#I guess ill figure it out eventually
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ermmm yes?
#i dont know how to caption this they're just sitting there 😭#attempt 2 at drawing lizzie... hopefully she looks better this time#also trying out this caspian design... still unsure if i like it or not but i also don't want to change it for the 4th time#oh man#I guess ill figure it out eventually#jrwi riptide#lizzie lafayette#jrwi caspian#my art#sketch
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What makes a person stranger? Is it the idea of not talking to them long enough for you to not know their favorite drink? Is it the awkward impulsive texts and the uncomfortable pauses between it because you don't know how to act around each other anymore? Is it when the both of you saw each other across the street, eye to eye, and you know yourself that you recognize those familiar faces and your heart paused, yet no one uttered a word, not even a shared shy smile nor a timid bow of recognition. It is scary just thinking about those things and picturing yourself and the person who occupies most of your days and you deeply care about in that situation. Maybe giving your heart to someone is a suicide, because you are giving them power to take a chunk of your heart with them, and you cannot control what they want to do with it. It is scary. It is frightening that my heart really hurts while writing these words. What can I do? How can I stop someone from drifting away? Well atleast not yet. I am not ready. Not today.
#♡ love texts#I've been thinking a lot about my avoidant attachment style#and how can I fully surrender my love for someone without having to fear the unknown that inevitably makes me crawl back in my shell#and hide whenever I feel loved and cared for#because I dont want to have something that the universe can take away from me#i guess ill figure it out eventually
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i watched the garfield movie but also played a shit tonna ace attorney this weekend so like why not mash it together
#still figuring out how i wanna draw em but whatever#ill get there eventually chat#ace attorney save me… save me ace attorney#my onlh complaint is i miss franziska#ace attorney#gyakuten saiban#trucy wright#apollo justice#ace attorney apollo justice#garfield#? i guess JSJAJWJS
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based on my favourite shot of Atsumu
#hq#haikyuu#hq fanart#haikyuu fanart#haikyuu miya atsumu#miya atsumu#hq miya atsumu#my art#digital art#artists on tumblr#he just looks so happy#bi colours for the background because you gotta#regrettably i adore him#still not convinced of how im doing these painterly styles but whatever#ill figure it out eventually i guess
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reference for a new oc i havent shared yet, Night! i dont rly know what im gonna do with her yet but she exists!! :3
#my art#art#digital art#artists on tumblr#furry#furry oc#oc#furry ref sheet#furry art#furry reference sheet#anthro#anthro art#digital#unnamed universe#character art#reference page#anyways this is Night she specializes in stealth/dexterity/etc;. she also likes archery#she knows how to do hand-to-hand (or i guess paw-to-paw? LOL) but definitely prefers other methods. she'll use claws if it gets to that tho#her diet is mostly fish and seafood but she does eat lizards and bugs sometimes (esp in a pinch)#ill post her counterpart eventually i just need to uh. figure out her colors HGDYUISGDUHDSGUGSDH#sfw furry#furry anthro#cat anthro#i forgot to add the color swatches but. i can do that later tbh
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I am,, BEGGING ON MY KNEES,, TO SEE YOUR TAKE ON THE CREEPER SINCE YOU HAVE A DESIGN FOR JACK,,, I NEED TO SEE THIS FUCKER SNAP
jeepers creepers
#RAUYGHHHHGGGG RAAAHHH#hes a insect. lol#batman#dc comics#jack ryder#the creeper#batman rogues#gotham rogues#asks#owoiwonderwhatsthis#requests#i guess?#🃏.art#god help#HIS COLORS make me want to tearat the ground but . ill figure it out eventually. or never .sorry
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i could probably like or even love william afton if he made any fucking sense to me as a character
#every time i try to think about him my brain explodes. he's so confusing and everything about him is so unclear it makes me furious really#i don't feel like elaborating. idk. he confuses me. i'll figure him out eventually. whatever#cam.txt#“this characters motivations are open to interpretation” WELL MAYBE I DON'T WANT THEM TO BE. MAYBE I JUST WANT TO KNOW#i dont mean like.. “kill -> get remnant” motivations. that clearly plays into it. but it's so basic and not the full picture#it doesn't explain him killing charlie. it doesn't explain Why he wants remnant. it. it doesn't explain. him as a character. i don't know-#-what he's Thinking and it pisses me off ok. whateverrrrrrrrrrr#they call me the Over Thinkerr. bec ause. im thinking hard about fnaf way over the reasonable amount for something that isn't even#written That well to be frank. whatever whatevet whatever whatever whatever OK bye ill stop. i just do not get william afton#on one hand i like that fnaf allows for people to come up with their own ideas on the other hand I HATE HOW WILLIAM IS (NOT) WRITTEN#Bc how can u make a story that has so much to do with a man who is murdering children and have THAT be one of the things we know least abou#(i know there's probably explanations in the books but i don't care about the books. they're different than the games. so)#i mean i guess i can appreciate that it's a story about murder that focuses more (?maybe) on the victims than the murderer. i guess.#still annoyed. Am i just being a hater? probably#if this is incoherent no it's not❤️
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So I know this isn't anything that like actually needs an apology but it'll make me feel a bit better to say it. Oof whoops this ABoT chapter is super late. Timing kinda sucks since I wanted to have some updates out while s3 was airing but
Been kinda mega busy and stressed since October with the whole condo buying thing which rolled right into immediate day 0 plumbing and boiler issues I had to get fixed and general moving hassle and financial commitment stress and I kinda just fried myself hard. Plus then acclimating to a new place without my familiar street or familiar grocery store or familiar room or any of that. Like there's no "just go home and take your mind off it" to this cuz home is the "it". So I'm just kinda enduring until I can calm the hell down.
And anyway I definitely have progress on ch47, like 7000-ish words of it, but it's the kind of like "there is writing there" and hasn't exactly hit the "there is substance there" that I want ABoT chapters to be. Like this in particular is a chapter I want to be good, not just be done. So it's taking time to get my brain somewhere that can do that.
#anyway#i mean just in case anyone was like wondering if its discontinued to anything#its still going i just can't make it Good quite yet#(plus i need to get furniture cuz as it stands the place is really quite empty and bare except for like my room and the kitchen)#(also the bank had my address wrong so they havent been able to send me any of the mortgage information which was technically due already)#(ive been in contact with them but it's a whole thing)#(plus im still not quite finished with all the utility switching. i still need to get water in my name)#(and the boiler issue fucked up my gas bill so now ive got a crazy high gas bill i just need to... pay)#(i have actually started seeing a therapist but thats a whole other Thing now figuring out insurance and deductables and using my HSA#account and just... it's a lot)#(oh also my homeowner's insurance policy number doesn't actually work for getting me into the online portal. and the geico guy said he was#looking into it but I havent heard anything in a while)#(its a lot im just gonna melt for a while i guess)#(plus all the upfront stress has made it really hard to associate the new place as 'home' instead of 'place of great many plumbing evils')#(i sat on like 4 million couches this week and the only one i really really like probably doesn't quite fit in my living room)#(the downstairs neighbors tv is too loud and i need to talk to her about it in a way which isn't 'hey im holding on by a thread and this#one small inconvenience is the thing which is making me turn into ash')#(oh thats right i have to go pay my january HOA dues...)#(oh also I need to file for the owner-occupied tax exemption thing now that its 2023)#anyway......... ill be normal eventually. im just not normal right now.#chrissy speaks
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Idk if this has been mentioned before but now that I think about it it's kinda odd to me that Ichi's final boss is a dude trying to kidnap a girl that reminds Kiryu of Haruka and Kiryu's final boss is Ichiban's half brother with almost the exact same daddy issues as Aoki
No yeah definitely. Definitely decisions were made.
#iw spoilers#im still trying to figure out why they did that exactly epdjjzne#is it purposefully ironic. is it cause akane was involved with bryce#is it cause ebina was trying to ruin the yakuza and that had kiryu feel inclined to do something#like man i GUESS … sure ill take it ….. still just feels odd#thats the most i can say bout decisions made in y8 i think i just go Well Thats Odd#idk ive moved on but ill end up thinking about it again during an eventual replay
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#...hi#this is me exposing myself btw. it was probs obvious but ^_^#guess who figured out a myth for them#ANYWAYS. EXPLODES ABOUT THEM. THE MYTH I HAVE IN MY HEAD FOR THEM MAKES ME SO ILL#but ill probs write a proper fic to fully explain it so. be ready#lsshipping#mcytshipping#<- kinda. its one of those things where the modern concept of marriage is how We today would describe it in modern translations#but theyre a secret 3rd thing 2 me. close bond that doesn't need a label fr#anyways fic Eventually i have gathered enough dispair from aps to write something i think...! ^_^#anyways not maintagging this. casinoquartet nation this is a w for yall#no id
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live laugh love my local library
#☆— yapping#went there bc i was bored#got three volumes of kn8#would've gotten more but they didn't have them unfortunately#and four volumes of smth i've never heard before#called dai dark#only picked it up bc it looks interesting#guess no one else knows it either bc the volumes are so stiff#like library books are usually kinda beat up and the spines broken in yk#but this is like. fresh#feels newer than ones in a bookstore#which i mean makes sense yk#the difference between the kn8 and dai dark volumes are so funny to me#staring at the way they're all stacked up rn#and no i didnt get any “real” books#the last time i tried to read a novel i got so confused by the setting#the whole story made no sense#but i made it chapter 4 or 5#also it was earlier this week i tried#actually was about to gag bc of the way a female character was described#it made me want to cry bc what was that#read better fanfics that were written by 14 y/os#and this guy got wtvr that was PUBLISHED and SOLD#and that's why i only borrow library books#ANYWYAS i've been wanting to read the kn8 manga for a bit now#but idk where to read it online and am too lazy to figure it out#but also if i have the choice between online or physical i have to say#i prefer physical books all the way#even if i cant read all of the chapters rn idrc#ill read the online version eventually but this'll just get me into it for now
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aaaaeeeeeaeeaeaeee
#(。>﹏<)#posts.nae#haha i keep feeling so nervous about tag games#i havent asked many of my moots if they wanna br tagged or not.. its kinda like guess work and i feel pretty bad TᵕT#like i dont wanna bother u but.. i mean most of the time im thinking “please bother me hbjdksnshw” so um#yeah anyways :')#ignore me TᵕT#ill figure out how friends work eventually..
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thinking of them SO HARD.
#michael#myart#florent#?#i guess? i mean its his legs hypothetically#also theres no context to this scene sorry. i just made it up but it feels in character for michasl#ALSO. anon I SAW YOUR ASK. i will answer jt.... eventually.... as soon as i figure out WTF TO SAY TO U.#debating on whether or not to explain michael in intense detail to you. IDK#LEA ME ALOAN ILL GET TO ITTTT
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SIGH!!
#mine#with school as it is and graduation impending and everything as it is etc etc ive been looking for a calm/not-thinking-heavy game#to play to unwind after school and all that#i do love beejee3 but the mental load of that game is a loooot like even just rping and stuff#my next plan was stardew but i want to mod it and i tried and couldnt figure out how and got frustrated#THEN i tried this puzzle game i found and i couldnt get it to work either (not native to my system)#(iykyk) so eventually i just played the demo for american truck sim because its on my wishlist#and it was good but not the calming game im looking for#im thinking maybe powerwash sim but it's not on sale so i guess ill have to wait...#either that or something else but i dont know anything else </3
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have some random wd au doodle pages. mafuyu settling in with the dark knights and grumpy healer mage nene
#nene is very much the “cares a lot but also wishes everyone would stop being reckless and will complain about it” kind of healer#shes grumpy but goddamn if they arent her closest friends!#i really like this new brush for doodling lol#i have a decent bit of lore for everyone but kaito so far. kaito is just the leader of the dark knights but also the cool dad/uncle guy#im sure ill figure out stuff for him eventually. but for now hes just here#vbs miku would also be here ive just forgotten to include her in anythign. i guess she also doesnt have lore yet lol#w1f1 draws#i should really make a tag for this au.......#also yes the giant scar on mafuyus back is the result of the explosion from the comic i posted yesterday#magic can hurt the user just as much as anyone else! especially when uncontrolled!#nene and rui are also both very prone to magic scars#rui because he just forgets protective gear sometimes and nene because there *isnt* much protective gear for healing magic#nenes mainly concentrate around her neck and a bit on her hands while ruis are mainly covering his hands and arms
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i’m literally so 😐 on fnaf lore rn. i might have to be embracing the mimic soon cause apparently it might’ve been around since sister location 🤪🤪🤪
#I HATW IT HERE!!!!!!#i just. sigh. i’ll figure it out eventually i guess man#vanny and the glitchtrap virus were compelling. can we go back to that.#i’m all about morals in characters and like. the mimic doesn’t have morals. sure it can be taught what’s good and bad but like.#it’s never going to have a moral dilemma about obsession and trust and unintentional killing#which. i will say that is definitely something to be explored if you’re someone who likes to compare human function to robot function#I SEE THE APPEAL!! it’s just not up my alley like that#yeah idk maybe it’ll become that way. as i hear more hw2 stuff im sure ill come to embrace it
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