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Plot Bunnies: Julia Parker
Julia Parker has a lot on her plate.
Juggling being the personal assistant to the founder of a media conglomerate, helping her aunt raise her brother Peter, while also being emotional support to said-aunt, who just lost her husband recently- it’s enough to do anyone’s head in.
Why mess with routine, however precarious it might be?
Into her life on a rare night out, walks one Eddie Brock, a notorious investigative journalist recently returned from San Francisco.
Well- what’s one more thing to juggle, right?
“This is, well, Venom.”
#I hate it but she’s FINALLY here#after literal years#she has an intro 😭#Julia Parker#plot bunnies#my OCs#my fics
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The Quest Continues...
(part 1- part 2)
#Fourfold Soul#<- That's the title of the project I've been working on!#I am very excited to finally show off the cowboy (gender redacted) I've been cooking in a slow boil!!! Yeehaw!#Yes this is the game project. YES I am commited to the bit of having the main character go through a long running pronoun-quest.#This character does not have a name so I cannot formally tag them...#(Okay. Technically they have an internal name for coding/scripting reasons...and I have a nickname for them.#But the important part of making a video game character you get to eventually name is that the name must come from *you*!)#The girl here is a npc so she has a temporary name. So I also cannot tag her. Hmm...#I have several FFS comics thumbnailed out. This one got made first because it's the funniest without context. Lore wise it's weak.#I would love to post the sexy clown but you have to wait just a few more comics.#Fun artist woes moment to share: This is the first time I've had to colour these characters traditionally. *That* was NOT fun.#Going from a specific digital colour palette to being at the whims of my limited colour choices in markers? Hell! On! Earth!#I might also be extra frustrated because this sure is 3x the length of what I usually do for comics! I spent a Whole Day on this.#Past me thought it was soooo funny and needed all the extra panels for pacing. I hate past me. That guy needs to be exploded.
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Can’t stop thinking about claudeleine in their last moments. The last soft glance. The unknown whispered final words. How they kneel together hand in hand until Madeleine can’t bear the brunt of the sun anymore and wraps her arms around Claudia. How Claudia holds her close until there’s nothing left of her. The only person in the world to put her first and Claudia’s final moments are spent clutching their ashes in her hands.
#i am so fucking unwell over it#madeleine didn’t stand a chance against the sun being so young#so she mercifully burned quick#but claudia…she lingers and burns slowly and it’s the final fucking cruelty of her life#powerless as her companion is incinerated alongside her#i fucking HATE IT HERE 😭#interview with the vampire#iwtv spoilers#claudeleine
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just how can i protect your smile?
#you guys like yaoi? can i get you some yaoi#pjsk#prsk#project sekai#proseka#tsukasa tenma#rui kamishiro#ruikasa#AUUUUUGH.#this is what finally makes me actually draw riks. vocaloid autism#putting the link in the caption because NOBODY FUCKIGN TLAKS ABOUT SCISSORHANDS EVER WHERES THE HYPE I NEED HER. SONG OF THE DECADE(2009)#this song makes me incredibly normal. my bad. i saw the miume choreography when i was like 11 and my brain shifted#i wanted their outfits to look like mikus in the mv so bad. Fuck my life for that btw stupid fuckign frill trim. why did she have to slay#tried to think of smth other than butterflies for kasa but i have no brain and tbh i hope his life is miserable so its fine#me posting this only to tmblr and not twt because i fucking hate twt#im drawing more song covers that live in my mind palace so i'll pist them there all together. and maybe here all together. who give a shit.#emnn skeleton orchestra next and it will fix me#Good lord. sorry. Im so caught up posting this for no reason. Get me out of here#im supposed to have a lecture in 3 hours but post covid symptoms say otherwise. im so fucked#i have a cyberpunk dead boy wip with them but idk i dont like posting wips on here its like an archive. n i want to actually finish it#but dear lord rendering it with their stupid outfits. clutches my chest falls to the floor. AUUUUGH#wxs killing me killing me taking damage augh auugh aughg
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Potnia Theron
This is about brilliant Artemis her golden arrow, her hunting of deer, her pride in arrows, the sacred virgin, the sister of Apollo in his gold sword, Artemis
#finally#my hunter artemis#in full glory#took me about 3 months jesus christ i hate university#BUT SHE'S HERE#i will make a post about the process later cause i really like all the references i gathered together in order to make this series#tp#hunter my beloved#my art#art#greek mythology
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all of the anons who told me, entirely unprompted, that I was a horrible fucking racist and I should kill myself because I’d never written a fic with Duke Thomas as the main character have been MIGHTY quiet since eye in the sky got published. just saying.
(this is your reminder that what people like to read/write doesn’t make them bad people irl. and just because someone hasn’t written a certain character does NOT mean they hate that character’s background or identity. I can’t believe I have to say that on here again, but here we are)
#me: I haven’t read a lot of stuff with Duke so I haven’t really tried writing him yet because I don’t want him to be ooc#anons: clearly she’s a fucking racist#anon#anon hate#myfic#theresurrectionist#eye in the sky#I’m mentioning this because I keep seeing this line of purity culture and thinking popping up here#everyone needs to take a breath#I didn’t need to write this fic to prove anything but#the fact that I’ve finally gotten to it and no anon has apologized?#hmmmmmm#writing#just writing things#Duke Thomas
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orv dump 5(?)
#do NOTTT look closely at the last one absolutely hate the rendering and how yjh turned out there#so sorry to her she's just here to fill out the space cjwhqkdkd I'll edit this img and change it when I get to render it better...#but for now... The version I don't like HELP#rizdoodads#orviz#orv#Commentary time#first img oooh sorry it's taking so long rizashdaff nation HELP#I've finally rendered Han sooyoung in there after 1 billion years. Still haven't rendered the sword... Baby steps kuno! Jhwke#2nd img ARGGHH I think I'll redraw some parts of it but overall... I'm iffy on it KWHEKF we'll see if this survives as it is!#3rd img. Redraw of my previous uriel. Thought abt fake clip-on bangs and honestly I thought it'd be cute! And it was#4th img oooh this was for yhk week freeday but my stupid ass made it like this one long img and it was midterms week#<- could not finish but the idea is yhk domestic marriage life#5th img based off of that beautifully written transfem yjh fic emmm IN REDRAWING THIS I PROMMYYY I DONT LIKE IT PLEASSEEE DONT LOOK AT IT#Anyway that's all 👍
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I’m going to slam my head into the fucking table Claudia is so so much like Lestat and they HATE it she HATES it and he wishes it were different but unfortunately… like mother like daughter
#I want to kms THIS IS SO HARD TK WATCH AGAIN#him teaching her to drive I want to fucking AAAAAAAA#AND THEN SACRIFICING HER TO SAVE LOUIS AAAAAAA#how he didn’t try because he didn’t want to risk his strength killing myself violently#how he was the last person she saw#how even though she hates him she still looks to him for comfort in her final moments like a daughter reaching for her father#I HATE JT HERE#iwtv#lestat de lioncourt#the vampire claudia#claudia de lioncourt#lesdaughter
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"I thought you were gonna clean your face for church. You're so handsome beneath all that paint, you know. Just like your father." "Don't remind me."
#cyberpunk 2077#oc: dagger#cyberpunk photomode#rattus rattus au#youre no good duck yOULL NEVER BE SHIT YOU'RE JUST. LIKE. YOUR FAHTHER#im sorry thats my favorite vine of all time its not relevant here but thats where my inner monologue went#anyway this is in line with rattus rattus fic when i finally get there lmao i just wanted to see him dressed up a lilttle bit#he hates it very much but he is in fact a mamas boy and when she wants him to go to church hes gonna do it#also im posting this now bc i just have too much in my drafts including more from this set fkdslajfdkal
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talking to my brother about quicksilver and i was like 'ik him and wanda are twins but he exudes little brother energy so much' and my bro Without Hesitation just went 'well thats what happens when you're the least favorite in the family' and he says this to me, the youngest in our family like 🧍♂️
#snap chats#i screamed honestly ajeLRKERAJ LIKE OH !! VIOLENCE youve decided violence tonight brother#AND HE'S NOT EVEN WRONG. my mom dont like me i know she dont she act like she do but fundamentally she thinks im gross#youngest of four thats me .... the beef between my mom and i is definitely more one sided but thats because i refuse to forgive but anyway#'snap is this just an excuse to vent about your mom' NO i just think its very funny ok let me laugh .....#pietro ive formed a kinship with you i fear. i too have the same exact face as the mfer i got beef with jvaeRLKVJAER#PLEASE i will make a comic about that at some point. i can finally project onto someone about this cause its the worst shit in the world#people tryna be nice or cute like 'aw you look exactly like X :)' like oh so you want me to die????? you hate me ???? you want me dead.#and you just gotta smile while thinkin Wow Wanna Say It Again I Dont Think I Was Psychically Damaged Enough The First Time#anyways i just thought that was the funniest thing cause my bro really didnt even think before sayin that... is that how he really feels ..#or did he just. forget i am the youngest ...w/e im ending it here before i start gettin petty ....#point is he Again accidentally said something incredibly funny and i was taken aback jvAWLKFJWRLKJA
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Fan service.
Shepard (custom), Liara / Mass Effect (c) Bioware
#mass effect#mass effect fanart#bioware#comic#liara t'soni#commander shepard#custom shepard#shepard#liara#n7#I mean. she would probably rock it and I assume the various LIs would agree#but it's a matter of /principle/..!#and liara; your time hath come; be welcome in thy first comic etc!#so. I recently indulged my whims and got a late birthday present from the bioware gear store#(I can't believe they did not name it 'bioWARES' but I digress)#and after the anxiety over ordering from across the world I finally got two shirts in my post box (a snarky garrus + the grey warden sigil)#and it seems this idea came along with them. whoop de do.#spring has really come crashing over here and it's a bag of mixed blessings and worries. we shall see how it goes.#and there are so many children out selling flower pins! I never used to see them where I lived before but they are everywhere.#half of them looks on the verge of giving up lol the poor dears. I also hated selling pins.
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guys look what i made for my best friend 🤭🎀
i also bought a couple of sticker packs and gems for a friend to decorate the album, and ethan got the best and the most. he deserves it. 💔
edit: part 2
#it was part of the gift i gave her today! finally met @pol-parketny for the first time since last summer#we only have the opportunity to see each other a couple of times a year at best:( she lives and works in another city and it's very far awa#but she's here for my birthday! which is may 14th (spam me with edits of characters you see in this blog pretty please 🙏🙏)#btw i laughed so hard from the back (“everyone hates chris”) bc WE both hate chris (for personal reasons) and it's like our local meme XDD#also what luis is doing there??? is he just for the company of his husband (leon)??#0039pf shitposts#resident evil#re4#resident evil 4#re4 remake#re4 leon#leon kennedy#re4 luis#luis serra#luis serra navarro#albert wesker#re4 wesker#serennedy#re8#resident evil 8#re8 village#re8 heisenberg#karl heisenberg#ethan winters#re8 ethan winters#wintersberg#by 0039pf#craft#diy craft
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Astarion doesn't hesitate once the fight is complete. Still covered in the blood of the werewolf he just finished killing, bare-chested and battered, he hurls himself at the stone coffin into which Cazador retreated.
"No, no!" he roars. "No healing sleep for you! WAKE UP!"
Grabbing Cazador by the collar, he hurls him out onto the stone floor.
Cazador scrabbles backwards across the bloodstained platform, struggling to retain his disdainful expression around the fear suddenly in his eyes. "Get your hands off me, worm!" he spits.
Astarion towers over him, the master he has hated for so long finally brought low. "I'm not the one in the dirt," he snarls, like a kicked dog finally showing its teeth.
He reaches down, picks up a dagger that has fallen to the floor as Cazador was thrown across it. It's a strange blade, not like one Rakha has ever seen.
At its center, held within curving strips of polished metal, is a stake of wood. Wyll has told her of how vampires die; she can see the purpose of such a blade. That is not a weapon made for mortal men.
Astarion looks at it, then lifts it to point the tip at Cazador. It trembles almost imperceptibly in his grip. "One last thrust," he hisses - and his voice is trembling too. "And I'll be free of you. I'll never have to fear you again."
He swallows, then flicks his eyes to the staff on the ground at Cazador's side. "But if I finish the ritual you started... I'll never have to fear anyone. Ever." His eyes glow with manic, desperate hunger - and fear.
Cazador laughs hollowly. "You think me a fool?" he cries. "That I would allow anyone to usurp me, speak the words, and ascend in my place?!" He leans forward a little, headless of the sharp tip of the dagger pointing at him. "The runes I carved into your flesh bind you and all seven thousand souls to the ritual! Complete it, and those bearing the scars will be sacrificed - you included."
He pushes himself up on his knees, even now striking out against Astarion with word after word. "You are simply a means to an end! I made you to be consumed!"
Astarion's fingers tighten on the dagger's hilt. A muscle works violently in his jaw as he stares down at his unrepentant tormentor.
"I am so much more," he whispers, "than what you made me."
There's a long, strained pause. Then he looks up abruptly, fixing his eyes on Rakha. "Get over here," he snaps brusquely. "We can do this."
Rakha doesn't move, doesn't say anything for a long time.
She knows what Astarion wants her to do. She even, on some level, knows why he wants it. This ritual, whatever it fully entails, is the ultimate throwing off of the shackles that have held him for centuries. He wants to be free. He wants not to be afraid anymore.
He wants peace, just as Rakha wants it. But he wants to obtain it by accepting the darkest version of the monster that he has become.
The idea makes her skin crawl. She has stood on the same precipice as him, offered a gift that came with the selling of her soul. She wants to grab him by the shoulders, pull him away, out of reach, before it can swallow him.
"Didn't you hear him?" she asks hoarsely. "If you complete the ritual, you'll be consumed..."
Astarion barks a sharp laugh. "Trust me. I know what I'm doing."
Perhaps he does. So many times before, her friends have faced choices of this magnitude, and she has trusted to their judgment rather than her own. Shadowheart with her spear, and Lae'zel's stand against Vlaakith, and Wyll's choice of his future, and Gale with the Crown of Karsus. She has never believed that she might know better than them, and this hardly seems the time to start.
This is Astarion's choice, not hers.
Isn't it?
"All right," she mutters haltingly, one hand rapidly flexing into a fist at her side. "What... do you need?"
"I need your eyes," he says. His voice sounds hollow and exhausted - but brittle with determination. "In a manner of speaking."
"What do you think you are doing?" Cazador hisses.
"Unmaking what you made me," Astarion growls, his eyes not leaving Rakha. "Use the parasite," he tells her. "Link your mind to mine. Through your eyes, I can see the scars on my back and copy them onto his."
Cazador's eyes widen, showing the whites at their edges. "You... would not dare."
"I would," Astarion murmurs. "And I will. You will be consumed. And all the power you've lusted after will be mine!"
"And what then, Astarion?" Jaheira asks flatly at Rakha's side. "You would use this power born of so much death for *good*, I suppose?"
Astarion ignores her. His eyes have not left Rakha's, not even to blink. "Help me do this. Please."
Rakha hesitates. She can feel Jaheira's sardonic disapproval, and Wyll's gaze digging into the back of her neck. She senses Minsc vibrating with barely-restrained anger. Even Lae'zel seems somewhat disquieted, her fingers tapping restlessly against the hilt of her sword.
But it is... Astarion's choice. Not hers. Not anyone's....
Mechanically she takes a step forward, and then another.
Enter Astarion's mind so he can proceed with the ritual.
Narrator: Your minds join and your two selves become one. You can feel the knife in your hand, see the scars on his back, and taste his hunger for power.
The bitter, brutal emotion pours through her like a waterfall, like a burning flame. Rakha grunts with sudden pain, clutching at her temple, but Astarion's eyes go wide with exhilaration.
"Yes. Yes - I see it!" he hisses.
In a quick, smooth, harsh set of motions, he steps behind Cazador and rips the robe off of him, baring his back and shoving him to the floor.
And Cazador screams as Astarion, over and over and over, sinks the knife into his flesh and begins to carve.
(A/N: This is a truly unpleasant little sequence and goes on for quite some time before eventually fading to black to indicate that it goes on even longer.)
All sense of time fades out. For a while Rakha is conscious only of the screaming, and the blood, and the overwhelming sense of delighted rage flowing into her from Astarion's mind. She doesn't know how long she's been standing there when the connection finally breaks.
She comes back to herself standing at Astarion's side. He and Cazador are both soaked in blood. The others look on with expressions ranging from appalled to enraged.
"There," Astarion hisses. "Perfect."
"Ungrateful child," Cazador chokes out. Tears are streaming down his face, cutting lines through the red painting his cheeks. "Wretched child!"
Astarion just smiles. "Time to take your place!"
He lifts the staff from the ground, and it glows with blood-red power in his hands. With a jerk, he lifts Cazador from the ground and hurls him into the socket where Astarion himself was held only minutes earlier.
Everything begins to happen at once. Astarion slams the staff into the sigil at the center of the platform, and around Rakha the Weave seems to explode with that same red, writhing light. All around them, the suspended spawn begin to scream, their voices echoing and rebounding on each other and mixing with other screams from below and behind, from the seven thousand other souls prepared to burn for this ascension.
Rakha staggers with the intensity of it, the overwhelming wall of sound and light and pain.
Behind her, barely audible through the chaos, she can hear her companions begin to shout, unable any longer to hold themselves back.
"No!" Wyll cries. "What are you doing?"
"Enough!" shouts Minsc. "We can still stop the nonsense words in his mouth!"
"This isn't the way!" shouts Lae'zel. The three of them break into a run towards Astarion - but the wall of power around him rises to meet them, slaps them back like a physical blow.(*)
At Rakha's side, Jaheira reaches out and seizes her forearm with a sudden fierce grip. "Are we truly to be party to this?" she asks, her voice low enough to cut underneath the screaming around them.
Rakha has gone completely still. The magic is pounding at her like a creature with fists and claws, and the screams echo in her mind, resonating with the memories of a thousand other deaths at her hands in a life she does not remember.
It is Astarion's choice. She is a broken thing, with no right to believe she knows better on this or anything else.
And yet...
I am so much more than what you made me, Astarion said.
An image flashes through her mind, painful as the edge of a knife, of the last moments before her death in the Temple of Bhaal, another moment soaked in red light and blood. Her father's rage as she rejected his 'gift'.
You refuse me? You are my spawn! Your veins course with my unholy blood. Your life is mine!
You were made to conquer! To devour! You reject my blood, and so I will reclaim it!
I will make another who is worthy...
She opens her eyes and stares at Astarion's body, writhing in the grip of the gift he has stolen from his own monstrous 'father,' on the precipice of the oblivion she rejected. And she knows, suddenly, that wrong or right, she cannot let this go on.
This ends here, I said. It ends... here...
We are more than what they made us.
Stop Astarion.
With more instinct than thought, she hurls herself across the platform, lifting the knife with the stake at its core from the place where Astarion discarded it.
Astarion's head swivels to face her, and for a single instant his eyes widen as he recognizes what she is trying to do.
"What are you doing?" he cries over the screams around them. "No - stop!"
She does not stop.
She hurls the knife like a javelin into Cazador's chest.
Silence, abrupt and complete. The swirling power fades. The screaming stops. Cazador, pouring blood from the wound in his heart, slithers to the floor and lays still.
Astarion staggers, then collapses to his knees, letting the staff clatter onto the stone beside him. "It's... it's gone... All that power..." he whispers.
Rakha releases a breath she hadn't realized she was holding. She is trembling all over, her eyes fixed not on Astarion but on Cazador's bloodsoaked body. In the moment of her attack, she was striking not just at him but at Bhaal as well - but Bhaal is not here, just the vampire who dies along with Astarion's hope for ascension.
"You don't need it," she mutters. "You're more than strong enough as you are."
We... are so much more than what they made us. Come with me. We will live, and be damned to them all.
But Astarion's head lifts and he stands and rounds on her, and there is no gratitude in his eyes, no hope. They are like burning coals set in the paleness of his face.
"Don't you tell me what I needed!" he snarls. He looks hollowed out, his fists clenching and unclenching at his sides. "I was so close - I could have had it all," he says with desperate, furious grief, stepping closer to her. "But you took everything from me!"
His voice lifts to a sudden scream of violent despair, and he grabs her by the collar of her robes, jerking her forward.(*)
The rage in his eyes shows no understanding of why she did what she did, or the similarity she sees between them, or the terrible things that have been done to them both. He needs an enemy, and he no longer has Cazador, and she is the only target that remains.
"Cazador won after all," he says - and his voice is suddenly soft again, hollow and mournful. "I'll never escape the hell he built."
And then his face goes hard for the last time, until it is nothing but steel and rage. "And if I can't escape... then no one can. Not them--"
He drops suddenly, lifts the staff, and without hesitation snaps it across his knee. The power still within it - the power that would have released the seven thousand trapped spawn - bursts in a sudden supernova around his hands... and then fades to nothing.
Through the fading, dying ripples of the Weave, he stares into Rakha's eyes, and if there was ever friendship between them, it's gone now, gone forever to the same place as all that power.
"And certainly not you," he growls. The pieces of the broken staff clatter to the ground, and his fingers close around Rakha's throat.
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(*) Artistic license in this whole bit. Only one companion actually speaks up here (in-game it was Minsc), and none of them actually do anything but watch. But I wanted to give everyone a little more activity, so I dug all four characters' lines out of the dialogue files.
(*) Also artistic license obviously.
#bjk plays bg3 durge#rakha the dark urge#WELLP#wellp wellp wellp#welllp#i hate every bit of this#but also kind of love every bit of this story-wise#this was just the most interesting way i saw for this to play out and every bit of it was rationalizable with where rakha's head's at atm#honestly thinking about it particularly in terms of my decision recently that rakha's ending has to do with her learning to stand on her ow#and not just mirror everyone around her#and she finally had an opinion here for herself that she couldn't ignore#and she waited just a little too long to believe it was worth listening to#(and astarion was unfortunately beyond listening to reason or sympathy or comradeship at that point)#:(#this is deeply upsetting#i'm so sorry bud; i promise my next char is gonna be friends with you
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I keep thinking about the fact that as soon as Rio appears to Agatha in the forest, we see the exact moment their century-long love affair comes to an end. Like as soon as Agatha says 'if you do this, I will hate you forever', that's it. Agatha knows it. Rio absolutely knew what would happen going into it. It's done.
So Rio does the only thing she can and delays, gives them all a little more time in limbo (and I have a lot of thoughts about how much Rio pushes that envelope throughout the series - Rio, at pretty much every turn, gives Agatha more time).
But then they're stuck. Forced into a macabre tragedy, and all they can do is wait. 'I will hate you forever' - but not quite now, not quite yet. 'IF you do this' - but what happens to those feelings when you're waiting for that 'if' to become 'when'?
Not a grace period, never that - neither of them are gentle enough for something so kind. But a slow and inevitable decay of a love that was precious, once.
And so the cycle turns once more from life to Death.
#and just to clarify - i fully believe agatha really does hate rio from that moment#because that is the type of person she is and so how could she not?#but there is a space here where more than one thing can be true and nicky's entire life exists in that space#'i will hate you' becomes 'my love' very quickly and yes agatha absolutely called rio that to convince her#but also agatha is the kind of person who never has just one reason for doing anything#idk if this all makes sense but i have so many thoughts about the finale!!!#agatha all along#agatha spoilers#agatha harkness#rio vidal#agathario
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my show-first friend has been reading the books for the first time in the wake of s2 and is now on TFOH, but unlike me when i first dove into my readthrough, she knows nothing about the general Fandom Opinions™, so every now and then i like to drop a relevant bad Fandom Opinion™ on her and be vindicated by her utter bewilderment
and even this was after i undersold it by being like "oh a lot of people think he's dumb / think he's the worse brother of the two" i couldn't bring myself to say "he is the #1 most hated character in the entire series" because that would sound completely insane to someone who is normal djkfjg and would create some very false expectations for her about gawyn's future actions (shoutout to my pre-reading prediction that he was going to murder morgase and fight elayne for the throne or something, just based on the sheer vitriol i saw towards him). i WILL be interested to see if her opinion of him changes as she goes along, but he made it through the coup unscathed in her esteem and she's also thus far been all in favor of him becoming egwene's love interest, and i'm sure his upcoming onesided homoerotic rivalry with rand will amuse and delight her rather than annoy her, so i have high hopes!
#in fairness i pre-biased her a LITTLE a while back by saying i loved gawyn and was dying to finally see him in the show#but she was already on TDR by then and right away said that gawyn seems like a sweetheart but galad gives her bad vibes#and i hadn't even said anything about not liking galad myself! and this was well before his first interest in whitecloakism#the bad vibes simply jumped out at her straightaway and rightfully so#watching her reactions is much needed to counteract the rest of the fandom trying to gaslight me that galad is the better brother djkfg#like yes THANK you. finally someone else around here is sensible!#other fandom opinions that have baffled her: elayne & egwene being hated and min being the favorite Randmance#min was another character she started hating on to me before i'd even trashed her much myself god bless#wot#wot book spoilers#gawynposting
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Thinking of a sentient Gotham AU where she makes Bruce her champion and stuff, and it basically makes B immortal until his mission is complete. Until Gotham is rid of corruption and it's the utopia that B dreams of making it, he's not going to die.
Like, he stopped aging in his mid thirties and no damage done to him is permanent. Bane breaking his back? Gotham healed it up good as new, every time he SHOULD die? He doesn't.
This can go one of two ways with the Batfam:
1) His children are unaffected by his mission and he has to watch them grow old and die.
2) Gotham extends her claim onto his children as well and they are also unable to die.
I prefer option 1 but what do you think?
i loooove sentient gotham thank u for this
i like the idea that like. bruce is constantly grappling with the fact that he's been granted immortality but his loved ones have not. he kind of hates himself for it, honestly. he feels it whenever robin!dick gets injured but never more than that time dick got shot, when he fired him. in this little au, bruce fires him because (in his mind) dick has seen him defy death one too many times and now acts like he can do the same. but he can't. he can die. he will die. but the longer dick is around bruce, the more dick acts like he's invincible. this is not the case, of course - bruce is just projecting. but he thinks, in this desperate attempt to save dick, that if dick stops working with somebody who cannot die, he'll stop acting like he also can't.
but then comes jason. and bruce tells himself that this time will be different. he won't tell jason that he can't die. he won't act like he can't die. this time will be different and jason won't get hurt and everything will be fine and suddenly they're in ethiopia and there's a warehouse and a clown and a boy who knew he could die but who just wanted to save his mother and--
and bruce is constantly grappling with the fact that he's been granted immortality but his loved ones have not. he really hates himself for it, honestly. he hates gotham for it too. why would she give him this blessing and turn it into a curse? why wouldn't she help his children, the people he loves?
gotham may not grant his children immortality, but bruce will. bruce will dig down as deep as he can, tug on strings he didn't know existed, feel the black sludge of magic in his veins and cast it out into the world and it will find his children if bruce has to guide it there himself. gotham fights back, throws everything she has into stopping him, but bruce is too strong, too determined. gotham cannot stop him when he knows her streets better than the endless corridors of his own home.
then something gives. he feels the magic being shared. and he knows, with absolute certainty, that all of his children, past, present and future, will be safe. they will not die.
bruce can now, though. bruce can die. but his children can't, and so bruce is okay with this. because somewhere out there, eyes he thought would stay closed forever have just burst wide open.
#bruce still heals much faster than the average human. gotham still helps him. he just won't live forever.#i think it also has this thing of like. steph or someone who thinks she isn't part of the family realising that she also can't die#that bruce acts like he hates her but he loves her enough for gotham to recognise it.#or on the flip side - someone who's never been sure of their place with batman doesn't find out until the moment they die#also jason coming back and having no idea that bruce was the one who did it#still doing utrh having no idea that no bruce may not have sacrificed his moral code#but he sacrificed his immortality. he gave himself the ability to die so that jason wouldn't.#the ending to this would be that alfred - already Vaguely Something - chooses to give his immortality to bruce in his final moments#and then bruce has to deal with the fact that twice he has been given never-ending life by the death of his parents#this went on so long i'm sorry i have so many more ideas but i'll leave it here for now lmfao#but the misery of bruce remaining immortal while all his children die does also have a strong hold on me#sentient gotham au#bruce wayne#batman#batfamily
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