#I just augh. there is too much going on
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im having a Normal one today
#happi rambles#I don’t even know what to say I’m just like aaugh.#brackets really take something out of me#also the severance brainrot Has Returned#does not help#oh and also wilbur soot. end post#(lovejoy songs WONT leave my head)#I just augh. there is too much going on#also I have like Things im meant to do but didn’t oops
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happy birthday shidou cheers to a unchanging tomorrow blah blah blah i hope you fall face flat into your cake
#milgram#milgram fanart#shit how do i tag this. uhhh#shidou's wife#shidou's family#hana kirisaki#shidou kirisaki#shidou is such a loser that he isn't in his own birthday art#so i didn't actually want to make anything cuz i probably need to put my time and energy on more important matters#but this idea popped in my head and i was like fuck i need to do that#sorry if his children look buttugly i kinda rushed it towards the end#just don't zoom in too much#I'M SO PROUD OF THE CAKE THO I'D EAT THAT SHIT#and the lighting#go me ig#tumblr fucked up the colors tho i think so boo#n jesus i can't believe i haven't drawn his wife seriously before#cuz she's so gorjis sigh#i'll probably make something small tomorrow as a treat. aka 0507 sigh 0507 augh 0507 OUHGJJJJ 0507#chibi's art/rkgk
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Updates on me! Still doing alright and still trying to figure out a new tablet I'd like. Haven't even found time to doodle much between all the running around I'm doing but still! I'll hopefully be able to draw again soon! Here, have a recent messy trad doodle I did for someone!
Also been going golfing! Okay maybe I'm not the one golfing, but im keeping scores while driving the golf cart! Definitely super good at score keeping and don't get distracted at all!
#my art#sketches#just rambling#WAVING AT YALL!#Im not used to being so busy but its been nice to be up and around!#even started going to the gym!#its been a blast!#im doing well even if Im not able to draw much#i miss art tho#i wanna draw Wally again sometime#or even doodle Gangle! Gangle beloved I love her augh#Shit some sun and moon doodles sound fun rn#oh but i digress! Im doing very well still!!! hopefully will find a balance eventually where I can run around and still draw#I really need a portable tablet. ipad mayhaps. i found a wacom one i was looking at too
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Please don't crucified me if this headcanon is deemed unrealistic in real life. (´;ω;`) More notes / detailed notes:
stayed & travelled with the Figs for awhile -- after being found, before finally dropped of to an institution, as the Figs think their travelling life style is not really suitable to raise a child
quickly picked up civilization as he is an intelligent child (that's why he is a ravenclaw)
exchanged letters with the travelling Figs during his time at the institution / orphanage
was a really helpful child during his time at the institution / orphanage that he is close with the staff
he thinks of befriending people is a way of learning & by helping them he gets to experience a lot of different things
a mellow temperament child in general (just like how it is ingame)
likes exploring (bcs damn! we really going places in that game)
picked the silly 'Alex Xander' name himself, maybe he heard a mother called her child with that name once and he is obsessed with that name ever since.
he always writes Xander as his 'family name' to show that he is complete even without a family
actually a bit older than his classmates, as he went through extra few years to catch up to civilization as a feral child
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#anyhow i really love our barn owl; she's so beautiful but with a face like biscuit
#i can't stop thinking of how he is a child raised by the forest; so ... ; like; that's why he got clawed scars on his face and all .......#hogwarts legacy#hogwarts legacy mc#character sheet#student id#hogwarts legacy fanart#fanart#i was torn between the thought of fig adopted him for several years already; exactly after he retired from travelling#or they never had any contact with him after they dropped him off#and literally only met again when his magic awakened & noticed by hogwarts; and Fig be like; Aren't u that child?#and during their time together Fig is considering to officially adopt him as their child#it makes the end game so much sadder ; ~~ ;#like; they were just going to be family for real; and suddenly AUGH; and then what's gonna happen to him; that's another story#anyhow what's gonna happened with seb; i don't think he has any other guardians in the family; tho @nne can just whoosh! without guardian;#is legal matter doesn't matter in this world; ok ; no more headache; just independency & fantasy#fsh; knowing how his family is financially stable; 0minis would want to just adopt; but he would hate adopting @nne & seb to his family#pondering i wonder if any other prof would like to take custody over my child#or probably Figs have kind relatives that would take him in#aieehhh let's not think too hard for that part now#i am not a novelist for a reason#plot holes; plot holes everywhere#fshsfh anyhow i don't know wand flexibility is a thing#i was confused what to pick and just went with what they chose for me first#is that information even important or has any meaning at all
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20/10 stars little guy
#me (scrounging undetected autist whose ideal fashion sense is ''if i have to be seen at all: shrouded'') seeing encanto the other month.....#and on top of it all i LOVE slice of life. encanto being so focused on What It's About that there's so much of that + character / dynamic#also part of what i loved abt pixar luca. ppl like ''simple story but not a problem :)'' like YEAH thank god it's Also so slice of lifey#2021 what a year lol. though again i only Just saw encanto....tfw Studio Creative Control backs off a bit more than usual: Joy & Wonders#anyway i knew going in bruno wasn't an antagonist (fine if he was though b/c slay & b/c scapegoats can do whatever they want)#knew i'd love him b/c again Scapegoat shows up & i'm the Amazing Showstopping Totally Unique Never The Same gif on loop#but what a delight even beyond those expectations lol. love again how Focused the movie is on What It's About & Thee Points it makes#the Characters / Dynamics & the Metaphor & the plot stays right with all of that. the focus & importance re: thee scapegoats....#& bruno being disabled like whole layer of Yay Yay Yay spamming. that even when He's Back we're reminded he's not ''normal now'' or w/e#(i.e. presenting that as The Good Ending for the disabled outcast. vs just being embraced as part of the group again & accepted As He Is)#meanwhile was like hmm chat is there queercoding do we think? like is he queer: Yes. but is there coding? hmm#sure isn't cishet coded though. but i was also having the thought like fellas is it gay to [higher tenor tessitura or w/e] lol#made me go ''do i know this voice? ok do i know this name / face / actor? (i have never seen anything ever / bad w/names/faces/voices)''#indeed was like yeah haven't seen this; heard of this; seen it once ages ago no way i remember more than like 0.6 details#then from ''ohh haha I'm A Mammal That Cares....yeah i hear that'' to ''omg CHI-CHI RODRIGUEZ???? ;;0;;'' waaah fantastic revelation lmao#also the way Literal Future Seer ability was externalized to make it more wrangleable for plot is so impressive & fun & excellent#got a lot of [i like this thing i saw a lot] i got to say....guess i can do that w/the sideblog i made for one drawing i made last night#encanto 2021#bruno madrigal#also the way bruno is so Nervous + Hiding / Bold + Big Personality like yes ha ha ha Yes....tamped down as ''too much'' experience#also the [stuttering stumbling muttering mumbling] line: i fr nigh wept upon going back over a moment like what am i hearing here?#& realizing the answer was: it's bruno quietly stuttering a moment during this one line (& then (& then (& then)) i saw you) ;;;mm;;;#hang onnn....the first scapegoat who's driven off being Disabled is so real so ;m; that again they're like so he got Weirder; Okay ;;m;;#that we get jorge thumbs up nobody having an Aside to be like [ugh; this guy] or Anything. augh always have too much to say for 30 tags#fabric drape there sure not accurate but i was like okay if i try to really reference that i'm not getting this done tonight
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OUHGBHH? EVIL CHOICE ;__;
#HEY. HEY GAME ::(((#sick and twisted that this happens right after i say 'and ylva even has a skeleton son' in an ask game................................#MAN.#LOOK. SEE. THING IS#there has been a lot of grief and guilt and death since this whole ordeal started#but this is the first time someone's died who is personally important to ylva#she is really REALLY invested and attached to manfred she latched on to him SO bad#and just. AUGH. this can be a good ''accepting death'' thing for her but truth be told. idk if she is able to#yeah she'd have to deal with emmrich's death sooner or later too but manfred is the one who is gone Right Now#even if he is a wisp. look she grew up a watcher. wisps arent just little silly fade fragments to her#this is such an interesting decision for emmrich tbh because either way he is avoiding and accepting death in different ways#but this one for sure isn't just about emmrich this very much is also about how much ylva herself is able to let go#brb gonna go stare at that decision screen for another fifteen minutes or so#laya plays dav#dav spoilers#oc: ylva ingellvar
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#It took me a few hours but I'm glad to finish it#All was necessary since#i really love this ship too much#like#holy shit there's too much to explain#they got something going on#Even if it's meant to be some kind of great friendship chemistry#i can't help but think of them as#the 🏳️🌈s#fight me!#i dare you!!#I will not be holding back#they just#augh!#cuteness and artist aggression#both real#it has been a while ever since I posted something with digital art so here#Here's some laughingstock#All of this was done on my phone#So it was not easy but still had to be done.#anyways#rambles#artists on tumblr#welcome home#digital art#laughingstock#barnaby b beagle#howdy pillar#barnaby x howdy#howdy x barnaby
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wiggles my fingers at you ouuuu… you want to tell me about solace so bad…
HKJGG wiggles my fingers back lovingly!!! i really do, i fuckin LOVE solace :3 hey did you know i really like making fake skill descriptions?
SOLACE
Follow the north star. Find light in even the darkest places. Cool for: Optimists, Recovering lost souls, Sweet summer children
Solace is the skill you tucked away long ago, at the bottom of Pandora's box. The little one that tells you: despite it all, there is still hope. It needs a lot of nurturing -- and it's far from being the most helpful for police work -- but taking care of it is basically self-care. It enables you to find the glow in yourself that you often ascribe to gold lungs or brilliant halos in others. It encourages you to wake up and watch the sunrise, to play board games with someone you love, to forgive yourself and let yourself be a gentler kind of animal. Constantly looking forward to a brighter future, it also helps shield your morale from damage.
At high levels, Solace gives you a heightened sense of childlike optimism - which isn't always the sense to lead with in this precariously harsh world. Always looking for the bright side will blindside you with naivety. At low levels, however, you may just extinguish whatever keeps your soul alight. You've already lost her once. You may not survive the desolation if you let her disappear again.
#i wanted to draw a skill portrait for her for this but [gestures vaguely at life] i hope this is cool enough hkjgkj <33#solace is truly voli's ''keep going. there's still hope for us'' and echem's ''we can be happy again! let's go find joy wherever we can''#this is why i keep saying she's their kid hkjgh she covers the happy medium of both of their ideologies. hope for a happier future.#harry goes to the store and finds a pair of pink heart shades that gives her ''+1 Rose Colored Glasses'' :3#i feel like theres some mechanic that keeps her from gaining too many points. a locked skill cap or maybe she can lose skill points??#hm. considers this.#echem voice ''i can't believe i'm saying this but we really can't drink alcohol anymore. it's bad for the baby :(''#ALSO. THIS IS ONE OF MY MORE SELF INDULGENT WORKS SO IF IT SEEMS OOC IN ANY WAY THAT'S BC THIS IS MY COMFORT FIC HGKJKJ#i know sometimes i write skill relationships too sweet and the world too kind and the game too unrealistically...#i know shivers said the end of the world is in 22 years. i know being a revachol cop would kill solace. i know alcoholism is hard to kick#and dora still haunts us. i know life is so hard and there is so much that kills hope and that the pale is going to swallow elysium. i know#but isn't disco elysium about how the world is awful and corrupt and futile but there is still beauty and worth to living in it?#the sky. the world. you're still alive. after death; life again. one day i will return to your side. sunrise parabellum.#the phasmid exists. the pale can be fought back with art. the city's alive and she told us she loves us. and solace believes there is hope.#augh idk man hjlkjg just don't want to lean into the ''young witch trying to find a cat in the alps'' bullshit lmao FUCK that </3#i just think harry deserves a hope skill.#volta transmissions#inland drabbles#task: when two skills love each other very much
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okay so you know when takeda manages to get ukai to come watch karasuno play for the first time and kagehina show off their freak quick and ukai is like "sensei how long have those two been paired together" and takeda is like "oh kageyama and hinata? they just met this year i've heard it was rocky at first but they're getting along well now" and ukai is like "what a shame". do you think he goes home and looks into them and finds out that kageyama's the lonely king and that his teammates abandoned him. do you think he looks and looks for hinata but can't find him until finally he stumbles across a no-name school that barely had a volleyball team and their only match lasted 31 minutes. do you think he wonders about how lonely they were. a coach can't replace teammates but do you think he decides to try and make sure that no one on his team feels lonely again.
#hinata shoyo#kageyama tobio#ukai keishin#THAT MOMENT MEANS SO MUCH TO ME LIKE. WHAT A SHAME. UKAI LOOKING AT KGHN AS HE SAYS IT.#i dont even know if it makes sense but like. i was thinking about how ukai does his best to support his boys#like as long as they try he'll try too he'll take them as far as he can as long as they run beside him#but like do you think he looks into the kids and their backgrounds and thinks how can i make this a safe space for them.#do you think that besides his own knowledge of how it felt to be replaced he was worried about isolating suga#do you think he worried about kiyoko and yachi feeling left out#god. im just thinking about ukai and kghn and AUGH i dont even know where im going with this but yeah.#hey yall idk how old this is but i found it in my drafts so congrats! u get it now#lyz speaks
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Happy (slightly late) New Year's to @fic-and-art-for-ships!!
This is my gift for @utsecretsanta 2023, I love circus AUs and the Circus-swap AU is so cute! I adore Frisks design so much ♡ ~('▽^人)
#i really hope you like it!#also forgive me for the late arrival of your gift i had a huge incident with my shitty computer QWQ#but hey! I had as lot of fun redrawing it anyways haha! :D#my doodles#utss#utss 2023#undertale secret santa#underswap#us sans#circuswap#frans#i adore frans when frisk is aged up to an appropriate age and this is just mwuah!#so adorable i mean just look at them QwQ <3#their HAIR too augh i love it half up makes my brain go brrrr#this was genuinely so much fun thank you for your patience!!#underswap sans
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Oh boy wonder what’s on the channels tonight-
Huh a gameshow with a totally mentally sane TV head host and not at all captive actors onboard? Seems like a great watch can’t imagine it’ll accumulate into something gone awry :3
Oh yeah and this was the “work in progress” photo taken earlier before SMG4 cast was included. Elusive bonus feature content on the DVD behind the scenes Mr. Puzzles only edition I suppose
#DAMN WAIT NOOOO CRUCIAL DETAIL WAS LEFT OUT AUGH#NO HOW CAN I RECOVER FROM THIS AUUUUGH#can’t believe I neglected to put Mario in here what’s wrong with me 😩#HE’S ARGUABLY THE MOST SIGNIFICANT TO THE LORE HERE#oh well sucks to not be Mr. Puzzles favorite I guess maybe Mario was purposefully edited out of promotional material lol#got shadowbanned from the poster and all marketing departments was too much of a hassle to get him to sit still#Yeah we’ll just go with that! Besides everyone else is tied up and Mario would probably just break free instantly#anyways love him (Puzzles) so much sir is the shining star if he realizes it or not#he knows his worth but alas the world is slow to catch up with it. Give this man his five stars already please I beg you#oh he already got five stars? Well good on him! O-oh it didn’t even last that long?…..oh…#hplonesome art#mr puzzles fanart#mr puzzles gameshow spectacular#smg4 puzzles#smg4 puzzlevision
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demi/puck at wc but like. specter of lotte right
#avoiding being productive by kopeckeringing god bless. but i’m Thinking#going back to this article ab demi responding to lotte questioning the dutch team’s leadership and if they really had a proper strategy#and it bring’s up a quote from puck saying that it makes the rest of the team more confident knowing demi is so strong#like AUGH. also the two of them getting closer in paris… puck being a little shell shocked over beating Demi Freaking Vollering on stage 4#but the journalist bringing up puck’s quote like ammo for demi’s side of things…. getting w someone like a post breakup Fuck You#and not even like she’s using puck to get over lotte or even thinking she’ll notice but it’s like an I Moved On sort of thing#like she’s soooo unbothered! she’s Fine!!!#also puck did seem a little starry eyed w/ demi#being not only new to road but having her first win be against the literal best in the world and to have her sing your praises to the media#PLUS THAT CLIP OF THEM TALKING POSTRACE WHERE DEMI’S LIKE “ahh you won” and the first thing puck does is go in to hug her 😭😭#like i would be having a girlcrush too fr. not to mention demi vollering looks like demi vollering soo.#idk i feel like demi is someone puck respects/admires a lot and to have someone like that like you… no better way to be absolutely taken#so whatever happened w lotte puck’s automatically gonna be on her side and it’s nice to have someone tell you no you’re right they suck#in a breakup. even if she feels split about it if puck’s there to be like fuck them demi you’re better!! it’s sort of like a tether right#everyone needs a friend(?) to hate on your ex 😌😌 and maybe they’re a little in love with you#it’s just easier to be with someone who likes you that much with no caveats as opposed to something more complex but also an emotional mess
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nothing is more delicious to me than greed having a permanent effect on ling, even after his death. maybe it's some of his mannerisms or some little change to his appearance, or my personal favorite: making his chi absolutely fucked forever. the yao prince goes to amestris and comes back with the secret of immortality and something about him that's just ever so slightly off-putting
#fma#hey is it chi or qi. I can never figure it out#anyway I love stuff like this#that art I saw once about things ling brought back from amestris and it's greed behaviors. augh. it changed me#little physical changes are good too like his teeth being a little too sharp or there being a weird birthmark on his hand#(I KNOW the tattoo disappeared entirely. i know. but what if it left a scar or a birthmark and I cried)#but his chi being weird as hell is my favorite#either pockmarked because something was carved out of his soul#or there's just. a little too much going on with it. like greed left a little bit of his own soul with him#any of it is so good.#I have been thinking about greedling all day. this is normal for me but STILL#fma posting
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feeling bad about my art lately. will probably not post for a while. but i wanted to at least dump some stuff here before i retreat into my hidey hole
#hivemind tv#hmfcu#riley savage#graydon weaver#quadeca#jane remover#eden burke#my art#2023#fanart#doodles#furry#its like. augh. longtime fleouriarts followers are familiar with my eternal tango with posting art online#doing this since i was 11 has like rotted my brain and made me rely wayyyy too much on external validation to motivate myself#and every year or so it gets bad enough that i take a break. but the break usually only lasts a month before i miss the feeling#and come back and then the cycle repeats#its probably worse now bc this is a fandom where getting seen by the creators is not really that hard#so there have been times where im like 'well idk if i wanna draw this. but if i do maybe hivemind will rt it :-)'#NO!!! THATS NOT WHAT ART IS ABOUT!!!!! i cant keep letting myself get addicted to the numbers going up man i gotta get out of here#and i was reading a quad interview from around when idmthy got released. cus hes also brain poisoned like this. but he managed to get out#and now just kinda comes online to release music and then leave#i need to be like that. i need to take a break from art posting thats so long that i come back as a changed man odysseus style#idk. its been so long since i drew stuff that no one gets to see but me. all the art i keep to myself is just out of embarrassment#i need to relearn how to draw stuff just for the love of creation and not “maybe people online will like this one”#or “this new thing came out i need to prove my love of it by drawing it”#sometimes it leads to good art but more often than not it just makes me feel worse#whatever. if any of yall are in the hivemind jane or quadeca discord i MIGHT still post stuff there. but otherwise ill keep to myself and m#friends for a while i think#woooooo this is queued to post while im in orgo lab everyone wish me luck with my thin layer chromatography
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Imagine, if you will. A universe in which Adrien finds out about Monarch's towards the end of Season 5.
As in - instead of or in addition to the "move to London" plotline, Adrien is sitting on the secret that he knows his father is Monarch. They could have kept up their will-they-won't-they about he Sentimonster thing - is Adrien staying quiet because his father ordered him to? Or because he's seen the man's injury, knows that he's dying, and also knows that Marinette is in danger if he spills anything.
It doesn't even have to happen early. Just early enough that, once he's in his sensory deprivation cell, he knows that him transforming would leak his identity to Monarch himself. So he sends Plagg away to give the ring and the message to someone else, and we can still get the writers' precious Bug Noire.
(In fact, I think he should also find out about the Sentimonster thing at that point, because that means that as soon as Gabriel knows that Adrien is Chat Noir, he also has control over him. It means Adrien knows what he's fighting for, and it makes the gesture of giving up the ring so much more meaningful. Heavens, does he even know there's a battle when he does it in canon? No, it's just because he's afraid of akumatization.)
(and on THAT note clearly he should have been told about Chat Blanc because why else did his worse nightmare change from being controlled to being out of control?) (yeah yeah Destruction but. bleh.)
I know I know they didn't want to give too many important scenes to Adrien but they point is. This could have shifted the focus back to Marinette in a COOL way instead of a baffling way. He's the princess! She's the knight! Nobody would think the Knight was all that cool when she kills the dragon while the princess is saying oh he's not so bad... he just wants to play.... he don't bite....... and then the knight says oh you're right of course he wasn't evil he just had to. Go. Live on a nice farm. Anyway why don't we get out of this tower maybe
#ugh augh the post got away from me but. Let! Marinette! Save! Her! Princess!!!#If Adrien is the Damsel at least let him be PRESENTLY passive in the fight!#I try not to think about 'fixing' this show too much because I AM having fun and I DO like it but I just.#I just think the emotional payoff would have been better if he'd known.#*deep sigh* anyway on to season 6 and hopefully they DID mean for the ending to be bad#(<- every rewatch tells me so more urgently but I simply Do Not Know if they'll be able to go anywhere with it)#miraculous ladybug
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Wverytime I sit down at a computer to make music I get so scared
#i like siting down with a guitar and writing music but the daw is still so scary to me and i dont know how to make it less scary#its like i dont know where to start#i understand music theory i can write chord progressions i can write melodies but arranging feels so daunting#like just trying to pick keyboard voices and stuff im like overwhelmed and then its like i just dont even know where to start#i think i need to do more covers to practice arranging because trying to do it with my own songs im just like i have NO IDEA#i do think that trying to recreate arrangements of other songs I like will help me but also just idk#i really want to get better at writing at the piano but i find it really hard#rn i write almost all my songs on the guitar then i guess what i have to do is try to think of like what style i want it to have#and sort of try to create a map like probably literally on paper and then try to go in and sort of do it but god its so hard i dont know#it feels so so daunting#even trying to make silly little stuff with just like some synths is really hard for me right now its so out of my comfort zone and AUGH id#its frustrating im scared of the computer but i also very much do not want to be an acoustic singer songwriter but thats all i can do#because all i can do is play fucking guitar!!!! and its just so frustrating#technically im like with a midi controller i should be able to do whatever program drums write little synth lines etc i dont have to like#know how to play piano and yet whenever i try to do it i just get so overwhelmed and freaked out with how many possibilities there are#that i just . cannnnnt#AHGHHHHHHHHHHHH im so im in such a bad mood right ow#ive had such a horrible night honestly#i think i will just go engage in fixation for comfort and then go to bed sigh#i dont know what to do to improve at making music in the daw i guess ill just maybe try again this weekend to take another crack at it#god its just so frustrating that i only started writing songs 2 years ago and have only learned to use a daw in the last 3 months i WISH#that i was one of these teenagers who spent all my time writing silly songs and playing around with a midi controller but i just didnt#because i was scared!!!!!!!#playing the guitar and singing has always been like the only thing that felt safe cos i felt if i tried to actually write and arrange songs#by myself i would fail so now i just feel so frustrated because i dont feel like a real musician and i feel like im starting too late#AGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH whatever sorry for using the tags of this post as my diary but#i am frustrated!!!!
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