#I just woke up about an hour ago
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i saw this in a dream, but when i woke up i could only half-remember it
#null havoc damage#laikas comet#i think there was supposed to be text at the top… something about fallen stars..?#i woke up hours ago and JUST remembered it and all i remember is this basic visual#and in the dream i literally said to myself fuuuuck ive gotta remember this when i wake up
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This, too, is centaur
#criteria: six limbs✅️ i want to fuck it✅️#not horse of the day#i refuse to be normal about centaurs#sorry it's 6 am and i just woke up half an hour ago so my brain is toast and you get my brain farts
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Watching Curse of Strahdanya, and falling in love with these ships and characters, is like watching the Hadestown musical to me.
In Hadestown, the first thing the narrator—Hermes—tells the audience is that this tale is a tragedy. There is no happy ending. And yet, as the show goes on, you forget that, somehow. But not fully. There’s still a little voice, lingering in the back of your mind, telling you that it’s always going to end horribly. And if you’re already familiar with the Greek myth, or the musical itself, then you know exactly how it’ll end. And yet, part of you still roots for Orpheus. To save Eurydice. To not turn around. To ignore the voices in his ear. To bring her home with him.
But. That’s not how the story goes. He always turns around. She always returns to Hadestown. And he always returns alone. And Hermes feels for the audience. He, too, yearns for there to be a day where the story changes, somehow. Of course, it won’t. That’s not how the story goes. But every time he tells the tale, some part of him yearns that maybe, just maybe, Orpheus won’t turn around. He would ignore the voices in his ear. He would bring Eurydice home. But he knows this is all in vain, for the tale is that of a tragedy, and it’ll always end the same.
Curse of Strahdanya is the same way. All the way to the title of the prologue; “The Cursed Expedition”. From the very beginning, they tell us that this tale is a tragedy. No matter what the characters do, no matter how strong they think they are, it will always end the same way. Their fates are set in stone. They will never leave, never get out. Strahdanya always wins.
And yet, the audience yearns for this telling to be different. Maybe if this character made a different choice, maybe if they convinced this character to stay, maybe…maybe…
But it always ends the same. It’s a sad tale. It’s a tragedy. Yet we tell it over and over again, as if maybe our heroes will get a happy ending this time
“To know how it ends/And still begin to sing it again/As if it might turn out this time”
#its a love song. its a sad song. its an old song.#and yet we sing it anyway#legends of avantris#curse of strahdanya#hadestown#idk why I have Hadestown on the brain#I woke up an hour ago and my brain produced this#haven’t listened to Hadestown since watching it live a year or so ago#so idk why i suddenly latched onto this#I haven’t even finished cos yet technically#but I know enough about the ending to get a sense of how it ends#just from the knowledge of Victoria marrying strahdanya#something I knew going into this#that voice in the back of my mind told me that it’s not going to end happily#but I ignored it. I fell in love with the characters. with Shepnax.#and now I’m near the end and that voice is screaming in my ear#and I can’t ignore it this time#it’s a love song/it’s a tale of a love from long ago#it’s a sad song/we keep singing even so#it’s an old song/it’s an old tale from way back when#and we’re gonna sing it again and again#jade I know you’re reading this#sorry lol
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had a drean last night that MCR announced a one night only show in canada. I somehow managed to wander backstage and everyone just sorta let me...stay there for some reason? and i was vaguely stressed the whole time i was gonna get thrown out. Anyway the show started and anthony green was there and him and gerard were in matching outfits except the shirts were i think yellow for gerard and....green on anthony? lol. Anyways so the shows starting and theres a bunch of guest stars hanging around and everyones like woahhh wonder whats happening and gerards like we got some crazy things planned for you and theybstart playing the opening to kids from yesterday but then everything suddenly stops and in the back of the theater (its a stage btw like a broadway theater) a giant screen starts playing music videos from a random band. So it turns out the whole show was essentially a prank from gerard to get an excuse to promote local small canadian bands and artists he enjoys. Between every extended music video/weird short film he brings out another guest and imply theyre gonna start playing songs now before just starting a new video and giggling to themselves. The crowd was confused and vaguely annoyed but stuck around to watch the videos bc its gerard we love that guy. I kept accidentally wandering onstage and would do weird shit to fit in w the weird vibes but i realized nobody really noticed me so i eventually left and hung out in the green room. That was my MCR dream. I miss gerard.
#barry.txt#also for context yesterday i fell asleep at about 7:30 pm and woke up at midnight and couldnt get back to sleep so i just hung out and#stayed up until around 8 AM and just woke up like an hour ago#so its been a weird night. i feel jetlagged
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The wine bottle and symbolism
this is personally my take on the symbolism of the wine bottle/bottle opener as based on a post by galaxitic
The wine as a symbol for obsession for a loss of control. For how Vincent feels about his fixation with Rody. Of even in a way a symbol for Rody himself.
The wine opener being Vince's semblance of control over that obsession. That he believes he has control on his feelings about Rody. But when he goes to open that bottle its not in a semblance of control but that of panic, that of impulse but he still tells himself that it's something, not realizing that with a sip of the wine he's consumed back. His rational is consumed. Just like how this whole time Rody has made him drunk with impulse.
How the wine is admittedly what does him in.
Vince breaks the bottle, breaks 'Rody' through a lack of control. He uses the bottle opener to try and open the real thing, drunk and searching for more, willing to truly give into his impulses and be intoxicated.
Vince has for the most part up until this point been bottling up his feelings, playing the part of mild mannered and in control (though his control isn't perfect. The rat, the watching through the peep hole-)
Rody taking that broken bottle in hand, takes said obsession and kills Vincent with it. Because a broken bottle is going to hurt you. Because Rody is so broken right now, shattered, reeling from the revelation that Manon has been killed. The love bleeding from his body and a hot demand for revenge coming to him that results in the burning of Vince.
#dead plate#limon.txt#i dont like to tag people unless i know them and they're okay w/ it#i wrote this like when i woke up 12 hours ago and like- i hope it makes sense. today just has not been the day for my language skills.#syntax who?#anyways. there's way more to it than this i wasnt able to fully explain without running in circles#but like- something about bottling feelings up too. about how that bottle has to break anyways and intoxicate you w/ the emotions#<- why didnt i say this from the start would have saved me a paragraph#and how the bottle is rody too. how rody's care is intoxicating. how vincent lead to the breaking of rody#how rody's care left his body when he was broken and drunken up like the bottle#also another side point#do you think rody would have killed vince if manon had not been killed?#do you think rody cares that much about revenge for wrongs done to himself vs those done to those he cares for#he has basic self preservation ill give him that#but i doubt he would have contemplated that revenge portion at the end
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asked someone “should i change my blog name” for no reason at all and the answer was “ITS THE DEMON SPEAKING GO TO SLEEP”
#i just woke up an hour ago#like yea its 3am. to YOU#to me the alarm went off and im putting on my suit and tie and going to work#she doesnt even like. care about fandom or have a tumblr she just knows i shouldnt be allowed to make decisions sometimes
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i’m the kind of person who can wake up, go back to sleep, and actually continue a dream, and people are always “omg that’s so cool” and yeah sometimes it is but more often than not it happens for some of the most disturbing dreams you could possibly imagine lmfao
#rambles.#which i guess would be nightmares. lmao#i know they say dreams happen fast but i swear to GOD i laid here for hours just stuck in this shit#as if it were a movie and sequels. 1 2 and 3#then i woke up for a few mins about an hour ago. fell back asleep#and my brain was like HAHA HERE’S THE EPILOGUE#which…. it was actually kind of a nice ending but there was still some anxiety about it going wrong
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This video is almost too on brand for you. If Lewis had been there too, it would have been perfect!
https://x.com/481malukas/status/1847780258293973362?t=CUtIW_hKVKvmaZRVJEPyfw&s=19
fdlkgjhjdklafkflsjdlkd the way NOTHING could've prepared me for that I WON!!!!!!!!! When I say I've literally been manifesting this was 3 months hello???
#literally all beth and jess have heard about is how lando and mondo should be best friends#I WON!!!!!!!!!#I literally just woke up like half an hour ago and this shot me AWAKE#thank you my beautiful friend for letting me know!!!!!#lando#mondo#LONDO#erm anyway now that i've seen the results what happened to lewis. btw.
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This is far from my best work, but it's 1:30am, and I needed to get this down before I slept or lost my mind. So here, take a snippet of Rook seeing Zara again for the first time in 3 years.
Trying, and failing, to keep his voice from shaking, [Rook] said “Hello, Captain.” Mouth still open in surprise, [Zara] replied “Well, hello yourself.” The reality of what she was seeing seemed to hit her as she rounded the desk. “Rook, is that really you?” He nodded. “It’s me.” Zara ran towards him, stopping just short of touching him, and said “What did she do to you?” Rook’s heart stuttered and he had to brush his fingers together to confirm Sigmar’s ring was still in place. Could she possibly see through its illusion? But then he remembered what Lanny had said. She knew where you were. His throat clenched and he choked out “Two years.” A wave of grief swept across Zara’s face as she said “I’m so, so sorry.” Rook shook his head vigorously. “It’s not your fault.” Zara ignored him. “It is my fault. I failed you. As your captain, it’s my responsibility to keep you safe, and I failed you.” Rook wanted to say something, to reassure her, but she pushed on. “She sent me letters, told me all the terrible things she was doing to you. I… I let you down.” Those words hit Rook with the force of a dozen cannonballs. Lanny had said that Zara knew Wolf had him, but knowing that Zara had been aware of what Wolf was doing to him… somehow that was more painful than any wound Wolf had ever inflicted. He barely managed to force his next words out around the lump in his throat. “Where were you?” And why didn’t you come? “She said she’d kill you if I came to get you. Or if I hired anyone to get you. You’re standing here because I stopped sailing.”
(honorary one-time tag for @space-writes bc I remember you enjoyed my other bits about Rook and Zara.)
#morrigan.text#my writing#dnd writing#oc: Rook#oc: Zara#btw when I say that what she said was more painful than any wound wolf inflicted I'm not just talking about her not saving him.#it also just hurts him to know that she was hurting too.#she left him with that woman for two years (to save his life yes. but she left him there all the same) and yet half of his thoughts are#''I'm sorry I hurt you.''#ROOK. MY BELOVED BABY BOY. PLEASE.#STOP APOLOGIZING.#also if anyone needs a cheering up after this please know that their conversation got interrupted by a giant snake showing up and zara#immediately asking Rook ''WHAT DID YOU DO???'' bc she knows her boy.#and he's like ''idk I just woke up like an hour ago'' and then he suddenly remembers that he swore like 3 times (town rules say no to that)#and he just goes ''SHIT'' and Zara fucking clamps her hand over his mouth and says ''take that back!''#and through her hand he says ''how the fuck am I supposed to take that back?'' and she just clamps his mouth harder.#oh. and the time he swore earlier was bc he stepped outside and got spit on by a bull and he was like ''is this normal??''#and someone said ''I've never seen that happen but these animals are part of [big snake almost-god]'s menagerie'' and hands Rook a paper#with all the town rules (there are many). And he goes ''what the fuck?'' and then he gets to the rule that reads ''no swearing'' and he goe#''SHIT!'' and then he realizes what he says and goes ''AAAHHHH.'' and I was cackling.#I was doing this on purpose btw. I knew that this would make the snake mad at me and I did it anyway bc I am a chaos gremlin.#however I did NOT know I would get Rook's only friend from before the party killed by doing this. RIP Jay. I loved you so much.#but yeah. my boy swears like a sailor bc he is one. and it did in fact get people killed. But it was funny to me.#ALSO when she met the party the first thing she said was ''thank you for saving my boy'' and I almost sobbed.#like yeah. he is her boy.#I'm going to explode just thinking about it.#okay if you read all these tags I love you forever and please feel free to yell at my idiot boy in the comments/tags/wherever.#maybe if enough of us join in he'll actually listen. (no he won't)#OH RIGHT. And the party is finally staring to realize how much of a capital L Liar this man is.#because they can literally see him catching himself about to say ''I'm fine'' every time they ask how he's doing
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I did this drawing 2 months ago for @gethellbcnt / @msbuckzo after they had asked how would Blitzø doodle his mom. I was trying to be funny but when I showed them the finished piece they instantly, without hesitation, pinned it which got me bawling. When they asked why I was crying- I told them because it felt like they framed it, like a parent putting their child's drawings on a fridge. it's been months and I'm still not over this dkgjslk
#℧ 「ᴅᴏᴜʙʟᴇ ᴛʀᴏᴜʙʟᴇ ʙᴜᴄᴋᴢᴏꜱ」 * 𝐦𝐬𝐛𝐮𝐜𝐤𝐳𝐨#msbuckzo#( anywhore; I just woke up about an hour ago#I have things I need to get done#so i'll pop in here later tonight!#really appreciate all the support from last night though#i will try to do a better job catching up with drafts#bc yall are certainly worth it ;; v ;; )#( my art. )
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Something something Quackity is gonna find Charlie and his immediate thought will be to kill him, until he sees that Charlie wont stop him from hitting him, that he isnt fighting back. Charlie will tell Quackity to kill him, its what he deserves. Quackity tells him no, you dont get the easy way out. And forces him to live.
Because he has to face the consequences of what he’s done.
And deep down because he knows its what Tilín would want to.
#qsmp#qsmp quackity#quackity smp#qsmp slimecicle#qsmp charlie#qsmp charlie slimecicle#qsmp tilín#quackity#slimecicle#charlie slimecicle#🥲 i am so sad#i woke up to charlie tweet from an hour ago and#yeah#im so sad about these stupid fuckin eggs#also this is honestly woshful thinking#more likely than not if quackity finds charlie hes just gonna kill him lets be honest
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dude I just saw a tiktok abotu the minecarafts movie (sidenote but why is it so hard to type with nails suddenly. Bruh I never have short nails why am I struggling) but like I saw a tiktok about the Minecraft movie and it was one of those annoying ones where they're like "big news !!!" And then say something that everyone knows, this one was about jack black playing steve. BUT THIS PRICK USED MCSM CLIPS ON THE BOTTOM HALF OF THE SCREEN. YKU CANT FUCKING BAIT US LIKE THAT. I WAS SHAKJNG AND GIGGLING FUDE IM GONNA 💥💥💥💥💥
#HE USED CLIPS OF MCSM#WHY#ALSO JAVK WAS IN MOST OF THEM AND I GOT WAY TOO EXITED LIKE AHA ARE WE GETTING A SEASON 2CHARACTERS CAMEO#NOPE#JACK FUCKING BLACK#JACK BLACK I DO NOT CARRREEEEE ABOUT YOU. YOUR NOT MY JACK#IM ACTUALLY ANGRY#not angry I'm just giggling#I just woke up like an hour ago so I'm still groggy n trying to get my brain started#OPENED TIKTOK TO A FACE FULL OF MCSM SEASON TWO WITH THE PHRASE “BREAKING NEWS” LIKE DUDE STOP#this is alll lighthearted btw. I get why he used mcsm clips n I'm not mad#Just find it funny n a bit frustrating how easily he baited me#I am no better than a 79 year old 😞
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#manectric#i woke up at like noon today y'all i'm queuing this after work. i forgot about it all day and i was about to hop on totk#but i got the reminder to do it. so here i am. with manectric#el woowoo‚ if you will#a lot happened. yesterday. it was not a very good day. which is why i woke up so late. it was a little bit rough. but i guess it's a new day#so. it'll get better. planning on Not Doing Shit today or tomorrow to compensate for all the Bullshit that happened yesterday#hoping you all are doing well. one week from today (friday june sixteenth) i'll be hopping on a flight for the first time in 10 years#looks like according to the queue this will actually go up the day before we leave. so‚ to you guys‚ i'll be heading out tomorrow#which is scary a little bit. last time i flew i had no idea i was autistic‚ but now that i've come up with a lot of better accommodations#for myself and i understand myself a lot better and my needs‚ i'm realizing a lot of my accommodations just aren't gonna make it through TSA#plus it's a lot of unfamilarity with unfamiliar people and an unfamiliar environment which i feel like is gonna lend itself to sensory#overload like Immediately and i'm probably gonna get a headache bc that's how it manifests for me#so when we get there i'm probably gonna have to run to the nearest pharmacy. and grab some shit. which is annoying! so. i'm a little#worried. about the trip. NONE OF HTIS IS ABOUT MANECTRIC SORRY#this is a pokémon i have a hard time caring about outside of its involvement as the leader of the electrike in amp plains#that's about it#any tips from frequent flyers who are autistic would be greatly appreciated. not even just about flying but about like. going to unfamiliar#places on the other end of the country and stuff. i feel like that's what i'm most worried about even though i'm worried abt all of it#also hi i'm writing these tags from day-of. like the actual day this is going to post. me from a week ago sure did know what she was talking#about! anyway. i'm. gonna like. take my meds now goodBye see you all when this Posts in a few hours
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if you see this, please consider joining the tag party on X/twitter and weverse! we are urging jin to answer BDS’s call for olympic torchbearers to use their influential positions in support of a ceasefire and a free palestine. we are using different hashtags on each platform due to weverse’s censorship of certain words. please include one or both versions of the poster in your posts!
for weverse, the hashtag is #JinCarryTheTorchOfHope. i would be wary of using the words “palestine/palestinian,” “zionism,” “israel,” “genocide,” etc. in the post itself since (to my knowledge) we’re not sure exactly which words weverse has been banning/censoring.
the hashtags for twitter are #HybeDivestFromZionism and #하이브는시오니스트를퇴출하라 as usual. not sure how twitter is censoring words/phrases but i’d be careful there as well.
#i just woke up a half hour ago and haven’t been on tumblr yet so not sure if anyone’s posted about this#aeron.txt#hybe boycott#hybedivestfromzionism
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#i woke up and he's still gone#so i guess this is really happening#i dont understand#48 hours ago we were talking about hazbin hotel#and joking about how he needs to just make me a house key because i feed his cat so much#and now i have to start writing his obituary#and we're discussing his pallbears wearing the same stupid sunglasses he always wore#and the governor called my mom to give his condolences#and im just sitting here telling myself that i cant text him and tell him about whats going on because he's not there to answer#he's the person i call when horrible things happen#he's my best fucking friend#how am i supposed to just keep going without him?#we had plans#we were gonna be old people together#and now thats all just gone?#it doesn't make sense#i can't make it make sense
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Went to bed hella early for no reason other than Honeybun curled up next to me and I felt too warm and comfy to do anything else but sleep
Woke up several hours later actively thinking of the Metalbanders AU
@rokurookajima you're haunting my dreams now I hope you're happy
#and yeah I do vaguely remember actually dreaming about it and THAT'S why I was thinking of it when I woke up#trouble is.. I can't remember what exactly I was dreaming about#some kind of concept or idea#definitely remember Raava being there. looking the way I drew her that one time#and I think Suiren as well? I know she's my specialest girl but I don't actually dream about her too often lol#and Suiren was definitely talking about something with Vaatu#IT FELT GENIUS AT THE TIME BUT I CAN'T REMEMBER ANYMORE FUCK MY STUPID BAKA LIFE#(for the record. this was hours ago. I fell back asleep almost immediately after waking up with that realisation)#(that's why I don't remember the details anymore. but Hanička woke me up just now bc it's the time I get up to feed her on school days)#(and I remembered this and decided to make a post bc I'll definitely forget later)#(so yeah. fun times)#🗑️🔥#<— for the gang#metalbanders
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