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#ts4 cas#ts4 screenshots#simblr#I need to fix the opacity on these they are all wonky#but baby's first cc tattoo is going well#I love the sneaky ones under his arm#should've taken off all the cc scars but whatever#to be clear I did none of the art myself I take no credit#but if you want the package file or whatever let me know and I'll make it public#I just won't bother if no one wants it
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of all the star wars movies, which of them do y'all 1) enjoy the most 2) consider the best quality and 3) think you've rewatched the most. add your answers in the reblogs or replies, i'm genuinely curious how much of an overlap there is within everyone's three answers. mine don't overlap at all! they're revenge of the sith, empire strikes back, and the force awakens :^)
#len speaks#star wars#revenge of the sith#empire strikes back#the force awakens#not tagging more films than that bc i cant b bothered. incoming tag ramble ahead bc i have sw brainrot rn and im making it everyones prob❤️#i rlly struggled 2 remember if id watched tfa or aotc more. i went w/ tfa bc it was formative to me as a teen and ive seen it probably 6ish#times? whereas aotc was the first sw movie i remember (specifically the scene of obiwan serving c*nt in the bar lmao) but i've only seen it#for sure 4.5 and maybe 5.5 times. the .5 is from when i got bored after obi-wan's scene ended and ran off to go play in the mud or smthn 😭#i'm sure tfa will eventually get surpassed in number of rewatches by aotc and rots bc i don't fw the direction of the ST but that's my#current ballpark estimate of my total number of rewatches#as an adult tho if i just wanna watch a star war i'll go with aotc bc it's fun and ends semihappily and i can turn my brain off for the#spinny lightsabers. it's great background noise or for if you're sick or whatever. rots on the other hand? i won't talk through that unless#i'm quoting it with my brother and i am LOCKED IN 100% entirely entranced by it all#i almost picked rogue one for the best quality answer but i think the character writing is weaker and the facial cgi is creepy. esb beats#it by a hair imho bc of that. the vader hallway scene goes hard tho!!!#also i'm not covering shows or games or books or anything else in this post - simply the films. might ask abt shows later but that might#also give me hives bc so many of the shows suck ass and i don't rlly want ppl extolling the virtues of t.bb in my notes 💀#and yes i do think one's enjoyment and one's opinion of quality are two things that often overlap. but sometimes you just like something#bad and that's awesome. like rots is the best of the prequels by a large margin and i adore the opening and characters and many of the#scenes but that doesn't mean it's the best star wars has to offer ykwim? it's my specialest most favoritest sw movie but that doesn't blind#me to the dialogue lmfaooo
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soooo here's a ffxiv update: I finally finished the requirements to be a second storm lieutenant and got the coat! It was.. really annoying grabbing all the hunting logs. Not a fan gotta say.
But to get that new rank in the grand company I had to do... the dreaded aurum vale. And the party I ended up getting were soooo sweet omg. I ended up DC'ing halfway through the dungeon and they waited for me to come back and were so cool.
They thought I was a sprout though... and admittedly I didn't have the heart to correct them. It'd been a long day and it was late and I was tired. But one of 'em recognized Trigun and Vash Stampede! They thought it was super cool and I thought THEY were super cool :]
Also after I finished the seasonal event I ran into Mario. Pretty neat if I do say so.
#bro after aurum vale ended we stayed for a bit in the dungeon and all just chatted#it was really cool to see#man i forgot what a neat experience it is being a sprout#feels pretty good to go back through ffxiv with it#anyways i like my new coat :)#i saw there was another coat that i could get but i have to be the final level in the grand company#but ive no clue how to get it#on main i never bothered getting past this rank cause i just wanted it to get an apartment#can't even buy an apartment for vash :(#the gil cap won't let me#anyways the grand company said there wasnt another rank for me to promote too after this one#so im gonna stare longingly at that last coat#and probably end up googling how to get it tbh#FFXIV#FF14#Final Fantasy XIV#Final Fantasy 14#Vash Stampede#Trigun#Vash's Eorzean Adventure
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HARUKA AMAMI / 天海春香 ❤️
#haruka amami#idolm@ster#the idolm@ster#idolmaster#imas#im@s#gifs#gifset#anime#mine: gifs#mine: graphics#imasedit#2024#first ever post that I uploaded.#these are “old”. made these since january. I originally wanted to make gif set + simple edit for all 13 idols but i give up;#↑ except for the bottom left & right. i made those gifs this month ^^;. and the edit as well. got some motivation to finish making this.#don't like the colors. it looks lame. Won't bother changing it b/c I'm lazy. didn't like the edit either but whatever.#couldn't find a good image that fits (that wasn't from the games) so I decided to use the one from the movie. I rendered it myself (kinda)#(although none of the gifs were in the movie so it might be misleading for me to use this image but oh well).#didn't want to post this on my main so I'll just post it here. this blog's purpose was to upload most of my (crappy/lazy) graphics so lol
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A very late halloween post, but happy halloween everyone!
Pikmin crew...
Ocs by @suga-catt, @twobellsilence, @vivilovespink, @subzerossnowflake, @tetsukuzu1230, and @shadonut !
#others oc!#my ocs#happy halloween everyone#luke i know jan isn't a mortal kombat oc but i wanted to include him because he deserves to have fun methinks#when i saw tsuki i went she has to be the blue pikmin....#was actually debating if ling should be white pikmin or ghost pikmin but i think he's too tall to be white pikmin plus his tail gotta be in#there somehow#forgot about ice pikmin until i went lie....whose another blue guy#the way menace actually was the onnly one i could think of for red pikmin vivi you cooked#akio...sorry wuhe is bothering u she's just being a silly little gal its ok she won't hurt u i think#getting back into trying to at least put pen on tablet somehow even if i dont think i could do anything fully rendered but!#thats in my name. sketch is in my name so its ok#anyways i'm moving towards transformers but I still remember yall from before i disappeared for so long :>#Chat idk why shadonut can't be tagged but oops#my art
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Maybe it's just the autism talking but I feel so very inhuman right now? Does that make any sense? Like a creature desperate to get out of this skin, a skin that does not quite feel like my own. I stretch my body and feel that I cannot quite stretch it enough. I do not have the patience for tapping, scratching, high joyful voices and I'd rather not talk at all. A growl itches to get out deep in my throat. My eyes feel heavy, disturbed by bright lights. Everything is just a little too loud. I am a moment away from snapping like a wild animal and I don't know what to think of such a feeling. I have the strange urge to wander into the woods and simply not return. I want to lay here with closed eyes and not a thought in my head. I do not wish for death itself, but rather the concept and the feeling of laying beneath the Earth.
#too many things to think about#to concern myself with#I just want to escape it for a few days#why is that so much to ask?#autism#probably#actually autistic#I dunno do I even tag this at all?#why bother#do I really want to lay bare my soul to the world?#eh I say that as though exactly one person won't like this post and that's the only interaction I'll get#no point in worrying what people think of me
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And what if I were to fist fight the entire NFL what about that
#getting real tired of the super bowl constantly ruining my birthday#like I don't want to be a football hater but when every single year of my whole life people don't come to my birthday plans#“because it's football night” 🙃#okay if you'd rather watch a game (that you can pre record ) instead of seeing me (your friend) who only asks for your presence once a year#we're just not friends ig#don't worry about next year I won't fucking bother inviting you#fuck all the way off fr#25th year in a row dealing with this bullshit#you'd think I'd be used to it by now#but no#I'm just angry and lonely with low self worth#because apparently I'm not worth working around one fucking football game#sorry#vent post#I hate it here
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I lost interest in tbhk.
I'll try to finish my interactive au and the fic docs I already started, answer some of my asks too, when I have the time, but unless the new chap spark that excitement again I'll just... become a casual reader.
(I do still have pieces of my insane era on my docs though, so if interested I'll share the drafts and incomplete scenes of some fics)
EDIT: I WON'T CANCEL THE DTIYS EVENT, PRIZES AND ALL! No worries about that!
#ngl a big BIG part of my loss of interest is because of this fandom#this fandom has plenty of nice people (i genuinely love many people I frequently see in my notes) and i want to share my ideas with them!#They're the reason I still have some excitement when I work on tbhk aus and the ones that make me want to hold on this feeling#but overall? I hate it here. I don't like to focus on the bad things but I really can't find a nicer way to say it without it being a lie#I won't go on a tirade about why this fandom bothers me (no one is here for that) but yeah... I just don't see why I would stay#now that I have a new characters to be insane about outside this place#if you read all these tags hello I see ya
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not for anything but friendly reminder that ~fandom discourse~ about where women belong (or people you perceive as women) is misogynistic as fuck. or what they're allowed to say, or what they're allowed to write about, or what they're allowed to enjoy.
next time you see someone having a tantrum and vaguing, especially if their posts from week to week completely contradict each other, perhaps analyze if the common denominator is "a gross woman said something and now i'm mad" without otherwise adhering to any actual principles.
#like i wonder if someone consistently preaches that we need to respect each other's headcanons#but they are specifically bothered by women & people they assume are women#and they keep specifically complaining about how ANNOYING GIRLS are the ones with such STUPID ideas#if maybe that person is just a fucking misogynist LMAO#and maybe we shouldn't give them the time of day :)#but what do i know lol im just a dumb girl with my dumb girl brain#anyway sorry guys i hate posting vagues i think it's really immature but like how much of this do we fucking tolerate#and can you please stop reblogging him bc tumblr's block & mute functions are terrible#if i'm not vague about it does it still count as a vague?#i hate public drama but like he didn't want to resolve it in private either and won't shut the fuck up haha sorry#but i also fucking hate bullies so#:)#also in b4 fandom clique conspiracies start floating around#if you act like a misogynist dickhead and get blocked by a bunch of people#it's not a cabal of mean girls ganging up on you#maybe you're the problem lol#knock it the fuck off aren't you tired of this it's been a year man#get a life.
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ten caps per episode - Law and Order Criminal Intent - s01e11 - The Third Horseman
Eames: "From locks to lock n load." Deakins: "Next step for Mr. Griscom is lockup."
#my stuff#goren/eames#goren and eames#law and order criminal intent#ten caps: loci#ten caps per episode#loci s01e11#love this ep#we get alex broaching some tough topics with bobby#everyone's done a gifset or whatever of the scene where she asks him his thoughts on abortion#so i won't beat a dead horse#but here's what i love about that scene#it's important to alex#she wants to know what bobby thinks bc it's a big deal to her#like she was so bothered by the stuff he said to the bad guy when trying to win his trust#like alex KNOWS he's playing the suspects. intellectually. she knows that.#but once in a while there are these times where she gets this feeling like#wait is he just playing them? or..? and she just has to know what he thinks#and when he gives kind of a non committal answer she's like nuh uh#you will answer me#and bobby answers because alex doesn't demand a lot of him directly and personally#as we see throughout the series#alex has a really strong sense of morality and ethics#and i think that's what she loves about bobby too that brings her around to like being partners with him#in the wee small hours in her testimony she specifically said she changed her mind bc she found him to be an ethical person#i think that's one of her biggest things about her opinions on others#so it was really important to her to know where her partner stood#topic change but also the quote i used makes me smile#i think deakins had a sense of frivolity about him and liked to be playful with alex'
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i'm not sure whether i should go back to this but mutuals, even just like, followers ((anyone i have even the slightest level of familiarity with)), your requests are respected for You i'll trigger tag anything. for Anonymous i will do nothing
#sorry that's just how i work atm#talk to me as a person or don't make requests‚ i think that's reasonable‚ isn't it?#also this is a personal blog anyone can unfollow at any time‚ no bad blood ofc‚ but some things i won't tag are gore and incest#but yeah as soon as there is a concrete need i will answer to it. i don't tag common triggers for the aforementioned reason (here be horror#and the list of the common ones seems. like‚ inconclusive and it doesn't add up for me. like i need principles#moral principles. not conventions. so as soon as it's a Me talking to You thing it's fine#i'm sorry this is an incest blog i already hold the belief that catering to randos or playing to acceptability is not the way to go 😔#so it's just like. baseline is you see what i'm about and if it bothers upsets disgusts you‚ you leave.. i guess.#so even with things other than incest. graphic stuff etc. it falls in the same category for me. but other things aren't integral so i'll#tag those if anyone wants#does my train of thought make sense..#kata.txt
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Alex Forbes will never forget how much he yearned to hold Nigel Colbie on their wedding night. He wanted to taste his skin, temptation thumping in his veins, his hands were itching to pin him down, see his whole weight pressure the life off of Nigel's wrists, wanting to see the lines he'd leave on his skin, the way his parched throat is seeking his heavenly waters: He felt like a lecherous teenage boy. But for all he knows, he cannot wait to be one with his beloved Maraclea.
#murderous intent#like minds 2006#like minds#alex forbes#nigel colbie#nigel colbie x alex forbes#alex forbes x nigel colbie#Alex felt so stupid the whole day. He never expected for himself to be so enamoured by an enigmatic boy.#Heck. He never expected to run away from the ONLY world he's ever known just to be with Nigel Colbie.#Away from everyone. Away from harm. NO ONE will ever bother them. No one will make Nigel Colbie pay for his grievances against his parents.#Nor Susan.#and Alex wouldn't be orchestrized by his father's rules and expectations anymore. Wouldn't be reminded of the hell hole he was once in.#Their old life was nothing but a husk of what it once was.#Nothing more.#So. When the night had settled in. The time struck at 12MN. Alex Forbes was restless.#He will never know what to do the moment Nigel will call out for him. Purr his name. chant it like an oath. He'd probably give in.#But when that moment came. He didn't expect for Nigel Colbie to wear something from something they've left behind.#Helen's nightgown. That night at the Colbie's. It was in pristine condition. except from the hole in the middle.#Nigel Colbie is a man filled with surprises. he doesn't know how he procured his deceased Mother's night gown but the emotions in him ->#prevented him from thinking straight. He's irritated. Confused. aroused: It's a cacophony of emotions he'll never ever be able to name.#Nigel's reason? He wanted Alex to realize that this is what Susan would've done for him. pliant and obedient.#Of course I won't make this long but I'm pretty sure Nigel enjoyed riling Alex up. and Alex had disposed of the nightgown afterwards.#goodbye#THIS IS OOC SO PLEASE EXCUSE ME#I WAS VIBIN
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GIF REMAKE CHALLENGE! ✨
📩 remake someone’s else colouring, sharpening, slowing, and resizing. do your best to get close to the original and share how you did. make a new gif to challenge those you tag to recreate. share the source video if possible! try not to tell those you tagged anything to help them; see what they can figure out and how close they get on their own! if you’re tagged in several, you can do one or all, whatever you like! if they have a giffing tutorial, shared actions, etc., you can use that to aid your recreation!
i was tagged by the lovely @agibbangs 💖 i think i got pretty close. i couldn’t figure out how to get rid of the red undertones on chan’s face. i sat in front of my computer for a good 30 minutes mumbling, “how did lau do this... how did she make his jacket so black... mine is so BLUE!” i did manage to find lau’s gif tutorial and i added some adjustment layers to get his jacket to a black i like, but man it was a struggle 😂 i think i have a few extra frames, but i got there somehow 🥲
my challenge, if you wish to attempt, is a felix facecam from 2021. my favorite felix fancam actually, the vampire THUNDEROUS performance! the time stamp is around 0:07–0:19. and i actually made this gif special for this tag, it’s not part of any actual set.
if you’ve already been tagged, don’t feel obligated to try to recreate mine 😂 i shall tag: @juiceofmoons, @yonglixx, @haenglixie, @jinniebit, @snug-gyu, @changbeens, and @skz-films, no pressure of course! i know this is difficult!
#tag game#this was so hard lmao one of my bff's listened to me complain over the phone while i was trying to do this#recreating someone else's coloring is so hard and weird when you just wanna follow your own way of coloring#EDIT: it bothered me that i didn't sharpen the gifs... but i noticed that i must've sharpened lau's bc i went back to sharpen it...#and it looked worse lol and there isn't a HUGE difference in my gifs but i uploaded the sharpened one!#anyway if you don't want to sharpen it; it won't make a huge difference!
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#i promise i'll be more active soon#hit a massive roadbump with medical stuff#they have it they just won't give it to me bc the ordering doctor wants nothing to do with me like he cannot be bothered#it was hacked so i can't find it electronically#he keeps pawning me off to other people#one of which snapped at me and chastised me for calling again and i immediately broke down after the phone call#and it's frustrating bc i just feel hopeless and in limbo and struggling to do things i enjoy for some reason?#i miss playing games#i miss creating#and geeking out about OCs with people :( i hope things return to normal soon#but at least like i imagine my MRI results aren't concerning? bc i feel like if they were someone would be willing to discuss them with me?#right? right? please#personal ramblings
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#i think i first listened to this song around the time Behind The Codes became an official project#My brain probably associated the feelings of excitement and fear with the song so ig that's why I love it so much#On one side. I love working on the Behind The Codes#there's an overwhelming amount of ways to tell this story: brainstorming. designing. animating. writing and rewriting until your brain-#starts to fry and get foggy with so many ideas. its both good and stressful to push your limits like this#On another side. I'm constantly anxious about it#I've always been afraid to admit the things I enjoy as well as the things that i create#You don't allow yourself to create and embrace new things even when you're essentially alone#and yes I'm aware of the fact that there will be people who won't enjoy the series- which isn't what bothers me#What bothers me is that I might regret certain decisions#'This is not the message I wanted to convey'#'This is not the story I wanted to tell'#The decision to share this song here is the clearest example of what I mean:#Part of me says: this song is so btc oh my god please put it at the end credits wait THERE IS A 2ND PART OF IT AND IT'S EVEN COOLER OOOAAAA#then there's the main thought: this song is so stupid. it's so corny in a way it makes me uhghu7ujhkjg..#i won against my negative thoughts today. yay#this whole post is just me rambling and being anxious. i dont even know what to say hjdsfbwjkefkdsf#bye :waves:#starbstalks
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my review of Moonwalk: hot mess. ★★★.
#i will refer to it#but oh god... it's just#1st of all. the added afterword from 2009 should have been a FOREWORD bc it gives you the context for how this book was made#so they did have a real writer put it together based on long transcripts of interviews one of the publishing people did with mj#if those tapes exist or pieces of then exist i need to find them. i think i've seen some floating around#bc ... the way it's written sounds very michael. it's not well written. so i'm surprised they even had an actual writer do it#but that makes me think maybe the writer just pulled a lot of exact wording from the tapes?#i hope that's how it happened#like the publishing lady said i Also wish michael had been devoted to this project. this could've been really good#i'm interested in anything that comes straight from michael so ultimately i'm just grateful he did a book at all#and really WAS involved in it#but it just. it's a mess. it's disorganized. it's disjointed#it just does not deliver in so many ways#there were so many times i would read a couple paragraphs and be like. wait What. that went Nowhere#there are really wonderful parts of course too#first of all i'm happy to hear him talk about parts of his life he didn't necessarily talk about that much#i find everything he says about motown and esp the mid-late j5 motown years Supremely interesting#everything written about music and dancing and performing is great. seeing the way he thinks about those things. divine. enlightening.#the thing is. the tone is extremely defensive and passive aggressive throughout the whole book#which is amusing and i mostly like it. michael jackson was one petty and spiteful mf. he loved being right and he reiterates that a lot#but bc of the press treatment of more personal things like his appearance and relationships. those parts are just. eugh#like when it comes to music/dance/performance he can defend himself no problem. concrete evidence that he's fucking awesome and he knew it#he brings up dating and stuff and it feels like he was like. floundering. maybe he just couldn't decide how much to share?#idk it just feels like. he won't outright SAY some things but he'll sort of hint at things. and i can't tell if what he's hinting at#is the real truth or him being defensive and wanting to give the impression that he was 'normal' so people would just leave him alone#i can't tell. i really can't. i wanna just believe him but i'm like. wtf do you mean. and then there'll be inconsistencies#like WHAT R U TRYING TO SAY. you might as well just tell me what you WANT me to think and what you want people to stop bothering you about#ok anyways#it definitely feels like they rushed to get it out asap#i have like 10 questions for every page. i feel like a writer/editor should've been working with him in that way
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