#I just want to post something so I put this on queue
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nothing special - just my two blorbos making faces for likes and dislikes
VIJAY:
LIKES_
— pacific ocean
— music (1980s disco, dark wave, rock)
— collecting vinyls
— orcas and every other sea animal
— yaki soba & gyoza
— (hunting) urban legends
— Japanese yokai folklore
— swimming (as sport)
— salty food
DISLIKES_
— (real) meat
— cooking his own food (he can‘t cook)
— too much cyberware
— Tyger Claws and Scavenger Gonks
— blind obedience
— fixers not appreciating his hard work
— vodka
— getting up early
— dishonesty
RYDER:
LIKES_
— beer
— raves
— music (techno, dark wave, industrial)
— spiders
— pistachio ice cream
— everything (historic) military
— gemstones
— forests
— netrunner clothings (for the looks)
DISLIKES_
— Corpos
— kitsch and glitter
— everything cheese
— his real name
— traffic
— wine
— calculating and numbers
— dishonesty
— using the metro
#cyberpunk 2077#about: vijay steyr#about: ryder von scharfenberg#totally random stuff#I just want to post something so I put this on queue#Some of you might already know these facts
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moon n ballora
#my art#daycare attendant#dca fandom#moondrop#ballora#sorry to all the sl fans who r sick of hearing about the daycare attendant HFJSJGKDJG#anyway its real funny how i can draw the dca at a side view fairly well but ballora? fucking impossible#i wanted to keep it more in line w/ her canon design bc then otherwise moon would look weird but UGHHH i did NOT draw her well#this drawing is like. roughly a month old by now? but i wanted to post something#i havent been drawing as much bc of art block hell!!!!!! so if posts r slower thats why#i did go through my hundreds of drafts to put some posts in the queue though so those will be going for roughly 2 months at the current rat#theres still... a lot of posts in my drafts though... oops#also. did you guys hear that theyre making a whole ass dca pin set#the dca is like the perfect cash cow of merch now. pisses me off a little ngl HFJZJFKSJG#gonna be fun to see them release product after product as the masses go crazy over it again and again#im being kind of negative i know but. god#im honestly just posting this as an excuse to rant about it without making a whole post for it HFKZJFKD#i fucking knew this was gonna happen but man! it still sucks#anyway uhh if youre gonna buy merch buy fanmade stuff and bootlegs instead!#be aware of where your money is going!#... that's all i'll say about it
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I'm fine! I'm good! Yeah, I'm perfect / I'm fine! / I'm fine!
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#hi🫶🏻 so it’s amara’s bday today. Yes she is such a self insert I gave her Almost my bday#ANYWAYS#thank you lori for making these gifs so I could bring my girl to life a little more. They look amazing as always#idk what else to say about her. amara is such an important oc to me and i have no words#BUT YALL will get pinged again im so sorry j made two edits for her and I want everyone to see them so#I’m gonna be a little annoying lmao#my edits#oc: amara owens#I think I am gonna also reblog some posts. put them in my queue at least or something idk#I just think she’s neat
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#registeel#and now this guy is maybe a bit less interesting. from this standpoint‚ i mean. the eyes being just dots make it a little hard to like#feel *connected* to them when they're ffp'd‚ y'know? i feel like it's kind of a reductive angle. which is why i zoomed this one and the last#one out a bit. so you can see a bit of the rest of their body. it's maybe less funny but would it really have been funny to just see 7 red#dots on a gray background and have to read the tag to know it's registeel? i dunno. maybe. maybe it would've been. but i like this more#maybe the explanation is that i'm taking these pictures myself. i personally know all these pokémon and have to ask them if i have permissio#n to take these pictures of them. but registeel said i couldn't get too close. so we settled with this. hehe yeah that's why :) hehe :)#anyway. you now have the aegis cave theme stuck in your head#hi it's me from the present. saturday morning. in yesterday's queued post i came up with the idea of maybe doing a monotype run of a pokémon#game. i don't know which one yet but i wanted to do water-type. but i was like. maybe i'll liveblog it on my main blog. yesterday#and today i came back and saw those tags as i was queuing up today's 'mons and i was like… hell maybe i could stream it if enough folks are#interested. but if anyone is then i didn't want to wait that long for the queue to get to that post bc that's gonna post on like. august 18#and class for my last semester of college Ever starts back up on august 21st and i don't. know if i want to start another pokémon playthroug#h that close to classes starting. especially not one where at least one (1) individual out there might be waiting for it So i put 'em here#they'll still be on that post but. they're here. just in case someone out there is chronically bored enough that that's something they'd be#interested in. y'never know there's a lot of folks here#anyway i will now queue up kricketot. see you then… or i guess see you whenever if you like send in an ask or a message or smth…
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23 days until jungsu's 23nd birthday
day 9 - mi gente
#xdinary heroes#jungsu#kim jungsu#gunil#ode#junhan#jun han#gaon#jooyeon#goo gunil#oh seungmin#han hyeongjun#kwak jiseok#lee jooyeon#jungsu23#forfreddy#there's something about gunsu's eye contact here............. this little moment before gunil turns around#also when i giffed this moment i realized i wrote something similar just a while ago#a campfire evening and gunil holding an imaginary mic for jungsu#but i didn't think of this scene when i wrote it#apparently it's stuck in my unconsciousness hehe#oh boi i queued almost all the posts for jungsu today!#which also meant i noticed i wasn't able to count ONCE AGAIN#i was like oh i need five more gifsets#(there's one i wanted to do for MONTHS now and i've got one planned for his bday)#and then i was like... ah no just the two last ones. and then i was like 'oh i miscounted the gifs i prepared i counted one twice'#'so i need three'. and then put all the gifs i had prepared into my queue and........... REALIZED I ONLY NEED ONE MORE GIF#which is the bday gif anyway. so yeah. counting is hard and it NEVER adds up :((((#(also i counted so many times when i should start the countdowns but i forgot to consider that i'd post the last gif earlier.....)#(next time. for the next countdowns.)
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#Seven's Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw vent#cw vent post#can i go more than a fucking week without having my cptsd triggered again? pLEASE???#me and my haywire nervous system can't ever catch a fucking break i swear to god#at least i managed to get the Matt fic posted before that happened and ruined my night#literally three minutes after i hit post. something has to happen IRL and ruin my slight good mood. sigh. anyways#my chest still feels tight but my focus is coming back i think. lets hope the rest of the night is uneventful#anyways. uh. positives. got the Matt fic posted on here And Ao3! yay. after working on it the last two evenings it's officially done#i know i put way too much effort into my fics especially ones that will get very little readership but eh i can't help it#time spent doing something you enjoy is never time wasted or however the saying goes#uh oh. the stress injury in my neck is starting to feel tight again. that's probably not a great sign#i should try to relax. been sitting at my desk too much recently and my back's mad abt it too#i would unwind with some Genshin exploration grinding or smthn but that's just more desk sitting time#so hm. animal crossing in bed it is then#watch me say that then spend the next 3 hours on tumblr#i cant help it i want to update my pinned posts and fill my queue up some more#and i have some drafts to work on... still need to finish that Sun & Moon appearance guide for ES#maybe i'll pull an all-nighter. i need to fix my sleep schedule again. like badly. but then i risk a migraine. aaggghhhhhh#anyways this has been Venting and Bad Decision Making 101 thabks for coming to my TED talk#oh hey look at that i got a like on the Matt fic. mood slightly improved. thank u whoever u r <3
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genuinely these panels are going to make me ugly cry
#i'm not back for real yet i think i want to stay away longer. i'm just here to put more things in the queue and answer messages#i really enjoyed trimax vol 4 idk something about it was less miserable than 1-3#might have been the first volume that i wasn't grimacing the entire time i read it. or maybe i'm just desensitized now.#unironically this prayer is soooo beautiful to me. give us this day our daily bread. not bread for the week not bread for a year#just enough for today.#lately when i've been praying it just looks like#please for the love of god please please please please please PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPLEASEPL#things are not looking good for the community house.. lots bureaucracy with the city. and the church that funded us is falling apart#i don't know what i'm going to do if we get shut down it's the one thing in my life that's worth anything#all those kids... where are they going to go. who is going to help them. where is the neighborhood going to get their food.#in two days it will be the anniversary of [REDACTED] and i am so so so scared#just sat in my room today and fruitlessly scrolled thru jobs im not qualified for & tried not to think about thinking about killing myself#i don't WANT to kill myself i don't want to think about it i hate thinking about killing myself i will never ever kill myself or even try#but there is a demon or perhaps a ghost or evil wizard that tells me there's an easy way everything can go away. and it's A STUPID. BITCH.#please do not reply to this post i know you all mean well but i just don't think i can handle it.#talking about it i mean. and hearing people say nice but empty things.#i just wish i had someone to sit next to me.#personal#i don't want to go to church tomorrow :( it all feels so fake and i do not ever feel fed.
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for a website obsessed with making posts about mutuals and supporting mutuals and the special lil bond between mutuals a lot of you guys dont reblog your mutuals hard worked on posts lol...
#like i always reblog stuff even if we dont follow each other if someones made a set and put it in the tag#thats like...... how tumblrs supposed to work#so you dont even need to be mutuals with me#obvs vmars fandom is quite sparse these days#but like on any of my accounts if a moot has made a clearly hard worked on gifset or art or something#i will reblog it even if i dont watch or read or know about the thing?#like idk i think that used to be how this site worked#you'd reblog your pals posts and send each other asks and things#but now it feels like everyone wants the interaction towards them but they dont give any interaction back and its just like lol#one way streets tend to get tiresome#anyway thats enough of me bitching i'll go queue up any and all new posts in the tag
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So this is NOT a vent but it is a bunch of rambling asking people if this is normal. And I know sometimes that's annoying to see on your dash, so I'm putting it under a read more. Just, don't get too concerned, I guess, idk lol
Anyone else ever have that experience where your mom says like "Oh, you did such a good job! Y'know what, what do you want as a treat? Something big, cause that was a big thing!" And all the sudden you realize the only fun things you've ever chosen to do have been by yourself. Everything else has just been someone made plans and dragged you along for the ride. And all the things I do aren't really rewards, they're getting the air back in my chest so I can finally breathe again. So like I literally have to google "good rewards for teens" and even then everything is telling parents to give them more privileges or a later bedtime or something and it's like. That's not really a thing I can do. I got everything I need and everything I deserve lol. Like,,,, the only reward I can even conceive of getting would be ice-cream after a well-done concert or something. Like,,, how do I????? Want things????? I dunno how to want things????????????? This is new to me gimme some time lol
#rambles#not a vent#is this. normal#it's been a while since I've distinctly *wanted* something#I kinda just take what I get#and if someone else doesnt give it to me I just get it myself#long post#ish#idk it's just a bunch of rambling that I don't think anyone wants to hear lol#putting this in the queue but idk how the queue works at all so#it's posted when it's posted I guess#i have no clue
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constantly torn between "there are many many skilled artists and beautiful artwork on this website and there are SO many that I am going to queue them all :-)" and "I'M GONNA REBLOG THEM ALL AT ONCE I DO NOT CARE EVERYONE NEEDS TO SEE THESE IMMEDIATELY."
#i just always feel bad bc my system is if i tag something when reblogging i like the post (especially art)#so i don't want people to think i'm just like spamming if that makes sense. idk#i thought of making an actual pinned post with basic info and a psa that i queue art or whatever#i am putting too much thought into this huh.
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So, heads up for the writing blog ( @not-krys ), I have been made aware that some of the links are not working on some of the masterlists, so I'm going to be working on trying to fix them when I can. Sorry for the inconvenience.
#krys talks#more like krys vents#like#first noticed when I was queueing up posts for wip wednesday next week#and had wanted to link one of the oc brainrot posts#go to the oc masterlist to get the link#but it links to the intro post only#okay so easy enough of a fix#manually go to get the url and put it in via html mode to be completely sure it's correct#only to find that it's the same url in html mode#krys becomes confused as a result#talked about the problem on discord and find that the main writing masterlist was doing the same thing#krys gets more confused#then looked at the html again to see if I was missing something#turns out the old name.tumblr conventions were being linked to a previous tumblr.com/name url that was above it and overwriting the old one#krys stares into the middle distance#also turns out that if I got onto desktop name.tumblr mode the links work fine#just not on the mobile version#krys wants to choke a bitch
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sometimes u put yr playlist on shuffle a song comes up and you have to put another song in the queue immediately as soon as it comes on bc it makes you think of that song
#this is abt aura by ghost and pals Sry everytime i hear it im like a fiddle This is just like devil went down to georgia and then i have to#put devil went down to georgia in the queue#i think its a fiddle innit.. it sounds like a fiddle but im also NOTORIOUSLY bad at telling instruments apart. <- guy who once couldnt tell#if something was a guitar or a piano i actually rly rly rly rly dont wanna get into it okay.#i guess you didnt know it but i am a fiddle player too 😏😏#sry. the other thing this post is abt is kiss me and ladies in their sensibilities sweeney. obviously those r connected#but if ladies in their sensibilities comes on by itself i quite literally couldnt be assed so everytime i have to put kiss me on instead an#add lits to the queue. bc them together is like the best song i ever heard its just that the beginning of lits is just kind of boring It#does get stuck i my head sometimes but the supreme part is the end thats Basically just a reprise of kiss me#but also theyre kind of the same song anyways at least o wowww i was just typing in tempo with the fiddle that was awesome. at least on the#2012 soundtrack aka the best one talk to the hand or dont i dont wanna hear it. well i do want to hear it it being the 2012 london cast#recording of sweeney todd starring michael ball and imelda staunton. ANYWAYS!! in that one the songs lead in to eachother#ive listened to all the other soundtracks but idr if they do that.. well ill tell u the movie doesnt bc it doesnt have kiss me. which is#just so. the johanna anthony romance doesnt rly have much substance in the first place and yr taking away like. their duet together. ok....#AND yr taking away the end part of lits? the best part of that song? whatever its fine its fine.#if anybody is curious my ranking of casts is 2012 > obc > movie > 2006 i fucking hate 2006 or 2005 or whatever i hate it sm it makes my#blood literally boil im sry. i fucking LOATHE it idk what it is well i do but this post is already 5000000 years long. idt the new one is#out fully yet... i was ok with the songs i have heard but idk where id rank it yet. i should prolly check if the full things out yet omg so#me and my lampstie (way of saying my siblings name if theres something deeply wrong with you) can listen :]
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Remember my friends, there are always going to be a bunch of haters and naysayers out there. And even if you also receive love and support from the other side, the former just LOVES having the stronger grip over you. Love knowing that what they say and think of you, ends up affecting you way more than the love and belief that you get from others. Making you think that you have nothing... that you, are nothing.
I need to start by saying that I know I’m not one of the greatest and most talented artists/designers out there, and know that I have a long, long way to go (And yeah, I welcome that journey, and of course look forward to learning more, and to continue improving!). But more importantly... getting here has NEVER EVER BEEN EASY in the first place. I am indeed progressing and am indeed reaching those dream goals of mine, but not without tripping over more than one obstacle everyday.
I have had lots of people laughed and looked down on me over the years, all from different age groups, areas of expertise, etc. People from other occupations laughing that I wanted to work in this area, instead of studying for a “real job”. One of my own art teachers even flinging my final year project down to the ground, and nearly even stomping her foot down on it, before storming right out (She was having a bad day, but it still wasn’t right for her to personally take it out on my art at the time). People that just... never took me and my skills seriously, but still think it was perfectly okay to take advantage of me and treat me like shit (Like my first supposedly real job out of college, that I was abused at for nearly a year, and only got paid $1000, that I was told I was even lucky to receive, in the first place).
And don’t get me started on how after drawing for decades now (Ever since I was born), I’m still hardly noticed on any of my Social accounts for my art to this very day. But, you know what? That sort of thing doesn’t matter that much to me these days... especially when all the clients I have worked with up to this point, are people that I personally reach out to through emails and stuff. Granted, it took a lot of time, but I am happy to say that I have mostly (MOSTLY) grown out of my self-hating phase. Because constantly tearing myself down, especially when it comes to anything I achieve, is just not the way to go, my guys. 💦
... And also, I will say that I am really lucky that I can share anything I create with a few very, very close pals, my dear friends who are always nothing but excited and supportive of me... Besides learning to hate myself less (And love myself more), I have learned that these are the people matter so much more, the people I should be tuning my hearing aid to.
So yeah, this goes back to one of my past posts, about being KINDER TO YOURSELF. About actually seeing and accepting that you truly are PROGRESSING, no matter how slow it may seem at times. Be prouder of yourself, GDI! Why are you spitting down on yourself, for actually putting in those attempts??? For actually TRYING? You are actually working so much harder than you realise!
But yeah... I am still drawing, despite all of that. I am still doing what I do, because...
I fucking love what I do, so, so much. Despite how hard it is (AND GOD IT IS HARD, DRAWING IS HARD, LOL!), despite how much I have to deal with, up to this very day. Despite how many times I have to survive on a few pennies, during some extra though periods... And this effort and perseverance has gotten me to FINALLY work with clients in time. And I hope to work with more in due time, as I continue down this path...
Anyway, don’t stop. DON’T YOU. EVER. STOP. When it comes to doing what you love. Get back up, ALWAYS GET BACK UP, whenever those folks try to trip you over.
And make sure you start listening to the folks that are actually CHEERING YOU ON, including yourself. Swing all that LOVE in your heart for that thing like a pillow and smack those haters in the face with it, before continuing your way towards your goals!
#(I don't know if I should put this in my posi//tivity tag because I am mentioning a lot of depressing things I have gone through)#(But the main message is)#(If you love something very very much-- don't you ever give up)#(What you create adds more beauty to the world itself)#(So DON'T YOU EVER STOP)#(Where are people who just want to hate and laugh are honestly wasting their time-- especially if they arent even giving constructive fb)#// long post#❄️BECKOWSKY SPEAKING! ❄️#❄️ QUEUE ❄️
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Is it a bad idea to start posting insanely explicit photos, that I haven't shown them, somewhere I know they won't see for at least a few days, just so I can get attention?
#once again if you're reading this love no you aren't#i didn't post this#you're just imagining it#i love you have a good day at work#i need to put this in queue but idk when i should ket it post??#eh midnight sure#anyways 😐#someone come hit me so i stop being a brat#how am i meant to be a good girl when theres no way to ask for things i want other than communication#i promise im a good boy#i promise#tell me to do something and ill do it#anything you want#i want to be good#please#🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺
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Fucking hell. In what universe is it appropriate to compare real life allegations of abuse to an entertainment reality show. Unreal.
#like ''wow boc doesnt need a reality show when they have this!! haha! 🍿''#I was prepared for people flat out defending build as the actor they liked or taking an aggressively neutral 'everyone is at fault' stance#what I wasnt prepared for. was people just. not caring about the outcome. but being like 'ooooh messayyy' 'omg so ghetto!!' 'omg hot teaaa'#given the severity of the allegations it is just. so stomach-turningly awful that THAT is the reaction.#it makes me want to cry to be honest...#like I'm so... I feel heartbroken about seeing that kind of reaction to alleged abuse.....#its such a severe situation and yet people are just ??? joking... about it... like its a bit of fandom trivia or a twitter flame war#something in that is just so bleak. in terms of how I think kind humans react. it just makes me so utterly horribly gut-wrenchingly sad#I think I might need a break for a bit but like fandom friends and mutuals still feel free to message!#queue is as paused as it can be#I think I just need to leave that discord server honestly. I thought it would be useful in terms of information but fuck. people are awful.#abuse mention#the entire JD AH situation may have actually rotted peoples brains#hate it here!!!#oh and also if you put that ''I'm on builds side!'' post on my dash youre getting blocked.
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im losing my fucking mind
#im just putting everything i wanna reblog into my queue cuz im in tumblr jail#let me out of post limit hell i swear to satan#anyways i guess by the time you guys see this ill be free#idfk#im so fucking done with everything#i really am trying#im sorry it doesnt seem like it but i am#totally unrelated#but i hate being the youngest in the family#nobody takes me seriously and im constantly compared to my siblings at my age or my cousins#and sometimes theyll even compare me to my siblings and cousins now...theyre all like at least 25#im just a kid#im 15 and people want to compare me to my 28 year old brother...he has a job and has money and hes doing great but im 15 i cant be like him#im not even doing the bare fucking minimum#but im trying my damn hardest#i just wanna jump off a bridge...not to kms but just so i can feel something
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