#I just needed to scream
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NO MORE ASSOCIATING THINGS WITH FEMMES ONLY BECAUSE THEY ARE PINK!HYPERFEM FEMMES ARE GREAT AND I LOVE YOU CAMPY FEMMES WHO EMBODY PINK BUT ALSO JESUS CHRIST CAN YOU GUYS NOT GO MORE THAN ONE DAY W/O TRYING TO SHOEHORN FEMMES INTO BEING ONLY PINK UWU BABIES. I AM FEMME AS IN GRASS AS IN DIRT AS IN TREE BARK AS IN WEEDS SPROUTING THROUGH THE SIDEWALK CEMENT. FEMME AS IN GENDER NONCONFORMITY AS IN FUCK YOU MY FEMININITY IS WHAT *I* SAY IT IS. FEMME AS IN DEPTH AND DARKNESS AND WARMTH AND TERROR. FEMME AS IN CAVES. FEMME AS IN LIGHTNING. FEMME AS IN AN AMALGAMATION OF TRAITS THAT I HAVE DECIDED ARE FEMININE REGARDLESS OF WHAT SOCIETY SAYS. FUCK IS IT THAT HARD TO UNDERSTAND?!???
#personal#i am emotional yes#over the years ive had this blog I've made a few posts abt being femme#nd whether they're serious or jokey..... inevitably someone in the tags goes “ohhh yeah bc pink”#or in the case of what inspired this post: someone going “what about the pink ones” on my praying mantis post#and im just.#sick of it. im sick of femme being equated to pink and frilly girlie behaviors.#im sick of femme being equated to skirts and heels. to makeup. to skincare. to pristine nails exactly almond shaped.#im sick of ppl acting like All femmes aspire to this shit. im sick of femms being reduced to this shit.#and i love pink! i love pink! my phone theme is quite literally just black and pink all over.#im just. so tired of any expression of Femme identity being shoehorned into being a Specific type of femininity#especially as someone who DOES get dysphoric wearing skirts. wearing dresses. embodying the femme aesthetic yall are so set on making#if u guys wanna rb this i truly dont care#i just needed to scream#and this is one small thing#but the 2nd largest category of anon hate i have gotten since making this blog is str8 up homophobia from other “queer” folks#saying i cant be femme bc of how i present. calling me slurs (and using them as such) bc they cant understand femme as anything but that#my wife and i have our users in our personal discord server set as 2 different things of anon hate ive gotten#i have had OTHER FEMMES tell me i am not femme. femmes who Know im femme who still call me butch. femmes who ive corrected and been blocked#-by bc of it. the number 1 largest demographic of queerfolk who have me blocked rn is TME femmes who embody pink also#and i dont think its a coincidence at all. (and i know this bc i go to try and follow these ppl bc they get rbed on my dash & i cant)#and ik their blogs arent deleted bc some of them don't block my wife (tall. white. butch) and it cant be politics cause her and i rb#a lot of the same political shit (fuck. i think she rbs More than i do even. this is genuinely mainly a nsft blog)#and usually i don't say anything but im having a bad day so i get to be angry about this and if anyone fucking tries me i will block u#idc if we've been mutuals 4ever. im judt so tired of feeling like i am not Enough as a femme bc i dont embody this shit#im sick of this lameass lip service to he/him gnc femmes etc when the thin white 50s housewife femme is still what is preferred and loved#im sick of this lamesss lip service when y'all feel entitled to theorizing on other femmes genders bc u cant conceptualize a femme who does#wanna be hypetfeminine. im sick of it. im sick of it. im sick of it.#celebrity bun
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im just so!!!!!++ shocked and confused and annoyed like. you largely ignore me for 10 years and then try to drag me into some bullshit drama you created entirely by yourself and hurt some dear dear friends in the process, and want to act like youre the victim in the situation? and then spend months trying to use me as an in to get back into contact with those friends when they justly cut you off, while you actively fester about the drama? and when that shit doesnt work bc i will gladly be a wall protecting my friends, you think you can lie to, gaslight, and manipulate me? and then acting holier than thou and lying even more when i call you out on your shit?
I have to laugh!!!!
but to keep harassing me about it and backpedalling so hard when you realize im not a fucking doormat and have not said a word since hitting you with the cold hard truth??? its fucking pathetic!!!! like okay, do you trying to spam notifications on every social media i never even use, idgaf. and your latest stunt unfriending me on discord to immediately send a new request? shooting yourself in the foot. removed your own access to me. play stupid games win stupid prizes.
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So i listened to the Creepcast episodes on Borrasca and
Holy shit its such a good story and it draws you in so damn good but the TWIST holy shit
[Please note the Borrasca covers some VERY sensitive and heavy and fucked up topics]
I just
I'm so mad because nothing can top that in how it drew me in and then SMACKED ME IN THE FACE and i'm just
G O D i need better podcasts.
#artiblogging#seriously dont look into Borrasca if you arent 18+ and cant handle heavy subjects#I just needed to scream
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Okay, so I know no one probably cares but I am going to die, if I don't express it and get it out there someway.
Noé × Vanitas has me by a fucking choke hold. I have had and still have so many ships, but I have never been this fucking obsessed with a ship before. I don't know if I can explain in anything other than incoherent screaming and sobbing so anyway yelling over, but Oh my god, I love them so fucking much! I'm losing my god damn mind over here and have no one irl, to share it with so tumblr can have my screaming into void, lol
#The case study of Vanitas#Vanitas#Noé#VaNoé#Mini rant?#Idk#Might delete later#I just needed to scream
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watching u liveblog ofmd s2 is one of the highlights of my day thank u for sharing
THANK U i was gonna watch in peace and form opinions before i came on here but oh mhy god oh my what the fuck
the second jim said 'hes our dick' i knew it was over for me honestly
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y'know every time i feel guilty about bothering someone by singing along when i'm listening to music, i just remember that i have to tolerate my dirtbag brother screaming at his ps5 for hours every day so listening to muffled off-key fall out boy is probably preferable
#ramble#it's not loud btw it's just like. singing along in the car volume#not to get on my soapbox but there's a literal dent in his wall from his controller. and we're in the uk you CANNOT punch through walls#idk about anyone else but i've NEVER yelled at a video game?? like i'm absolute dogshit at 80% of them#and i've never had a PHYSICAL reaction beyond maybe 'ughh' then turning it off#if you're getting that angry maybe you just need to play different games because you're clearly not having fun#also added bonus that i didn't realise until adulthood. as a former daughter#cis son privileges are CRAZY#i don't even swear in front of my parents and my dude is just screaming actual slurs next door with NO consequences#like you wouldn't do that in public why is it ok to do it here#i think i've said fuck in front of my mum ONCE and i literally couldn't look at her the entire day#this is a box i am not ready to unpack yet akdhdh#is this just a my family thing or is this common
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Drew this real quick because I fucking love these two so much ???? Especially Bee. I wish they interacted more so badly. PLEASE.
Also learning how to draw these guys.. slowly.
#IT WILL NEVER NOT BE FUNNY TO ME HOW DELIGHTED B GOT ??? FOR VIOLENCE?#the brainrotsreal's art tag ✧˖°:*♡#like okay you have d17/megatron okay#d17 got consumed by vengeance. iconic of him. you SEE him grow more ruthless/ violent........AND THEN YOU HAVE B 127#he got knife hands for 0.00937 seconds and immediately KILLED PEOPLE SO EASILY IM SCREAMING SDJKJSDS#did by accident and then did it gleefully. AND SO WELL TOO LIKE ???? bro got that hunger for violence ig. got that delight.#i wish we got to see d17 and b127 interact more cause imagine b got his knife hands early and d17 was like.... alright start stabbing#and b127 is LONELY. mf is deprived of interaction and CLEARLY clingy. i see him telling d17 to stand down so he isn't hurt.#not necessarily because he has the SAME morals as orion/optimus#like look me in my eye. tell me if d17 didn't say something like “needing an ally not a leader” (friendship bait)#AND UR TELLING ME BEE WOULDN'T FOLD AND HELP HIM? HM? HMMMMMMMM?#like i feel like b's morals are mostly match whoever he's around. if he was around d-17 more? WELP? let's assassinate together bestie!#anyways optimus and elita gotta watch b fr cause mf is already an incredible ally on the battle field SDKJKDSS#like just tell him where to go and that place would DESTROYED. NO WITNESSEES LEFT. LIKE HELLO#transformers one my beloved#d 16#megatron#tf one#tf one megatron#tf one b 127#b 127#transformers one fanart#never know how many actual tags to use istg.#imagine being isolated for years and all that shit went down like what is going on in b's brain rn. mf got 3 friends and then lost one#SO QUICKLY
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Grown adults but also Highschool bullies fr
#jjk#gojo satoru#satosugu#geto suguru#my art#artists on tumblr#jujutsu kaisen#They call you gay then go home and make out#They are the highschool bullies that are doing so much worse after highschool asdfghj#Screaming into a void#I've been begging all of my friends to watch jjk knowing it's the most heartbreaking story#gojo twirling getos hair just bc he can#I need to shut up#and go to bed.... help
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#guillermo del toro#guillermo del toro's pinocchio#pinocchio#userjoss#useroptional#userbbelcher#chewieblog#*#idk who to tag i just needed to gif this cuz i never wanted to scream something so loud#he is so right tHANK YOU THANK YOU
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hmmm "stuck in the ghost zone" no one knows au thoughts :)
#danny phantom#everlasting trio#zilly art#danny <- looks murderous but is just panic screaming on the inside#i need more 'no one knows' aus where ghosts are inherently malevolent and danny does NOT contest that in fear someone will get hurt#PUT them in the PEAR WIGGLER
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I swear to fucking god
Honestly FUCK 2023
We lost 9 people in my family aince january, both side
We already know who the 10th and 11th will be, that's a fucking nightmare
Im sorry i kind of attack you with that but i needed a little out right now.
Im currently working on the next chapter of FTQHANS, and i will do the fanart Sun anon asked me.
I just... man i need a break. My grandmother lost her three sisters in less than six months, my cousin lost her grand mother, my grandfather cousin (one on BOTH SIDE) AND THREE OTHER PEOPLE ! MY FATHER LOST HIS BESTFRIEND LAST YEAR (HE WASNT EVEN 50 YEARS OLD)
I just... and my *kinda uncle* lost his oldest son in a suicide a month ago...
I know im barely here anymore since his death, but i'll try to stay with you, and i know y'all wont be upset if i take some time away...
Also my parents health isn't really good right now, mom got chronic fatigue and other shit to deal with and i never saw them weak, you know, so that's kind of hard on me (being the oldest and trying to do everything in the house for her and my dad when i can while trying to be the taxi for my sister...)
And my grandfather health on mom side isnt good looking, his painkillers doesnt work and he got other things going on (he's the husband of my grandmother who lost three sisters..)
I'm..... i'm just glad i don't have school right now i guess?
Anyway, job's going good and im waiting for a resukt about my dog health but i guess... it could be worse
Take care y'all
#dirus ranting#tw suicide#give my family a break fucking hell#grandma is the sweetest person alive she doesnt need all the shit this year is throwing at her ffs#the tenth is the husband of a great aunt the tenth my father's godfather whos not given up to cancer yet#i just needed to scream#sorry guys#personal#wttt#welcome to the table
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I 100% believe Lois Lane requested the presence of Bruce Wayne in her delivery room.
Nobody, not even the League, understood until it was time to give birth and Clark froze up at her bedside. Bruce was there to coach them both through it, as Clark’s friend and as Lois’ human reinforcements.
(Bruce flew to Metropolis in a helicopter when he got the news. He found Clark ashen and trembling at Lois’ side, eyes clenched shut as she screamed. He slid into place like he’d never been missing, talking Lois AND Clark through it like he delivered babies every day of the week)
#rambling thoughts sorry#bruce wayne#batman#Clark kent#superman#Lois lane#clois#dc#dc comics#I just hc Clark can’t listen to Lois scream#or be in pain#because with him around she’s never in danger she doesn’t have to be#but this is another beast#he just has to sit there and watch it happen#Lois knows this#so she called Bruce#also she needed the satisfaction of breaking someone’s hand from squeezing#Bruce breaks his fingers every other patrol so this barely fazed him
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liking dnd is so funny because yeah you play the actual game sometimes but mostly you just think about the game and watch other people play the game and slowly go insane thinking about how much you wish you could play the game and hoping that buying more shiny rocks will fix everything
#dnd#dungeons and dragons#not going through something rn wdym haha...#i am FINE i have DEFINITELY played at least once in the last seven weeks#i am also definitely not the scheduling person in my group i am not stressed that no one has time for dnd apparently#i'm fine i just started another critical role campaign im fine im so stable#*screaming*#it provides seratonin but WHEN IS IT MY TURN TO BE HAPPY TO ROLL MY LITTLE DICE FUCK#it's okay i just need to buy more dice#that will fix me
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I'M LOSING MY MIND what is the point of "dig in there mr. spock" ? why did they write that??? spock regularly gives jim massages? in public? on the bridge???WHAT? whY? why does he stop her when he realizes it's NOT spock???? it's somehow more professional that way?! was it for laughs?? IT'S NOT EVEN FUNNY!!!! WHY!!!!
#i'm screaming i'm crying wtf#why does spock look like that#why does it HAPPEN#spirk#shitposting#star trek#gay people#text#like ok#just the fact that spock would ever be giving jim a massage on the bridge is so bizarre#or is it???#i need to go lie down
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Eddie is such a good father. It takes a good parent to give their child the space they need but still invite someone in who can be a safe space so that Christopher is talking to someone. Giving your child that time speaks volumes of who he is as a person and a father.
He doesn’t want to bust the door down he wants Christopher to open it. He wants the privilege of being allowed back in and he recognizes that he needs to earn it. That he cannot force it upon him. Until then he’s going to do what he can to provide Christopher the support and trust that he probably feels like he’s missing from his dad right now.
#eddie diaz#911 abc#omg omg omg#911 spoilers#this gone hurt. this is going to HURT.#Christopher Diaz#I actually have so much to say about this. we haven’t even touched on Chris’ feelings#he JUST got the closure he needed to accept that his mom is gone but that she did love him#that letter was supposed to mark the beginning of healing that wound#and he goes home to see her face right there#I’m screaming.
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itafushi nation how r we Feeling!!!!!!!!!!!
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#yuji itadori#megumi fushiguro#itafushi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#jjk leaks#fanart#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#SCREAMING CRYING THROWING UP FOUGHT MY DYING PEN PRESSURE FR THIS#TH MEGUMI DROUGHT. OVER. CROPS WATERED with yuuji's tears#im a wreck im a gd WRECK#megumi nation itfs nation whatever happens from now on know tht tonight was a Victory#god there r more redraws i want 2 do . i need to like. calm down tho#im so emotional im shaking and my pen is on its last legs i dont think more is good for it#or for my hand#i feel her protesting GHGSD i did paint a lot of leaves today#YA SPEAKING OF . WENT FROM LA DI DA RELAXING SUMMER LIGHT ITFS IN2 THE MOST DEVASTATING/pos CH OF MY LIFE#what a day what a time to be alive#times like this make me so grateful i can draw what wld i do except scream otherwise#i have no words and i must Draw#anyway i dont have anything valuable or coherent to add just know that i am the human embodiment of a whole bunch of exclamation points#my brain is like bzzzzt my heart is like wowwww
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