#I just live to overshare
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everybodys gotta get back into the practice of using pseudonyms online... i remember the time of screen names where u never ever told anyone ur real name and that was just understood as basic internet safety. plus having a screen name is fun because sometimes it sticks so well that it becomes part of ur identity that u can use in whatever facet of ur life you choose. it rocks to pick your own name
#im living proof! i wasnt always called kiwi but now i am and it rocks#but mostly im just worried about all these kids wayyy oversharing personal info online#not to be like aaaggghh kids these days. but.#um people are sharing their full names and schools and deepest secrets with their FACE ATTACHED#i surely dont need to explain why thats scary#tiktok trends where u share stuff you would Never tell people irl.... WITH!!! YOUR FACE!!!!! IN FULL VIEW!!#WHHH.... WHY...........#Get Scared of Internet Strangers Again Please!
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The unending urge to reveal every last detail of my personal life to the little gay people in my phone.
Like, oh yeah I love talking to you about blorbo from our shows. Here’s my full legal name, home address, parents’ home address, phone number, workplace, and security questions answers :)
#m rambles#I’m only half joking#I have to fight the urge ever single day not to reveal my full legal name or all the details about my childhood and current home#literally the only thing holding me back is knowing that that’s incredibly reckless and stupid to do#I just live to overshare#even irl almost everyone I’ve talked to has heard my full legal name because I over share all the time#hell they all know my family’s full legal names#bread can testify to this if they want but they’re also biased because we’re actually close friends lmao#so they actually have a reason to know so much about me#why am I like this
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listening that finally and going crazy thinking bout HIM (i just wanted to overshare how much i love him, at 2 am🫂)
#he is such a cutie patootie#THIS PICTURE GUYS#i NEED him#tbh#wild or fluffy idc#just give me him#he's so 🫦#live laugh love quicksilver#evan peters fandom#evan peters#quicksilver#peter maximoff#julia overshares — ☆
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I’m finally biting the bullet and contacting a therapist today after being ambivalent ab it for so long… this hellsite has its many disadvantages but one thing I can say is it has truly helped me be less scared of pursuing therapy. Silver lining etc etc
#And to be clear I have nothing against therapy. I’ve seen it do wonders for other people#I think the reason it’s a point of defeat (just a little) for me to be like ok. I need a therapist. Is bc I’m admitting to myself that I#need one to begin w. And I get it’s not healthy but I always liked to think I could handle anything by myself#That was even the whole point of this blog. It was supposed to serve as a conduit for these feelings#And I’m not saying I don’t have a support system. I do. I have many wonderful friends#But I struggle to be vulnerable at all tbh and whenever I am I’m guilty ab it bc#I understand so many people have busy lives & I feel like an emotional burden on them by venting#Despite them telling me that it’s totally fine. Obvi a therapist is literally paid to listen so no guilt there#And I think that’s what I need#I’m not like on the brink of a psychotic break or anything but it’s just little things. I think it’d be nice to sit in someone’s office for#One hour a week and just go. That did bother me actually. I am tired actually. I do feel that way actually.#Rather than just burying my feelings w school and a busy schedule#I don’t think therapy will make me any less of a workaholic anytime soon but it’ll at least allow me to slow down one hour a week#And also not bottle shit up so fuckin much#But ya all of this is to say I’m drafting the email to her RIGHT now .#Starting the day off strong by oversharing on tumblr dot com
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It's missing my father hours rn so imma just dump a bunch of pictures here and cry
( sorry i don't know the source of anything I just had them on my phone)
(also dont read the tags i just need to let it out lol)
#I just realized I can call him dad easier than my real dad and now I understand why am I so damn attached to him#I always knew he was a parental figure for me#but now I connected the dots#How when u have an absent dad and a d34d mom a guy shows up in ur life#that tells u life advice that both of ur parents failed to do so#and makes u feel safe the first time in ur life#ofc ud become attached#i know for sure its unhealthy how much i love and miss him#he occupies most of my thoughts honestly#But how could i not cling to him so much when he was the only one who gave me hope in life#i try to keep going and even tho he is not here i keep telling myself whatever he taught me. i keep reminding myself he wants us to live an#bloom and be free#and that's what ill try to do#but you know somedays i wish i could just disappear and be wrapped in eternal happiness#its so fucking hard to pull yourself out of the slump man im so fucking tired im so so tired#somedays i wish id have the courage to off myself but i know that deep down i want to live and ive always wanted to live but i have no idea#how to live. i feel like i finally found a purpose and someone i love. but at the same time im always doubting myself and im scared of losi#g this little hope again and i know i should cherish and use it instead but each day i have this anxiety because rn i have nothing else if#lose this i seriously will lose everything atp. but ill still try bc rn its this or death so i should try im just damn tired yes anyways#sorry for being depressing some days just dont work out but thats okay#yes at the same time i want to get out of my head and try to find some friends but i cant deny that im highkey fucked up and i just cant le#go of my past and i still feel like that helpless unloved kid and idk how to form relationships this way. i dont trust myself at all so idk#how to trust others. and i feel like in order to find ppl that would love me i have to overshare abt my whole lifestory bc it still dictate#my life heavily. and since i met this band its better cuz im learning to deal w it and i want to heal from everything but yes at the same t#me who would wqnt to be friends w. someone that has like a year of life experience and 18 years of depression lol#so yes its complicated. bc i have friends but im like the funny friend. the one that is as shallow as puddle and has no problems but honest#y im genuinely sufferint qnd have been sufferinz all my life so i want to come out of my funny friend role. but that wojld mean i have to t#ll the shit i went through to all my friends but tbh it would be so random so ye. i do have a plan though. how it could work. But yes im ti#ed have been tired for 7 years now. But this time around i hope i can successfully get out of this torture cycle lol.#ok sorry this is what happens after puberty guys i could beva research case for a damn mental institute atp xdd
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Me showing up in your inbox every other day to ask about the vampire and werewolf au lol
Are there people who know about vampires and werewolves and shifters? Like is it a known and normal thing or are they trying to keep it secret? If it is/was known would it be dangerous for them? Like people hunting them?
Also you said they know Killer’s been hurt before, what happened to him? :o
Also also do you have any ideas about what Killer and Cross are studying at college?
AND— how are you?? I hope you’re having a nice day \(^-^)/
Thank u!!! Very nice getting these hehe
1) This is like THE world building element I wasn't really sure about. I've thought about it and I think like, people know about vampires and werewolves and there are still some modern day hunters but they're a minority? (In a drawing I made you can see Killer has a AHAB (all hunters are bastards) sticker lol). I really don't know yet. I think society accepting them is like out of the question lol, you lose a lot of adversity and interest doing that I think. It's also just sort of weird to me? Idk that's just not a story I'd like to read.
Maybe it's more of a 'we saw a werewolf attack in this little village outback' and people are worried and stuff but it's always out in the middle of nowhere and it's not happening to them so they don't really give it that much thought. It's the news you see horrors all the time right? Mostly they just... Don't think anyone in their college classes would even be a vampire/werewolf. Maybe there aren't that many creatures out in the city at all. Like a hiding in plain sight thing. i think that's something I like more already. It's probably not going to be a huge part of the story at all. Maybe a few mentions that can leave the characters feeling like outsiders or a little anxious but not a major plot point y'know?
2) I Imagine someone who's like twenty something and already a vampire hasn't had the best circumstances lol. He definitely was not turned with his consent, I haven't really thought of specifics yet but when Nightmare found him he was not laughing and being cute. He was closed off and depressed. Didn't talk much at all. (He's better now y'all
3) wahhh I haven't thought about that! That's a good question. I don't... Actually know how American colleges work but I think Killer would probably be in like history or english? Cross maybe in computer science? Maybe audio-visual stuff. Is that cinematography? Idk what it's called. Maybe they can be like. History of arts+cinematography so they have classes together maybe. Again this is without knowledge of how any of it works. I'll get back to you on that.
I'm good! Pretty tired. College maybe isn't.......... As cool.... As I first thought....... But it's chill! some of my classes are still super interesting and I love learning. And anyway I have plans and ideas and stuff on the side that make me happy! And my Kitty is drooling on me so really what more can I ask for?
And how are youuuu?
#and I'm privileged to be going to college and I know it's only rich assholes that complain on the third week after starting college but#I guess I just thought it'd be way different from highschool#and it's not#and I'm just thinking like#I'm going for three years of this and all I want to do is draw at every hour of my life#I'm oversharing#I'm gonna try and keep working#and start commissions this year#see where it takes me#try and figure out how to stop living for others and how to live my life for me#(easier said than done)#answered asks#Charlie Somegrumpynerd#college au#Vampire Killer Sans#Werewolf Cross sans#I don't wanna draw stuff from too far into the story yet but it's hardddd#I think I'm gonna start writing pretty soon#I've already started planning out the skeleton of things basically lol#college au info
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Ignore if you don’t want to read about me being stupid once again
#pls dont read if you cant handle venting and whining#once again i am here to say that i am the loneliest person alive and i feel like i can’t grasp the basic consept of friendship and do it lol#like idk how to be friends#i feel like i will forever be sad and lonely#and i know everyone will say you can talk to me and i know that but i’ve just been by myself for so long that i don’t remember how to have#actual conversations with people i feel like i am disconnected from reality#i feel like i am an extremely unlikeable person and that’s why i was all alone in highschool and idk i am oversharing on the internet again#because it’s the only place i kind of feel safe doing it#pls take care of yourselves first before comfoting me or anything im sorry i sound very pathetic#how do i start living again#how does one live anyway#im just in my head all the time#this was supposed to be hot girl summer but it’s once again summertime sadness#im so stupid!!!#im so anxious and depressed that i dont know what to do with myself#im so sorry for oversharing i have a therapist dont worry im kind of taking care of myself#but the eternal loneliness just wont let me go#idk how to be a person anymore#i’m just sad#thinking of going to a church and pretend to be a believer so i could have a community again lol
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I don't know what it is about this time of year but I'm reflecting on how I am so lucky to be here. I could've died in another country, alone and surrounded only by 2 people who neglected me at best and actively ruined my life at worst. I came home with years and years and years of trauma to unpack and heal from and in the 8 and a half years since then I've built a life I'm actually proud of, even though it has been difficult. When Gale talks about being on the precipice and seeking solace in the void, I understand that in a way I hope nobody else ever has to. It was real, and terrible, and I used to think maybe all I'd be is a history that would make my mother sad. But I'm here. I got to my early 30s. And honestly I just want to thank the community again for being so welcoming. It's so nice to be somewhere where you are liked and missed. I have started to understand that I can have a positive impact. And I want to live.
#jo's oversharing again#gale#bg3 community#mine#i want to live#also just to add- my parents are amazing. the 2 people were other close family members
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nature walk so good yesterday it gave me the energy to get back on the schmivorce paperwork
#its not a lot of work i just have that adhd paperwork anxiety#is this oversharing?#i mean i live blogged throwing all my shit away so this isnt that different
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convo w bf today
completely random out of nowhere, bf: who do you think has a bigger dick? gojo or nanami?
me, 😶🧍♀️: …what do you mean by big…
bf: girth
me: …nanami
bf: and gojo is long right cos he’s tall
me: 🧍♀️🫣
then, unprompted, bf: i think iwaizumi has a big dick
me: 😳🧍♀️
bf: cos i look like him
#i wish i was exaggerating#but this is so very real 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#IDK WHAT PROMPTED HIM TO ASK THIS#he literally asked this out loud across the living room 😭😭😭#i was lIKE HEY WHY ARE YOU ASKING THIS N#i feel like maybe i tell him too many things .#lovebug#crying rn i still cant believe this#i talked so much again#sorry if this is oversharing i just cant believe …… he asked me this …. across the living room …. out loud 😭
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Does anyone else have this aching, yearning feeling for in-person connection, be it mentorship, friendship, and/or romantic relationship??
#I know I know the answer is obvious#calling myself out for just now realizing that in person connections are important#I have no close friends in person#uchiha-gaeshi calls themself out for being touch starved#I live with my family yet I’m so lonely 😭#uchiha-gaeshi overshares#uchiha-gaeshi’s life crisis#I guess it’s not the most pressing issue in my life but it’s a constant emotion that I’ve only recently identified#txt
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i think uh. the Announcement has ruined my night actually. the more i think abt it the worse it gets haha.. 🙃🫠 like literally i don’t think there’s a way the movie can be good. i’m gonna get off social media for tonight & go play switch or smthn,,,,,,,,
#rambles#yes this is abt the fcking zelda movie#god i just. i’m so mad cuz like. i can’t just /not/ watch it cuz now it exists & i just. i have to#but i’m so tired GOD why does it have to be live action??#i literally don’t think i will ever come to terms with this#ugh & the worst thing that is so specific to me they’re gonna cast link as some ugly fuck actor who legit just looks like some dude#& (god i am oversharing rn) i literally love link so much & my aroace ass has never found an irl person attractive ever & i just.#i fear for my mental stability at this point#god i am sorry to anyone who’s reading these tags at this point i’m sorry for being such a. whiny baby lol
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tagged by the wonderfully sensational @cordiallyfuturedwight @cosmicdreamgirl @aprylynn and @raplinenthusiasts for the monthly diagnosis. and it's not looking good gang... bon iver and katie gavin?? call a code
tagging some favs if of course they feel so inclined @thvinyl @eoieopda @jihopesjoint @hoseeok @kimchokejin @monismochi @bisexualnamjoonie <33 breakdown in all senses of the word in the tags below 🫡
#dollar bill bar - well if it ain't chappalachian roan as i live and breathe.. magnificent#man of the house - rachel zegler you will always be famous and ryan beatty i can sense from a mile away#speyside - quite frankly devastating tune. just irreparable damage to the psyche. do yourself a favour and skip this one#inconsolable - as above. it's a real 'does what it says on the tin' kind of song. thanks katie#big star - quality opening number on what is quite possibly the best album ever written about a fibreglass gorilla heist#american dreaming - okay so i watched outer range and yes i've fallen quite unfortunately in love with lewis pullman again#and yes this is on the rhett playlist and yes i'm grievously oversharing but--#no more ily's - the do-be-do-be-do-do-do's alone on this track are transcendent. annie fkn lennox!! she's at the joni jam for christ's sake#sleeping with the light on - would've killed in many 00s romcoms but alas. into another lizzy playlist it goes. could've been a contender#shake the frost - i'm begging you to give this banjo a fucking chance it will change your life#hang tight honey - country's cool again i swear to glen powell. fuck!!#receiptify#tag#MWAH#bloody hell#sierra ferrell
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I just want tumblr ads to stop pausing my music app every time I scroll past one like seriously please is that too much to ask for
#the ad doesn’t even play a sound so what’s even the point of pausing my music??#I just wanna listen to music AND scroll like tf let me live my life#and it doesn’t happen all the time so it’s really weird when randomly it starts doing that#but it’s been happening more these last few days and I wanna strangle someone#tumblr#Karly overshares
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Y'all my dad is trying to gaslight my family into thinking that Tom Hanks died two weeks ago
My brother in Christ, I think that the three different fandoms I'm in that are centered around his work would be going absolutely insane right now if that were true
#for the record: even googled it to prove him wrong#his response was that he was right because he just saw it in a tiktok :/#I love living here /sarcasm#dove overshares things#tom hanks
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i forgot that uni is actually quite lonely if you don't have plans and have minimal friends. what if i wanted to go to this event tonight? i shant. because my friends arent. they are all busy with other bubbles and i am not a bubble clasher. i am just a scared lil guy getting ready for bed at 6pm.
#feeling v melancholic chat#im literally fine#i love oversharing on this app#i just#BRBRBRBBRBRRBR#how to be good at social interaction#and how to make acquaintances become friends#wiki how to make friends at nearly 20#also my group like.... live together now#in a flat and i am in halls#which is sad#but also id suck in a flatshare so its okay
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