#I have terrible brainworms

[cometiny]

I have no idea how this turned out so good, I thought I was a cartoonist, but something about this guy possessed me to be able to paint suddenly :)

[done in November]

[boingopilled69]

that awkward moment when your muse and center of your universe gives you the stigmata for expressing doubt in his portal plans!!! 🙄🙄

[p-inkbrush]

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[catboyolli]

the situation with the RV sounds like a nightmare tbh, but it does open a door for some delulu discussion about, say, Olli and Allu both drawing the short straw and ending up with no bed for the night, so they're forced to sort of sit in some corner and cuddle under a blanket to try and make themselves at least a little more comfortable 🥺

hellooooo 💕💘💖💘 honestly yeah, it's fucked up that they had to tour in those conditions, but at the same knowing those fuckers, they would've said stuff like "remember those years back when we weren't famous? and slept seated in a smaller van? we can do this again, it will be worth it if we became known in the US market" or something like that

buuuuut speaking of cuter things, omg yessssss 😭🥺😭🥺😭🥺 i'm gonna bring this one thing for reference and put everything under a read more because there's a lot of text lol

so these are the plans for the RV lol don't ask how I found them but trust the diagonal positioning of the sink 💀

I imagine them sitting opposite each other in that place labeled "dinette" (bottom right space next to the copilot's seats) trying to keep the other awake because they don't wanna fall asleep over the table (Allu has quite the Experience Working Until Late and doesn't want Olli to suffer as he does each morning when he wakes up in his studio)

they cannot talk because there are two other people sleeping in the sofa bed next to them, so they find another way of communicating, either by using whatsapp or through the notes app on their phones

then Allu takes quite the time to reply, maybe because he's remembering one meme that reminded him of Olli but now he can't find it, so when he looks back at Olli he's already asleep while sitting, with his head resting on his hand and that's a big no for him

so in a moment of 'fuck everything' Allu steps over the table and towards where Olli is, sitting next to him and pulling him into a "comfortable" position (where Allu is sitting with his back against the wall, and a sleepy Olli is sitting between Allu's legs) kinda like this?

Olli, of course, doesn't remember anything the next morning, and suddenly finds himself cuddling with Allu under a blanket 🥰💘💖 his heart is racing because this is one of the things he has been thinking about for a while, but he's afraid of waking up Allu and chooses to enjoy the moment to make it last longer

once they are waken up by their bandmates they don't speak about it, Allu too embarassed because he thinks he crossed a line, and Olli too busy remembering how Allu's hands felt wonderful resting on his tummy and how much he wants this to happen again and again and again

maybe someone in the band volunteers to do the soundcheck for them, just so that they can have a little nap and feel well rested before playing that night's show

Olli drags Allu back into the van, making a beeline for the bedroom, and once they're laying in bed he thanks Allu for keeping him comfortable last night, and apologizes for falling asleep 🥺🥺 Allu says that he would like to sleep next to Olli this time, cuddling again, and who is Olli to deny him such a simple request?

when they wake up, a few hours later, the first thing they see is each other and oops, maybe they realize that they have some Feelings for each other, so it's only natural for them to finally lean into a sweet kiss 💖

(or maybe Aleksi asks for a massage because his back hurts like hell and Olli gives him that and so much more, who knows 😏)

and well, for both Olli and Allu, it doesn't matter where they will have to sleep the next night, as long as it's next to each other 🥰💖💘

[hound-of-heaven]

due to various stars aligning I started reading Lois McMaster Bujold’s books and guys [gripping the general public by the shoulders] why the FUCK haven’t I heard of this woman before I’m losing my grip. where the fuck has she been hiding

[aldieb]

rereading new spring for the first time in ~10 years… takes thus far:

coming back to the series after a whileeee has me approaching the repetitive character/culture/clothing descriptions from a different angle, ie “could this function like homeric epithets but for helping the reader rather than the narrator find their way?” like, there are so many words. long-ass books. and whenever i get to the old familiar “copper-skinned domani, arafellins with their hair in braids, etc” in a crowd scene or w/e my brain kind of breathes a sigh of relief and i coast along for a while before going back into active processing mode. still lmao at the prevalence of the description “unfortunate nose” tho. the phrasing just tickles me

i’m only 100 pages in and twice moiraine has been confronted with information about sex and thought about how she obviously has no problem considering this subject bc she has seen horses give birth. iconic tbh

[hikayunas]

[jojotichakorn]

there is something so special to me about slowly settling into liking a thing without truly realising it. not being instantly possessed by it, but almost allowing it to possess you already after realising how much you've grown to love it. genuinely wanting it to be a part of your life.

[corvicyak]

hullo every1 i finally made an artblog !! follow m on @corvicyak-art if y'all wanna see m work

[qqueenofhades]

Y'all ever just see a post that is shaped like a hornet's nest with a giant sign reading KICK ME, and oh god, you want to kick it SO BAD but you know it would be a bad idea? But you still want to?

Since that is me right now. Oy.

[scattered-winter]

I've been doing packing/cleaning shit alllll morning and I'm sooo sleepy. I wanna write so badly

[mcbitchtits]

anthony j crowley

the j is short for JAY DUBYUH PEPPAH

[cyborgrhodey]

ok it is important to me that the ship name i use is emetexarch. because it's a romance between emet selch and the exarch, not hades and graha tia. they're two exhausted, old, isolated men, and it is the weight of their titles that draws them together

[deadrlngers]

insane desire to reinstall bg3 but my pc is already exploding i would need to uninstall smth else

[didntaskforfrozenyoghurt]

they should make more websites that actually print to pdf

[skelkankaos]

Richard Richard fancam in my mind that is incredibly stupid which I would absolutely make if my computer didn't make editing videos a nightmare