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I had a weird dream and crack ship was born
Frowny: Oh…yeah she seems. Nice. Dogday? Where are you going?
Dogday offscreen running away as fast as he can.
I don't even remember the dream but I remember the ship.
I need possible ship name. Ideas? Right now I'm thinking Chocolate Rain lol.
Gametoons is so bad. But I somehow someway had a liking for Frowny Fox (and maybe some of the other forgotten critters)
I also wasn't satisfied by how i drew Maggie in my last comic. That's what I get for trying to draw her from memory and not just...looking up a picture. So I tried again. I like this design a lot more.
A short oneshot fic under the cut. At the last minute I changed it to be Christmas themed which is why the picture isn't Christmas themed.
The Day Frowny Realized Maggie Wasn't Just Scary
The outdoor mall was chaos. With the holidays right around the corner, critters flooded the square, scrambling for last-minute gifts and bargains. Stalls were crammed with shiny trinkets, festive treats, and decorations that probably cost twice as much as they should. Frowny hated this. Crowds made his fur itch, and the pressure of picking the perfect gift didn’t help.
He was here for a Secret Santa gift exchange, and the name he’d drawn—an acquaintance who loved puzzles and had a mild obsession with coffee—had him stumped. He hovered by a table of mugs, frowning at one shaped like a sleeping squirrel. It was cute, but not too cute, right? He didn’t want to send the wrong message.
Just as he reached for it, something slammed into his side, sending him stumbling into the stall. A sharp hiss of pain escaped Frowny as he caught himself on the edge of the table.
“MOVE IT, BUDDY!”
Frowny turned, his tail bristling, to see a yellow gecko in ugly brown pants rushing through the crowd, shoving critters out of his way like a hurricane. Before Frowny could even get a word out, the gecko shoved another critter. This time, the wrong one.
Maggie Mako.
Oh no.
Maggie didn’t budge. Didn’t even sway. She turned her head slowly, towering over the gecko like a tidal wave about to break. Her grin was wide and full of teeth. “You wanna try that again, pal?”
The gecko froze, his cocky energy deflating immediately. “Uh… my bad,” he stammered, his eyes darting for an exit.
“You shoved someone else, then bump into me? Oh, you’ve got guts. Let’s see if you like keeping them inside.”
The gecko's yellow scales turned white. “S-s-sorry ma'am! D-didn't mean to—uh—yeah, I’ll just—”
“Scram,” Maggie growled, crossing her arms. That was all it took. The gecko bolted, nearly tripping over his own tail as he disappeared into the crowd.
Maggie rolled her shoulders and went back to considering some very ornate holiday cookies, looking more annoyed than anything. “Some critters. That's what I thought.” she muttered, dusting her hands off.
Frowny, who had been standing frozen with one paw still clutching the squirrel mug, finally remembered how to breathe. He adjusted his scarf and was about to slink away unnoticed when Maggie turned, catching him mid-stare.
Her grin softened with recognition. Less teeth, more playful.
“You okay, Foxy boy?”
It took a second for Frowny’s brain to catch up. Maggie had just defended him. Maggie, the big, scary shark woman who could probably bench press two wagons full of pumpkins, had stepped in for him. And now she was looking at him, smiling, as if she hadn’t just terrified someone out of their scales.
“I, uh…” His left ear flicked nervously. “I’m fine.”
“You sure?” Maggie stepped closer, her shadow falling over him like a blanket. “You look a little pale. Well, paler than usual.” She smirked, her tone teasing but not unkind.
Frowny wanted to say something clever, but his brain had short-circuited. Instead, he noticed something odd: Maggie didn’t seem scary in that moment. She seemed… safe. Yes. safe, strong and confident, but not in a way that made him want to hide. In fact, it was kind of… nice?
And then it hit him. It wasn’t just nice. It was attractive. Hot even? Did his brain really just go there.
Oh no.
Maggie arched a brow, waiting for a response. When none came, she leaned down, eyes twinkling. “What’s the matter, Foxy? Catnap got your tongue?”
Frowny’s ears burned. He yanked his scarf higher over his face. “No. I’m fine. Thanks. Bye.” The words came out in a rushed jumble as he turned and awkwardly strutted away, his tail puffed up like a bottle brush.
Maggie blinked after him, then laughed. “You’re welcome!” she called, shaking her head. “Weird little guy.”
Meanwhile, Frowny ducked behind a corner, clutching his chest like his heart was about to escape. What was that? What was that?! He’d spent weeks avoiding Maggie because she was terrifying, and now, after one incident, he was—no. No, no,no. This wasn’t happening! He did not have a thing for Maggie Mako.
…But her smile had been kind of nice. And her strength had been… really nice. Pretty smile, very white cheerful teeth that didn't frighten him like they'd used to.
“Oh no,” he muttered to himself, ears flat. “This is bad.”
It was the beginning of the end. Or maybe the start of something good? No of course not! Or maybe it could be? Frowny wasn’t sure yet. He just knew he was doomed.
#smiling critters#smiling critters au#poppy playtime#popply playtime au#dogday#frowny fox#maggie mako#nightmare critters#nightmare critters au#fanfiction#writers on tumblr#artists on tumblr#fanart#oneshot#gametoons#critter cross au#critter crossing au
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TEENAGE DIRTBAG – CS55
this was for a request that i lost !! teenage dirtbag carlos is canon in my heart
carlos knows exactly how much you love his teenage photos.
every time you stumble upon one, you can’t help but coo over his younger self, especially the ones where he’s rocking his piercings, a small silver hoop on his nose and both ears pierced with black studs.
you always gush about how he looked so cool and edgy back then, teasing him about how he could've been mistaken for a rebellious rockstar.
carlos always chuckles at your enthusiasm, slightly embarrassed but secretly pleased that you adore even his more experimental teenage phase.
"you looked so badass," you'd say, running your fingers over his ear and pretending to look for the long-gone piercings.
it’s a random day in january when he catches you sitting cross-legged on the couch, his photo album open in your lap. “here we go again,” he sighs playfully. “how many times are you going to look at those?”
you glance up with a mischievous grin. “until my eyes burn a hole through it,” you reply, holding up a photo of teenage carlos giving a smoldering look to the camera, a sight that has become painfully familiar again these days. “look at you! a total heartthrob. why did you ever take the piercings out?”
carlos chuckles, dropping onto the couch beside you. “because I didn’t want people thinking I was in a boyband instead of formula 1,” he teases, leaning over to grab the album from you.
“but you could’ve been in a boyband,” you argue, tugging it back. “or a rockstar! I mean, look at this one-” you point to a photo of him with tousled hair and an almost-too-cool-for-school expression. “you’re telling me teenage carlos wasn’t stealing hearts left and right?”
he smirks, pretending to think. “maybe a few,” he admits with a wink. “but i think i like the fact that i’m stealing yours now even more.”
you roll your eyes, laughing as he leans in to kiss your cheek. “nice save,” you mutter, still grinning.
carlos glances down at the album and shakes his head fondly. “you really like those photos, huh?”
“like? i’m obsessed,” you declare, holding up another one. “you were so cool.”
“you think so?” carlos raises a brow, smirking. “you should’ve seen me trying to convince my dad to let me get those piercings. that wasn’t so cool.”
“oh, really? do tell,” you say, settling in closer, your eyes alight with curiosity.
he chuckles, leaning back as if replaying the memory in his mind. “I was.. 16? 17? I’d just gotten my ears done, and i was feeling pretty invincible, you know? like i was zayn malik. so i went to my dad and told him i wanted a nose piercing.”
carlos laughs. “he looks at me like i’ve lost my mind. he goes to say, ‘carlos, if you put another hole in your body, you’d better find a way to plug it up before you come back into this house.’ and ‘are you trying to scare off sponsors?”
he shrugs. “i told him it was staying. and it did, for a year. then i got tired of cleaning it all the time and took it out before a big karting event.”
“a year?!” you gasp, staring at him in disbelief. “you had a nose piercing for a year and never thought to keep it for the memories?”
“i have the photos, don’t i?” he counters, gesturing to the album.
you sigh dramatically, all wistful and dreamy. “i wish i’d known teenage you. i would’ve been all over that.”
he tilts his head, giving you a sly look. “would you, though? i wasn’t exactly charming back then.”
“you’re not exactly charming now,” you tease back, earning a playful shove.
there’s a short silence filled with you flipping the pages of the album, broken only when you blurt out. “you should bring the piercings back. just for me.”
“not happening,” he says almost immediately, laughing, shaking his head.
“why not?” you whine. “you’d look so good!”
“because i’m not 16 anymore. the piercings were a phase,” he says.
“lame,” you mutter, pouting
“but maybe… if you keep being this cute about it, i’ll wear a fake one and we can pretend.”
you gasp dramatically. “deal.”
“dios mío,” carlos groans, though the way he’s smiling tells you he doesn’t mind at all.
#carlos sainz jr x you#carlos sainz x reader#carlos sainz x you#carlos sainz jr x reader#carlos sainz#cs55 x y/n#cs55 imagine#cs55 x you#cs55 x reader#cs55#formula one x reader#formula one#formula 1 x female reader#formula 1#formula 1 x reader#x reader
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DRABBLE: Nerdy BF!Choso x Popular GF!Reader 💜🤓
Warnings: Smutty Smut; 18+ (MINORS GTFO); BF!Choso; No Curse AU; College AU; Black-Coded!Reader; Public Sex; Sneaky Blowjob; Deepthroating; subby!Choso x FDom!Reader; Cunnilingus; Pussy-Drunk!Choso is the Best Choso tbh; L-Bombs; Sweet Fluffy Aftercare
Writer’s Note: I originally wanted to write this as a one shot, but my first week at my new job didn’t allow my brain to work so I made the concept into a lil drabble. Enjoy! -Jazz
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I’m thinking about Nerdy!Choso who doesn’t look anything like a nerd but is extremely intelligent, very awkward, always has a book in his hand, and is at the top of all of his college classes.
Nerdy!Choso who dresses in leather, saggy jeans where silver chains hang from his pockets and his fingers are adorned in rings that he plays with when his social anxiety kicks in.
Nerdy!Choso who is at the same university as you are as a senior to study business because he has always wanted to open his own business, like a tattoo shop or an art studio. Something artsy.
Nerdy!Choso who works at the campus library and finds comfort among the aroma of books and coffee and blushes whenever an older lady flirts with him.
Nerdy!Choso who barely knows anyone on his college campus except for his freshmen brothers, his coworkers, and you.
Nerdy!Choso who is absolutely OBSESSED with you, his pretty, popular, and wealthy girlfriend whose circles involve other pretty, popular, and wealthy people but nothing about you is snobbish or privileged like the others.
Nerdy!Choso who fell head over heels for you the moment he found out you were in the same statistics class as him and kept staring at the back of your head (and your ass in your mini skirts).
Nerdy!Choso who couldn’t believe his luck when you showed up for your first tutoring appointment with him after booking him when your grade started plummeting. Who blushed mad hard and stuttered at the scent of your perfume. Who nearly passed out when you asked if you could treat him to coffee afterwards.
Nerdy!Choso who felt like a total fool but also a lucky fool when you asked him out that day as you both sat in a booth at the coffee shop, watching the snow fall from the sky on the bitter winter day.
Nerdy!Choso can’t believe that he is dating someone as gorgeous and as amazing as you. Who walks a little more confidentiality on campus now and relishes your smile when you catch each other’s eye in your statistics class.
Nerdy!Choso who was over the moon when you told your rich friends that he is your boyfriend and relishing the looks of astonishment on their faces as they got a look at him standing next to prim and proper you.
Nerdy!Choso who loves it when you fiddle and play with his rings when your brain needs to be occupied by something because it’s bored with studying.
Nerdy!Choso who looks forward to those times in between your classes when you come to visit him at work with coffee and end up heatedly and sloppily making out with him between the empty book aisles, leaving him hard for hours on end.
Nerdy!Choso who can’t stop thinking about your glossy, pink lips, soft varsity sweaters where his hands travel up to squeeze your tits, and expensive perfume that clings to his senses and his clothes.
Nerdy!Choso who has become your personal goon and tutor in statistics and whatever else you have trouble in. “You’re one of the smartest people I know,” you giggled when you proposed the idea to him. “Of course, I want you to be my tutor, babe!”
Nerdy!Choso who didn’t want you to pay him for his services, so you came up with another way to repay him that involved a lot of heavy petting and lewd acts in a very public place.
Nerdy!Choso who could hardly believe his eyes when you snuck under the library table, unzipped his pants, and began stroking his semi-hard cock that quickly throbbed and swelled at your soft touch. “W-Wait, baby,” he whispered, struggling to keep composure. “We could get caught.”
You had looked up at him from between his thighs, his cock inches from your face. “I know,” you whispered, a playful glint in your eye before your lips were wrapping around his length and you were slowly and silently gagging on his cock while he did his best to act as natural as possible.
Nerdy!Choso who busted a fat, creamy load into your mouth minutes later, his toes curling in his boots. “F-Fuck!” he whimpered out, gripping the table so hard that his knuckles turned white. Who stared at you like you were a goddamn goddess when you sat back down next to him, fixing your hair and wiping his nut from your bottom lip.
Nerdy!Choso repaid the favor by showing up to your dorm for private tutoring lessons while your roommate was gone that resulted in him between your thighs, lapping away at your cunt. Who relished the cute noises you made and your fingers in his black locks that he keeps down just for you.
Nerdy!Choso who always twirls his tongue just like that in your hole while his nose bumps against your clit just to hear you moan out, “Yes, Choso, like that! Fuck, you’re so good! You’re gonna make me cum!”
Nerdy!Choso who cums in his pants just from making you cum all over his tongue, your thighs quivering and your hands massaging your tits so obscenely that it makes him fuck his own jeans, rubbing the head against the fabric.
Nerdy!Choso who now “rewards” you for good grades by feeding you his cock any chance he can get: during lunch break, free periods, in your dorms, in the alleyway between your dorm building and another.
Nerdy!Choso who becomes concerned at you kneeling in the cold despite the snow littering the ground as you swallow his cock, your pretty brown eyes locked on him. “You sure you’re okay, baby?” he moans, his hands laced in your braids. “I don’t…oh, fuck me…I don’t want you to…oh….get sick.”
Nerdy!Choso who nearly creams when you pop his veiny cock flushed red out of his mouth and smiles at him in your Burberry coat that had to have costed hundreds. “M’fine, Cho,” you purr, using your nickname on him. “I just wanna show you how much I love you being my tutor.”
Nerdy!Choso who can’t help moaning and whimpering and rutting into your mouth when you uttered the word ‘love’ to him. Who has fallen in love with you, but doesn’t want to say it in fear of it being too quick or too soon.
Nerdy!Choso who lets out a “fuck, m’gonna cum” as he spills his spunk all over your tongue and then quickly kneels in the snow to eat you out against the wall until you cum all over his mouth, your breath coming out in hot pants that cloud in the winter air.
Nerdy!Choso who stares up at you, dazed, pussy drunk, and in love, to see you staring down at him with the same expression. “And I love you being my student,” he jokes, earning a beautiful laugh from you before you get cleaned up and invite him upstairs to your dorm for more “studying” and hot chocolate.
Nerdy!Choso who loves being your nerdy boyfriend.
#black fanfic writer#smutty smut#my drabbles#jjk drabbles#smutty drabble#choso x black!reader#choso x female reader#choso x f!reader#choso drabbles#college au
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PARING: william james moriarty x f!reader
PROMPT: believe me SYNOPSIS: would removing nobles be an excuse for killing? even if the intention was good?
WARNING: none NOTE: obsessed with jang wonyoung these days so im using her as the pictures. i saw this in my drafts for a long time so here ya go :D i wrote this feeling a little down from stuff going on at home so this was a great distraction. enjoy!
william was a dedicated man to you, the perfect man. he had no flaw and in your eyes, he was the one you thought you would spend your life with. you first met him at your university job, where he was a respected professor. his charm and intelligence quickly drew you in, as they did with everyone else. who could resist?
he was striking, with blonde hair that caught the eye, almost as if it demanded attention. yet, it wasn’t just his looks that captivated you- it was his humbleness and the genuine care with which he spoke to everyone around him. he made you feel seen, heard, and special
to call yourself lucky to marry him was an understatement. you were now like a princess in the moriarty mansion, the others being your guards. your prince was yours, and yours alone. every day felt like a dream, one you were grateful to live. but those dreams now chase you, like a monster ready to consume you into a world you could not recognise
“how could you do this to me, william?” you screamed, your voice filled with betrayal. “all these years together… for nothing?”
“if you just let me explain-”
“there’s nothing to explain!” you raised your voice, your eyes welling with tears. “i can’t believe i’m carrying your child… you monster!”
“i did it for the good of this country,” william insisted, trying to reason with you. “you have to believe me, my dear”
you stared at him in disbelief. “good? there are other ways to do good! killing nobles isn’t one of them. you’re no better than a criminal. how can you decide on who dies?”
william looked down, the weight of your accusation hanging heavily on him. his intentions were good, you know but his way of doing it was wrong. how was he different from the others then? in their eyes, they were only doing good- the same as the man you loved
“how could you?” you muttered, your voice breaking
“dear…” william trailed off, hesitant to approach
“don’t call me that!” you scrunch your face in disgust. “it sounds horrible when you say it”
“this dress you gave me.. it’s also given by your tainted hands right? all the noblemen, all their blood is in your hands”, you shout walking closer to him
william stands there, his gaze falling to the pink dress you wore today. the puff sleeves with the pearl necklace, you were a picture of beauty, even as you walked closer, every heel tap filled with anger. you jabbed your finger into his chest, right where his heart beat
“wash your hands all you want,” you continued. “but that blood will never come off. you’ve tainted yourself”
“i know,” william finally spoke, his voice low. “i know i’ve done wrong. i can’t turn back time. but if you just listen-”
“listen?” you interrupted. “how could you keep something this big from me? how could you lie to me for so long?”
you hated him now, every fiber of him. “am i not trustworthy? you broke our promise to always be honest with each other”
“i had no choice,” william responded, his voice strained as he took a step back.
“it was for your sake, i did not want to stress you my dear”, he speaks softly to you in hopes you hear him
“just answer me one thing”, you look at him sadly. “did you kill anyone? with your own hands”
“wouldn’t you like to know?”, william replies
“i would, but i don't in the same time”
he looked at you, pain and regret in his eyes, but his words remained empty. you looked down at the wedding ring on your finger, it must have been tainted by their blood too. slowly, you slipped it off and threw it to the ground
william was no longer the man you had married. he was a stranger- a monster in your eyes
you turned to leave, but then the sharp pain hit your chest. time stopped, your mouth wide open from the shock. you gasped, clutching the wound as you leaned against the dresser for support. your vision blurred as you looked at william, your voice trembling, “why aren’t you helping me?”
he didn’t move. he didn’t offer comfort or reach out to touch you at all. he just stood there, staring, his gaze drifting to the window. the curtains had been drawn- when had that happened? you both never leave the curtains open
“moran has a good aim, doesn’t he?”, william said
it was all staged… everything had been planned. you should have expected that
your pink dress absorbed the red blood oozing from your wound, before you felt another sting on your leg. you fall on the ground, the dresser’s drawers being your support. you look to william, hazy vision seeing him crouch down
“my child will not be taken from me,” he said softly. “why don’t you just take a little nap, dear? you must be so tired”
© saioratral 2024-25 -- do not repost, translate, alter, etc on any platform without permission. Any characters used in my work do not belong to me, they are created by their original creator. all images are from pinterest
#moriarty the patriot#yuukoku no moriarty#moriarty the patriot x reader#william james moriarty#yuukoku no moriarty x reader#mtp x reader#mtp#william james moriarty x reader#ynm x reader#william james moriarty x you#ᡣsaioratral⋆˙୧⍤⃝
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A LIST OF TFC KANDREW QUOTES/CRUMBS (i love them. i probably missed a good amount since this was from a light skimming through):
- to andrew: “you already have kevin”
- “[andrew] said he’d break his fingers if Coach ever made him play with kevin again.” “but he’s playing now?” “only because kevin is. kevin got back on court with a racquet in his right hand, and andrew wasn’t far behind. up until then they were fighting like cats and dogs. now look at them. they’re practically trading friendship bracelets and i couldn’t fit a crowbar between them if it’d save my life.” “but why? andrew hates kevin’s obsession with exy.” “the day they start making sense, let me know. i gave up trying to sort it all out weeks ago. you could ask, but neither of them will answer. but as long as i’m doling out advice? stop staring at kevin so much. you’re making me fear for your life.” “what do you mean?” “andrew is scary territorial over him. he punches me in the first time i said i’d like to get kevin too wasted to be straight.”
- “andrew was only here because kevin day never went anywhere alone.”
- about andrew: “he has only eyes for kevin”
- ‘“look at me,” andrew said. kevin turned a haunted at him… “it’ll be fine,” andrew said. “i promised, didn’t i? don’t you believe me?” it took a while, but at last kevin visibly relaxed. the dead edge melted out of his eyes as he absorbed every ounce of strength andrew could give him. the unwavering trust kevin had in andrew was amazing.”
- about andrew: “kevin needs him right now and that trumps whatever agreement you two had”
- “kevin had andrew to lean on”
- “i hate you.” “you don’t.” “how would you know?” “because if you did, andrew wouldn’t let you anywhere near me.”
- “andrew put his hand to kevin’s back and shoved him into the bedroom” (this one’s here for sillies.)
- “since kevin appears to be in the center of his (andrew’s) strange world”
- “this means andrew is keeping you, same as he kept kevin”
- “you’re the reason kevin’s going to stay with our team. andrew’s got kevin’s back, but you’ve got kevin’s attention. that makes you invaluable to andrew.”
- “kevin had to climb up andrew’s side to get to his feet after downing 13 drinks in an hour and a half”
- “Kevin was standing with Andrew inside the goal line, left hand out so Andrew could tug at his outer glove. Andrew undid the straps and peeled it off, then hooked it under his arm so he could take off Kevin's arm guard. He left Kevin's under-glove on, but unhooked the loop from Kevin's middle finger so he could slide the black cloth to Kevin's wrist. Kevin flexed his fingers slowly, staring at his scars, then turned his hand over and flexed his fingers again”
- “The look on Matt's face said he was just getting started, but Andrew stepped between them before Matt could go after Kevin again. Andrew was smiling and his stance was casual, but Matt knew better than to try his luck against the short psychopath. Matt took a step back, silently conceding the fight, and shot Neil a worried look. Kevin got to his feet behind Andrew and glared at Neil.”
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tfw you love a sketch so much you’re scared of ruining it by turning it into a fully rendered piece lol
#I keep staring at this I’m obsessed with it#yes this is my k/da-verse Kassadin and the ghost/spirit of his very dead very unnamed wife#so deep in headcanons they’re basically my OCs at this point oops#anyways I’ll probably do more with this bc there are tiny anatomy adjustments I need to make but for now I just want the sketch everywhere#kassfam#tanner art
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I just realised Mumbo’s snail has his face on its shell!!! Some bonus snail pictures as well because I love them.
All screenshots are taken from Tango’s episode!
#I’m both terrified and obsessed with all the episodes this session#they’re lurking but adorable#trafficblr#wild life#life series#traffic smp#life smp#tangotek#I want to make a snail plushie but I cannot sew#alas#I will have to keep on staring at screenshots
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i love sonic chicken sandwiches so much it makes me want to ugly cry when they’re gone
#sonic keeps coming up in my posts..yes i’m obsessed#like. 44oz soda for $1.50??????#they had a 2 for $7 deal.#that was 4 chicken sandwiches#and so much soda for less rhan $17#it’s not a surprise i’m fat#i always type this shit out and then stare. oh my god i’m out of control#:3#talk
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My baby @t-tomuras just got me this dabioz comm from the unbelievably talented @obsidianne-art that i absolutely ADORE I cannot thank u two enough it’s gorgeous<333
#LOOK AT HIS HANDS#I’m gonna cry for ten thousand years#the glow is also so so cool I’m obsessed#I KEEP STARING AT IT I CAAAAANT#geri I am so so soooooo in love with this#cannot get over how talented u are#thank u thank u thank u both of u I’m in LOVE!!!#I’m a mess#art#dabioz#🔨
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Sobbing. My new phone theme is so cute
#the Photowidgets switch between all my favorite selfship arts i’ve made#I’m obsessed#I keep staring#crimsonkenjii rambles#selfship shenanigans
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Idk why I thought the new year would suddenly bring immense change to me as a person, it was such a childish belief, I can’t believe I let myself fall for it. The years go by but I remain the messed up anxious wreck who starts crying the second she’s left alone with her thoughts. The new year won’t change anything, nothing will
#just look at me#I could very possibly graduate from school in half a year and I still don’t know what I want to do with my life#I can’t take the slightest bit of criticism or else I’ll feel like shit for a week#I need to be staring at a screen at all hours of the day because if I don’t distract myself I will break down#I’m so obsessed with pleasing people that when I can’t fulfill the simplest of requests I want to die#indulging in hobbies. things that are supposed to be enjoyable. feels like hell for me#through all my years of creating there is only one piece I can honestly say I like and am proud of#and I haven’t even touched writing since because I’m scared of not being able to reach that high again#art comes a little easier but I’m only capable of one or two pieces a month#I don’t have anyone irl whom I trust. I’m so lonely that I literally have imaginary friends. at 17#and I still haven’t figured out my gender or what pronouns I prefer. I don’t even like the name I picked for myself#I could go on forever#I don’t know how anyone puts up with me. I know I wouldn’t if I had the choice#I keep going on and on about how I want to get better. I don’t want to be so miserable all the time#but I just don’t know how#I try to be kinder with myself and I’ve been pretty successful at it but.. it doesn’t help#I can be soft and gentle all I want. it won’t make everything else go away#so there’s nothing left for me to do but cry all alone in my apartment at 2 a.m#I guess
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Forgive the poor image quality but @repressedmilf made me the CUTEST ceramic ampharos and it is my most prized possession now 🥰🥰
#TY PARIS ILYSM#a coworker named him Kevin so now Howard has a ampharos friend. lovely#I’m literally so so obsessed I keep staring at it amazing showstopping incredible#i have the best best friend ever omg#ramblings
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I am so sorry to the people that enjoy my Ygo art, Bede has taken over my brain I swear we’ll get back to your regularly scheduled Ygo art soon I just need a couple of days / weeks 😭🙏
#shrimp rants and rambles#I am literally so sorry I swear I keep trying to draw Yugioh art but all my brain wants to do is stare at Bede 😭😭😭#three am yapping#I also gotta finish playing sword because honestly I haven’t wanted to do anything other than that lately#hyperfixation is taking over my brainnnnn#hopefully if I watch more Yugioh I’ll get back into my ygo obsession#okay I’m done for now I swear bye bye
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@catchuuu @staryukis @dollsuguru
each time you fall in love
it’s clearly not enough
it isn’t safe
#FUCKKKKKJK#OP MY BLOOD IS ON YOUR HANDS#THIS KILLED ME#DEVOURED ME#:((((((( HHHHHHHHH#this is one of the most gorgeous stsgs i’ve ever seen in my life your art style is STUNNING i actually fell to my knees and began to weep#i could stare at this forever and ever and ever#one of the prettiest satorus ever i’m sooooo serious . his eyes… his lips… his hair… the tear…..#his vulnerable looking throat 😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫😵💫#geto real asf i could not keep my hands off it#NO BUT SOMETHING ABOUT THIS PIECE IS SO SINISTER AND SO SO SOFT and that contrast makes me explode 😭😭😭#i will forever be obsessed with stsg and the way they blur the line between violence and intimacy#no one does queer subtext quite like them#GETO’S BIG ASS HANDDDDDD GOD#sorry i was really trying to keep myself from mentioning it BUT LIKE 😭😭 i am a weak weak individual …..#IT’S FUCKING HUGEE AND IT’S SO PRETTY … i need to bite his fingers#geto’s cult leader fit will always devour btw. it adds so much to the atmosphere.. that sinister feeling …#and the way satoru is so pliant. just lets it happen …. sigh.#being a stsg stan is a full time job why do i feel exhausted just thinking abt them 😭#no but op this is so sincerely gorgeous i felt so blessed when i saw it on my dash. i worship u#tysm for this meal <33333333#WAIT I FORGOT TO MENTION THE FUCKING QUOTE AAAAAAA THAT KILLED ME MORE THAN ANYTHING#ITS SO GOOD SO PERFECT#IT’S NOT ENOUGH. IT’S NOT SAFE.#satoru needs so much therapy his yearning for and rejection of intimacy needs to be studied#being loved could fix him#STSG NATION IM SUMMONING U i love u all so dearly i hope ur day is going wonderful <333 i am kissing ur knuckles softly mwah#look what i found for us :33 hunter/gatherer relationship except its me and the mutuals on tumblr dot com …#fanart ✩
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you know thinking about my durge more like dimitri than eyrie is great bc i have Ideas Now
#me staring like where is the tragic romance#I know there is tragedy in all of the romances I just don’t know which tickles my fancy more#idk I’m also like. after alfira leaning eyrie more into a support/healing bard?#I’m still gonna keep them as a bard I don’t wanna change the class#idk I’m cooking in my head#anyway I’m tossing stuff in a pot to make a durge. throwing stuff at the wall to see what sticks#I do like ppl who make v edgy looking durges it’s v fun#im also kinda obsessed w eyrie looking like a normal guy#they have the long af hair like Orin tho bc I think it’s interesting the parts of who the durge was still stick around#beyond what is going on internally#these connections they have w others be for good or for ill#and how those are in flux w the person they are growing into#owen plays bg3
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reader being obsessed with rafe’s biceps and he wants to please her
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rafe is obviously aware of how fitnessed and perfect his body is, and he also knows how obsessed you are. when you two fuck your hands are always somehow on his body, from when you ride him, holding yourself on his muscular legs or placing your hands on his chest, or when y’all are doing missionary, your nails dig into the skin of his back as he thrust hard inside you or tighten around his biceps.
speaking of biceps, they were your favorite thing. I mean, you loved every single thing about his body, his back, his shoulders, his abs, his thigh but biceps would do it for you everytime. you would drool every time you see him wearing one of his short-sleeved polo shirts, putting his muscular arm in perfect view, your eyes would carefully observe every single contraction, asking him to open a simple bottle of water or fix something that you had voluntarily broken just to enjoy the sight of his arms at work.
you loved having his strong arms holding you close to him, there was nothing that made you happier when at night, after a long day, his arms wrapped around your figure pulling you towards him, his grip firm as the heat of his body began to expand to yours.
rafe wasn’t stupid, he noticed after a short time your continuous eyes on his biceps, how you somehow tried to always have a hand on them and how you wanted rafe’s arms always around you. he was always ready to tease you about it, you would laugh everytime trying to hide your flushes.
obviously this obsession of yours grows when we talk about sex. having him chocking you while pounding into you, watching at the way his biceps flexed made you clench around his length, or when his fingers were buried inside your tight hole, you would force yourself to keep your eyes open even though all you wanted to do was to throw you head back just to watch the way his arm was contracting at the speed he was using and his veins on full display.
one day he proposed you something that left you in disbelief, not like you have never thought about something like that before but hearing him say it to you was totally different. you had stopped from grinding onto his bulge, looking at him with wide eyes while he just looked at you with his usual cocky smirk, your pussy clenching around nothing just at the idea.
“you’re just so obsessed princess, bet you wouldn’t mind riding it instead of grinding on my dick, would you?” he had proposed to you, his gaze fell down indicating what he was referring to, your hand tight around his biceps. you stared at him for what seemed like hours not knowing what to answer, suddenly you felt like you wanted to disappear. “don’t get shy on me now baby, use your words mhm?” he incited you, his hand moved from your hip to rest on your cheek, slowly rubbing his thumb on the soft skin as you rested your head on it, enjoying his warm touch.
“yeah… i would- i would love that” you answered, you didn’t even know where you had found the courage to accept something so dirty but that you wanted at the same time so much. rafe’s grin widened even more noticing the shyness in your voice, he could feel that you were insecure about it, he was quick to put his lips on yours in a small kiss. “don’t worry baby I got you, just use me like you prefer” he whispered to you a few centimeters from your lips, you bit your lip hearing such words, your most perverse dream was coming true.
“uhh f-fuuck… rafeee” you gasped moving your hips quickly, your head thrown back while you fully enjoyed the pleasure of your clit in contact with his contracted muscle, your moisture scattered all over the area, sliding along the elbow. “I know baby I’m here, keep going” he incited you, he looked at you from below with eyes full of lust groping his cock in the pants, a mess of his own pre cum in his boxer while enjoying the scene of his pretty girl rubbing herself on his biceps.
“i’m gonna- gonna..” your voice broken as you felt yourself getting closer and closer to reaching the peak, your legs began to hurt and your movements slowed down, you felt tears forming at the corners of your eyes worried that you wouldn’t be able to reach your orgasm but rafe was right there, and without you being able to say anything else he put a hand on the back of your thigh, pushing you to continue rubbing yourself on his biceps.
“there you go baby… make a mess all over me”. In no time you reached your orgasm, an almost pornographic moan came out of your lips as your movements stopped abruptly, your cum began to drip on his skin. slimy sounds filled the room while rafe helped you ride your orgasm with some other small push, before you fell in the place next to him, your legs tingled from the effort you had subjected them to.
“that’s it princess, was it good?” he asked you observing your fucked-out expression then moving his gaze to his arm, completely covered with your wetness.
“the best fucking thing ever.”
#rafe cameron#rafe cameron x reader#drew starkey#drew starkey x reader#outer banks x reader#x reader#outer banks
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