#I just missed my boiiiii

[soullesssolacearts]

Angel+Fall fashion>>>>>>>>

[eidothean]

señor ciro you were too perfect a protagonist I can’t move on from u bb

[our-future-is-up-to-us-2]

Float

It's Amado time boiiiii (Fic number 7) @narcosfandomdiscord

Enjoy <3

Prompt #2, Book Of Fuck-Ups: Righteous indignation glo-up aka fanwork that corrects a plot misstep or writing blunder that bugs the shit outta you

Word Count: 740

Relationships: Amado Carrillo Fuentes/Marisol, Amado Carrillo Fuentes & Miguel Angel Felix Gallardo

Warnings: Canonical (yet minor) character death

~ Read the fic under the cut ~

Amado Carrillo Fuentes is a high-up henchman. 

Because, under the rule of Miguel Angel Felix Gallardo, he’s managing the transport, but has to comply with Felix's every move. 

Besides, he isn’t made for the drug cartels… So he thinks. In his early days, he had to spend time working out where he belonged, how to start a movement, where the best places exist to stash cocaine, and how to smoothly make transactions. 

Now, he knows almost every trick of the trade, but he still can’t get away with making important phone calls. 

At least, not without Felix rattling on, “Amado, hey? Who’s calling? Tijuana, or Sinaloa? We’re preparing the shipment with Cali, have they responded in kind?” 

Amado can only let go of the phone, letting out a sigh and mumbling some bullshit that Felix doesn’t bother to decode. 

***

Finally, they all break away. Not just him. 

It’s a formal declaration, it’s an official management decision… The Arellano family holds control over Tijuana, Chapo and Azul over Sinaloa, and Amado over Juarez. They’ll keep their contacts with each other, but with such a split, there’s independence. 

They clink their glasses and drink to their newfound freedom, all the while, no one spares their previous leader a glance. 

Amado can make as many phone calls as he likes. He can branch out, finally, extending further than their cartel kingpin circle… 

Because whether Felix knew that his people had lives or not, it doesn’t matter. But, the truth is, they’re all as human as they come. 

***

He dials a number faster than any other. 

When the line connects, he sighs, letting out the tension wound up in his body, and he speaks. 

“Hey… Hey, I’m so sorry. I’m deep in the business now. Not just deep, but high. I’ve got an entire plaza to manage, at my disposal… Yes, yes, of course, I miss you, my love– That’s why I’m calling now–” 

The voice on the other end is fierce and unrelenting, withholding its softness… But it still manages to break through. 

Amado listens, learns, chips in where he can, often receiving scolding in response: Deep in the business?! Right, that’s why you haven’t been here. For years, you’ve abandoned us! Little Anna…  

He chokes up at hearing that. Little Anna. 

He sends them money, as much as he can manage, keeping them afloat. 

Well, being afloat can only go so far in this world. People can only last so long before they sink. 

They talk for a little while longer before they hang up. He runs a hand through his black hair and stares at the ceiling for a while. 

He’ll have to make it up to them. Now, he’s able to. He’s not tied up in the madness of others, instead, he’s at the centre of madness. Juarez belongs to him, after all. 

He can make his own decisions… And if that means calling Marisol every day, then so be it. No one can tell him otherwise. 

***

Two weeks on, he gets another call, and smiles as he hears her voice. 

Yes, they struggle, they’re doing things in unconventional ways, with marriage and contact and all the rest, but he’s tethered to it. He has all the opportunity in the world to stay tethered to his family. 

Well, so he hopes, so he thinks, so he dreams. 

When kingpin Amado, ruler of Juarez, hears what he hears next, he crumbles. 

He takes the first flight back home, and if anyone asks him why, he’ll say it’s confidential. Undisclosed. Maybe it’s better to write it off as ‘unimportant business’, even though Marisol means the world to him. 

Even though Little Anna meant the world to him. 

He’s missed the burial and he’s grovelling at Marisol’s knees, desperate to see his daughter, to try and make things right. 

“She’s grown a lot since the last time you saw her.” She tells him, brows furrowed and arms crossed. 

Well, no shit! Amado wants to scream, She’s grown so much, she’s lived a life without me there… And now she’s dead?  

He’ll just have to transport more coke, get on more flights, manage his business the way he wants to run it. If he’s greeted by his family with non-stop phone calls and a death, well… He’ll bury himself in his work. 

He could take some cocaine, while he’s at it. It might just numb out the pain, and put him back on track.  

[harveylikestoart]

People be like “don’t judge a book by it’s cover”

I judge by paragraph length. I will NOT read something with paragraphs bigger than a third of the page (with regular font size you know.)

[wh6res]

WHEN YOU FIND OUT HE HAS AN ONLYFANS BC HE ACCIDENTALLY CASTED HIS LAPTOP SCREEN TO THE SMART TV

feat. the ‘00 line : tw suggestive

✰ — RENJUN is mortified. wtf his screen turned black right as he was cropping off his face from the video of himself masturbating in the car, where he does most of his onlyfans content bc duh he can’t do it in the apartment. you were always straight home after classes. a homebody. he cant just splay himself on the bed and moan and whine loudly to his heart’s content or else you’ll hear him and god no he’d rather die than you finding out he has an onlyfans. but just as he was furiously pressing the space button of his laptop to get it work somehow, your head pokes inside the door. “uhm, renjun i think you accidentally casted your screen on the tv” “ha ha what? no i did not” and right on cue, he hears the very distinct “ugh baby bet you want this cock in your mouth don’t you? i do too” coming from the living room and his cheeks were tinged red when he fell to his knees. “yn please let me explain!”

✰ — JENO is proud. you and him are quite close, he wouldn’t call it being bestfriends but still, he’s comfortable in your presence and so are you with him. its not that he’s keeping his onlyfans a secret, it’s just you never really asked anyway so he didn’t tell you anything. you and him were chilling in the living room like always. just you getting some readings done on the coffee table while he edits his pictures on the sofa. he had his earphones on and everything and was just doing quick last touchups for this latest nude pic he’s going to post tonight. just when his laptop screen turned black, the smart tv opened on its own, you and jeno’s eyes widened questioningly until there it was. his nude pic; standing before the gym’s locker room mirror, holding his hard dick on one hand, phone on the other, with his tongue teasingly peaking out. “okay but can i see the real thing right now?” jeno doesn’t let the shock paint his features. simply, he smirks.“fine but no drooling”

✰ — HAECHAN is shameless. he’d be kinda confused as to why his laptop’s screen suddenly turned black on him while he’s editing the audio for a new video he’ll be uploading in the weekend. he’d be plugging up his laptop charger bc he thought the device was drained, until he heard slick sounds and his moans coming from the living room. where you were. holy shit. when he bolts out his room, he finds you choking on your chips, sat upright on the couch as you can’t even take your eyes off the screen. he was going to apologize but when he saw the pink tinge on your cheeks and the way your legs clenched as you watched the video of him jerking himself off, he didn’t feel sorry. “are you that fascinated that you can’t take your eyes off my cock, baby? there’s more where that came from” and when you shyly waddled inside his room well... “hey wanna make a sex video with me? we can split the money”

✰ — JAEMIN is clueless. so like jeno, jaem over here isn’t going crazy trying to keep his onlyfans a secret. he wanted to tell you initially about it but the topic was never breached in everyday conversation until eventually he forgot to tell you about it completely. he had been streaming live that night until his toe might’ve accidentally pressed the button that said screencast just as he was about to cum all over his hands. meanwhile you in the living room, raised an eyebrow when the movie cuts and you see him on screen, right when he says “i wish you were here with me. your pussy would feel amazing choking my cock” when his stream was over, he hears a knock on his bedroom door and he immediately put his pjs back on before opening it. “hey jaem thanks for free content, thats some good stuff you have there. maybe i can join in sometime, okay thats all i have to say! bye~” “uh wait hold tf up what do you mean”

✰ — YANGYANG is relieved. okay so yeah he’s keeping it a secret but only because from what he remembers, you were always more on the conservative side. bb is scared you might kick him out if you find out he’s a content creator at onlyfans. okay definitely, his secret keeping needs a little bit of work because he literally left the tab open, right on his profile. you and him were working on a project together and you had insisted he casts his laptop screen on the tv for the presentation file and boiiiii he accidentally casted the wrong tab omfg im dying. his fingers trembled trying to find the uncast button as the most recent video he posted autoplayed “hey babe, you back? daddy’s been waiting for such a long time i missed your sweet pussy” but he pauses when he hears you laughing. “omg yangyang! i cant believe you have a daddy kink wtf!” well at the end of the day, he’s just relieved he doesn’t have to hide it from you anymore and he can still live here.

✰ — SHOTARO is cheeky. okay if yalls think he’s going to be all innocent and embarrassed and soft uwu about the whole thing lmao hell no. i dont think he is. i bet he’s hiding all that sexayyy charisma under that cute face and it’s also probably why he’d have a hoard of people on his onlyfans. addicted to the contrast of that cute, soft voice of his going deep and domineering when the led lights in his room turn red. okay so you were running around the room almost late to your appointment when he “accidentally” hits screencast on his laptop. and suddenly the smart tv opened and he tried gulping down his laughter when you literally stopped in your tracks and watched the video of him unfold. “i bet baby’s laying down right now with her fingers shoved inside her cunny, getting off at the sight of my cock, hm slut?” your eyes widened like saucers and shit your pussy just clenched. “taro wtf is that-that you?” “i don’t know, why don’t you come here and find out, baby?”

headcanon reqs are open bitches !! had so much fun making this lmao idk alot abt onlyfans so im sorry if some of the details are wrong :'>

[sergeant-angels-trashcan]

an opposite shout-out to all the people who were with me in the theatre that was playing Thor and had the lights go on for like....10 minutes?? of the climactic battle scene on Asgard, if y’all buttheads had a little faith in the person who actually got the lights back off, you would have gotten a pass to see any movie in whatever fancy pants theatre you liked

smh did you really think there wouldn’t be a manager or smth there? should have let me be your heimdall. smh.

[ruki--mukami]

A relaxed sigh escaped past the painters lips as they stared out of the window, a cup of iced-beverage was in their hand, they blinked a few times, taking in the warmth of the sun, it felt warm, and it was pleasing.

"Ah... The summer time have been my favorite season ever since I was a child. I missed this feeling... The warmth of the sun, the blue sky... I will never be able to reflect this beauty. "

Yeah boiiiii, Ellen got their remastered sprites-//

"Hm, I wouldn't say that, Ellen. You capture that beauty and so much more every day. And no, I'm not just referring to your paintings," he said with a chuckle, raising the iced beverage to his mouth for a quick, refreshing sip. "Summer definitely has its charms, though. Vampires are quite cold-blooded, so the heat is the least of my worries. If anything, it feels a bit rejuvenating at times. Not to mention the sea around this time of the year."

Suddenly Ruki set the drink down, clutching the painter by the chin with a sly smirk as he gazed into their eyes.

"It reminds me of your wondrous eyes. The sun at its peak, not a cloud in sight… That's what I see," his faced neared theirs, taking a bandaged hand in his. "Now, then… Shall we look at the sea together?"

🧩 OMG I WAS SO EXCITED TO SEE THIS ASK IN MY INBOX, ELLEN LOOKS WONDERFUL AS ALWAYS ALTHOUGH I WAS NOT EXPECTING SO MANY BANDAGES, I GUESS THAT'S MORE LORE I NEED TO UNCOVER- 🧩

[darlingimawitch]

Hi! So for the OTP questions, how about Karmagisa 2, 8, 20, 23, 24, 28, 56?

HI LOVE <33 I HAD THIS IN MY DRAFTS FOR A WHILE AJSJ okay let's get to it i've been missing them a lot lately ahhh

2. Who sleeps in and who is the early bird?

karma sleeps in (only by a little) and nagisa's the early bird. i feel like time skip wise, nagisa likes to get up super early so he won't have to rush anything, you know? like he likes to have his breakfast first, gets his school materials out and ready before he actually gets ready while as karma likes to prepare things the night before and sleeps in a bit the next morning.

8. Who’s more likely to cry about a plant dying?

nagisa 100%. he's one of those plant dads and the reason his balcony is filled with different kinds of plants. karma tried to limit him to one plant per trip but he can't really resist nagisa's puppy dog eyes so he ends up letting hin buy five

20. Who’s more likely to get into a bar fight?

karma ! and it would be for the pettiest reason too

23. Which of the two would you rather team up with for a game of laser tag?

NAGISA AHAHAHA look karma is a good leader and all but i rather have the sneaky skilled assasin one on my team than anticipate him you feel me

24. Who gets a little too invested in board games?

karma. he's a petty person what more can i say

28. Who brings CapriSun to a frat party?

nagisa ofc he's at the corner sipping his caprisun maybe most probably just waiting for karma to wrap things up (he's not rlly a party person)

56. Which of the two is the most competitive?

karma ma boiiiii his competitive streak is something people think nagisa has to endure with but he honestly doesn't mind it at all (if anything karma's influencing him to be more competitive)

[blackhakumen]

Mini Fanfic #700: Much Needed Reunion (RWBY)

Inside the Schnee Mantle.......

Nora: Where's Oscar? I wanna see him~

Ren: Oh! (Immediately Gets Nervous) Uhhh....Well.... You see.....A-About Oscar, he's-

Nora: (Happily Singing) I wanna see my baby boi!~

Jaune: (Nervously Opens the Door with Oscar Next to Him) Uhh....Here he comes.

Nora: I wanna see my baby bo- ('GASPS') (Eyes Widened in Complete and Utter Shock as She Sees Oscar Slowly Walks into the Room with Bruises and a Black Eye)

Oscar: Uhhhhhhhh.....(Smiles a bit Awkwardly and Waves at Nora) Long time no se-

Nora: (Immediately Hold her Finger in Front of her, Takes a Long, Deep Breath Before.......) MY. BABY. BOIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!! (Immediately Rushes Over to Her Baby Boi) What in the flipping pancakes happened to you!?!? (Quickly Examines Oscar's Body) Did someone shoot you with a freaking cannonball or something!? Where in the world did you get that black eye!!!?

Oscar: Nora, I-

Nora: (Place her Hands on Both Side if her Head in Fear) Ohhh gods! I knew it! I knew should've convince Yang to switch sides and let me go with you guys instead, if I knew I had the chance!!!

Oscar: Nora, please. I-

Nora: (Turns to Jaune and Ren with Worry and Anger in her Eyes) What in the ever loving HELL happened to my baby!!!!? You two and little miss fire pants were with him this whole time, right!!?Did some crazy looking Grimm attacked him or something!!!?

Jaune: Well, I mean, you're not completely wrong in that assum-

Ren: (Immediately Hit Jaune on the Shoulder with his Very Own)

Jaune: (Winces in Pain While Rubbing his Shoulder)

Nora: Oh my god! REALLY!!!?

Oscar: Nora!-

Nora: For the love of all things holy.... CAN SOMEONE PLEASE TELL ME WHO WOULD GO AND MASSACRE MY BOIIIII-

Oscar: (Immediately Grab Both of Nora's Hands to) NORA! (Sighs a bit Heavily Once He Finally Got Nora to Calm Down) Listen, I know you're scared, worried, and might have a lot of questions of what happened to me right now, but just....calm down for me, okay? I'm right here.

Nora: (Gently Squeezes Oscar's Hands While Giving him the Most Worried Frown He Has Ever Since on her Face) Then tell me what's going on, Oscar. What happened to you while we were separated?

Oscar: (Takes a Deep Breath Before Explaining Himself) Well....For starters, I was kidnapped by a giant, flying hound like Grimm. Then, once it took me to Salem's lair, I was uhhh......... Beaten up and tortured there.......For a day and a half....by Hazel......

'Silence'

Nora: (Enraged) WHAT!? YOU WERE TORTURED FOR ONE AND A HALF DAYS BY HAZEL!!!!!?

Ren: Nora! (Quickly Went to Nora's Side and Place Both of his Hands onto her Shoulders) Please. Calm yourself.

Jaune: Ren's right. It won't do you any good if you keep stressing yourself out and screaming like this.

Nora: (Sighs While Calming Herself Down) Okay. Okay. I'm sorry! I just.....(Look Up at the Ceiling and Begins to Groan Loudly) ('Uggghhhhh') I'm just soooooo angry right now, you know? First, I've been out of commission for a while and now I found about this!?

Oscar: Wait. So is that's the reason why you have those marks in your arms?

Nora: Oh. Uhh....Yeah..(Giggles a Bit Awkwardly While Blushing a Little) More or less. I'll tell you all about later, sweetie. Right now....(Went Back to Being Angry) Momma wanna rant some more!!

Ren: Nora.

Nora: ('Ugh') Fiiiiine. I'll calm myself down......

Ren: (Smiles Softly While Giving Nora a Kiss on the Cheek) Thank you, dear.

Nora: (Blush a Little) Mmhmm. You're welcome, babe. But I do know one thing. If I EVER see that giant monster again, I will personally pin him to the ground and rip BOTH of legs RIGHT OPEN!

Jaune: (Already Scared Shitless) W-W-What ever happened to you wanting to break legs?

Nora: (Gives Jaune a Deadpinined Look on her Face) Jaune. Honey. We've been through a lot together since the moment we went Haven. I'm already passed that phase.....

Jaune: ('Gulp')

Oscar: Well, you really don't have to worry about Hazel now that you mention him.

Nora: What? (Turns Back to Oscar) Why? What happened to him?

Oscar: He sacrificed himself to stop Salem in her tracks so we could escape from her lair. In a way he.....kinda saved all our lives back there.

Nora: But.....(Gently Squeezes Oscar's Hands Again) He still hurt you.....

Oscar: ('Sigh Heavily') Yeah.....(Looks Down on the Ground) I know.......But...(Slowly Brings his Head Back Up) it is what it-Is?

('Sniff'.....'Sniff')

Oscar: (Starts Getting Worried Once He Sees Nora is Already in Tears as He Squeezes her Hands as Well) Hey hey hey. Nora, what wrong? Why are you crying?

Nora: I-I'm just.....('Sniff') So glad..... Glad to see you again! (Pulls Oscar into a Loving Hug)

Oscar: (Winced a Little in Pain by Nora's Bear Hug) Nora.....

Nora: I don't wanna lose you anymore. I just.....('Sniff') My heart can't take it anymore....('Sniff')

Oscar: Nora, I.....('Sigh') I'm sorry. (Finally Hugs Nora Back) I-I am...so sorry that I keep scaring you and everyone else as of late. I just....('Sigh') Everything just keep happening so fast and-

Nora: I know, honey. ('Sniff') Everything is happening so fast.....('Sniff') (Pulls Oscar Away for a Second) That's why we are going to do our damndest to watch over for now on! (Turns to Jaune and Ren) Right, boys?

Jaune: (Nodded in Agreement) Right.

Ren: (Nodded as Well)

Oscar: ('Sigh') Guys, really. You don't have to do all of that for-

Nora: Yes, we do, Oscar! ('Sniff') We're tired! Tired of seeing you disappear, tired of seeing you getting yourself hurt or almost killed! EVERYTHING! ('Sniff') I'm just.....('Sniff') (Went Back to Hugging Oscar) I want my baby be happy and safe.....

Oscar: Nora......

Jaune: Oscar.

Oscar: (Looks Back Up to Jaune) Hm?

Jaune: Do you wanna know how I feel when ran off in the Atlas base....or when that Hound Grimm took you away from us? I was worried.....scared that....(Tears Begins to Fall Down his Eyes) ('Sniff') none of us were going to see you again. We've already loss Pyrrha a long time ago! I don't wanna lose you too! (Immediately Joins in the Group Hug While Crying Softly Himself)

Oscar: Jaune......

Ren: Oscar, I know each of us may sound overbearing and maybe even overprotective at the moment, but we're only like this because we love you so much and we obly want you be safe. (Joins in the Group Hug) So please.....('Sniff') Let us do this for you....('Sniff') Okay?

Ozpin: (In Oscar's Head) Please let them.

Oscar: ('Sigh') Okay. If.... that's what all of you really want to do, then.....go for it. Just.... don't go overboard, okay?

Jaune: We won't!

Ren: We promise.

Nora: Just believe in us, sweetie, okay!?

Oscar: (Chuckles Lightly) Okay. Okay. I believe you. I just......(A Tear Fell Down From His Eyes) I love you guys too.

Thank you.

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@rozanime

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[cherryobx]

Music video//Drew Starkey x reader

requested?: yeahhhh boiiiii  “This is the last Ari related ok, but another Drew request where you are yes again a big artist and you really love Drew so you guys are and have been dating for a long time in secret but due to quarantine both of your fandoms start noticing things like a shirt that is from drew around the room I don’t know, so you were realizing a new song aka” stuck with you” so you decide to bring drew to the video ok I’m gonna cry”

summary: people notice a few things while you're quarantining with your boyfriend so you film a music video with him to finally announce you and Drew dating

warnings: my bad writing, i'm sorry for this one

WC: idk i wrote this on my phone

(not my pic/edit, found it on pinterest)

Dating as a known person was hard for most of the time. Especially when you're a singer and your boyfriend is an actor. All the hiding and sneaking around made you frustrated sometimes but you preferred it that way.

You and Drew had been dating for almost a year and you still hadn't told the public eye anything. Only your closest friends and family knew about you two.

None of your fans weren't suspecting a thing. You were pretty good at hiding it.

But people started to notice when miss rona appeared and everyone had to stay in quarantine.

Of course you and Drew were doing that together.

One day you decided to go live on instagram since you were bored and Drew was taking a nap in the bedroom.

Soon some people started to comment about the shirt behind you on the couch.

"i think i've seen that shirt before"

"didn't Drew Starkey wear that shirt a few days ago?"

etc.

You acted like you didn't see the comments but you did. Internally you were freaking out and didn't know what to do.

So as soon as you ended the live, you rushed to the bedroom and woke your boyfriend up.

"Drew!"

"What happened, babe?" he asked, voice still very sleepy.

"People saw the fucking shirt."

"What are you talking about?"

"I was live on instagram and i didn't notice that one of your shirts was behind me. Everyone saw it."

"Babe, calm down, please. It's not a big deal. They have no proof that it's mine. It could be anyone's at this point."

"I gues so," you sighed and climbed between his arms, resting your head on his chest and listening to his steady heartbeat.

You soon forgot about it.

A few days later you filmed a tiktok on the balcony and you didn't notice that you could see Drew walk by inside the apartment.

Of course as soon as you saw that, you took the video down but thousands of people had already seen it.

Everyone was talking about it and it was the most popular topic at the moment.

When the video went viral, you were crying in Drew's arms and saying how sorry you were.

"Don't worry. It's going to be okay."

"But now everyone knows."

"Maybe everyone should know, i wouldn't mind showing my pretty girl off."

"I don't know, Drew. I just wanted to wait a little bit longer."

"I know, but there's nothing we can do about it now."

"Should we make it official then?" you asked wiping your tears.

"Only if you want to."

"I guess there's no point in hiding it anymore."

Then you had an amazing idea how to publicly address the situation.

You had a new song coming out, which of course was written about Drew.

He was your muse. Almost everything you wrote was about him.

So you decided to put Drew in the video for a few seconds. He agreed to it.

"I'm actually glad that we made it public. I wish it would've been more on our terms but i guess this works. Thank you for agreeing to do this, I love you.

"No problem, honey. I love you too."

Since you were still quarantining, you had to film at home.

You got a few clips of him cooking and just doing stuff around the apartment. You also got a video clip of you two cuddling on the couch.

You sent the clips to your editor and boom the video was ready in a few days.

So you released it. It made both of the fandoms go absolutely crazy because none of them were expecting to see Drew in the video. Luckily most of them were happy for you and supportive.

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[henriiiii-1001old]

ayyyy another redraw from ya boiiiii

i’m rly proud of this, and god i’ve improved so much from last time again! i’ve grown to love these two so much, especially these designs!

also, i made a revised version of the old story i made for the old drawing! so here’s a new one to celebrate ^^ (click the “Keep reading for the story)

     I remember our first kiss. Sure, it was so long ago and yet it feels like it was just yesterday. You were discharged from the hospital and we held hands on our way out. Your warm skin was touching mine once again, and oh how lovely that felt back then. You took me to your favorite spot in the next town over, New Harmony. The place you grew up. You parked the car and rushed the both of us outside and stood on the middle of the bridge, the sun just about to set.      You asked me, ”So, you like the view?”      “It’s lovely,” I responded. “I could stare at it forever.”      “You wouldn’t stare at me forever?”      I was confused. I didn’t know what you meant at that moment, as I was oblivious to your love for me. Even the glimmer in your eyes going somewhat dim when you said that. While you didn’t seem upset, now when I look back I could tell you were.      “I mean, if I could live forever. Then yes,” I responded, hopefully not giving it away that I had loved you too.      “I just wanted to thank you for visiting me every day,” you began talking, facing the sunset as you did so. “I remember feeling your hand clutching mine every time you cried. I felt it while I was unconscious. But that’s because I kept dreaming about you. I kept feeling you, hearing you cry every visit. And I remember every time I saw you leave, I got sad too. I wanted you to stay with me. And well…”      You had turned back to me, the shine back in your eyes. God they’re beautiful now as they were back then, those shining emerald eyes that I could never mistake for someone else. You had even stood closer to me, which I hadn’t really noticed now that I think about it.      And then you continued, “Well, I can stay with you for however long forever will last.”      I didn’t understand what that meant, but looking at you, my face felt beet red. God, it’s always embarrassing when I turn red because I always felt it, but at that moment I was too focused on your caring, joyous smile that made you so lovable.      I came to my senses for a little bit and I had asked you, “What do you mean?”

     And that’s when it happened.

     You had grabbed my right wrist lightly and placed a hand on my left cheek. You had to stand on your tippy toes in order to reach my lips. And then you placed your lips on mine. It felt like I was in heaven. At first I didn’t know how to enter its gates, but as I gave in more and more to you, the more those gates opened. The way you had kissed me so lovingly made my heart flutter, and I never wanted that moment to end. I ended up swinging both of my arms around your waist to bring us closer. I just wanted to hold you and enter heaven with you, because I knew that at that point I never wanted to separate from you.      But that time came for us to part, as we had trouble breathing during our moment above the clouds. We simply looked at each other lovingly and smiled. I let tears run down my face as I laughed with joy. My feelings for you had been reciprocated, and that was all I ever wanted. Sure, we didn’t even know each other very well, but we could get to know each other more than ever now.      I love you so much, Jeremy. I hope you can come back soon, wherever you are… I miss you so much my love…

Your loving husband,

     Mikah Fitzgerald

[feliciohno]

Frenchy Fwoggy boiiiii

fave thing about them

p,,,pwitty,,,,, im looking so disrespectfully

least fave thing about them

look im not gonna say hes not pretty as a blonde but his like dirty blonde light brown hair look is SO fucking nice ugh UGH i miss it

fave line

"watching you drown everything in tomato sauce would be the death of me" ends me also something about "you naughty wizard boy" makes me hate my life he did say that thats just a thing he said and i want death

brOTP

the bad friends trio is very good theyre very stupid and very buddy

OTP

its fruk no ifs ands or buts

nOTP

idk like i dont think i really have a notp for him its more just ships im not very like interested in but still like if you show them to me ya know? like bft as romantic or fruame i dont dislike them i still like them a lot! just idk not enough to go looking for content or make any myself? i have ships like that for every character ig but its not like a notp

random headcanon

furry

unpopular opinion

why does everyone made england the catboy?? france is literally standing right fucking there

song i associate with them

The Faulty Feline Philosophy by Ferry ft Gumi and Ah, What a Wonderful Cat Life by Nem ft Gumi & Kagamine Len idk man its the vibes

fave pic of them

any image of him with his hair up oh oh my god im not straight oh oh my fucking god hes hough im homos

SEND CHARACTER ASKS

[readbythestarlight]

c2e117

Oh Sam xD

Taliesin

What are you wearing

I want the ornaments real bad

Sorry I don’t know what’s happening because WTF @THE SUPERNATURAL WRITERS

[[MORE]]

Okay

Anyway

Lucien, THE Nonagon

See y’all, Molly wasn’t Lucien. He’s gone.

A valid question

He’s very charming and I hate him

And they’re all seething deep down I bet and they’re gonna kill him so hard

I don’t like hiiiiiim

Skeevy as fuck this boy

Eh fuck you Lucien

Can’t wait for them to kill him

"Truly gone" okay don’t be a dick

But I’m also kinda glad we have confirmed that for sure

Gross

"You’re real cute; I’ll ask that you stay a bit back because you are getting a bit annoying." Fuck you, bitch.

I hate him

And I hate that Yasha is still talking to him like Molly’s still in there somewhere

Yeah so what DO we do next

Do we follow? Can they handle him + the rest?

Nine Betrayer Gods

But it’s not connected right or Matt would have known off the top of his head and wouldn’t have needed to look

They should have mentioned the city and seen how he reacted

Oh god Dagon please be safe and don’t die

Y’all, Molly is GONE

Why are y’all deluding yourselves? Like I get it, you always want to hope you’re loved ones can come back

But I don’t think Molly was a piece of Lucien

Yasha treating spider Caleb like a pupper xD

I mean obviously they need to follow him right

This is where Matt and the plot have led them and god only knows what could happen if they just let him do his thing

YES

YES

CALL MY BOY

god I miss Essek PLEASE call him

Maybe he can come with you

I just miss him guyssss ;~;

And we’re walking

Idk about scrying on Cree

I think they’d expect that

It’s so creepy that they can just SEE

Also Lucien is just the creepiest

Good FjordJester convo

Awww Jester checking in with our boy! That’s good actually, people sometimes forget to check in on him after things

Anyway I ship FjordJester so

Oh shoot I forgot about the bounty

I love his little smile when Jester suggests messaging someone

HOLY SHIT

HE’S IN DARKTOW

AND THEY WERE THERE AND HE WAS THERE

holy fuck

God Travis and Laura are so fucking adorable

Beau and Dagon bonding with Yasha over the big pie xD

Yeah I wondered how Dagon would react when they let that one slip

Poor Dagon

Aw jeeze, poor guy

Why don’t we just ask Essek to come hang out for a bit huh

Plz

Plz bring him somehow

And I love that they’re reaching out to him for help

I hope he’s okay

Guys I love Essek so much and I worry about him

Ooo the magician

IS HE CLOSE

HES CLOSE

MY BOY IS CLOOOOOOSE

WE’RE GONNA GET HOT BOIIIII

I’m very glad you checked in on him too ;~;

Thank you Cad

God I’m so excited please go find him

lol poor fjord

He missed them

Huh, why is he overseeing an outpost outside of the Dynasty? Is he in trouble or is he there to take care of something?

Matthew

Please don’t let this fight take up the rest of the episode I want them to get close to my BOY

it’a aN ALASKAN BULL WORM

I get excited when I notice Hamilton references now

lol a bunbun, very nice. Laura with the save!

Arbuckle Wilderness?? I KNOW WHERE THAT IS

Oh NO

Fjord sitting there stunned but internally going “fuck fuck it’s a turtle fuck”

Poor Matt, he comes up with all these encounters and they just keep polymorphing them away

Y’all are such morons

It’s gonna be like the dragon turtle and just follow them

[Dagon liked that]

Right okay well I’m glad it didn’t end on like a huge cliffhanger or anything since we have a 2 week break!

I hope we see Essek when we come back tho

Anyway happy break everyone!

[flowersandinternet]

i miss him. everything. i miss having someone to share my every thought with, show every cute animal and baby video, talk about all our nerdy interests that i dont share with anyone else. i miss the near immediate phone call after i mention im down or anxious. i miss the tight squeezes, whether they were full of joy or just holding me until i stopped crying. i miss giving back scritchies every night before sleep, even when i was always promised some back, but never got them bc it always put us both to sleep. i miss his skin, smooth and perfect and warm, the closeness and safeness of being that close to another human, the way we clichely fit together so perfectly wrapped up in only the covers and each other. i miss him excitedly explaining whatever soccer game was on, whatever wrestling match, and any GOT plotlines i didnt quite understand and how the book did a much better job. i miss waking up next to him, how precious he looked half asleep in the morning, his messy bed hair, bright blue eyes, and perfect lil butt ready to squeeze. i miss how well he got on with my whole family, and the intense love for my boogie boy and the cats. i miss having a first port of call for any work related thing i didnt have the answer to, as well as someone to immediately bitch about how dumb a customer was being. i keep finding myself thinking back to the first moments, the first time i saw him on my first shift, the care, humour, and encouragement he gave in regards to starting uni, and the day I finally admitted to myself that id stop repressing the crush i had on him, which also turned out to be the same day we started talking seriously. about our second date when i locked my keys in my car an hour from home, ruining our date plans, but getting to know him in a deeper way as he drove me home and back to get the spare key. about the night we started dating, and the cuddles we shared. about the nights we stayed up talking till 5am. the night i told him i adored him, and he first told me he loved me. the songs that are still so full of love they make me cry. and mostly how certain we were of the future, that we were the people we were going to marry and spend the rest of our lives with. i dont really know where we went wrong, but i get nauseous when i think about not having him beside me. if its for the best, then its for the best. i just wish i wasnt miserable. and i wish he were here.

[just-messing-around]

AAAAAAAHHHHH MAJORA'S MASK GODDESS OF TIME-AAAAAHHH

Zelda: *Teaches Link the song of time*

Zelda: *Talking to Link* The Goddess of Time is protecting you. If you play the Song of Time, she will aid you...(Yes, it was in red. This is the first time I've ever colored words.)

Me, who's recently made an OC to be the Goddess of Time and hold the 'missing' 4th piece from the middle of the try force: OOOOOOOOOHHHH DÄMN, BOIIIII!! LOOK AT THAT SHÍT! HELL YEAH! (The reason I used Ä and Í is to try and avoid trouble with tumblr)

You hear that, Lisea/Apha! You do exist! To some level, anyway....

Even though I originally made her for BOTW, I've already stated that my goddess oc has.the ability to travel through the time lines and is able to spend time in basically whatever game she chooses.

Wanna spend time in Twilight Princess?

She can.

Skyward Sword?

She can.

Ocarina of Time?

She can.

Majora's Mask?!

She can!

Hell (this word shouldn't get my in trouble if it's uncensored, right?) yeah, boi!

One of the fairies literally just begged the Goddess of Time for help and more time!

She's freaking real and I'm loving this shít!

[surveys-at-your-service]

Survey #380

“so tear me open, but beware: there’s things inside without a care”

What do you want more than anything else? Good health, on both fronts. Have you ever tried coconut water? No, but I've heard it's gross. Who was your first love? My first "real" boyfriend, Jason. Have you ever been to a convention? (comic, YouTube, etc.) I've been to a reptile convention. Have you ever done a first aid course? No. What internet browser do you use? Well, I typically use Google Chrome, but because it hasn't been loading webpages for me, I've been using Microsoft Edge lately. Are you addicted to any energy drinks? No; I don't like energy drinks. How often do you see your mother? Every day, because I live with her. Do you like croutons in your salad? No. Are you the one who vacuums your house? Mom and I both do it. When was the last time your living room furniture was rearranged? It hasn't been rearranged in this house, but arranged when we moved in. What company do you get your internet through? Suddenlink. When you were little, did you like watching Cartoon Network, Disney, or Nickelodeon more? Disney tops 'em. I didn't watch very much Cartoon Network. If you have siblings, when was the last time you saw them? I see Nicole usually every Wednesday because she eats dinner with us. I haven't seen Ash in a little while. Misty and Katie both visited the house pretty recently, and I haven't seen Bobby for a few years. I really miss him and his son. How many cars does your household own? One. What’s your favourite meat? Chicken or pork. What’s the best amusement park you’ve ever visited? Disney World. How old were you when you got your first car? I've never had my own car. What colour is your shampoo? White. Are you listening to music right now? If so, what’s the theme of the lyrics? "Pet" by A Perfect Circle. Manipulation of a child would be my guess. What was the last thing you had to eat? I had cookies 'n cream yogurt. Are you picky about brand name for anything? Probably for some things, but nothing's coming to me right now. Do elevators freak you out? Yes. The idea of getting stuck freaks me out. Are you still in touch with your best friend from high school? No. Have you ever visited any celebrity gravesites? No. How do you feel about archaeology? I think it's very fascinating. How do you find new music to listen to when you want it? YouTube recommendations, usually. What is your favorite thing to do on The Sims? I only played the animals one, in which case I loved breeding them to see the babies, haha. Do you have any tattoos? Ye boiiiii If yes, is there any meaning behind them? All of them. If no, do you want any? What would you like? N/A Have you dyed your hair more than once (and different colors)? Oh yeah. Which hair color you’ve had has been your favorite? Red. Your favorite place to be aside from your home? Sara's house, haha. If you were stupid-rich, would you ever actually want a mansion? Nah, I don't need that much space. And I'm not really into hiring a maid or something to clean the place. Did you ever sit alone at lunch in school? Yes. I was usually too shy to "force" (as I saw it) my way into other's space, so I really only sat down with friends or acquaintances if I was asked. What is your least favorite beverage? Probably cranberry juice. Do you shave up past your knees (if you shave your legs)? If I shave, yes. Any old home remedies you use when you’re sick? Just sipping ginger ale. Do you like fruits or vegetables more? Fruit, definitely. Who was your last text message from? Sara. What was your first job? Sales associate at GameStop. Do you live near any volcanoes? Nope. Where does your best friend live? Illinois. How many people have you truly fallen IN love with? Two. Has anybody ever called you a tease? Yes, but only by my then-boyfriend, and he only meant it playfully. What about kinky? No. What’s your favorite bird? Probably barn owls. Have you ever been high? No. Who did you last confide in? My mom. How many keys are on your keychain? One. Where was your mom born? New York. Do you know how to tap dance? I took many years of clogging classes, which is very, very similar; the shoes are just a bit different to create a unique sound. Have you ever seen your siblings naked? My little sister and I used to bathe and take showers together as little kids, plus she is literally shameless and has walked into the living room looking for a towel after a shower on many occasions, haha. I actually don't think I've seen my older sister naked. When eating string cheese, do you dive right in or just peel it? I don't like string cheese. Do you have your own personal water jug? If so, where did you buy it? No. Well, Mom bought me one, but... we did NOT realize it was HUGE. We returned it, so now I don't have one. How do you get rid of your hiccups? Just wait it out and suffer. I've tried every trick in the book, and none work for me. Do you know how to take screen shots on your computer? Yes. When you sneeze, do you sneeze into your hand or the inside of your elbow? Into the crook of my elbow. What’s your ultimate favorite bagel? I really just enjoy a plain 'ole bagel with cream cheese. When you have chocolate, do you eat it room temperature? Or are you like me and stick the bar into the fridge first? I like it at room temperature. Are there any constellations you recognize just by looking at them? Well, I know either the Little or Big Dipper when I see 'em, but idk which is which. I just know one's upside-down. Which insect do you find the most beautiful? Butterflies. Moths can be gorgeous, too. What was the last thing you got very excited about? Someone is FINALLY adopting the dog this weekend. Mom and I have lost every ounce of patience with her. The family that wants her though came to visit, and they all adore her. Which Disney villain is your favorite? Probably Scar. I think he was pretty sly, plus he had a bangin' song, lol. Have you ever had a bedroom with a specific theme? Not really. Just filled with stuff I like. If you had to design a room with a theme, what theme would you choose? I would love to make a like, woodsy sort of room, if that makes any sense. Maybe like pine green walls with wooden accents and realistic decor. It'd be SUPER cool if I could build like one of those catwalk things along the walls that look like branches for my cat to maneuver along. Have you ever given money to a homeless person? No, I'm too distrustful. Have you ever designed your own Facebook timeline cover? Yeah. What is one site that closed down that you wish would come back? I used to really enjoy Dragons of Atlantis on Kabam! or whatever it was called. It transferred to a phone app that I have, but it's just not as fun. The dragons were super cool, and the artwork in general was just dope. If you have a partner, have you ever had to sleep in separate beds? If you don’t, how would you feel if a future partner wanted separate beds? I sometimes worry my future partner and I will have to have separate beds because of my nightmares/terrors that frequently cause me to lash out and basically attack the air. Sleeping separately would feel weird to me, but I'd far rather not hurt my partner. Hopefully, getting a CPAP mask really will help me. Though I don't imagine cuddling with one is comfortable. ;-; Or does having a partner even matter to you? I mean I want a partner someday, so I wouldn't say it "doesn't matter" to me, but it's not something I'm currently pitching a fit over not having one. How many languages can you count to a hundred in? Two. What is something you are skeptical about? The government lmao. What is something you find absolutely unethical? The meat industry, honestly. You look into it and it's just... disgusting, what they do to animals. I wish I could go without meat, I really do. What is something unethical you would not mind doing? Uhhhh? Is there a murder case you find absolutely fascinating? Okay so have you ever heard about or seen that video of a woman acting all strange inside an elevator at some hotel? Well, she disappeared after leaving that elevator, and some time later, residents complained about the water quality. They found her fucking body in one of the water tanks (I think that's what they're called?), and no one could explain how someone could have 1.) gotten up there and 2.) gotten the tank open to put her corpse inside. It's fuckin weird and creepy. What is an unusual item somebody you know owns? No idea. What’s the oldest TV-show you like? When was it made? Uhhh I don't know which is older, but I love I Love Lucy and The Munsters. Have you ever won a trophy for something? If so, what was it for? Yeah, sports and academic stuff. Have you ever been interviewed to a newspaper? If so, what was it about? No. Do you have a mug with your name/initials on it? No. Have you ever designed your own mug? No. Have you ever gone mud riding? No, that is not my definition of fun. I don't like being dirty. Have you met somebody that you want to spend the rest of your life with? Yes. Who was the last male you talked to? Does he have facial hair? My psychiatrist, and he does. Have you ever dressed up as a Disney character? Which one? Not to my recollection. Have you ever played chess? If so, are you good at it? No. If I wanted to buy you a chocolate bar, what kind should I NOT get? Don't get anything with coconut.