#I just feel like crying
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so this is it then i believe, once again someone I wanted to stay leaves, once again speaking my mind is what makes them leave, and people ask why is that hard for me to be me? this is my because, people leave.
#i just feel like crying#and want to say fuckoff to them too#ugh#why does this always happen#ik i might be reading inbetween the lines which might not be the case#but why does my gut feels the opposite#ughhh#spilled thoughts#rant#meanslackofart#desi#desi tumblr#desi tag#random#desiblr
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finally went to see a pt about my foot issues and left being reminded that i’m a deeply lonely individual and something is probably wrong with me
#wtf 😔#not anything to do with the pt he was really nice#so weird when i do something completely random and it makes me feel like this#i just feel like crying#and over pt???#my life lb
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recently, i decided to make a dr for my inner child and i don't know if i'm emotional over it or if it's just life hitting hard, but this is truly something else 😭
#not sure if it's positive or negative yet#i just feel like crying#but then again im also on my period so who's to say
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my dog needs to go back to fhe vet 🙂
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normalize crying for literally no reason
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i always feel lost
i just don’t know how people navigate this world, it’s so hard!! i have been trying all my life but somehow i just get worse at everything
i don’t know how to go places, get information, get to know people…i feel like i can never do anything by myself, without anyone’s help
i see people around me doing stuff, asking the right questions, figuring things out alone, and i just can’t. i don’t know how!!
and i know that everyone feels lost and a lot of people just “fake it until they make it”, but it’s not like this. when my friends feel lost or don’t know how to do something, it just seems like they know something i don’t because i know that if i were in their situations i would never be able to work it out. somehow they always know who to talk to or where to go.
i can’t explain it but everything is so complicated and intimidating. SO INTIMIDATING. my therapist keeps saying that most people are also just as lost as i am, but she doesn’t really understand just how hard things are and just how absolutely lost i always feel. it’s like everyone is always three steps ahead of me, even though they just got there like me.
and it’s like this for every single thing, academics wise, socializing, navigating the world in general… i’m just so tired of being like this
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Hggh I hate everythinggggg
#God rlly said “mental issues be upon ye”#/hj#im gonna kmsssss#:(#today is a deflated balloon day#and im also really worried about a friend but don’t know how to help#im a little scared#a lot scared actually#i dont want her to go but I have literally no way to do anything let alone stop her#Also elections yay 😕#I’m not excited#I’m actually genuinely going to kill myself if Trump becomes president#genuinely.#Also I’m a bit more aware of how my scars look.#And I don’t wanna go to church but my dad might make me#gah I hate being in a super Christian household sometimes#like#ik you said it’s an expectation and I need to be Christian according to you but I don’t feel like going right now#I just feel like crying#I’m just a mess right now#⏱️-+*
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kind of miserable again bc of my tmj and i hate the thought of having to live with this my entire life
#and to think i wouldnt have had the issue if braces werent so expensive#because my overbite caused the issue#and now theres jusy nothing to be done#i just feel like crying#miles rambles
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to moving forward
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#jjk art#yuji itadori#gojo satoru#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itadori yuuji#megumi fushiguro#jjk spoilers#satoru gojo#jjk manga spoilers#hina.comic#before any1 says anything i KNOw his birthday is in december ik ik ik this is just 2 show some post-battle bonding after the trauma#its winter in canon n megumi's birthday has passed and he spent it being piloted like a mech so they need to celebrate Now!!#also this was technically a request lmao anon wanted megumi birthday angst hehehehhe i hope u like it <3 bc it KILLED ME DEAD#im going to collapse remember when i said this wasnt harder than the hydrangeas im having second thoughts#page 8 made me want to bash my head in#could have stuck with one flashback image could have left them monochrome could have done literally anything 2 ease the workload#but noooo the chronic overachiever in me would not allow it#rule of threes i had to include all of them and they Had to be in colour it wouldn't have hit the same if i had kept it monochrome#i needed it to look how childhood memories look i needed it to look oversaturated and hazy and fond but unmistakably Gone#it may have killed me but im so proud of this rn like from an art style perspective these megumis and yuujis r top tier by my standards#personal favourites r the first and last panel of crying megumi like not 2 pat myself on th back but expression?????? hello??????#enjoy your cake megumi you've earned it <333 sorry fr hurting ur feelings it will happen again#oh my god i can sleep tonight bless <333 and i met my 3 day deadline NICE im so good at what i do
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911 Operator: 911, what's your emergency?
Me: I feel like shit.
#i want to act like i don't give a fuck about anything#but i can't#i just feel like cRying#leeannbeingtoopersonal
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my intrusive thoughts beat me today. they won the battle and I dont know what to do
#personal shet#i just feel like crying#i had plenty of time but i cant do it#my thoughts and anxiety are screaming at me#to verge of having a panic attack#and i dont know how to distract myself from it#i dont belong#i dont belong anywhere
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I'm starting to second guess myself if this is the right decision or not... life be really testing me and all I can do cry about it and try my best to keep standing strong.
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#do I want one?#i dont really know.#i feel like i barely know them#and they barely know me#but i know my definition of 'knowing me' is skewed to the ykw#and yet..#i dont know at all#i dont feel especially affectionate for them#but ive only felt affectionate when im traumabonded#eugh#man#i just feel like crying#i dont know whwt to think#maybe IM still being amatonormative by beinf reserved of affection except for The Next Tier#but i feel weird to even ask that#wjen i. uh. i#what ever
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1.05 / Battle of the Labyrinth
#I FEEL SO NORMAL ABOUT THIS#percy jackson#pjo tv show#percy jackson and the olympians#pjotv#percabeth#pjo#screaming crying#mine#100#500#1k#5k#im in the middle of packing and this sent me frantically looking for my copies of pjo#anyway#i feel so insane i feel like im gonna die can anyone hear me. CAN ANYONE HEAR ME#annabeth has been so disconnected from the mortal world and just so fundamentally unable to enjoy her childhood#it makes me want to sob like seriously#i hope her and percy go on so many movie dates. like#not even just her and percy i hope percy tells grover and word spreads around camp and movie nights just become a thing at camp#because all these babies deserve it#god im gonna die. im seriously gonna die#WE KNOW THERE'S AN ORIENTATION VIDEO#SO THEY HAVE A PROJECTOR AND A SCREEN#MOVIE NIGHTS COULD HAPPEN!!!#okay bye. i'm going to go scream about percabeth some more
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taking off my anxiety over a license exam ☠️
#messyr#IM GOING TO CRY IF I FAIL THIS EXAM BUT DAMN I ALREADY FEEL LIKE THROWING UP!!!!!! AHAHAHAHAH#I keep thinking about the fkin adobe license yet im still out here drawing projects for a media visual novel and egames art concepts AAARGH#Also still drafting stuff for this AU bc it doesn't just focus on ships- rather the plot itself LMAO.#doodle#artists on tumblr#hazbin hotel#hazbin hotel au#hazbin hotel: Michelin Stars AU#hazbin hotel human au#hazbin hotel lucifer#hazbin hotel alastor#lucifer morningstar#hazbin alastor#hazbin hotel charlie#charlie morningstar#radioapple
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Man is it just me or are a lot of TV shows nowadays are written to have big emotional episodes in scenes with very little build up.
#txt#i have some thoughts on a certain show.... maybe i'll talk about it lol#like you would think with shortened seasons these writers would try to limit the cast so that big scenes feel more earned... but they dont?#they want these big massive expansive casts with big emotional moments by episode 2 and then every episode needs that Big Scene#i noticed this especially with a lot of indie animated shows#pacing and build up is sacrificed so we can have big emotional scenes with characters we know very little#even indie shows i enjoy im just kind of like “wouldnt this feel more earned if i actually knew this character”#and sometimes it works. pluto made me cry in the first episode! but it also spent so much time with these characters because#they're an hour long each
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