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dysstsk · 1 year ago
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reverie-verse · 2 years ago
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Love Triangle Or Not? (Four)- Pt 1
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Here are the other parts
Part 2 Part 3 Part 4
Anon Request Prompt: Y/N is a trainer (very well known for her badassness) She just came back from a mission; she gets a little jelly that Tris and Four had gotten closer. There’s some feelings but on who’s end? Four asks Y/N to help Tris. Being the amazing person she is, she agrees to help, but in the process she gets hurt. After the mission ends she returns home only to have an argument with Four. Leads to late night confessions  
I’m also making Y/N a Divergent but in secret. 
A couple things, this is ridiculously long, I put it in parts and I am releasing them all at the same time because it makes sense okay. Cooooooollll I hope you enjoy. 
Established something between Tris and Four. 
My Requests Are Open!!
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It was less than a few days till the second stage test. You had been tasked to take on the dauntless recruits. You were ordered to train them and prepare them for the mental test. This was not your job, this was not what you were assigned but considering all circumstances this was punishment. You were the best and brightest soldier of Dauntless. You were ranked with Four and Eric, Eric in leadership but Four as a trainer. He denied his leadership role. You didn’t blame him,it wasn’t a responsibility you’d want either. However you were tasked as the infiltrator. You were sent out on missions to spy and gather intel when need be. You took care of business as you should. 
That was the problem: your mind worked in ways that were not acceptable in society’s eyes. So you conformed and adapted the best way you could. You built a wall around yourself for protection. There were times you would slip and cover up the traces but this time it went unnoticed. Hence why you were walking to the training room. You were instructed to join Four’s group. You were thankful not to be with Eric. He irritated you to the core but Four, you had known him for a while. Ever since he had first transferred to Dauntless. Yes you were born Dauntless but that didn’t stop you from connecting and helping out with the newbies. 
Here you were dressed in your black leggings pockets on either side of you. A holster rested on your hip and opposite thigh. Your gun rested in your hip holster. Your thigh held your knife. You had zipped your cropped fitted active jacket half way, showing just a tiny glimpse of your black sports bra. Your hands tucked into fingerless gloves, your hair braided into two French braids. Your combat boots echoed off the walls in the chasm before entering the training room. Sparring could be heard Eric standing off to the side with Four talking to each initiative. Four stops at one particular student conversing with her as she tucks a strand of blonde hair behind her ear. Eric’s eyes drifted toward you with a smirk on his face. You fought the urge to rip that smirk off his face. You internally groaned. Eric dismissed his student watching you with intense eyes. Four stands with his student watching the two of you  interact, thus causing the rest of the recruits to stop their task.
Eric smiles “ Well if it isn’t our best and brightest Dauntless Assassin.” his irritation and jealousy seeps through his words. You catch onto his words and by the look of Fours face so does he. Everyone in the room looks at you with curious eyes. 
You smile as if you mean it. “ Surprise. I will be joining you for the second stage”. You walk closer coming to a stop. Eric continues his journey towards you to the point he stops in front of you.
“ Oh is that so?” He asked with his arms crossed. 
“ Yeah it is.” At this point you and Eric had a stare down his height allowing him to tower over you. The tension was high and neither one of you was willing to break it. 
“ Everyone mind your business, get back to sparring!!” Four yells at the group walking toward the two of you.The students resumed their task while attempting to silently listen in on the conversation. There was bound to be gossip later on. Four sighed his concern hidden but noted by himself. If the both of you had it your way you both would be doing a little sparring of your own. 
“What’d you do this time? Hm? Follow the wrong orders? Why don’t we ask the leaders.” Eric says to you. The conversation managed to stay between the both of you making it difficult for others to listen in. Good this wasn’t their business.
“ Fuck off Eric.” You growled 
“ You’re in my territory now.”
“ You forget everywhere is my territory.” You challenged Eric.
Four hopped in before Eric could say another word “Both of you need to cool it. We’ve got initiatives to work with. Let's divide the group and run the tests”
Eric rolled his eyes calling out for his group “ Always the savior-My group head to the testing rooms.” He yelled as he walked toward the testing room his group not far behind. Four turned to you, you looked away from Eric and looked at four. Your heart skipped a beat. He caught you off guard with his staring. He always did. His eyes trained in you as he took in your state. Searching behind your eyes with his very brown ones. They peered through the depths of your soul. You held your breath. 
“ You okay?” He asked you, noticing that you have yet to say anything.
 You shook your head and cleared your throat “I didn't need your help”
“ If I didn’t step in, the two of you would’ve fought right there.”
“He deserves to get his ass beat” 
“Yeah well when we are done with these recruits you can take him out back. I’ll pretend I didn’t see a damn thing” Four joked. Yeah he made a joke, on the outside Four is very guarded and stoic but with you he always found a way to be himself.
 You rolled your eyes,  “ Let's head out. Time to do some testing”
Four shook his head as the two of you walked with his group to the testing rooms. As you walked you were silent. This threw Four off. You were never quiet. Not true, only when you were in a room full of strangers. When it came to your friends and Four you were talkative. He became worried, by now you would’ve had a reason to say something and you didn’t. Your arrival here and the reason for it hung in the air. Four and you were both aware of it, he was bound to question you. You sighed and you knew Four wasn’t going to let it go. He stops you at the end of the hallway.
“ You wanna tell me what’s going on?” He asked, crossing his arms blocking your path. 
“ Four. You’re blocking my path”
“ Am I? Or are you avoiding talking about what’s going on? That’s twice now you ended up back here. What happened on your last mission?” At this point he was demanding answers. He wanted details he wasn't about to let one of the people he cares about get hurt. You held a special place in Fours mind and heart. To watch you fall was not a past time he wanted to experience. You were the one person he didn’t have to hide from. He shared everything with you and he only wanted you to do the same. He hated it when you closed yourself off especially when you too have shared so much with him. He knew it was one of your ways to keep him safe. He wanted nothing more than to be by your side so that he could protect you. Ugh it was such a big cycle that kept moving the same direction. 
“ I’m-you-know-ugh fine okay. I messed up and I shouldn’t have. I made a decision against the better judgment of the leaders” 
Four turned his head to the side looking at you knowing that this was about to be something more than what you are making it out to be. “ Y/N” 
Reaching into the side pocket of your leggings you pulled out a small vile. “I took this from the lab at Erudite. I knew something was wrong and I took the serum. No, they didn’t catch me taking it.” 
“ What happened?” He questioned. 
“I had been told my mission was to successfully transport items from Erudite to Dauntless, and to keep an eye on Abnegation. Something about an uprising. One thing led to another and I ended up doing the opposite. I found myself at the lab. Erudite is planning to take down Abnegation and along with it Divergents.” 
“ Y/n” Four pinched the bridge of his nose,” What does the serum do?” He huffed. 
“ I don’t know. I wasn’t able to retrieve much information before having to blow my own cover.” You sighed in frustration. That was the one thing you wished you had seen before taking the vile. 
“ What did you do?” Four uncrossed his arms looking down the hallway making sure no one was around. 
“ I punched Jeanin in the face.“
“ What?” Four’s eyebrows shot up in surprise as he looked back towards you. 
“ Well how else was I supposed to get back to you to tell you all the tea?” You shrugged with a smile. You enjoyed it to be honest. You hated Jeanin with every fiber of your being and that was satisfactory. Four couldn’t help but return the smile. It was contagious. How could it not be? The tattoo on Fours back is a form of you. You're honest, kind, smart, brave and selfless. You were a walking embodiment of each faction. That was a dangerous thing to be. But to Four no, never, you were everything he wished he could be. Before the conversation could continue further the blonde haired girl from before peeked her head around the corner. His attention immediately shifted as his expression changed from a serious one to a soft, kind expression. Who the hell is that?
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cheruv-ii · 6 months ago
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The People have Spoken, here are my absolutely Baseless Ben Headcanons
(Cut because theres a lot)
-Has lower back dimples
-Is generally a "Will listen to anything" person, he started as a lil hater but eventually caved and realized that being a hater isn't fun (sometimes)
-Had a bunny growing up named Freckles
-His comfort food is his mom's homemade lasagna, she's make it for him whenever he had a bad day and it always makes him feel better
-Started going to public school after getting back to the mainland, but didn't really make any new friends because he was a hisser
-Can't grow facial hair, like the odd times he gets a stray hair but he's never been able to grow a proper beard or even mustache
-Not used to his height like, at all. Consistantly smacking his head on things.
-One of his favourite artists is Michael Jackson, and his favourite song is Dirty Diana
-Went for like a year with no clothes that fit him after his growth spurt, had maybe 2 pairs of pants he filtered through and any shirts he had fit him like a crop top. Brooklynn eventually caved and took him shopping for more clothes.
-Can secretly actually sing but like no one knows because whenever he sings in front of anyone its just for fun and therefore not his best work
-really good at chess???
-has freckles like everywhere, didn't have as many pre-nublar but they got 'worse' after the island due to the sun
-has a birth mark on his right hip that looks like a malformed heart
-(stealing this from a moot) likes bug shaped food like gummy worms and such
-Will eat out of a boot but won't touch vegetables with a ten foot pole
-The first time he broke a bone was after he got back to mainland and was playing with Bumpy, she knocked him down and he landed wrong and broke his pinky. Sammy does not let him live this down, ever.
-Daddy issues
-Can deal with bugs but has major arachnophobia, will freak out over a tiny spider. Would be horrendously fucked if Wu decided to make giant spiders.
-Spends a lot of time on his hair
-Used to be a mattress on the floor type of guy, luckily his dorm had a proper bed with a frame when he moved in (though prefers the floor mattress, tbh)
-Diagnosis cocktail I fear
-Gotten a little better at drawing with Yaz's help, though only at drawing dinosaurs, still not great at drawing humans
-Tried going to a bar with college friends for his 21st birthday, left the second an older woman started flirting with him
-has mimicking stims, will mimic things other people say or quotes he hears, was stuck saying "Ugh, as if" for months after Brooklynn made him watch clueless
-Says he's good with scary things but is the friend that clings onto whoever hes closest to in haunted houses
-Learned how to use a gun after nublar, doesn't carry or anything but he does have that skill in his back pocket if necessary
-Will buy literally anything that reminds him of Bumpy
-Terrible texter. Like absolutely ass.
-needs sound to sleep, as well as at least a little bit of light
-Sucks at math tbh
-Is the only one of the camp fam who's still ticklish, which makes him very vulnerable at times
-Lowkey king of puppy eyes
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pinemartin · 1 year ago
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I have a rib condition called costochondritis syndrome- basically that means that at any time, for good reason or no reason at all, any one or group of my rib joints will just go nuclear inflamed and everything will spasm around it. I've had this temporary psychosomatic syndrome for 10 years now because my connective tissue disorder made it permanent :)
So I've tried back braces. They're all elastic and velcro and bulky, and they work great for some people! However in my experience, the tightness needed to help with pain and posture means that the cropped edges dig into my gut, and the wrap around straps leave furrows in my armpits, and I sound like velcro everytime I move. They're not ideal and more of a pain than they help.
Corsets, however, are so comfy! Make sure to get one that fits you properly, because too big means you can only tighten it to your body so much, and too small means the shape is stretched out over your body and not sitting at the right contours, causing you to want to over tighten to get them there. The correct size allows you a range to work within, where you can make it snug or just sitting on your skin loose. And the variety! Upper back issues? Get one that wraps around the shoulders more like stays or the extremely structured Victorian corsets. Lower back only? An underbust is the most easily concealed one! I've had one on at a set tear down all day under my hoodie and legit no one knew. That all being said, I think that an overbust is the best of both worlds. The height at the front means you don't have to wear a bra to prevent muffin boobs, and that corresponds to a higher back which means more support!
The lack of elastic in corsets mean you can tighten it to the resistance you desire, and then leave it there all day. It isn't trying to constrict down any more than that, and actually holds you in because it will not out stretch at every push. When done just normally, corsets aren't painful or prohibitive. At most they change how you move. Bending your knees to bend down, rather than your back, giving you support to stack back on when carrying something. I've described it in the past as having a chairback to lean on at all times.
I have bought corsets from both Corset Story and Hiips, and I would say I prefer Corset Story. They don't use shoe laces for the lacing, they have an immense range to choose from, and their sizing chart is accurate. The actual corset construction for the both is pretty solid. Corset Story is almost always having sales as well.
Regarding corsets, I was in a car accident in 2019 and while I'm doing okay now, sometimes doing repetitive tasks like dishes and laundry where it's a lot of use of my lower back muscles, causes my lower back to spasm so painfully that I have to lay down flat on my back until the muscles relax. Do corsets minimize that sort of thing? Do you have any recommendations by chance?
OH MAN. well our back pains are in different Genres, but it's similar in the sense that, yeah, those specific tasks, the ones where you Lean Over Slightly, are brutal. I definitely find that wearing a corset for tasks like that gives me reinforcement. The pressure helps, and the corset boning makes me adapt the way I move, forcing me into a better posture if I need to lean over or whatever. I did WANT a corset specifically though, not JUST for back support but also bc I've always wanted a corset lol. If you want one purely for practical purposes, you should try a back brace first. It won't snatch you, but wearing it while you do stuff around the house might still help.
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worstloki · 4 years ago
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Top Forty Thor-Being-Thor Moments from Thor 1
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just absolute dumb*ssery that this 7yr old kid’s life goal is to “hunt down the monsters and slay them all”. I’ll go easy on him here and let the Thor/Loki expressions do the talking because of “...just like you did Father” but seriously can his hands even fit around a sword handle??? this kid isn’t even punching the air right??? if there was a sword in his hand he would’ve cut his head with the way he’s moving???? pure tiny-himbo energy here just look at that >:o face he’s making. contrasts very nicely with Loki’s ‘,:|. 10/10. such a baby idiot.
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“the jotuns must pay for what they have done! they broke into the weapons vault! if the frost giants had stolen even one of these relics!” thor. thor please. can you even name one of these relics. thor. hey thor. thor. shut up. “well, what would you do about this?” odin asks him. “march into jotunheim! like you once did! break their spirits! so they’ll never try anything like this again!” wow okay so we’ve fast-forwarded by like a thousand years and thor is still going on about genocide. huh. that’s funny, i thought loki was the genocidal one. hmm. i also just realized that the loki exclusive clip gives loki the same hairstyle thor has here so do what you will with that information.
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0/10. horrible. terrible. i dont care how angy thor is about not getting to kill some jotuns or become king today this very instant, that is a tremendous waste of food. an absolute fool. how can he just remorselessly throw the bread to the floor. if loki stabbed him when he was 7 he would deserve it for this table flip alone. what a privileged white *ssh*le.
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loki came skulking around a corner and suggested not to go to jotunheim and not only did thor not suspect anything but he also then went on to decide to go to jotunheim. 10/10 himbo material. 
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if tumblr didn’t have a picture limit i would put every instance of thor smiling in this list because look at that stupid smile. he’s such an idiot. 11/10. this is the thor content i’m here for.
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“I have no plans to die today” thor says with the stupidest open-mouthed smirking smile ever captured on film. right after he also told heimdall not to tell anyone they’re gone. he’s literally planned to strand them on jotunheim. thor’s grand plan was to strange themselves on jotunheim and also start a fight. i repeat: thor’s plan was to successfully slay all the frost giants and not need to return until they’re all gone. what an absolute d*mb*ss. this is getting ridiculous. this was originally a top-ten-thor moments list but i’m not even twenty minutes in so i’ll have to extend the list. thor. thor are you listening? thor, you’re such an idiot.
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“HOW DID YOUR PEOPLE GET INTO ASGARD?!” thor you sweet sweet summer idiot, please, i am beggin,g you,, learn to rea,d , a room,, literally everyone else who came with you is regretting it, there is complete silence and only the rumble of the opposing king is meeting your “I AM THOR, SON OF ODIN”s, please, please take some notes from Loki, or, you know, literally anyone else in the room, since everyone is asking you to get out of this realm while you still can,
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thor’s stupid smile makes an appearance after he gets called a princess and decides to fight a whole realm over it. you know what? thor is a princess. he’s the prettiest princess in all the lands. what’s thor gonna do about it? is he going to fight me too? I hope he does the stupid grin first. minus 15 points for the sexism. thor is a complete and utter sadistic fool who needs to get a hobby. seriously, he’s 1500 years old and still going on and on about slaying all the frost giants. boi, i hate to break it to you, but your dad is not the best or only example of greatness out there. i don’t think your dad even qualifies as an example of that. 
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“THEN. GO!” 🥰 ahh yes, just thor thingz 🥰🥰 like when one friend has had his arm burnt 🥰 and another friend has been impaled and needs medical attention, 🥰🥰 and all the rest of your friends are yelling for you, 🥰 and your brother is telling you they must go, 🥰 and you decide to buy everyone time by laughing maniacally and killing more frosties because you care for them and dont find joy in destruction like a loon 🥰🥰🥰 
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THIS is the iconic Thor moment that makes my day whenever I think about it. Just Thor, an absolute bumbering 6′6′’ giant boodlusting dummy sees Odin and just decides to yell “FATHAA!! WE’LL FINISH THEM TOGETHAAA!” as if the last thing Odin told him wasn’t “no, thor, we’re not going to do anything to the frost giants, do not go after them and try to kill them all.” 11/10 d*mb*assery right here folks, I couldn’t ask for Thor to be more of a fool. This is PEAK Thor energy. Look at that face. I feel like Thor spends half this movie with his nostrils flared. I love it.
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okay i gotta give thor credit for rightfully calling odin “an old man and a fool” but also there was not even 1 frame of the scene where Thor had a decent face so now all i see is >:O >:| >:o >:[ when i watch that scene. yelling at odin was great, not yelling at odin after he HUAERGHed at loki was less great, but to be fair it’s thor and he is the definition of Peak D*mb*ss. 
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thor literally GROWLS and starts yelling “HAMMAA?? HAMMER??” over and over. He was hit by a van, he fainted, he woke up and started growling. I don’t know what else there is to say about this.
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“you dare threaten me? puny human?”. so. uhh. basically. Thor knew she was threatening him? He KNEW she had a weapon? instead he made a face and started yelling as he tried to walk his way closer????? thor you complete and utter dum dum. you frickin hairball-for-brains. im not even surprised darcy tasered him. with that kind of face, i’d taser him too.
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when you wake up in an unknown place to a person smiling at you without a stupid smile, the first step is always to attack first and ask questions later 😌😌😌 (but seriously thor you imbecile why didn’t you ask where you were instead of throwing multiple people around the room and getting your butt needled. you clueless buffoon. you’ll remain a clueless buffoon if you don’t listen to anyone.)
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just a quick recap but thor was knocked unconscious by a van and these people kidnapped him aboard and the next scene we see him in he’s checking himself out in  mirror after presumably changing right there in the open?????? these are the things that make thor thor. any other character and i’d question it so much, but this is thor, and i truly believe this is in-character for him. just change in the open because why not? thor is a beefcake and that’s his only redeeming quality and he knows it. 10/10 thor moment. 
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I am now convinced that Thor saw Jane and “5k van-hitter to lover slow-burn height-difference himbo-scientist trope” flashed through his mind.
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“but no more smashing!” Jane says, and then Thor proceeds to check her out and smile unlike an idiot and like a douche. was this his version of flirting???? i’m not one to decide, but yes, yes it was. He threw a cup to the ground and broke it, and she’s getting mad at him and berating him about it, and he’s liking it. y’all i’m sorry to break it to you like this, but thor has a canon fetish. i am so, so sorry.
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im DYING. THAT ISN’T EVEN A KISS, HIS MOUTH IS OPEN. he SMUSHES his mouth around her knuckle???? WHY. I can’t keep noticing things like this. send help. please. Jane’s response makes so much more sense now; she’s laughs for a solid 3 seconds and shakes her head and is like “uhh, thank you? ahaha,” and then she keeps looking back longingly when walking away. they are doing this in PLAIN sight of EVERYONE. Darcy and Erik are standing RIGHT THERE, and Thor is doing weird things to her with his mouth. I’m out. I am done here. goodbye. 
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return of the stupid smile AND the douche smile in quick succession through the entire trip. their entire dialogue is peppered with innuendo. “I’ve never done anything like this before. have you ever done anything like this before?” “many times, but you are brave to do it.” “I have nothing else to lose.” “ah but you are clever, far more clever than anyone else on this realm.” “realm? rEaLm?” “you think me strange?” “yes” “good strange or bad strange?” “I haven’t decided yet.” I AM DYING OVER THIS. plus, we get Return Of The Himbo with Jane asking after Einstein Rosen bridges and Thor is like “uh, actually, more like a rainbow bridge 😜🤪” i feel so sorry for jane here, didn’t know how much of a d*mb*ss Thor was when signing up for this van-trip and knuckle-sucking 😭😭😭 i also no longer have questions about how the trip that SHOULD HAVE BEEN A HALF-HOUR ONE turned into one that LASTED TILL THE SUN WENT FROM THE MIDDLE OF THE SKY TO SETTING by the time they arrived. I have no questions. please. I don’t want to know what they were doing in that van. please no. don’t make me think about it.
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thor’s plan had 3 steps and they were 1. give jane his jacket 2. walk in and get his hammer 3. fly out. that was literally his plan. he had the first “I have a plan. attack.” moment in the MCU. pure concentrated 0-brain-cells energy right here. how can you not stan this king of d*mb*ssery. look at him, flaunting his big boy muscles. he’s about get his hammer and fly out, like he just told jane with a trademark stupid-smile.
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crop-top hair-mop thor is my favourite thor. the way the entire fight scene parallels a hamster in a maze only exemplifies the thor vibes for some inexplicable reason.
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“you’re big. fought bigger.” + Thor douche-smile + subtext from earlier + rolling around passionately in the mud = not a happy me. 
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I swear i’m not making up this romantic subtext but it’s barely even subtext. the entire scene leading up to Thor’s attempt at lifting the hammer is actually filmed erotically. I’m not kidding. First there’s a shot where Thor pulls aside a hamster-cage-wall blind which mirrors a shower-curtain, and THEN he walks around the hammer while smiling douche-ly at it, we get a few close-ups to his face which are shot from angles slightly lower than himself, giving him an aire of superiority, plus the music adds to this, he reaches out for the hammer’s handle with a mud-covered arm in the rain, in non-slow-motion slow-motion, and he wraps his arm around it, like, he fully twists his arm, unecessarily sexually, around it as he grabs the hammer. This is not okay. On the plus side, it makes the movie much more entertaining,, on the down side,,.
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im not going to call Thor dumb for not knowing he’s not worthy. im not going to. because odin literally whispered the enchantment to mjolnir after he’d thrown thor to midgard. it is very funny watching thor grunt in frustration though. he starts yelling because he couldn’t lift the hammer and just lets himself get caught. like, dude, get a life, go buy a new weapon from the store, seriously. he mourns for the hammer on-screen longer than he does for loki. he also looks like he’s in far more pain here. he becomes catatonic and unresponsive after this, but when loki dies he’s already feasting the same afternoon. 10/10 dum dum thor material. never change thor, never change. (that’s code for please change, thor, please,)
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thor trying to establish dominance wherever he goes is the funniest thing because at this point he’s being a complete asgardian *ss about it and it’s reaching points of pettiness never seen before. side note: he is possibly flirting with selvig too. maybe. i’m not saying anything happened, but Thor’s openning lines when bringing him home carried over his shoulder are “he’s fine, not injured at all,” followed with an apology to selvig, and an explanation to jane which consisted only of “we drank, we fought, he made his ancestors proud,” and then he puts the man to bed and before he falls asleep erik says “i still don’t believe you’re the g*d of th*nder, but you ought to be,” so... your choice, i guess...
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thor’s got his trademark stupid smile and stupidly takes jane’s life’s work notebook and starts doodling in it about trees. the last time his father told him this story about Yggdrasil was when he was 5 and he clearly hasn’t payed attention to any lesson about anything since and it shows so so much. thank you thor. very insightful knowledge you’re passing on hear. ‘i come from a world where [science and magic] are one and the same,’ ok great, now elaborate on that please. oh, right, you can’t because you’re thor, my bad, 20/10 thor behaviour. he couldn’t even doodle nicely. all his lines are wobbly. epic art fail. i wouldn’t trust him near my sketchbook with a 2B pencil.
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THIS is thor’s realization face. in case anyone was interested in what ‘dawning truth’ looked like on him. 😰😪 THIS is the face of a thinker, of a man betrayed by his own beloved brother for unprecedented reasons. look at the nuance in his expression. 😩😩😩 so many emotions, I can’t even count them all 😩💯😪
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stupid smile and “do not worry my friends, i have a plan,” he says, “i’ll just try and abuse the fact that Loki’s super selfless and kind and has no self worth to my benefit as i have countless times before which is exactly what he’s rightfully angry about this time,” he doesn’t think to himself because that is NOT the smile of someone who is thinking... like, at all. +10000 points to gryffinthor. the d*mb*ssery really jumps out.
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“im sorry bro for whatever i did and whatever you’re blaming me for as an excuse to do this, im sorry bro, but you’re disturbing innocents that i don’t really care about but you’re the one making a scene in front of them so why don’t you admit you won’t kill me and are just having a temper tantrum and we move on? hmm?” and then he proceeds to get slam dunked in the face with a metal arm like yEAAAA BOI that’s what you GET for going up against the SENTIENT LAVA-SPEWING metal-man ya absolute dunderhead clod. thunderhead clod? yeah, that. he’s just so dumb, your honour, please, you must understand, the victim pleads guilty on all charges of d*mb*ss and d*mb*ss alone.
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I can NOT describe the emotions I feel knowing that Thor is suck-kissing Jane’s knuckles. Like, his mouth is literally jelly-ing it up against her hand. There is suction there and it shows when he is placing and removing his mouth. I promise that’s what is happening. I’m not any happier than you about this. I regret everything. This is why Loki should be what is focused on and not Thor; Thor’s going around trying to frick frack everything in sight even if it’s just Jane’s hand. He’s maintaining eye contact with Jane while he licks her fingers. Why did I decide to rewatch this movie. 
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i’m only adding this in as a thor moment because of how desperately and badly they kiss. seriously. 2/10 kiss. im not surprised jane broke up with him. they look like two actual seals fighting over an actual grape. while i’m here i’m going to criticize every fic ever that decided thor is an experienced gentle lover. what were y’all on when watching this movie. thor can and will f*ck literally everything in sight and he won’t even do it well because he is the peakest of peak d*m d*m. look at this man. look at his face. that is the face of an absolute himbo idiot, and it’s the face of an absolute himbo idiot who knows it. he’s been stranded on earth for 2 days, max, and his flirt-count is at 69 people because his name is one letter away from thot. i bet his terrible use of a pen from early means he writes his ‘r’s like ‘t’s and he doesn’t even care. 1000/10 thor moment. doesn’t get much more romance-thor than two individuals smooshing their faces together after some finger sucking. that finger sucking is gonna leave jane simping for years. and that’s true love babey. <3
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“I’ll handle my Brother!” Thor says, as if Loki didn’t send a metal-murder-bot that quite virtually killed him less than ten minutes ago asdfhkhsdgsdjf Thor, you horrific himbo you, Loki’s weapon of choice is literally throwing knives he will literally kill you before you enter the room if he’s on his game and wants you dead which he just proved he would do and you’re just gonna???????????? jog on over to him????? Thor??????????? bruH???????????? buddy??????? pal???????? you really wanna go 1v1 the brother you very clearly underestimate and know nothing about????????????????? im loving the confidence, but, no.
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Loki: “you literally can’t stop this from here.” Thor, immediately: “i’m going to hit it with the hammer and see if that works” and then it does in fact work later... technically speaking, even if it ends up causing chaos destruction and death and loki falling off the bifrost 😔😔😔 but Big Brain Thor is the Biggest Brained Thor!!! The plan worked!! in a messy-Thor-ish way, but it did!!!
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“you can’t kill an entire race!!!!” Thor yells, teeth gritted, as he faces his brother, his coward pacifist brother, who has suddenly decided he wants to join the age-old family tradition of realm-destroying, when this is supposed to be Thor’s dream, Thor’s, not Loki’s. How dare he, Thor thinks to himself, fist clenched around Mjolnir in anger, the pain of the handle pressing against his palm perhaps the only thing preventing him from lashing out at this thought, that’s my planet of monsters to slay, he should go get his own! Loki hits Thor across the face with the back-end of his spear. “Now fight me,” Loki says, but Thor, well, Thor cannot fight, as he remains stunned that of all things Loki would dare steal his life’s ambition, and he is sent sprawling backwards across the observatory, slowly but surely sliding to a stop despite his catatonic, very symbolic silence.
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the elegance, the poise, i see your time on earth has made you no less graceful, Thor. the simple magnitude of this sprawl. the spread of the arms. the turn of the feet. this is not a dude, this is a man.
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sometimes your brother starts vehemently talking about he’s gonna kill the race of monsters and about how he’s only ever wanted to be your equal and about how he’s not your brother and never was and sometimes you just have to say “this is madness” instead of addressing the issues or asking for any of the  deets 🔥 👊💯😩
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Loki is whipping Thor’s butt. Both literally, and metaphorically, Loki is whooping Thor’s d*mb*ss. Earlier he knicked Thor’s face, now he’s just pushing Thor around, he uses the spear as a pole and later kicks Thor’s face by kicking vertically up, and Thor, bless him in all his blond golden muscled glory, doesn’t think anything is up with this, gosh he’s such an absolute utter idiot
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sometimes your brother laughs way too much and also cries too much in a fight and there are also too many of him so you just need to blast lightning so you get a shot at all of them 😌😌😌 and then put your magical infinitely-heavy hammer on his chest 😌😌😌 but it’s okay because Thor left holes in Loki’s container 😌😌😌
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now THIS is the meat to Thor’s funny bone, just the pure unadulterated humour that is Thor saying that there will never be a “wiser king” or a “better father” than Odin, it cracks me up every single time without fail, just the way he says it with a straight face and— what do you mean he wasn’t joking
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look at Thor’s stupid smile as he asks Heimdall to spy on jane every single day while conveniently never asking after Loki ever. This is Thor’s face in mourning after he attended a feast after everyone was celebrating after Loki’s death. Look at his stupid smile. I love him your honour. He’s just,, he’s just so frickin stewpeed, just Thor being Thor, just the purest of d*mbest of *sses. 
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moldisgoodforyou · 3 years ago
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on my mom's grave
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warnings: n/a
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“How drunk do you think we’re going to get tonight?” Sophie asked, tipping back the last of a lemon White Claw as the two of them got ready for the night in her room.
“Dunno. I’m not really feeling it tonight.”
She paused, glancing back at him. “Do you not want to go?”
He shook his head and took the can from her, disappointed to realize there was nothing left. “No, no, it’s fine. I’m cool. Probably just won’t drink.”
“Is this about the phone call with your dad earlier?”
Rafe sighed, gritting his teeth. “It’s not - I’m fine, Soph.”
She crossed her arms and eyed him over, trying to get a read on his body language. “You’re sure.”
“I’m sure.” After Rafe tugged his shirt over his head, ready much faster than Sophie, he paced around the room for a few seconds before speaking up. "Hey, so...Sarah's getting presented at the annual deb ball in spring."
Sophie seemed unbothered, turning her back to him as she wrestled her way into a crop top to get ready for the night. "Those are still a thing? Cool, so you're going home for it?" She paused, glancing over at him in his polo. "Undo another button."
He did so, then rocked back on his heels with his hands in his pockets, trying to figure out what to say next.
She slowly turned back to him, realizing he was still tense across his shoulders. "What?"
Rafe rubbed the back of his neck, a tell-tale sign he was nervous and Sophie wasn't going to like what he was about to say. "Yeah...my dad wanted you to come home for it too."
"What? Ward? Why?"
"He, kinda, uh, wants you to be presented too?"
She just laughed, turning back to the mirror with her brow furrowed in slight concentration as she applied another coat of mascara. "Okay. Sure." But when he didn't elaborate, she turned back to him again, lips pursed. "Cameron. Tell me you told him no."
"...I didn't not not tell him no."
"Rafe."
He cracked under her stare. "I'm sorry, okay! Look, it's easy, all you have to do is throw on a pretty white dress and gloves -"
"A dress that costs thousands of dollars -"
"Hundreds, but - I'll cover you, obviously -"
"No." She turned back to the mirror, shaking her head. "Fuck no. I'm not going."
"Sophie." He nearly begged, stepping closer and running his hand through his hair. "Baby. C'mon."
"Don't call me that. No. I don’t fit into that part of your world.”
"Not even for me?" He pleaded, giving her a half-hearted grin. He ignored her last sentence, knowing any argument he had for her point would be dismissed in two seconds. "I wouldn't ask you if it wasn't important, you know that."
She turned back to him with crossed arms, fixing him with a glare. "Do I know that?"
"Soph."
"Don't, Rafe." She warned, holding one hand out, but he stepped closer anyways.
"Angel. Please. For me." He forced a smile, tried cracking a joke. "I really don't want to have to call him up and get read the riot act."
She furrowed her brow and Rafe reached out and smoothed out the lines in between her eyebrows before he could stop himself, making her soften just a little. "If I were to say yes. What would I have to do?"
"Just wear the dress, attend a dinner, party the night before and party that night." He paused, thinking. "And stay at my house for the weekend. Be civil to my dad.” At her eyeroll, he fixed her with a more serious gaze. “Meet my grandparents. Hang with my sisters. C'mon, Wheezie adores you."
"You're lying."
"I'm not. She thinks you're cool. Sarah too, but she’s less likely to admit it." He kissed her forehead, hands going to her waist. "Please?"
"It's that important?"
"I swear. On my mom's grave."
Sophie frowned immediately, reaching up to fix his hair. "That's not necessary."
"You'll do it?"
"...Yes." When he made a small fist pump, she fixed him with a glare. "Only because I love you."
“I'll go down on you every night for the next two weeks -”
She rolled her eyes at his promise, shoving lightly at his chest. "You basically already do that anyways, Rafe -”
"Okay, fine, I'll tie you up, something, anything, god, thank you, Soph. You don't know how big of a favor this is. I mean it." He sighed in relief, the tension draining from his body.
She ignored him, turning back to the mirror to apply lip gloss, carefully smearing the wand across her lips. “Why does he want me to do this? I don’t understand.”
“Is that the sticky stuff? I hate that stuff, it gets all over me when we’re kissing -” He started, then quickly shut his mouth as she flipped him off without looking. “Uh, ‘to integrate you into our society.’ Direct quote.”
“Oh god.” She groaned, setting the lip gloss aside after applying it, then started searching through her jewelry case. “So I’m gonna have to be on my best kook behavior?”
He snorted. “Sophie Flint, a kook. Not likely.”
“Watch it.” She pointed a warning finger in his face. “You don’t see anything weird with this? Your dad hates me.”
“He doesn’t hate you.”
“Rose does.”
“That’s not true either.”
Sophie raised her eyebrows, challenging him.
He shrugged, relenting with a sigh. “You’re not her favorite person, no, but neither am I.”
“You think this was more her idea? For Sarah to do it too?”
“Nah, actually, pretty sure it was my grandparents’ idea. Probably Granddad. My mom went through all this, so…”
She turned her back to him and gathered her hair, offering the clasp of her gold chain to him. “Your mom was a debutante?” She questioned with interest.
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Rafe rarely ever talked about his mom - Sophie had only found out how she died from a newspaper article in the online archives, and hadn’t wanted to bring it up since. All she knew was that Mrs. Cameron had passed away in a car accident when Rafe was fourteen.
Both Sophie and Rafe’s schools shared a building, despite them going to private academies, and overlapped for certain advanced placement classes. In freshman year, they were together for AP chemistry, with Sophie sitting proudly at the front of the class while Rafe sat in the back with a group of his friends, often cracking jokes at inappropriate times or throwing wads of paper at each other. Freshman year Sophie was the epitome of stuck-up - she resorted to insults instead of making friends and kept to herself, terrified someone might find out that she was on scholarship and wasn’t truly meant to be there.
The day after the car accident, Rafe was unusually quiet. Sophie hadn’t heard the news yet, it was barely second period and she wasn’t looped into the trail of gossip like the rest of the girls at Greenville. They were partnered for an experiment that day - Rafe had groaned when he heard Sophie’s name after his from the teacher, and Sophie barely suppressed a roll of her eyes. She took charge right away, getting all the supplies and set up their work station without even addressing him. After a few minutes, she slid the small glass of solution to Rafe, raising her eyebrows. “You can do the work too, you know.”
He was completely spaced out, only glancing up when she said something. “I wasn’t paying attention.”
Sophie rolled her eyes, lifting a beaker and extending it to him. “Yeah. I know. Just drop in 10 milliliters of the solution, it’s not hard.”
Rafe sighed as he rested his elbows on the edge of the table, rubbing his temples. “Look, can you just do it?”
She finally took note of the dark circles under his eyes, the way his shoulders were slumped, but misinterpreted it all. She smirked, taking on a taunting tone. “What, you’re still drunk from last night or something?”
He gritted his jaw, his entire body growing tense, and tugged at the collar of his polo. “Fuck off, Flint. Not in the mood today.”
She recoiled immediately, setting the beaker down with a little too much force. “Don’t be an asshole.”
“Don’t be a fucking bitch.” He spit back, standing abruptly. She winced as the stool squeaked across the floor, drawing everyone’s attention - as if they hadn’t had it already. Kelce stepped over and went to grab Rafe’s arm, possibly pull him away, but Rafe just wrenched his arm out of his grip. “I’m fine.” He growled, storming out of the classroom without looking back.
After a few moments of stunned silence, with Sophie on the verge of shocked tears, their teacher cleared her throat and redirected everyone’s attention, pointing one of the girls over to join Sophie instead. Molly made her way over, occupying Rafe’s seat in the space across from her. “Poor Rafe,” she murmured.
Sophie frowned, pulling her jacket tighter across her chest like a shield of armor. “Poor Rafe? What?”
Molly nodded, lowering her voice a little. “Yeah, you didn’t hear? I’m surprised he’s at school, honestly.”
“I didn’t...what happened?”
“Oh.” Molly frowned. “Um. You know that winding road, the one that goes downhill toward the ballet studio?”
Sophie didn’t, she didn’t even have a clue - the ballet studio was on the entire opposite side of the island from where she lived, the height of Figure 8, and she hadn’t ever had a reason to even venture that way. “Yeah? What does that have to do with Rafe?”
“Um, well, it was pouring last night, and his mom was driving down that road. I heard she lost control of the car and wrecked it. There was, like, a drunk driver that swerved into her lane, but she tried to avoid him and hit a tree.” Molly told her, careful on the details.
“I’m pretty sure the Camerons can replace a car.” Sophie replied, not wanting Molly to confirm where she thought she was going with the story. She dug her nails into the skin of her thigh anyways, feeling anxiety bubble up in her chest.
Molly shook her head, slowly. “Mrs. Cameron died, Sophie.”
Her heart dropped and she bit the inside of her cheek, hard. “Oh.”
“Yeah. I’m surprised you didn’t hear the sirens last night, I saw like eight police cars last night headed toward his house. I heard Sarah was in the car too, I think -”
“Is Sarah okay?” She couldn’t concentrate on anything but her ears ringing, her heart pounding in her chest.
“Oh, yeah, I think so. But god, how awful, right? The funeral is next weekend, Ward Cameron told my dad this morning. Is your family going?”
“Um...I don’t know.” Sophie glanced toward the door, hoping to god he would come back through the door and Molly would confess that it was all a joke, that she hadn’t just started something with Rafe on that day of all days.
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Rafe nodded. “Yeah. ‘Course she was. I think she really enjoyed it, actually, she’d always tell Sarah when she was little about how pretty she would look in the dress, how important it was to learn the right etiquette and -” He cut himself off, realizing he was sharing too much, and deftly fastened the clasp before pressing a kiss to the top of her head, letting her step away. “All that.”
“Huh.”
He smiled to himself, thinking about how his mom would let little Sarah play dress up in her old ballgown with gloves that went up to her armpits, wobbling around in high heels twice the size of her feet. His mom would tell Rafe he’d have to watch out for Sarah with her escort, keep him in line, and that when he was in college he’d be presenting a girl as well. But he was nine and didn’t think of girls in that way quite yet, so he always scowled and left the room.
“It’s kind of cool, I think. The tradition of it all.”
“The ball? Have you been?” She caught his eye in the mirror as she adjusted her top, not wanting to push for too much information before he’d shut down altogether.
“No...I was gonna present Brooklyn at the one here in Columbus, sophomore year’s normally when the girl gets presented, but. Yeah. No, I meant, it’s kind of cool that you’ll be doing something my mom did.” He rubbed the back of his neck, meeting her gaze for a moment then looked away.
“Yeah?”
“She would have liked you. I know it.”
Sophie perked up a little, cocking her head. “You really mean it?”
“Yeah. She would have liked that you have an attitude with me.” He grinned when she turned back around and took his hand, tugging him over to sit on the bed next to her. “She was always saying I needed to find someone to match my energy, keep me in check. I wish she could have met you.”
“I did meet her. Once.”
He perked up, cocking his head. “You did?”
“Yeah, I served her when I was working at the restaurant at the country club once, I was only fourteen. I remember she made some comment about me being too young to work and I told her I liked it. Then she asked my name, and I remember she seemed like she knew already when I told her.” Sophie nodded. “She was really nice, left way too big of a tip and wrote my name on the bill. I always thought that was funny.”
Of course she knew, Rafe thought as he smiled to himself. She knew, because Rafe had come home and complained about a girl getting on his nerves every single week since seventh grade. She knew, when the complaints turned to “why won’t just be nice to me” and his mom had quipped that Sophie probably liked him - he had scoffed and walked away. She knew, because his mom had come home from the country club and told him Sophie Flint was a much nicer girl than Rafe painted her to be, and Rafe had immediately turned bright red and been embarrassed that his mom sought her out.
“I like that.” She leaned into him, taking his hand to play with his rings. “Will your grandparents be there? At the ball?”
“Oh, yeah. They sit on the board, I’m pretty sure, it’s this gigantic charity event. I’ll introduce you, but don’t worry, they’re chill. Nothing like my dad.” He adjusted himself so she was comfortable, then pressed a kiss to the top of her head.
She chewed on the inside of her lip, treading carefully. “I thought your dad grew up on the Cut.”
“He did. But my mom, no way. Kook through and through. That’s, uh, where a lot of my trust is from. After she died, um. She wanted to be sure me and Sarah were set.” He shrugged, ears turning red as he felt his throat getting tight.
Sophie frowned, feeling him closing off, and leaned closer to hug him, arms wrapped tight around his waist. “You know you can talk to me about this stuff whenever, Rafe? I’d like to hear more about your mom. She sounds like an amazing woman.”
“She was.” He nodded, settling his arms around her shoulders and rested his chin on the top of her head, closing his eyes for a moment. “Thanks, Soph. This is a really big deal to me, that you’ll go. I know it’s not your scene.”
“Love you.” She murmured. “You’d better buy me a pretty dress.”
He laughed, leaning back just enough to tip up her chin with one finger and kiss her. “You’ll be the best looking one there. I swear.”
“Oh, I already knew that.”
“Okay, okay, big head -”
She swatted his arm, laughing as she ducked out from under him. “Watch it, or I won’t go -”
“I was kidding!” He exclaimed, wrestling with her for a moment before grabbing both her hands and pinning them above her head.
Sophie sucked in a breath, caught off guard. “We are going to be late.”
“We’re already late.” He pointed out, taking a moment to realize the lack of innocence in the position, then slowly smirked. “We could be later. They’re not gonna miss us.”
“Rafe.”
“Sophie.”
“No.”
“You’re positive?”
She just gave him a look, staring him dead in the eyes and willing herself not to react when he leaned down with a grin and kissed the bridge of her nose.
“Please?”
“Fine. The ball or sex right now. You choose.” She raised her eyebrows, arching her back a little on purpose, pressing her hips up against his.
“That’s not fair.” He frowned, immediately shifting his hips away and moving so both his knees were on either side of her instead. “This is blackmail.”
“Your choice.” She reminded him, biting her lip for good measure.
He faltered, sitting back on her thighs and letting go of her wrists. “Soph, it’s - it’s for my mom. I swear. Not for my dad, Rose, anyone else.”
Sophie dropped the teasing act right away, propping herself up on her elbows. “Right, right, sorry. I won’t push it.”
“It’s alright.” He climbed off her, standing, and offered his hands. “Five bucks James makes some joke about us being late because we were having sex.”
“I’m not taking you up on that.” She rolled her eyes, accepting his hand and pulled him into a hug. “Love you long time, Cameron.”
He smiled, pressing a kiss to the top of her head. “Love you too, favorite girl.”
“What do the dresses look like?”
“Uh...white?” Rafe shrugged, tugging on her hand to get her to follow him downstairs. “I dunno. When we go home for Thanksgiving I’ll book you an appointment to get fitted, I think it’s at some bridal shop on the mainland.”
“Sounds expensive.” She muttered, shaking her head.
“It’s…yeah. It’s not cheap.” He admitted, then shrugged as she followed him out the door, starting their walk toward the bars. “I’ll take care of it though. All of it. By the way, have you booked your flight home for Thanksgiving yet?”
“Um...no. I was going to look this week, it’s probably too late now though.”
“Hm.”
“Hm? Why, are you going home?”
Rafe nodded, not looking her in the eye. “Taking the plane.”
“Oh. Of course.”
“The plane...that no one else will be on...and it’s kinda ridiculous for you to waste money and carbon emissions on a separate flight…” He tried convincing her, a small smile playing on his lips as she rolled her eyes.
“You need to learn how carbon emissions work if you’re going to use that as an argument with me.”
“So that’s a no to sex on the plane?”
Sophie stopped in her tracks, confused. “That wasn’t - Rafe, what?”
“You, me, alone on the plane. Sorry, was I not clear enough?”
“I didn’t even say yes -”
“Oh, so you’re going to leave me all by myself on our one-year anniversary -”
She raised her eyebrows, challenging him. “When’s our anniversary, Rafe?”
He raised his back, stopping on the sidewalk to face her. “On my terms or yours? Because if we’re going with mine, it’s Halloween -”
“No, I had to ask you to be my boyfriend, it’s November 18th -”
“That is such an arbitrary thing, Sophie -”
“Hey! Stop stealing my vocabulary.” She interjected, pushing at his chest. “It’s the 18th, because I had to ask you out.”
“Okay. Whatever story makes you happy.” He shrugged, laughing when she shoved at him again. “Come on the plane with me.”
“...Fine. Only because I don’t want to miss our class reunion party on Wednesday night, I’m pretty sure some people still don’t believe we’re together.”
Rafe laughed loud at that, looping his arm around her shoulders and started walking again. “Pretty sure Topper still thinks it’s all an elaborate lie.”
“Does he know that we nearly hooked up in his room last winter break?”
“No.” He grinned. “Are you forgetting that you had to sprint into his bathroom right when I was about to kiss you because of some tequila thing you had?”
She tilted her head slightly. “You’re remembering wrong. That was sophomore year, before we were dating, I barely drank last year...you almost kissed me?”
“What? No, I think...remember, we were arguing over something, then you whispered in my ear to go up to his room and left. I went up a couple minutes later.” He shook his head. “I wasn’t going to make a move, Brooklyn and I were together then.”
Sophie scowled at the mention of Brooklyn. “I must have been hammered, I don’t remember any of this.”
“You wanted me.” He smirked, trailing his fingers along her collarbone. “One might say desperate.”
“No, no. All I remember is waking up in Topper’s bed feeling like shit, I had some crewneck on from your academy.” She ignored the blush creeping up her neck.
“How do you think you got there and got the sweatshirt?” He frowned. “I took care of you, Sophie. You really don’t remember?”
“I think I blacked out.” She confessed, shaking her head. “You took care of me?”
“Of course I did. Plus, I thought I was about to get some, I would have done anything for you.” He grinned, laughing when she shoved his shoulder. “Really thought that was the night I’d finally win you over.”
“Yeah, well, you can blame Sarah for her heavy pour that night.” She shook her head, smiling fondly. “I really wish I remembered that.”
“I wish you remembered too. Maybe you would have given me a chance before then instead of setting me up with Julia.”
“I - no! She asked to be set up with you, no, I did not instigate that at all.” She defended herself straightaway, cheeks flushing pink. “She said if I wasn’t going to make a move, then she was going to.”
“Sure. Whatever you believe.” He teased, pressing a kiss to the top of her head as they arrived at the bar. “Hey, Soph.”
She rolled her eyes, going to get in the winding line outside until he tugged her wrist back, pulling her to his chest. “What?”
“Thank you. I mean it.”
Sophie softened, smiling as she rose up on her toes to kiss him. “Of course, baby. I’ve got your back.”
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olderthanthemorning · 4 years ago
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champagne (peter parker)
pairing: peter parker x reader
summary: was the bottle of champagne a going away present or a plead to stay?
wc: 1.4k
warnings: alcohol (no drinking but like intention to drink?), one curse word
a/n: hey y'all ! this is based on the song "champagne" from in the heights. i really love the song, it's so beautiful and climactic but also really sad so i tried to turn it into something! as always, please send me stuff like feedback and requests!
your best friend. he was your best friend and now he was going to go work at stark industries, just like you guys always talked about. you were so proud of peter for getting that internship with tony stark, and you knew how excited he was for it, so why did your heart sink whenever you thought about it? childhood best friends did separate things all the time, what was one summer of peter in another city? it's not like it was one of the last summers you guys had together before real life took over. it's not like you had been waiting all year to spend this summer together and had made a list of things to do. it wasn't like that at all. except it was. but regardless of how it was, you had to be the person that supported him, because you knew he would've done the same to you. so there you stood, outside his place with a bottle of cheap champagne you had gotten your cousin to buy for you. you practiced your most genuine small once more and knocked, hearing shuffling inside.
the door swung open to reveal peter, with disheveled hair and a t-shirt that was just a little bit too small. he smiled at you. "is that the science fair t-shirt from freshman year?" he looked down at the ratty shirt, like he forgot he was wearing something that fit him like a tight crop top. "oh yeah..." he chuckled, "you know when you're packing and you can't decide if you should bring something so you try it on to see if you could picture yourself wearing it? i guess i got carried away." you walked past him into his apartment, looking around at your second home. "while it makes your muscles look huge, i'm not sure that will follow an engineering internship's dress code," you turn back to him so you can admire the smile he offered to your joke. you were careful to keep the bottle out of his line of vision, "I brought you something," you wiggled your eyebrows. "got any plans for the rest of the night?"
"just finishing my packing, i have an early morning tomorrow." he pulled his tiny shirt off and reached for another that was sitting on a box.
"come on, be done. it's your last night." you watched as he pulled the new, fitting, t-shirt over his head and down his torso.
"i know, but..."
"peter, please? you owe me one date before you go." he blushed and his eyes widened. peter had always been a bashful kid, you could remember an incident in elementary school when the woman serving them lunch had called him sugar, and he turned as pink as his strawberry milk.
"um yeah, yeah okay."
you revealed the bottle from behind your back, "to officially celebrate you. i thought it'd be very grown up of us. it's a little cheesy in hindsight i guess." you handed it to him.
"no," peter said a little too quickly, "thank you. i'm gonna open it."
"you're going to have so much fun this summer. it's just like we used to dream about, inventing things. and with tony stark? that's huge peter."
he chuckled nervously, "yeah, i'm lucky i was accepted. it will be good experience." he was focused on trying to get the foil off the neck of the bottle that was covered in condensation.
"lucky? don't pretend it was luck that got you that," peter's eyes shot to yours, "it's obvious why stark thought you were special." he looked down at the bottle again, moving slowly as to listen to what you might say next. "you're the smartest kid in our class, and the smartest person i know, which is saying something because i know myself." peter exhaled, and you got the feeling he had been holding that breath in for a few seconds.
"i just can't get this stupid thing open," his hands grabbed at the cork.
"here, let me help," you reached out your hand to take the bottle.
"no i got it, i can do it," his words came out harsh, but not in an angry way, in a desperate way. like he was trying to convince himself and not you.
"hey, it's okay," you placed your hands over his as they finally stilled.
"i'm just scared. what if i let someone down?" you realized how tired peter looked, and you suddenly felt bad for pestering him into plans. "what if i can't do my job well and i disappoint everyone?" you were slightly confused about why peter thought his unpaid internship was so high stakes, but when you saw how anxious you looked you pushed it aside. you pulled the champagne completely from his grasp and placed it on the table. then you returned to him and pulled a chair next to his, putting one arm around one of his shoulders and placing your chin on the other.
"that's not going to happen, peter. i know i said you're the smartest person i know, and you are. but more importantly, you're the most hardworking and passionate person i know. i've never seen you do anything half-assed." you both stayed silent for a few moments and listened to each other breathing, thinking about what to say next. "can i say something selfish?" you ask, your face still close to his, but not facing him.
"sure."
"don't go."
"what?" he turned towards you, prompting you to pull away from his shoulder and look at him.
"stay here. you could easily find an internship here, especially since you have iron man's recommendation."
"usually you have to work for someone before they write you a recommendation," he says, his brow furrowed in confusion.
"you know what i mean."
"no, i don't."
"i'm trying to say you don't need this crazy far away job yet. plenty of people don't get internships like that for another two years."
"you're working this summer too remember?" you can hear a slight change in tone in peter's voice. it went from ignorant confusion to growing frustration in his confusion.
"please, i'm working in manhattan. i'm living at home, you're moving away. it's our last summer together for god knows how long, and you're leaving." it was true. you also had an internship, but you knew that this wasn't about work, and you thought peter might know that too.
"i can't just quit now, mr. stark is counting on me. i told you." you started to wish you hadn't said anything. not only was peter leaving but now you're last conversation you two was going to be an argument.
"i know but–" he cut you off.
"you told me to take the opportunity, i don't know why you're mad at me!"
"i'm not mad, i just–" this time you stopped yourself. you weren't mad. you were hurt. you were disappointed, in yourself, both for not saying anything earlier, and for saying anything at all. you were sad. you were heartbroken. so you did what you thought might give you some closure. you felt your legs carry you straight in front of peter and you kissed him.
the world felt like it stopped. it wasn't like fireworks like the movies always said. because while it was a first kiss, it was a goodbye kiss. the moment your lips touched his, you knew it was just one more thing for him to take with him when he left. the kiss was practically perfect. peter's arms went around your waist in a gentle but reassuring way. it wasn't hungry or lustful, it was textbook girl-gets-the-guy and they kiss in the rain at the end of the movie. it's like he had been waiting for you to do this. and it was all for nothing. you pulled away, after a beat you opened your eyes and met his, which were searching for an answer. "i'm just too late," you said, you tried to offer a small smile but you felt a lump form in your throat. you turned and walked towards the door. before turning the handle of the knob, you took a deep breath and looked back at him, your best friend. "i'm really proud of you peter," you waited a second and continued, "and i love you." you had both said these words before but now you both knew they meant something different. you closed the door behind you and walked down the hall, thinking about how peter would be saving the world this summer while you would be picking up the pieces to yours.
a/n part 2: ok so honestly i wrote this with a happy ending originally but i hated it so much so i stuck with angst. sorry about it. anyway, happy summer y'all. see you when i see you.
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pizzatheif · 2 years ago
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LAYER 001 : THE OUTSIDE.
name : Hugo Van Houten
eye colour : hazel
hair style & colour : dirty blond, cropped on the sides and back, kept longer and a little shaggy on top. falls into his eyes and he may be seen pushing it back or just running his hands through it in general. likes it played with.
height : 5′6 3/4″ 
clothing style : jeans with a hole in the knee that were not purchased that way, preference for bright colors / hawaiian shirts. can, has, and will wear a crop top. likes larger overshirts. his work boots are a staple in his everyday wear. 
best physical feature : he says, “my ass.” so. there’s that.
LAYER 002 : THE INSIDE.
fears : being forgotten or phased out / replaced. 
guilty pleasure : face masks and other spa-day things. 
biggest pet peeve : having to slow down for someone else. usually this means walking behind tourists. 
ambitions for the future : to figure out how to make big money with little effort. 
LAYER 003 : THOUGHTS.
first thoughts waking up : ten more minutes.
what they think about most : honestly? food.
what they think about before bed : tony. food. that the bottom of his foot is itchy but scratching it tickles, so how the fuck is this gonna resolve itself? gotta remember to... wait, fuck... what do i have to remember? and then, wondering what he’s gonna have for breakfast in the morning.
what they think their best quality is :  he would like to reiterate, “my ass, duh.”
LAYER 004 : WHAT’S BETTER?
single or group dates : single. he likes focusing on the one-on-one time. 
to be loved or respected : loved. he couldn’t care less if someone doesn’t respect him because, honestly? hugo probably don’t respect them right back. but to be loved? to love and be loved is... yeah.
beauty or brains : beauty, he says. his own, he clarifies. 
dogs or cats : he’d have one of each if he could. dogs got that best friend thing going for them but cats are chill dudes and he respects that. he’d probably defer to owning a cat first because he doesn’t have the spare cash for pet rent and it’s harder to hide a dog, and it’s easier to get someone to stop by the apartment to throw some food down and make sure the litter is clean if he and tony aren’t gonna be home for a bit.
LAYER 005 : DO THEY …?
lie : oh, for sure. daily.
believe in themselves : overwhelmingly. probably more than he should, considering.
believe in love : yes, wholeheartedly.
want someone : yeah, consistently.
LAYER 006 : HAVE THEY EVER …?
been on stage : only for karaoke and this one time in a dream where he was naked and had to participate in a spelling bee. the naked part didn’t bother him so much, but they just kept giving him words to spell even when he was getting them wrong and they were laughing at him. it was, quite literally, a nightmare.
changed who they were to fit in : he couldn’t if he tried. hugo is unashamedly himself.
LAYER 007 : FAVOURITES
favourite colour : that blue that fire turns when it’s really hot. 
favourite animal : the little guys that scurry. rats, lizards, chipmunks, etc.
favourite book :  he doesn’t have one, but he likes when people tell him stories.
favourite game :  truth or dare. he really likes picking dare.
LAYER 008 : AGE
day their next birthday will be : march 26th.
how old will they be : 44, in real time.
LAYER 009 : FINISH THE SENTENCE
i love : my best friend. 
i feel : a little hungry, if i’m honest.
i hide : money in my sock drawer.
i miss : walking into gramma lucy’s house on a sunday for dinner and the smell of her sauce she’d been working on for hours hitting you as you walked in the door. man, i felt like a cartoon being pulled by the nose and floating toward it, the way it pulled me in every time.
i wish : i could catch a break.
tagged by : @northliights​.  tagging : everyone who sees this!
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Compilation of Michael Rianda’s GF Tweets! (Con.)
A continuation of my first post, this time for questions he answered and fun, behind the scenes snippets.
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I said in this reblog that I think the best explanation would be something really dramatic or explosive (like an blown up building as opposed to something like, say, getting poisoned) because the heavier her death is, the guiltier Dipper would be, which I feel like would really highlight their bond for both the current and future pairs of twins. Good to know that Michael supports the thought of coming up with our own ideas!
The rest is under the cut:
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This is a great message! People often forget that, even though a story may have more details, if its overall message is told, there’s really no point in wanting to have it reopened.
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Love this. Remember, kids - with enough determination, you also might be able to tire a hypersensitive, multibillion dollar corporation into letting you include references and jokes that slightly allude to barely mature content!
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Oh gosh, how different would the show have been if Bill appeared in the SEVENTH episode? I really liked how it turned out, because if you think about it, the first half of the show was building up to his first appearance. He’s hinted at throughout season one - the mysterious entity the journal references, in the end credits, within the background - and he’s the height of Gravity Falls’ mysteriousness that the audience had been expecting, seeing as the town’s paranormal activity was only becoming more and more strange as the show went on. Plus, I like the crescendo of antagonists and villains. Starts off with an angry ten year old boy that has the means to paranormal abilities, progresses to a governmental agency that’s been investigating the town for decades, and by the end, the villain is a trillion year old genocidal being that can bend reality to his very will. It wouldn’t be the same if we started with Bill in the beginning.
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Wow, I never would’ve thought such a vital piece to the show wasn’t even planned until just before its appearance. If it wasn’t a portal, I wonder what would’ve separated Stan and Ford for thirty years. A secret society? Maybe that was considered and ended up becoming the Society of the Blind Eye.
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I love this idea for a road trip episode much better than the one we got. It would be so good for characterization! Sometimes people aren’t aware of the routine they immerse themselves in until they actually go over it. This seems like a great, literal way to explore that idea. As for Wendy’s flaw, I mentioned in the first post that perhaps her chill-factor might be a misconstruing of apathy, which ties into recklessness. Michael shows us a script for a Wendy episode where they tried to crack it, but the plot didn’t work out in the end. I loved that look we got into her character, since the most insight into her we got were small bouts of stress or anger. “I’m stressed, like, 24/7. Have you met my family?!”
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AWWWW, SOMEONE ANIMATE THIS
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I swear, if any of you fuckers crop out that last tweet and go around with your Nintendo x Gravity Falls crossover fanfiction, I’m going to jump into a bottomless pit and I’m taking you with me.
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Alex’s superpower is taking jokes and stereotypes so overused they’re nauseating and increasing that factor so much that it’s actually funny.
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Wait, he hasn’t read “those particular ones.” Does the Gravity Falls crew read our AUs?
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Time for a look at some other fun things Michael posted!
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Picture of Alex, Michael, and Joe Pitt celebrating after Gravity Falls had been greenlit. Joe is intentionally trying to look like a 90′s kid.
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Apparently this was supposed to be a joke on Ian Worrel for his birthday. If this was my gift, I think I would spontaneously combust right then and there. 
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The Love God might’ve been based off of Michael when he got drunk for an audition to better fit a character. He didn’t get the part, but we got Jake the Dog voicing a grown man in fairy wings, so I say it balances out.
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You might’ve already known this if you watched Between the Pines!
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Lessons that Michael learned from working on the show. Information from one of the masters himself, use it carefully.
Also, fun fact: Michael wrote Stan’s existential crisis in Bottomless Pit! AND those fun, single frame passages of text that we see in some episodes and shorts.
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I was contemplating even including this in here, but what’s done is done. The flames of the DipperxStitch shippers that burn brightly in their souls have already been lit, and there’s nothing I can do about it but spread the message.
That’s about all there is. If you want to have even more fun reading, here’s an AMA from when the show first came out that he did. There’s not much there about the plot since it’s from only a few months after Tourist Trapped came out, but you might still have fun reading it and learn a couple things about some characters, writing, and the people who worked on the show!
And although I tried my best, if I missed anything, please feel free to add it below. Buy gold!
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wrenhyperfixates · 4 years ago
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Of All the Places
Chapter 2
Pairing: Loki x reader Series Summary: Washing up in a small town in Oklahoma was definitely not part of Loki’s plan when he came to conquer Midgard. There is one good thing about it, though: No one recognizes him as the one who just wreaked havoc in New York. So, Loki plans to recover from the battle and move on with his life. The only problem? He’s not sure he can leave you. Chapter Summary: It’s a new day and Loki meets the rest of your family. He begins to formulate a plan, but it’s derailed by your hospitality before it can even begin. Chapter Warnings: none A/N: Alright, here we go. Chapter 2! Let me know what you think, and if anyone has any predictions they’d like to share, I would love to hear! Updates every Friday. Enjoy :) P.S. It’s spooky season! That has absolutely nothing to do with this fic, but it’s one of my favorite times of year
Tag List: @lucywrites02 @frostedgiantfavs​
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Disclaimer: Gif not mine
Loki woke up feeling a lot more alert than he had the previous day. After convincing you that he had amnesia, he spent the rest of the day drifting in and out of slumber, assisting his rapidly healing body get better even faster. He got out of the bed and stretched his aching muscles before scanning the room with fresh eyes. It was even more bare than he had originally realized, but he could tell from patches of less faded paint and wood that there was a time when it wasn’t so sparsely decorated. He flipped a switch by the entrance and the lights came on, sending a surge of panic through him that had him running over to the TV. He let out a sigh of relief when it still did’t work. Though, perhaps that was just because he was so terrible at using Midgardian technology. He stilled for a second and heard a faint mechanical hum easily identified as a generator. The cable would be back sooner rather than later, he was sure, but from looking out the bedroom’s single window, Loki knew he was in the middle of nowhere and that the internet connection was probably spotty at best. With any luck, he would be fully healed in the next few hours and could take his leave.
As he worked on massaging out the remaining dull ache in his body, Loki’s eyes finally landed on a bright pink piece of paper left atop a pile of clothes. His eyes skipped to the bottom where the signature was and, seeing that it bore your name, he went back up to the top to read it. He tugged off his sweaty, bloody clothes and pulled on the ones you’d written were left for him. The material of the shirt was soft enough, but the sweatpants were dreadfully baggy for someone who preferred form-fitting clothes that displayed his physique. Certainly, though, you’d been thinking of the comfort level of what you believed to be a very injured mortal, so he tried to remain thankful. Loki folded up his old clothes and left them in the spot where his new ones had been moments ago.
Back at the window, Loki was once again trying to determine precisely where he was. Besides the landscape, your voice and that of your father’s provided some clues to the most likely locations. He still had to be in North America, he was sure, and though he suspected it was the United States, there wasn’t anything confirming it at the moment. Your father did have a slight twang to his voice, though, so it supported his theory that he was probably in one of the southern states. Other than that, all Loki could determine was that this was a farm; a nice remote farm where he could hide from his oaf of a brother and his new overly heroic friends.
Loki called out to the Tesseract, and it appeared in his hands. Such power for such a tiny object, he thought as he turned it over in his hand. The last time it rested in his palm, he’d not fully been himself. Even so much as looking at it made him feel a little queasy now as he thought of all the crimes he’d committed with it. For it. But when his life is on the line, Loki had learned, there is very little he’d not do to save himself. It was one similarity he shared with mortals that he’d rather not. It was also one of the few he’d actually admit were there. But, no, some mortals were righteous beings. He knew that, but had trouble separating those of a higher caliber from the rest of the species. He wondered what kind of mortal you were, before being pulled out of his musings by a delicious aroma. He debated for a minute before once again tucking the Tesseract away in its dimensional pocket and heading out of the room, down the stairs, towards the amazing scent coming from a lower floor.
“Not a thing,” he heard your voice ring out as he got closer.
“Or so he says,” responded an unfamiliar female voice.
When he rounded the corner he saw it belonged to a woman that must be your mother, or else your older doppelgänger because of how alike the two of you looked. Your dispositions, though, could not have been more different. The first person to notice him lurking half-in, half-out of the room was a small boy who pointed at him.
“New friend!” he cheered. “New friend!”
Such innocence as Loki had never known continuously amazed him. He feared he could be dangerous for this child, but he would be gone so soon that he wouldn’t even be a blip in the boy’s memory.
“I would very much like to be your friend, indeed,” Loki said, crouching down to the boy’s height as he toddled over. The adults in the room all shot each other glances, but no one moved to do anything. “And what might your name be?”
“I’m Matt. And I’m this many,” the child responded, proudly holding up four fingers.
“A pleasure to meet you, Matt. My name is Loki.”
“How many are you?” he asked, cocking his head to the side.
“Oh, far too many to count on fingers, little one. In fact, I am 1,047 years old,” he said, realizing that it would probably just be seen as a joke to amuse the boy, rather than a fact.
He laughed at Loki’s statement, but before he could reply, a woman that was presumably his mom called him over. “Don’t bother our guest right now, Matt. He’s still recovering,” she scolded.
“I assure you, it is completely fine, Mrs...?”
“Johnson. But, please, feel free to call me Ana. And this is my husband, John.”
“Glad to make your acquaintance,” Loki charismatically said, though on the inside he was laughing at the name “John Johnson.” These mortals and their foolish names. “And I do believe we already met,” he added, turning to you.
“Yes, we did. You were so out of it I wasn’t quite sure you remembered. This is Mama,” you said, gesturing to the woman who Loki had correctly identified as your mother.
“Hello,” she drawled, fixing the god with an icy stare.
“Papa, did you hear? Loki’s awake,” you told the man walking out of the kitchen with a plate of light brown disks stacked high.
“Glad you’re up, son. Just in time for pancakes, too,” he said, immediately diffusing the tension brewing between Loki and Mama. “Come on, plop yourself down on a seat over here. You must be pooped, and I promise we don’t bite.”
Loki sauntered over to the chair Papa had gestured to and sat down. Feeling a fuzzy mass moving between his sprawled legs, he peered down and saw a grey-brown cat under the table. He’d never been one for pets, but the soft fur was comforting to his weary soul.
“Taffy,” you tsked at the feline before looking back up at Loki with an apologetic smile. “Sorry. I hope you’re not allergic.”
“Do not worry, I am not. At least,” he added, remembering his lie from the day prior, “I do not remember that I am.”
Loki appraised your charming family in your quaint farmhouse, almost feeling bad to intrude. Though, he reminded himself, he’d be out of your hair before you knew it. Papa was the only one happily chattering on about this year’s harvest, oblivious to the tension at the table, or else ignoring it. The God of Mischief refocused on the plan he’d created this morning; he needed answers. You were seated beside him and, besides your father and nephew, the only one who didn’t seem wary of him. And you were really the only viable option as Loki didn’t want to get sucked into a conversation about the wheat crop with your father, and Matt was at the age where he was only vaguely aware he was on planet Earth.
“If you do not mind,” he started, turning to you, “I have a few questions.”
“Of course you do. Sorry, I’m such an idiot,” you said smacking your forehead. “Please, ask away.”
The way you immediately seemed to blame and degrade yourself reminded Loki of himself. The difference, however, was that you did it aloud while Loki kept it bottled up. Whose way was better, he didn’t know. Perhaps neither was really good.
“It is quite alright,” he reassured you. “To begin, where exactly are we?”
Apparently it was some hole in the wall in Oklahoma, so Loki had been fairly correct in his middle of nowhere assessment. Apparently, you weren’t outrageously far from Oklahoma City, though Loki felt it best he avoid cities for a little bit. The nearby town that your farm was technically a part of was a very close knit community, so you knew that wasn’t where he was from.
“I see,” he said, planning his next move. “And that is how far from New York?”
“Far. Why? Is that where you’re from?” you asked, getting excited for Loki that he might already be getting his memory back.
“I am not sure,” Loki lied. “I just seem to think that is where I was headed. Or coming from.”
“Maybe you were at some kind of convention,” John offered, tuning in to the conversation. “Aren’t those a big thing in New York City?”
“It would sure explain the clothes!” Papa added.
“Great. Let’s send him back there,” Mama said, already standing up like she intended to drive him there right at the moment.
“Mama,” you harshly whispered, hating how unwelcoming she was being.
“Maybe he was on vacation from England. He does have an accent,” Ana chimed in, hoping to prevent a fight.
“I am afraid that I do not remember,” Loki muttered.
He was thankful no one was even concerned about how he arrived here. There was something else, too. He was feeling uncharacteristically ashamed because of how helpful you all were being. Well, most of you were being, anyway. He reminded himself again that he would be gone within the hour.
“It’s ok,” you soothed. “Like I said yesterday, you can stay here for as long as you need. In fact, I insist that you do.”
“I... Thank you.”
Loki still planned to leave rather quickly, but the kind look in your eyes compelled him to stay for a little while longer. After all, it couldn’t hurt to think about his next move a bit more. If he were to use the Tesseract again, Heimdall would surely notice. So, he’d lie low for a while and then get off this accursed planet.
“Well if he’s going to be staying here, he better help out some,” Mama grumbled. “I won’t have any freeloaders on my farm.”
“Now now, honey,” Papa said, patting her hand. “He’s still injured, after all.”
“On the contrary, I would happy to help,” Loki interjected, shooting a charming smile at Mama. “I am feeling much better now.”
“See, Earl,” Mama said triumphantly. “He’s fine.”
Everyone else tried to fight on Loki’s behalf but, between him and Mama, it was a losing battle. Eventually, it was time to clean up from breakfast, and you took him away from the clattering of empty dishes to find him so work clothes. The trickster god got a much better look at the rest of the house while you led him higher and higher until you reached the attic. You hesitated a second before opening a box labeled “James’s Clothes.” As you gently picked up the shirt on top, Loki peered over your shoulder wondering who this stuff belonged to.
“My brother’s,” you began before he could ask, sensing the question on his tongue. “We were going to donate them anyway, so I suppose it doesn’t really matter. And don’t worry, I’ll talk to Mama before she sees you. I’d give you some of John’s things, or Papa’s even, but you know.”
Indeed, Loki did know. Though he was roughly the same height as both the men, he was much leaner than they were. Unfortunately, that was about the only thing he understood. Your little distracted speech left him with even more questions than before, but something in him was screaming not to push you, to think of someone else for once. So, all he said was thank you. After a quick pit stop in the room from the night before to change into the bundle of clothes you’d given him, Loki made his way back downstairs where yet another argument was taking place. He was certain that his arrival was causing more tension than normal. His mind briefly flitted to his own family. It all seemed so picturesque, once, but that time was long gone. His mother—or Queen Frigga, as he supposed he should start calling her—never changed. She was as kind and gentle as ever, yet still possessed this refined regality and power. In other words, she was the complete opposite of Mama, who turned on her heel and made a disgruntled sigh as she exited when Loki appeared.
“There ya are, son,” Papa greeted once she was gone. “We had an idea while you were up there. We should make you up a missing person ad. I’m sure someone’s bound to know who you are.”
There was that sickeningly Thor-esque optimism in Papa’s voice. Not to mention the nickname “son” which, for someone like Loki at least, was one of the worst thing he could be called. He did his best not to grimace.  
“No thank you,” he replied, before continuing at the behest of your confused looks. “I certainly would not want to put you out any more than I already have.”
“Nonsense. We just gotta find the camera,” Papa said, already moving past him.
Loki just sighed, deciding he’d find a way to stall later. When he finally looked back at you, your hands were clasped behind your back and you were nervously shifting your weight.
“In the meantime,” Loki began, picking up where he left off with your father, “why not show me what I may help with?”
You took him out to the chicken coop and taught him how to collect eggs. He supposed it made sense this was the task left for him considering you all still thought he was a fragile human. As you taught him, you prattled on about your life and your family. You mentioned how Mama met Papa, and how your sister met John, but nothing about your brother. Loki was on the verge of asking, but he didn’t want to make his time with you awkward. Even more than that, he didn’t want it to seem like he cared. No need to cause any extra pain when he inevitably left, right? Though your glittering eyes and stunning smile were working overtime to convince him otherwise.
“That’s all there is to it,” you said, finishing up your tutorial. “Any questions?”
“None at all. You are an excellent teacher.”
You two shared a laugh, and Loki was shocked by how easily conversation was flowing. Though, he let you do most of the talking, lest he reveal something that does not align with the rest of his story. All too soon, you had to leave to take care of your other chores. For a second, Loki felt as if he missed you already, but he quickly pushed the thought out of his mind and focused on the task at hand. Just a week, he repeated in his mind as he gently placed eggs in the basket you’d given him. Just a week.
As he approached the farmhouse, he noticed a thick newspaper on the long driveway. He went over to examine it and, sure enough, he’d made the headlines. No clear photos of him attached, luckily, but the clothes were distinctive enough that you would recognize him for sure. Loki looked side to side before performing a quick spell to get rid of the paper. He headed back over to the house before anyone could notice him, ignoring the annoyingly persistent guilt bubbling within him.
“Just a week,” he muttered to himself again as he neared where you were on the front porch. “Just a week.”
But deep down, he already knew it would be much longer than that.
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moons-and-stars-and-shit · 4 years ago
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Hey so I'm here to request cake, if it isn't than sorry for sending in this request but if it is than hi, ur writing is really good.
I'm very short like 4'11 maybe 5ft w/ shoes. I have blonde & black hair, glasses, and brown eyes. My body type is pretty petite/fit since i work out quite a lot.
I'm pretty introverted & quiet when you first meet me but once you get to know me i talk a lot (like an annoyingly large amount). I would say I'm pretty honest/blunt since i don't like sugarcoating things and i really suck at lying, I'm also kinda sarcastic & teasing to my friends. I'm also kinda a flirt, less because of my interest in someone and moreso to gauge people's reactions. My big three are virgo sun, leo rising, aries moon and as for my mbti I'm not really sure since i get different results all the time so the most i know about that is that I'm an IxTx (intp, intj, and istp are the results I've gotten).
I really like music and don't really listen to a specific genre but my favorite would probably have to be rock. My hobbies aside from music are art/drawing, reading, watching tv. I also really like horror movies/shows.
I like people who can be equally as sarcastic and competitive as me. My biggest pet peeve would probably be bad smells and i hate crowded areas.
I like the 90s/00s aesthetic a lot and i tend to like colorful things that have some edge to them. Similar to my music taste i don't dress in a specific style but I do often gravitate towards the 00's clothing (like delia's catalogues, platforms, baggy pants, mini skirts, crop tops, etc.)
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Romantic Matchup
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How Y’all Met
Ok so he always saw you around school
But he never talked to you
You we’re just so quiet
Honestly he’s never even seen you talk to someone besides basic conversations
So, he just stayed clear of tour path
However
You had decided to become a manager for the volleyball team
And Tsukki being his teasing self, started to pick a little fun at you
But he was SHOCKED when you just snapped back at him with some witty remark
He was like 😧
But his face was like 😐
He tried his best not to look phased by what you said
But he was definitely shocked
And a little impressed???
Like come on...
You just made a comeback to THE Tsukishima
Takes some guts
And some wit
Anyways over time you two developed a relationship
An odd relationship filled with teasing and sass
But a relationship nonetheless
And he hates to admit it but...
He was crushing on you
But mf would never ever tell you that
So, you would have to be the one to confess
He accepted your confession as nonchalantly as possible
But in the inside mans was bursting with joy
Tsukki on the outside: 😐🙄😏
Tsukki on the inside: 😍🥰❤️✨
What They Love About You
He loves how blunt you are
It annoys him when people just beat around the bush
He prefers that people just cut straight to the point
And you do just that
Almost brutally
But he doesn’t mind
He loves that your sarcastic
Oml he’s never met someone who can handle his sarcasm
And even throw back a few jabs
So he’s happy that his s/o is able to do both
Alright but of a weird one
He loves that your short
Because A: he thinks it’s funny
B: he thinks it’s cute
And C: if he ever runs out of roasts for you, he can always tease you for your height 😗
Favorite Things To Do Together
He likes to read with you
Just sitting on the couch with a good book and reading
Maybe some cuddles
Honestly he likes doing art with you 👀
He sucks at it
Tease him 😈
But he still likes doing it with you
He mayhaps keeps all of your sketches in a box 🤭
Didn’t hear it from me tho
OOF
LOVES TO WATCH HORROR MOVIES WITH YOUUUU
But teases the shit outta you if you get scared 🥲
But will still comforts you ❤️
Astrology
Virgo + Libra
When Virgo and Libra join together in a love match, it can be like puting two puzzle pieces together.
Each locks into the other and sits comfortably in place. Both Signs seek security in partnership, and they share a love of beauty and culture.
They can work together efficiently and smoothly because they desire similar rewards.
The Virgo-Libra relationship may trickle along in the beginning, but it will rev up once both partners grow to respect one another.
Virgo and Libra both appreciate superficial pleasures, and they often enjoy collecting bone china, art or photographs.
They also enjoy the theater and all forms of art. Practicality and pleasure are important to both Signs, and they compliment one another in many ways.
Virgo appreciates Libra’s charm and diplomacy, and Libra can even things out when Virgo doesn’t get their way.
Libra appreciates the Virgo love of order and the tangible rewards that come with it.
Additionally, Libra and Virgo are willing and able to see the different sides of an argument, and together they make decisions only after examining the facts.
Overall Aesthetic
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artificialqueens · 3 years ago
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Galactica, Chapter 69 (Group Fic) - TheDane/Veronica
A/N: Click here if you’re looking for previous chapters (or here if you’d rather read on AO3). And Dartmouth420…this one’s for you! 💫
Previously: Courtney was having a rough week at work, but didn’t care about any of it when Bianca uttered three magic words, and Violet’s design was chosen as the spring runway finale look.
This Chapter: A wardrobe fitting for the spring runway collection ends in a workplace rendez-vous, Violet plans to work extra hard over the holidays, and Courtney accepts a welcome invitation.
***
Raven turned in the mirror, unsure if she should put her hair up or keep it down, the hustle and bustle of all the people required to run a fitting behind her.
She was wearing the closing gown, or what would become it with time; what she had been put in for now only a muslin skirt base and a top with loose stitched sleeves.
It was normal for couture to not be finished when it was tried on for the first time, the fitting today there to make sure that Fame liked the silhouette in motion and that Raven fit in the garment since she was the closing model, but she had to admit she was curious to see Violet’s actual work and the intricate details of it that Raja had mentioned in passing.
“Hey princess.”
Raven looked in the mirror, watching as Raja walked up to her, her fiancée leaving that morning before she was even awake, a mug in the sink and the smell of coffee the only traces of her. She was wearing a blue suit with a yellow shirt, the pants cinched in at her waist, her long hair in a thick half updo.
They had been together for years, but sometimes, Raven could still get butterflies when Raja looked at her just right, few things as powerful or sexy as Raja’s confidence and how she carried herself.
“Hey,” Raven smiled, turning her head so Raja could give her a quick peck, her arms sneaking around her waist. “Hair up or down?”
“Hmm,” Raja ran a hand through Raven’s hair, pulling it to one side before resting her head on her shoulder, her gray eyes focusing in on her. “Down. Even though you do look gorgeous enough to get away with whatever you want.”
Raven smirked, a pleasant sense of pride washing over her since she had been extra careful with her makeup. Normally, Raven didn’t do first fittings, but she wasn’t going to miss out on having Raja’s undivided attention, standing completely still for an hour a price worth paying.
“My beautiful girl.” Raja kissed Raven’s neck, pulling her even closer, and that was when Raven felt it, her eyes widening in the mirror.
“Raj,” Raven hissed, keeping her voice as a whisper, “are you?”
“Mmh,” Raja nodded, a grin on her face as she gave a small thrust of her hips, a strap clearly against her thigh. “A little surprise.”
Raven bit her lip, barely hiding a whimper at how insanely hot this was, the surprise in no way shape or form little. She loved it when Raja was packing, loved it when she knew there was a chance that she could get thrown against a wall at any minute and fucked hard and fast. “Oh god.”
“I’ll see you in my office once we’re done,” Raja smirked. “Right?”
This time, Raven did whimper as she nodded. She had no idea how she’d play it cool for the actual fitting, how she’d deal with the sight of Raja leaned back in a chair, taking her notes and sharing her inputs, knowing that she had a strap ready to go.
***
“Let me see the side.”
Gigi was just about to open her mouth to reply with a yes, when she felt a stranger touch her hips, turning her, and she remembered that Sutan had told her that fittings wasn’t a talking job.
She was standing in the middle of what had to be a tailoring floor. There were the professional grade sewing machines she recognised from her mothers workshop on desks all around her, the desks piled high with fabrics and surrounded by half-dressed mannequins. Gigi tried her best not to bounce in excitement at being so close to the process, but it was impossible not to.
“Do we still like the fabric?”
Bimini had told Gigi to remember that it was rude to stare at the people doing their job before she had left that morning, but it was hard not to sneak a glance out of the corner of her eye.
She had never met Miss Fame, but she had seen her in her mom's fashion magazines, the blonde sitting at a table against the window, her legs crossed, the red Louboutin sole the only part of her outfit that wasn’t white or gold.
“You’d rather we don’t go with the angora?” A bald man took a step forward, a gigantic pink clipboard in his hand. “I’m afraid merino might be too hot for the summer.”
Gigi was wearing a delicate crop top with short sleeves, the wool on it soft and extremely fluffy.
“Actually-” She opened her mouth, almost taking a step forward. “I think-“
She wanted to give her feedback, her top already hot to wear in December, and if it was for a summer collection, that seemed like important information, but she was cut off by a finger being held up, Sutan’s sister shooting her a look that told her to zip it without a single word.
Gigi hadn’t even known that Sutan had a twin sister until she had walked in for the fitting, the two of them strikingly similar even though they were different genders, their nose, eyes and height practically the same.
Raja gave her a small smile when Gigi nodded, her eyes lingering on her for a moment to make sure that she was actually silent, before she redirected her attention to Miss Fame, the discussion of wool blends still going on like Gigi and the other staff weren’t even there.
***
Raja sat at her computer, going through some model portfolios. Now that they’d chosen the models for the opening and closing looks, she could start to fill out the rest of the show. Some of the girls they’d had in the fitting today would be great, but some desperately needed to be replaced.
Model selection wasn’t what Fame cared about most, though that could simply be because Raja was so good at it, but it was important to have cohesion amongst the models, to tell a story with the girls you picked out.
She could hear Raven before she saw her, the firm footsteps of a woman who’d stomped many runways calling out. She smiled to herself, knowing that after their little flirtation this morning, and then the long wait after she and Fame had left the fitting, that her fiancée would be in quite a state.
Raven entered the office, quickly slamming the door and locking it. Raja barely looked up, pretended to be concentrating hard on her computer.
This was all part of their game; in some ways, it was Raja’s favorite part.
A slight huff of annoyance that Raja knew was exaggerated for effect left Raven’s lips as she strode forward, finally planting herself down directly in front of Raja, preventing her from seeing her computer.
She looked fucking fantastic, and Raja leaned back in her desk chair, watching Raven slowly shed her clothes until she was naked, wearing nothing but underwear, diamond jewelry and a pair of heels, legs spread open invitingly, a wet patch already forming.
Raja rolled her chair forward, letting Raven drape one leg over the arm. She pressed a line of kisses up Raven’s delicious thigh, feeling her gasp as she moved her panties aside, breath ghosting over her clit.
One of the things Raja loved the most about Raven was her absolute inability to hold back--whether that was bluntly stating her opinions, making her feelings well known with just a look, or immediately trembling and whimpering the second she was the slightest bit turned on.
“Princess…” Raja whispered, hands sliding around her waist as she rose up out of the chair. “Do you want me to fuck you now?”
“Yes, yes,” Raven begged, reaching out to claw open Raja’s pants and shove down the panties that had been holding her dildo in place, letting it spring free.
“Turn around,” she ordered, right in Raven’s ear, and after a slight shiver, Raven obeyed, leaning over the desk with her ass on glorious display.
Raja slid her hands up that smooth, tanned skin, letting her strap slip between Raven’s legs to tease at her. She was already quivering and wet, reaching down to toy with her clit.
“Not yet, princess…” Raja laced her fingers into Raven’s and pulled her hand away, lips pressed to her neck. She was met with an impatient whine, and only chuckled, sliding both hands up to pinch her nipples.
“Oh god,” Raven moaned, throwing her head back, legs widening.
“Are you sure you’re ready, my love?”
“Yes, fucking yes,” Raven whined. Ready was quite an understatement--she was dripping wet and clawing at the surface of Raja’s desk. Her hips pushed back against Raja as she slowly, slowly slid the dildo inside her.
Raja gently cupped her tits, thumbs rubbing her nipples in circles.
“Do you want to touch yourself, princess?” Raja murmured in her ear, and was met with only a whimper of affirmation, Raven arching her back and rolling her hips, desperately trying to get the friction she wanted. “Go ahead…”
Raven’s hand immediately went to her clit once again, rubbing in furious circles as Raja began to thrust into her. She started out slow, but was soon fucking her relentlessly against the desk, the moans dripping from Raven’s lips the most beautiful music. She didn’t stop when Raven came the first time, sure she could wring a few more orgasms from her, pounding against her ass until she was lying face down on the desk with her head on her arms, body limp with exhaustion.
Raja pulled out slowly and carefully, pressing kisses to her shoulders and neck before sliding her panties back up her legs and giving her a firm pat on the ass.
“Very.”
***
“So. What’s the verdict?”
“On Symone? She’s practically perfect brother dear,”
“Raj-“
“Relax, I’m teasing you. Gigi’s…young.”
“Models tend to be, but we both know that’s not what I asked. Now come on. I’m a big boy, I can handle it.”
“She’s beautiful, eager, exiatable, and not at all ready.”
“Not at all?”
“She almost talked during the fitting. Several times, and I’m pretty sure I saw her chew gum.”
“I had a feeling.”
“You always have feelings. So?”
“She’s good, she has potential, but listening isn’t exactly her forte-”
“You should always throw her at Michael Kors.”
“What great advice.”
“Fine. Marc Jacobs then. No one says she has to be an exclusive for her first season.”
“I can live with that as long as you don’t suggest student shows. I’m too old to manage a student show model.”
“Getting too comfortable TanTan?”
“Getting tired. You know, other people take broken-in models. Models who know what they’re doing. I don’t know why I keep doing this. ”
“Because you love it, and because you’re the best.”
***
“Kat-Kat!” Pearl exclaimed, setting her bags on the kitchen table. “You’re still up!”
“Hi Pearlie,” Katya said, smiling over her cup of tea. “Whatcha got there?”
“I’m so glad you asked, madame,” Pearl said with a grin.
Just a week ago, Katya had looked like she had the weight of the world on her shoulders--sad and withdrawn, her vibrant personality dulled by fear and anxiety. Now, it was a whole different story.
She still clearly had concerns about the whole baby thing (which Pearl tried to understand, but she found it hard. After all, who on earth would be a better mother than Katya??), but it was a difference of night and day, and Pearl was relieved to see her back to herself.
Pearl had been out after work...skulking around the strip club again like a loser--Dahlia hadn’t even been working, as far as Pearl could tell while she waited, draining 3 gin and tonics, overtipping the girls that were actually there since she already had the cash.
When she had left, she’d walked by a Whole Foods right before closing, essentially emptying out the woman's health aisle.
She pulled the items out one by one for Katya to see.
“So, I was talking to Alyssa at work, and you know she’s had three kids, so she gave me a list of things to get for you. We’ve got multivitamins, folate, iron, vitamin D…” Pearl grinned as she twisted one of the bottles around. “All in all just a bunch of stuff to keep you and Killer healthy.”
“Awww, thank you baby!” Katya had jumped up, and now pressed a sloppy kiss to Pearl’s cheek. “You’re the best.”
“No, you’re the best, and Killer’s the luckiest baby in the whole world.”
“Wow, so glad that nickname is sticking,” Trixie said drily, walking into the kitchen, but Katya was laughing, so he couldn’t be too annoyed.
“Hey Trix.” Pearl grinned at him before opening one of the cabinets and helping Katya load up all the new vitamins and supplements. “Actually, I’m glad you’re both here, because uh…”
Pearl scratched her head, unsure of exactly how to approach the situation.
“So...listen, I know it’s not like, super urgent, but I assume that once Killer gets here, you’re gonna want to use my bedroom for them.”
“Oh,” Katya’s eyes widened. It seemed like something she hadn’t considered.
“So, you know, if you want me to start looking for another place, I can-”
“No!” Katya exclaimed, putting a hand on her arm, adding, “I don’t want you to go.”
“Yeah, I don’t think we have to worry about it yet,” Trixie said. “We’re not about to kick out our oldest just because you’re getting a little brother.”
Pearl and Katya both laughed, Katya moving a hand to her belly and asking, “You think it’s a boy?”
“Oh uh...I dunno, maybe,” Trixie grinned. “Either way, they better like pink.”
***
“So this is the girl you want me to take a look at?” Sutan put down their drinks, taking the portfolio Karl handed him, the two of them only just sitting down in a booth in the corner of one of their favorite bars.
“Mmh,” Karl hummed, a glint in his eyes as he grabbed his drink with a little umbrella. “She’s been asking and asking about doing America full time, and I think you’d be a good fit for her.”
“You think I’m a good fit for everyone.” Sutan smiled, flicking through the portfolio. They didn’t actually have to talk business, this entire exchange just as easily done in an email, but it was a long-standing tradition of theirs to make Elite pick up the tab, even though they could more than afford their drinks on their own.
“And she did British Vogue?”
“Cover and all,” Karl smirked, Sutan stopping on the printout of the pictures.
“There’s great skin, interesting eyes, good hair. All natural?”
“Not a single extension.”
“Hmm… I mean, she’s pretty, ” Sutan turned to another page, taking a sip of his whiskey.
“And?”
“She’s very pretty.”
“Ah,” Karl sighed, rolling his eyes. “And there he is, Amrull the asshole.”
“Ha,” Sutan snorted. “I resent that. All I’m saying is that I’m not sure if I have space, and I just signed Symone.”
“You can have more than one black girl in your stable.”
“Please,” Sutan raised an eyebrow, refusing to take the jab. It wasn’t something he bragged about, but he had always represented girls of color, had pushed to get them jobs and opportunities long before any of his fellow agents had picked up on fashion being more than boring blonde European girls and the occasional diversity hire. “You know it’s not that, I’m simply questioning her potential.”
“You liked Bimini.” Karl smirked, stirring his drink.
“You’re never going to let me forget that, huh?”
It was true that Karl was the one who had scouted Bimini, that he was the one who had picked her out of the crowd at a concert he had gone to in London, but Sutan was the one who had nurtured her, who had taught her and who had defended her from Elite when she had shaved her eyebrows off.
“No,” Karl grinned, raising his drink to say cheers, Sutan clicking their glass together.
“I’ll meet her,” Sutan took the portfolio, sliding it into his messenger bag, “but don’t expect anything.”
***
“Knock knock…” Roxy said, poking her head in the doorway of Miss Fame’s office suite, where Courtney was sitting with her head in her arms. “You alright?”
“Yeah!” Courtney jumped slightly, sitting up straight and forcing a smile. “Sorry, I was just having a moment.”
“You don’t have to apologize to me, girl,” Roxy said, waving her hand, the other one holding her mug of coffee. She perched on the edge of Courtney’s desk. She’d been dying to talk to her more all week, and get some juicy details about her relationship now that it was public, but they’d both been insanely busy. Today though, Roxy had spent the morning training the temp who was covering her desk a few days next week, and the girl was quick enough that she felt secure leaving her alone for a while.
Unfortunately, Courtney didn’t look like she was in the mood for spilling any dirt. Her desk was littered with multiple projects, and she just generally looked like she was both miserable and under water.
“Rough day, huh?” Roxy prompted, hoping to get her to talk.
“Yeah,” Courtney admitted, sighing. “Rough week. And if Miss Fame doesn’t approve this holiday card list, I’m fucked.”
“I’m sorry.” Roxy tilted her head, wondering how to approach her real agenda tactfully before blurting out, “So how are things with Bianca?”
It was like Courtney’s entire mood instantly lifted, the mere mention of Bianca making her face soften into a smile, eyes shining.
“Can’t complain there,” she said, a mischievous twinkle in her eye. “Actually…” Courtney glanced around, lowering her voice to say, “Maybe you can help me with a little non-work-related project, if you’ve got a few minutes?”
“You’ve got my attention!”
***
COURTNEY: I have a confession…
COURTNEY: I stole something from your apt.
BIANCA: Lol, what?
Bianca flipped her phone over quickly, hoping that no one else in the editorial meeting had glimpsed the picture of Courtney on her phone, clad in nothing but Loubs and a pair of her own lacy red panties. There were more pictures, and Bianca was dying to see them, but she’d have to get through the rest of the fucking meeting before fully enjoying them in the privacy of her office.
“...so I think that it would be beneficial if we included more-”
“Yes, yes, approved,” Bianca said, cutting Dan off with a wave of her hand. “Anyone have anything else to add, or can we move on?”
“Somewhere to be, boss?” Nina asked silkily, a knowing smile on her face that told Bianca there was a chance she’d seen her phone.
“I’m sorry, did you want to spend another hour talking about mint green?” Bianca asked, trying to cover her impatience.
“No, I’m all good.” Nina smiled again.
“Great.”
***
“Once again, thank you so so much.”
“Whatever you need, Chachki!”
Violet smiled, making her way to the elevator, her new security card safely tucked away in her pocket. She had just finished a visit with the building's security, the guys who ran it all much more pleased to see her again then she had dared imagine.
Her visit hadn’t been strictly necessary, her designer clearance more than enough to get to and from the design floor in her everyday work life, but she had wanted to make sure that she had access to Galactica over the holidays, the security team instantly unlocking the backdoors and service points for her when she had asked.
Violet knew she wasn’t working in Fame’s office anymore, and knew that she was allowed to go on vacation, but she still felt bad about leaving in January, even though the majority of the new collection work was out of the designers’ hands.
She hadn’t checked in with Sutan about whether or not he’d be working between Christmas and New Years, but if she knew him at all, he would, though the parties Sutan often called work with a smile on his lips didn’t really live up to Violet’s definition of the word.
If she was honest, she was kind of excited for some peace and quiet, to have the floor entirely to herself, the extra time hopefully enough to catch her up to the standards of the company motto.
“Remember,” Violet whispered. “Only perfection is acceptable.”
***
“Hey angel, you on the way?” Bianca asked, after answering on the first ring.
“Hi,” Courtney said. In spite of the stress she was under, and her regret at skipping the romantic dinner she knew that Bianca had planned, a smile pulled at her lips at the sound of her voice. “And no, I’m sorry, I can't make it tonight. I’m gonna be here super late.”
“You’re not really sending me those naughty pictures and then cancelling, are you?” Bianca asked, voice low and husky.
“I’m sorry, I wish I could, you have no idea how much,” Courtney said. And it was true--too true. Thinking about seeing Bianca had been the only thing getting her through the day, but there was just no way to leave now. If she thought about it too hard, Courtney knew she’d start crying, so she was trying to simply suck it up and be an adult, no matter how much she wanted to run. “But I have so much to do. Miss Fame just approved the holiday card list and if I don’t get them in the mail before tomorrow morning’s pickup, I’m gonna-”
“Bring it here. You can work, I’ll order some dinner...and then we can do all the unspeakable things that I’ve been planning ever since you sent me those pictures.”
Courtney could feel her cheeks heating up. The pull to say yes was strong, but she was still uncertain. “But what if I have to re-print some labels? I’m just-”
“I have a printer, sunshine.”
Courtney bit her lip. It had been a rough week; Miss Fame was in a worse mood than normal, and her to do list never seemed to get shorter no matter how hard she worked or how late she stayed. And on top of everything, the weather had been absolute shit, so another freezing night in her damp, drafty apartment sounded like hell. She knew for sure that being in Bianca’s arms would instantly make everything better.
“Okay. Okay, yes, I’m coming,” she said. “I just need to get everything together here and then I’ll head over.”
“Perfect.” Bianca said, and Courtney could hear the satisfied smile in her voice, imagine her dimples deepening. “I’ll see you soon, baby. I love you.”
“I love you too,” Courtney said, stomach still flipping with excitement every time she said the words.
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yandere-daydreams · 5 years ago
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For a request, maybe Bakugo and Izuku arguing about punishing their Darling? Maybe the Darling pleading with Bakugo to not let Izuku hurt them.
I’ve been writing a lot of polyamorous relationships, lately… I’m not complaining, though. The more *loving* boys I can fit into one drabble, the better.
TW: Implied Physical Abuse and Mentions of Bondage
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“You can’t be fucking serious.”
Katsuki was unwavering, even as he stood before a much stronger rival. You used to admire that about him (you still did, really), how powerful he presented himself as, even when he was at a disadvantage. Izuku could kill him, and judging by the green electricity sparking around his arms and the pure anger in his eyes, it was fair to say Izuku would. But, Katsuki just stared down at his partner, shoving you behind him whenever Izuku’s focus shifted. As a civilian, you looked up to him, as a friend, you respected him…
Even as a captive, you couldn’t help but be thankful for his presence.
“I know how protective you can be, but try to look at this rationally,” Izuku started, taking a step forward. Katsuki didn’t move, but you reflexively latched onto his bicep, digging your nails into his skin for some sense of security. You didn’t doubt that it hurt, but Katsuki never flinched, only raising an eyebrow as Izuku bared his teeth. “If we let this kind of misbehavior go, then (Y/n)’ll think they can just do whatever they want!”
Katsuki chuckled, smirking. “You’re acting like we have a dog, Deku. What’d the big ol’ rebel even do, say ‘no’ when you wanted to get your dick wet for the fourth time today?”
Izuku’s hands curled into fists, his knuckles turning white from the strain. “I caught them trying to pick the lock on their window.” There was a vague nod towards the bedroom, where the door was still ajar, Izuku having left it open as he chased you. You clung a little tighter to Katsuki, your guilt undeniable. It’d been more out of curiosity than anything, a hobby to pass the days of waiting and nothingness. You didn’t think Izuku would be home so early, you didn’t think Katsuki would care. Really, your fate was sealed as soon as Izuku saw you kneeling in front of the windowsill, a hairpin in one hand and the death-bolt in the other. Pushing past him and calling out for your real hero had only worked to take Izuku from mad to infuriated. “We can’t encourage it. You see that, don’t you?” Izuku asked, voice muffled by grit teeth. “We should break something just the attempt.”
Silently, Katsuki’s gaze turned towards you. It was almost unnoticeable, his eyes flickering to his side and his expression hardly changing, but you recognized the signal without the need for further explanation. Reluctantly, you stepped forward, one of his hands falling to your shoulder, keeping you in place as you bowed your head. Of course, Izuku made a grab for you, but Katsuki waved him off without a word.
“Is this true?” His voice was patronizing, condescending, like you were a child being scolded by an instructor. He might as well’ve stooped down to your height, from how slowly he spoke. Still, you nodded, biting your lip. Playing into the role, despite your best efforts not to. Katsuki only clicked his tongue, his attention quickly moving back towards Izuku. “I think–”
“It isn’t my fault!” The outburst was sudden, unexpected even to you. It’d come out louder than you meant for it too, but it was hard not to sound desperate, especially when you already knew how over-excited Izuku could get when he had a riding-crop in his hands. Katsuki glared, moving to pull away, but you caught his hand before he could, clinging to him like your life depended on it. It might’ve, depending on how violent Izuku planned on being. “I… You were gone for so long, I didn’t know what to do. I was stuck in my room, and I didn’t know when you’d be coming back!”
“Baby, I know it’s scary,” He began, his tone anything but sympathetic. Your heart dropped into your stomach as soon as the words left his mouth, some unseeable pressure suddenly pressing down on your chest. It was a hopelessness, a dread, one that made you choke up as Katsuki pulled away and want to run when he looked at you. You didn’t, paralyzed by some mix of fear and frustration and terror, but god, it was tempting. Moreso as Katsuki smiled, fingers come up to card through your hair. “Don’t worry so much, I’ll be right there. Everything’ll be fine as long as you’ve got your Hero by your side, right?”
“No, no, you’re both fucking monsters!” You didn’t think. You couldn’t breathe, hyperventilating as you tried to force him away from you. Katsuki didn’t budge, his hand clamping down in your hair and jerking you forward, not stopping until you were bent over and whimpering in front of him. Izuku cooed something disgusting, but he didn’t move to stop Katsuki. Instead, you were met with the smug-satisfaction Izuku always seemed to project when Katsuki lost his temper.
“What did I tell you? We’ve got a brat to deal with.” Katsuki didn’t let go, but his grip slackened enough for Izuku to lift you, pulling your form against his chest despite how much you kicked and punched and clawed at him. If he noticed, he didn’t let on, only cradling you as Katsuki’s hand dropped to your neck, wrapping loosely around your throat. He didn’t hurt you, but he was ready to, clearly. “What about a few days tied to the bedpost? No food or water until someone’s in a more affectionate mood.” He paused, for a moment, thinking. “The collar will have to go back on, too.”
“Fuck that. Gag the bitch. Get ‘em ready for everything that comes with it, too.” Katsuki wasn’t trying to be gentle, anymore, squeezing a little too hard for the gesture to be playful. You didn’t know whether or not to be relieved when he started speaking to you. “You should know better than to talk-back, by now. Breaking the rules and acting up… you’re energetic today, aren’t you?”
Staying quiet was the only thing you could think to do, trying to hide your face in Izuku’s shoulder. But, Katsuki just pulled back, forcing you to meet his eyes. That might’ve been what finally did it, what made you finally realize how screwed you were. The rage in his gaze, that unrelenting, unfaltering commitment to your suffering.
Katsuki was just as dedicated to your discipline as he was to your protection, after all.
“It’s only fair that we put in the same amount of effort, ain’t it?”
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lovelyirony · 4 years ago
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Rhodeytony: "scum of the earth" "which ones" "all of them"
Tony Stark was the world’s premier designer of the year, and with good reason. His careful attention to stitching and his insistence at using bright colors and patterns and unconventional additions to accessories and lapels for suits had him being noticed by many people the world over. 
His one rule is this: Never Listen to a Fashion Critic. 
He doesn’t like them, doesn’t even begin to pretend to tolerate them. 
When he’s in an interview, he makes his opinion known, calling them in no uncertain terms: 
“They’re scum of the earth.” 
“Which ones?” Ms. Everhart asks. 
“All of them,” Tony answers. “Fashion critics want a trend, but then they’ll fall back on holding basic pieces up to standard and if they don’t like how a piece looks on someone, they think it’s a terrible piece.” 
“Can you say for sure that all of them deserve this…verbal tongue-lash?” Christine asks, highly amused. Tony doesn’t always like being interviewed by Everhart; she has a tendency to twist words, make anyone seem like the height of villainy. 
But on this subject, he couldn’t care less. 
“I’d be sure,” he answers. “I’ve seen young designers leave the room in tears from a critique from a critic who hasn’t worn anything but black or white colored clothing for the last thirty years.Their highest risk is red.” 
The interview causes a ripple among the fashion world. 
Pepper is displeased with him. 
“See if anyone gives you positive reviews,” she hisses. “The whole point of critics is to redirect people to your designs!” 
“Well, I’m sure that they’ll do it anyways,” Tony answers, rolling his eyes. He’s working on stitching roses to the sleeves of a piece, and he’s sure that he doesn’t have time for this. “Now, quit bothering me and start asking Happy about when we’re leaving for the runway show in New York.” 
-
There is one critic that Tony has not run into, and that is the infamous James Rhodes
Having used to be a model and choosing to use his platform a different way, he has found even more success as a fashion critic. 
And he’s very entertained with the interview that Tony Stark was part of. 
“Can you believe him?” Sharon asks, flipping idly over a cover with a truly wonderfully done coat. One of his pieces, of course. 
“I can,” Rhodes muses. “Especially since he’s right about most of us.” 
He says this while he’s in a pair of boots that have a higher heel than most men would dare to wear, perhaps the most eye-searingly-green-and-yellow plaid pants he could find, and a t-shirt that one of his interns made with the statement reading “I Can’t Kill God But I Can Try” on the front. 
(The shirt is scarlet red with black glitter. Very cute, very 90s inspired. Rhodes loves it.) 
Coincidentally, Rhodes and Stark get seated right next to each other. People are whispering, wondering what tension will erupt, what Tony will say and what James will respond with. 
They don’t say anything, at least not at first. 
“Good to see you, Stark,” Rhodes says. He’s dressed nicely; a cropped suit jacket done in an orange-and-red butterfly pattern. He has nice abs. 
“I’m surprised you think so,” Tony says, smiling. “I like the butterfly jacket.” 
“Decided to break it out. Had to see your designs in style and see what you thought.” 
“Even if I don’t read your review?” Tony asks, raising an eyebrow.
Rhodes laughs. 
“You’d read it and disregard it just as quickly, Tony. I know what you’ll do.” 
Tony smiles. 
“Well, at least you know. But still. Maybe I’ll give you the time of day for this. Maybe.” 
“High praise,” Tony says, nodding in an approving manner. “I’ll have to see if I’m worth a fuss after all this, won’t I?” 
Rhodes laughs. 
“Maybe. Just maybe.” 
Tony’s show is…well. It’s incredible. 
Rhodes can admit this, and freely does. He loves the lighting job, he loves the blue theme of it that runs through. 
“I’m glad you didn’t go with a light blue, the Tiffany motif some have tried ends up looking cheaper than plastic at points,” Rhodes says. 
Tony laughs. 
“Light blue…I like it, but I’m picky about it. Dark blue has more my style in it for this one.” 
“Are you going to read my review?” Rhodes asks. “If I do one.” 
“You will do one, and I won’t read it,” Tony answers, grinning. “You’re a sweet guy, but I don’t go back on my word.” 
“And if I left a review about something else?” he asks, leaning back in his chair. Tony’s standing, and he can see how well-fitting his outfit truly is from this angle. 
“Like what?” Tony asks, grinning. 
“Well, maybe my review about a certain restaurant that I’d think you’d enjoy.” 
“I could be convinced…” Tony starts. “So long as I can call you something other than James Rhodes. That’s so stuffy.” 
“You can come up with something over dinner, I’m sure,” Rhodes says, laughing. “I’m sure of it.” 
They stay at the restaurant for three hours. 
James Rhodes becomes “Rhodey” and Tony gets the best goddamned kiss of his life at the doorstep of his home. 
“We making this a thing?” Rhodey questions. “Because I wouldn’t mind.” 
“Is this just to make me read a review?” Tony asks. 
Rhodey laughs, loud and carefree. 
“I’ll never make you read a review so long as I get to kiss you like that again,” Rhodey answers. “Promise you that.” 
“Then yes,” Tony says. “I would love to make this a thing we do.” 
They are a power couple of the fashion world, by the way. Tony has no idea how his husband feels about his collections until the show is over, and Rhodey gets to tell him exactly what he thought over dinner. 
It’s not unbearable, although sometimes Tony regrets not listening because the critiques could have helped the shoulder-shape of some of the dresses. 
But it’s mostly fine. 
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colorseeingchick · 4 years ago
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hi enya! i’d like to request the self ship date for your 200 event!! congratulations again 💞
right now i’m currently in love with murasakibara 🥴 i really like him because well he’s just so cool even though he’s “lazy” and the fact that he snacks a lot is cute and also relatable because i feel like i’m always snacking as well. plus his determination is admirable even though he always whines about being tired, which is also relatable. and he’s just so pretty!!! agh maybe it’s the long hair or maybe his height but he’s just so pretty i cant 🧎‍♀️💞
as for myself, we both know you know me pretty well 😌 but for some hobbies, i dance, i can cook & bake i’m just to lazy to or don’t have the stuff for it, i love to read romance manga, i like roller skating, and of course watching anime/moves/tv shows!!
Meg have mercy on this monstrosity I've created. This is the DEFINITION of carried away.
Premise: You had plans with your friends to hang out, but last minute they had to cancel. When you walk out to the main hall of the dorms, you find Murasakibara snacking on some food and watching TV. You were the manager of Yosen, so you considered Murasakibara a good friend, even though you two hadn’t really hung out without other people around. When he asks you why you look down, you tell him that your schedule was now (undesirably) empty. He has a solution.
“Why don’t we do something?” He pauses the rustle of his hand rummaging through the chips.
You look up at him from your spot on the floor (you’d been lounging around in your pjs, a large stuffed animal acting as a pillow as you sprawled out on the ground). “Like what?” You weren’t used to Murasakibara asking to do things, especially not with you.
“We can go, get food? Or something.” he wouldn’t look you in the eyes, but you didn’t care too much. A huge smile crossed your face as you jumped up, quickly shuffling towards Murasakibara on your knees, opting not to stand. His eyes go wide as he sees you approaching him.
“Really! Will you really go with me?” You look at him, leaning against the couch he sat on.
“Yes. I already said I would.”
“Ahhh, you’re the best, Mu-kun!” You leap up, wrapping your arms around his broad shoulders (you can barely get them around to his back), before running off to get changed. “I’ll go get ready quickly! I’ll be back!”
You didn’t see the way his face erupted pink- but don’t worry. There was time for you to see later.
You throw on a pink crop top covered in tiny cows and a pair of ripped jeans- if you were going out, might as well look a bit cute, you think to yourself.
Stepping out into the hallway, you’re shocked to find Murasakibara...trying? With his appearance? He had a decent sense of style, you knew, but he usually just defaulted to a graphic shirt and joggers. Finding him a black fitted shirt with ripped jeans and chains of his own was surprising, but very welcomed. He had one of his huge zip up jackets on, though.
“Murasakibara, you look so good!” You cheer at him. Running to him and grabbing his hand, you tug him (well, try to) out the door. “I’m hungry, let’s go.” While slow, he followed you, internally noting how small your hands were in comparison to his. “I’m driving.”
“Yeah, yeah. I know. Don’t crash us.” He teases as he reclines your passenger seat as far back as possible.
“Ah, excuse you-” you nudge him. “Where should we get food from?”
He stares at you, looking at your features illuminated by the street lights. You’d already started driving, but who knows where to. “Wherever you want.”
You ended up driving to your favorite restaurant in the area, a diner with food on the cheaper end with great quality. It was comfy. As you and Murasakibara sit down, you’re greeted by a young male waiter who takes an obvious interest in you.
Actually, uh. Well, it’s obvious to Murasakibara. Not so much to you.
“How are ya doin’ tonight?” His flirting wasn’t obvious per say, but Murasakibara sees the way he looks at you. The waiter manages to ignore the death glare that was sent his way, though. After you both order your food, you noticed Murasakibara’s pout and glare.
“Hey are you okay?” You ask him, unsure of what had unsettled him.
“Just hungry.” he waves your concern off. “...so, how was your day?”
You assumed he was trying to avoid the work of carrying the bulk of conversation, which was pretty in character, so you happily chatted away, telling him about the stupid things that happened when you went shopping in the morning and when you got your nails redone.
When your food came about, you thanked your waiter when you noticed a pin on his shirt.
“Oh my gosh, is that a Red Riot pin!?”
“It is! Are you a My Hero fan?”
As you expressed your love of Kirishima, you were surprised when the waiter seemingly abruptly excused himself.
“...I wonder what that was about.”
“Mm. eet was ooddh” Murasakibara responds, mouth stuffed. His demeanor was relaxed, but had you turned around moments earlier you’d have seen that his eyes were screaming murder.
After eating your shares of food and talking about random things, you were ready for the check.
“I’m paying for you.” Murasakibara says.
“You don’t have to, Murasakibara-kun!” You’re quick to respond.
“I’m paying.”
“No.”
“I’m paying.”
“Are you sure?”
The waiter walks up to you both, hands clasped and a nervous look on his face. “So, are we doin’ a split bill or-”
“I’m paying.” Murasakibara says to the waiter.
“Got it. He’s paying.”
“Hey, I’m serious you really didn’t have to! That’s not fair is it?”
“You always buy me snacks and things. Lemme pay for you this time.” His tired eyes gaze up at you, something unspoken lingering behind them.
“Fineee, but I’m paying next time, okay?” He smiles at that, so you’ll take it as a yes.
~~
Driving back to the dorms, a sign catches your eyes.
“Oh my gosh, they’re open!” You cut your previous train of thought short.
“Ehh? What is?” Murasakibara turns to you, curiosity heavy in his voice.
“The new roller rink! I love roller skating I’ve wanted to go for so long. Can we go?” The question slips out of your mouth before you realized you’d asked it.
Murasakibara just stares at you from the passenger seat in silence. “What a pain.”
“Wait, really?”
“Go before I change my mind,” his tone was whiny as he stared out the window, resting his chin on his hand propped up on the car door. You let out a delighted squeal as you drive to the rink.
~~
“I’ll be sitting here.” Once you two enter the rink, Murasakibara sits on the side immediately. It takes a lot of pleading and tugging on his arm to get him to come with you.
After getting the skates (and the people behind the counter struggling to find a pair in the back big enough for Murasakibara), the two of you entered the rink. In your excitement, you glide through the rink, going fast in a circle and smiling wide. It’s only once you come around that you realize Murasakibara hasn’t moved. He’s still by the side of the wall, holding on.
“What’s wrong?”
“...” the blank stare on his face and the irritation rising on the corner of his lips said everything.
“You don’t know how to skate, do you.” You hit it on the head. His pout exaggerates as he tries to slide forward, losing his balance at even the smallest movement.
“I promise it’s not that hard, I can teach you!” you’re grateful that the rink was empty except for you two, the 3 workers, and some other teens who were minding their own business on the other side.
He listens to your instruction, moving away from the wall, and glides forward three times before slamming onto the ground.
“Ahh, are you okay?” you reached out to help him up. You’d seem him slam to the ground harder in games, but the concern was real nonetheless.
But he just waves you off and manages to stand on his own. This process repeats for a couple more times, with each passing time Murasakibara getting better and better.
“You’re such a fast learner! It took me a while to learn.” He wouldn’t say anything but he glowed from your praise. All that being said, he was still slow to move. You didn’t mind taking the initiative and grabbing his hand, holding it as you got him to skate with you. Admittedly, it gave you butterflies (you’d wanted to hold his hand properly for such a long time, instead of just tugging him in a direction before letting go). His hands are giant compared to yours. ou could barely even see your hands while he held it, except for your bright pink nails. But he held your hand tight the entire time, quietly keeping his balance. As you two started to go faster and faster, you gained good momentum till Murasakibara miscalculated on a turn and ended up falling. Unfortunately (or fortunately) for you, his hold on your hand hadn’t let up.
“AH!” You fall back onto the giant man who met the grounds only moments before you do.
“Shit, are you okay?” It’s his turn to ask you. When you burst out laughing, he lets go of his baited breath quietly.
“That was so fun!”
“Are you...hurt though?” Showing concern is hard, he thinks. It’s hard to do without his face burning up.
As you say “I’m fine, you cushioned my fall,” you both notice you’re still on top of Murasakibara, your chest pressed against his stomach. Out of shyness you shuffle away, hurrying to your feet. “We should get going,” you remark, trying to get out of the rink. But not without falling onto your face.
“Oi- Meggie-chin!” That sounded like it hurt.
By the way you sputtered and shook your head, he could tell it shook you a bit. He was able to help you get back on your feet and roll you to your shoes (he really did learn fast).
“Let’s go home. I’m hungry.”
“There’s a convenience store next door! Let’s go get some snacks!~” You seemed unphased by your fall at the thought of more food, running out the door to the store.
Yeah, it was no surprise Murasakibara was down bad for you. What more could he have wanted than a girl who loves food the way he does?
~~~
The store was illuminated with neon lights, the isles neatly organized. As Murasakibara snagged snacks off every wall, you were checking out the dairy product isle.
He comes up beside you, noticing the way you shivered.
“What’s wrong?”
“I can’t decide what type of ice cream to buy. Or if I want ice cream at all. It’s so cold in here! But what if it’s hot back in the dorms and I’ll want ice cream then?” You pause to think. “Ah! I can’t decide.”
Your sight is blinded when a warm fabric falls over your head. “Take my jacket. Then decide.”
As you pull the jacket off your head, you pull it over your arms. It was giant on you. The ends came down to your mid thigh and the sleeves consumed your arms. But it smelled of his cologne and was so warm. Blushing at the fact your crush gave you his JACKET, you happily grab 2 cartons of ice cream in celebration. As you walk up to the register, you see Murasakibara with 2 cartons of strawberry milk.
“I know you like them. We can drink them back at the dorms.” You never recalled telling him you liked strawberry milk, even though you did drink them quite often. But you didn’t take him for the kind to notice that.
~~~
“I had a lot of fun, Murasakibara-kun.” You smile as you both walk back into the dorms. “We should do that again. Maybe. But only if you want to!”
“I wanna watch that show.”
“Huh?” You didn’t know what he was talking about.
“My Hero. You were talking about it earlier. I haven’t had time to watch it, so if you wanna watch it with me you can. I guess.”
Your crush asked you to watch tv with him? Big dub!
“I’d love to! Just let me know when, okay?”
“Next Friday?”
~~
Jumping onto your bed, you squeal into your pillow as you process the fun hangout you had with your crush. You hadn’t really been on your phone much, so you finally decide to check it.
“New message from: Enya-chi” : swiping on the notification, you see-
IASIUDHFOSIJDF MEG UR GOING ON A DATE WITH MURASAKIBARA!?!?!?! GET IT GIRL ;)
Unsure of how she knew and it being called a date, you videocall her.
“MEG oh my God how was it!” “Wait wait wait Enya what do you mean “date?”
She looks at you in shock. “Bro, I was with Kise, Aomine, and all them when Kise got a call from Mu-kun and he said he asked you on a date and wanted advice. What do you MEAN you don’t KNOW what I mean by date!!?? Ma’am!!!!!”
As you think back on everything that happened throughout the day, the implications of it being more than a hangout started to settle on you. Your face burned a bright red.
“Earth to MEGGG~ oh my God did he really not tell you it was a date?” She dissolves into hysterics.
"No!!!???? He just asked to hang out!"
“Meggie-chi he’s an idiot! He was supposed to tell you. He probably forgot okay?” Kise’s voice cuts through as he jumps onto the screen.
“He didn’t forget he definitely just didn’t have the nerves-” Aomine’s voice can be heard in the background.
“So when’s the next date~” Kise and Enya wait expectantly for your answer.
Oh my God.
Let’s do this again.
“Oh my I asked him out again, and he said next Friday.”
“I think you’ll be seeing him sooner than that though. You have to return that jacket you’re wearing.” Enya giggles, a broad smile on her face.
At the realization you still had it on, you hang up, too overwhelmed to talk.
This was about to get interesting.
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Funnily enough this only took like an hour total. But yeah i'm crazy I'm sorry you're friends with a crazy girl meg
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inquisitive-mess · 3 years ago
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A Slice of Happiness Part 3
Including Sibylle of Cleves by @blackdiamondwrites127 and Katherine Tudor by @ellielovesdrawing.
Mention of Jane Paker by @altairtalisman
T/W: Hint of Past Trauma and Abuse
Sibylle and Ann soon reach a nice gated neighborhood after taking the Tube. Ann didn't realize how tall Sibylle was until they went on train where she saw how uncomfortable Sibylle was while sitting. Ann try her best to help her out, but there was only so much she can do inside train car. This made Ann feel bad because she usually takes this whenever she works late since she doesn't bring her vehicle often to work due to parking issues. Once they arrived at their stop and got off the train, Sibylle was finally free from her torment and stretch a little before walking out of the station as Ann trail behind her. Ann try to apologize, but Sibylle stop her before she can and told her that she chose to take the Underground known the consequence of it. She also explained that it would be whole lot cheaper than getting a ride from one of those ride sharing companies, where they have to pay extra to get a larger vehicle to accommodate her height and doesn't like them for to GPS reason and them knowing where she lived. Ann completely understand where Sibylle is coming from.
Sibylle soon walk to a stand that had a keypad on it near in front of the gate, punch in a codes, the gates doors begin opening, and both went through it as they head to her house. Ann look around the area as she was walking and started to thinking about how nice this place was. It was quiet and sees that everyone who was living here has some form of privacy. She really does like it, but she really prefers where she lives. It true it isn't gated neighborhood, but she likes the open space she has at her house because it's easier to look up at the sky at night and she has more privacy due to her neighbor's properties being a little far part from each other. They soon arrived at Sibylle's house and walk up to the door. Sibylle then pull out her keys, push one of the keys inside the keyhole to turn it, pull it out, turn the doorknob to open the door, and both walk inside the house. Ann closed the door behind her as Sibylle said " Babe, I'm home." A russian bear dog and a tibetan mastiff came running out and Sibylle kneel down to let them give her some affection. Ann was mostly surprised by the size of dogs because she hasn't dogs this big and wonder if this was normal. Sibylle soon got up and told her " This is Oz and Killjoy. These are our pets and part of the family. We have white cat too named Malky." Kath then came out from a room, head to Sibylle, and gave each other a kiss. Ann stood silent as she watch them and their love kind of remind her of the love she had with her husband long ago. They broke a way from each other and Kath talk " I'm glad you guys got here safely. I was going to say what took you guys when I remembered that took you to work today because your bike was giving you some trouble this morning and your friend told you when you took it his place that it isn't going to be ready until tomorrow. Did Ann drive you guys here or got a ride from someone?" Ann answer " I don't usually bring my vehicle to work, so we took the Tube. I pay for Siby ticket, since I have a travel card. It's the least I can do for what happen and to make up for making Sibylle endure the discomfort she had riding it." Sibylle then said " Which I already told you that it was my decision to take it and how I don't trust those ride sharing companies at all. Plus it wasn't too bad once you get in the right position and I dealt with worse." Kath smiled as she listened and told Ann " I got your change of clothes ready. Let me go get them while you put your dessert in the fridge." Kath leave them and Sibylle escort Ann to the kitchen with Oz and Killjoy following them.
Once Ann put her dessert in the fridge, Kath came back with couple of clothes in her hands, and told Ann as she hand them to her " I got you some shirts of mine to try on, since I didn't know which one would fit you and Ibby clothes would be too big on you." Ann nod and said " Thank you. Where is bathroom, so I can change?" Sibylle answer " Down the hall on your right." Ann heard Sibylle, nodded, and head to it. When she got there, she open the door to walk inside, turn on the light, and lock the door behind her. She place the shirts on the counter, start taking her jacket off, then her shirt, fold them, and place them on the other side of the counter. She went to sink, turn the bathroom faucet to release some water, and begin washing her face. Once she was done, she wipe her face on a towel to dry it and went on trying one of the shirts. The first shirt she try was too short for her making like she had a crop top on and was exposing her discoloration skin on her lower back area. She should of figure it would be difficult for her since Kath was lot smaller than her and wouldn't fit her properly. She took it off, place it on the side, and went on to the next shirt. Each shirt she tried on, she felt more nervous seeing each one of them not fitting her correctly and exposing her discoloration. She didn't want them to know about it because then they would ask questions and she don't want talk it, since it only brought back bad memories of her time in the orphanage and don't want them to see her breakdown completely. The reason Jane knows about it is due the rainstorm they got caught up in and knew Jane wasn't going to say anything about it being that they are in same boat with their guilt of the past. Ann was at the last shirt in the pile and this scared her the most seeing that she doesn't have anymore attempts to hide it. She slowly put it on and expecting it not to fit her when she saw it covered her body completely. She looked at herself in the mirror and move her body and arms around a bit to see if it will show any skin on her lower body area. When it didn't, she smile as her worries slowly dissolve, folded the other shirts that didn't fit, open the bathroom door, grab her clothes and others in each hand, turn off the light using her elbow, and walk out of it to head to where Sibylle and Kath was.
When Ann arrived at the sitting room, Sibylle just got done explaining to Kath what happened to them and why Ann was staying the night as they were sitting on the couch next to each with Oz and Killjoy laying on the floor. Kath said to Sibylle " That's crazy. I can't believe that happen to you guys. Thank goodness those officers were there to take that man away." Kath noticed Ann was done changing and said " Look like that shirt fit you perfectly. I had that shirt for awhile now and it was always too big for me to wear. I try giving to Ibby, but it was too tight for her. You have it since I'm not going wear it." Ann look down at her shirt and told Kath " Thanks" Kath then said " And I would to say thanks you for stopping the situation between Ibby and the older man. She told me that she would of hit him, if it had escalated and would of been arrested too. I would hate to see her lock up and be with other terrible people. Not saying she can't defend herself, because she know shit." Ann chuckle a little as she saw Kath got nervous at the end and Sibylle told her" Babe, Ann already know a bit of my past." Ann answer " And that was one of the reasons why I wanted to stopping it." Kath sighed out of relief thinking she may have exposed something about Sibylle's past she didn't want people to know about and was happy that Ann was okay with it. Kath knows how personal Sibylle gets whenever someone mentions her past choices and knew Sibylle was trying to be a better person.
Once they were done talking, Kath got up and ask them" Have you guys eat anything? I can whip up something really quick." Ann told Kath " No, it's okay. You don't need to do that. I ate something earlier before Siby came to my shop." It was kind of the truth since she did eat lunch, but that was roughly six hours ago. Ann was a little hungry, but she didn't want to bother them anymore than she already have. It bad enough that this whole evening Ann has cause nothing but trouble for Sibylle and now Kath. Sibylle already knew Ann was lying due to fact that she started to understand Ann personally and how defensive she can be. She also knew it isn't going to be easy to convince her to eat something. Kath used her obverseation skill as she look at Ann and saw all of signs that Ann was lying. She also notices that Ann seem to be the type who would put up a fight if asked directly, so she have to try a different way to persuade Ann. Kath smiled and said " Okay, but I'm going you make some anyway, since you are a guest in this house and not going let you eat nothing. Ibby can you show Ann the bedroom she going be sleeping in while I'm cooking something small for you guys." Ann was ready to protest when Sibylle already wrap one of her arm behind Ann and begin guiding her to the room. Sibylle told Ann as they were walking " Just to let you know, Kath can tell when someone is lying to her, so there no point on hiding it because you're not going to win this fight." Ann sighed softly when she heard this and Sibylle saw her reaction which she then said " And if you thinking that you are being a bother, you're not. We want you to eat and feel relaxed here especially what kind of day you had. Plus it would make Kath feel happy that she being a good hostess, since we don't get a lot of people visiting us." Ann heard all this and made her a little nervous about it.
They arrived at the room and Sibylle open the door to it, which was nice simple room with a bed, bedside table, table lamp, and small chest. Ann walking inside it and look around it see that she kind of like it while Sibylle lean on the side of the doorframe watching her. Sibylle then ask Ann " Do you want me put your clothes in the washing machine while you are here?" Ann shook her head and answer " Thanks for offer, but I can wait until I get home to wash them. You can get me a bag to put it in though and tell me where to place these clothes. You guys have done enough for me already." Sibylle nodded, grab the spare from Ann showing her that she will take care of it, left for a bit, and came back with a plastic bag to hand to Ann. Ann took it, open it up to place her shirt and jacket in, tie it up,and place her bagged clothes on table. Once Ann put the bag on the table, Ann ask " Siby" She turn her head to Sibylle and continue " Are you sure it's really okay for me to spend the night here? I would understand if you doing all this because you still believe that you owe me for the laptop and my injuries that you accidentally caused me." The truth was that Ann has been nervous the moment she got here. That why she trying so hard not accepting anything and hasn't said much because she's worry that she made do something wrong and they hate her for it. Ann also believes that the reason Sibylle is doing all this was because the debt Sibylle made for herself for Ann. Sibylle could see Ann uncertainty in her face and was ready to answer her when they heard Kath telling them dinner was ready. Sibylle walk up to Ann with a small smile and told her " Let's go. We don't want to keep Kath waiting." Sibylle soon walking away leaving Ann to herself which cause to think maybe that the reason why she was being generous to her. Ann soon follow and head to the kitchen. Unknown to Ann, what she had said to Sibylle in the room made her start to think about why Ann thought this and wonder if there was a reason behind it.
When Ann got the kitchen, Kath told Ann to go to table where Ibby was sitting at and she will serve them. Ann acknowledged, head to where Sibylle was, and sat down across from her. Ann wait patiently as wait for Kath while Sibylle looked at Ann thinking what she said to her and wonder if Ann really though that. It's true that Sibylle does want to repay back Ann for everything she done and for accidently decking her, but she also does want to be friends with her. Sibylle though she was doing everything right and was trying to be her friend, but after hearing what Ann said, Sibylle knew that there was a missing piece in this and she need figure out what it was. Kath soon came with the meal and place them in front of them. Kath smile and told them " Hope you like it. I want to do something simple since it is late at night." Ann took one look at the meal and everything inside her crash down. It was box macaroni and cheese and Ann didn't absolutely nothing, but stare at it as Sibylle thanking Kath and begin eating it as Kath left to clean up. This is the one meal in her adolescent life that she didn't think she would ever see again because all she can remember was her being all alone in the orphanage eating this when it was cold and mixed together with other foods that was left behind after the children had their meal. Her meals were made of the scrapes of whatever meal was prepared for the children that day. She wasn't allowed to saying anything about it because that resulted her losing the meal and be thrown away in front of her leaving her hungry all day or the evening. Ann try her very best not react to it when she saw this and wanted to eating it to make Kath happy, but the memories of the past was stopping her from doing that. Sibylle quickly notice this and try to call Ann out, but Ann got so deep in her memories that Sibylle got up, stretched her arm out, and place her hand on her shoulder, which snap Ann out of it. Ann look up at Sibylle once this happen and Sibylle asked " Are you alright?" Ann look down at her food for a bit before looking back up at Sibylle and answer her" Yeah, I'm okay. Sorry about that. The meal just bought back some memories, that all." Sibylle sat back down and was relieved that Ann was okay, but it make her wonder what just happen. She remembered Ann had a similar look when they went to zoo and when she was at her shop. It was when look their meal when something click in Sibylle's mind. Was it macaroni and cheese? Did something happen in Ann's past that was the result to it? Sibylle wasn't completely sure, but she did want to help her by easing her mind a little, so she can eat something and told her" Hey Ann, if you want something different. I'm sure Kath has no problem making it and I can eat this, so it doesn't go to waste."
As soon as Sibylle grab Ann's plate with her hand, Ann quickly grab Sibylle wrist with her hand, which caught Sibylle completely off guard, and said quietly as she let go of Sibylle's wrist slowly " Sorry" Ann quickly compose herself, so she can answer Sibylle. After calming herself, she replied "It's okay, Siby, I can eat this. No reason to bother Kath with some trivial." Ann soon pick up her utensil and begin eating her meal. It was bad as she remembered it, but can a least say it taste better warm than cold. Sibylle would of call out Ann for what just happen, but she took this as she may have overstepped Ann's boundaries when trying to take her food away from her without warning, which cause her to be defensive. She would done something similar, if someone did that to her. They both stay quietly as they ate their meal didn't know what to say to break the ice. Kath got done cleaning and went back to the table where Sibylle and Ann sitting only to see the death silent between them. Kath didn't know what happened when she was gone, but she need to do something to brighten up the mood. She sat next to Sibylle and ask Ann " Ibby told me that you own a small electronic shop where you fixed anything that's electronic and rebuild computers. That must be fun job to do." Both Ann and Sibylle can tell Kath was at least trying to lighten up the mood, so Ann answer " Yeah, it kind of is. I do enjoy fixing things and do custom order for my customers." Sibylle was little happy with Kath that this was working and started to make Ann feel comfortable. Kath continued " Ibby also told me that you were the one who made her current laptop. She used her laptop all the time and tell me how much she loved it, especially how you got her loved for Wicked." Ann scratch behind her head and try be humble since she not use to getting all of this compliments. Ann said " It was nothing. I just saw her old one was was on it last leg and want to help out. That all." Kath then said "And you must be smart considering that you help out the students and professors in surrounding universities and colleges with their needs. I bet your parents must be proud of you." This is where everything crashed completely and dim the mood heavily. Ann already finished with her meal got up from the table and said emotionless " I'm going head to bed. I got work in the morning. Thanks for everything." Ann begin walking away when Sibylle grab her wrist to stop her, but Ann just gave her a look, which Sibylle knew all to well, and she let go of her. Kath then try stopping Ann and try to convince her to stay, so she can apologize, but Sibylle stop her and told her that Ann need time to herself. Ann continue walking until she was the spare bedroom and closed the door behind.
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