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uhh another modern au agott follow-up. They've gotten progressively sillier
#witch hat tag#orufrey#hopefully you remember where she's at. the original one about her turmoils with art was so sincere....#but this is sincere too. being a 12 year old autistic lesbian is one of the most stupid things to experience. Like what is happening.#Yeah OK maybe i'm a wee lesbo. but i'm focusing on my CAREER rn so idc about that. SO i'm very upset that other ppl are not FOCUSING!!!!#A-AND FYI MY TEACHER HE CARRIES AROUND A GIRLY LIL PURSE!!! SO THERE!!!! Why are they walking away#agott helps me have to decide how to draw expressions i have never drawn before.#i actually realised looking at the concept art book stuff more carefully that coco is canonically 14? Ok....#it's a little too cruel if theyre dealing with periods on top of saving witch society from its foibles..but ok.. i do feel that riche is 12#also coco's hair is going to turn dark green when she's an adult or something. it's 'blonder' now due to being a kid🤔#abba is bc after a big long modern au orufrey comic where they got together i just strongly felt that they slowdanced to abba that day#feeling the mirth and hope of life and 'young and sweet only 17' why didnt we get together sooner but its ok like this & i love you dearly.#teen qif secretly listening to abba heartache songs after olly's caretaker drives him away..in that faded neopets hoodie.#it became 'their music' their silly little music.. right up there with the faerie bubbles theme.. (<- frustrating neopets minigame.)
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⑅ MERRY XMAS ⑅
#i like that nail pain but I'm not used to nail paints i forgot about its existing#like the sight of any other colour other than that of my nail bed makes me feel weird idk skksks#just realised i wrote nail pain..deal w it#i clicked those at 5:34 am or smth don't ask me why#i don't even have the foundation thing to cover my dark circles#i mean concealer#anyway we'll rock that with some brown kajal#listening to MJ this morning#did you know he had a chimpanzee named Bubbles?#anyway my uterus hurts like shit and im not ready for the socialising and i feel like crying#bye#me#mine#my pics
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husband: i love everything you create you should start a blog
me: but if i do i'll post zosan
him: that's cool, they're hot
me: can i marry you again?
him: anywhere, anytime ♡
#he's so loving and supportive I just -#plus he cooks and is french#I just realised I married a dark haired Sanji#but I'm nothing like Zoro lmaooo#sometimes I wish I were though :3#now my blog is up and he's still my n°1 fan#zosan#sanzo#text post#couple
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Put cold running water on it.
HI Tuli. (New nickname for you Tulipe).
#I just realise I'm in the dark#alone in my room typing#I have my headphone on#and I was agresively typing for like 2 hours straight writing a fan fict
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WOW!!! WIRE YOUR PROFILE CHANGED!!!!
new era new me
#i feel really weird recently#my hair is dark brown naturally#typically i just let it grow out because i'm a metal head i like to head bang & see shit go flying#but out of nowhere i was like okay i'm gonna bleach my hair so i can dye it red#which is something i do from time to time#but then i realised i didn't have enough bleach and so it's all patchy AND my hair turns really yellow when it's bleached#but i can't dye it red because it'll still look patchy#so i debated on black but i'm waiting a little bit and bleaching a second time to see if it looks any better#and also out of nowhere yesterday i got my hair cut so i had bangs#which i have not had bangs since i was really really young#so i just feel so. so weird#with long bright yellow hair and bangs#if it weren't for my sideburns i'd almost feel like a valley girl or something#also pulled out a jacket recently that i hadn't worn in a while#and i've been wearing it a lot because it goes well with my hair right now until it's dyed#so i just feel like a different person#you didn't need to know all of that but me changing my profile doesn't help that weird feeling
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just realised new year's day by taylor swift is so poolverine and now i'm violently ill
#user: gossippool 😝#devastating realisation thank you#i also think every ethel cain song ever is poolverine core but it really isn't and i'm just projecting possible scenarios onto them#there's a dark good omens fic that i wrote that is soooo divorced from canon but that is canon to me#so my playlist for that is really the most ooc shit ever#deadpool and wolverine#poolverine
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we sang in the aeroplane over the sea tgth ☆
#27% circle line with a lovely friend of mine rail tracks screeching etc etc u know the usual. im just gonna write down memories#a few weeks ago my friend read thus spoke zarathustra by the fire to the music she was dancing it was her silhouette#against the flashlight lit up gold and royal blues and tiger's silk i tried not to fall in love with her. in bordeaux we searched#for pomegranates he sent her 300 quid by the beach she cut it open with a knife her hand covered in red we each had a taste of her work#sweet red wet the sweetest grit. too barely clothed to go into the cliffside church they painted my eyes we painted hers#8 shots of gin she screamed joyfully IT'S ALIVE! at the book she said become the child i said i feel like a monster she said i was insane#i tried to believe her. fortified wine and later a red pen crossword defiled by humidity her hair in my hands two king sized beds#pushed next to each other she took her top off she told us to watch her arms raised up the musculature on her back was precise cut from#marble we saw oceans we saw the birds take cold baths the midnight sun over a wasp-infested pool our chemicals in their bodies#gold flakes dark skin gold cross shoulders against mine drawing some form of each other on the train i didn't hesitate#to say her eyes were beautiful over and over monks at the soapshop with titanium credit cards i loved you like i loved no other#he tied his hair up and walked us into the river he held a bullet between his lips i never held his hand he said what an honour#you own too much capital your mother thinks i'm a natural i realised i haven't told my mother i loved her in years she's always been mother#never mom i'll watch you watch seaweeds this is terminal akrasia i'll feel your fingers smear perfume on my lips your girlfriend grins#bite into the straw take the shot hold my hand get it all wrong draw in the sand kiss him right stab through leather shower in chlorine#you're the determinable vicissitude is all yours we won the Game AND the Battle AND the War i'm proud of you like crazy we feed each other#saffron cliffside lovers well-fallen brothers fat cats blue windows southwest sun ALife SynBio design aXAA grow us a city in silico#we've grown to the ends of glee fire-jumper ocean-eater sure-footed lists on lists hands on eyelids не устану искать тебя#...anyway ive put my face on this blog b4 but hiii again#feel free to rb btw the rants r not personal
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When will you realise? I was writing for you. All of my poems, They were always for you.
#writerscreed#spilled ink#dark academia#spilled poetry#love notes to no one#love#love notes#love poem#short poem#original poem#original poetry#poets on tumblr#writers and poets#my poetry#my poem#female writers#writers on tumblr#writeblr#creative writing#think this was inspired by a line from a tv show?#anyway i think it's so beautifully tragic when someone is so clearly shouting 'i love you i love you i love you'#but the other is turned away and the wind is blowing in the wrong direction (so to speak)#it's just 'how could you not realise - everyday i choose to love you' - 'i'm doing it on purpose'
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Succession S04E10 | Roman's self-hug VS Kendall's soul-crushing hug
#succession#roman roy#kendall roy#i can't with this fucking goddamn show#still not over it#the self hug gifs quality being so shit i'm not even sorry#it was so dark#i haven't slept in days and just realised some depressing stuff which i can't talk to anyone bye#my shitset
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Hey... what's your favourite urban legend or ghost story?
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#mine is one that is... definitely not real. considering its a story ny dad made up for my brother and i when we were little.#he wanted to make sure we didnt wander off when we were camping.#this is the story of the Ghost Kangaroo.#... XD#he said there was a camp ground seasonal janitor who came down one day to clean up after summer#and on the way it was dark- he couldnt see the roads very well- and so. yeah. he hit a kangaroo.#when he realised there was nothing he could do. the kangaroo was dead. he just moved on#started doing his work.#but... the kangaroo got back up. it was missing a leg but it managed to struggle to the bathrooms the janitor was cleaning.#the kangaroo ripped the janitor apart as revenge and used the mans mop as a new leg.#this kangaroo no longer jumps- it walks with a#shhhhhh-thump.#shhhhhhhh-thump.#shhhhhhhhhhhhhh-thump.#//#so yeah. thats ny favourite XD its spooky and it gives me nostalgic vibes honestly 😅#when i'm in the bush i kinda feel like the ghost kangaroo is looking out for me! 😅#not my dads intention but... what can i do? XD#... i also like the one where you wake up without your kidneys 😅 XD#and the one where the guy is looking through the keyhole and all he sees is red because the red eyes woman is STARING RIGHT BACK AT HIM
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quick MS Paint doodle of Renn i made to post to the CoAD museum!!
#art#my art#doodle#chronicles of ancient darkness#coad#renn coad#coad renn#renn#ms paint#wolf brother#i posted it and it said my post will be up in a few days!! so ya gotta wait :3#hi this is limon a day later and i just realised that i forgot her clan-creature skin AAAAUUGHHHH i'm gonna eat my curtain.
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the combination of having some characters who are too young to have a full driver's licence AND setting this fic in autumn when it gets dark earlier is making things so much more stressful
#I just realised jonah is probably too young to drive#he's supposed to be a year younger than ariana which makes him 16 at the start of the fic#and I'm pretty sure I can't figure out the timeline for him to be able to drive?#but they can't just walk home from dance because it's supposed to be october and it gets dark at like 7pm#the amount of research I've done for this fic is getting ridiculous#parallel world#kathryn writes fanfic
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Taking me forever to finish this DurgeWyll piece.
#baldur's gate 3#bg3#bg3 fanart#wyll ravengard#the dark urge#durge#durgewyll#art wip#artists on tumblr#digital inking#I may have made it 2000x2000 resolution without realising and now I'm just doubling down
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tje magnus. afrchives
#i just started season 4 and i already want to walk into a dark cave and never come out#my doodles#i'm not tagging this this is a special snack fr my followers#sorry for never posting i've been art blocked#I JUST REALISED I DO NEED TO TAG IT SORRY#the magnus archives
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can't believe none of you have mentioned that in kunikida's new years mayoi side story, he asks yosano for help cleaning ranpo's desk because he 'doesn't know what he's allowed to touch' help that's so precious to me. he respects his coworkers so much i can'tfucking handle it they are just a little family
AND THEN YOSANO IS LIKE 'oh tanizaki while you're out shopping can you buy some candy and ramune. ranpo's almost out we need to top him up' why is this 26 year old manchild receiving more love from his coworkers than i ever have from my parents
#dia's daydreams#dazai's paperwork is canonically SO messy that tanizaki compares it to 'geological layers'#and he found an unfinished report of dazai's from the week prior. the only thing filled out was the *date*. i'm crying#and the way kunikida is like 'please can you do this thing for me' and everyone is like 'yea sure' and he's like 'thank you so much. this m#eans more to me than you'll ever realise. i appreciate it more than you know. many thanks'#like goddamnit wtf kunikida stop being perfect challenge failed#also him warning naomi and haruno against going out alone in the dark he's so sweet#and then they convince him to let loose and come see fireworks with them?? help they ARE a family#and then kunikida being like 'i did your stupid fucking papers for you' and dazai just saying 'i appreciate that'#no dumb quips just a little 'thanks man'. like help thats so sweet im gonna kms
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Anyway since they're apparently not going to go with the "Steph leading/babysitting a team of young heroes" book idea (pause for despair) I'd like to pitch MY idea for Steph: Steph gets back into playing piano (she already started doing so in Batgirls #18!) and ends up taking on a mystery related to the basement rock scene in Gotham (I know the underground concert game there is INSANE absolutely prime serial killer territory)
#ramblings of a lunatic#dc comics#stephanie brown#She took it on bc it ranked low on the bats scale of importance and bc she starts to realise how important music is to her#(I have whole essays I could write on the brief mentions of piano in Stephs comics and what they say)#and thus she wants to keep this community safe.#also it'd be nice to see how Steph operates solo again#acknowledging that (despite it often being denied to her) steph usually prefers to team up w/ others despite the difficulties#bc ultimately she's a person who seeks connection I think#<- which segues into my ''steph joins a band'' idea that i just think would be fun#gives her a fun n interesting occupation and potentially fun interactions w/ civilian characters-#- while keeping her distinct from other bats AND potentially giving her reasons to go outside of Gotham + form connections#(have Steph and red canary interacted one in dark crisis? yes. has red canary barely been in any comics full stop so far? also yes+#-but consider her being an amateur musician already endeared me too her and i wanna see them interact again)#(it's fun bc Steph was so used to being the amateur/newbie and got iced out for it and RC is that atm but ppl aren't. yknow. assholes to her#(i think it'd be a fun dynamic to play with!)#anyway. I'm a genius and dc should hire me. I'll make an EP for Steph's fake band just watch me
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