#I just lay down and close my eyes
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vicewiccanblog · 6 months ago
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.: Daily Vision :.
Trying to connect with myself more spiritually, here's the vision I got today.
An open sunny field, a single small yellow flower with six petals in the center. A light breeze sways the petals and stem, the sound of birds and rustling grass. I open my view more, seeing the entire field. There is only that single flower visible, the grass plentiful and there's no trees around. At the edge of the field, an empty road rests. The road calls me, but I worry about the lonely flower. I am torn between the two, going back and forth until I go and sit back with the flower. Night comes, the sound of crickets and fireflies fill the air around me. I feel sad, feeling stuck as the flower never wilts. I want it to wilt, and sometimes I think it is. But it springs back up, and I continue sitting in that spot. Sometimes I do get up and go to the edge of that road. But I don't step onto it, I want to so badly but I can hear the flower crying to me. I have to stay. And so I do. A never-ending cycle begins again.
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elfsyellowflowerzart · 5 months ago
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torelai
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dragons-and-yellow-roses · 1 month ago
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I'm too tired to enjoy being awake, but too awake to sleep. The most miserable state of being.
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threnodians · 3 days ago
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fellas is it normal to cry a lot when you “call out” of your job for the first time when you’ve only been working there for 4½ months
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monsterbroth · 10 days ago
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I have to wake up at like 6 this morning to get ready for a blood test and ultrasound back to back but my sleep schedule is so out ive been going to sleep at 5am consistently so it’s 3:30am now and I cannot get to sleep : /
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poorestforest · 3 months ago
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I'm going thru my old art work (amongst other things) and I came across these from approx 2006 (undated but found in a notepad with other drawings from around that time.
What I love about these drawings: 1) it is obvious how much I was obsessed with the show Inuyasha (pretty much 90% of anything I drew in my free time was either Inuyasha related or anime inspired) and 2) who my OTP was (and still is) at the time. And 3) the backstory came rushing back to me once I saw them (they are identical twins, separated at birth, one lived with Kagura and the other with Sesshomaru, and they meet as teenagers - I love that Kagura's kid had gold eyes and Sesshomaru's had red, still makes me giddy 18 years later)
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illdothehotvoice · 1 month ago
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No one ever talks about hemiplegic migraines and how much they suck and ESPECIALLY no one ever talks about how much your head hurts THE NEXT DAY king my head felt FINE when I went to bed let me LIVE
#anyways hi my migraines get so bad half my body goes numb and every time i move my head too fast the next day it throbs#best way i can describe the day after headace is like. if you've ever had covid and you got that really bad headache???#and like every time you'd move your head you'd have to like wait for a second cause it was fucking THROBBING??#that's the day after headache i usually get sometimes it isn't THAT bad but sometimes it is#and i guess hemiplegic migraine is like#what if you have Migraine boss mode and it felt like someone swung a baseball bat at your head so hard you were experiencing stroke symptom#teehee! ❤️#i am NOT exaggerating one time i made the mistake of trying to sleep off a hemiplegic migraine after playing animal crossing at like 4am#cause screen bad for migraine but ot already sucks so i can be miserable or miserable a d playing animal crossing lmfao cnxncnxncnddf#and ANYWAYS i had a nightmare timmy and tommy were beating my head in with a baseball bat lmfao like you cannot sleep that shit off#it will follow you and it will hurt!#Anyway here is Mimi's super cool guide to a hemiplegic migraine: Take more ibuprofen that is comfortable (my max is 4)#drink a LOT of water cause hydration helps with migraines. lay down in a dark room and throw on a video essay you can half pay attention to#you aren't gonna be able to fall asleep but close your eyes and just focus on that. ALSO icepack. you're gonna be here for a while#anyways i would like to switch up my pain meds when having one cause. ibuprofen isn't good for your stomach! but idk how much to take#so i am stuck in limbo until i figure that out i caught yesterday's too late and that's why my head hurts today
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mossyberry0 · 2 months ago
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Not tired enough to sleep, but just tired enough to not be able to keep my eyes open
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crowcryptid · 4 months ago
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genuinely how it feels to eat or try to sleep in the presence of a pet bird
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violetsareblue-selfships · 5 months ago
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good morning!! <33
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running-in-the-dark · 10 months ago
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so I took my meds again last night, and then slept for about 15 hours. it's midnight now, I haven't been awake that long yet. I'm super tired still but mostly I just feel so empty. I wish there was something I wanted to do right now.
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lightblueminecraftorchid · 1 year ago
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being sick as an adult sucks. wdym my mom won’t just automatically make sure I eat food instead of exclusively drinking Gatorade all day. wdym I have to ask my roommates to make me dinner. I have to Venmo a friend money to buy me more Gatorade?? I can’t focus enough to do homework??? I hate this.
#this is a silly haha humor post but in all seriousness.#COVID rly is just making me stare all the internalized ableism in the eye#yes worth isnt defined by productivity and disability and the idea of being a burden is part of being human and isn’t shameful at all#until I have to minorly inconvenience people to meet my basic needs#I really want to eat dinner but that would require asking my roommates to make me dinner which is just. 5 kinda of mortifying.#even though if someone I knew was sick I would not be upset about making them food! sick people need to eat!#my parents ordered me chipotle yesterday bc they were so concerned bc of how I sounded over the phone#and my friend went out and bought me juice and Gatorade and popsicles and took me to the doctor#the support system Exists I just feel bad about having to use it T-T#I just want to be hugged and read to and reminded to eat food but I am an adult now and not at home#lonely TT-TT#it’ll be okay I’m probably just emotional bc I’m sick and hungry#I also just am struggling so hard because I want to catch up on my classwork Right Now#but I can get through maybe one assignment before I’m too exhausted to keep sitting up#and I have to lay down and close my eyes and sleep or do a light activity like playing candy crush for the fifty bazillionth time#I’ve gotten through like. 100 levels this week.#I’m losing my dang marbles. I am gonna be so behind in ASL Susan is gonna be so disappointed in me#I feel like I have all this energy when I’m laying down bored but as soon as I sit up I feel like I’m floating and about to fall over#so. so tired. why can’t I be healthy already and do homework T-T.#I’m choosing to take this as a lesson to slow down and not overwork myself so hard. instead of being mad at myself for getting behind.#<- is trying and failing not to be mad at herself for getting behind
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breadbox-draws · 9 months ago
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I DON'T KNOW WHAT'S GOING ON IN YOUR COMIC BUT HOLY SHIT IT LOOKS SO COOL?????? THE PERSPECTIVES ARE JUST SOOOO GOOD!!!!!!!
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i- hope that it'll make more sense once the dialogue is fully written out and the sketches cleaned-
but thank you! im enjoying the process so far :]
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opens-up-4-nobody · 2 years ago
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Me, explaining things in a way that's completely incoherent: I don't understand what you find so difficult to comprehend???
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morganpdf · 9 months ago
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also i am sooo fucking tired but i think . my silly little highschool insomnia is back w a vengeance
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humanmorph · 1 year ago
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going to see lotr (the fellowship) on the big screen. also a bit sleepy but what gives
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