#I have covid and I need sleep
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I decided to hop on the Hatsune Miku train, so without further ado I present to you:
Ithacan Miku!
#did this in 4 hours straight#me when adhd#cornell#ithaca college#ithaca ny#ithaca#upstate ny#hatsune miku#hatsune fanart#haudenosaunee#iroquois#finger lakes#cayuga#ithaca new york#ithaca is gorges#idk what’s going on with the hat you guys#is she a beekeeper#is she afraid of bugs#is she sensitive to the sun#no one knows but miku and god#I really need to get to bed now#I have covid and I need sleep#but yk#hyperfixation#I hope the internet enjoys this#I don’t wholly understand this trend#may have done it wrong#apologies if so
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i'm sending this endless melody to a nameless you
#SKELETON ORCHESTRA AND LILIA I NEED YOU#project sekai#emunene#emu otori#nene kusanagi#pjsk#prsk#proseka#wxs cover wishlist copium.. 2!!#i have lots more of them i wanna draw but ill do st least one duet for each pair i think. maybe nnks next ive had one for them forever#Gyaaaa#Crying i have szks lunar new years art that idk how to render im missing the holiday. lord in heaven#Ik every leaker or whatever says this is going to mmj snd it probably will and i'll love the cover but still. emunene save me#wxs gets songs with nonsense lyrics its possible right Right right#i also wanted setsuna trip to go to emu in any duet but i looove the mnai cover so i won anways#Kind of too sleepy to do my usual. Sorry viewers who like reading theough my insane tags. Dont get covid it makes you sleep 13 hours a day#For the next month.#my friends saw me going nuts over this drawing actually and i gave up hard on nenes dress i just wanted to be done.. love how emus looks..#wait i actually can be insane in the tags THE WXS WORLDLINK SONG SJHDDYDJKYMY TGYAYDHUA!!! HAGSGYAAH!!!!! GY6;$;$;$;$;$ WHEHEHEHEHEH#WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH. Its so good please help. Wxs tetrad that illuminates the world save me.#why does the 2dmv have all of them under a WEDDING AROOOR WHY IS THERE A WEDDING BELL. CONGRATS ON POLYSHO MARRIAGE. HWATEVVRR!!!!!#wonderlands x showtime killing me taking damage augh Auughg akk akcghj
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I hope this question isn't too random. One thing I noticed is people are for some reason are acting like the pandemic is over and just return to normal and no masks. Even though it is still going on and still effects so many people. Why do you think they think its over?
This is probably quite a deep psychological question about the capacity of people to tolerate fear and stress over a long period of time. I could probably answer it in a more professional way than I'm going to.
Several of my friends are doctors. The research that's coming out about how it's likely to shorten the lives of literally everyone who gets it (especially multiple times), about how if we continue to let it rip a huge percentage of the population (20-30%) will end up measurably disabled in some way by it by 2035 is like... this is serious. This is not a 'flu'. We are also discovering several cancers or other disabling conditions are caused by viruses - I worry a lot about the capacity of COVID to ruin lives. It also has a general effect on the brain that causes lower capacity, less ability to regulate emotions and causes aggression. New mental illness is a common long covid symptom.
I do what I can to avoid it. I still wear a n95 mask out in public. I make my wife do it too, even though we are usually the only two people out wearing masks. I don't take my children indoors anywhere public - we go to parks and playgrounds. My daughter has been in a supermarket just once in her life. Is that good for her? Probably not. But it's a darn sight better than a preventable disability (or type 1 diabetes, or hepatitis, or actually dying) at 2 years old. Not to mention the fact I have a baby sub 6 months old and a father who is very ill and would probably die if he got COVID.
COVID is serious. Governments could put in simple useful measures (like mandating better air filtration and circulation in schools and public buildings etc) but they don't. Everyone's just pretending it's over. It's in the 'too hard' basket.
The research and proof is there in peer reviewed journals. People are just ignoring it until they can't ignore it anymore because either they end up disabled themselves, or someone they love does or dies. I don't know what to do anymore, man. I just try and take the precautions I can reasonably take understanding the capacity of this extremely transmissible virus to kill or disable me or the people I love.
#covid#covid isn't over#covid 19#I have one 30yo friend who has to take blood thinners for the rest of her life#because COVID gave her a DVT#I have another friend who has to go part time at work#because she has covid fatigue and needs to sleep 14 hours a day a year later#this shit is serious
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Running a high ish fever and I don’t know how sickfic writers make it romanticized. This is not fun and there is nobody to make me soup which is deeply unfortunate to me. Shoutout sickfic writers for making this seem cute and not shivering and bad and unfortunate
#103333333🎉😔#not actual covid. just a wack immune response to the vaccine#normal for me. I will be fine but not right now probably#it was worse earlier so it’s not the worst thing in the world#I am just so cold and hot and not able to think but that is okay#I have gatorade#little but not sure what time it is right now but that is okay#little bit^#but my phone hurts so I’m going back to sleep#and I need to charge it#goodbye
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perhaps the reason this sickness is hanging on is in part due to the fact i have to rescue the puppies from being put outside to sleep at night. they don’t have their second coats yet!!! they can’t be outside at night!!! in winter!!!! it’s sub freezing let’s use our fucking brains!!!
#i’m literally about to scream#because why did you get puppies if you didn’t want to put in puppy work#no i know why it’s because pop’s staunch refusal that rules apply to him and his aversion to being told what to do are rearing their ugly#heads here. and his anti-vax ‘i can fight covid with vitamins’ tendencies.#and do not get me started on my mother. ‘i agree they can’t be outside’ my ASS#they’re literally babies they need to be raised like babies and that means an interrupted sleep schedule if they need to pee in the night#oh but if we look at how we were raised maybe this is how you think babies are raised oop-#nobody worry about them btw i’m just going to do it#this issue is at a tail end of several other issues brought up by the holidays so whatever it’s fine#i knew i was going to have to do this it’s fineeee#i mean. this is coming from the folks who laugh about accidentally burning chicks to death. as if it was a teehee haha oopsie#instead of the horrifyingly upsetting example of gross negligence and general disregard of life that it is.#jfc this probably sounds insane to people who don’t know the deep and intricately woven lore of my family. and it is! insane!#being an adult living at home is totally fine and not at all harmful to my mental health :) why are u asking :)#diary posting#ugh anyway. i say all this here because if i called them deeply cruel and disturbed people to their faces they might kick me out. and i#✨can’t afford to do that rn✨
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hate that I had to get writing motivation at the oddest time bc it's almost 3am and I already shut off my laptop but just wrote another 1k on my phone bc my brain won't stop talking
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must a team have flashy playmakers with which to entertain national broadcast commentators is it not enough to have genuine depth, a d-man who never gets enough respect, a healthy locker room culture, a kid who passed up a hatty on his 21st birthday to ensure an already-guaranteed victory, revenge goals, the slogan "a little less for a lot more" and a dream
#i keep thinking about how much we talk lately about [x] stars player surpassing all expectations of his draft ranking & it's like yes#good drafting and covid uncertainty but the reality is there still needs to be effective systems in place to nurture that potential#wyatt would have always been a fantastic player but you don't get him/robo/stank/harls/etc. in rapid succession without#strong leadership & a robust core willing to selflessly center the younger players in the room....... aaghhhhh.#thank god our star players are all nerds and obsessed with each other 💚💚💚#i need to sleep but !!! T__T
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lots of good posts on this here webbed site about rotating your blorbos as you fall asleep, spinning out the next chapter of your fic and so on.
well!! i am here to rep those of us who absolutely, posiTIVELY should not be allowed within microwaving radius of blorbos after bedtime, lest the Visions and general impulse towards Solving The Plot impinge on any and all manner of Sleep.
signed, most sincerely, a tormented fic writer
#i have covid y'all 😭😭😭#i need sleep 😭😭😭😭#but i shut my eyes and i'm just like. spinning out the story and it's good! pleasant! enjoyable!#this tisn't the problem#the problem is i won't fall asleep until i reach the end of the chapter#and the fucker in charge (moi) hasn't written it yet#so you can see my conundrum#writing#fanfic#currently of the#stucky#variety
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#meg talks#tmi gross medical stuff ig#oh but also#emeto warning#menstruation warning#tried to put on my hip brace and the compression or the way i moved made me spasm so bad i puked#i can’t keep fucking doing this man im nearly out of leave time#and im so physically exhausted it’s a struggle to stay awake even after like 10 hours of sleep#and my period has been going for like a fucking month straight#what is going ON#‘’you have long covid’’ ‘’you need to see a gyno’’ ‘’you need steroid shots’’ ‘’you need physical therapy’’ ‘’you need a wfh job’’#‘’you need a ground floor apartment’’ ‘’you need to eat better’’ ‘’you need new meds’’#‘’you need to take more regular vacations to rest’’ ‘’you need to stress less’’#well where the FUCK do i get the money for any of these things#like what am i supposed to do abt any of these problems without money. or a college degree ig but that comes back to money#i just want a wfh job where i can be part of a union… or even union staff… i don’t want to give up the fight…#sigh.
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Sleepy aro culture is melatonin gummies
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#lyriluscss#aro culture is#aro#aromantic#actually aro#actually aromantic#ask#this is funny to me cause i have No Goddamn Sleep Schedule#and i've really need to reset it because uh. currently recovering from an ass-kicking covid and start work again tomorrow#and i have... lately been going to bed when i typically would be arriving at work#but also to borrow a phrase we use too much at work: me no wanna
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well yes i would have to live in a house with someone who has covid and takes zero precautions while im recovering from a surgery i’m fairly certain i needed because of the fact that i had to live in a house with someone who gave me covid because they took zero precautions! 😃
#god keeps trying to kill me and i need to just let him already!!!!!!#sick of it!!!!!!!!!!#been waiting all day for the clear to go to the kitchen to Actually Eat and stock up on food for my room#i just gave up lmao im having sleep for lunch and dinner bone app the tit 😋#but apparently Saturday night means it’s time to invite your friends over to give them all Covid!!! 🤪#literally will pay someone to kill me point blank atp hmu
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Omg fam ur so not alone about the sleeping thing, my partner has both some health issues and also just a completely different sleep schedule from me that makes us sleeping together difficult, and a small apartment that makes it difficult to separate ourselves. And like. It's not his fault but its FRUSTRATING so I feel u ❤❤
😔😔😔Its frustrating bc its not her fault but also it kinda is bc i keep asking for basic communication
Im like hey are you coming to sleep in the next hour
And shes like in twenty mins
Which turns into two hours and im not going to dog her or ask again so i have to roll with the concept shes showing up whenever
I also sleep light so without fail if she comes in three hours later i wake up and it takes a while for me to return to sleeping
Its just a combination of stuff that makes this scenario like she doesnt say anything like dawg all i want is for u to poke your head in or msg me like im not gonna sleep yet but she gets mad abt it like its not super late!! FOR YOU ITS NOT you also work from home :/
Thats it and ill just bury myself under the covers n hope i dont wake up when she does come in
#ahh nothing like tumblr morning venting w the lads#i dont care that we have different sleep schedules#at the end of the day#i just want COMMUNICATION 😭😭😭😭😭#i know im ass at it in other ways but im always initiating convos like this and i keep telling her im not nagging u i dont want you to feel#like thats what this is but my god it will be if she keeps this up#i think im just annoyed that she uses the not late excuse but its like yeah i know but some of us have to go to an office to work and need#to mentally be on their A game. like constantly which is what Sleep assists with#not all of us have the luxury of working from home post covid#like dont give me a fakeass time that we both knkw you arent keeping#and shes always like WAIT FOR ME!!!#SO I DO????#AND THEN U PIKACHU FACE WHEN IM CRANKY AND SLEEPY AND AWAKE WHEB I COULDA BEEN ASLEPE?????#😭😭😭 im PRAYING FOR NO BS TODAY AT WOEK I SWEAR#also not to be slightly petty but i do all the goddamn housework
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i am literally so mad that i have waited years to write this review of Daffy’s Southern Exposure and when i finally do i get the worst cold i have had at least within the past 5 years and am too sick to write a substantial amount. like come on. COME ON! i would almost rather it be COVID because that’s at least a valid excuse!!!!! sorry this post nasal drip made me nauseous and then i got mad that i was nauseous because i also had a bad stomach bug two weeks ago that also prevented me from writing. needless to say i hope you all enjoy the review when it’s out because my goodness it is giving me a hard time. thank you for your patience again 😤🙏
#i’m so maddddd i was writing a good amount today too and then bam nausea because of my stupid sinuses draining!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i have lemon ginger tea but i can’t even taste it because i’m so congested#this has been worse than the two times i had COVID because my COVID symptoms manifest as fever and aches and fatigue and i can at least just#sleep that off!! not with this stupid cold!!!!!!!#i used to get colds literally every month when i was still in school and my drama director once said i had the immune system of a gnat which#is true. so i’m lucky that i haven’t had a cold this bad/maybe at all at least since i graduated high school since that was pre covid times#but since i’m not not used to being substantially sick anymore it means i’m gonna complain about it when i am sick so there 😤#okay. sorry. just needed to bitch. back i go to playing Animal Crossig and Pokémon i guess since my body can’t handle any more than that!!!!
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Me, trying to flirt: Hey, baby. Do you want your daily recommended dose of trans fats inside you? 😉😉
#get it?#cause I’m fat and trans#hahaha#I have covid go easy on me#god I’m fuckin dying#shitty pickup lines#teary needs to go to sleep#but I already slept like 15 hours in one night#also happy birthday Elliot#if you read this I love you
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crawling anc covered in blood why does eveyrthing HURT
#dragon's discussions#i have a full face headache and neck tension and hollow elbows#and my covid booster shot hurts and my foot hurts and my ears hurt cuz everythings too loud#and the fan im sitting next to isoverstimulating but if i get up my knees and legs and hips r gonna hurt#im so tired but i cant sleep cuz that will ruin my rem cycle and ill feel like a piece of shit for daring to not be productive#and im not sleepy really like i could nap but i dont really wanna#i need to go out and be. fuck idk. i need to be reabsorbed by the snow#it COULD be here YOU DONT KNOW#its 66 degrees in early august (rain ily)it could keep dropping#just. augh.
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Excited to announce I think I'm officially an adult now (just turned off the lights in my room and had a sobbing meltdown at work)
#besties it is not going great this week!!!#have maybe gotten 3 good nights of sleep in the past 2 weeks and there's always some new fucking thing being put on me at work#or constant changes in my schedule which i have an annoyingly hard time with still#like covid forced me to get way better at being adaptable but my brain still Hates It#and tit is starting to become less of a escapism tool and more of a stressor bc my show's coming up#and i dont know what to fucking wear or say or bring or do for my pics#and also ive never in my life traveled to a big city and gone to an event alone and im sure itll be fine but its scary for me#AND ALSO the fucking election is coming up and thats happening the week of my tit show#which is sooooo bad for me like just the worst possible timing#esp if god forbid things are looking very bad by that friday like i will probably have a full mental health crisis if trump wins#i just need to like get through to thanksgiving and have a good outcome for the election and maybe i can catch my fucking breath man
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