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Update for Martyr because I will not be finishing everything on my birthday. I will be finishing Martyr on Martyr’s Birthday
Here are the release dates:
Chapter 11 on March 18th (my birthday)
Chapter 12 on April 7th
Chapter 13 on April 28th
Chapter 14 on 16 May (Martyr’s Birthday)
I love you all!
Drink water, eat food, unclench your jaw
#lu martyr#I just like the solid two years#16 May 2022 - 16 May 2024 just feels like a complete loop or something#Trying to complete 4 chapters was not gonna work#Sorry everyone… I tried
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More Jason and Cass thoughts (sorry but also not sorry) but if I was magically given full control over DC and could write what I'd want obviously I'd make Cass Batman but I've been thinking of what sort of reaction and role Jason would have in response. I think I'd write his version of "Congrats on the new job!" as a test, involving the Joker and civilians and gangs and Red Hood and a ton of explosives. Bruce failed me, and now he's given up. You're his successor, let's see how you handle this dilemma that freaked him out so badly he threw a batarang into my throat rather than let me avenge my own death in front of him.
So obviously Cass will overcome the traps and the puzzles. That's the fun part to show how competent both of them are and sprinkle in little character moments as we go. But then we reach the emotional crux of the matter, probably laid out as some sort of saw trap because it's Jason. Here I am, a victim of murder. You say nobody dies tonight but I did, and I want the man who did it dead. Not only did Batman fail to avenge me but he failed to stop the Joker from going on to create even more victims. What right do you have to stop me from getting justice for myself? What right does this man have to life after what he's taken from me and from countless others? I'm not trying to kill a random stranger, I'm specifically demanding justice for my own death that I never got while I was gone.
There are two ways this could go. The straightforward route if I knew my time on this run was limited would probably be a pyrrhic victory like the ones Cass's og series was so fond of. Just like Bruce in utrh, she acts on instinct and saves the Joker (and Jason this time) . A win technically, but she fails the test. Jason is once again vindicated but with nothing to show for it. The story ends with Cass sending the Joker back to jail and going back to the batcave, where the old Robin costume looms judgementally, highlighting her failure. It would be the most fitting end given their character molds, all tragedy and conviction and unstoppable force meets immovable object etc.
However... I think the option I prefer would be a little different. Cass levelling with Jason, a killer talking to a murder victim. She has no right to stop Jason from getting justice, she has no love for the Joker but she knows any death she allows to happen like this would devastate her, just like that death row inmate long ago she tried to break out but ended up letting go once the family of the victim talked to her and demanded justice. I think... In this specific situation, she'd just be honest. Morally she has no right sure. Personally she just really really doesn't want anyone to die. Give her one chance, please. Let her try it her way. Not demanding, not lecturing or insisting, just... Please. Don't do this. Let me try another way.
And then what? Jason asks.
In the end a deal is struck. Cass will take the Joker and lock him up, ensuring he never harms anyone again while also trying to rehabilitate him. But the second she fails and he gets free, Jason kills him and she won't stand in his way. It's the kind of deal that leaves both of them mildly disgusted and dissatisfied with themselves, neither of them naturally creatures of compromise when it comes to this specific topic. But Cass is willing to do anything to avoid death and Jason did not expect the new Bat to be so... Flexible? Kind of? Of course maybe she won't actually hold up her end of the deal and when the Joker gets loose she'll try and stop Jason from killing him and he'll get his miserable vindication, but right now this is something strange and new and he's mildly confused and curious about where it will go. He doesn't believe in her ability to contain the Joker forever but he's willing to let her try because her reaction to that future failure interests him. She's given him a sword of damocles to hang above her head and he didn't ask for it or expect it. It's the type of power he never thought the Bat would just... Hand to him.
The conflict ends with neither of them fully winning or losing. They both don't really know what to feel about this.
The thing is, the second Cass let's Jason kill the Joker she's hanging up the mantle. She's staking the Bat on this, because it's always go big or go home with her when it comes to saving others, even someone like the Joker. In this magical universe where I have unlimited power, Cass would lock the Joker in a secret bunker and have Leslie Thompkins talk to him daily, mostly because I think her pacifism speeches and debates in the comics would make a fun contrast to the Joker's evil sadism. (But what about his rights? Doesn't he deserve a trial and to be held in a regular prison? I'm going to be honest I think Cass would be very comfortable bending the rules on this specific situation. Morally questionable but I'd have fun with it. She's going to let Leslie treat Joker like her personal pet project to save his soul because yes she wants him to change but also she's got a city to save every night so go crazy Leslie, have fun.)
And the Batman series would continue with Cass as the lead, new challenges and new antagonists and every twenty issues or so for the first hundred we'll cut back to the Joker briefly if his chats with Leslie can help highlight some thematic element of the current arc. But bit by bit he'd slowly fade away onto oblivion, maybe getting referenced every hundred issues or so until eventually no one remembers or cares about him because there's so much else going on. Meanwhile Jason's got a good thing going as Red Hood, primarily based in Park Row and a tentative ally on the occasion when their vigilante work aligns. Unlike Joker he's a much more frequent character in the comics, and after say 10 years (this is my magical fantasy universe Cass's batman run is going to last for a very long time alright) when people think of DC characters they think of Red Hood long before they think of the Joker.
Is any of this realistic? Right now of course not. It's why I'd go with the pyrrhic victory if I actually got the chance, because it would be the best way to tell the story in the larger context of the Bat narrative. But it's my fantasy DC editor and writer daydream and I'm going to dream big. They're never going to be normal happy siblings, their personal demons will never fully let them be free and the looming possibility of losing everything they currently have narrative wise if Bruce comes back as Batman will always be there. But it's maybe the closest to peace they'll ever get. Unsatisfying and tame compromise that probably violates several laws and ethical codes but whatever. Cass has never read the Geneva convention and Jason's not going to shed tears over the Joker. Let him die relevancy wise if not physically.
#dc#cassandra cain#batfam#dc rambles#Jason Todd#In terms of the larger meta narrative ultimately whether the Joker dies or gets locked up is irrelevant#But Cass will never be willing to just let someone die without trying to the very end to make her case for their life#And I think it's entirely possible Jason would reject her proposal and we're back to square one#But I think the two main reasons to me that he'd accept is one. Cass betting her career on this. She doesn't need to do that.#She could save the Joker and fail Jason's personal test and that would be that. Her actually reaching out#Being willing to risk something precious just to try and compromise with Jason. It would be more than he expected#From a family that he understandably believes he does not matter enough to#And secondly is the long term consequence of the Joker fading into irrelevancy while Jason maintains his prominence as a character#A reverse of his death where he was turned into nothing but a footnote and a memorial for Batman angst#While the Joker went on to gain even more narrative power as Batman's Greatest Enemy#Now he is nothing. And Jason is alive and a solid part of the mythos#It would take time obviously but ultimately from a Doylist sense to me it's the most satisfying resolution#Maybe after like 10 years Cass can die again briefly the Joker gets out and Jason gets to kill him to give Maps some fun Robin angst#But ultimately it's very important to me that if Cass becomes batman the Joker must become irrelevant#He's just not useful enough thematically to be worth his current narrative weight when she's running the show
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art vs artist 2024
#comparing this year's to last year's I did so much more coloring#which also made me draw less overall because I put more work into each thing#I still haven't figured out coloring or what I'm doing but I think my people have gotten far more solid yippee#year TWO of drawing people#next year I want to try and just draw like. more interesting things#and try to figure out how the fuck to color in a way I actually like#it would be nice to find something I like enough to have a routine so I'm not starting from scratch on literally every drawing#anyyywayyy#art vs artist#art vs artist 2024#art#fanart#do I tag stormlight archive. it's literally all stormlight archive#ghostdoodles#my art#artists on tumblr#procreate
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Something About Jason Todd In The Future I Guess
Jason Todd, in the eyes of the world at large, is a mildly successful author who lives on his father’s trust fund. He is in the minority of his siblings to have a college degree, and he was missing for a significant period of time, presumed dead. He is 28 years old, and he spends his nights grappling from rooftops as part of a flock of colorfully dressed birds, striking fear into their lawless, beautiful city.
He is the Red Hood. He protects the parts of the city many glance over.
He is the only bird in this flock with fresh blood on its talons.
Two of his younger siblings are birds of prey who have learned to eat nuts and seeds. He is a songbird who has learned to hunt.
He does not do so carelessly.
It has taken him the better part of a decade, but he has learned the ways he is different to his siblings. To his father.
For them, killing would be easy.
For him, it is never easy.
He feels the blood of each body on his hands. He knows the story behind each one. This does not paralyze him, as it would his older brother, or deaden him, as it would his younger brothers.
Each person he kills has a life. Each bloody body tells a story.
He was one of those stories, once, after all.
But every person he saves has a life, too. And every story has to end sometime.
The Red Hood kills. It is a tool, one of many in his arsenal. Once, it might have been his tool of choice, but he knows better, now.
This flock knows better than anyone, after all, that there are worse things than death.
#red hood#jason todd#dc#batman#batfamily#batfam#this is just kind of a personal thought thing that might be part of some kind of future AU thing I do eventually#I know we appreciate the angst and everything in this fandom but I do want to see this family all reconciled and a full team#fight me etc etc#murder is wrong. to be clear. in our real world#but our world is a different one than existed a hundred years ago#let alone the world that exists in comic books#anyway the gist of my future AU is jason becomes batman because bruce offers it#and he actively chooses to give up killing to take the mantle#because that is the choice bruce offers him and bruce trusts him to be true to it#because jason is the son most like his father. in my view.#i think him inheriting batman would be a solid way for his arc to go#jason goes onto turn the manor into basically a full foster home and shelter to bruce's delight as a grandfather of like two dozen#terry and carrie are among jason's own flock of birds
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PSA, keep your dog on a leash when you're in a public, unfenced area. dedicated to the lady that just tried to reassure me, "no she's nice! put your dog down! she's nice!" babe i believe you when you say your dog is nice. what you have not considered is that the dog I am holding is NOT nice and WILL attempt to attack your dog if I put him down. also we are RIGHT next to a busy road and there is Nothing stopping your dog from running into traffic. pls put her on a leash im literally begging you it is SO dangerous for her to not be on a leash here
#rye.txt#the dog I was walking is my grandma's dog and#for the first 10 years of his life#he was NEVER around other dogs or socialized with them#he is CRAZY reactive but it's never been a problem because I keep him on a short leash+harness so there's no chance of him#slipping out and charging at another dog#bUT THAT DOESNT HELP WHEN YOU ENCOUNTER A DOG THATS NOT ON A LEASH AND SPRINTS DIRECTLY AT YOU#im lucky he wears a harness for walks because I was able to just snatch him up directly with the leash#and then spent a solid two minutes dodging the excited dog with her owner going 'put your dog down! she's nice! put him down!'#trying to explain to this woman that I cannot in fact put him down because he WILL start a fight with your dog#it literally took several minutes before the woman realized I was saying 'yes your dog might be nice but MINE ISNT'#'NOW PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF GOD PUT HER ON A LEASH'#augh im so frustrated. like I get what she was saying. she was trying to diffuse the situation like#the dogs just need to get acquainted and then they'll play#but like. GIRL. you are at least in your mid 40s you should be old enough to be able to listen when people tell you that a situation is bad
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I wonder if Brennan Lee Mulligan feels he can relate to Polly from Monstrous Regiment
#there was this one gag where polly’s friend accidentally calls her polly (she’s pretending to be a male solider and her soldier name was#oliver) and the enemy soldier they captured was like why does ur squad call u pollu#and polly was like *gritted teeth* ‘i know a lot about birds’#so then the enemy solider points up and says then what are those birds#polly looks up and looks back down at the enemy soldier and is like don’t distract me#and the enemy soldier is like so u DONT know a lot abt birds#and polly is like no I was just wondering why [correct and specific identification of bird species] is this far north this time of year#that’s why i stared at them weird (genuine)#brennan lee mulligan#dimension 20#simu's two cents
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LIVING for your ponytail Yugi he’s so cute 😭💖
thank u! i hold dear in my heart the way yuugi is like a little plushie that wants nothing more than to die a noble death
#not art#ask#probably why i also refuse to draw yami taller or with the chiseled jawline he gets in canon#thats a child none of us get to forget thats a child#there kind of is a sense of like. swimming through the currents of mythos to reach real life? in the original ygo manga#(mostly talking abt manga bc that's truly like the only ygo media I actually look at and feel a kinship with lol. idk shit abt the anime)#a lot of the story is told with a heightened sensibility a la sailor moon. exaggerated characteristics colloquialized events etc#it fits the way teenagers feel emotions yes but it is also Convenient. like the way kaiba drops the cuff key into the harbor#and it falls directly into jou's field of vision. that's not how that works in real life#it's kinda drag-like in tone. essential steps with spectacles as the mortar and emotional arcs as the throughline#yuugi's wish for kinship and understanding and appreciation is realized within this framework and then the framework like#packs itself up and exits stage left. it's a year-and-a-half-long dream. you only bring into real life what you think of to bring#and that like. kinda fits with how yuugi reads in the manga for me. where he's always reaching to be A Character while not being able#to stop being just a teen in some city at the same time right. listen i have pdfs worth of chatlog with friends abt gender reading#and all of the stuff with the cute little things whose specialty is being cannon fodder or sacrificial lambs and the dialectics etc in ygo#the toy is the actual character while the fantasy and you holding it is in fact the messy reality of you#would like to say ''yuugi looking cute as hells is important to all of that'' but tbh thatd be a lie lol#i do just think the star shaped ponytail is a good idea i wanna keep drawing. but also yeah softening takahashi's style is kinda#a shame but I do think for the purpose of my own art at least it is kinda somewhat intended as commentary? in a sense#big ups to my guy rest in peace you were doing all that straight lines and circles and chrome in ink in the year of our lord two thousand#it is INSANE that ygo ended looking like that. at that point in time. not my preference but neither is caving or deep sea diving#he and his assistants were doing that shit By Hand. do you know how fucked up that is#but yeah due to the art style being that kind of clean and geometrical and processed there is. not a lot of greeblies#as well as a lot more risk of tangents and things reading not super clear due to line uniformity etc#and I like my greeblies and am from the fuckass school of french language comic so. here we end up#one thing i pride myself on in my own art is doing my damn best to get across the texture and weight of subjects with just ink so#i do think i make yuugi extra squishy lmao. like if u ragdoll him at a wall itd make a thwack#and <3 i categorically refuse to make atem/yami any more solid <3#thank u for coming to my tedtalk sorry this happened under ur ask. actually not sorry its my house. welcome to my house
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the compulsion to make things vs the abject dearth of creativity, fight
#there are weather systems happening (40+ degree jumps and drops in temperature+rain snow pending+wind advisories constant) and i feel awful#i am desperately hoping the weather is also what's making lenore sneezy but idk it's been two solid days at this point and im concerned#she has that respiratory thing again#it's come back one other time but like#where is she getting it idk!#like a year apart every time#i wish there was a vet in town cause driving her half an hour for sneezies seems rude af but#if she's still bad by friday i'll call#like MY head is killing me and i also have the sneezing. so maybe just we both suck.#hopefully
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a thing i enjoy: putting characters that aren't even aro (like not even in a headcanon way) in a qpr. because some allo people irl can be happy in qprs too. bc qprs aren't just an offbrand replacement for romance, created just for ppl who can't have "the real thing" to settle for
#eliot posts#i just remembered one of my old fics#which is about two characters getting into a qpr#(though they're both pretty young and i don't think spend much time online so they don't quite know The Word For It yet)#and while i actually don't have any solid headcanons for either of them i decided to make one be bi for that one#and he talked about how he's had crushes before and doesn't have a crush on that other character#but wants to spend the rest of his life with them nonetheless#very based of past me#also reading back on this fic wow i REALLY chanelled a lot of my teenaged self's feelings into it#tho i wasn't in a qpr it's like. i put a lot of my aro fears and feelings about my friends into the dialogue#i wrote the fic just like a year ago but had forgotten a lot of it and was pleasantly surprised rereading it
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toxic yaoi ocxcanon this valentines day. what do you guys think
#I've been sitting on this 95% finished WIP for like...two years?#mostly because I forgot about it but also I wondered. when is the most thematically relevant time to drop it#but now I have a surprisingly open schedule this week and a solid two days to edit so it may just be time...perhaps...#its a comeback babe
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The idea that Trump’s victory means we’re experiencing a culture shift in favor of intolerance is just like the (incorrect) sentiment that Obama’s victory meant we were now living in a “post racial” society.
#I think when the wound stops being fresh everyone’s gonna come together and realize this election wasn’t the result of a shift in American—#Ideals so much as the result of (historically) bad campaigning#The policy was solid. But that party is just. So bad at propagating themselves and their accomplishments to people#Biden’s inflation act of 2022 for example actually lowered it quite a bit over the last two years and most people have no fucking idea lmao#Trump could’ve done something like that in 1985 and we’d still be hearing about it today
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Maybe I'm just too coldly logical/pragmatic/whatever, but tbh a lot of my opinion of 9 R.I.P. as a whole rests upon which of the two "good" endings are actually canon for each route. Like I know there's a sequel/fandisk coming and I WANT to be excited for it... but it's very important to me that Misa be ALIVE. No matter how the game frames it, I can't see any ending where she dies as a legit happy one to continue off of.
#otome#9 r.i.p.#some characters like koyo and koharu have two solid endings that i'd be fine continuing off of either#(though koyo's godly ending is THE BEST in the game. i'd prefer it just for sena's much better resolution tbh)#but then you have others like minami where ONE ending is honestly great but the other is very frustrating#him coming to her in the real world after she has a Big Brain Moment and saves his soul? spectacular.#her being DUMB and thus DYING to save him and them being in hell together? awful.#in general that's the trend i noticed - she's dumber (maybe blinded by intense love?) in the higher affection endings#which typically leads to unfortunate results. either her death or other bad things#sorry but i'd prefer the MC still be functional and intelligent even in love. if love gets her killed that's NOT a good ending#continue off the endings where she still had a braincell and thus made it out alive PLEASE#a related point but in general i wish they'd played any relationship where she really CAN'T be with them as fleeting#like. in one of yukimaro's endings she freaking MARRIES him but then literally can't see or be with him again until she DIES#assuming nothing happens to her that's committing herself to 50+ years of loneliness to be with someone in the afterlife...#after she's actually only known and liked him for 9 days. YIKES.#as for the ghosts... she can always return to them in the afterlife. but them all wanting her to be loyal to just them for her entire life?#that's a nope from me dog. let her live her life and find happiness instead of endlessly pining for something she can't have
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What if.. for the first time in actual years.... I changed my loadbearing Alfonse phone background to North South FUCK West.........
It will have to get a good grade in being easy on the eyes though, to stay. BIGGEST reason loadbearing Alfonse phone bg was a mainstay was bc the nighttime pallette on that one FEH comic panel was unexpectedly autism-friendly as a nice bonus LMFAO
#yeah you can't see shit on the date though LMFAOOO but like... small price to pay... for north south fuck west....#i used to use my art as phone bgs all the time. like exclusively. and i'd update them often w the current fave piece#but somewhere along the way i just. stopped doing that. i don't remember why actually#i wonder if it was when i like lost a lot of confidence in my work.#and was subsequently in burnout. for a long time#and that one alfonse ended up being my bg for literal actual years. i do not call him loadbearing alfonse lightly LMFAOO#something about this piece is so kind to me though... i like the green so much too...#i feel like i'm putting all three of them in a locket. my heart is so full looking at them 🥺🥲#there is. still a solid chance my light sensitivity is gonna fuck this all up for me though LMFAOOOO 😭😭😭#but in this moment... north south fuck west is like the two headed calf poem. to me.#<- INCOMPREHENSIBLE STATEMENT.
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isn't it wild how you can play through an entire indie game in a single day and be left with a deeper, more profound experience, story, moral or question all wrapped in a more unique and impactful art style than many triple a games nowadays. for like 8 bucks.
#indie games i love you forever#this isn't about anything in particular but#i think about gris every time the conversation centers big expensive time consuming games#i think this year was pretty solid tho! apart from stinkers like diablo 4 or starfield. but maybe the industry isn't lost#looking at bg3 or alan wake 2 getting a lot of recognition. both are still somewhat underdogs compared to the standard#but they're nominated for goty! and bg3 will probably take it. meanwhile the two opposites faded into the sidelines instantly#i need to play viewfinder cocoon and hi fi rush too (which is nominated for goty as well iirc you love to see it)#but i just love that indie approach and comparably still smaller studios are getting out there#and the indie category itself is holding its own between these and the big studio snoozefests and nintendo's circlejerk#there's still a lot to improve about game awards - a horror game category would be neat for example and generally more diversity in titles#what is forspoken why isn't anyone talking about it apart from like 5 tumblr users. also pentiment where???#but idk. maybe it's just this one year but it looks hopeful for the future. who knows#shut up elis#the game awards 2023#(i guess)
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good lord. i spent all that time worrying about getting rejected from every school for phd stuff that i didn't consider what to do if I got more than one acceptance.
#i have two really solid offers.#one from the institution i currently attend. one that is in the same state.#the other one guarantees 5 years of funding. my current one does not.#but my award for my institution here on paper is $11k more#but the other school seems to cover tuititon. if the stipend they list is accurate it's actually 2x what im paid now.#but I'd have to move three hours north.#moving almost destroyed me last time.#but I'd be close to undergrad friends in a city i love. but I'd also be moving amd that terrifies me#i like my apartment. i like it so much. my cats just got comfortable. i like my neighbors a lot.#i love how much light it has.#but......... i'd have lots of opportunities somewhere else too. but I'd have to make new friends. start over. the uncertainty of new places.#of meeting new profs. what if it all falls apart. idk if i have health insurance through that school.#i just. i don't know. i don't know.#i sent a bunch of follow up emails asking for clarification so i can make a list and make a choice.#i'm just. the thought of making that choice makes me want to cry.#ugh.
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slowly but surely working my way through stormlight
#i got 20 hours in to way of kings a couple years back#did not finish#so i started over#on monday#i am just over 13 hours in#this damn audiobook is forty five hours long#it is nearly two solid days of listening time do you hear me#brandon sanderson is fucking PROLIFIC#how do you write like you're running out of time#we have a copy of wind and truth at work. it's nearly as thick as the volume of ALL OF SHAKESPESRE'S WORK#what a world we live in#stormlight archive#i may also reread mistborn. finished three books of that. and warbreaker. but! stormlight first because holy fuck
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