#I guess?? tagging that just in case

[theminecraftgay]

Main blog moment because I keep thinking about this and it’s killing me and maybe someone will get it

I’m an art student. Yesterday, we had a very successful alum come in and talk with us. His art is heavily inspired by cartoons, so it resonated with me a lot as someone interested in fine art with an adoration for cartoons and stylized works. His talk was inspiring, hopeful, and overall it felt great to see a local artist going national from my community college. We thanked him, he left, and we moved on to critique.

Critique came and my prof loved my work. She called a few of my pieces “gallery ready” and praised my colors and use of material. In the end, she kept one of them, but only after saying she wished she could keep them all for our arts dept review. And I felt AWFUL. After the talk we just had, I thought I’d be happy. I just saw someone who is successful who thinks the way I do with art, but when I actually got recognized for my skills, it made me want to disappear.

I don’t know why. I keep thinking about it, and it makes me feel physically sick. I’m vending at a comic con soon, my art prof likes my work, I’m starting to actually get commissions every few months, but for some reason having my work praised in front of my class made me want to melt away and die. It’s been a day and I still feel like shit! Why! I want to do this forever. My art has been tattooed. I’ve helped with murals- one of which was in our state museum for a short while! I should be happy that I am finally, after years of work, being praised for what I do- but I’m not.

I don’t know. Maybe it’s just messed up imposter syndrome. Art is all I want to be known for, I work hard and probably do deserve praise for it. I know it’s also hard when no one sees the effort I put in. Idk

[jellitchi]

hotguy.

[withered-tears]

[t4tmetalsonic]

The fact jayvik is trending but arcane isn't is the funniest thing in the world. Boy u fucked up

[plant-cell-park]

they make me ill.

[aniimoni]

What’s up gang

To wish, to yearn.

Are there multiple meanings to this? Yeah. Am I gonna explain it? No, because I’m a vampire when it comes to talking about my lore and messages.

[macabresymphonies]

His inherent bitchiness and autistic swag is coming through even in Javascript, I'm crying

[seventhsession]

My man Etho coming in with Sources.

[awetfrog]

replayed the disco game for self inflicted brain damage

[beddybites]

big fan of obanai and sanemi being two of the hardest people to talk to when obanai is five feet tall and sanemi never knows when to shut up

[valkavavaart]

been playing hit psp game crisis core. why doesn't the big soldier simply eat the little soldier.

[gertritude-art]

since good omens season 2 is airing, i thought i would share this horrendous sketch of what i imagined aziraphale and crowley looked like when i read the book back in high school

[mossdogs]

[illumi-nati-png]

The Greywaren

Quite suddenly Ronan was cross with both voices. He was cross with himself. Both sides telling him what he was, and him believing it. How long had he been asking: Tell me what I am?.

Never once had he simply decided for himself.

It wasn't a choice at all.

He woke up.

-Maggie Stiefvater

[poorlydrawninstarsandtime]

the humble conkroch

[id in alt]

[alchimistetyche]

What do you MEAN Dean was down on his knees begging Cas to come back to him. Bloodied up not doing anything to defend himself from the angel, who, mind you, was actively beating the life out of him while he was begging.

And then you're telling me it WORKED?? Cas ACTUALLY broke free despite the conditioned response (which I also have thoughts on) he was supposed to have to Dean begging all because Dean pulled a "this isn't you babe"??

And then they NEVER GOT TOGHETHER?!-

I love rewatching this show but I forgot how insane Season 8 made me GEEZ-

edit: i added the link to me roasting naomi's lack of basic psychology understanding because someone kind of asked for it in the tags