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Little pet project of a human AU
The comic above is from they were 14-15, they're 19-20 here
#lbau#drawing#janus and virgil are playing video games without remus...... horrible friends#art#digital#comic#sanders sides#tss#janus sanders#remus sanders#virgil sanders#ts remus#ts virgil#ts janus#platonic anxceitmus#anyway obligatory human au. im not doing anything with it its purely daydream material but it's fun#notice how remus is the one who changes the least between middle school and college#because he's creative and has no filter and no shame so he basically had his whole aesthetic figured out by the time he was 13#you can tell i drew the last panel & virgil's doodle the next day as the others because the art style is different. oops#i have sooooooo many thoughts about them. soooooooo many#this is an anxceit au but im not actively into any of the ships so that might honestly change. the ships are plot devices for More Drama#this is an au where they grew up together but virgil left when they were 15 without saying anything and then actively avoided them <3
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I love how people are only ever interested in defending Arya's right to be weird-looking. It's never defending her intelligence from people who claim she's incapable of thinking for herself, highlighting her importance to the plot and refusing to see her as just a prop, acknowledging how much of her story gets stolen and given to other characters, talking about her trauma or how often it gets erased and overlooked, seeing her as more than just an attack dog/bodyguard, etc. Nope. It's just a "why can't people let Arya be ugly/unconventional looking? :(" post every other week because people are, for whatever reason, obsessed with how Arya is visually perceived. One of the most misinterpreted characters yet the issue is only ever with her being portrayed as "too pretty" or the wrong "type" of pretty. This fandom will entirely rewrite a character's motivations, values, and role in the story to the point that they consider references to canon "hate" but! The true injustice to canon is we acknowledge that she is described as pretty several times. Arya simply existing as her pretty, important, and non-conforming self is too complex and confusing for people to comprehend 😔.
#arya stark#asoiaf#fandom nonsense#how can Arya be considered pretty?! she's literally non-conforming?? being pretty belongs to /feminine/ female characters...right? 😱#I feel like these people tell on themselves with how much they value beauty because they make it /such/ a big deal#when her self-esteem issues regarding being a lady are infinitely more relevant to her story (and more interesting to discuss)#her being mocked for having the Stark look is a supporting story element that also reinforces her being an outcast considering#her mother + all of her trueborn siblings have a southern look and she was raised with southern standards#not to mention her non-conformity and often messy appearance heavily impacted how her looks were perceived#George writes Arya's non-conformity as parallel to traditional femininity so it makes sense that beauty is one of those aspects he subverts#(also why it makes sense that her future includes accepting her identity as a Lady while redefining the role but that's off topic)#this is why you need to look at the writing instead of judging based on the /type/ of character you think Arya is#and! it's truly not that serious 😭 I'm sure it will be a plot point eventually but it's not 98% of her story like these people pretend#Arya is such an interesting + well-written character but we constantly get people rewriting her and nonsense discourse around her looks#such rich material and all you can say is that she's an /odd-looking feral gremlin/ and I'm supposed to take your opinion seriously#at this point the obsession with Arya being /weird/ looking has to be some projection of personal self-esteem issues#there's no way /this/ is the hill you're willing to die on with all the terrible takes about Arya from this fandom#wish people who didn't care about her would just stop bringing her up so we could have our discussions about her in peace
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An incomplete list of things LXC daydreamed about while holed up somewhere hiding from the Wen in occupied Yunmeng with nothing better to do and it's the most unstable and terrifying experience of his life but at least his rescuer is life-changingly hot
Kissing Meng Yao under the moonlight. Obviously
Calling him a-Yao. Also obviously
Showing Meng Yao around a fine and normal Cloud Recesses
Someone from the Cloud Recesses showing up and LXC introducing them to his wonderful rescuer
Nie Mingjue showing up and LXC introducing him to his wonderful rescuer
Mentally replaying the time Meng Yao held his hand for 37 full seconds and the expression MY was wearing about being allowed to
Meng Yao holding his hand forever maybe?
Meng Yao's lips have been a bit dry with the cold lately and he licked them the other day and LXC has been thinking since about what would happen if he'd been like Hhey can I t;ake care o fthat for yuo
"Meng-gongzi, I... I've never been at someone's mercy like this before..." "Don't worry. I'll be gentle ^_^"
Meng Yao's beautiful dazzling mind means he manages to get some vital information abt the Wen troop movements and this wins them the war and he's legitimized and it's awesome and some idiot says MY would be nothing without LXC's vouch and LXC goes You have it the wrong way around... I would be nothing without him 💗 and then the entire bus claps and cheers for MY yayyyy ☺️
Hearing out Meng Yao's miseries and reassuring him and holding him gently. Meng Yao of course tries to bear it alone and with grace but Lan Xichen is honored to hear out Meng Yao's woes and be of any sort of help he can... 🥺
"Ah... you've... found a conveniently remote and/or insulated space that one could theoretically play a musical instrument in without alerting unwanted attention...? Would Meng-gongzi mind terribly if Xichen played a song for him....? :looks at you with my sopping wet romantic eyes:..."
Seeing Meng Yao's wrists
Seeing Meng Yao's collarbones
Seeing Meng Yao's... well... let's just say...
"[coughs weakly] Please, Meng-gongzi... it isn't your fault... it's only by your kindness I survived as long as I did... Meng-gongzi, the qiankun bags in my effects are the remains of the Cloud Recesses library... you must return them to Gusu when it is safe... tell my didi... tell Wangji I believe in him and I'm sorry..."
Actually saying something abt the Cloud Recesses and how fucked up scared he is right now and having Meng Yao actually comfort him. Which is of course the most shameful daydream of all.
"Meng-gongzi, with such news of the Cloud Recesses... I... I'm afraid I have nothing to repay your kindness with... whatever shall I do... all I can offer you to settle my debt is..... my body.........."
Just straight up unvarnished contextless sex. It's been a minute and he is tired and miserable and scared and horny they can't all have plots
#Xiyao#MDZS#Lan Xichen#Sorry I've been thinking abt this a lot.#A lot of this tracks/is formatted/reads like jokes but I have serious reasonings for pretty much all of these#Repressed and starved for intimacy emotional and physical his whole life. Desperate for news of home terrified of what it will be#Trying not to spiral. In dire ass physical straits and being treated gently beyond all precedent in them#Genuinely the life changing crush was inevitable#And like . Idk I think he isn't usually As Active a daydreamer when he has a job etc#See how a lot of especially the more plot daydreams are abt like materially good outcomes that he would in other circumstances be pursuing#So a lot of this is so prevalent specifically bc he's pretty much unable to do that and he's freaking out and calming himself down
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i genuinely dont get how so many people are uncritically excited for The Movie and have no issue with anything going on here i feel like im losing my mind a little bit . the trailers did not look good to me at all is everyone excited about it posting from an alternate dimension or something what are people seeing in this movie that im not .
#and i say this as someone whos standards are usually not that high and can have fun with most sonic media and liked the first 2 movies......#all i can feel is disappointment at how bad a job theyre doing at adapting sa2 and the disservice to certain characters/concepts#(obviously thats just based on the trailers i havent seen the movie and refuse to spend money on it so i cant give afull judgement#but the trailers certainly dont give a very good impression of the movie to me)#and before anyone says that its not an sa2 movie.theyre taking a lot of plot points and characters from sa2#and taking a lot of stuff from sa2 and using it in the marketing and such#they cant do all that and then go ''um actually its not an sa2 movie youre crazy for expecting an sa2 movie LOL''#i also wasnt expecting an exact recreation of sa2 either i would have bene fine with changes#but stuff like having gerald be alive and take rouge's spot in the dark story trio and making him a more comedic character#is ridiculous and feels inherently disrespectful to the source material#and thats not even getting into how it feels like im always hearing about some new awful thing#that paramount or one of the actors did which just makes me not wanna give them my money or time even more#sighhh i honestly just want this all to be over alerady and for the hype to die down so ican stop hearing about the movie#but i know its going to make one billion dollars and theyre just going to make more movies after this. hell on earth .
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things I wish I could relive for the first time again:
that magical window where you finish a new piece of media, having watched/read it all by yourself with no fandom contact whatsoever, and you are just so happy about it, and full of interesting theories and takeaways, and just in love with it as a gorgeous piece of art.
because I swear to god as soon as you join the fandom for anything, you're bombarded with how you're supposed to view characters and their arcs, how you're supposed to morally and ethically judge the plot and the ways it apparently failed to present the right message, and if you don't you'll either be shunned for not sharing the popular headcanons or you'll be harassed for not criticizing the source material enough.
like how is it that the fans of a piece of media are also the ones being the most negative about it? If I like a show or a movie or a book, well, I liked it. That's kind of the point. I'm actually not here to tear it apart and talk about how it didn't live up to standards other people had! I enjoyed it for what it was, and forcing myself to find negative things to say about it doesn't actually bring me more enjoyment of it or reap any benefit to me. Fandom's a double-edged sword; you want to join a community to share your love for a piece of art, and the price you pay for a modicum of joy is a mountain of negativity. that's one main reason that I never engage with fandom until I'm completely done with a show, because if I was plugged into all of that commentary and discourse during the process, I'd be completely colored by how I'm expected to interpret everything this piece of art is presenting to me without being able to even form my own opinions.
#this is currently about arcane but it's also every fandom i've been in since the dawn of time#there is so much political discourse about how the show handled the piltover zaun conflict and class struggle and i just#like i don't even know what to say besides. art doesn't have to provide the correct answer you know#it's not asking you to accept their explanation as the right one. it's just presenting a story. a scenario. a nuanced one at that#which of course the internet is the enemy of nuance as we know#especially in arcane i thought it was fairly clear that the end wasn't the bright shining future anyone hoped it'd be.#was anyone right in their actions? did anything turn out the way they wanted? or was it just as messy and gray as real life#we're living in such a myopic time for art where it's believed every story must take the correct stance or be invalid or even harmful#instead of just offering a perspective. a lived experience. a hypothetical. a story.#and when it gets to be headache inducing all I can do is take myself back to how I felt when I watched the show for the first time#and I came away from the whole thing being incredibly moved and captivated by the entire story and its nuance.#i had no qualms and no criticisms and i was very impressed with the depth of storytelling surrounding the political parts of the plot#as well as the character arcs. i guess people like to dunk on viktor's s2 arc nowadays and i just. shrug. i was blown away by it#for me at least i have nothing but pure love and admiration for art after i've viewed it. it's only after interacting with fandom#that the criticisms seep in and now i can't unsee it and even if i don't agree with it it still muddies my ability to enjoy the art#fandom is a curse in that sense. like i seek out art that i enjoy. i have no desire to make myself dislike that art. whats the point#why are the biggest haters of a piece of media the 'fans' of it idk.#me finishing a show: wow i love all the characters and the plot and the cinematography! I want to talk to others about how cool it is!#meanwhile the fandom hating characters to the point of death threats to their creators#after 13 years in fandom i can say this - if you don't need to join the fandom for smth then don't lmao.#you'll be able to retain your genuine enjoyment of the thing.#that whole 'if you didnt like what i made then make your own' philosophy people use on fanfic/fanart should be applied more#to actual published art too. you should be able to meet art where it's at and if you don't like what it's saying or how it looks then#just move on and find something else. another branch of the 'the greatest enemy of the left is the left' tree imo#a show has a lot of queer rep? bash it to the point of making the creators go into hiding for not doing it how you think it should be#no artist will ever be able to satisfy everyone's demands. they just want to put their experiences and ideas into the world#creators that try to do good get more vitriol than those who never try. they're scrutinized harder and judged more harshly#it's just. one of those 'real fucking tired of fandom' nights. the best cure is just going back and rewatching the source material#all on your own and falling back in love with it. just you and your genuine connection with the art.#anyway what happened to steven universe was unforgiveable and it really ruined fandom for me. like. yall don't deserve nice things
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Goddamn, MTMTE goes hard on the third readthrough
#mtmte#maccadams#first readthrough is for getting the overall gist of the story#still enjoyable but you spend a lot of time being confused and getting characters mixed up#even more so if you're not familiar with previous idw material#and even more than that if you're not familiar with g1 in general#second readthrough is for re-experiencing the story with the added context of knowing what tf is going on and who's who#much easier to keep track of all the little connections and intricacies#plus you have the added knowledge of where the plot's going so you can properly appreciate like. foreshadowing and stuff#there are some offhand remarks in the first few issues that made me have to physically stop and take a moment#once i realized what they were referring to#anyways#third readthrough is for appreciating all the little details#we already know the forest now it's time to appreciate these trees babey#yeah the main plot beats are great but some of these smaller moments go SO hard#and the craftsmanship of it all? the pacing the layout the Excellent use of page turns. So good for building suspense + getting that Impact#Anyways. fantastic experience. god i love comics#And of course this experience is greatly enhanced if you put several years between rereads#so you have a chance to forget about some of the plot twists until they're right in front of you#thus giving yourself the chance to re-experience those 'OH SHIT' moments#even if it's a bit earlier than you're supposed to
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Don’t let him fool you, she has the worst case of senioritis you’ve ever seen.
#I like to think Jeremy has pretty crooked teeth so he smiles with his mouth shut out of habit and it’s so goofy looking#he’s literally X]#she/they/he Jeremy is very canon to me#adding another freak to the senior year designs#if the world was kinder I would be gifted a groundbreaking plot to write them into#but for now I’m just pointing at them and going ‘yeah this guy is failing highschool BAD.’#and making them work retail#(true fact about me btw I have a post-canon fic sitting in my notes about Rich and Jeremy literally just being coworkers)#(not even in a fun way either)#if you ever need someone to write an extremely mundane plot based on the least normal source material ever I’m your guy.#call them retail workers the way they’re working retail#be more chill#bmc#jeremy heere#bmc jeremy#bmc musical#be more chill musical#undescribed#my art
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Once again I read fanfiction that seems to have been precisely written to deal psychic damage to me.
#this is about viridian the green guide. you guys actually read this slop?#boring as shit writing#awful plot lines (trigger has been resolved get new material#excessive use of italics and ‘problem child’. has the author heard anyone use a nickname irl ever#I hate bakugou slightly less than I hate Deku but even I could tell they suck at writing him#skipped over a few chapters because the writing was melting my brain but he would never be that condescending to himself#who the hell thinks ‘I’ve decided to not be an asshole’ with total seriousness#back to the bad plot lines. endeavor *checks notes* becomes a nomu and dies? I know the author nerfed everyone in the ground to match Deku#but wtf was the idea here#most successful cases in Japan and the strongest fire quirk ever (besides Dabi) and he gets treated like fodder?#there’s a certain childish canadence fanfiction writers type in when discussing ideas with others and the whole fic reeks of it.#the general easy going and generic aura vtgg emanates makes it even more insufferable#yeah insufferable is definitely the one word to describe this fic#original fic is ass and it only popularized the concepts. now you have even more bad writers speedrunning terrible concepts#it’s two am so this might not makes sense but whatever. not tagging this as mha because there are a lot of people who like this thing.#also fuck fics with love interests who were pretty happy in canon but actually have two thousand problems in fics#rant#anyways! I need to check into my games#I need to find the fic summarized so I can properly write my fanfic bashing vigilante/quirkless aus. barely any difference anyways.
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Will anyone hear me out on sprout x yatta
No i have no grounds to stand on this one
#tem being normal#its like how i bullshitted gigi x scraps the second she came out#i dont even have a good reason to like em#maybe looey talked so highly of sprout and yatta thought “hes nice to my troupemates so hes friend material!!”#maybe she wants more friends and starts pestering sprout#and sprouts like “bro what” but eventually gets used to her kookiness#and then they kiss#it was all bc i met a sprout on a public run and they were really nice and kept me alive when i was afk and we kissed and held hands#ik dandys world doesnt like straight ships but this is my exception#pansexual yatta and bisexual w/ preference of men sprout#i do like yatta x scraps tho since ive been seeing it#im this close to making a off plot oneshit in the loose lips timeline about yatta and Sprout would anyone be interested
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Btw, without offering any spoilers - when or if you decide to play it (whether in Early Access or once it releases or whenever), Hades II is a lot more interesting if you don't go in assuming the protagonist's side is right.
(Absolutely not saying the antagonist is right either! It's just that there's a lot more moral grey area than the first game, and it's easy to accidentally gloss over because the tone of the game is still relatively light.)
#hades 2#salem chatter#gd i love hades 2. i cant wait until it releases and i can have discussions with more people about the plot#my dream is to interview the writers and find out how much of this is intentional vs fundamental to the source material of greek myth#its just so fucking good and fun to analyze. cannot WAIT to see what happens with [REDACTED]#also also: yes i know you can and often should approach media not assuming the protag is right#but esp given the straightforward morals of Hades 1 it feels like a warning is in order#not bc hades ii is a wild departure but because it ISNT. which means you can get really far before having a 'hm. are we also evil?' moment#not that you are! i think! but its certainly a question the game wants you to at least consider
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I swear I will put "filler episode" up on the shelf too if people don't start learning how to use it correctly.
#cat chats#it's such a non issue and a first world problem but it is such an irk of mine but#i have SUCH A PROBLEM#with people being like “this feels like such a filler episode”#and literally their reasoning is#the plot did not advance#my dudes...#MY DUDES!#a filler episode is an episode in anime that's basically a side adventure not in the manga so the anime wouldn't run out of material#they have no effect on the plot OR CHARACTER OR RELATIONSHIPS#if a character had a serious character moment congratulations it's not filler!#if a relationship between two characters was fleshed out more congratulations it's not filler!#stop using filler to mean 'this is a slower episode that didn't advance the plot at all'#let characters breathe damn it#i'm gonna rip my phone out of the wall and chuck it at the closest thing to me i swear to god
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university.. university leave me alone
#heres the situation: for my cognitive literary studies class (quite fun) we had to pick primary material and a cognitive angle to analyse it#from. and the deadline was coming up and i who have been thinking very intensely about robots for the last half a year picked#yeah you guessed it. fucking PIERS PLOWMAN. which is not fun for me but i panicked about the deadline#so now i have to do something about piers plowman and its cognitive literary properties#and im in hell this is hell i have been extremely stressed about piers plowman for a month. to the point where ive been in physical pain#AND I CANNOT. THINK OF ANYTHING. ABOUT PIERS PLOWMAN.#and the teacher for that class is so nice and chill and she was like you can pick anything at all. and i went with piers plowman#like it's interesting but from what COGNITIVE angle can i approach piers plowman.#ive been thinking about saying exactly this that piers plowman is more for historical linguists and theologists than narratologists but im#also positive plenty of scholars read piers plowman for the plot#so then i thought about the characters and whether you can Connect with them and whether they help you Immerse yourself in the story and#other terminology i learned in cognitive literary studies class.#theyre allegorical and very 1 dimensional and there could be something about whether we from 2024 understand them in the same way#people from the 14th century did. like this was what i put in my proposal when i made it#but now i actually have to make the slides and use cognitive literary papers for this and it's just not going at all. i cant do it.#i cant do anything i cant enjoy the daylight and the warmer weather i cant think about anything other than im not making progress on this#and it's bad for me!! it's bad for my health i feel bad. why did i go with piers plowman why did i not pick watership down#my post#i have plenty to say about watership downm cognitively.#also about old possums book of practical cats#maybe i could email her and tell her id like to change it.. no#ive also been reading the tombs of atuan which is incredible
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kinda batshit insane but. dsmp sk8 au where beeduo are matchablossom. Hear me out.
older beeduo perfectly comfortable in their marriage keeping it a secret at S because its fun. Ranboo's competitivness stirring up that "tactical flirting" theyre too socially anxious to try in their daily life and tubbo having loads of fun showing off his "lawyer with a stick up his ass" worksona while also cursing his husband off at any point in time.
Tommy is shadow, in this dynamic, a little bit different than in og sk8. Ig he's a little closer to adam inn that hes the same age as beeduo and went to school with them but also hes not a pedo with weird codependent relationships. And i love the idea of him having a little flower shop but also dressing in full punk demonic regalia at S. Let him be fucking weird and extra.
if i want to have adam be close to sk8 canon Dream is the obvious choice. Weird obsession with a singular kid and an incessant need to have power over everyone and everything, with a couple of guys who where super friends with him in his youth but ended up dropping him because of the weird controlling behaviour? perfect. I like the idea of tadashi being punz in this situation, even if george would probably fit better but idk.
It works very well actually because - reki and the babygang would be second gen dsmp kids. In particular, reki would be michael, langa would be shroud, and miya would be yogurt (little subplot- wilbur is Oka in this au, fundy is a random guy thats his son and kinda hates that his own child chose the same hobby as his father). Thus we would have dream getting super super obsessed with shroud - not inn a weirdly sexual way like adam for langa, but as a replacement. Tommy's all grown up, hes not fun to play with anymore. What better than tommy's precious son to fill up the role? Especially since it gets tommy so worked up.
This also opens the way to another secret plot, because te kids would have absolutely no idea its their parents in the masks at S. Michael probably finds out when Nuke gets decked in the face by dream's skateboard during the beef, they have to call the ambulance and - oh prime thats my goddamn dads.
#plague speaks#nova aus#sk8#dsmp#i wrote. more abotu this than i originally intended to lol#but ive been rewatching sk8 and this is such a compelling plot to work with if done right#additional things i didnt put to not clog up the tags#does this imply romantic michael and shroud? kinfa#i saw a bunch of tiktoks shipping them years ago and the idea isnt bad#super mega childhood bf material right there#but ill see#super easy to make it platonic since sk8 never fucking delivered anyway.#2 thing#i also kinda toyed with the idea of having quackity as adam#stirring a bunch from the og so that his beef would be more about tubbo than an obsession w/ the kids#and thus also giving me weird dog roleplay tntduo#but overall dream fits much more nicely#adn gives me an eviller villain to work with#without having to worry about those pesky grey areas
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Day 37!! The World Ends with You!!
Based on the "Fusion" mechanic of partner sync from the first game
#papr daily#mafukasa#eyestrain#bright colors#any twewyheads in chat#I made a prsk twewy au after I first watched playthroughs of the game and haven't touched it since#it's another “I take the setting and concept of og source material but don't bother with following the og storybeats” au no way lmao#don't get me wrong I think both twewy and neo have really good stories#but I can't say I wasn't a bit disappointed that they didn't focus much on the characters#but that's just a matter of preference lol I've always been more of a characters fan rather than huge plots#but anyways#drawings 100% gotta be a lot more simple for the next few weeks because I got state testing starting tomorrow....#and then I got an audition to worry about and then AP exams into finals in May 😔😔😔#end of the school year crunch fucks me up a bit but I'm still gonna do daily art!! It'll just be more doodle-y than it already is :D#Once summer hits we will be so back for drawing in general (I can finally continue my character explorations...)#but I digress#gonna go to sleep now gn chat :D
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I asked someone who's learned English through school and then just watching/playing English stuff, and who is now learning Spanish by DreamingSpanish content and watching stuff for native speakers, how I should determine if something is understandable enough for me to learn from.
He said as long as I enjoy it. It doesn't matter how much I understand.
I usually use stuff I can understand the "main idea" of. So I can guess more details from context, and figure more of the language out from the parts I understand. In videos with a lot of visuals this is easy - most shows have a "main idea" you can follow from visuals, even if you barely understand any words. Cartoons its even easier to follow the main idea of the plot, and some details, from visuals. With audiobooks and novels, it is doable for me to follow the main idea plot going on IF I have read the story before, IF I remember the plot to some degree, and IF I know some words in the language (enough key words to determine where I am in the plot I remember).
With podcasts, and conversations that have no visuals, its harder to understand the main idea. If I don't know enough words they're saying then I simply DONT know what they're talking about, and don't know if they're saying something ABOUT something (if they like it, hate it, think its educational, harmful? Watched it as a child? What the something even is? Nothing). If I don't know enough of the words they're saying, I catch isolated phrases and words like "city" and "blue" and "people fear" and have no idea what those words are being used to say as an IDEA.
However. I am a stubborn person lol. Just because I can't understand the podcast or conversation, doesn't mean I don't enjoy it! I enjoy trying to see how much I can understand over time lol.
I think the guy's advice probably meant "if it's too hard to understand, you won't enjoy it, so if you enjoy things you probably understand them enough." So I am going to apply what he said to stuff I can understand the main idea of...
He could have genuinely meant ANYTHING I enjoy.
And I think as a beginner, when youre building up your tolerance for ambiguity and ability to understand things even without every detail, its important to not give up on something just because it "feels hard." Lots of stuff that feels too hard, IS stuff you learned the words to read or listen to, you just havent practiced actually reading/listening to those things with no tools to help you. So you think you can't understand a lot of stuff that you actually can understand, after some practice simply doing the act of reading/listening with no tools.
For the sake of me not accidentally wasting 200 hours of my time though (because I AM stubborn lol) I will not suddenly try to listen to ErHa audiobook until I finish or the Sha Po Lang audiobook. While theoretically I actually think I could understand maybe 50% of the individual words I'd hear, no way could I follow the plot for at least a few dpzen hours. If I started a podcast, I absolutely feel Like Id be wasting my time...
On the other hand. I am stubborn. I'm kind of tempted to know if I listened to a science podcast ENOUGH, it would start clicking and i'd understand. Yes i'm an animal who doesn't respect reasonable plans ToT
Anyway i guess time will tell on what i do.
I think the Smart easier plan for me, is to keep doing audiobooks ive read before, and visual cartoons and stuff. I think the "loves testing things" part of me is tempted to do something intense...
#rant#chinese listening experiment#in my defense! i do know like 5000 words in chinese or more#so i know a ton of common words. i could probably understand at least isolated words in MOST MEDIA#i would not recommend a beginner who knows zero words listen to a bunch of audio only chinese and expect to improve your vocab#i think beginners would do much better with Any audio VISUAL material. so you have the main idea from visuals!!!#definitely learner materials like comprehensible input lessons and videos for learners. but if you want to learn from#shows etc. just use something with visuals related to the plot. or something u know the plot of already#so you have Something to help you guess the meaning of other words from context
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I was reading The Monkey King's Daughter (you can read the whole book for an hour) and apparently the protagonist is also Guanyin's grandchild? Can Guanyin be shipped?
I mean I can’t say like what are like the moral implications of shipping GuanYin itself cause that is so not my place but I’m still going to answer this cause it kinda of interesting when it comes to modern media. First off saying that like I have never really seen romance done with GuanYin. At least in a serious way. But if I had to take a guess it can be seen as 'possible' as much as like shipping anyone in Chinese mythos, in that isn't really taken seriously at all. In a lot of modern fan spaces there are a variety of crack ships for more humorous or hypothetical situations like I have seen literally the Star of Venus shipped with Jade Emperor just cause. But I don't see much with buddhas or bodhisattvas in either post-modern media nor in fan spaces. At least that isn't Wukong or Sanzang since they are both Buddhas. And I have done a whole thing about how Wukong for decades wasn’t seen as a romantic figure until like there was a huge character reconstruction, but that isn’t usually the case for most characters.
I would say that the most mainstream instance I can think off the top of my head is The Lost Empire (2001) where it had the main character has a romantic plot with Gaunyin herself. Of course, that wasn't really a masterpiece within itself but this was considered like a 'bad choice' more so that it was just a very strange and awkward romance at that.
Funny enough I think I see more romantic for humor's sake on Guanyin in comic books or games as likes gags at most. Like in Westward comics (later a tv series) Guanyin has a celestial-turned-demon trying to pursue him that he always rejects. Another is more play for laughs but Guanyin in the Fei Ren Zai where people just don't know it's Guanyin and think she is so attractive.


I've seen some games that have Guanyin as like a pretty boy/girl but otherwise nothing even close to a romance plot. Those are more just for like aesthetics of making every character look overly attractive to sell it.
The best I can say is that is just kinda strange and a little strange personally but I can't say that it can be taken seriously. I mean Wukong is supposed to be a Buddha by the end of the novel, so if The Monkey King's Daughter has it that a buddha can have a daughter then there wouldn't be anything stopping the author from having a bodhisattva having kids.
#anon ask#anonymous#anon#ask#sun wukong#monkey king#guanyin#chinese mythos#monkey king's daughter#Wukong is pretty self contained within Xiyouji himself so asking for a little bit of suspension of disbelief can be understood#but Gaunyin has a much longer history that is far more embedded with Buddhist mythology#She isn’t just a character in Xiyouji#and it would be limiting to her just to make it so#but I do think that might be the case in some media when it comes to portraying Gaunyin#esp since most modern interpretations of Guanyin are from xiyouji material just cause the sheer amount of xiyouji content there is#I rarely see Guanyin stand alone moves/shows and there are some trust me but most of her portrayals are within xiyouji spaces#there is a lot of conversation about xiyouji either being a reconstruction or a deconstruction of religion#and while the book is SATURATED in allegorical meaning whether in taoism buddhism or chinese lore it is also seen as satire of religion#people can take xiyouji as pointing out the flaws in humanity but also the flaws of heaven as well as it humanizes both gods and buddhas#this kinda of humanization can be seen as disrespectful to a certain extent but it is what makes these figures more engaging as characters#from a writing standpoint at least#this is me just rambling now about the interesting dycotomy that xiyouji has and has had with religion and how that can be see as today#to a certain extent a lot of directors take xiyouji plots as also their own way to show the heavens in their own way to convey satire#or humor as well depending on what their direction is aiming for#Some even go so far to make that heaven is just straight up the bad guy and that includes buddha as well which is a FAR more wild take than#just having romance in the heavens#But xiyouji does have it that we see these mythological figures have flaws#that heaven can lie or trick or they can take bribes and its up to the audience to interpretation as either satire or if it is critiquing#perhaps religion itself or rather the religious institutions since we do see both daoist and buddist monks as antagonists in the book#this as nothing to do with the ask at this point but i just wanna say my thoughts
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