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Heyyy it's been a while! Last year really kicked my ass, but this year I hope things get better. I bought a new tablet to hopefully draw more than before. I have a PC tablet, but last year it was pretty difficult to do anything after I came back from work, so I hope now I can motivate myself to do more that I have the opportunity to draw whenever I want. I bought the XP-Pen and it's been a blast! This is the first art I made with it. Of course I wanted my boy Leon to be my model again.
Anyway, as always, I hope you liked it. Hope you all have a nice year! 💕
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I’m gonna play overwatch now!
EDIT: I FORGOT TODAY WAS NALU DAY HERES A BETTER CAPTION
hapoy nalu day 🐲
#fanart#anime#manga#fairy tail#lucy heartfilia#fairy tail lucy#nalu#doodle#natsu dragneel#fairy tail nalu#natsu x lucy#gaslight gatekeep girlboss#bunny Lucy#wolf Natsu#?#cuties#been a while huh#kept ya waiting#I hope I can be motivated to draw more again#see you in 2 months?#enjoy
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While I do think anon was rude, I do think it's pretty shitty to set up all this stuff you were going to add the au and then just drop it. It's disappointing. Definitely unfollowing.
Bye.
#ask me#anon#once AGAIN.#I am not dropping anything#the au is not getting cancelled. more than likely i'm gonna take a break from it until i find motivation again#But I've been drawing the AU for half a fucking year#In that time I've only drawn 5 things that aren't mlp related#I'm getting tired and my last few posts didn't do as well as I'd hoped#And I'm not about to burn myself out on mlp au art even if I really do love making it#I'm still gonna make comics. I have a bunch of ideas.#Tulli and I still wanna do the limited run merch shop#Discord is still coming. Sunset is still coming. Sombra is still coming. I have so many ideas#But I need to do something else for my own sake. Did you know I was supposed to get the background 6 designs done by now#But I didn't because I'm TIRED#I've been keeping myself on a schedule to keep content pumping despite travel and school and family and I'm tired#what i'm getting isn't matching what i'm giving and that's nobody's fault. i'm not frustrated at anyone. a slump was bound to happen#drawing the au was fun until it become my Thing. Because when your Thing––your identity––starts to faulter#it can really make you freak out#And that's not healthy for the project or for myself. I need to find the fun again and I'm sure I will#I'm really appreciative of everyone's support in my inbox and replies it really does mean a lot especially given that about 2/3 of my#followers followed for mlp. But if you're gonna react to me saying “i'm gonna cool down on mlp art and draw my own stuff” with “i'm#disappointed in you." then Leave! I think it's good you're unfollowing#you are not obligated to stick by my side! But don't act like I'm doing you a disservice by turning my attention elsewhere#I didn't promise anyone anything and I definitely didn't say I'm breaking any promises.
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hoping to finish my assignments by tonight, in the mean time, if yall have any nikprice/nik/price/ghost/alerudy/rudy stuff that I might've missed and you want to recommend em to me feel free to tag me under said posts or come say hi in my ask
u can rec ur own stuff too!
#i have a few blogs i wanna visit too#father...nekros...rem...bwuh...uhhh who else#oh yes i need to catch up on sy...ceil...and a few more xreader blog for some yummy fics#i wonder if the warren has new chapters#oh! also i know owlies also tagged me on the other blog i'll get to those after my assignments too#MUCH TO CATC UP LMAO#then i wanna draw again#i TRIED jn and jesus christ#i didnt draw for a week and shi goes cray i cant recognize my own art LMFAKDFHDFKLSGJFHDSFLKSJF#please i hope i get back that consistency....IT WAS SO HARD TO GET A STYLE IM COMFY WITH....#much to do#im using this as a motivation boost so i can come and see everyone's amazing fics and arts#LOCK IN GOMZ!! LOCK THE FUCK IN#gummmyspeaks
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when i was in highschool one o my biggest coping mechanisms was drawing all the kids i hated getting killed and eaten and killed. and well. time is a slowly ascending spiral. you will find patterns.(i work as a blackjack dealer. gamblers are FASCINATING
#cw blood#luckys original content#ITS SMALL BUT ITS ART SO IT GOES ON THE ART BLOG#also wwaooooww its meee its my lil persona!!! i dont draw myself enough....#anyway i have bigger things in the works. im slowly but surely chipping away at a pd thumbnail for that pd thumbnail project#FINALLY COLORING. BUT COLORING IS SO HARD AND I HAVNT BEEN IN THE COLORING MOOD#SO IVE JUST BEEN MAKING RLY DUMB COMICS INSTEAD... OOPS..#idk if anything finished n polished will be posted here anytime soon. BUT i post wips of everything on my twitter#and i post jrwi exclusive wips on my slucky blog. you may look at those if u have Truck Art Wishdrawls. as many do. as many do#THIS BLACKJACK JOB IS RLY AWESOME BTW DONT GET ME WRONG#i work three 12-hour days ina row. i gotta take an hourlong bus up to the depths o the mountains and then#i get to stay in this delightful lil hotel that was built in an ooold hospital. its a whole casino town. and an OLD one at that#ITS GORGEOUS HERE. last week my bus home was delayed for 2 hours#so i finally got the chance to head to other casinos and try drinkin n gambling. lost ten bucks to a pretty girl. NOT the first time#i rlly wanna try it again!!! i love interracting w ppl and i love being inebriated in public bc im just so sweet and pleasant and friendly#and pretty girls LLOOOOVEE MEEEEE i think i just need to go to gay bars more#but theres fucking NONE HERE. HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! im collectin comrade queers up here tho#we wanna make a Group but we just gotta come up witha name first. i need something weird and strange#yknow i remember being in highschool. and being miserable n unmedicated. my mommas ultimatum was that;#if i dont drop out of highschool; i dont need to move out. she probably wouldntve kicked me out anyway bc my mommas sweet like that but#she REALLY wanted me to graduate. and i remember dreading that i might never do that#i remember feeling like the Resident Idiot. sweet but so so fucking dumb. it took me 7 years of strife n stress before i finally graduated#i remember worrying back then that i might not ever be able to handle myself out there. that i'd be too dependant on others#AND HERE I AM. DID U KNOW I WAS LOOKIN AT HOUSES A WHILE AGO? IM AN ADULT AND IM WWINNINNNGGGGGGG#IM RUNNING OUTA ROOM BUT HERES MY ADVICE TO YOU. BC I KNOW UR FUCKING SCARED TOO. THE ONE THING THAT SAVED ME.#THAT KEPT ME FROM SINKING INTO DESPAIR IS REMEMBERING ONE THING: ITS LITERALLY JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#MOST PPL YOU CAN JUST WALK UP TO N ASK A QUESTION N THEYLL ANSWER. THEYRE ALL NPCS THEYRE NOT REAL#LIKE IF U WALK INTO A BANK AND ASK HOW A DEBIT CARD WORKS THEY WILL HELP YOU#AND IF YOU THINK THEY HAVE ULTERIOR MOTIVES RELATING TO MONEY. YOU CAN ASK THE CUSTOMERS TOO. ITS JUST LIKE VIDEO GAMES#ANYWAY STAY SAFE KIDS HAVE FUNNNNN. IM GOING TO GO DO DRUGS NOW. HOPE U CAN DO DRUGS SOON TOO. I LOVE YOU
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I love your art so much!!! Thank you for creating such beautiful art and thank you for fueling my cherik obsession 💖💖💖💖💖
omg please of course !!!!! thank you so much for enjoyin my work, it means a lot to have such support!! im always happy to feed the cherik brainworms in other peoples heads :]]
#snap chats#the worms are forever hungry i fear but we ball#cant wait until i get the next chance to draw them ... however last post will have to be it for. The Day#who knows about tomorrow idk but i can only hope to find more time to draw them again#thank you everyone for enabling me and giving me motivation and inspiration to draw them !!!!!! its very lovely i tell you :]]
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Is this a repost? Yes. Do I care? Yes. Will this get 🚩? MAYBE.
*dabs violently*
#sdv shane#stardew shane#stardew valley shane#Mr tumblr man please don’t look this way 🫡 you don’t see this#lowkey I always wondered if it would get caught by the system so let’s see!!! experiment time children#I’ll never draw his head that pretty again#I’ll TRY#should I put it back in my art tag#HMM#nah cause I DID post it before#oh if you’re unfamiliar with me but have seen like strawberry shane i CAN draw more humanly proportions I’m just silly#no I’m actually just bad and insecure about it but that’s OKAY NOTHINGS PERFECT BABES *DABS AGAIN*#oh I also forgot to add my second motivation#i hope this replaces the wallpaper in my most popular posts on top ya know the three boxes so we get wildly different Shanes in each square#hehe it’s consistent enough in style but all three are so different too
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Trying to figure out a style for the trolls, so I doodled a little Floyd!
#im not 100% sold on this style#but i do definitely like elements of it!#troll hair is SO FUN to draw y'all#highly recommend#anyway expect to see more trolls content#i will definitely be drawing my baby floyd again and i'd like to get around to poppy and branch too#I'll just have to see what my motivation does 😅#also i literally never color things so i have no clue how to color and have no semblance of a coloring style 😅#rip#anyway here's to hoping i can figure it out!#trolls#trolls 3#trolls band together#trolls floyd#art#my art
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"are you back???"
YESN'T
#ooc#I'M ALIVE but#since I have more followers here than my main thought I'd use to give visibility to the floods affecting Rio Grande do Sul#about 80% of our southernmost state has been affect so please keep your eyes on them and help if you can#BUT I haven't given up on my blogs nor my ocs yet#my old pc broke about 3 years ago and I lost all my stuff softwares#also been dealing with some IRL issues + chronic pain = my motivation to draw died#it wasn't much time since I've gotten a second hand pc but I haven't set up my drawing stuff yet (busy IRL)#also I have to relearn how to draw again since I barely touched paper and pen in 3 years#BUT STILL I've got a lot of ideas with Lavínia and my other ocs and I hope to get back to them soon#I want to thank everyone who kept on following liking and reblogging my old art#if anyone need me my main is @renah
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I SWEAR I KEEP TRYING TO DO ART BUT THEN SOMETHING GETS IN THE WAY AND THEN I PROCRASTINATE AND THEN SIX MONTHS PASS
#this has been happening for like TWO YEARS BUT I SWEAR TO GOD I AM TRYING.#my usual art motivation (my webcomic idea) has been put on hold for a bit and because of that i forgort... everything#my will to draw specifically#but in my defense i have been writing k*arlach / oc indulgences and i've been VERY focused on finishing it#i also got a marketing manager (my friend <3) to help with advertising my comms and stuff so uh... look forward 2 that#i might need to start posting all of my art on a sideblog so she doesn't have to log into my main though#so there might be some changes#but i promise i want to do art!!!! but there's always something to do first and then months pass :(#or i get the urge to draw and then life is like ''have a cancer scare'' lmao...#(ended up being cancerous actually </3 but because it's skin stuff it was easy to remove)#(but that really took the piss out of me for most of july... not to mention that ffxiv released a new expansion and i have been...#having a good time with my new friends doing content and stuff!) i also made a friend irl after like 3-4 years of total isolation#we feed ants and watch them move around together and comment on their behaviour patterns...#but like when i say this takes literal hours.#we just sit out there and talk about random shit and watch ants walk across the floor. both of us hate ants btw.#like we don't like having them ON us so it's a bit like playing with fire.#but anyways yeah i've also been really low energy recently too bc of the heat and burnout from college...#but the good news is that i'm transferring in fall to a much more relaxing college & courseload!#i'm hoping it'll stop me from feeling so... awful ?? i guess ??#like i was taking classes i didn't need to that were really difficult & punishing#not to mention extremely boring & hard to pay attention to when dealing with literally anything. i did not want to be there.#my next college is much more interest-oriented so i will finally be able to take classes i want to and learn from them...!#and then maybe i will feel a bit more in control of my life / more encouraged to draw#anyways thank u for reading my ramble. hoping it all comes together soon.#i need to do a lot of work but most of it is so i can sell commissions again#but once the karlach fic is done we're so back on the webcomic train !!!!!!!!
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I hope this isn't weird but earlier I was thinking about how much good artists do in the world, and so many artists don't recognize it. You bring a lot of joy to a lot of people. I've gotten a few commissions from you at this point, and every time I look at them I get so happy because, man, there was someone who took time to create something for me (I know I payed, but still!) Beyond that, I have seen when you draw little doodles just because people inspire you to eith their asks. You practiced your skill and you use it to make others happy and that's so valuable. You contribute a lot to this world just by bringing people's moods up, and I hope you recognize that. You're pretty awesome :)
t thank yuou ,....
#fave#snap chats#HIDING BEING THE BIGGEST SAPPIEST SAPPY SAP IN THE TAGS#PLEAAASSSEE BRO I CAN'T ALMOST BE CRYIN AT 11AM THATS SO EMBARRASSINGGGG#BUT REAL THANK YOU SO MUCHH 😭😭 i say it a lot but i really cant stress how happy i get making other people happy#and thank you for commissioning me !! it's helped me out a lot so thank you for the support you've given me in the past :')#i hope i can continue to make you happy whether its through a future commission or the lil drawings i do everyday#i keep re reading this byyyyeeeeeee im a big ol blubbering BABY this is really sweet#i say a lot that i draw for myself and i do but i also have you guys as motivation to get better#cause sometimes i just wanna hang up a drawing or idea but then i just think like 'there'll be at least ONE other person who'd like this'#and if i can make one other person happy then i'm more than glad to put in the extra work and get that pay off#so i have to thank you guys a whole lot too for giving me motivation to draw everyday and help nurture that passion#cause sure i love drawing and i love the things i draw but it's always nice to h ave other people cheering for you too#it's nice that i can get other people interested in the stuff i like..#didnt really get that growing up so im glad i can have that with yall now and have fun :]#so again thank yall so much for bein lovelies and chattin with me and leaving tags and just supporting me#CANNOT stress how much it means to me so again. Thank You. i hope me drawins can show a fraction of my gratitude
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oooh girl The Stress is back
#its not even necessarily like 'can i catch a break' bc in general things have been more or less fine#but can i set some personal goals or plans without them getting derailed!!!! please!!!!#i just wanted to draw last weekend!!!! i was motivated and in the headspace for it!!! but then there came the issues. to deal with#and am dealing with now. god i hope this shit gets straightened out this week#im not gonna spam the worry dragon again but its like that
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oughhgh.. logically it makes sense that all my brown tabby sona art started this year but it is wild to look at my january art and see the first drawings i did of it and my brief dogboy era. the timeline....
#posts#its like. factually i know when all of this happened. but its different seeing it all at once#overall 2023 has been good to me. it has had a lot going on and a lot of challenges#as well as some genuinely bad things happening#but Overall. its been good#i got housed! im never living with my parents again! i got to shop for myself and for the first few months of the year i had practically#unlimited money for food because of how i spent my ebt#i got top surgery this year and recovered easily from it!! and i got into college!!!!!!#living in a house with strangers was stressful and weird. running out of ebt and finding out i'd lost it sucked. my cat dying was awful.#applying for financial aid and the college itself was stressful and i did it right up against the deadline#but everythings worked out more or less#i would REALLY like to get back into my usual swing of drawing though .#muffin dying and my ebt getting cancelled and all the stress with applications just completely squashed my motivation for art#and i am STILL battling that#im hoping once i get used to the new quarter i can fit more art into my routine. and i would really like to do more commissions
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ok so today hasn't been as bad. not good but not as bad as it has been
#and by that i mean i feel essentially the same as i have but i've been able to get up get dressed and play a bit of guitar. draw for half an#hour. read 25 pages of the book i haven't touched in weeks#the slight increase in motivation is more than welcomed. can the rest of this awful awful feeling fuck off too or am i gonna have to wait#til very late march-early april for that to happen like usual#my motivation will probably tank again tomorrow anyway so need to stop getting my hopes up that it'll stay like this
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this is turning out so fucking cute no spoilers
#sometimes i remember i can actually draw..#i hope i have the motivation to finish it usually when its for other ppl its wayyy easier to power thru than when im drawing just for me#altho i have also been drawing a little of my elden ring oc too. as a treat :3#i need to come up with some cool poses or fight scenes so i can do a proper drawing of her. i need to actually PLAY more first#been putting off playing it bc i have so little time in the evenings and i get so frustrated when i only have half an hour before bed#but i just need to properly clear out my evening schedule and make sure i have leftovers to eat and i can wrangle a few hours#anyway..... ill work more on this tmr when my friend inevitably cancels on me again 🙄#but for now its bedtime gooooodnight#.diaries
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anyone else ever remember how they are gonna end up in some dead end soul sucking job instead of the actual career they wanna pursue because they are far too unskilled for it. just me. awesome.
#sometimes i get a twinge of hope bc my classmates will say nice things and then i remember the reality that exists and is real.#where i just suck. i lack so much technical skill. i feel like i have to reteach myself how to draw constantly. my style is not distinct.#it looks like the quality of a middle schooler's sketchbook where it's a drawing they're proud of but in comparison to anything else#it is just garbage. utter garbage.#i have been in such a horrific slump of feeling about what i make. and i tell my therapist about it. and he never ever actually reassures m#doesnt tell me to maybe ask if im being unfair in my standards. or says i should have some more compassion towards myself.#or finds it an issue in regards to my generally low self esteem. im so fucking tired of being told well. you can always go back to school#to pursue something else after wasting all your fucking time on this stupid fucking degree that will get you nowhere!#i feel hopeless! so utterly fucking hopeless! it doesnt matter when my peers with more skill than me say they like my work bc im positive#they are just being nice. i cant imagine you look at your work and then mine and still find it good and having worth. i cant.#i cant make anything good. im so tired of not being able to make anything good. im tired of not being able to have the motivation to do wor#in my own time to help improve my work because im too fucking tired because im too fucking depressed to do anything. im a failure.#im literally watching myself become a failure in real time and i cant stand it some days. genuinely what a waste.#i dont know what gave me the right to think i could possibly succeed at this. i feel like an idiot for wasting so much time and money.#im not saying this to seek pity or comfort either. im just talking about how i feel. because it just sucks. it just sucks#it sucks to know you will never make it. because even on the days you think maybe you can. it just comes crashing down again to remembering#oh. i wont. because i have none of what it takes for it at all.#man. what even ever at this point. who cares. i'll get over it. it just sucks.#vent.txt
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