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Happy Anniversary In Stars and Time!! Have some Friend Quest based drawings :D
(These have specific quote picks related to them! And there's also a long ramble on why I like those specific quotes below if interested)
(And by long, I mean roughly 2k+ words of proper ramble total, so be warned before clicking keep reading this link right here to the rb!!)
#in stars and time#isat#isat spoilers#<- edited now this is just act 3 spoilers for the art LMAO#isat mirabelle#isat isabeau#isat odile#isat bonnie#isat siffrin#<- i promise this is the last time in a long long time i tag someone who only shows up with their back turned#but in my defense they also are here four times so i think the tag is justified SADASFA#time for a messier secondary post underneath the first WAHOOOO#to start!! random art tidbits!! no one is looking at siffrin in these!!#mira and isa are looking away while odile and bonnie have their eyes closed#in my minds eye these are the A4 versions of the FQ so siffrin internally is Not Having A Good Time#i just thought itd be fun to incorporate somehow as an extra easter egg detail kinda!#also i tried to make the bgs mildly accurate to location in game and its the reason why isa got to have one (1) singular tree in the bg#laaast art tidbit is that i took a bit of a creative liberty with bonnies#well i did with all of them but still#since its not explicitly stated sif god up immediately after tripping they get to stay on the floor in the drawing#i just thought itd be fun for the drawing!!#moving onto general tidbits in addition to the time fun fact i also decided the posting time#specifically so itd be in the middle of me having back to back to back meetings so can't second guess myself in posting this HAHA#every time i post any form of text based ramble on characters or even headcanons i Fear#and YEAH i am probably just being overly nitpicky towards myself on analysis that can prob be read several diff ways cuz interpretation#but i really really really dont want to fumble so badly to the point of mischaracterizing anyone since i like them a lot!!#still working on getting over that but hey at least i am trying and thats all i can ask of myself i think!#okay now time to Lie Down im writing these tags after stream#tag talk over into q u go :]#partial pin
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More bunnydoll fics need to have painstakingly slow burn . People rush their development too much it just doesn’t feel right.
#I have such a particular and specific interpretation of them#yes they have a ton of romantic tension but people make it obnoxious at times#it kinda reminds me of tobecky in the way their dynamic isn’t as impactful if they were to get together#BUT#it can definitely work#anyone else see the vision or am I just being too picky haha#bunnydoll#jaxatha#jax x ragatha#ragatha x jax#rare Zoe tadc post#I say#like I don’t post about tadc a lot here#like to an out of character degree#tadc#bunnydoll shipping#jax#ragatha#the amazing digital circus#rainbow rambles#the best part of the slow burn is that they’re trapped in there forever so#they can both be in denial for literal years#laughs evilly
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long!!! distance!!!! sucks!!!!!!
#I have no idea how long distance couples survive#I'm losing my mind over my squish being so far away#wdym I can't hug them :(#wdym there's a whole ass month left until they come back????#and like. I wanna text and call them so often but I'm scared of being too much yk#but equally it's been a week since I last heard their voice and I'm going insane#I also hate the time difference!!!!!! there's like a three hour window in which we both MIGHT be free but it's hard to coordinate :(#I just. I've never missed someone this much before#I imagine being reunited almost every day#sigh#also kinda scared about the fact that we're going to go from not having seen each other for 3 months to LIVING TOGETHER#I'm really hyped don't get me wrong#but also. aaaaaaa#(post inspired by the fact that they haven't messaged me back yet despite it being only 9am for them lol)#me? clingy? haha whaaaaaat nooooo#comso rambles#queerplatonic yearning hours#qpr yearning#queerplatonic#aroace#long distance love
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btw i think for tadc discussion posts where i ramble abt the show (be it analysis or meta stuff or just me thinking abt it) im just gonna start using the tag Circus Discussion... i was thinking of that tag for a while and it still feels too silly but also its the only one i can think of that isnt SUPER silly. plus its vague enough so i can use it for a wider variety of posts (cus some things i dont think anything like 'analysis' or 'meta' would actually fit, cus its not alwaays really either of those, so i think discussion is more broadly applicable). im gonna work on tagging posts w this cus i have a bit to sort thru :] (this blog has 654 posts and will have 655 when i post this)
#i think ill also add it and my art tag to my pinned post maybe...#and also somewhere accessible on my theme. for fun#im not replacing the exit though i like it too much#anyway i was gonna make a big rambly post abt some stuff but im gonna do this first#the post i was gonna make wont even have this tag but if i do write it it sure will be rambly HAHA#either way organizing things is so fun#i know theres all sorts of easy ways to do it so im gonna try one of those though#its funny i wanna be on tumblr less consistently (or at the very least i wanna spend less time thinking about it)#and after tomorrow ill be busier. and over the summer ill be away so often (the lab is a full time thing. and also deeply tiring#i mean it depends on the kinda ento lab ur in like the one on campus isnt so strenuous#but the one ill be at over the summer is more of an agricultural ento lab. so lots of physical stuff)#but i still for years keep planning to maybe open comms and then i get intimidated and nervous so then i dont#and i also dont know how to gauge interest for that without getting worried i sound like im fishing for compliments...#anyway. i have complicated feelings on my using tumblr in general but im just gonna keep doing whatever feels best#and right now that includes adding this tag onto my discussion posts!
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Ok so yesterday I was looking up Simon (common occurrence) cause I was drawing him (another common occurrence, drawing isn’t finished yet) and a took a little better of a look at his armor plate from Simon’s Quest and the designs on it.
So—

These gold patterns are very swooshy, fluid shapes with some very spikey, hooked sections. They also have gems inlaid in three places on the chest right at the ends and center of the design, with little circles coming off of it dedicated to them specifically. And it sounds weird, but this looks like a floral design to me, or at least some kind of plantlike. Very stylized for sure, but in the way that the fleur de lis is supposed to be a lily and doesn’t look exactly like one.
So at like uh midnight a bit back I looked up some stylized plants in art and whatnot and boy was that a hard search because google doesn’t know what you mean by “floral stylized in a similar way to the fleur de lis” and the amount of AI that comes up under armor designs specifically doesn’t help. Anyway, two things it could be that I ran into—


It could be a very simplified depiction of acanthus leaves, which are sometimes depicted more like actual leaves of a real plant, but sometimes are just swooping curves with some spikiness on them. They often times also have the motif of three points of interest (usually buds or a bloom) that line up fairly well with the three gems and were common for things like metalworking and gilding. It’s a fair match, not super great since it’s not exact, but considering there’s no distinct flowers, a ok-ish bet. My biggest thing with it, even if the symbolism would be so fitting and cool, is that they’re typically depicted way more clustered and there’s usually not very much of an open space, especially on a breastplate like that.

I also ran into other armors from the time period (or at least the websites said they were) with other closer looking floral designs and had to try to find out what these were on my own. This one in particular caught my eye as a little bit closer.

One seems to be a gladiolus, and the symbolism here works out, it’s pretty standard stuff that’d be on armor. However, again, the Simon’s quest armor does not have very distinct blooms, more similar to simplified buds, so it’s hard to tell.
There’s also a possibility this could be roses, since those tends to have thorns as a main focal point and the hooked parts look thorny, or it could be a combination of multiple flowers I’m just not running into. Of course, I know the original artist likely did not mean anything in particular by this design other than “cool old looking armor design”, BUUUUT— I want to know what looks like closest to it to uh take the flower symbolism for myself hehe :3.
If anyone else has more knowledge on ye olden armor and art styles than I do, do pop up and tell me your thoughts on what this pattern looks like to you!!!
#castlevania#castlevania games#castlevania ii: simon's quest#Castlevania 2#castlevania simon’s quest#simon’s quest#Simon Belmont#akumajo dracula#akumajou dracula#text post#image post#I wanna know what this is so bad cause like I saw it and immediately went ah that’s floral#I love flower symbolism shout out to flower symbolism#just you guys wait until I start ranting about gemstone symbolism too I have ideas#anyway the green stones I’ve determined two possibilities for and symbolism that works for him as a character#and I still need to look up the large red one tho#ya know tbh there’s the green ones on the plate and then the smaller green ones on the belt so uh#you could just take it as both of the two options are represented here for maximum symbol potential l#the flower pattern thing is killing me tho PLEASE history nerds tell me what this is#at first I thought it looked a little trumpet shaped but the gems kinda don’t work for that interpretation#Lilies are also an option but erm uh I don’t want to uh take the symbol of the Tépès family here uh#ayami Kojima has already given dead lilies to Lisa white lilies to Alucard and bloody lilies to Dracula so Simon can’t have any#Aughhhh but hehe Simon posting yay haha simon hehehehe I think so much about this man#incoherent rambling#theory posting#analysis post
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How to rebrand myself from "not this guy having his issues on dash again" to something... well anything else without abandoning this account haha
#johnny's silly rambles#posting about anything feels so weird and kinda disrespectful after putting so many people through all that trouble#*literally having the worst day of their life every day since december* *posts about blorbo the next day all enthusiastic*#like i get this is tumblr but still?#it's hard getting back into fandoms i feel like. despite never leaving#everyone is talking with each other and I'm like haha i don't dare intrude bc what if feeling okay atm is just temporary and then the other-#-person feels pressured to talk to me and also i don't want to pull any more people into this and besides I'm way too shy and ahhhhhhhhh
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Could I request Alphabittle if you haven't gotten a request for her already? She's my favorite g3 pony!
I have posted her before, here ^_^
#🌺#asks#fungal--wastes#i really like her too i love her colors#and the fact that she's based on just like. food-food not sweets yk#for future reference i always tag the name of the pony; the color of the pony; and any special characteristics they have!#(3d cutie mark; pegasus; unicorn; jewel; etc etc etc)#i try to make them easy to find#however i know tumblr's search isn't great which is why i usually recommend going to the website not the app#and going to https://dailyg3.tumblr.com/tagged/alphabittle#or etc lol#tho that's kinda complicated too sorry#also she wasn't requested (most of the ponies i've posted thus far aren't) cuz if i don't have any requests i just pick them myself haha#though i've definitely gotten a lot of requests today for some reason...#anyway sorry for rambling lol
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“If you’re 30 and on tumblr the mental illness won.” No, actually, if I’m still alive to be posting on tumblr at 30, then that’s a win in itself.
My mental illness wants me dead. There is a good portion of society that wants me dead, either for being queer or for being disabled. If I’m alive, I’m winning.
#sorry guys i saw a post and just saw red#but i couldn’t add this to that because it was a haha funny post and i didn’t wanna be That Guy#no hate to the person who put it on my dash or to op#i get it i get the joke very funny#just also… kinda rubbed me the wrong way#fanby’s ramblings#not fandom#vent cw
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I wanna. Pick them up in my mouth and shake 'em around like a dog obliterating a squeaky toy
#you can tag anyone you feel this way about but I was thinking about Rook hunt in particular#tbh I feel like he'd picture the same - just with Vil and Neige#he wanta his oshis to be besties (he is just lime me fr) (just a liiiittle furyher frim reality)#(I view neigexVil as nore of a crackship until we get more Neige development/lore)#(our queen Vil doesn't deserve to be genuinely shipped with someone who's kinda 2D rn.#But I respect people who flesh out neige with headcanons - they write the dynamics realy well tbh)#(hopefully we get more RSA development at some point I think that'd be cool)#(plus I'd cry if TWST just. stopped. after the last NRC OB)#(I mean it'd make sense aince that's where the story is based and it'll probably end once Yuu finds a way home#- which feels close now thanks to Ortho)#(But at the same time I. have been following this since it first came out when I was about 16 - same age as the first year squad lol)#(and I feel like it'd feel weird if we stopped getting main story updates)#(Im rambling a LOT lol - probably because I'm tipsy haha)#(hope someone can relate to my lamenting of future woes though)#(Oh well - I should atop borrowing sorrow from the future and live joyfully with the now)#(I do miss my friends who've stopped being in the fandom though - and my friends who deactivated and idk how to contact now)#(sugarandmelody... zacrazyvalentine... I miss them. but we had fun#writing and stuff. and I suppose that's what matters in the end. that we had fun.)#at least - I hope they had fun too. and I kinda hope they think about me how I think of them sometimes.#have a nice day if you're reading this. I rambled in the tags a while and I understand that it's kinda long lol.#and probably riddled with typos#I'm tearing up for some reason haha. well it is what it is#I hope each and every one of my followers know how amazing they are - I hope y'all have a wonderful day - evening - or night#I wish I could hug people across the internet lol#I should stop posting on tumblr while drinky haha#tw drunk#tw drinking#i'll tag it just in case#don't wanna cause discomfort and stuff
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the most wholesome thing is seeing that the wholesome post blog runner is probably one of the nicest people ever :3 i’m generally Terrified of sending asks especially to a blog that Does Things like this but seeing you talk in the tags instead of just reblogging and moving on makes you seem very friendly and approachable !!!! and i hope u know i appreciate that :] i hope you have a wonderful day and both sides of your pillow are always cool and that if you see a random cat on the sidewalk it won’t run away from U ♡
woah, META-WHOLESOME!! thank ya for the compliment, i try my best to carry out those kinds of traits i value!!!!! i’m SUPER super glad that ya did!!! THANK YOU THANK U!! always appreciating how much of an impact this lil blog has on top of appreciating u for sharing as much with me :-)
it’s always a TRIP getting to hear that something i do that i wasn’t even really mindfully doing makes all the difference?? i’m just really, REALLY grateful for all the different kinds of posts that get sent my way and seeing cool + uplifting + sentimental + OVERALL WHOLESOME posts that i express my thanks + ramble a bit in the tags haha !!
i ALSO hope you have as terrific of a day as you’re able to! and i hope you’ll enjoy seeing more posts pop up!
AND YOU’LL NEVER BELIEVE but i got new pillow cases like a week ago THAT DO JUST THAT! AND THERE’S A NEW CAT ON THE STREET WHO HANGS OUT WITH ME SOMETIMES (i’ve been planning to see if he has a microchip, but i know for a fact that the neighbors who feed all the stray cats on our street already have a cage + are well-versed in TNR, so i’ve been thinking about asking them first because the thought that someone could be out there looking for their pal is enough for me to “do it scared”) !! SO THANK U NOT ONLY FOR THE SWEET SENTIMENTS BUT ALSO FOR THE UNEXPECTED HILARITY OVER THE FACT THAT THEY’VE COME TRUE???
#and i get it!! running a gimmick blog (as i’ve heard it be described) is v v different from the other blogs i’ve got going!!#ik i’ve said it in the past but i genuinely think what makes for the lack of ambiance is the fact that i didn’t really? start this blog out#as a gimmick blog in mind?? it was kind of just for me to ‘archive’ Solidly Wholesome posts in one place#by the dates i saw/read through them + let them flow over me. because there’s already a timestamp ya know?#but the Vision was that i’d go through this blog + see that a year ago on a particular day was Important#which is still something i do when i have the the time BUT now i ALSO get sent wholesome posts!!! which WOAH#became a collective effort whether you’ve mentioned me in one post or climbing up to the triple digits now haha!!! i appreciate them all#TRULY :-)#and i’ll also admit that i don’t really remember if i kept the ask + submission channels open because i thought ‘hey maybe i’ll get one#or two someday from someone?’ or if i kinda forgot to close ‘em because i think i only block Anonymous automatically for all the blogs#i’ve got?? THAT will probs be a mystery for a long time to come if not forever BUT am glad it’s all worked out in ways i never saw coming!!#also APOLOGIES FOR NOT ONLY RAMBLING IN THE TAGS BUT THE ASK!!#Apple Pie is defs a priority for me rn and i’ve done some research + talked to my neighbors about TNR being the best bet in our area#last we spoke anyhow which was some time ago#also my parents apparently got into taking stray cats to a TNR program a few cities over so i’ll ask ‘em too probably???#BUT FIRST THING’S FIRST: checking for a microchip#10/13/2023#asks#wholesomepostarchive
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She’s my oc now, sorry i don’t make the rules :/
Some of y’all don’t deserve her tbh
#no this isn’t because someone was kinda mean about her in the tags of one of my 06 posts that had literally nothing to do with her why would#you even think that thats crazy omg haha#(<- that is exactly the reason)#okay but to be fair#the way I interpret her is pretty different from cannon now#she might as well be my oc#but in my defense!!!!#almost all of it is from thinking about the source material way too hard and thinking really hard about all the tiny little things that they#barely give us because the game wasn’t given the time it needed#or maybe not idk#i just be making shit up tbh#like how i think she and mephiles and kinda like (if not actually which i think so) siblings in a way and how they would both definitely#daddy issues but like#in different genre?#like for elise its very ‘i still love my dad but I’ve come to terms with the terrible things he’s done’ kinda way#and then with mephiles it’s very much Frankenstein’s monster type of ‘if he were still alive I’d kill him myself’#yk?#erm anyway#trash rambles#sonic 06#mephiles the dark#princess elise
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Your headcanons about Vox were amazing! Ironically the part about where you explain how the relationship would be toxic was what caught my eye the most. I was wondering if you would elaborate on how Vox would be with a s/o who's basically a yes man, like they just want Vox to be proud of them in every way and not tarnish their reputation and stuff. Like legit, never complains and bottles up stuff for his sake, at the same time they wanna make him feel powerful and in control cuz that's how he wants to feel. BUT his s/o actually tries and prones him into not keeping a façade near them, kind of a thing "Use me however you want, I will be silent, obey and not judge you" kinda thing. I'm really curious about how that dynamic would be :3
Absolutely, I can 🙏
TW for abuse
With a submissive, yes-man partner in general: Vox would treat you as a doormat. I do not doubt that for a second. He'd use your willingness to let things slide and not call him out to just violate your boundaries, trust, etc. Even worse over time.
You've gotta threaten this man with some sort of consequences, or he's going to take advantage of and use you in every single way.
He knows how to read people to get what he wants from them, so when you just keep giving him what he wants again and again and again, he's gonna be so used to the dopamine hits he gets from you praising him and being able to exercise complete control and bad behaviour over you that he will just take it further and further because he knows you won't do anything.
And, when he sees that you are trying to make him proud of you and be good for you? He's going to absolutely use that against you to just control you farther. Would manipulate you to do what he wants using your desire for praise.
He'd use you and abuse you until you break down and inevitably snap at him - and considering through your whole relationship you haven't treated his behaviours with any sort of criticism at all and have just been feeding his ego without any directly negative response to him the whole time?
He's gonna be an absolute asshole about it.
He's insecure and extremely reactive to criticism (perceived or actual) at the best of times from a partner who calls his shit out, but you exploding after ages of letting things slide and forgiving his behaviour and building his constant need for positive attention and reinforcement the whole time? It's gonna be such a 180 that he's gonna be absolutely furious about it.
With a combination of being a yes-man and affirming him though provided he does open up to you? I'd say it might actually turn out even worse ngl.
I'm a strong believer that Vox needs love to get better, but also its gotta be tough love with hard consequences for bad behaviour, or he just will not change at all.
He would confide in you, use your willingness and encouragement of a complete lack of judgement. But also he'd use that.
You letting him unfurl all his God awful behaviours and insecurity with no judgement like at all, he's just gonna openly express said shit behaviour and not attempt to remedy it at all.
You show him that he can be absolutely vile and you won't go 'uhhh, actually that's not okay' at all, (or at least not firmly say that) and he'll see the opportunity of a lifetime to very overtly be awful.
He needs a loving partner who will not judge his real self and real concerns (to a degree) and take care of him, treat him properly.
But
He also needs someone who will not take his shit and someone to hold consequences over him when he's behaving terribly, so he actually does change and mend those abusive/toxic behaviours he's got going on.
Because he will most likely become and stay abusive towards you if otherwise, covertly or overtly.
#vox#hazbin hotel#vox headcanons#these are just my thoughts ofc#im just going off of what makes the most sense to me based off of what we know about him and his behaviour in canon#i wish i could say i see soft love and constant treatment working to make him better#but nah hed probably be AWFUL#i may make a proper post on this atsp to better explain my thought process#for now its just kinda me rambling tho haha
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You're laughing. You just exposed your necromancy by raising a bunch of corpses, a woman we just watched get brutally murdered has crawled out of the trash chute like the monster from Grudge, and you're laughing.
#the feychild writing shitposts#just more shitposts of my writing#I remembered this because I saw another version of the “you're laughing” post kinda but not really similar to the scene that happened here.#Idk I really want to make the necromancer's power being /necromancy/ a surprise just like in the OG story#but considering just how much I ramble here...#it's very unlikely that'll be the case haha.#Esp because the story this is from won't be written for soooo freaking long omg.#So I'm kinda at a point of “eh why not talk about out-of-context spoilers without connecting anything to the actual story?” haha.#I loved this scene so much tho omfg haha.#I can't believe I originally wrote it when I was such a young writer tbh. It was done shockingly well despite the writing being so bad.#Originally I was going to make this shitpost from the necromancer's POV and all “you're laughing even tho this is actually terrifying?"#but then I remembered they were canonically laughing for a bit (brokenly/from anger) in this scene and pivoted to this instead haha.#cw murder mention#cw death#cw corpse#necromancy#fantasy horror#necromancer#high fantasy#horror fantasy#cw body horror#cw horror#shitpost#sillyposting#text post#spilled ink#creative writing#writers on tumblr#writeblr#writing
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There were three stages to my development as a Juri fan.
Stage one, you are 100% pro Juri and too emotionally close to the conflict, and thus it hurts when Shiori does anything. Wtf was Ruka's part of the story even about.
Stage two, you relate to Juri just a liiiitttle too much. And you become a Shiori apologist. Shiori may be mean but she's not THAT bad. I mean, Juri is pretty cold to her too. Surely there's a REASON Juri liked her in the first place. Also Ruka GET AWAY FROM THEM.
Stage three, you are now a fan of both Juri and Shiori but please please please stay away from each other til you've both got years worth of shit figured out. Shaking Juri by the shoulders- i get it, i understand, but GET OVER IT. Cheering loudly at the scene where the locket is cut off. Appreciating Ruka's narrative for shaking them out of their patterns (but still hating him so so much and laughing when he dies offscreen). Get therapy please girls. And then, if after lots of self reflection and improvement you still love each other, THEN... you should keep going to therapy but also add couple's therapy into the mix.
#xander's personal rambles#rgu#first watch through: 'shes just like me fr (ouch ouch ouch /pos)'#subsequent watch throughs 'shes just like me fr (/derogatory /affectionate)'#looked at her character flaws. went haha i do that.#then started throwing popcorn at the screen like 'boo we worked this out in therapy already! get over her!'#and while you're at it get over your awful self perception and recognize there's nothing wrong w/ you!#(well. there are many many things wrong with you. but not what you THINK is wrong with you. that part's fine)#this whole post can be summed up as:#stage 1. relate to juri DONT ship jiori#stage 2. relate to juri. ship jiori#stage 3. relate to juri. think both juri and shiori need to move on. still kinda ship jiori but dont think its the best outcome for them#(i think the best outcome for is they dont see eachother for a long time. both get different girlfriends. and then meet again.#and just. see each other. and acknowledge that they both made it through. and admit how much their relationship consumed both of them.#and then part on good terms again.)
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just finished watching the wild wild country docuseries and... I know people say the rajneesh are a cult and they did do some fucked up things but... tbh it seemed more like a regular group of people just tryna vibe than any other cult I've learned about. like if outside forces weren't shitty to them 24/7... idk... I think I was just shocked that there wasn't anything more damning that was going on inside of the group. tho maybe there was and the directors just didn't look into it.
#and while we don't actually know whether osho was involved in every crime sheela committed.. he was literally just some guy#who liked fancy cars and watches. but was maybe kinda chill?#haha like of all cults I've learned about.. this was the first one where i was like... yeah id run to this too cuz on paper this rocks tbh#anyway... that was interesting but definitely could have been a lot shorter#my post#wild wild country#also it has been a core fact in all cults I've personally learned about that kids always suffer the most.. but i have no idea what the kids#got up to at this place. it was never addressed. so i guess I'm led to assume it was fine and dandy? lol idk. idk..#(well maybe not 'the most' as how do you quantify suffering... but they get put in really bad situations a lot in cults)#I'm high so i do keep rambling but. i gotta go to sleep ohmygod
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(Out of nowhere, you are approached by a familiar lightbulb-headed Cog.)
Ah, it's you, cat. Thinking you're oh-so-slick. Muttering and whispering under those raggedy whiskers of yours... Thinking I am unable to hear it all...
Well, you've simply underestimated my fantastic hearing. You probably want to know the reason why I'm here, taking a 'break' from my incredibly important scientific breakthroughs? It's quite simple, really!
(She gets close, and squints her eyes.)
I know what you are.
Farewell, now!
(She then leaves the way she came from.)
(Spam giggles immensely, covering her face... it always seems like she's giggling, isn't she? This lasts... at least thirty seconds. Longer than usual.)
And I know what I am too, Sparky! You broke through something, that's for sure. Really, broke through...
(She looks down, continuing to laugh nervously.)
You know, I find it odd you Havent tried to bulb blast me into the stratosphere by now. I mean knowing how you acted with Frostbite. Is there something peculiar about me that you perhaps can't quite track? Something about me that you... don't know what I am?
I know, I know, I'm talking to nobody again. But you were there when I had a moment today with the one the only Frostbite The Bravecog. You may be remaining. Lurking in the shadows. Knowing about these thoughts that I'm thinking.
(The giggling resumes, lasting far shorter this time.)
Your brother's a piece of fucking barp, by the way
(She braces for impact for a few seconds, wincing while smiling, before comically looking around to realize nobody's there. She sighs.)
Wow, okay maybe toony superhero show logic doesn't apply in this situation. Cool.
WAIT I JUST FUCKING REALIZED WHAT SHE MEANT but like. Dude if she meant that then what's the point I mean the whole ahh sellbot department barping knows unless you're Really low on the ladder. Heheh... maybe she did mean what I thought she meant.
Oh i'm so fucking screwed. What kind of bitch gets filament fever
#bright spark#<- for finding this again later. haha i called her sparky#the way she talks fucking tickles my brain so much im so . ohguohguohoghog SHE#SORRY THAT THIS TOOK SO LONG you see i was in the mindset that i would do this one little thing and then i would do my work which uh.#that leads to so so SO much procrastination. including on fun things! oh so fun things.#today was an event.#i also spent quite a bit of time ruminating i “would she really say that” is worse when shes literally you#to clarify. she is spam's aunt by like. building standards. not really in her found family. so its fucked up but as i said in discord this#is like. a “your mom's kinda hot” level crush. you know. also sorry i really wanted to say filament fever its been eating at me okay#nothing SERIOUS the way my f/os (and spam's f/os (plural now?? i guess?? if today was a canon event)) are#honestly mark still feels like the only real one with her to me but damn it. if spam's reflecting My Changes then she's Reflecting My Chang#spam in toontown unlike my other sonas is the most “its just you again” out of all of them and thats partially because her main#cog connection... is frostbite. they bounce off each other like we literally bounce off each other and damn it shes been so stagnant on her#own because of it. mark happened and she mirrored that because i kept fucking talking about him while we were in character and ideally#i should TRY to fix her. but also man because i'm not doing Serious lore stuff with her i dont. even know if i want to.#i kinda brushed it over the rug by saying that she relies on her constant entertainment so readily because she herself still doesnt feel#like she has a place outside of cogs only. sure she's in high roller backstage sure she's in allan's family now but shes not Doing anything#with herself the way that her friends are. mole's a ranger. frostbite cohosts. wishes... has chip. and something she doesn't have--#living and fully growing as a toon. rather than being haphazardly slapped into a world. and in some respects she's envious of frostbite#finding themselves so quickly because she distracts herself because she's still kinda struggling with it. despite everything. yes she lives#happy and carefree a lot of the time but she keeps buying those dumb phones because when she's truly alone... her mind starts to wander.#that's what mark is for. so that spam can dream of a world where she has a purpose. even if its fake and fragile and just nothing compared#to the great friends that she already has. where she feels like its worth it doing something when she doesn't have anyone. and in that#respect. with the goons ma allan parallels in sonboy the spam cathal parallels shine. seeking tv (and to a lesser extent games) as a#method of escapism. even when one's life is already pretty good. because there's nothing else worth doing without friends or family.#the internet isn't just cool. it gives her something to be when it seems like everyone is something but her. and maybe thats a lazy#excuse for why it seems like she doesnt HAVE anything to call her own but that but damn it i'm trying my best to twist it around.#spam has such a HISTORY yknow? even if it feels like i havent established her much.#spam is the hearts to frostbite's spades not just because they're the duo of all time but because spam's fake stupid love keeps her going#sorry i just started rambling in the tags of this post about spam it. happens. she loves her friends so much i need to reiterate that okay
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