick.
and finally the moment uve not been waiting for bcz this is probably really tiring to read but the moment youve been waiting for-fwsa.just. why. its cute and stuff and i love nico. nico is a vibe. also bathroom man john is great. but shouldnt roman still be on shit terms with thomas?? like lk we're just gonna sweep away the whole 'i thought i wad ur hero' shizz? cool cool, glad to know romans arc still aint happening. also i get it, we needed to cement that virgil is a light side now. but like..did we?? actually bcz this is so long im gonna send in a second ask (im sososorry if this clogs up ur ask box if u tell me to stop i will i just. many thoughts) abt how even though i hate virgil, his arc should have been done. so differently. just gonna put like,, a mushroom emoji here so u can put the 2 asks together if u want đ
Youâre always free to vent here! Sorry it took so long to respond but life has a cruel habit of getting in the way of things I need to do.Â
So for starters, the POF problem should be talked about more so I can assure you that youâre not late to the party. It never really got the amount of attention it deserved so I am more than willing to bring that back up and trust me, youâre not alone.Â
And again, youâre not alone in this either! Plenty of people still enjoy creating content for these characters. You donât have to feel guilty for not finding the actual series interesting because honestly, Iâm kinda losing interest too. But I still love these characters and I love that the fandom is still creating stories with them through different mediums.
Honestly I agree with just about everything you said about Virgil and I do eventually plan on tackling a lot of this in a future post. You know, if I ever force myself to just sit down and write the dang thing...Â
Oh my gosh Iâve been waiting for someone to talk about this because that whole thing about empathy in POF really ticked me off because youâre absolutely right, not everyone is 100% empathetic, and some people can be empathetic to a point where it hurts themselves. Like I get what they were trying to say but it came across as, well, like you said. âIf youâre donât have this exact level of empathy then eff you I guess youâre a bad person.â Maybe that actually wasnât their intention but it sure came across that way and maybe Iâll go into it a little more in another post because now that Iâve been reminded of it again I kinda wanna talk about it more.Â
Okay yes, FWSA on its own is a good episode. Heck, itâs one of my favorites. It feels closer to a season one episode than ATHD thatâs for sure. The problem with this episode isnât the quality but the fact that it comes right after POF. And Iâve basically gone over this in my âProblem With Asidesâ post and how it affects both Roman and Virgilâs current arcs so I wonât go into much more detail here but just know that I pretty much agree with all of this.Â
Also donât worry about cluttering up my inbox. Itâs here for people to share their thoughts and thatâs exactly what youâre doing! Hope to see your part two soon mushroom anon!Â
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(Tw ableism/commitment) hi! So in light of those cases you mentioned on Twitter I'm really scared to seek therapy. We really need it but our system is not even remotely close to the current idea therapists have abt systems we're mixed origin and our experiences more common to endogenic systems (past life memories, vast inner worlds, strong internal communication, but no switches etc.) Are noticeable to the point where I don't think I can hide them during therapy (1)
(2) On top of that we do experience what we believe are delusions due to our trauma and have been thinking me may have a personality or mood disorder we haven't been able to look into yet. We also are self diagnosed & due to fear of losing our rights don't want to receive any professional diagnoses. So our question is how do we find a therapist who will accept this 8 offer help while still staying safe? We're very scared of being committed and/or forced to take medications and want to stay safe.
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Hello friends, ableism is really scary, and we totally understand the fears that come with it.
The most important thing in having confidence navigating health systems safely is knowing your rights.
1. First thing off the bat, cases of involuntary commitment/hospitalization donât typically occur in the therapy space (at least in our experience working with people whoâve been involuntarily hospitalized/peers who have been). Itâs most common during crisis situations. In these incidences, a friend/neighbor/family member/ect calls the police or emergency medical services, which eventually leads to involuntary hospitalization for the person in crisis. Where we live (US) these two forces exist as transport to hospitals, and are not trained well/at all in de-escalation. Weâve literally talked to emergency medical services in our area about this and those are words from their own mouths. -however, this means having a diagnosis and seeking therapy in itself wonât drastically increase your risk for involuntary hospitalization/commitment. -if you are white, youâre going to have a lot less issues with this, and might be able to work yourself out of involuntary hospitalization if someone calls the police on you. 2. When this does happen in therapy, this is due to the therapist/psychiatrist believing you are at immediate risk of harm to self or harm to others. With this, itâs a little more touch and go - most therapists need to hear the words directly from your mouths that youâre intending or thinking of harming yourself/others, but thereâs some really ableist ones that will hear your have schizophrenia/DID and believe that youâre immediately at risk to yourself/others. Having a good interview process/consultation with the therapist will help mitigate risk in this area, which brings us to:
3. When selecting a therapist that can help you and wont give you an on-paper diagnosis when you donât want one, as always, we recommend going into therapy knowing what you deserve and what you want from it, and knowing you can walk away at any time. https://www.instagram.com/livedexperiencecounsellor/ On instagram has a LOT of good resources on what collaborative therapy should look like. We honestly recommend going through their entire page (or a good chunk of it) In the intake/consultation, itâs a really good thing for you to ask questions too, to determine if the therapist is a good match for you. (and also if theyâre ableist)  https://www.instagram.com/p/CAPzAKtAG_S/?utm_source=ig_web_copy_link is a good starter resource for general questions, we also recommend from our experience: 1. Do you have experience in x area (eg. dissociation, DID, delusions, ect), do you feel qualified to treat x things? 2. Are you familiar with the severe stigma and violence against those with highly stigmatized disorders? What do you do in the therapy space to help mitigate that? 3. Iâm not comfortable with an on-paper diagnosis yet, and you comfortable treating me without making a diagnosis that will be in my medical records? Good therapists will understand if you donât want a medical, on-paper diagnosis for safety reasons. Every therapist weâve seen (except the one that didnât believe in DID) has understood this. Our first specialist was the one that brought this issue up with us in the first place, directly telling us about the organ donation waitlist ableism, and that unless we needed specific medications she wouldnât diagnose us for our safety. Thereâs good therapists out there, honestly, and I encourage yâall to go find them â€ïž TLDR: Involuntary hospitalization/commitment typically occurs outside of therapy, and within therapy when you disclose intent to harm yourself/others. As long as youâre mindful of this, know your rights, and have good consultation sessions, you should be safe seeking therapy. (and I encourage you to!!) Thereâs plenty of therapists who know about ableist structures and will understand that you donât want a diagnosis at this time. (Was gonna put in the tags, but will put here: involuntary commitment is scary as HELL I don't blame you at all for being afraid. But also, getting treatment means you're less likely to have crises in unsafe situations which result in external people making that police call leading to commitment. It's a difficult situation, stay strong.)
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ok lads iâm be real for a sec
ordinarily i wouldnât feel the need to post this kind of thing online bc i usually rely on a support system in real life but idk ... i just wanted to and it gets to a relevant point irt experience on here and how you guys are Really Cool Okay i promise
the start of this year has been like Fucking Shit for me personally. if you donât want to read the reasons why bc they deal with animal death and family loss then thatâs cool like just scroll to the next paragraph. but basically at the end of january my familyâs black labrador of fifteen years passed away which i was absolutely devastated by and i had the support i needed at the time, however on the 2nd of this month, my grandad also passed away and i just WAS NOT able to work through the grief properly bc of university work and pressure to meet deadlines, it wasnât until the funeral & wake yesterday (which was actually rly nice) that i felt guilt-free of not doing work buuut bc of this prior mental compartmentalisation i was going thru to get work done,, i p much just emotionally crashed at a friendâs bday party in the evening i rly wanted to go to (luckily i didnât ruin it and had friends who supported me throughout and we all wanted to leave early anyway but breaking down was the one thing i didnât want to do) and like YEAH U GET IT
so with those losses, i want to be there for my fam as much as possible, and my family environment is the healthiest in terms of support i need, but i canât mourn with them nor support them fully because this university year is my last. technically no one is allowed to request extended deadlines (more time to get final assignments done) bc then they canât graduate this year -- if you get the extended deadlines you have no choice but to go to the graduation ceremony next year which would fuck me up a lot bc i want to be there with the friends who have been with me in my classes and who iâve made warm 90s music video montage memories with from year 1
on top of that, iâm moving house and have to be packed and ready by saturday. this would usually be rly exciting if not for everything in my life being so AAAAA already and so any excitement is overridden by stress. left, right and centre i have people asking me what i want to do after i graduate, what job i want, how iâm going to get it etc. and in any other context that isnât my family asking it, i get hypersensitive and encouragement just translates as expectation and bc i have no answer (bc am literally just tryna get thru whatâs happening NOW thanks mate) it immediately feels like iâm failing expectation so i just shut down. with everything going on iâve just had to accept i may not get my ideal grade that i originally aimed for and lecturers said i could get, but thatâs just how life works -- your priorities change and only now, after being able to process everything emotionally, have i been able to get the necessary motivation to even do the uni work i need to, as well as figuring out what i can get done and when. itâs just REALLY SHIT timing that all of this is happening at once, like youâre being kicked repeatedly while already on the floor
venting over now but my whole point with this post is that being on here has been the least stressful place for me. like i know everyone has their own issues but the fact that everyone is on here just kind of enjoying theyâre thing and youâre being you on the dash is ideal respite from the amount of shit iâm trying to carry in me life. as well as this, the people iâve spoken to, even if only briefly through IM, have been hugely helpful and has honestly meant a lot to me. talking with you guys is SO easy and fun and it means a profound amount to me that youâre taking the time out of your day to just have a laff or plot or make a starter & reply to a thread. youâve all been such a positive influence and mood booster at times when i rly needed it.. like not once have i gotten into a rly bad depressive funk where iâm like THE WHOLE WORLD IS AGAINST ME !! bc it just doesnât feel that way w ppl on here being so kind and punk
bc of this, i just want to clarify as well that if we DO talk and iâm suddenly absent for a couple days, and if it seems like iâm relying on you to write the starters, youâre mainly initiating conversation, iâm not sending memes (tbh i rly encourage ppl to send link to memes theyâve reblogged so i donât miss them) etc. itâs not me being uninterested AT ALL nor am i putting on a front abt being excited for threads n stuff, itâs literally that w/ the amount of stuff going on sometimes i need to be away from my laptop, and rn itâs a lot easier to have the energy to chat w/ someone for a bit or reply to an ooc post than to try and find the time and energy to write something Properly.
but yeah the tl;dr is life is the most stressful itâs ever been for me atm but you all have been proper quality, incredibly supportive altho u may be oblivious to how exactly and if i could i give u all a teletubbie hug i so would.. or at least have michael farm dbd points with u all and moonwalk across ur screens ..... @bhvr just let me party on a map with all my friends and mutuals pls. but for now all i can offer is pumpkin ferret .....Â
peace & love always !! âđ§Ą
#OOC.#personal //#negative then postive. .#( these are hefty chunks of text so any1 who shimmies out i wouldnt be surprised lmfao#but thank u so much if u do read. .
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i donated blood for the first time yesterday, and for those of you who dont know, ive said for a long time that i have a sort-of-phobia with things relating to my internal organs/liquids being taken out of my body/internal bleeding/just in general imagining things relating to whats underneath my skin disproprtionately. ive punched my best friend reflexively for touching the tendons on my wrist the wrong way and i pissed off my ex when we went to disneyworld the whole trip because i refused to hold hands with him the most/the entire time.
when i was actually there and really wanting to leave, i thought about that post i reblogged abt romanticizing ur life. i dont think its entirely what the post was aiming to do, but i tried to see everything in a more positive light. for starters, i know my bf will be proud of me for going through with it and maybe even think im cute for doing something like this knowing fully well it scares the shit out of me. i also tried thinking about how ive stuck needles in me so many times for my t shots and how i used to even take a safety pin in elementary school and stick my skin with it, so another needle just poking me somewhere else shouldnt be too much different. then i also thought abt how my other best friend had talked before about how pretty he thinks blood is, and when i saw all of what i had given in a sack, i was able to kind of appreciate that.
disclaimer: im not saying that ppl with (real?) phobias can just get over stuff with a little positive thinking. but for me PERSONALLY regarding this issue ive had for so long, it helped a little. more than anything, it made me notice just HOW MUCH of a negative schema i had created around all of these things. my thought process was completely different, and it was just this weird moment of clarity kind of when i felt this contrast of positive thinking and what kind of dread i would normally feel. im just really glad i had that experience
#reason that i went through this was mostly to find out my blood type but whatever LOL#my bf would think thats cute too#he thinks almost everything i do is#tw blood#pine speaks
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for alphabet asks: STAGEDORKS
oh hell yeahâŠ.(thinks abt these bitches) wow i love LoveâŠ
S: What position do you sleep in? (NSFW) Favorite sex position? Favorite superhero(s)?
i try to sleep on my side usually but like, probably just on my back is more comfortableÂ
fuck if i knowÂ
iâve never been into superheroes but a zillion years ago when the first miles morales issues were coming out i bought like the first 7 and got a collection later and i coincidentally follow a nonzero number of superhero comics writing authors on twitter and i enjoy glimpses of riri williams contentÂ
T: Are you good at tongue twisters? Did you believe in the Tooth Fairy? Tortillas or taco shells?
iâm neither that good or that bad at themÂ
i donât especially remember tooth fairy times
hardshelled tacos all the wayâŠâŠ
A: What is your alcoholic drink of choice? Favorite animal?
i donât have any alcohol of choice b/c i donât like alcohol so like, vodka + enough of some kind of fruit juice to make it endurable, and along that same line almost four yrs ago i had a couple mimosas and that was alrightÂ
 i like Cats and i also like birds, especially in the corvids and parrots zone, and toucans, which arenât parrotsâŠi also had a long-running Cetaceans phase and i still like those like, orcas, manateesâŠ.glad to know the latter arenât endangered anymore, my fifth grade teacher drew a manatee in pastels and gave it to me, thx ms. dennee
G: Favorite board game? Video game? Physical game?
i Enjoy scrabble and aggravation, which is this game w/ marbles which is like, 15% strategy and 85% luck so you canât get too competitiveÂ
 i havenât played too many Video Games, especially not in recent yearsâŠi always enjoyed desktop games, like the point and click nancy drew games are my shitâŠâŠlater on like, portal 2 would be a great go-to game b/c usually i have a godawful hard time with Puzzles but the parameters of the puzzles in that game are so clear that i can actually enjoy itâŠâŠiâm fond of amnesia tdd though i never finished it and the parameters of its puzzles are very much NOT clear. oh wait, then thereâs all the shit we played via my brotherâs Consoles Through The YearsâŠ.the two of us taking a literal decade to beat donkey kong countryâŠ.mario kart antics and driving the course backwardsâŠ.we stan Galaga thanks to a namco collection and got to play it Arcade Style like a decade later at this convention lolâŠ.also on his ps4 weâd do Multiplayer stuff but really low stakes goofing aroundâŠ.ssbb but our real objective was just to desperately go after pokeballs and lose our shit if it was a meowth or invent really terrible maps named after pemberly (pemberdeath)âŠ.play uncharted and do terriblyâŠâŠ.this lotr game he had was great too, like one map where weâd just ignore the Given Objective and get on horses and race around in a loop for like twenty minutes. thatâs real gaming.Â
 physical game idk lmao i never did Sports or anythingâŠâŠswinging on a swing. love that shit. kind of a Game ig. wait then would rollerskating be a game? BOWLING!!! i do love bowling and thatâs definitely a game lmfaooooo
E: How do you like your eggs? Have any enemies?
i either fry them and put them on toast and then Burst The Yolk or i make an omellete, usually w/ cheese if i can manage itâŠ..eggs benedict is so Fancy but delicious, but like yeah you have to make a whole hollandaise sauce so
i have my Haters List and people i think donât deserve to be alive but i donât like, have a mutual enemyship lmao
D: Favorite dinosaur? Donut topping? Dairy product?
i was a Big Into Dinosaurs kidâŠâŠ.s/o to the 3d dinosaur adventure computer gameâŠ..of course i liked raptors but my sister had velociraptors as her official fave so i was like, alright, dienonychus then. i also like ankylosaurs, and i think pachycephalosaurus is another FaveâŠ.a Probably-Herbivore with a raptorous build and headbutting like goats? good stuff. parasaurolophus is good too. just Being Loud and having a weird head
i like just frosting and sprinkles babeyâŠ..and just frosting is good too. like, chocolateâs classicâŠ.strawberryâŠâŠ.
ice creameâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠâŠ.
O: How do you eat Oreos?
voraciously, for starters. if iâm eating them Dry i will pull them apart, but i also do really like to dip them in milk.
R: Opinion on raisins? Random fact about yourself?
my raisins take hasnât changed but another random fact about me hmmâŠ.iâm sure itâs not news to people since i mention it enough but i was a âreally great at school in terms of getting good grades in everything, but also i largely hated school and always procrastinated hw and did bare minimum studying like, the morning of (or lunch before) any test and was the worst student by effort and Study Habits aloneâ and so iâm like oh Fuck yes re: solidarity and respect to all dropouts (fact within fact: the only academic accreditation i have is my SAT results i guess!), yet i also have That Much respect for people who Are good at school and put in that actual effort cuz iâm like god damn i could never do that
K: Who was the last person you kissed? (Platonically, romantically, however)
oh fun fact!!! iâm almost sure it was like, oh wait my god i was about to say 4-5 years ago but Actually it wouldâve beenâŠ.8? wait no. okay yes. so 7 years ago someone kissed me but that was a unilateral thing on their part so it doesnât count. aaaand 8 or 9 years ago i kissed a friend on the cheek as PERFORMANCE ART!!!!! no lie this visiting artist (he was very nice and chill i liked him) came to our college and gave a talk and then there was this fun lil event in our Studio Art Space where people could write down ideas for vaguely creative things to do or make and then it was just a continuous cycle of putting your Suggestions into the box and drawing out other peoples, not even taking turns or anything you just went for it, and i got that prompt to kiss someone or whatever and one of a couple friends i had there was like, yeah thatâs alright, iâll take one for the Art team. platonic artistic and who couldâve known it was Prophetic as well?? stagedorks and winston billions energies
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hey here's smth that might blow ur mind a little bit: so Fiore said in 2x02 that by killing Jesse, SoK will kill Genesis (I didn't know that could happen, I always assumed it'd just escape) WHICH MEANS that when Fiore suggests to DeBlanc "the other option", he's suggesting having Genesis killed. and here's the kicker: DeBlanc will only accept that as a last resort. if Genesis isn't his baby, why is he so protective of it? you'd think he'd be glad to be free of it. idk might be smth to think abt
AlllllrightyâŠIâve been thinking about this for over a week, and I think the time has come for me to attempt to put my thoughts into wordsâŠthis might be a long one.Â
For starters - YESâŠthis does indeed change everything. Based on what Yusef -and McTavish - had said in past interviews, I had been under the impression that the angels still intended to get Genesis back - until watching the fateful second episode of Season 2âČs premiere.Â
This realization in itself was numbingâŠbut it was what I had thought originally last summer, before reading any interviews. That Fiore and DeBlanc hired the Saint to kill Genesis was(is) one of the biggest holes in the angelship theoryâŠuntil you think about it in the way you suggested.
Before I go on way too long, I want to quote @priscillajeanohare:
âFiore is living out the plot of We Have to Talk about Kevin.â
This is apt. But it takes a while for me to get thereâŠbecause I think it is a Rube Goldberg of circumstance that bring Fiore and DeBlanc to the Saintâs Hell Chamber.Â
Hereâs how I think it went:
Genesis busts out of the coffee can, begins to wreak mayhem on Earth. Fiore and DeBlanc become illegally corporeal to go and fetch Genesis without anyone noticing.Â
The original plan is simple: Try the lullaby. If the lullaby doesnât work, cut open Jesse and catch Genesis on its way out.Â
Fiore and DeBlanc are twice thwarted by Cassidy. Fiore and DeBlanc agree to let Cassidy talk to Jesse.
Cassidy meets Fiore and DeBlanc in the motel. Fiore vehemently affirms Cassidyâs impression - that the plan is to cut Jesse open with a chainsaw. DeBlanc, thoughtfully, floats the idea of using the song again, to âlureâ it out.
Cassidy leaves with their money. Fiore pulls out the angel phone, and says it time to âtell them whatâs going on.â DeBlanc doesnât think this would pan out well for them. Fiore agrees after consideration.Â
Now comes a pivotal scene I contend happened off screen:
Sometime after Cassidy leaves, Fiore lets slip how little faith he has in the lullaby working. DeBlanc is floored, and wants Fiore to elaborate. Fiore admits he doesnât think Genesis is particularly sentient or capable of connecting with them at all. DeBlanc is shocked and adamantly insists that Genesis does feel connected to them - that the lullaby proves it. Fiore drops it, but DeBlanc can tell he is not convinced. DeBlanc insists that Fiore let him try the song one more time before they kill Jesse. Fiore promises to try the song again in the face of DeBlancâs vehemence, but is annoyed at DeBlanc.Â
Which brings us to âThe Big as Texas Burgerâ scene (your namesake):Â
After the disagreement, DeBlanc is stunned and depressed. He misses Genesis, and he misses life with Fiore before coming to Earth. He is heartbroken at the realization of Fioreâs true thoughts. He is struggling with the idea that Fiore might be right, that he may love an entity incapable of feeling anything for him in response. And if he is deluded about Genesis, maybe he is deluded in his understanding of Fiore as well. This is what DeBlanc is wondering about while he is staring into the coffee can.
Meanwhile, Fiore is annoyed that DeBlanc made him promise not to kill Jesse until they had tried the song again. Fiore already sees Jesse as a flight risk, and doesnât trust CassidyâŠkilling Jesse is the safest and quickest way to get Genesis back. DeBlanc didnât used to have a problem with killing Jesse - but now he does, because he cannot stand the idea of Fiore not believing him. Now they have to try the song, and Fiore doesnât understand why. He is staring at a burger commercial when the phone rings.
DeBlanc - who has just been worrying about the legitimacy of everything he loves - is panicked, thinking that Fiore is going to answer. Fiore started toward the phone with no such intention, already assuming it was the hotel phone. But upon seeing DeBlancâs reaction - and realizing DeBlanc thought Fiore might actually betray him like that - deliberately hesitates to draw out DeBlancâs panic. When he answers the hotel phone, and hears DeBlanc sighs in relief, Fiore becomes blatantly pissed. He doesnât look at DeBlanc as he begins to leave⊠deciding that - as long as theyâre spending an excessive amount of time on earth - he might as well get to know more about earthly pleasures. When asked by DeBlanc, he says he is hungry.Â
DeBlanc is left bewildered and aloneâŠthis is first time we ever see the two of them separate.Â
[Much more under Keep ReadingâŠapologies, I had to list all the components out - tried to bold the most relevant parts.]
That night, things have - for the most part - cooled down. DeBlanc is reading the Bible, and Fiore is idly eating Cheetos. The phone rings, and Fiore answers. But it is the wrong phone.
The next day is spent practicing the phonecall. Fiore has to answer, because Fiore has angel hands. But Fiore also sucks at talking. They run out of time and have to confront Jesse directly.Â
At the Flavor Station, they finally talk to the preacher. Jesse lets drop that he thinks Genesis is GodâŠFiore is disgusted, DeBlanc cynically unsurprised. DeBlanc sets the record straight, but refuses to tell Jesse anything more. Jesse uses Genesis. Rather appropriately, the first command Genesis issues on DeBlanc is âTell me what it is.â (Possibly dual control here, between Jesse and Genesis.)
DeBlanc is forced to tell Jesse âItâs called Genesis.â Fiore is freaking out. DeBlanc keeps his head, and answers Jesseâs follow-up questions carefully, so as to not be further forced to reveal information that they donât want Jesse to know. Enter the SeraphâŠnoticed only by Fiore.Â
Fiore tells DeBlanc about the seraph, grabs the coffee can, and heads out to confront her. They knock her down, and Jesse runs out to intervene.
This next part is important: The seraphim immediately begins to choke Jesse to death. DeBlanc intervenes and tries to stop her, and she begins choking him to death as well (albeit in his case an impermanent death.) At this moment, Fiore is separate from DeBlanc and Jesse - and is also in position of the Coffee Can. Fiore could have let the Seraphim kill Jesse here, and attempt to catch Genesis. But instead, Fiore goes out of his way to save Jesseâs lifeâŠbecause of the agreement he had made with DeBlanc.Â
DeBlanc realizes this, and understands that - if they want to try the song again - they are running out of time. They have Jesse drive them to the Sundowner. In the motel room, Jesse asks how they get Genesis out. DeBlanc says âI sing to it.â Fiore, in a low and annoyed tone, says âOrâŠâ and DeBlanc, with a surprised expression and a restrained voice, says - to Fiore - âIâll sing to it, it will come.â
Fiore is still referring to just killing JesseâŠhe is frustrated because it would be so easy to do, and because he doesnât understand why it is so important to DeBlanc that Fiore sees proof of their connection to Genesis.
Fiore takes out his frustrations on the other angel phone.Â
The Seraph arrives, and the long Sundowner fight ensuesâŠthroughout the fight, Fiore had numerous opportunities to let Jesse die, and actively worked to prevent it.Â
After the fight, Jesse criticizes them for letting Genesis get away. Fiore and DeBlanc have no answers for how or why it happened. Jesse says he is going to keep it. Fiore is incensed, and DeBlanc panicked. They follow Jesse out to the parking lot. DeBlanc puts his hands on Jesse in an attempt to pull him back, and Jesse snaps - using Genesis, he tell Fiore and DeBlanc to âStay away from me.â From a parentâs perspective, this is a damaging thing to hearâŠ
It is at this point Fiore brings up âThe other optionâ - presumably because it seems like they canât approach Jesse anymore. We see that DeBlanc angrily refuses to consider this.Â
Fiore drops the subject, and agrees to wait. A couple days pass, and Fiore and DeBlanc are summoned to the church. The Preacher made a mistake, and damned an innocent kid to hell. The interaction between Jesse and DeBlanc in this scene seems very much like a child repenting, and being scolded by his parentâŠbecause it was like Genesis made a mistake
Jesse asks if its possible to bring somebody back from Hell. DeBlanc says no, Fiore says yes - and looks at DeBlanc in a challenging sort of way. This is Fiore continuing to express frustration at DeBlanc refusing to discuss âthe other optionâ - but also perhaps Fiore being honest in the face of cleaning up after Genesis. Hell is a fate they can understand - unlike death, which is too human a concept to graspâŠmeaning it is clear to both DeBlanc and Fiore that Genesis sending a kid to Hell is by far the worst act it has caused.
DeBlanc doesnât say anything definite, but implies that once Genesis is out of Jesse - they would deal with Eugene.Â
They begin the song. DeBlanc looks a little confused while singing - Fiore stops, and insists that Jesse is resisting Genesis leaving. (I am not sure how he knows this, maybe angels can sense deceit? Hmm.) Regardless, DeBlanc talks Jesse out of his own sense of self-importance - and continues singing.
Genesis rushes out of Jesse, and into the domicile. Fiore scolds Genesis. DeBlanc is absolutely thrilled. They begin to pack up.
It becomes clear that Fiore and DeBlanc have no intention of braving Hell for Eugene. Jesse grabs DeBlancâs arm in anger, much like DeBlanc did to him in the Sundowner parking lot, and Genesis responds. Destroying the domicile, and reentering Jesse. In that moment, you can see how utterly devastated DeBlanc isâŠhe seems surprised when Jesse addresses him, as though he had forgotten Jesse was there. Fiore and DeBlanc pack up to leave, and DeBlanc grimly mentions âthe other optionâ himself. To Jesse, DeBlanc says âItâs over Preacher, no more tryin.âÂ
No more trying, because there is no more domicile. The domicile, like the angel phone, is unique - unlike the rest of their items, it does not regenerate upon being lost.Â
Okay. So now we have DeBlanc and Fiore buying tickets to Hell, in order to hire the Saint to kill their weird demongel entity childâŠ
This is all the more heartbreaking, because it is happening after DeBlanc successfully proved that Genesis was connected to the two of them. But of course if he hadnât tried to prove it, they might have gotten Genesis back. I donât think either of them considered the possibility of the domicile being destroyed.
Fiore is pragmatic. Genesis is dangerous, and no one can control it. Whatâs important now is ensuring that he and DeBlanc arenât separated as punishment. The only way Fiore can see this happening is if they hire the Saint, and stop Genesis on their own. (âIt shows initiative,â Fiore says.) On a different level, Fiore might also feel genuinely responsible for Genesisâ actions and continued existenceâŠbecause he treated Genesis like a child, and not a job - and missed the opportunity to retrieve it safely. Now âmany more dead will followâ as the Saint begins his murderous search.
But DeBlanc really does not want to go. We always considered DeBlancâs refusal to be based purely in his fear of Hell - but now, in retrospect, we can consider another possibility:Â
Perhaps DeBlanc canât face being the one to order Genesisâ death, even if he knows the death will be inevitably ordered.Â
If this is true, DeBlancâs last minute flip-flopping can make sense in an additional capacity, while playing into the episodeâs theme of parents who consider killing their childrenâŠbe it for the childâs well being (Sheriff Root & Eugene), or everyone elseâs (Fiore & DeBlanc & Genesis.)Â
In âMumbai Sky Tower,â it doesnât take a lot to talk Fiore into letting Genesis live. If you interpret Fiore having âfriendshipâ (....right... that kind of friendship) with Cassidy and it reminding him of the intimacy and companionship he once had (damn them) with DeBlanc - then it is easy to imagine Fiore agreeing to call off the Saint, as killing Genesis was something DeBlanc never wanted to be responsible for.Â
Still though, Fiore was disquieted by his conversation with JesseâŠthis conversation, like Jesseâs with DeBlanc in El Valero, seemed similarly parent-child-y. Jesse (and, from Fioreâs perspective, Genesis) showed a complete lack of understanding when it came to facing the gravity of his actions. He is disturbed enough by Jesseâs words to equate peace with knowing Genesis would be killedâŠin addition to dying himself.Â
This is the We Have to Talk about Kevin partâŠthe despair that seeps through when Fiore reaffirms that Genesis needs to dieâŠit doesnât make any sense unless Fiore cared about Genesis.Â
I suppose you could argue that he was worried about Cassidy, or felt duplicitous - but I donât think human death means a ton to FioreâŠbecause he knows where mortals go. Celestial beings - like DeBlanc, Genesis, and himself - he doesnât know what happens to them (âThatâs the question, isnât it?â). In not reversing the Saintâs contract, and requesting to be killed himself, he is placing all three of them in the shadowy unknownâŠwhere they might be together.
I donât know how killing Genesis would work. I assumed Genesis transcended all dimensions - but who knows. I donât think this is the plot they intended originallyâŠbut I also donât think theyâll leave it entirely unexplored either. Hopefully hopefully hopefully they have just shelved the story of Genesis for the time beingâŠif they ever introduce different parents, I am going to flip out.Â
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how abt u do me black ;))
â / / MY OPINION ON.
character in general : i must admit i never watched jojo tho my friends keep telling me to enter in this hell, especially my best friend yet i never had this special connection with the anime / manga. BUT NOW that you explained to me about josuke & about how he acts & why he acts in this way I MAY START WATCHING IT ! listen up now, you made me curious like a raccoon & i wanna learn more about this story âcause damn boy itâs HELLA COOL & i live for cool things. i must admit i donât know much about josuke if not what you told me about him & GOD i LOVE HIM. just by saying those few things about his power & about his personality MADE ME GO. i love this dude so much ??? & i would literally take a bullet for him & above all he looks like a funny guy & easy guy tho his appearace say otherwise. i just ??? love him ??? maybe itâs because you explained him so well & i was legit asking for more about him ??? just please share you thoughts on him with me & tell me more about this guy âcause i may fall for him too ( no wait iâm already falling for him, f uck ).how they play them : do i even have to say something about this ? no seriously do i ? listen up everybody grim is such a talented writer, the way she writes her muses is superb & itâs so easy for me to understand & to get along with ideas to continue our thread. she gave me so many ideas & she gave me a huge INSPIRATION for interactions with all her muses. she is so passionate about every single of her kids & i canât but give her a giant clap for that âcause i know itâs difficult to share your love for every single of your muses like she does. honestly i admire that so much ! bless you grim & i look forward to see how you develop this character tho i know you are gonna do an amazing job i can bet my own heart & soul on that.
â / / DO I.
rp with them : itâs funny âcause we always talk about plotting & we always came out with ideas but we never posted that around ??? especially in a time like this when both of us are pretty busy with general life things & just everything ? so we basically plot a LOT but we didnât roleplay that much, tho iâm planning on change it ! for example yesterday i finally wrote a starter & god IâM SO PUMPED FOR IT. itâs just i donât know, itâs like we got so many ideas but at the same time we always stop yourselves from writing them. tho like i said before this is gonna change really soon ( now that iâm inspired b oi ho boi be ready my friend cuz hell is coming ).want to rp with them : SIGN ME THE FUCK UP. IâM ALWAYS READY FOR ROLEPLAY tho iâm slow af. i took hours to write a single reply because iâm a shitty person & i canât write one liners or at least i try but they are short & iâm like : what if i put my charaâs thoughts here & lemme show what heâs doing right now, lemme...yhea itâs HELL. ( all i can do is short crack, iâm good at it & u know i am / war flashbacks about the â fuck â thing ). iâm always ready to go for the roleplay but yhea iâm slow & i took hours & days to reply iâm shit gdi.
â / / WHAT IS MY.
overall opinion : i must admit that when i read your â do me black â i thought about a nasty thing. LISTEN iâm 21 gimme sum fuc. that being said GRIM, j ay, jaw dek, you are the perfect friend goal to me. i just canât believe we didnât meet before. thatâs honestly strange af & i regret this, but ! look at us now. we are like best pals & god how many things we have seen in this short time. you made me suffer by watching cowboy bebop & I WAS LEGIT DONE when the show ended & THEN you made ma watch that FREE shit i still CRY about it. itâs so amazing because itâs not that much we started talking, probably itâs about 2 & 3 months ? i donât remember but itâs like you always been here for me. itâs like i know you already & itâs incredible how you see when iâm tired, sad & when i try to hide it. i understand it, i canât troll you my babe but thatâs made me smile. seeing how much you understand me, how much u see inside me makes me so happy & the way you care about me, the way you give me advices to overcome hard times, this is, this is the only thing i really ask in a friendship & you are giving me exactly that. itâs not just memes & plots & being simple friends, itâs more & when iâm with you, when i talk to you i feel already well & good. we cried together, we shared our fears & we told each other about our painful things. itâs not easy for me telling people about my true self, i usually step away because i have this stupid trusting issues yet, with you i feel safe, i feel like i could tell you everything & my trust in you is so high my friend ! you helped me in a moment i thought i was gonna fail ? i thought i was gonna legit give up on everything & everyone, yet you stayed & you helped me discracting myself. i know you donât wanna hear a thanks or things like that but seriously babe, thanks for being one of my best friends. thanks sweetie. thanks
send ur url & let blacky be gay with ya. / / @diafated / / accep.
#( & ask tag. )#( & answered tag. )#( & ooc tag // black heart. )#this is so gay wtf.#we still have to watch things together my bro.#& IM READY FOR IT.#diafated
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