#I have a Thing where I like showing off his collarbones for some reason so I want to give it a low cut but
Explore tagged Tumblr posts
Photo
Iâve been staring at these (and a third triple line up that I literally only have the poses for) for like a few months so have some WIPs of Nik in fancy wear and my phantom rogue Lucianâs general get up (kindofsorta Iâm playing with ideas still)
I keep waffling on Nikâs outfit because I want it to be thinner and more flowing, but canât get it in that nice mid ground of feminine but not straight up a dress, ya feel?
#my triton pally of the open sea if the triple line up but I cannot decide how I want a triton to look#or even a general color scheme for her so she simply Exists with no description#I'm not budging on the thigh high slit and high heel boots on Nik btw#those are the core Features#I have a Thing where I like showing off his collarbones for some reason so I want to give it a low cut but#he would be avoiding that because of his focus no longer being a necklace and trying to hide that fact from the party#I also want the cape/train to stay but I dunno How to incorporate it with whatever the fuck the top half of the outfit turns out to be#Lucian is more of just making him look more scruffed up in Nice-but-worn clothes#a ghost detective is a bit tight on cash at the end of the day and sleeps on the floor/outside a lot lol#maybe hit with more bloodborne vibes too#my art#wip#please appreciate the csp pose-able model and the Lucian picrew that spawned his design#I do need to draw his cloak too fuck
5 notes
·
View notes
Text
ÊŹÊŹ. ! LAST FRIDAY NIGHT ïč THINK WE KISSED ïč
đođâŻs. park jongseong with fem!reader đ„ Ę enemies but secretly in love and oblivious, fluff. LIB? word count `3377 warnings. lots of cursing! unedited.
JAY VER: mutual hate f2e JAKE VER. SUNGHOON VER.
"what the fuck, piggy!" you feel jay's feet against the side of the waist before his voice reaches your ears. kicked out of bed and rolled onto the floor, that's how your mornings with jay start.
"what the hell is this!" he shouts again and when you turn to look at him you find yourself questioning the same,"what the hell is that!" a litter of pretty lipstick marks all over him, collarbones to neck to jaw to face. and keyword: lips.
"you tell me! what the hell does it look like?" if it were some other time you'd have laughed your ass off at the horrified look on his face, but the very familiar shade of color on him, the one you always wear because you're quite literally obsessed with it has you horrified as well at the realization. there's no way you did that, with park jay? no no no.
"don't tell me we-"
"i have my boxers on and you're still in that ugly fucking dress so no we did not," his words are like a shower of relief to you. however to jay, it is also something else. sure he is glad you did not do anything but that dress you have on? it's not ugly, it is everything but ugly. you look so pretty in it, like a doll and he thinks it's probably the reason why he let you kiss him all up.
"you better have something to say because i don't understand how this happened," his hands rub over the marks he can see while you sit on the floor trying to remember last night. you went to a college party, and you met jay there, and having the same group of mutual friends you remember playing drinking games. a shot of tequila when you refused to kiss jay for a dare and that's where your memory fails you.
"i don't remember," you say simply, watching jay get of bed and into the bathroom.
"i don't either so let's just call it truce and forget,"
sighing in resignation, you take a look around the room, going over to the mirror to scan yourself. there under the shadow of your ear you spot something purple, a touch and it hurt. pushing your hair out of the way, you take a closer look at it. pupils dilating upon the realization that it's a hickey. with a mortified look in your eyes, you pull down at the collar of your dress to find more. a litter of it mirroring jay's kiss marks. and when you shift on your legs to inspect the other side of your neck, you feel a sting on the skin of your thighs. no way no way please no. you pray as you lift the skirt of your dress, but it's all in vain for you find bruises on the plush of your thighs, in the shapes of handprints, one on each.
you scream. you scream scream and jay is rushing out with a towel hanging low on his waist,"what! what happened!"
there's no time to feel the heat in your cheeks at sight of his naked figure, you are too traumatized by the possibilities of the events that could have happened between you two to even acknowledge the pounding of your heart on noticing the droplets of water cascading down the valley of his chest.
you show him what you had to see and in comes a scream from him.
"oh my god, fuck off before we find more things!"
"missy piggy is all dressed up," he looked you up once, coming to a halt just a step away from where you sat at the kitchen counter turned bar. he couldn't deny you looked good though, he almost lost his breath when he spotted you across the room. there were some loopholes in this weird relationship you had and he couldn't seem to accept it. he found you attractive and he was disgusted with himself for that. out of all the fishes in the sea it just had to be you. his little weakness, the pretty dress.
you wave your hand at his face,"whatever," jay doesn't like the way you just dismiss him, closing in on you blocking your view of whichever guy you were eyeing. whichever guy was hot enough to have your attention away from him.
"you wanna play some games?" his hand goes over to circle the top of your cup, noticing the orange juice in there.
"what game?"
"truth and dare, all our friends are gathering there to play," he wasn't interested to join earlier, but watching you fixated on some guys is itching him to take you away and get your ass busy.
hours later and he's in a circle, all drunk sitting right across you. 'kiss kiss kiss!" the chants go around with the bottle stopped right between your two. if he'd been sober, he would've left the second someone proposed for a kiss but with his mind all hazy right now, all he can think about is how your lips would feel on his. if the pretty shade on them would taste as sweet as they look.
to say he was disappointed when you chose to drink it out would be an understatement. jay felt no more purpose in the game, leaving as soon as you excused yourself. with your wobbly steps you sway your way to the dance floor, almost falling over yourself before jay has his hands around you, keeping you afloat.
"watch your step, pretty," he whispers into your ear.
"pretty? what happened to piggy?" there is a slight flinch in you when you whisper back, growing conscious of the proximity.
"piggies can be pretty sometimes," his hands move lower to your hips, gripping lightly as the music changes to one of sensual hues. body moving together to the sultry notes.
"we're dancing," turning to face the rather drunk boy, you trace a finger over the exposed skin of his chest. jay's sure you can feel the fast thumping of his heart under your pretty little soft tips but honestly he couldn't care less right now. the alcohol in his brain messing with his feelings. a mushy daze of everything he's ever felt for you, from middle school to college.
"together," you breathe out staring at the plump of his lips and jay feels this weird sparkling thing where his stomach twists and turns but in a good way,"apparently," all these people around, so many attractive faces he could have latched onto yet he can't imagine himself swaying away with anyone else, it just feels wrong for some reason.
"and we hate each other," the reminder is like a fresh breeze across his fuzzy mind, no matter where he looks he can't seem to feel the hatred right now,"mhm," jay reaches out with a delicate touch, watching your dazed eyes in a trance as you scan him, muzzling into his hand when he tucks a stray strand of your hair behind your ear in a faint caress. after that it's a silence between you two, not the one where you usually think of ripping each other's hair off but perhaps one where you're thinking to eating each other's face off. at least that's all jay can think about.
you were drunk and he should have seen it coming. at some point you leave him hanging in the middle of the floor only for him to find you amidst a crowd of screams, letting it all loose on an elevated platform with a pole, right towards the front. twerking your ass off and instead of being embarrassed out of his wits jay rather feels this warm fluffy feeling. a conjured up image of a sober him driving to bars and clubs to pick up a drunk you as you shout 'baby' while running into his arms.
no what the fuck, what am i thinking. he is baffled at his own imagination. enemies to lovers trope is so not his thing. it should never be his thing. right?
"come on you need some fresh air," spotting a few guys eyeing you in the wrong way, jay is quite literally picking you up and throwing you over his shoulder before walking out the house into the backyard.
"i was having so much fun there! why did you bring me out here!" you shout, still feeling the loud music ringing in your ears.
"you were having too much fun, you needed to touch some grass," he tries shushing you, flicking lightly at your forehead.
you ignore him, too tired and used to, to bicker back,"there's a pool here?" the excitement in your voice makes him laugh, y'all have probably been sitting here for five minutes, and you've only noticed the big ass pool now. but well, with the amount of alcohol you both have in your system right now it's a miracle you're still conscious and otherwise a little sane.
"why, you wanna skinny dip?" he knows that's exactly what you would want to do, if you could. he hasn't known you for ten years for just nothing. all those fights and bickerings and make ups, he's sure he knows you more than your friends and more than you know yourself. and he's always followed you whenever you weren't following him. doing everything you did just to get a chance at annoying you.
"can we go in there?" no.
tonight he'd like to stay dry and cozy.
"it's cold, i ain't doing this," he reprimands, squinting his eyes in the distance, a look away from you to tell you he's not having it.
however it's not like you listen anyway, at least not to him.
it's like second nature at this point, running after you. be it to get on your nerves or to secretly protect you,"piggy!" he snaps up at once at the sound of you skipping down the patio. albeit almost slipping and cracking your head open on the way. jay doesn't know if he should be worried more about ending up in the hospital or getting in there with you all wet and close.
he's been in the pool with girls before but he's not been in the pool with you since you were like eleven and friends and not hit by puberty yet, in your ugly loose swim shirts and pants, hair all over in a mess with no idea about romance.
"slow down will you, i can't be bothered to drive you to medics if you break a leg or something," he whines, feeling the water soaking up the clothes against his skin as he carefully walks down the stairs leading into the pool. two steps behind with his hand reaching out to steady you incase you decide to slip again.
"try to catch me!" you yell, putting in all efforts to move as far from him as you could.
"do i look like i need to try?" his hands loop around your wrists in a moment, pulling you against his chest is a low splash. arms going around the waist as he locks eyes with yours. the palm of your hands find refuge on his chest playing with the undone buttons when the hard pounding of his heart reverberates against your skin. you're nervous, he's nervous.
"why do you hate me?" he asks.
"because you do," you answer and jay's confused. what?
"why do you hate me?" you ask him. and as expected,"because you do,"
realizing it's all a big misunderstanding, jay can't help but feel his heart race faster if that is even possible,"i don't really hate you," the pout on your lips falters his gaze, looking down to avoid his breath stopping right there and then. "neither do i," a low whisper, softly adjusting the fallen strap of your dress. he scans you over once, his little weakness, the pretty dress. no, it's you, you always know what to wear have him weak in the knees.
"your lipstick is pretty-" you look so damn pretty he wants to say, brown orbs lingering on the shine radiating off your lips.
you're both drunk, and it's probably the only time he'll be able to say it. i can do it! jay swears.
however before he can even utter a syllable, the slippery gloss of your cherry lipstick slide against his lips. feeling the plush of your lips pressing onto his own, like a step into heaven. eyes open and motionless, taking a hard time to let it sink in while you're there moving your lips, catching his bottom lip between in a gentle bite.
"pi- piggy-" when you pull away for a split second only to jump onto him, his hands immediately grabbing the back of your thighs resting them around him, trembling at the tension he feels to dive right back in to a kiss.
"shut up," you begin leaving a trail of marks starting at his neckâ
that's where you scream, pulling jay out of the flashbacks. he sits on his bed, tracing his lips in a trance after you've left. he had no idea how to face you after remembering all that while you still seemed to have no clue. how he knows your lipstick tastes sweet and bitter and how you don't know that he knows that.
he takes out his phone, a faint memory of a picture. searching through his gallery is not even necessary, on the top in a grand glory he finds the photo of you perched on his lap on his bed, head tucked into his neck where one can definitely catch glimpse of your fluttering kisses.
he can't seem to recall about the hickeys on your neck, and how you got to his room. but he's sure he will in a few days. hoping you'd too until then.
for now he'll post this. there's nothing better than getting under your skin. figuratively and literally.
taglist ( open. ) @kangseulgithegreat @s00buwu @luvyev @pockyyasii @nctislifue @ashtxrie @miniature-tragedy @jayujus @brachives @thoughtsmeander2tumblingblindly
#enhypen imagines#k-labels#OH TO BE ENEMIES TO LOVERS WITH JAYđ« đ« #enhypen drabbles#enhypen fluff#enhypen jay imagines#enhypen reactions#enhypen headcanons#enhypen scenarios#enhypen soft hours#enhypen soft thoughts#enhypen heeseung imagines#enhypen jake imagines#enhypen sunghoon imagines#enhypen sunoo imagines#enhypen jungwon imagines#enhypen niki imagines#enhypen x you#enhypen x female reader#enhypen x y/n
1K notes
·
View notes
Text
No more ink - Spencer Reid x reader
Summary: reader goes undercover for a mission and the team discovers all her tattoos. Tattoos which might be the reason her life ends. sprinkle of spencer x reader. Warning: gore, blood, SA kind of (if you blink you'll miss it), reader is undercover, reader becomes a stripper for like 2 secs.
Staring at the images of several murdered women, all sporting countless tattoos on their bodies, a chill is sent down your spine. What is so fetishising about tattoos? And more importantly, why were all these women so brutally killed after the assault? The uncomfortable silence in the station's big conference room is broken by JJ, who pulls out her phone, stating "Well I'm going to call someone so we can get the tattoos drawn on, Y/N are you sure you're comfortable doing this?" You nodded, adding "Yeah, but there's no need to call anyone."
Your comment had the entire team and police officers in the room looking your way, some confused, many surprised. You glance up at Spencer's reaction, hoping he didn't look disgusted at your confession. Did he dislike women with tattoos? His put together appearance always led you to believing so. "I mean, it's part of the reason I volunteered, I fit the profile the most." And it was true. Many of the women all had the same coloured and textured hair, body type, height and were all littered with tattoos. "How else are we going to get in?" You insisted, all well aware of the gang's strict policy when allowing people into the club. There would be no chance any of your male counterparts would be let in, because only women had ever been targeted by them, and looking between you and the other two women on the team, there was a clear difference between who hit the profile.
"Y/N, I've never seen you with tattoos." Things Morgan out loud, making sure he understood clearly what you meant by fitting the profile best. "People take me more seriously, professionally speaking, when they're hidden." You reply, shrugging your shoulders, which only puts an emphasis on the long sleeved top you're wearing. "Okay wait, just so we're clear here, you mean like you're heavily tatted? Not just one cute little smiley face on your ankle type of tatted?" You chuckle at Emily's small outburst, nodding along with her words. "You know what, why don't I just show you."
You end up revealing yourself to the team a mere hours later, tugging the mini black dress down your body, barely hiding your backside from any onlookers. You step out of the bathroom, basic black heels clicking loudly on the floor, attracting the attention of the team, packing up their things to head down to the van, fully equipped to keep track of you while you're inside. "Okay, I'm ready to go." There's a moment of silence in which the team fully takes in your appearance, or rather your tattoos.
A dark snake slithers up your ankle, and a mysterious year is written in bold above your knee, thigh illustrated with a mysterious design that resembles both stars and a vintage chandelier at once. Your second leg sports several patchwork pieces - an intricate compass and an angel - with two vine leaves curling around your knee, leading up to your thigh where you show off tattoos of a hummingbird and the sun. With your hair pushed back, they have a clear view of the design on your collarbone, dipping slightly into the gap between your breasts, leaving the rest to imagination. Your right arm is covered in a large abstract piece, and when you finally turn around, leaving due to the silence from your teammates, you allow them a perfect view of the wave tattoo on the back of your left arm, looping around your bicep, and a dagger tattoo on the back of your forearm.
Footsteps scurry after you, a soft hand wrapping around your wrist as you begin to leave the police station, pulling you into an empty hallway. Spencer tugs you to face him, eyes filled with worry. "Y/n, are you sure about this?" He whispers, his breath hitting your face with every word he speaks. "I'll be okay Spence." You reassure him, though you're sure he's already profiled you and can sense your nervousness.
In the van, Hotch reminds you of the protocol, securing the microphone into your dress and the clasping the necklace with a hidden camera around your neck, so that he and Garcia can monitor you from outside. They've given you a code word, and secured a silver bracelet around your wrist with a hidden alarm in the gem. Spencer squeezes your hand before you walk out of the van, a safe distance away from the cameras and insists one last time that you can back out any time you want.
You sneak into the hidden alleyway where the club is located, gulping slightly when you spot the bouncer before plastering a fake smile on your face. Everything will be okay, you repeat in your head, calming slightly when the bouncer steps aside for you to walk into a dark room. The door shuts behind you and your breathing quickens slightly, only to realise that the room isn't a room at all, because it's moving and is just an elevator instead. The doors open from behind you, welcoming you into a dark and mysterious, wide room. Red lights are on, and you can spot a stage with two poles, two exotic dancers performing a routine in exact synchrony.
Standing still, you have no idea where to start when a waiter, dressed in a black suit with his hair slicked back appears in front of you. "Champagne?" You nod, taking a glass from the tray not to look suspicious, but don't take a sip from it either. You make your way deeper into the room, swaying your body to the music, scanning the people in the club. For each man, there's at least two women by his side, giggling and brushing up against their arms, pressing kisses where skin is showing. Each woman fits the profile of those who'd been found dead, heavily tatted up, sporting the same features. Women lead men through red curtains, disappearing into different rooms, strutting proudly.
As far as the sex went, it all seemed consensual, meaning they couldn't have been unconscious or drugged before it happened, which completely changed your profile. "What's a sweet girl doing in a place like this all by herself?" You spun around, to face an older man, looking like he was in his late 40's. He sported a grey beard, and had a full head of luscious hair. He wore a crisp black button up with matching black trousers, and you could spot tattoos crawling up his neck and down his hands. "Looking for a man like you." You replied with a smirk, cocking your head to the side. He slid his free hand into yours, leading you into a round booth, where you had a clear view of the rest of the club.
"Tell me a little bit about yourself." You said before he could say anything, pressing your body up against his, and luckily for you, that's what he did. In the meanwhile, you observed the movement in the room, noticing waiters carrying garbage bags or cleaning empty tables. Weird. All the waiters seemed exceptionally muscular, but in a place like this, you would have assumed the waiters would be half naked and, well, women. "You alright, sweetheart?" The man asks, and you nod, smiling up at him sweetly. "I just need to use the bathroom. Do you think you could point me in that direction?" You ask, squeezing your thighs, where his big hand rests.
As soon as he gives you a direction, you hop up, following the first words he's told you 'Walk straight, take a left,' Once you've taken the left, finally out of the man's sight, you begin exploring the halls, becoming gradually more empty the deeper you walk into the club. For every 'private' room, which is only separated from the rest of the club by a curtain, there's a waiter (or rather security guard) standing at the entrance, protecting anyone from entering, or exiting. When you near the end of the hallway, you internally cringe. You had no where to go and a guard protecting the next room to the left. Exhaling, you stopped in front of the guard, looking up at him. "You the dancer?" He asks, and aimlessly, you nod.
You swallow when he steps to the side, letting you into the room. "Cover-up goes in the basket on your left." He instructs, before stepping back out of the room. You take a moment to take in the client, sitting on a red couch with his legs spread, shirt buttoned down all the way to his trousers. What have you done? You turn around, sighing, pulling your black dress over your body, just in time for music to start playing. You spin around, walking over the the man seductively, swaying your hips to the beat of the music until you stop in front of him, placing both hands on his chest. "Oh you're way better than the girl I had last time" The man mutters, groaning as he man spreads even more.
You have a clear view of the tent in his pants but blink a few times, trying to forget its image. Spinning to the music again, you face the wall, eyes glued on where you can see the guard's shoes in front of the curtain as you keep moving to the music. The man's hands settle on your ass, and you let him grope you, shutting your eyes in discomfort, cringing before he turns you to face him. His hands grip your hips instead, pulling you onto him and you follow, straddling his hips while swaying your body. You continue moving until the music dies down, slowing your movements alongside the decreasing volume.
The man puts his hands up, almost defensively, just in time for the guard to come into the room. He doesn't stop walking towards you until he stands right in front of you, and he grabs your arm, leading you to a different door than the one you came through. You try brushing him off you, chest constricting as anxiety builds up in you. "Can I at least have my dress back?" You ask, scoffing as he drags you into an empty room. "Sure, but I'm sure how much it'll do for you now." Instantly, you're pressing down on the gem on your bracelet, heart beginning to race as you look around the small room.
The cracks in the floorboards are stained a red-ish brown, and a single cuff is attached to a wall, where the man is trying to drag you. You recover quickly from you panicky moment, aggressively shoving him off you and bringing a leg up to push him backwards. He staggers back, but recovers quickly, bringing a knife out of his pocket and immediately charging at you. Ducking under his arm, you grab his wrist, trying to wrestle the dagger out of his hand. He stumbles, falling onto the floor, his grip loosening on the knife, which you tug back so hard it bounces back in your direction, cutting a gash through your arm. Just as you take a step forward, getting him whilst he's still down, the door slams open.
"NOBODY MOVE!" Just as you throw your hands up into the air, dropping the dagger onto the floor, a coat is wrapped around your shoulders and you're being pulled into a hug. You freeze for a moment until you smell the familiar essence of dark coffee and vanilla, melting into Spencer's arms as he whispers muffled 'It's okay's soothingly into your hair. Tears unwillingly build up in your eyes and you bring your hands up to grip the bits of Spencer's shirt that stick out from underneath his bulletproof vest.
Slowly, the coat dampens from where you cut yourself, and Spencer quickly realises, removing his arms from around you. "We need to get you to an ambulance." But even as Spencer leads you back outside, still whispering comforting words, that you'll be okay, you know it's not. Because in that moment you silently vow to yourself that you'll never get another tattoo inked into your skin ever again.
#rainydayathogwarts#criminalminds#criminal minds smut#criminal minds fanfic#criminal minds fics#criminal minds fic#criminal minds#criminal minds fandom#criminal minds x reader#criminal minds fanfiction#spencer reid fanfiction#doctor spencer reid#dr spencer reid#spencer reid smut#spencer reid#spencer reid imagine#spencer reid x you#spencer reid fluff#spencer reid x reader#bau team#bau!reader#spencer reid angst
453 notes
·
View notes
Text
[ âĄâ ] â KEEP QUIET,,
NSFW under the cut! âč Nijiro x Reader
[warnings â quickie, p in v, unprotected, swearing, cumming inside, semi public]
-,' syn â Nijiro needs an outlet for his adrenaline. Shooting fight scenes as Kazutora and then having to wait for others to shoot theirs, it's throwing him off more than usual tonight.
[AN] no cuz guys, Nijiro literally never shows his arms. Like bro is always wearing long sleeves, jackets, or yk just baggy shirts in general. So this 40 second clip of him (where he's literally just in his own little world on the TR set) WEARING A SINGLET like I can't deal fr, I feel like a Victorian man seeing a woman's ankles for the first time, like it's driving me up the wall.
âââââ
"mm-ngh! Niji, fuck" your small whines were quickly silenced by Nijiro's hand covering your mouth. He had previously swept you away from the set, you weren't acting in the Tokyo Revengers movie but since your boyfriend was, you watched from behind the camera with the rest of the crew. It was so cool seeing your boyfriend in his element, you usually weren't allowed to be with the crew since you don't actually work for them, but the TR production was pretty laid back and let you stay to watch. Which is what you were doing, until about 5 minutes ago.
Nijiro was frustrated with the way they were filming. Usually they'd film a single characters scenes all at once, so they wouldn't have their actors coming on and off constantly, but for some reason they changed it for tonight. The night where Nijiro had to film his biggest fight scene.
It was really pissing him off, the way he'd get fully committed to the character, and then be told to go off and take 5 because they needed to shoot someone else. Why would they change the formula? It was perfect the way it was, now the production will suffer.
And above all else, Nijiro was told to take 5 right when his adrenaline would reach its peak. Naturally, he needed an outlet, a way to keep his energy up. Luckily, his favourite thing to put his energy into was standing right infront of him.
"keep quiet f'me baby.." he whispered, gently covering your mouth with his hand. The only lighting in the bathroom being from the dim street lamps outside, increasing the secretive atmosphere. You were pinned against the bathroom wall as Niji buried himself in your cunt, practically imprinting his shape into your walls. Your eyes travelled down to his arms, fuck. You mentally thank the costume team for finally getting Nijiro to wear a singlet, he never wore shirts that showed off his arms, so you made sure to remember this session over the rest. His sweat gleamed in the faint warm light, decorating his neck and collarbones, your eyes fixated on his fake neck tattoo. Fuck, you'd have to convince him to cosplay or something after this, the sight mixed with the pleasure he gave you was making your head spin.
His arms and shoulders flexed with each thrust as he held you up by your thighs, fucking into you like this was the last time he'd ever get. It took everything in you not to scream out his name, along with a nicely crafted string of cuss words, letting everyone hear how good he fucks you. Small whimpers were the most you could let out, not wanting Niji to get punished for having a quickie mid set.
"You're so good f'me... fuck baby" His voice was intoxicating, his touch made you feel ways you've never felt before. Your arms rested over his shoulders, not that they needed to â his strong hold kept you up with no issue. You were sure that if he fucked you any harder, you'd end up bringing down the wall you were currently pinned up against. He felt the need to groan louder, feeling it build â his mouth soon found your neck, sucking on your sweet spots, only bringing you closer to the edge.
You felt Nijiro's hips stutter, followed by his teeth digging into your skin a little harder than before.
"m-mmh cum, cum with me baby" His hot breath laced your jawline as he rutted into you faster than ever. Feeling that familiar knot in your stomach about to snap, you couldn't stay silent anymore.
"mmh- cumming.. cummingcummingcummi- ahh!" You cried into his neck. Shortly met with the feeling of your walls being painted by Niji's hot white seed, filling you up, keeping you warm. You could swear you saw heaven for a second, his touch made you drunk, reaching a state of euphoria you could never get anywhere else.
His arms gently let you back down, still keeping you steady with your bodies pressed together as you could barely stand. Whispering sweet praises in your ear as his hand went down to fuck his cum back into you, not letting any leak out. You smiled weakly as his words laced your eardrums, almost forgetting he was in the middle of his job.
"Nijiro! Wherever you are, you're back on in two." The director shouted.
"Fuck, 'm sorry baby. I'll take care of you when we're home ok? I love you" He said, getting his pants back on at the speed of light. Not bothering to wash his hands, but instead resorting to licking your combined juices off his fingers, and with a quick kiss to your cheek, he was gone.
You knew he'd keep his word, now all you'd have to do was wait till you got home to recieve his aftercare.
can't wait.
#smut#hard thoughts#hard hours#x reader#reader insert#nijiro#nijiro murakami fanfic#nijiro x reader#nijiro murakami x reader#nijiro murakami#kazutora#tokyo revengers#chishiya#chishiya x reader#lemon#lime#fanfic#fanfiction#writer#writers on tumblr#i need him#i want him#give him to me#pure smut#chishiya alice in borderland#alice in borderland x reader#alice in borderland
377 notes
·
View notes
Text
mello sfw alphabet
warnings: language, gn! reader, angst if you squint, reader gets called pretty/gorgeous, pet names(doll), mentions of violence, mentions of sex
sfw, just suggestive
a (affection)
melâs super possessive. not because he doesnât trust you, he just likes having you all to himself. so i feel like heâd have no reluctance to show you any type of public affection, and will probably be touchy given the time and place.
like an arm around your waist in a crowd or a quick lil kiss before he goes somewhere
b(best friend)
i feel like we can agree that mello is a very distrustful person, so itâll take time for him to even consider opening up to you. nothing personal, itâs just how things have always been for him.
but be patient, and whether itâs obvious to you or not, he will develop a soft spot for you and will come to enjoy spending time with you :3
c(cuddles)
this guy is so touch starved this answerâs a no brainer
maybe heâll brush off the idea at first because he has that big of an ego, but if you ever lie down next to him and hug him around his neck heâs gonna consider crying and will not let you leave until the time he sees fit
as tough as he seems, he has such a soft heart and those moments where you two are holding each other are what push him to get through another long day
d(domestic)
itâs hard to tell if he would settle down. i know he would want to but the mafia stuff is making me rethink
unfortunately i think the closest heâll ever get to settling down is having you move into their base thingy, which seems decent in theory minus the shootouts, yelling, blood etc etc
e(ending)
if he ever had to break things off, it wouldnât be by choice. but like i said earlier he does grow a soft spot for you, and might distance himself because he doesnât want you in danger
heâs involved with a lot of menacing people and the thought of you getting hurt or him getting hurt after you get attached could be too much for him to carry
f(fiancée)
wouldnât get married cause of the mafia stuff and having to stay undercover, but i do think you guys would get to that level if that makes sense
like no documented marriage but after a while you guys are conjoined at the hip so itâs obvious you guys want to have a future together even without the rings
g(gentle)
itâs kind of out of character for him to be gentle by any means but if you guys get close enough, heâll start warming up to you
whenever he attempts to be gentle itâs the hottest thing ever and he doesnât even realize it. heâll tone down his voice a bit cause we all know he can get a bit high strung or heâll lean down a bit and tilt your chin up to hear you better
also he really likes people looking at him when they talk to him so once you guys start dating some of those mannerisms will be coupled with small little coaxes
âlook at me, doll. there she/he is, youâve got such a pretty face.â
h(hugs)
he wouldnât initiate them cause heâs too nervous cool to ask
but if youâre a hugger then heâll gladly accommodate! heâll return it normally and let you stay as long as you want within reason, probably run a hand down your back or ruffle your hair if youâre already dating
i(i love you)
give it a while, but he will tell you he loves you eventually! prepare to be incredibly shocked when he does because the man will catch you off guard
and heâll probably go about it like heâs already said it a million times and heâll be surprised by how emotional you get if youâre a sensitive person
âhave i told you i love you yet? no? wait, the hell are you crying for? youâre such a baby..â
and heâs holding you close while you both laugh about it together
j(jealousy)
so melâs less jealous and more protective. not to the extent where heâll go and hurt someone over talking to you but he has a killer stink eye
and then later on when you get a moment alone heâll be all over you, kisses on your neck and running his hands over your waist and collarbones
not cause heâs envious of whoever got to talk to you but because he likes knowing heâs the only one that can get this physically close to you. itâs like an unsaid reassurance for him
k(kisses)
his kisses get rougher over time but it depends on where you two are, like heâs not gonna shove his tongue down your throat in front of the mafia members
subtle, quick kisses in public, on your forehead or on your cheek. he probably wonât give you many in public unless you ask, and heâll have that lil smirk on his face when you do like aww you want me so bad
but in private he has no shame in heavy makeouts, his lips careful but firm against yours as he holds the back of your head to cradle you against him as you kiss :3
l(little ones)
homegirl hasnât been around kids since 500 BC, and wammyâs doesnât really count since he was a kid then too
wouldnât end up having any kids, since he doesnât want anyone born into a mafia âhousehold,â but heâd be like awkward in a cute way if he ever encountered a kid
do not let him around babies though, heâll freak the fuck out
âam i holding it right?â and heâs holding it upside down
m(mornings)
mornings are slightly chaotic when you live at their base. if youâre lucky enough you two get a cuddle session in before you hear people fighting outside
during kira, heâd be up earlier than you and out of bed already to work on the case stuff
but as soon as heâd hear you start to stir and wake up heâd sit at the foot of your bed and wait for you so he could greet you :3
n(nights)
work work work, especially during kira, but heâd always do his best to make time for you. maybe heâd have you straddling his lap and napping on him while he works, just so he gets to feel your body against his
you usually turn in earlier than he does but on the rare case where heâs ready for bed at the same time as you, you guys cuddle or have sex before you both fall asleep
o(open)
so heâs not a super open book considering heâs literally undercover half the time
but a while after you guys start dating heâd tell you his real name, but heâd urge you not to call him by it unless told that you could
he doesnât want either of you two getting hurt but especially not you
p(patience)
his patience is usually pretty thin as shown in the series but he really does try for you
heâs super passionate about things so something that might get him slightly impatient is if youâre like super deadpan and nonchalant about things he vocally shows an interest in
not a lot of ways to get completely under his skin though, manâs been through hell and back
q(quizzes)
i see him as the type to forget a few minor details about your likes and dislikes but to remember the things that matter to you the most
like your favorite color, gifts you want, things you like about yourself, heâll remember it all
r(remember)
his favorite thing he remembers about your relationship is probably the night he saw you after kira was apprehended
just seeing your gorgeous face and knowing that he wouldnât have to worry about you being prematurely taken away from him made him feel so whole
he hugged you when he saw you and his voice was really shaky but he never ended up crying or so you saw
s(security)
heâs secure about your bond/commitment but heâs really insecure about himself :(
like he trusts you and knows you wonât leave but he feels like you deserve better than a mafia scarface like him
he dreads the day youâll kiss his scar and tell him how beautiful he still is because the waterworks will be showing up VERY fast(should i make a fic about this)
t(try)
will definitely make an effort!! for anniversaries heâs got you covered on gifts, nothing you canât buy with mafia money
but heâll make sure you know how much he loves and appreciates you too, last thing he wants to be in a relationship is superficial
u(ugly)
some bad habits of his are being a workaholic and sometimes raising his voice
if you ever have an argument, he wonât raise his voice to try and scare you. itâs just how heâs gotten people to listen whenever heâs getting his point across in any type of conversation so if he ends up freaking you out heâll definitely reel it back in and apologize
and heâs a total workaholic, but he manages to make time for the things he cares about, like you
also bottles his emotions up half the time since thatâs what he was indirectly taught to do at wammyâs, so sometimes you have to sit him down and really reassure him before he cracks and opens up
v(vanity)
absolute fashionista
whenever heâs outside, he always has one of his fire fits on, extra points if you dress up too
you guys definitely go shopping together if you have similar or even contrasting styles
seems like the type to let you wear that big fur jacket he has whenever youâre cold and tease you about it later
w(whole)
after some time, he can feel you growing into a piece of him. like youâve become such a big part of his life that he canât imagine it without you
this was a big struggle back during kira, because he felt like youâre the only person that would ever love him that much and the only person he could love as much as he does
lots of nights where heâd spiral and stress, resulting in comfort from you that eventually calmed him down, until the case was finally over
x(xtra hcs)
will absolutely play dress up with you if you let him
like it wonât usually lead up to sex of any kind but itâs so intimate, just having him pick out your clothes and gently undress and redress you
even better if itâs his clothes, heâll be so proud of himself like damn he really lucked out with you
âthink this dress is my favorite on you, y/n..you really are gorgeous.â
âthat shirtâs big on you. itâs a cute look, though, maybe you should keep it.â
y(yuck)
obviously all of this is subject to accommodate but he doesnât fairly enjoy people he has to repeat important stuff for(unless itâs a normal amount and you genuinely didnât hear him lmao) like no he will not tell you that for the fifth time
also he likes smart people and heâll still like people that at least try to be smart, but the man does not fuck with airheads. like if youâre identical to misa if not more extreme personality wise, he will take forever to come around to you
z(zzz)
light sleeper, but he eventually starts sleeping better and getting into a better schedule after you two start sleeping together
another one of the reasons heâs so grateful for you
#fluff#death note x reader#death note#x reader#mello x you#mello 2024#mellodramattic#mello dn#mello#mello x reader#death note fluff#sfw alphabet#nearlymellodramattic#mello death note#mihael keehl#mihael keehl x reader#x reader fluff#x reader fic#fluff drabble#fluff x reader#x reader fanfiction
88 notes
·
View notes
Text
My lord
Prince Hal x black princess!reader
a/n: Iâm back and Iâm happy to show you this fic that I couldnât wait to post, I wanted it to be a one shot but I thing Iâll make a 2nd part, tell me what you think about it! Sorry if the language is not perfect Iâm not English so it was hard to find the perfect words for the situation
my masterlist
*â
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
**â
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*â
genre: fluff, smut
words : 3k
warnings: smut !! slight racism( not from Hal!) slight misogynistic (not from Hal!), a little god complex lol, Hal and reader being fast at acknowledging their feelings
*â
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
**â
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*â
You glared at your father, seeing him bow in front of the England King who was looking down at the two of you, clearly waiting for you to show some type of courtesy.
âExcuse me for the behaviour of my daughter, she is young and foolish.â your father explained to the man in front of you and a scoff escaped him.
âBeing young is not an excuse, my youngest son, Thomas of Lancaster, is a respectful and obedient child.â He smirked in the direction of his son, looking at him with pride. âYou should educate your daughter Sir, if she keeps this attitude no sane man would want to marry her.â
You maintained your calm and fought yourself to not roll your eyes at him and his stupid son.
âIt's a pleasure to finally work with people from overseas.â The king of England said with a condescending attitude, clearly looking down on your father and his kingdom. Your father didnât even bother to tell him that he wasnât a representative of all overseas, he was a calm and wise man, knowing that you shouldnât bother to be angry at fools. You, on the other hand, didnât have his patience and as the time flew you only wanted to slap this petty king in the face and go back to your country where people had a lot more manners.
ââ
You were sitting at the banquet, clearly uncomfortable, everything was so different from your ways.
âYouâre beautiful,â began the young son of Henry IV, sitting right next to you, âWe never see people like you around here.â He stated and with his smile you understood that it was supposed to be a compliment. You nodded with a polite smile as the boy kept glancing at you throughout the night, trying each time to find a reason to talk to you.
âWell, look who decided to show up.â Exclaimed the King bitterly. Everyone turned their head to the majestic wooden entrance door, seeing a young slightly curly haired man, standing there, confidence but also annoyance and strength radiating off him. âSeems like my fool of an heir has decided to show up for once. What is bringing you here?â
âYour invitation father.â The man blankly stated as he sat at your table and you now had the occasion to look at the integrality of his features. Even if his hair was slightly long you could still see his defined jaw and cheekbone. He had a tired gaze, with dark circles decorating his greenish eyes and even if you knew that it wasnât decent, you couldnât help but let your eyes travel to his neck and collarbone, seeing the dark marks dotting his skin. The prince seemed to have decided to abandon all of his duties to enjoy the various pleasures of the common people.
âIâm glad you finally decided to leave the mud and prostitutes.â Henry IV muttered to his son who didnât answer, only the way his jaw clenched indicated that he had heard his fatherâs remark.
Finally, after what seemed an eternity for you, Thomas left your side to go dance with some duchess, which left you the time to breathe a little bit. Thomas was a gentleman, representing perfectly how a prince should behave, but he was smothering you. Most of the guests were dancing so the table you were sitting at was almost empty. As you scanned the room, your eyes catched the eyes of the oldest Kingâs son who was already watching you. You quickly derived your gaze, hoping he wouldnât mind you. However, the man saw this exchange as a good moment to approach you and before you even knew it he was now sitting in front of you.
âIâm sorry to intrude like this,â he began, his low voice pleasing your ears, âI know I never come in this castle but Iâm sure Iâve never seen you before.â His eyes were lingering on your every feature.
âItâs because itâs my first time coming here Sir.â You said and watched a little smile forming on his face.
âWell, what a pleasure to meet you Lady..?â He let his voice trail, waiting patiently for your name while he took your hand gracefully in his.
âY/n.â You answered, your breath was slightly cut off by the tender kiss he laid on the back of your hand.
âLady Y/n, Iâm Hal.â He smiled, his eyes almost felines and you just nodded, his hand not letting yours go. You found it odd to see that he wasnât bragging about his title, all of the people you met here were obsessed by their nobility.
âIf you allow me, Sir, Iâd like to retire and go get some rest.â You asked even if you planned to leave no matter the answer he gave you.
âOf course beautiful, sleep well.â He playfully said and you refrained from laughing which made him smile.
Your room was spacious, and well decorated. A guard had escorted you and a maid was staying near in case you needed any help. That, plus the pretty prince you had the chance to meet was making you relativize on this little stay. As you hopped in the bath the maid had prepared for you, you couldnât stop your mind from thinking about the mysterious prince that brightened up the annoying banquet. Thinking about the softness of his hand around yours, you let your hand travel slowly to your core, taking your time to caress your chest and thighs before finally letting your fingers play with your clit, imaginating that it was his long and delicate fingers. You let out a soft sigh at the memory of his delightful mouth on your flesh and wondered how his lips will feel in all these inappropriate places of your body.
After your relief you wrap yourself in your towel, using all these foreign products to oil your body before finally putting on your night clothes.
The next morning the maid woke you up by pulling the curtains to let daylight enter your room. The warmness in the room was enjoyable but you wish you could stay a bit more in your sheets.
âThe prince of Wales requests your presence, your Highness.â The maid sweetly said as she served your tea before preparing your clothes for the day.
âWhere should I meet him?â You asked without even taking in the fact that it was perhaps inappropriate to meet the prince alone in what seems to be a private meeting.
âHeâs waiting for you behind your door, he asked me to demand your permission to come in.â You couldnât believe how this man was, he really didnât care about etiquette did he?
âThen tell him to come in.â At your words she opened the door, revealing Hal who wasnât even dressed up for the day. He seemed so normal that you almost forgot the formalities.
âYou can leave us.â You sweetly said to your maid as she slightly bowed before leaving. Hal immediately jumped on the occasion to approach you as you were sitting on your bed watching him.
âI couldnât stop thinking about you, you were clouding my dream.â He announced with a sultry voice, âmy Lady, you are all I have ever sought, and if having you means accepting my noble life, the tasks and obligations that go with it, then I will. Iâll do it just to carry you on the throne and to call you my queen. Iâll do it to be able to make love to you every day passionately, to see you bear my heirs. I know itâs indecent, I know itâs not how weâre supposed to do it, I should demand your hand to your father and I promise I will. Love me Lady Y/n, please, Iâve done a lot of things that someone like me shouldnât have done but I will abandon it all for you, for your love. I donât care what the people will think about us, I donât care what the kingdom will think. The only thing I can care about right now is you and the immense crave for your affection I have. Love me, let me take care of you like you deserve it, let me be your lover, even your worshipper if it means Iâll have even a little fragment of your attention. I know we just met but Iâve never felt this way for anyone before.â
The curly haired boy was panting, and so were you. It was all so sudden but horribly delicious. His hands had found yours during his speech and your nails were now scratching softly his skin as your eyes glossed on the way his lips were slightly quivering or his hands were shaky or even how his eyes were full of hope and a glint of passion was drowned in them.
âSirâŠâ your voice was so small, you even had difficulty hearing yourself, âThis is so wrong, so wrong on so many levels.â His face dropped at your words. âAt the same time itâs so delightful to hear you say all of that out loud-â Before you could add anything else his soft lips were on yours, moving slowly, lovingly. His tongue was playing with your bottom lips and the sweet sounds of your whimpers and slight moans could be heard. Your voice was making the prince completely wild, now sucking and biting your bottom lip to hear more of it. His hand was now on your thigh, his hand grabbing your dress to the point where his knuckles were now white. You took his hand in yours, slipping it gently under your dress, making him sigh of pleasure at the touch of the softness of your skin. He gently separated his lips from yours as you admired the now plump and rosy aspect of them.
âLet me have you.â His voice was almost begging you and you were ready to give yourself to him but a shy knock at the door stopped the magic of the moment.
âCome in.â You frustratedly said and immediately wandered off of Hal, fixing your dress as he looked everywhere but at his brother accompanied by guards. Thomas cleared his throat in embarrassment and confusion, not understanding why his older brother was in your room, on your bed.
âLady Y/n, I was wondering if youâll be pleased to go on a walk with me, I could show you the castle.â Thomas gently asked, watching his brother weirdly from time to time.
âOhâŠâ You discreetly eyed Hal, seeing the way his jaw clenched and his dark gaze was fixated on his younger brother. âI⊠Yes Sir Thomas,it would be my pleasure.â You said reluctantly, your nobility showing. Hal stepped out of the room, anger clearly radiating from him as he purposely bumped into his brother.
â
âWas my brother bothering you in your room? If itâs the case you can tell me, Iâll make sure that it doesn't happen anymore, he has no manners or respect.â Thomas stated as he was slowly walking with you through the castle.
âNot at all, he was just making sure I had everything I needed.â You lied and the prince next to you attentively watched your side.
âYou shouldnât be involved with him, he has damaged our name by his many scandals, he is not a man of good faith. I wouldnât want him to tarnish your name with his inappropriate behaviour.â You quickly understood that Thomas was suspecting his brother to want to have sex with you, and even if you wanted it, the fact that he noticed that embarassed you.
âI donât think your older brother is capable of such a thing.â You immediately answered and the boy scoffed
âHe is reputed in all the country for his many mistresses. Initially he was the heir of my father but with how he abandoned our kingdom to his now life of debauchery, I have a chance to become Henry V.â He proudly announced and you politely smiled at him even though you didnât care about what he was saying.
âYou should give a little more credit to your older brother my Lord, Iâm sure he has his own reasons to act the way he does.â You gently said and Thomas reluctantly nodded.
ââ
You asked to receive your dinner in your room even if it surely offended the King that you didnât sit at the table to eat with him and his other subjects. You were too tired to speak or act like you cared about the Kingâs life and decided that eating alone was the best solution to not be rude to anyone around the table and disrespect them.
As you finished eating, you looked at yourself in the mirror, eyeing every jewellery that decorated your body. Some of them had just been gifted to you by the youngest prince of England and you couldnât help but think it was a way of courting you and you didnât like that.
You didnât even hear the door of your room opening before feeling Prince Halâs hands on your waist, admiring you in the mirror with loving eyes.
âHow did you manage to enter my room?â You asked, smiling at him and he returned it immediately.
âEven if Iâm not appreciated in this castle Iâm still the prince.â You slightly laughed and Halâs hand toyed your new necklace. âIs this a present?â He softly asked before you enveloped his hand with your.
âA present from your brother.â You simply answered and Hal scoffed before delicately taking off the necklace of your body. Before you could say anything a beautiful gold necklace replaced the old one and Hal laid a gentle kiss on your neck.
âSo much more beautiful.â He proudly whispered as he turned you around, his hands on your waist, admiring you like you were some sort of goddess that he wasnât even sure he could touch.
âThank you Hal.â You shyly smiled.
âAre we finally giving up on manners?â You nodded before wrapping your arms around his neck and saw the way he smirked while looking at your figure.
âPlease, donât make me regret this.â You simply stated, your eyes lost in his with a loving stare.
âI was craving to see you tonight at the table, youâre the only reason I stay at this castle you knowâ a little smile decorated his lips
â I can neither understand nor bear English manners, no offenceâ Hal simply nodded before taking your hand in his.
âMyself, cannot bear English manners.â Hearing your laugh, Hal looked attentively at you, admiring the woman who stole his heart so fast. âMy lover, my beautiful lover, your beauty is almost painful.â His hand was now on your cheek, watching your loving eyes.
âYouâre flattering me.â You said as your fingers found their way to his curls.
âI would never be, I would never lie to you my dear. The words you hear right now are the words of a man in love.â
âAnd the look youâre getting now is the look of a woman in loveâ you lovingly said and Hal gently pressed his lips on yours, kissing you tenderly, showing all his love to you.
Your hands were now on his neck as your lips moved perfectly in sync. It was so bad but felt so good. You knew that If anyone saw you like that you would be dishonoured but the idea of getting caught only made you more aroused.
âHal,â you whimpered as his lips traveled from your mouth to your throat. He shushed you as he smiled against your skin, biting it softly but retaining himself to mark you.
âGod I canât wait to be married to you so I can show the entire world that youâre mine, Iâll show everyone what a filthy good girl you are to your King.â Hal whispered in your ear and seeing him like that was making you completely question your virtue and if it was even as necessary as people made you think.
âI thought from your behavior that you didnât want to be King.â You managed to let out and Hal chuckled.
âHow can I make you queen, my queen, if I donât accept my obligations as an heir to become the King?â He playfully asked and stopped his kisses and before you could protest he simply locked the door. âLet me please you.â He lustfully said, waiting for your approval before guiding you to the luxurious bed of the room. Your nightgown wasnât covering anything and Halâs eyes were immediately captured by the view of your hardening nipples. His imposant hand captured your breast, massaging it softly, loving the soft sound you were making from such a little action.
âMay I?â He asked his other hand ready to slip under your dress.
âPlease my Kingâ you moaned and his hand touched the wet patch of your undergarments. His fingers danced on your cunt, teasing you to hear you beg.
âWhat do you want?â His sultry voice asked, a playful smile on his face, clearly loving torturing you.
âI want you to touch me.â You said and he made an unapproving sound.
âArenât you supposed to beg for your king to please you?â His emerald eyes were now piercing your skin.
âPlease, your Highness, Iâm begging you, I need release, Iâm begging you to please me.â The words escaped your lips with difficulty from how your mind was fogged with desire.
âSuch a good girl, a good whore for her Lord.â It was easy to spot the double meaning of his sentence, he seemed to be like his brother said ânot a man of faithâ and you liked it.
âIâll always be a good whore for my Lord.â You said, looking at him through your lashes and felt his fingers finally move, touching perfectly your bundle of pleasure, toying it, caressing it exactly like you needed.
âLet me taste youâ he told you in his desperate tone and when you nodded he licked your folds, tasting you like he always wanted to. He was hungry, hungry for you as he passionately kissed your cunt, acting like your moan was some sort of drug keeping him going.
âI need more, pleaseâ.
He playfully humed. âWhat more do you need?â
âI need you to fill me upâ Hal chuckled before entering one of his slender fingers in you.
âMore, more, pleaseâ you begged him, wetness pooling between your thighs as his mischievous smile was on your clit. A second finger found your pussy before he began pumping in and out perfectly. His mouth was always sending shivers down your spine as he licked you so greatly.
With his other hand he was palming himself,needing desperately the relief, you were making him crazy and his dick was too hard, he needed to fuck his own hand, moaning and groaning against your cunt.
âMy LordâŠâ you moaned as you felt your high wash over you. At this moment you saw the way his hips were moving even more desperately as he came with you, moaning the name of the woman that seemed to have bewitched him.
âGod Iâm in love with youâ he said after laying next to you, caressing softly your cheeks as you tried to come down from you high. âLet me marry you.â
*â
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
**â
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*â
a/n: like, comments and reblogs are always appreciated! :)
Iâm taking requests! Check the rules first
I created this blog to allow black girls to feel more comfortable with reading x reader, as a black person I saw how much we werenât really represented in the fanfic community
Tag list: @timotheel0ver @track0526 @s-we-e-t-t-ea t-ea @thebetawolfgirl
*â
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
**â
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*ââ
*â
This is my work, please donât repost it, translate it or take it without my permission.
Published the 01/12/2022
#black reader#timothee chalamet x black reader#timothee chalamet x you#timothee imagine#timothée chalamet x reader#timothee fanfic#the king#prince hal#prince hal x reader#henry x reader
580 notes
·
View notes
Text
ââ jealousy, jealousy . pt . 2 ; kokichi ouma
â đŹđźđŠđŠđđ«đČ : you and kokichi make up from the fight.
â đ đđ§đ«đ : small angst, fluff
â đđ° : look at pt. 1
â đ/đ§ : read pt. 1 for more context
kokichi, back at his dorm, silently cried. he fucked up.
he felt so many emotions at once - the most apparent being guilt.
he ruined a perfectly fine relationship. until he had to overreact and blew up at you.
all those memories now meant nothing, especially if you two were never going to be back together again.
all because of him.
you probably hated him. as much as kokichi just wanted to run back to your dorm and apologize and bring things back to normal, he couldnât.
you said that you never wanted to see his face again.
and besides ⊠he broke out for a reason. a valid reason.
⊠but was it really all that valid?
no, kokichi didnât have a right to say what he said. in his eyes, he was a monster. you could never love him the same after what happened.
he cried more and clutched the fabric over his chest, curling up.
real tears. not those fake ones that heâd usually project.
kokichi decided that he wouldnât blame you anymore if you ever got with shuichi after this. you deserved someone better, not someone who hid his emotions frequently any called his lover ugly.
this was it, wasnât it? kokichi sighed. he wasnât going to give up that easily yet. not until he conveyed a proper apology to you.
and that apology appeared around a week later in your locker. it was a sort of formal note.
Dear Y/n,
I know that you donât want anything to do with me at the moment, but please at least finish this note. I donât have an excuse for what I did, I have to admit it was wrong.
I didnât know what I was thinking. Maybe I thought that everything would stop and that youâd forgive me by the next day after I said that, but clearly it was one of those times where I didnât think anything through.
I never lied all those times I told you you were beautiful. Thatâll never change no matter how many years go by. Youâll always be the only one, and I swear thatâs not a lie. When saying those things, the thought of it being untrue never crossed my mind.
I love you, and even if youâre over me I still want to apologize for all the times I was insensitive or made you more insecure. You deserve someone better, and I hope whoever you find will treat you better than I did.
From, Kokichi.
you stared at the note for a couple more seconds before putting it in your pocket discreetly.
you figured that Kokichi wouldnât want anyone to see this, since heâs always been so uptight about showing weakness to others.
everyone ⊠except for you on most occasions.
you started your search for him.
after a couple of minutes, you went to his dorm room. knocking on the door, you heard the faint shuffle of someone ⊠falling off of their couch? most likely kokichi.
he came out a few seconds afterwards, looking disheveled as ever. itâd made sense, after the fight heâd skipped school that week.
he had major eyebags, and he seemed sort of disconnected.
kokichi âŠ
you pulled him in for a hug, closing the door behind you.
kokichi's reaction was immediate. he wrapped his arms around you like you were his last resource to help him live.
â we all have those moments, kokichi. â you murmured.
â i went too far, â he muttered back, â you didnât deserve that. â
â i said some stuff before that that you didnât deserve either, you know that, right? â you countered.
â but mine crossed the line. â kokichi buried his head below your collarbone.
you stroked his back. â i still love you. â
â youâre crazy. â
â itâs a quality trait i appreciate. â
he kissed your neck chastely. â i love you too. â
â letâs make sure that never changes. â
and then you both made out the end.
bonus:
â wait who the heck put the note in my locker if you were isolating yourself for the whole week â
â youâll never know ~ * cackles * â
please donât repost , translate , or claim my works as your own.
#danganronpa#drv3#ndrv3#killing harmony#kokichi ouma x reader#kokichi oma#drv3 kokichi#drv3 killing harmony#danganronpa imagines#danganronpa drv3#danganronpa v3#gender neutral reader#gender neutral y/n#kokichi ouma#kokichi oma x reader#kokichi x reader#ouma kokichi
121 notes
·
View notes
Text
Ë. ââË đ„đŠđźđ°đŻ đ„đąđșđ€đąđłđŠ .2 Ëâ· | ✠đ±đąđłđ” 1
» dean winchester x reader
ÍÍÍê°âł summary: a second part to demon daycare, dean is trying to make a deal for sam to get revived but he didnât expect the demon from before to answer his call
» a/n: a while ago @honeylamb-esther asked for a second part to this and Iâve just now gotten around to finishing it
» warnings: demon!reader, little!dean, crying, talk of death & canon typical events, this isnât supposed to be about a certain death we saw in canon so you can choose when it takes place
You sigh as you turn around, someone summoned you for a soul selling and while youâre fine to write up a contract, itâs a tad bit boring. Youâd much rather have a more important job than the run of the mill demon duties, but after you had let the Winchesters âget awayâ with their angel, the higher ups werenât too happy, and you doubt theyâd be pleased to find out you really let the three go. You couldnât stomach harming them when Dean was in such a vulnerable state, Castiel and Sam had both thanked you for it by sparing your life so you suppose itâs all okay.
And when you look up only to be met with Dean Winchester himself, you feel that same surge of weird protectiveness in your chest. He looks a mess with red rimmed eyes and a wobbling chin heâs definitely trying to hide. You can take a wild guess that either Sam or Castiel died, or got stuck in some bad situation, thatâs the only reason Dean would be so distraught.
âDean, what are you doing here?â He sniffs and looks away with slightly blushed cheeks, obviously just now recognizing you from your voice.
âI need to make a deal, for Sammy.â The poor thing sounds absolutely miserable, hands shaking where they fidget with the brown coat he has on, itâs far too baggy to be Deanâs own. Itâs probably Samâs, and that makes you feel a horrid swell of hurt for Dean.
âIâll see what I can do about it, but for now letâs sit before you collapse.â Heâs definitely slipped into headspace as his legs are a tad shaky and he doesnât put up a fight when you take his hand to lead him over to the abandoned couch in the dirt a few feet away. Itâs not an ideal place to be, so out in the open, but thereâs nowhere else you can go.
âYour Angel friend couldnât help get Sam back?â Dean slumps his head to your chest once youâre settled on the couch beside him, you reach to run your hands through his hair, hoping to calm him. Itâs been a while since you really had to comfort a human- sans that situation with Dean a couple months ago- so youâre not a hundred percent sure if youâre doing this correctly. Itâs not an everyday occurrence that a human trusts you so blindly like Dean is right now.
âCas is back in heaven, said thereâs nothinâ he can do.â Tsk, angels, so useless.
âWell hopefully Iâll have more luck. But Dean, you do know a deal means youâll have to pay your due at some point.â Itâs not a question because you know he knows, itâs how he got stuck in hell before Castiel showed up.
âJust want Sammy back.â Itâs more of a mumbled slur than a firm statement, not like youâve heard him so many times before. The Winchesters might not know it but youâve been around for a while, just silently watching and waiting, you know just how grief stricken they become when the other is gone. It usually manifests as anger, rage filled vengeance that no doubt causes more destruction before they get what they want, not a crying heap collapsed on a demons lap.
âThis his jacket?â Itâs pulled so tightly around Deanâs frame you swear it has to hurt. Heâs holding it like youâll rip it off his arms and light it on fire, like itâs something to be protected just as securely as he tries to protect Sam.
âMm, he lets me sleep with it in Baby when he drives.â You hum along and remind yourself not to startle when he curls in further against you, arm curved over your waist and head pillowed on your collarbone.
âYou can go to sleep now, we can discuss your deal when you wake up.â Not that youâre even sure if you can get Dean a deal, depending on why and how Sam died, it might be difficult. Nobody in Hell is fond of the brothers and most likely wonât be willing to have Sam topside again.
âMâkay.â You can worry about it later though, for now you just tug Dean in closer and settle back into the couch as you wonât be moving for a while.
61 notes
·
View notes
Note
Temeraire body horror magic AU you say? đđđ
oooh that one's fun đ it sort of grew out of the whole thing where the corps keeps a lot of secrets, some of them more guarded than others. I was wanting to do some magic stuff anyway and was like, what if there was something else thats both extra secret and another reason that aviators don't mix with polite society.
this is also one of the ideas on the list that I actually managed to write a tiny bit for:
"Pray," Laurence said, faltering. He mastered himself and finished in a sharper tone than was appropriate, "explain your meaning." Harcourt and Berkley both blinked at him in silence a moment before Harcourt exclaimed, "Oh, I knew we'd forgotten something!" Having posed the question once, Laurence couldn't very well demand answers again, but luckily Berkley had mercy. Sounding a little strange, he said, "See, having a beast...it rather changes a fellow. More than ah, having a boat in the navy might." Seeing the look on Laurence's face at his calling ships of the line boats and misreading its cause, Berkley rushed on to say. "Not that promotion in other services don't bring changes, mind, onlyâ" Harcourt came to his rescue. "Only, it's rather more literal, with a dragon." And so saying, she loosened her neckcloth, and entirely insensible to Laurence's startled protest tugged her collar open to show him a neat line of bright orange scales running along her collarbone.
the fridge body horror part is that it's a somewhat unpredictable and progressive condition. Aviators tend to die young so for most captains it's not really a problem to have a patch of scales here and there or a sharp tooth or two. Kind of a badge of honor actually. But ah, aviators who live long enough to retire tend to gain reputations as recluses for...reasons.
there's not a lot going on thats overtly magical outside of that but I've got another idea for an AU thats like, "magic is a Known Thing thats illegal for most people but the corps has a dispensation since dragons won't hatch without a sufficient quantity of magic around and the options are either let a bunch of other dragons take the eggs to magical locations (not so great for being able to harness the hatchling) or let the potential captains dabble in magic." That AU may fizzle out or combine with this one or split off into its own thing, I haven't decided yet.
#thank you for asking!#temeraire#I think I keep coming up with fantasy AUs#as a counterbalance for how half my thoughts about this series#are about stuff like shipwreck archaeology and paleoanthropology#and evolutionary biology and human migrations and adaptive radiation#and SICKLE CELL ANEMIA I STILL NEED TO MAKE THE SICLE CELL ANEMIA POST#ask#raafling
64 notes
·
View notes
Text
SFW Alphabet - Chris Sturniolo
a/n - please remember these are just my opinions! you are allowed to (respectfully) disagree
tags - @lea0518 @sturnphilia @bluesturniolo333Â @ilovemattsturn @hearttshapedkisses
A = Affection (How affectionate are they? How do they show affection?)
Chris is definitely affectionate despite how tough he tries to act. Hugs from behind are his favorite, pulling you in close.
B = Best friend (What would they be like as a best friend? How would the friendship start?)
It would be more of a slow burn, but once you both realize how much you like each other, things would pick up the pace pretty quickly. He wants you to know that he is always going to be there for you.
C = Cuddles (Do they like to cuddle? How would they cuddle?)
He loves it when you are laying in his bed, with your head on his chest. Especially if you are watching a movie or show, or just talking about life.
D = Domestic (Do they want to settle down? How are they at cooking and cleaning?)
He does want to get married someday, but the time has to be right. Let be for real, Chris doesn't know how to cook so he likes it when you cook meals for you two, or his brothers. He does help with cleaning though, to make up for not cooking.
E = Ending (If they had to break up with their partner, how would they do it?)
It depends on how things ended. If you did something like cheating on him, he would not hesitate to cut you off completely, but otherwise he would try his best to end things on good terms, trying to see things from both points of view.
F = Fiance(e)Â (How do they feel about commitment? How quick would they want to get married?)
Chris struggles with commitment, even asking you to be his girlfriend was hard for him. It would take some time, but eventually he would realize that he wants to spend the rest of his life with you and the fear would start to subside.
G = Gentle (How gentle are they, both physically and emotionally?)
He tends to have a tough shell, but on the inside he is so soft and gentle with you. He never likes to see you upset, and he knows exactly how to comfort you and make you feel better.
H = Hugs (Do they like hugs? How often do they do it? What are their hugs like?)
He hugs you for no reason, just to feel your body close to his. His love language is definitely physical touch.
I = I love you (How fast do they say the L-word?)
Due to his commitment issues, it takes a while, but you are patient with him, which makes him feel more comfortable when he finally says it. You would wait for him to say it first to make sure he is comfortable with it.
J = Jealousy (How jealous do they get? What do they do when theyâre jealous?)
I feel like he isn't really a jealous guy. He knows you love him and only him, and you both feel very secure in your relationship. However, if guys are being creepy to you he won't hesitate to step in and tell them to leave you alone (using some not nice words lol)
K = Kisses (What are their kisses like? Where do they like to kiss you? Where do they like to be kissed?)
Chris is an amazing kisser. Your lips, neck, collarbones, he loves them all. He loves it when you kiss his jaw just under his ear.
L = Little ones (How are they around children?)
He likes kids when they aren't screaming or crying, but can also have patience to interact with them.
M = Morning (How are mornings spent with them?)
Chris loves sleeping in, so you spend your mornings in his bed, wrapped in his arms.
N = Night (How are nights spent with them?)
Late nights are your favorite times to spend with him. Sometimes you hang out with Nick and Matt, getting food or watching movies together. Most of the time, you just stay in and enjoy each other's company
O = Open (When would they start revealing things about themselves? Do they say everything all at once or wait a while to reveal things slowly?)
Chris is pretty open about most things. If he doesn't tell you on his own, you aren't afraid to ask him anything because he always tells you the honest answer. He trusts you with his whole heart.
P = Patience (How easily angered are they?)
With you, he has all the patience in the world. If we were talking about his brothers for example, that would be a completely different story.
Q = Quizzes (How much would they remember about you? Do they remember every little detail you mention in passing, or do they kind of forget everything?)
Chris remembers almost everything you tell him, and he tends to pick up on the small details and mannerisms about you. He never forgets a birthday or anniversary.
R = Remember (What is their favorite moment in your relationship?)
His fondest memories are all the times you guys do things like watch the sunsets together, or beach days where it's just the two of you.
S = Security (How protective are they? How would they protect you? How would they like to be protected?)
He's not overly protective, but you know he is always close by if something ever happens. He knows that most of the time, you can hold your own.
T = Try (How much effort would they put into dates, anniversaries, gifts, everyday tasks?)
He doesn't necessarily go all out, but he does enough to make sure you know how special you are. He prefers small, intimate moments over things like big parties or expensive gifts.
U = Ugly (What would be some bad habits of theirs?)
He tends to be more on the messy, unorganized side of things, but he knows this and does his best to stay organized (with your help)
V = Vanity (How concerned are they with their looks?)
He likes to dress nicely in outfits that look good/make him feel good. When it comes to physical looks, he knows he's hot so he doesn't really do much. Even though he knows, you love to remind him about how attractive he is.
W = Whole (Would they feel incomplete without you?)
He can be a little clingy sometimes, and often gets lonely when he's not with you.
X = Xtra (A random headcanon for them.)
He loves to see you wear his clothes. He is always offering you a hoodie, t-shirt, or even a pair of his sweatpants for you to wear, because he knows you like it too.
Y = Yuck (What are some things they wouldnât like, either in general or in a partner?)
He wouldn't want to date a fan or somebody who knows him from social media, it just makes him feel weird and like they may just be using him for attention.
Z = Zzz (What is a sleep habits of theirs?)
He has a hard time sleeping by himself. When you aren't with him, he has to sleep with one of his brothers because he doesn't like the feeling of being alone.
#chris sturniolo#fluff#matt sturniolo#angst#christopher sturniolo#fanfic#sturniolo triplets#imagine#nick sturniolo#sturniolo triplets imagine#chris sturniolo x reader#chris sturniolo x y/n#sturniolo fanfic#matthew sturniolo#matt sturniolo imagine#matt sturniolo x reader
95 notes
·
View notes
Note
hello hi hello i am here to hold out my little bowl and ask for a 'penelope abducted' snippet please
*coughs up blood and places strange, radioactive goop in your bowl* đ
I wouldn't say it's a snippet but it's more of a
SCRIPT
with some "writing" slapped in between. (there's a reason why I take forever to write things :'D Or then they end up like this)
I don't have a reason for Paris kidnapping Penelope, this is more to just explore characters and their emotions as I LOVE THAT SHIT. Honestly, this whole thing doesn't make too much sense plotwise lol. Don't think about the logical shit, JUST SIT BACK AND FEEL THINGS. This unedited af and it's basically first draft, so while I think the concepts are okay, the writing is sloppy.
This is a younger Hector, why he's a lil bit more unsure. Odysseus and Penelope are around 25-26. Telemachus isn't here yet. Realistically, Hector would be dead, but I REALLY want a certain conversation between them >:)
Honestly, writing this made me weirdly learn I write more/better when the text is smaller :P BUT I'm sorry anon, I'm sending out what I got when I didn't do that. as..you sent this a while back and I should get on it. I also tried not to "headhop" as I know that's "not a good writing habit" but oh my fuck. Take me outside and shoot me in the backyard. It's AGONY and feels so fucking BORINNNG to write. What's the point if I don't know every single DETAIL?!?!? kljhuytdfuyghk
ANYWAYS
Warnings: Miscarriage mention, violence.
Andromache whimpered as the man, Aethon of Same, he had called himself, pulled the knife closer to her throat. Smoke and screams sounded from outside as whatever godlike blasts went off once more as King Odysseus ran through Troy.
Hector felt anger and despair surge through him. For every blast, another sibling of the fifteen taken hostage dies. His throat burned.
(More stuff. Donât wanna do now. Aethon pulls a "whoops. I missed." and cuts Andromache's collarbone to get Hector to comply.)
âI am without weapons, let her go now.â
Aethon nodded, only to push her into the arms of the other two men with him, held once more.
âYou said you would-â
âLet her go? I did. Sheâs simply no longer held by me. You will guide us, and if you try to lead us astray, my soldiers here will not miss Lady Andromacheâs throat like I did.â
âYou are without honor! There is no reason to do this. I will show you to where Lady Penelope is, you didnât need to take my wife-â
His words were cut off when a large hand cut off his words by grabbing his neck, the sounds becoming a squeak as it left his mouth.
Gray eyes burned into him as they got closer to his face. âThere is no honor in kidnapping a queen while she recovers from a great pain either! Barely back on her feet and taken from her home.â Aethon hissed, trembling with a barely restrained rage. He breathed slowly, before letting go. âSimply repaying the favor...I will not repeat myself; You will show us where she is.â
Hector started to walk forward, restrained as he was. He remembers how Penelope spoke with such warmth for her husband. âDoes your King approve of your methods?â
Aethon chuckled darkly, flicking the dagger between his fingers before tossing it to one of the men who held Hector. âWhy do you think he sent me? Move along, Prince of Troy.â
(Stuff happens. Cassandra is muttering to everyone that no one will be hurt as long as they did as told, (no one believes her).One of Hector's brothers tries to step in only for Aethon to pull a one-punch-knock-out like he does with the Irus in the Odyssey as a beggar. One of Hector's sister-in-laws is naiad-born, he gives her a look, not realizing Aethon noticed her ears as well and is letting this happen. Aethon knows about Naiads just as much.)
Hector lifted his head as much as he could with how he was restrained, and gathered strength in his voice. âLady Penelope! A man by the name of Aethon of Same is here to escort you!â
No reply. All that could be heard is more screams outside as another blast as loud as thunder went off. Another sibling is now dead. He tried to focus on the task.
The door was somehow blocked from the inside, despite how much she raged at being blocked in there by Paris himself.Â
Hector started to shift his shoulders a bit. Fear gripped him as he glanced over to Andromache once more, still crying and bleeding from the wound on her collarbone. Her dress now sticking with red as blood seeped through.Â
He looked forward again. âLady Penelope,â Louder this time. âAre you in there?â
No reply. There seemed to be shuffling but he could not truly tell with how his ears were ringing.
Hector turned his head around to look at Aethon, the brutal man, hoping to make him understand that he was trying. That she should be here.Â
From under one of his brotherâs helm, sharp gray eyes flicked from the door back to Hector. His strong arms were tense as they crossed over his chest. It disturbed Hector how it fit him as if it were his own. A flash of light went across his hard face as another blast happened close by. He was unfazed
Hector was about to plead again, for the man to let Andromache go and take him if he felt the need before Aethon lifted a hand for him to be silent.
Aethon stood in front of the door then, eyes looking down towards the crack at the bottom of the doorway as he watched for movement. He frowned when there was nothing. He took a deep breath and leaned forward a slight bit, âQueen Penelope! We are here to take you home!â
A quick âOh!â and a crash of pots sounded.Â
Aethonâs eyes blazed and teeth gritted as he grabbed and rattled the door handle. âPenelope!â
He panted hard, the door handle now bent from his strength. He began to frantically throw his shoulder into the door, ramming himself and charging like that of an angered boar.Â
âPenelope! Are you hurt?â His voice strained. Hector wonders if this man was related to Penelope in that he was so informal.
Another blast sounded and another shuffle and crash sounded from inside the room. Aethon swallowed a breath and he growled as he savagely rammed again. One hand going to undo the strap of the helm he wore, he pulled it off his head, revealing a tight braid of auburn curls on his head. Aethon began slamming the helm into the hinges of the door until one came off. The dented helmet in his hand, he once more barreled into the door. This time it worked.Â
Aethon frantically looked around the room before an âOdysseus!â sounded from his left to which he turned swiftly to.Â
The fear on Aethon's face turned to joy as he called her name back, lifting his arms to wherever she came from to pull her to him. Her bare feet dangled a short bit as she rested her chin on his shoulder and clung to him, before he sank to the ground. His knees barely missing the shattered pottery. A sob of relief escaped his lips as the lady kissed his face between comforting words.
It suddenly clicked into place. This wasnât just a devoted captain to a king, this was a devoted husband.Â
King Odysseus.
Hector could only watch in confused awe at the scene that unfolded. This man, this king, was weeping. To any outsider, it would look as though it was he who was being rescued. The strong shoulders that burst through the oaken door now shook with sobs. His fingers, ones that had bruised his own neck, were now caressing Penelopeâs back, trembling as they combed through her hair. For her or his comfort, Hector did not know.Â
Penelope soothed, a tearful smile on her face as she scratched at his scalp in small circles as he cradled her. âItâs okay, Iâm here. Iâm not hurt. He didnât touch meâ
A whimper escaped him. He lifted his head from her bosom and tears hung from his lashes. A hand, blood already dried from the broken jaw of Thoon, gingerly touched her abdomen.
Penelopeâs face twisted up and more tears fell from her silver eyes as she told her husband something Hector couldnât hear.
Hector realized that it had be begun to rain, what had soft pattering became a downpour, as though the coupleâs tears had been what filled the clouds themselves. It put out the fires.Â
âAndromache!â Penelope gave her husband a knowing yet disappointed look, a few surprised blinks from red rimmed eyes as a response. She took some raindrops on her fingertips from outside. âLet her go. Now.â
The men released Hectorâs wife, who immediately went to touch the wound on her collarbone, wincing as she pressed her hand to it. Hector lunged from the men holding him only to be restrained further.
Penelope started to stand, only to be stopped by the shards that still littered the ground. Odysseus, his eyes and hands never leaving her, lifted her up as he walked across the room. The sandals on his feet protecting him.
Andromache shied away a bit before Penelope grabbed her hand as water went to her wound, sealing it as though it had never been there.Â
Hector felt sharp eyes upon him and looked back at Odysseus. ItâŠtruly was hard seeing him as the same man who had cut Andromache. Once hard as flint gray eyes were now red from tears, calm and calculating. Two trails went down his ashen cheeks and revealed freckles Hector didnât notice before.
Odysseus took Penelopeâs hand and placed it on the collar of his armor for her to pull away. It now being pulled away, he easily reached in and grabbed a damp parchment. Sweat smudged it but it was clearly a map of Troy. Some circles on the map made Penelope shift and give her husband a questioning look only for him to shrug. She gave a glare, he responded with a smirk.
âYour siblings are still alive,â he started quietly. âI swear upon Almighty Zeus that your siblings are still alive upon the ship. At most some have a headache.â He gestured with his head towards the window, a curl that had been tucked by his wife fell from behind his ear with the movement. "If you want your siblings back, my men, my queen, and I will be treated as guests until we leaveâŠafter this storm ends, hopefully.â
Hector was about to yell, to call him a liar, before Penelope interrupted. âThey are alive, Hector.â
Striking silver eyes were now piercing through him, though not cold, they didnât hold the same warmth as before. Her cheeks still damp from tears yet her mouth set in a fine line. One hand reached up and held her husbandâs face, who gazed at Hector with the same expression.Â
Was this what Paris meant when he said that Lady Penelope should be nobodyâs wife? The cruelty he spoke of...?
âThe rain started as soon as we were reunited. The fires are put out by Lord Zeus... Hector, I would prefer if your siblings joined us with a feast.â
(More bickering talk shit. blahblahblah. Hector realizes that while Penelope was "nice" while in Troy, She does so many tricks that no one realizes, as she's trying to stay alive while waiting and Paris is scared of her as Aphrodite isn't here. Hector realizes that she's just as cold and that Odysseus is "just a guy" in way. Realistic? No. But I want Hector alive so then a certain convo can happen >:)
(Again, this is unedited. :'D so yeah. it's not great right now)
She sat up to look back at him, his eyes already looking watery still but she would let him decide if he would share with her or not.Â
Penelope didnât have to wait long as he relaxed his shoulders and took a deep breath, once more shoving his head under her neck, like how Anthos would shove her little body against Penelopeâs for pets.Â
Odysseus took peace in this silence, her chilled body against his own once more. Her being taken from him was a fear he had never experienced before. (more stuff)
âI hate that we're trapped here until...Whatever it is the gods want us here for is done."
"I know. We should be in our palace, in our nest...But we're together... And we have their favor as of now...They didn't even notice what we've taken yet."
Odysseus smirked, reassuring Penelope a little bit. She waited more for what was really bothering him. (more stuff)
"The Timing of everythingâŠIt frightens me.â
âTiming?âÂ
He nodded. âFirst, ourâŠOur loss,â His voice cracking at the end, his warm palm pressed against her lower belly. She swallowed the lump in her throat, pushing her own pain down in hopes he would continue.Â
âThen the Pirates, and then among them thatâŠParis, taking you away. I couldnât hear the gods. I-â Tears started to spill now, finally flowing from the dam he had put up. âI am always so afraid of losing you after each loss. I never thoughtâŠI never thought I could ever possibly lose you like this. That the gods decided that Iâve caused enough pain and that youâd be best with another husbandâŠâ
(more sappy crying. When am I not making shit sappy and weepy?)
She chuckled, âYou came with so few men and thought you had the gods against you and you still come to get me? You really are a silly man.â
Hector is alive for a conversation that will be better than this.
Hector watched as King Odysseusâ smile shined as he watched Lady Penelope race across the pasture; a request she had before they would leave.
Hector knew she had good horsemanship, remembering the day she first tried to leave for the shores only to be returned. But he was surprised the King of Ithaca agreed, even more that he wasnât with her as well, as he has been woven to her side since he came.Â
And Hector couldnât help but be angry once more.Â
How was this smiling, doting man the same man who terrorized his city?
âSpit it out.â
Odysseus still watched Penelope as she laughed as she rode one of Hectorâs large dapple grays.Â
âI donât know what youâre talking about.â
âI know what youâre thinking about. Spit it out.âÂ
Hector huffed and shook his head at the king. How could he even start?
âEven if the messenger you apparently sent did get to us, and we were too late, as you thoughtâŠWhy was your first plan of action to terrorise us?â
Odysseus twisted a ring he had on his finger, seemingly amused by Hectorâs question. âPrince Hector, I had to make sure you wouldnât say no when I asked again.â
âWould you have even asked?â Hector hissed, bracing his shoulders a bit.
Odysseus chuckled. âYou got me there.â
Hector seethed. âI will admit that Troy did the first offense and I am very grateful that everything went peacefully, but to retaliate to such extreme-â
âTo even compare what your brother did to what I did is stupid,â His hands gripped the fencepost, knuckles white. âBe thankful Troy still stands, Son of Priam.â
Hector was taken aback by the venom in Odysseusâ voice, having not heard that since the very same white knuckled hands had held his throatâŠ
Hector keeps forgetting Aethon and Odysseus are the same man.
Odysseus turned his head back around towards the pasture as he heard Penelopeâs laughter, his shoulders easing as she raced by.Â
âWhat would it take for you to do what I did, Prince Hector?â
âWhat?âÂ
Odysseus stood up straight, waiting until Hector looked back at him before he continued. âMaybe you wouldnât be able to come up with the same plan,â -he ignored Hectorâs rolling eyes- âBut what would have to happen for you to âgo madâ as you said? I held back and you still think so lowly of meâŠDo you think youâre above it?â
Odysseus stood right in front of him, those flint eyes seeming to pry him open. âOrâŠDo you even know what would make you do that? Do you think you have something so important to you that youâd defy gods just to make things right again?âÂ
More (hopefully) quality stuff will replace this. But I LOVE the thought of Hector (and many of the Trojans) falling for the two's charms only to suddenly remember. "Wait...You guys are violent as fuck". Also How "Odysseus would sacrifice all of Ithaca for Penelope and Telemachus but I don't think Hector would do the same for Andromache and Astyanax" which klsjdf dklsjf kl FUCK YEAH. I SO BADLY WANNA COOK WITH THAT!!! I JUST NEED to get more good ingredients :'D
Notes/reasons/just more stuff
While I don't have a reason as to why Paris kidnapped her, I desperately didn't want Paris to TOUCH her as holy shit, I'm tired. So I had to think of something that was realistic that would make it so that he couldn't and well, Odypen already experience some miscarriages over the years and with the potential angst??? Yeah. :'D Also she scares Paris. He USED to have long hair. (Penelope doesn't have a goddess making her be nice)
Odysseus' plan is supposed to be sloppy kind of. I'm also not a fucking battle strategist. I'm making this up. He doesn't have a huge army and is so so terrified and angry. He basically rushes out (despite being told not to) on one of the pirates boats (undercover in a way). They DID send a messenger but we know he's violent. Basically a few of his men snuck into Troy and quickly stole some armor and snuck around using the fires (idk olive oil) as a distraction. Honestly he's fucking lucky. He's not the experienced and calm(ish) man he is in the Iliad and the Odyssey. His plan is relying mostly on fear.
Penelope did try to sneak out once on horseback and that's why she's like "I wanna do that again. I can't on Ithaca. I wanna have one more chance to do it"
I kind of plan for Penelope to kind of be seen as "kinder" and they use that to their advantage.
I kind of want Penelope and Hector/Andromache to bond over fertility problems as idk, drama and why she cares for them, AND they're barely at 2 years into their marriage and get SO MUCH more shit for it because... Priam is a fucking RABBIT of a man (no hate against him but Idk how tf he can MOVE. He is trying to create his own army)
I so desperately wanted to switch to Andromache's POV so often as I kind of want to compare the two couples and how they relate to one another. but that's the headhopping in me :'D O: We'll be leaving now. P: Not without compensation. Later on P: "YOu didn't see that amazing cauldron they have?!" O: "Penelope, I was a bit preoccupied and freaking out. Besides you were the treasure I needed to bring back home- OH MY GODS" P: I KNOW?!?! You're such a sweetie. đ
Also Penelope, pulling some jewelry out: I grabbed these. I think this one will fit your middle finger. Odysseus, đ„č: Penelope, you are what it means to adore.
Anon, I'm sorry it's not really a snippet but I hope you still enjoyed :'D Sorry about the radiation I put in your bowl đ
#this feels so batshit messy but fuck it.#that one last line he said was cheesy and stupid but fuckkkk it.#Ima write a self indulgent version with Penelope's POV and as much headhopping as I want. it'll still be shit but it's MINE#And Water Wife always makes me feel better#Mad rambles#my headcanons#ask#anon#shot by odysseus
22 notes
·
View notes
Text
This or that?
Drabble for âItâs all about theâŠâ
Series Masterlist
My Masterlist
A/N: I totally forgot to post this a few weeks ago! This came to us while talking about TikTokâs I think? Iâm not sure anymore but @jamneuromain came up with this hilarious tiktok idea with Steve and reader đ€Ł Iâm actually thinking about making a whole Drabble list about all the TikTokâs Steve would do - there are a lot, trust međ€Ł
Pairing: stripper Steve Rogers x Sugar Mommy Reader
Warnings: none
Summary: Steve has a new tiktok idea, one that includes his dear Sugar Mommy.
Steve had another great idea.
He wanted to take part in a Tiktok trend about this or that question.
The rules? None, actually. Just standing in the middle of the frame, writing above some choices and pointing at the one applying to his liking.
So here he was, begging you to take part in it, not knowing what for exactly.
âCome on, you just have to walk up to me and pull out of the frame-preferably at the collar. Twice. Youâll know when-itâll be funâ, he tried to change your mind, sitting on your desk, right on the documents you were supposed to sign. Which you now couldnât do, because he planted his ass on them. Thank god he had clothes on.
This time.
Sighing you looked up at him, a huge grin was on his lips, his eyes sparkling with mischief. You could tell he had planned something, but you couldnât deny him anything if you had to be honest.
âFineâŠjust stand up and stop sitting on my stuff when you need my attention. I really need to sign thoseâ, hearing your words steve immediately stood up, planted a quick kiss on your lips then cheek and walked away.
âIâll be waiting in the living room!â, he called out before leaving your office.
A soft, fond smile crept onto your lips as you watched him before finishing looking over the documents and siging all of them. It only took you a few minutes before you walked to the living room, watching Steve slightly confused as he sat up his phone.
A hanger with your black dress in his hand, heels in the other one.
âWhatâŠ.why are you holding up my-â âplease put it on, MommyâŠplease for meâ, he nearly begged you, already handing you both of the things. You sighed but took it anyway. You really should start denying him stuff more often.
Taking of your shirt and pants you slipped into the dress. A smile crept onto your lips. You had worn it at one of your first dates with Steve, a black dress with a low cut showing off your shoulders and collarbones. The usual louboutin heels you loved wearing. âCould you put this on too?â, Steve held out his hand to you, the pearl necklace you rarely wore in his palm.
A chuckle escaped your lips and you took the necklace with a head shake. âFine but help me with itâ, with that you turned around and let him put it on around your neck.
When you turned around Steve held up a pair of long black velvet gloves. âWhere did you get-â âI bought them. Can you put them on?â, while asking he was already taking your hand and helping you putting the gloves on, which wasnât that easy with two people doing it.
âSteve-wait-let me-â, after a little struggle of getting your hand back you managed to put the gloves on, now finally being dressed to Steveâs liking judging by his happy grin. âPerfect. Now wait and grab me when I tell you toâ, with that he walked over to his phone and started the recording.
Slightly confused you watched as he walked from one side to the other for no reason, always looking up for a second as if reading something.
Jesus.
You were really getting too old for this stuff.
Then a few moments later he just looked around standing in the middle of the frame. âNowâ, he mumbled and as if on command you walked over to him, grabbing him by the collar and pulling out of the frame.
Before you could even ask him anything he took off his hoodie, messed up his hair a bit more and walked back into the frame to show his white shirt with a writing on it. You furrowed your eyebrows slightly reading it before remembering he wanted you to pull him out of the frame twice so you walked over to him again, repeating what you did before, but this time you decided to grab him by the throat.
âSo now tell me-â âthank youâ, he interrupted you, wrapping his arm around you and kissing you passionately, nearly taking your breath away. God, he was an amazing kisser.
A few seconds later he leaned back again, watching you a bit. A smirk creeping on his lips. âYouâre hot, you know?â, grinning he started pulling your dress up, while pushing you against the counter. âLet me show you how hot I think you areâŠâ, he mumbled against your neck while slowly sinking to his knees.
Well, the questions would have to wait.
Next day you were just coming back from work, a sweet smell hitting you as soon as you walked into your shared home. Did Steve bake something? Smiling you took of your heels and jacket and walked into the kitchen where Steve was leaning against the counter. âHello beautifulâ, he greeted you, pulling you into a hug. âHi Baby, am I smelling a brownie or am I delusional?â, you grinned against his chest, the rumble of his laugh making you grin even more.
âYouâre not delusionalâŠnot yet at least. I posted the tiktok and it went viral so I decided to do something nice for youâ âbut StevieâŠyou did plenty of nice things yesterdayâŠâ, you smirked against his neck. He chuckled too at that.
You let go of him and sat down on one of the stools while he cut a piece of brownie for you. After he took out his phone af showed you the tiktok. You didnât much understand why he was posting so much on it, but he seemed to have fun with it so you were happy he was happy. And he seemed very happy about his tiktok being viral.
The video was like you suspected him reading something above his head.
>>This or that challenge.<<
In the video steve pointed at the sentance above his head before it changed into something else.
>> Pizza or Burger <<
You knew the choice would be pizza because he always chooses to order it. Heâs just a pizza guy.
>> sketching or painting <<
There you could assume itâd be sketching since he did it most of the time-and you were right. It was the right guess.
At the example >> push ups or pull ups<< you really had no idea. You rarely talked about work outs and you didnât watch him often since he did his work outs most of the time while you were at work.
When finally the choice >Daddy issues or Mommy issues< was above his head you furrowed your eyebrows seeing him just stand there without choosing. WaitâŠwas thatâŠ.
âSteve you did not-â Right then you walked into the frame pulling him to the side with the mommy issues, making you gasp quietly. Oh god. And he posted this??
A second later he was back in the frame wearing a white t shirt with a thinck writing on it that said âI *heart* MILFsâ confusing you slightly, but you already suspected you wouldnât like the answer after asking, especially when you watched yourself walk back into the frame and pulling him to you by the neck.
Steve took his phone from your hands, grinning brightly at you. âAnd? You like it?â, was his first question, still completely happy with himself. Yet the smile slowly faded when he saw your furrowed eyebrows. This never was a good sign.
âAnd you posted this?? Iâm a businesswoman Steve!â, you nearly whined, shaking your head. You werenât mad at himâŠrather a bit embarrassed. The whole world knows about your dynamics now.
He shrugged slightly, pulling in his shoulder and making himself look a bit smaller than usually. âWellâŠyeahâŠnow youâre a famous businesswoman at least-â âoh my god Steve-â âbut hear me out. People love that kind of stuff-â âI donât want to be famous for being your sugar mommy-â âbut they say youâre giving off mommy vibes anyway so-â âoh my godâ
You just shook your head and took a bite from the piece of brownie. At least this taste incredible so you had another reason to not be mad at him-not that you ever could be really mad at him.
A few seconds later you looked up again. âI wanted to ask one more thing. Whatâs with the shirt? What does MILF mean?â
You knew you wouldnât like the answer as soon as his whole face to the very top of his ears turned a dark shade of red and he hunched his shoulders even more. âWell itâsâŠit meansâŠMomidliketofuckâ, he mumbled so quickly you couldnât understand a single word of what he had said. âWhat? Come again?"
He took a deep breath.
Swallowed.
Swallowed again.
And slowly looked back up at you.
"Mom I'd like to fuck" "WHAT??? Wait hold on-" You nearly choked on your own salvia, your eyes widening. âSteve! How many people have seen this video?â
âWellâŠaround two hundredâŠ..thousandsâ âSteve!â
Thank you for reading! I Hope you enjoyed it! Please let me know by leaving feedback:) Iâd appreciate it a lot<3
Questions? HC or Drabble ideas? -> flood my inbox!
Taglist: @slutforchrisjamalevans @joannaromanoff @marvel-wifey-86 @buckysteveloki-me @patzammit @barnesboo1967 @sebsgirl71479 @sapphire-rogers @hayleysimp @kestrafagnor wanna be tagged? Be active (FEEDBACK AND REBLOGGING) and let me know!
#itâs all about theâŠ#steve rogers#steve rogers x reader#steve rogers fanfiction#steve rogers fluff#steve rogers x y/n#steve rogers x female reader#steve rogers x you
60 notes
·
View notes
Note
Do you think Ian, Lip or Fiona ever broke any bones as kids? And if so, how do you think that it happened?
oh 100%
we actually learned that ian broke his collarbone at 12, and i always find that very interesting.
there are three ways that i think this could have happened:
he pulled a season 1 carl. i feel like younger ian was basically just like younger carl just a bit quieter and more mellow (less of a psycho), but he was definitely athletic and hyper like him. in season 1 carl tries to do a crazy stunt by driving a dirt bike off of the roof or some shit like that and ends up breaking his arm, so i can imagine ian trying to show off for lip or something and then just landing wrong and⊠bam. maybe he like, fell out of a tree or something. all i know is that it mustâve been pretty ian âplay what coolâ gallagher.
he and lip pull one of their infamous schemes and ian fucks up. yet again, ian âplay what coolâ gallagher lives up to that name. iâm thinking of the first scene with them both in 3x01 when theyâre stealing that part for the thing lip was building (sorry iâm doing a rewatch rn but iâm only at like 2x07 so i donât remember what) and then ian jumps off of the building and runs from the cops. maybe they stole something dumb from like, the mall or something, and they get chased and ian tries to do what he does in 3x01, but heâs only 12 so heâs not as strong, trained, and tall as he ends up being so he totally fucks up and gets caught. thatâs pretty similar to #1 but iâm placing the blame more on lip because letâs be honest, lip most definitely had something to do with it.
football. ian played football in elementary/middle school, according to season 2 carl, so maybe he got hurt doing that? i was going to try to elaborate but all i know about football is that thereâs a ball and people get tackled so⊠yeah. maybe his collarbone was the reason he stopped playing. like, we know he stopped and we know he wished monica was there when he broke it, so maybe he got hurt at a game that monica missed (ian gives monica shit for missing carlâs other games in season 2, maybe he was projecting?) and since he was injured and realized his mom couldnât be bothered to come anyways, he quit? âŠdamn that got angsty oops
also, ian is such an athlete that i can imagine him breaking other bones too, and based off of the scene in 1x01 where fiona says she can ânever remember whether thatâs good or badâ when lip winces after sheâs trying to help him leads me to believe sheâs had to deal with a kid breaking a leg or an ankle or something. i think it would be ian. i also remember hearing that when you break a bone it makes it easier to break it again later on, so him breaking his leg when he was younger could explain how his leg snapped so easily in 10x08đ
as for fiona, i canât ever see her breaking a bone but for some reason i can really see her spraining her ankle as a teen. she was a track star and always going on runs, and i feel like thatâs a common injury in track (my girlfriend does track⊠thatâs the only somewhat athletic thing i know even a little bit about so i apologize for my stupidity about this LMAO). it could be a serious problem if fiona needed to lay low for a bit, because she would not let herself do it. and if she was still in school and doing track sheâd be like, 16? so ian and lip would be 10 and 11, and i could imagine them forcing her to lay down and rest while they took care of things for her.
lip has never broken a bone in his life, miraculously. i mean, if you count breaking his nose, a few knuckles, and bruising his ribs then maybe, but i donât think heâs really suffered a serious injury like that before. he always is getting into (and losing) fights, but he managed to never break a bone. my man is too unathletic for that shit (me too bro)⊠a deviated septum and maybe a sprained wrist are the worst injuries heâs delt with.
#this is basically a long post of aria rambling about god knows what#iâve broken 1 bone and it was in the most uncool way ever#i punched a bus seat when i was in like 6th grade and it broke my pinkyâŠ#iâm such a loser i know#if lip were to break any bones it would be like me- punching something dumb#shameless#fiona gallagher#lip gallagher#ian gallagher#monica gallagher#carl gallagher#shameless headcanon
20 notes
·
View notes
Text
How i do stuff | Part 2
Okay so i'm kinda doing this backwards going from the shading back to the sketching but not like i did anything logically ever.
THIS IS NOT GOING TO BE A LINE FOR LINE PROCESS because i am not that insane. Yet.
To be honest the entire sketching process is very intuitive on my part so i don't think i can provide much insight here but i'll try to make it make sense.
It is really not as conscious as the shading.
So first: have an idea to work with
Find a concept i like and go from there.
I decided that i want Vessel to look upwards and a little bit to the side and add some other details (which you are not going to see here yet. We are talking about sketching people here not background or whatever.)
Next step: i try to find a reference image that is as close to the desired pose as possible. It could either be made by a posing tool or actual reference image. Whichever is at hand.
(For whatever mysterious reasons i have a small catalog of IV pics in my head rent free so i actually knew what i was looking for.)
I use reference pictures for a few reasons. For one, they make it so much easier to figure out poses and movements. But more importantly by looking at them i can figure out the flow of the body much more faster than just from memory. They also help with understanding how cloth is draping or the way light hits certain shapes and surfaces. There are a lot of benefits.
Anyway so we have our reference picture:
But i wanted Vessel to look the other way so flipped it. (Zoom in not mandatory but we don't need the rest of IV for this.)
Ye okay i can now kind of figure out where goes what in relation to one and other.
Okay okay okay i know: draw a circle than finish the fucking owl.. no bear with me. I need something on the page to talk about what i do. Lemme explain:
So first i'm starting with the traditional x or cross (blue on the pic below). I usually i orient it in my head that the meeting point of the line is the part of your nose dips right above the nosebridge. Because that is usually in the same level as the eyes. At least how i start, they could be moved up or down later.
So the horizontal line for me is the middle of the middle pair of eyes/eyeholes for Vessel or if there is only one set of eyes than it is the middle line for the eyes. I found it most comfortable in proportion wise for me to start with. (This horizontal line would be the tip of the ears as well if i had ears on here.)
Than i pick where the tip of the nose and the mouth is going to be roughly. Doesn't have to be more than a little dot or line, it is going to be changed later anyway.(pink lines below)
I also pick a comfortable spot on the vertical line where the point of the chin is going to be, where throat starts and pick a spot for the addam's apple.(pink lines below)
Than i make the whole head into somewhat head like shape (pink egg like shape below), because where that ends is basically what i'm connecting with the chin point to find the jawline. (green lines below)
Maybe even add to a line or two for where i imagine the hood to go just for funsies.
What else i do simultaniously with this is finding the flow of the face because where his adam's apple is, will tell me where the neck bends in the movement, the neck curving point will show where the shoulder connects, but also where the tendons are going towards the suprasternal hollow and then where the collarbones start and angle back up towards the shoulders etc. Everything connects to the next thing.
(I also do this for half or full body figures as well, only there i'm trying to find the flow of the entire body. Or more accurately the curve of the spine in a natural or close to natural shape first and then figure out the smaller parts.)
Look i'm not gonna lie, for this to be eyeballed off of even a pretty close reference picture in a way that looks close to natural or makes sense, you have to have a basic understanding of anatomy.
It doesn't have to be a conscious understanding but it has to be there. There are endless tutorials out there to help with this and i highly recommend looking up a few because i know not everyone can learn it just by looking at dancers and anatomy lab videos.
Next step: find a reference for the mask and preferably for the mouth because i'm bad at drawing mouths and i want to learn. If it is moving make it not moving, it helps a lot. Kill it with a screenshot, put it in Paint, bury it in a jpeg. Simple as that.
When i have my mask reference, i'm just trying to find a sweet spot that matches it in a way that feels good. First i'm going for the rough outline of it, details can be added later. It is not going to be a one-to-one to the reference because it is not the exact same angle, but it still helps.
And from here it is mostly just trial end error of putting lines and details in and than erasing them until i reach a state where i can say: yup this is look decent enough and can refine it into a lineart and start shading.
Not much else i could share here about this part of the process because as i've said most of it is pretty intuitive and based on a certain level of anatomical understanding.
(Hopefully you'll see the end result in a couple of days but we'll see how much time i'm going to have.)
Love you all and i'm sorry i can't provide more than this â„
18 notes
·
View notes
Text
duncney week day 4 (a day late): first 'i love you'
an unsent letter from C to D, years after the end of the show.
duncney song of the day: 'i've got your number,' elbow
also on my ao3!
Dear Dunc
To whom it may conce
For the idiot with the green mohawk
Duncan,Â
I don't go to therapy, but Bridgette does, and she told me about this exercise her therapist set her where you write down everything you want to say to someone in a letter and then you don't send it. Therapy would take up way too much of my time, yet here I am on my bed, writing to you of all people.
It's been years since we last saw each other, or even spoke - since they carted you off the island and tossed you into some disgusting cell. I'm sure you're already aware, but destroying Chris's house was a really  stupid  idea. I understand that you were trying to prove your "villain status" or whatever, but all I could think about watching you leave was DJ and his rabbit. It made me feel  sick,  seeing what happened to you. Gwen and I pretended to be happy about it, but I don't think either of us were at all.Â
I know she called once or twice, while you were in there. I know Geoff and DJ came to visit you. I know Bridgette sent you little care baskets through the mail.
I know I never did any of those things. It all hurt so much, still. And even when it didn't, I never figured out what I would say to you.
But now, I have an idea. More or less.
However angry I was with you after you and Gwen kissed, it didn't mean I wanted to see you thrown in  prison.  I know I can be petty and vengeful at my lowest moments, but I always imagined you'd be eliminated in some humiliating spectacle. You'd go home. And we'd never have to see each other again, unless Owen ever decided to throw that reunion bash he was talking about.
And then when that bash happened, you were locked up again for violating your parole. And you weren't there.
I thought about filling these pages with all the reasons you were awful to me, every nitpick and tiny detail that made me hate your guts. But it's not like I was the perfect girlfriend, either. And, Duncan, we were just  kids.  None of us knew what we were doing, what it was we even wanted. Chris knew that and he used it against us every which way, exploiting us on international television.
I don't know if I really forgive you yet. I guess I'd have to see you in person to know. I've spent most of my time post-Total Drama working to forgive myself. Which has worked. Somewhat, at least.
Geoff says you're in Seattle. He says you're working as a tattoo artist. He says you go to AA meetings every week at the recreational center. That's good. That's really good, Duncan.
I work. Sanford, Sanford & Patel - started as a secretary, but I've clawed my way up a bit since then. Helped win some major cases. Hopefully it won't be long before they're adding a Reyes up on that sign.
Bridgette, Geoff, and I have game night every Wednesday evening. We take turns cooking dinner. Sometimes Bridgette slides me a CBD gummy to help me fall asleep at night. I jog, in the mornings. When I can, I go to the gym. Every now and then, I pick up Geoff's guitar and strum it a little. I still remember when you taught me my first bar chord. I couldn't make a  sound  on the B minor then, but I've gotten better, now. I've really gotten better.
I have a cat. This little precocious furball that Bridgette brought back from the shelter. She likes to claw at my nice leather desk chair and she doesn't like strangers at all; I adore her. Her name is Scruffy.
Every couple of months, I fly out to visit Gwen in Vancouver. They showed me the inky moon you put on their collarbone - I think it's beautiful. We go and get coffee together, catch up. She's got an art exhibition down in Bellingham in the fall - I plan to go, but I don't know if you'll be there. I don't know if I want you to be or not.
I've had a few boyfriends, but none of them could keep up with me. One time, Gwen and I got drunk and slept together. I'm not sure why I'm telling you this, but it was kind of good. Which is kind of funny. To me, at least.
Oh, and Geoff and Bridgette are engaged. Which I guess you already knew. It only just happened, so there are no real plans yet, you know those two. Never once made a list in their lives. But I guess if you're not at Gwen's show, we'll see each other at the wedding.
Would you talk to me? If we met again, would you even talk to me? I like to think I'd talk to you. But it's a hell of a lot easier to say it in writing than it is to do it in person.
Would you miss me?
I've missed you. I know people say you never stay with your high school sweetheart, but look at G and B, case in point. We didn't stay together, but sometimes I imagine what it would have been like if we had. Where we'd be right now.
Damn it, ok, I'm just going to say it: I love you. We never got around to telling that to each other while we were dating, but I think it's always been true, since all the way back in season one. I love you, Duncan Russo. It's totally humiliating, but I do. I still really, really do.
And I wish you were
Maybe if I
And I guess there's nothing to be done about that. Over a decade, and I'm still hung up on the boy who I kissed in the back of the Killer Bass cabin, right after puking my guts out. There's only so many people who would kiss someone with vomit breath, but you did. You didn't care. I mean, it was totally disgusting, but you kissed me back. I'll always remember the way you kissed me back.
Just...I just hope you're ok, ok? Or if not, then that you're something close to it. That show screwed every single one of us over, some more than others. The shit Chris did to us was messed up, and if I could go back and time and withdraw my audition tape, I would.
But then I guess I'd never have met you. And I don't know if that would be better or worse for me in the long run.
Thank God you'll never see this letter.Â
Love,
Courtney
38 notes
·
View notes
Text
a proper kuro brainrot post because of his new card
gn reader
minors dont interact !!
i think kuro is so much more gentle than what you would expect. he acts so tough, he looks so cool, he's got such a handsome and mature air to him... you expect him to manhandle you! and yeah, maybe he would at first, just to get you in the bed in the first place. he loves to show off how strong he is for you after all!! he'll lift you up with ease and carry you to the bed for sure, but he's not throwing you down. he's lowering you so gently, kissing at your neck and jawline, mumbling that he can't wait to feel you...
kuro is definitely the body worship type, but in a purely physical way. he loves to kiss all over your skin, running his hands up and down your body to find the perfect places to hold you, and he's definitely the kind of person to memorize all your soft spots so you never feel anything but the best.
you can't tell me that he isn't a master of self control. he can't wait to drill you into the bed of course, but he will wait long enough to finger you until you can't take it anymore. you'll need thorough preparation for his dick, after all. he's pretty big, so you'll need to be properly finger fucked before you can have the real thing. he may do it until you cum, but if you beg pretty enough, he may be nice enough to let you ride your first orgasm out as he pushes inside you.
i said first orgasm for a reason â you know he's into overstimulation. he wants to take care of you, make you feel real nice and loved, so he'll fuck you for as long as your body can handle it and then some. expect lots of different positions and to feel every part of his body against you. he definitely prefers missionary or to have you ride him because he loves seeing your face as he fucks you brainless through the night. he's never too rough with it, either. he's nice and evenly paced, never too fast for you to handle, but just enough to bring you over that edge time and time again.
have i mentioned yet that i think kuro loves to eat you out? especially if you let him put you on your back with your legs over his shoulders. you're not getting out of that position for a long time. this is the one time he'll be outright mean because he will keep going â attacking your weakpoints with his tongue, groping your chest with one hand as the other holds your hips in place, sucking on your skin, and everything else â long after you cum. you don't get a break like he would after he makes you cum on his cock. no, he wants to feel you writhing beneath him. you're his and he's gonna prove it
kuro is definitely a marking guy. he mostly loves to leave biiiig hickeys right where he knows they'll show, like just above where your collar would hide. on your collarbones, your thighs, your shoulders... his bite marks last a long time, too. expect to look like you got mauled, honestly. he may be a gentle giant but he's such a biter, you're not coming out of a night with him without a good marking
id add more to this but i think ive gone on long enough .... this is my third post today just about kuro www
140 notes
·
View notes