#I got it bad for the fictional mans
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ironandglass · 12 days ago
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Silco Astrology ✨🪐🌙🔮🌞
Me musing on potential stuff for his tropical astrology natal chart. These are just ideas I'm sharing because I'm excited bout this and curious to hear thoughts or other neat observations. Accidentally fell into a rabbit hole and did this four hours, it was just gonna be simple… oops.
Side note, My astrology knowledge is very novice, so please let me know if there's any cool stuff I missed or misinterpreted or obvious goofs. I will appreciate it! Also some of these are in obvious conflict but it's okay, it's just fun ideas. 💖
Silco
Silco is imo Leo/Virgo cusp Sun in the 2nd house - He is the performer and the strategist. The man likes being the centre of attention, he can be enigmatic, theatrical, knows how to present himself and is comfortable doing so, he enjoys being seen and recognised. He likes nice clothing that reflect his status he likes a trinket. On the flip side- he has high standards and expectations of others just as he sets for himself. He’s also meticulous, calculating with the capacity seperate his emotions from an issue in order to follow logic, utilising this to be ruthless. As a cusp placement there's a delicious duality and inner conflict here too, which I enjoy as it's a major motif for his character. I feel like there's probably some Saturn shit going on here too 10th house vibes, something about hard work, building everything slowly over time, dedicated brick by brick, hard won respect, the path to success paved in blood and suffering and sacrifice. You know, the usual Saturny shit, it just feels right for him. It’s a core part of his identity. (Even in the flashback scene when they’re relaxing in the bar the nerd is taking notes. He can’t chill this is his Virgo cusp/Saturn energy) - BONUS this dark Sun is also in delightful opposition to the spicy heat of Mars in his 8th house. His ambition is partly fuelled by inner conflict. He’s a bit volatile but he keeps most of his rage hidden. When he does lash out it’s usually with strategic rage, maybe a lil psychological warfare, (but sometimes he might just go ham, yell, spit a bit and kick the shit out of someone).
(Bonus option for his sun sign is what I've often seen people peg him as, a Scorpio sun. Sassy jerk, likes to be centre of attention, lashes out. This also tracks.)
Moon in aquarius in the 8th house- You know he has a very strong sense of justice (babe it’s a subjective concept so this is his ideal of justice btw). Driven to create emotional change on a collective level (eg. freeing Zaun). He’s blessed with an innate intrigue and understanding of how people work. What motivates them, what they want, need, how far he can push, how to manipulate them. Our man is private and can appear cold at surface level but upon closer inspection we see that he’s detached but supportive, he cares, but the way he expresses it is unconventional. It’s hard for a lot of people to understand. Those few that ARE close to him, he is very close to, and very loyal to. This placements vibe is also reflected well by his hangup on death, drowning and rebirth. His willingness to embrace change and adapt, making him flexible, adaptable, versatile and resilient. He also likes to try and preach teach others to adapt and change, to transform and evolve into something more, releasing them from limiting ideas of self or belief systems.
First house in Gemini under Pluto -Conjunct Ascendant - Verrrrry powerful BDE placement, it makes him intense, piercing eyes, magnetic, intimidating, maybe he loves his own voice a bit idk, he’s complicated. An aura of mystery and/or power. He’s charming, mentally sharp, intense in how he expresses himself (you KNOW he has to fight to contain his naturally loud face) but also can be youthful, playful and quick witted. People may fear him, desire him (guilty), or distrust him without knowing why. He uses language like a weapon, always masking deeper motives with charm and wit. Some people might underestimate him early on, because of his communication style, not seeing the hidden power underneath (Marcus). Highly sensitive to power dynamics, will try to dominate a conversation/situations to feel safe or for fun, sometimes even in casual conversation. Resilient to the extreme, cockroach NRG. He has a desire to control how people perceive him. First house dictates your outward appearance, and your body. Gemini is all about duality, you see where I’m going with this? His face, his eyes? Again I’m doubling and trippling down on his duality motifs, because I love them shamelessly. Also Pluto loves to bring up trauma, to wallow in it, and make people kind of obsessed with it. Pluto has no chill, thus the intensity. But rather than just suffering, this process of being forced to face the trauma also makes a person more likely to eventually reflect on their experiences, reframe them, heal, move forward and grow, even if confrontation is difficult or slow or imperfect. Not afraid to reinvent himself, might even do so multiple times in a lifetime, -and each time he comes back stronger. Glow up king.
Cancer in the 12th house under Neptune. Big feefees. He has big feelings, can be overly emotional and throw tantrums physically or emotionally lashing out. Very intuitive and sensitive to subtlety. This also gives him a flair for being creative in one way or another (how he creatively threatens people does count as self expression). On the flipside, has a hard time setting boundaries with people he cares about, sometimes can be idealistic about his loved ones and not see the truth of their actions or the reality of a situation involving them. Leaving him vulnerable to abuse and betrayal. You know whomst.
Saturn in the 10th house under Capricorn (trine Uranus and Saturn) - He built his empire brick by brick, suffered for it, earned it. Every last bit. He started with nothing, all his respect, power, wealth, he earned it from the ground up. Even those who hate him respect his ass. Leadership is his burden, he needs to remain in control. He’s proud, won’t always admit it to himself or others when he’s struggling like an idiot.
Mars in the 8th house under Scorpio - This placement FUCKS, it’s intense, this energy runs deep and it’s focussed, manipulative, private, controlling, he’s driven, his endurance and capacity to push through is insane, he’s secretive, private, scheming, plotting. Sex, power and trust are all deliciously intertwined here as an unholy trinity of motivation. He wants to survive, transform and dominate. He studies people in order to understand their motivations, either to use them or control them. Strategic, lethal when necessary. He’s naturally attracted to taboo and/or intense experiences. He needs intensity, he craves it and chases it, power dynamics are super important. Once he truly sets his mind or commits to something, he will not give up, he will push through he will succeed even if it’s through sheer stubborn fiery endurance. Darling he holds a grudge like nobody else, he’s jealous possessive, and pushes down his anger and desire till they explode. He has control issues and a ruthless streak designed entirely around revenge. If he can evolve and heal, he can learn to share power, inspire others, transform others, channel the dark fire into constructive work. His love is fiercely, fiery, deep, passionate and hot. He expects emotional and sexual depth, and you better bring it. He might test loyalty and the emotionally constipated bastard will 100% struggle with being emotionally vulnerable.
Juno opposite Chiron across the 1st/7th house axis. His relationships are destined to be soul deep but filled with pain. He will die for those he truly loves, even if they betray him. He may feel unworthy of love, so he tries to earn it through power, protection and sacrifice (so Saturn of him tbh). Possible he might sabotage or matyr himself in his relationships, giving everything to those he loves, he can’t stop himself. This poor sweet baby both deeply craves commitment and fears it. This all leads to inevitable, destined , FATED even, significant trauma surrounding relationships, (but also there is an opportunity to overcome it.)
Born under a first quarter moon -He's destined to take action. Determined, motivated, ambitious, a need to prove himself, motivated to create a lasting legacy, long term change. Resilience, endurance to see it all through over a long period of time. Also more themes of duality here we love to see it. First quarter moon is also known as the half moon, half light half dark, very fitting.
Sagittarius in the 3rd house under Venus - That man speaks with a dangerously elegant, seductive quality that melts into your earussy. You feel what he says. When he speaks people believe it, even if it scares them. Venus doing the heavy lifting here making his words beautiful. Lecturing his philosophy, villain monologues, strategy and manipulation comes to him so easily, his natural innate gifts. His charm is layered with ideological conviction. This all brings him easy success in business, politics, networking and diplomacy.
Jupiter in the 9th house under Capricorn- He’s not just building a legacy baby, he is laying down strong foundations and putting systems in place to sustain it for generations to come. It’s giving structure it’s giving discipline, it’s giving lawmaking and cold, ruthless enforcement of those laws. Everything must be proven, built and earned.
+Random others I'm not gonna flesh out, but toss here-
This was all fleshed out better but then my battery went flat and I lost a big chunk of it as well as a big chunk of my will to live 🫠 rip
Uranus in the sixth house under Aquarius.
Mercury 6th house
Jupiter square sun? -expansion, ambition, boundless enthusiasm. but also overconfidence, recklessness, and unrealistic expectations.
Maybe some Mars, Saturn, Pluto trine a lil gift to make up for the Juno/Chiron curse.
I feel like he definitely has some Pisces drama going on as well but I'm not sure how.
Dunno what’s was for? His desire for a better Zaun, he's willing to work hard, long term, suffer, and take action for it, he wants to do it for all of Zaun. He wants change and is willing to take unique paths (crime/shimmer) to make it happen.
What do you think?
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delhe-dalim · 8 months ago
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Oh Mayday... Warm colors cuz he deserves some warmth 🥹
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a-stars-art-blog · 2 months ago
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Gay religious vampire I love you <3
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yappacadaver · 3 days ago
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the view
Commissions always open ♥
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harringroveera · 2 years ago
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The fandom got forgiveness for every other character but Billy and that’s fucked up
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berryblu-soda · 11 months ago
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catch me low key crying on that last MAWS episode hahahah, something abt lois´ dynamic w her dad just hits hard :´)
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bodega-catto · 1 year ago
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People defending Snow because he’s a handsome white man despite him:
-Thinking of selling Tigris (in like page 4 mind you.)
-Despises working with people.
-ONLY helps Sejanus because the cameras are watching.
-Spends the whole book thinking about how things can benefit him and how to make everything to his advantage.
-Tries to remind the public that Lucy Gray “belong to him” and how he was constantly angry about not owning her.
-Calls district people: bestial, not evolved and unfortunate barbaric creatures (yea including Lucy.)
-Tries to delude himself that Lucy is from the capitol because he’s shamed of liking her.
-Says he prefers Lucy in the capitol because he knows exactly where she is at all times (liked Lucy in the games because of the same reason, he could watch her 24/7 and control her.)
- Moved in with Sejanus parents after betraying their son and getting him killed.
-Killed Highbottom who was trying to prevent him from rising to the top because he could see his true nature in his eyes and was afraid of him (and his father.)
And this is all just in BoSbaS, told from his own perspective. Think about everything he did after.
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pumpkinrootbeer · 1 year ago
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i really do think the systematic execution of the jedi has kinda sorta ruined all future star wars media for in the sense that i am always going to be thinking about the space empath monks who were genocided. there used to be thousands of them and now there's like. 7. functionally an entire culture dead. they can show me all the grogus in the world, im always going to think about how they had to step over the dead babies.
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seventh-district · 7 months ago
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again and again i find myself lamenting that audio roleplay isn't taken more seriously by some people. like yeah, they often have a romantic element, and by nature they usually directly involve/address the listener- and i totally get that those things aren't to everyone's taste. no art or entertainment is universally appealing, and that's okay! but.. it still makes me a lil sad that the "cringe" reputation of asmr/audio rp precedes it. there's a whole lot of talent and creativity being poured into these audios by so many people that i feel goes unrecognized and/or disrespected simply due to the medium that the stories are being told through.
#this post brought to you by: me bingeing Sam & Darlin's entire storyline over the past few days and having a Lot of feelings abt it#asmr#audio roleplay#rp audio stuff#redacted audio#anyways i don't have a conclusion to this post. and i'm not Mad or Upset or anything i'm just thinkin' out loud#and i mean it's not like it doesn't get plenty of praise within its respective audience bc it does. at least for the more popular creators#but i feel it'll still always have the shadow of its cringe reputation looming over it#which makes it hard for some ppl to openly appreciate or share with others that aren't already fans of the medium#like do u know how many comments i've seen along the lines of 'this is great but i'd die if anyone knew i liked this kinda stuff' ?? :(#idk maybe i feel strongly about it bc i'm a self-insert fanfic writer. and i feel like the two have a lot in common. including a bad rep.#like. not every audio will be well-written or produced and neither will every fanfic. but that doesn't mean it's a less legitimate artform#and i'm lucky to have never (yet) received negative comments on my work. but that doesn't mean that it doesn't make me sigh when people-#-say shit like 'this reads like fanfiction' as a way of calling something bad. or other similar sentiments that make the same implication#and i wouldn't be surprised if audio creators feel the same way when they encounter certain comments or statements#like. those YT videos where ppl will 'try bf asmr for the first time' or whatever and it's just 20 mins of cringing and over-reacting? eugh#tbf i haven't watched many bc why do that to myself. so Maybe there's some that are respectful but still. imagine getting roasted like that#and yes yes i know that by posting stuff online you're inadvertently sighing up to be criticized by Anyone but still. man. i dunno#i'm going on a tangent but my point is. i'm grateful for the creators that still make their art in spite of the public's perception of it#bc some of the most impactful emotional experiences i've ever gained from fiction took place in audio rp and i'm so serious abt that.#anyways. this post almost feels like i'm 'making up a person to be mad at' but i promise it's not that serious i'm just yapping. mostly.#certainly not trying to start any kind of debate or anything either i just have a lot of fixation-induced energy and nowhere to put it#this is Eric's fault (/lh) for cooking Sam up in a lab catered exactly to my taste and making Darlin' waaaaay too painfully relatable#but it's also My fault for bingeing the Inversion /and/ the Quinn arc /and/ the Summit all within a couple days. but i can't help myself#feels like i've run an emotional marathon. triathlon. The Emotional Olympics if u will. i'm feeling Everything#who knew that beating the shit out of ur fictional abuser could feel so goddamn cathartic! it's a nice replacement when u can't do it irl#anyways i'm off on a tangent again. thanks for coming to my TED Talk i'm gonna crawl back in my hole now#actually i'm gonna go relisten to a few audios. as Research for my Sam & Darlin' playlist as well as a post i'll be making about it soon#u Know i've got it bad when i not only make a playlist but start Posting on here about the songs that remind me of them. i'm cooked guys.
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cryoriku · 6 months ago
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sex isnt intimate enough. i need to melt and become his skin
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mani-mari · 1 month ago
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why do shows feel the need to ruin everything?????? THOMAS AND KAT WERE MEANT TO BEEEE 😭
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brokenmagxc · 2 months ago
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asvidema · 2 months ago
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i never did any oc kiss week stuff. could use it as excuse to draw ocs kissing
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redtailfins · 8 months ago
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blake thorburn save me
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livinces2 · 2 years ago
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I swear, Ethan Bailkirschdry could look this Hellfandom dead in the eye, knife to their throats, happy as a camper to kill them, then tell them sincerely and with his whole chest: “I love and miss my brother; I want to avenge him, and I’m more than happy to kill you!” And these bitches would start foaming at the mouth, like: “No you don’t, Angel Baby Pie, it’s all your father!!” 🙄
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projectdivaar · 9 months ago
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SEASON 4 FINALE.........I felt genuinely ill the whole time like my stomach was twisting I was gonna throw up oh my god what the FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
#SAM MY BOY#SAMUEL MY BELOVED IM SO SORRY#THE FUCKING CON ........ THE WHOLE TIME!?!?!?! THE WHOLE FUCKING TIME!?!??!?!#u js have 2 respect her @ this point 4 that bc holy shit#2 season spanning game she was in 4 the LONG HAUL#cas defying fuckers 4 the gayass 1 million complex brothers 🎉#sam made me want 2 throw up so much#he js wanted 2 save ppl .... he didnt kno!!!! HE DIDNT KNO!!!!!!!!!!! (said thru tears)#THE FUCKING DEMOM EYES...ON HIM......IT MADE ME ILL#srry!!!!!!! sam thoughts im rlly biased#OUGH he PRAYED he had FAITH and he was MANIPULATED and TAKEN ADVANTAGE OF and REFUSED 2 SEE IT bc he WANTED 2 BELIEVE#that he culd do GOOD despite tbe fact he KNEWWW he had DEMOM BLOOD in himmmmmmm!!!!!!!!! ARRRRRRGHHHHHHHH#im having so many thoughts. abt him. but i dont thibk im articulating them v well @ all.. oh well! do u understand what i mean#anyways unreleated i thibk sam an cas shuld fuck nasty#im making galaxy brain parallels between them i js cant explain them v well. but i think gay sex wuld help (it wuldnt)#uhmmmm what else#chucks goofy i hope nthn bad happens 2 him (smth bad always happens)#MAN!!!!!!!!!!!! can these stupid ass brothers catch a BREAK!!!!!!! for ONCE!!!!!!!!!!!!#can s5 b normal (s5 won't b normal)#why the hell did i start watching spn. worst mistake of my life#ive been reminded i CAN infact get emotionally attached 2 fictional characters. thanks spn. ive got sam rotating in my mind now#i want dean 2 punch fuck outta him and then i want them 2 make up and they shuld fly 2 sum place else and have a normal life#im so DONE w this show!!!!! (im starting s5 next wk)#why the hell os this show making me feel shit bro this wasnt supposed 2 happen :(#sigh.....................oh well#spn#rivers rambles <3
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