#I have covid and I need sleep
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I decided to hop on the Hatsune Miku train, so without further ado I present to you:
Ithacan Miku!
#did this in 4 hours straight#me when adhd#cornell#ithaca college#ithaca ny#ithaca#upstate ny#hatsune miku#hatsune fanart#haudenosaunee#iroquois#finger lakes#cayuga#ithaca new york#ithaca is gorges#idk what’s going on with the hat you guys#is she a beekeeper#is she afraid of bugs#is she sensitive to the sun#no one knows but miku and god#I really need to get to bed now#I have covid and I need sleep#but yk#hyperfixation#I hope the internet enjoys this#I don’t wholly understand this trend#may have done it wrong#apologies if so
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i'm sending this endless melody to a nameless you
#SKELETON ORCHESTRA AND LILIA I NEED YOU#project sekai#emunene#emu otori#nene kusanagi#pjsk#prsk#proseka#wxs cover wishlist copium.. 2!!#i have lots more of them i wanna draw but ill do st least one duet for each pair i think. maybe nnks next ive had one for them forever#Gyaaaa#Crying i have szks lunar new years art that idk how to render im missing the holiday. lord in heaven#Ik every leaker or whatever says this is going to mmj snd it probably will and i'll love the cover but still. emunene save me#wxs gets songs with nonsense lyrics its possible right Right right#i also wanted setsuna trip to go to emu in any duet but i looove the mnai cover so i won anways#Kind of too sleepy to do my usual. Sorry viewers who like reading theough my insane tags. Dont get covid it makes you sleep 13 hours a day#For the next month.#my friends saw me going nuts over this drawing actually and i gave up hard on nenes dress i just wanted to be done.. love how emus looks..#wait i actually can be insane in the tags THE WXS WORLDLINK SONG SJHDDYDJKYMY TGYAYDHUA!!! HAGSGYAAH!!!!! GY6;$;$;$;$;$ WHEHEHEHEHEH#WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAUGH. Its so good please help. Wxs tetrad that illuminates the world save me.#why does the 2dmv have all of them under a WEDDING AROOOR WHY IS THERE A WEDDING BELL. CONGRATS ON POLYSHO MARRIAGE. HWATEVVRR!!!!!#wonderlands x showtime killing me taking damage augh Auughg akk akcghj
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I hope this question isn't too random. One thing I noticed is people are for some reason are acting like the pandemic is over and just return to normal and no masks. Even though it is still going on and still effects so many people. Why do you think they think its over?
This is probably quite a deep psychological question about the capacity of people to tolerate fear and stress over a long period of time. I could probably answer it in a more professional way than I'm going to.
Several of my friends are doctors. The research that's coming out about how it's likely to shorten the lives of literally everyone who gets it (especially multiple times), about how if we continue to let it rip a huge percentage of the population (20-30%) will end up measurably disabled in some way by it by 2035 is like... this is serious. This is not a 'flu'. We are also discovering several cancers or other disabling conditions are caused by viruses - I worry a lot about the capacity of COVID to ruin lives. It also has a general effect on the brain that causes lower capacity, less ability to regulate emotions and causes aggression. New mental illness is a common long covid symptom.
I do what I can to avoid it. I still wear a n95 mask out in public. I make my wife do it too, even though we are usually the only two people out wearing masks. I don't take my children indoors anywhere public - we go to parks and playgrounds. My daughter has been in a supermarket just once in her life. Is that good for her? Probably not. But it's a darn sight better than a preventable disability (or type 1 diabetes, or hepatitis, or actually dying) at 2 years old. Not to mention the fact I have a baby sub 6 months old and a father who is very ill and would probably die if he got COVID.
COVID is serious. Governments could put in simple useful measures (like mandating better air filtration and circulation in schools and public buildings etc) but they don't. Everyone's just pretending it's over. It's in the 'too hard' basket.
The research and proof is there in peer reviewed journals. People are just ignoring it until they can't ignore it anymore because either they end up disabled themselves, or someone they love does or dies. I don't know what to do anymore, man. I just try and take the precautions I can reasonably take understanding the capacity of this extremely transmissible virus to kill or disable me or the people I love.
#covid#covid isn't over#covid 19#I have one 30yo friend who has to take blood thinners for the rest of her life#because COVID gave her a DVT#I have another friend who has to go part time at work#because she has covid fatigue and needs to sleep 14 hours a day a year later#this shit is serious
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must a team have flashy playmakers with which to entertain national broadcast commentators is it not enough to have genuine depth, a d-man who never gets enough respect, a healthy locker room culture, a kid who passed up a hatty on his 21st birthday to ensure an already-guaranteed victory, revenge goals, the slogan "a little less for a lot more" and a dream
#i keep thinking about how much we talk lately about [x] stars player surpassing all expectations of his draft ranking & it's like yes#good drafting and covid uncertainty but the reality is there still needs to be effective systems in place to nurture that potential#wyatt would have always been a fantastic player but you don't get him/robo/stank/harls/etc. in rapid succession without#strong leadership & a robust core willing to selflessly center the younger players in the room....... aaghhhhh.#thank god our star players are all nerds and obsessed with each other 💚💚💚#i need to sleep but !!! T__T
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I just can't believe that zero pain is the normal amount to be in
#i literally can not remember ever having no pain and it's entirely possible i have been in pain since before birth#usually it's just distracting and makes it so i can't do what i want/need to#but on worse days i can not stop thinking about the pain and i can barely get out of bed for food and such#i feel like such a lazy useless pile of steaming shit right now#i haven't even done anything particularly strenuous#like. sure i had a bad phase with migraines and not sleeping and then pmdd and menstrual hell and the hurricane#and mixed into that i might have pushed myself physically a few times#and if i were anyone else i would be advising the exhausted person to just let themselves rest a bit#but i can not stop thinking about everything that needs to be done#and how much worse other disabled people have it#and how my partner isn't able to rest because they're working overtime hurricane related shifts#and i can't get the voices of my family out of my head about how lazy disabled people are#(but then they'll also accuse people of faking disability if the disabled person pushes themselves)#i hate this and i hate myself and it's infuriating to keep trying to make myself more normal#but it doesn't work and i just keep ending up feeling even more exhausted when i try to start working out (yoga and squats and such)#if I'd had covid and was dealing with long covid I'd understand and maybe be more forgiving#but this started way before covid 19 (which i haven't had afaik) and only got worse after i had shingles#i am so angry and so sick of being exhausted all the time#... it's a bad fatigue and not great pain time and I'm emotional and so fucking frustrated
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lots of good posts on this here webbed site about rotating your blorbos as you fall asleep, spinning out the next chapter of your fic and so on.
well!! i am here to rep those of us who absolutely, posiTIVELY should not be allowed within microwaving radius of blorbos after bedtime, lest the Visions and general impulse towards Solving The Plot impinge on any and all manner of Sleep.
signed, most sincerely, a tormented fic writer
#i have covid y'all 😭😭😭#i need sleep 😭😭😭😭#but i shut my eyes and i'm just like. spinning out the story and it's good! pleasant! enjoyable!#this tisn't the problem#the problem is i won't fall asleep until i reach the end of the chapter#and the fucker in charge (moi) hasn't written it yet#so you can see my conundrum#writing#fanfic#currently of the#stucky#variety
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#meg talks#tmi gross medical stuff ig#oh but also#emeto warning#menstruation warning#tried to put on my hip brace and the compression or the way i moved made me spasm so bad i puked#i can’t keep fucking doing this man im nearly out of leave time#and im so physically exhausted it’s a struggle to stay awake even after like 10 hours of sleep#and my period has been going for like a fucking month straight#what is going ON#‘’you have long covid’’ ‘’you need to see a gyno’’ ‘’you need steroid shots’’ ‘’you need physical therapy’’ ‘’you need a wfh job’’#‘’you need a ground floor apartment’’ ‘’you need to eat better’’ ‘’you need new meds’’#‘’you need to take more regular vacations to rest’’ ‘’you need to stress less’’#well where the FUCK do i get the money for any of these things#like what am i supposed to do abt any of these problems without money. or a college degree ig but that comes back to money#i just want a wfh job where i can be part of a union… or even union staff… i don’t want to give up the fight…#sigh.
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Sleepy aro culture is melatonin gummies
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#lyriluscss#aro culture is#aro#aromantic#actually aro#actually aromantic#ask#this is funny to me cause i have No Goddamn Sleep Schedule#and i've really need to reset it because uh. currently recovering from an ass-kicking covid and start work again tomorrow#and i have... lately been going to bed when i typically would be arriving at work#but also to borrow a phrase we use too much at work: me no wanna
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i am literally so mad that i have waited years to write this review of Daffy’s Southern Exposure and when i finally do i get the worst cold i have had at least within the past 5 years and am too sick to write a substantial amount. like come on. COME ON! i would almost rather it be COVID because that’s at least a valid excuse!!!!! sorry this post nasal drip made me nauseous and then i got mad that i was nauseous because i also had a bad stomach bug two weeks ago that also prevented me from writing. needless to say i hope you all enjoy the review when it’s out because my goodness it is giving me a hard time. thank you for your patience again 😤🙏
#i’m so maddddd i was writing a good amount today too and then bam nausea because of my stupid sinuses draining!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!#i have lemon ginger tea but i can’t even taste it because i’m so congested#this has been worse than the two times i had COVID because my COVID symptoms manifest as fever and aches and fatigue and i can at least just#sleep that off!! not with this stupid cold!!!!!!!#i used to get colds literally every month when i was still in school and my drama director once said i had the immune system of a gnat which#is true. so i’m lucky that i haven’t had a cold this bad/maybe at all at least since i graduated high school since that was pre covid times#but since i’m not not used to being substantially sick anymore it means i’m gonna complain about it when i am sick so there 😤#okay. sorry. just needed to bitch. back i go to playing Animal Crossig and Pokémon i guess since my body can’t handle any more than that!!!!
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Omg fam ur so not alone about the sleeping thing, my partner has both some health issues and also just a completely different sleep schedule from me that makes us sleeping together difficult, and a small apartment that makes it difficult to separate ourselves. And like. It's not his fault but its FRUSTRATING so I feel u ❤❤
😔😔😔Its frustrating bc its not her fault but also it kinda is bc i keep asking for basic communication
Im like hey are you coming to sleep in the next hour
And shes like in twenty mins
Which turns into two hours and im not going to dog her or ask again so i have to roll with the concept shes showing up whenever
I also sleep light so without fail if she comes in three hours later i wake up and it takes a while for me to return to sleeping
Its just a combination of stuff that makes this scenario like she doesnt say anything like dawg all i want is for u to poke your head in or msg me like im not gonna sleep yet but she gets mad abt it like its not super late!! FOR YOU ITS NOT you also work from home :/
Thats it and ill just bury myself under the covers n hope i dont wake up when she does come in
#ahh nothing like tumblr morning venting w the lads#i dont care that we have different sleep schedules#at the end of the day#i just want COMMUNICATION 😭😭😭😭😭#i know im ass at it in other ways but im always initiating convos like this and i keep telling her im not nagging u i dont want you to feel#like thats what this is but my god it will be if she keeps this up#i think im just annoyed that she uses the not late excuse but its like yeah i know but some of us have to go to an office to work and need#to mentally be on their A game. like constantly which is what Sleep assists with#not all of us have the luxury of working from home post covid#like dont give me a fakeass time that we both knkw you arent keeping#and shes always like WAIT FOR ME!!!#SO I DO????#AND THEN U PIKACHU FACE WHEN IM CRANKY AND SLEEPY AND AWAKE WHEB I COULDA BEEN ASLEPE?????#😭😭😭 im PRAYING FOR NO BS TODAY AT WOEK I SWEAR#also not to be slightly petty but i do all the goddamn housework
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Me, trying to flirt: Hey, baby. Do you want your daily recommended dose of trans fats inside you? 😉😉
#get it?#cause I’m fat and trans#hahaha#I have covid go easy on me#god I’m fuckin dying#shitty pickup lines#teary needs to go to sleep#but I already slept like 15 hours in one night#also happy birthday Elliot#if you read this I love you
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crawling anc covered in blood why does eveyrthing HURT
#dragon's discussions#i have a full face headache and neck tension and hollow elbows#and my covid booster shot hurts and my foot hurts and my ears hurt cuz everythings too loud#and the fan im sitting next to isoverstimulating but if i get up my knees and legs and hips r gonna hurt#im so tired but i cant sleep cuz that will ruin my rem cycle and ill feel like a piece of shit for daring to not be productive#and im not sleepy really like i could nap but i dont really wanna#i need to go out and be. fuck idk. i need to be reabsorbed by the snow#it COULD be here YOU DONT KNOW#its 66 degrees in early august (rain ily)it could keep dropping#just. augh.
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Excited to announce I think I'm officially an adult now (just turned off the lights in my room and had a sobbing meltdown at work)
#besties it is not going great this week!!!#have maybe gotten 3 good nights of sleep in the past 2 weeks and there's always some new fucking thing being put on me at work#or constant changes in my schedule which i have an annoyingly hard time with still#like covid forced me to get way better at being adaptable but my brain still Hates It#and tit is starting to become less of a escapism tool and more of a stressor bc my show's coming up#and i dont know what to fucking wear or say or bring or do for my pics#and also ive never in my life traveled to a big city and gone to an event alone and im sure itll be fine but its scary for me#AND ALSO the fucking election is coming up and thats happening the week of my tit show#which is sooooo bad for me like just the worst possible timing#esp if god forbid things are looking very bad by that friday like i will probably have a full mental health crisis if trump wins#i just need to like get through to thanksgiving and have a good outcome for the election and maybe i can catch my fucking breath man
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somwtimes i feel like im overexaggerating when i describe myself as being "sick" and then sometimes its likefucking today where i have to wake up a little too early and it makes my chest hurt all day and kicks off full on coughing spells. not sure whats wrong with me but its someghing most certainly
#.pdf#rd#strongly suspecting me/cfs as while my symptoms have been worsened by recent covid infection they were present beforehand#and have been for the better part of a year#👍 im healthy. im good#also im scared of getting worse but also scared of getting better because if i get better nobody will ever believe i was even sick#and i cant stand the feeling of being dismissed or told that other people know my body & life better than i do#been getting that about my sleep disorder for years - told that my ability to force myself awake for a social outing or two means that-#-nothings actually wrong with my circadian rhythm and i just need to try harder to get up every day as though thats even remotely similar#i dont know. im tired and im scsred and i dont even reslly know what im scared of . whatever i guess
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IF YOU COULD be at any airport in the world rn which one
the bangkok one i wanna go home but also to look at this cool statue :)
#I DONT REMEMBER WHAT THE STORY IS BEHIND THIS STATUE THOUGH :(#my mom always explains it to me but by the time we arrive there im hella sleep deprived because i dont sleep on the plane#theres also a bunch of giant statues around the airport too to welcome arrivals ^7^ those are cool (i mean intimidating BUT COOL)#something something mixing a sea of milk#i dont remember T_ T#answered#anons#(i dont really remember any airports well because im usually spaced tf out at them laksdjafh)#anyways i havent been to thailand in so long :( like 4/5 years#i was supposed to go sooner but then i had covid and that makes me sad :(#AND I HAD PLANS TOO :((( I WAS LIKE BEGGING MY MOM CAN WE GO TO THE ANCIENT CITY PLEAAAASE and then my ass got sick#*angry punching*#my mom and sisters didnt even wind up going to the city either because my sisters were like 'BUT THATS BORING THATS ALL HISTORY#I WANNA GO SHOPPING'#T _ T i need friends who are also into historical stuff. we can make an adventure team and go travel everywhere together (the dream life)#i say im into history but i have no brain to remember anything btw so dont ask me anything asljkfaslkjh#sorry i seem to be >_> chatty today (procrastinating)
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cracks eyes open
got an email back scheduling a phone interview for tomorrow at 9:30am so
I'm gonna have to go to bed wayyyy early tonight 💀
#putting this here so hopefully i don't forget#i was excited but now im stressed#ots an in-person job#i have been working remotely sinxe 2018#except for the 3 days j was in office when i started ny previous job in 2020 before we all went to remote for covid#it was awful lol ... social anxiety is Real Bad#but my god i need JOB#im tired of being broke and i wanns move out!!!#also i wanna see dreamcatcher in november lol#cries.....#idk if im giing back to sleep or not my head hurts sk hopefully for s littlw bit...#out of blades#k¡ll me lol
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