#I had to go to the er yesterday

[freakylilnutjob]

major fear that I will die and none of y’all will know and think I just left tumblr

[drenched-in-sunlight]

Yesterday for the first time I saw a post in a public forum that actually points out Marika has every reason to be so cold & distant towards Maliketh... thanks God.

The Two Fingers/ EIden Beast stood aside & let her entire family die, then when it successfully entrapped her in a literal divine prison it said “here we gave you a brother lol” like istg WHAT are you even saying. Her entire real family is already in a ditch !!! No prayers to the Gods help them! And now these Godlike beings are like take this random guy as your bro???

It’s confirmed in the base game Shadowbeast is like sleeper agent that the Two Fingers put there to monitor their Empyrean & off them if they try to rebel, no matter how earnest the Shadowbeast sounds. Ranni and Blaid literally grew up together & we still have to get rid of him at the end of her questline 💀 Marika was a young woman who had lost everything then forced to recognize some stranger as family. To her that must be some fucked up joke.

And get this, I do believe Maliketh and Blaidd care for Marika & Ranni genuinely, it’s a tragedy that they were born to bring ���nothing but bale” to the person they love. Just like how Messmer, the beloved son in the Shadow, also became a curse to the person he loves the most in the end. That’s the doomed narrative they are trying to portray.

[beeduoo]

originnssssss who remembers origins i Loved origins

[aggressionbread]

Hey tumblr, I got my gallbladder removed last night?? So that's what's up with me

[honeypleasejustkillme]

“how did that t break go?”

[oysters-aint-for-me]

🥺🥺🥹

[dashing-hyphen]

Important Doctor Appointment Today. Wish me luck!

[cookinguptales]

I hope you can get some rest, I'm sorry to hear about the Covid :( . Sending kitty purrs and wishes for recovery

Thank you. ;;

I'm not 100% yet, but I'm improving! I can leave my bed for a few hours at a time now and I ate a real meal yesterday. lmao. Small victories!

[fragmentedblade]

Something about how Sakura's death haunts Kalpas beyond death itself to the point it's at the core of his simulation's actions, his behaviour with other sims, his perception of some of the other Flame Chasers, his very dynamic with Sakura, way more than it haunts Sakura's own simulation. Like those lines in Wittgenstein's Tractatus ("6.431 So too at death the world does not alter, but comes to an end. // 6.4311 Death is not an event in life: we do not live to experience death. If we take eternity to mean not infinite temporal duration but timelessness, then eternal life belongs to those who live in the present. Our life has no end in just the way in which our visual field has no limits"). Sakura died, and that was it, her simulation lives free of it, but Kalpas did experience her death, and his sim has had to live with that weight, that helplessness, that grief and that guilt for 50.000 years. Seeing Sakura brings no solace.

[ambersky0319]

okay but like seriously

if my body could chill tf out that would be great

[kirishwima]

why am i so weak to praise

[readyfreddy]

Last week (including and between both Fridays) has been such a dumpster fire it’s almost comical

[raeathnos]

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[emmcfrxst]

hey sorry to have been so periodically and inconsistently active i’m sick and we’re not sure what it is yet

[cyberneticdryad]

guess who got to go to the ER last night?

[tiny-cloud-of-flowers]

okay full disclosure

I will respond to the trick-or-treaters today. I promise that. I know what I’m doing for that and I will do it. I just also have a lab report that I haven’t started that’s due in 48 hours and so I sort of need to also work on that somewhat (especially since I have a full afternoon of lectures and workshops as well).

Thank you very kindly to those who have come to the inbox. Your trick shall unfortunately be anticipation.. but I promise you will get a treat in the end!