#I haven’t cleaned this in months …
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acted his ASS off
my god i get chills just thinking about these two episodes. holy shit omar epps you are forever and ever so talented
#also the scene where he’s talking to his dad#lord knows i will ball my eyes out#i actually haven’t watched house in months i’m still on season 3#but i’m cleaning out my camera roll and i found this and realized i never posted it lmao#i just genuinely wanted to call attention to this shit because holy cow rent was due#house md#house#greg house#dr house#james wilson#dr wilson#omar epps#dr foreman#eric foreman#malpractice md#hate crimes md#hatecrimes md
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end cards please, an epilogue, please, I’m begging
#forgive me I haven’t drawn in months#but I had to act quick#I tried to do it a la dragon age trespasser slides style#the captions are kinda cringe but I didn’t know what to do and I was trying to keep them vague enough to fit the smaller details in#so I chose the major ish options#bg3#astarion#baldur's gate 3#bg3 spoilers#spoilers#morights#I’ll clean them up later…. maybe….. fix it….in post…..#doing this made me realise how insanely difficult it is to stuff in a neutral character that represents tav#esp when tav can be so many races with tails or horns or big or small or masculine or feminine#or claws.#larian studios
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please,, they’ve rotted my brain
#my need for soft icemav was immense but i cba to finish it so#have it like this#maybe i’ll clean it up eventually#they’re so in love i can’t#top gun#tom iceman kazansky#pete maverick mitchell#icemav#been nearly four months since i first watched and i haven’t stopped thinking about them#itskaitsart
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anyone remember these guys…
#clean sneak I’m so sorry baby#I need to finish you so bad#one. fucking chapter#I’m rereading right now#where the FUCK did this fic come from#legitimately I’m sorry at the risk of sounding over confident—#I POPPED TF OFF IN THIS FIC???#WHO WROTE THAT??? WHERE DID THAT COME FROM??!#anyways.#haven’t forgotten about it#I did update it back in May but I.. I honestly don’t think anyone read the update NCJSBCJSBFJD#But that’s what I get for not updating for like 6-8 months#I REALLY WANT TO UPDATE IT I WANT TO FINISH IT ITS ON MY MIND#IT DESERVES A FINISH#MY BABIES#anyways. enjoy the doodles#ryou bakura#tkb#malik ishtar#the clean sneak#millenniumringg doodles#millenniumringg art#speakeasy au#Ygo au
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nothing says I have tiny hands like having a small ass keyboard.
#I am 4’8 if I had normal sized hands it just wouldn’t makes sense#ooc.#I have to organise my desk for uni and I’m like ah#I haven’t cleaned this in months …#feat autism tangle
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One thing that’s been fascinating as an adult with PTSD is hearing about other people’s childhoods and being like “oh so what I went through WASNT normal and has made my perspective on life very different from others”
#about a month ago in one of my classes we had like a ‘how to apply for jobs’ day#and they polled the class like ‘raise your hand if you’ve accessed (insert job website)’ or applied to one of them#and I was pretty much the only one who’s done any of it#bc while my peers still haven’t done any searching like that I’ve been applying for stuff since February/March#not bc I think I’m better than them or anything#but bc I am so trauma ridden that I want to move away as far as possible as soon as possible#truly ideal would be if I am in another country by 2025#bc even tho moving so far away wouldn’t make all of that go away overnight#I think it would be helpful to have a truly clean slate like that#(problem is a lot of places don’t want to sponsor a visa but whatevs)#tracking tag#rambling
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which boyfriend should i drag to the dentist to keep me entertained
#rambles.#not even for emotional support because idc anymore#me and the dentist and the hygienists are all besties now#but after i get this last cavity filled and get the crown for my implant i’m DONEEEEEEE#teeth will all be pretty and healthy like they always should’ve been if i’d just. taken proper care of them in the first place LOL#i’ve had braces i’ve had wisdoms extracted i’ve had fillings and now an implant#fuck the only thing i haven’t had is a root canal (yet) lmao#but as long as nothing crazy happens it’s just 6-month cleanings from here on out babeyyyyyyy
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the passage of time is actually overwhelmingly scary what
#they killed themself 6 months ago today#major event in my life happened 8 years ago#he was arrested 4 years ago#we moved away from him more than ten years ago#and even some things are so close or recent#last Incident was only hours ago#I haven’t talked to her since last sunday#person stopped caring three months ago#we’re 4 days clean#everyfin is alot man#let me put my cat on the mic#vent post
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I really hate everyone on tiktok freaking out about those “realistic cleaning” videos like
just say you hate people with depression and think they’re disgusting. Say it with your whole chest. Say “people who are not capable of cleaning consistently are disgusting and I hate them”. Say what you want to say babe.
#excedrinpm#I’m not usually the type to like assume something is abelist or something like usually I don’t care#but I saw multiple videos hating on this girl who was like “clean my room I haven’t cleaned in 4 months with me#and like people were being SO mean to her#buttttt OP literally has depression & a heart condition????#yeah she has moldy cups that is not her biggest concern fuck off oh my god
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Oogh. I NEED to play Infinite Fusion again actually
#Back when I was into it I used to keep up with all the new sprites being posted in the server#It’s been months since I checked it now fndnfnnd#I’m sure there’s TONS of new fusions that have been added that are sick as HELL that I haven’t seen#I might just delete the game entirely and redownload so it’s a clean slate#With all the new sprites added#Shima speaks#I finished my TTYD playthrough so I need smth new to play lol#Also considering replaying PMD Sky bc I’m watching Smant play it and AGHH. GROVYLE…#Pokemon#Pokemon Infinite Fusion
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All I wanna do is start my big painting but I’m absolutely exhausted + still have to shower + have to go to early dinner at 3:00. Don’t have time to shave my head unfortunately, I probably could but there’s a chance I’d still be blotchy red because sensitive skin
#I’m gonna use calendula oil this week hopefully that helps with irritation#anyway. my lower back is killing me but I still have to clean the dishes and kitchen 😔 rip#I’m not even at full energy again after the past several days of hell#gonna do my nails I think#just so they look nice again I haven’t done them in a month
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Working on something for you guys
#trying out a new lining brush#bc the one I use typically is the one I use for tattoo designs and I think it looks too clean??#also haven’t drawn kakashi in months oops
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i think the only thing that will fix me is to make a list right now
#i was doing soooo well#for a day#but like i was on the top of the world!!!!#okay 1- clean 2- make a list#then i’ll either start trying to make plans with people or do some school work#either is good probably#i have one friend i could see tomorrow but i always see her when i’m in the depths of hell and it doesn’t help#we meet up once every three months and it’s always me going ‘so i haven’t left my house in a month!!’#i’m not down that deep like not even close#but i was doing Well and i’m not#so we’ll just turn things around
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Hello, fellow media viewers, I’m looking for recs of things to watch while I’m resting after surgery for the skin cancer Tuesday. They warned me to take a week off work but since I’m still desperately and hungrily unemployed, I guess that means just to take it a little easy until I get the sutures out. Which will be at least a week.
So, please rec me movies or TV to watch? Your favorites? I’ve got access right now to most of the U.S. streamers except Netflix (which means I’ll miss the new season of Heartstopper😔) so please share? 🥺
I’ve spent most of the past year watching my way through BritBox and Acorn so I’m behind on other stuff.
Thank you so much!😘💖💖💖
#haven’t been writing#too melancholy about family stuff#ever since i started cleaning out my parents’ stuff last month#im just too sad to do anything#and there’s still SO MUCH to be done#but hey#medical reason to relax for a few days#other medical issues…let’s not talk about them rn😢
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Gonna fucking lose it I lost my wallet like a week ago now and no one e has used it which I assume means that it’s in my possession somewhere but I’ve checked every fucking place I can think of in my car and home multiple times and have literally no idea where it is.
#like. I’m not super worried bc I’m pretty sure it’s somewhere bc. if someone has my wallet and has been choosing not to use it for a week#well then idek what they’re doing with it. so it’s just a matter of FINDING it which I have not been able to do#I need to do it fast bc 1 not everywhere takes Apple Pay and 2 i need my id to drink and also pick up my prescription#but like. I literally don’t even know where else to look. if there is a place in my home I have looked there at least twice.#I have opened drawers I haven’t opened in months. i did 2 full loads of laundry on the off chance it was in there somewhere. I even went#through the trash (not using my hands) to see if I threw it I. there by accident cleaning up from my t shot.#and it was in none of those places.#I need to get one of those fucking beeping trackers and keep it I. there I’m so serious this is. not the first time this has happened#prsnl
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hey does anyone know how we’re supposed to survive it all. asking for a friend
#she speaks#oh gang we’re really in it now#i don’t think i’ve ever felt this bad this deeply in my whole life lol#the burnout just keeps accumulating past any point i thought it could reach#and i can’t even pretend at work anymore#i’m so tired and these kids are so infuriating and it builds and builds every time they do something shitty#and i love them and it’s not their fault they’re just kids and they’re tired and it’s almost summer#but god i can’t fucking do it anymore#how exactly am i supposed to survive the next two weeks#the class i’m taking is too confusing and too fast paced#and i didn’t buy the textbook bc it’s 200 fucking dollars#and our apartment is always a mess#and i can’t keep up with friendships and feel like i’m constantly letting them down#and there’s nothing i can do to fix any of it#until the school year is over#bc at this point it takes everything i have just to get up and go to work in the mornings#but then i still have to somehow find energy to do other stuff too. and like actually teach.#i have to grade and do report cards and return materials and clean up my classroom#i need to complete a checklist the size of a novel before i leave for the summer#i need to keep the kids engaged but none of us want to be here#i need to start organizing to make next year easier#i need to fill out paperwork and spreadsheets and update my password and find time to feed myself and grade more papers and#vacuum the floors and scoop litter and clean up clutter and do dishes and wipe down counters#and i haven’t been able to fucking do any of it in months and left so many chores to my poor partner who’s also going through it#bc i have nothing left and i don’t know what to do!! i want to scream every minute of every day bc i’m so beyond overwhelmed the moment#i wake up in the morning but i don’t have time for a meltdown so i just keep going!!#i wish i had better words to explain how bad it’s gotten but the brain fog has gotten so so bad#i can barely think i can’t make decisions my memory and recall have gotten so much worse#i take my anxiety meds so often that they’ve stopped working#and yet i still worry that i’m making it up and being dramatic. anyway sorry about all this lol
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