#I genuinely want to kill myself
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I hope everyone who voted third party and said Harris and Trump were the same is happy with this turn out 🤗
#vent#i genuinely want to kill myself#this isnt a joke#like i deadass wanna end it all#hope yall are happy on your high horse
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Fuck I fucking hate people
#I’m a fake hater actually#I quite like people#but also like#I genuinely want to kill myself#and I feel like I’m giving off those signs#and no one cares lmaoooo#no one actually fucking cares#which fair tbh#I think I’m ignoring some of my friends depressive signs because like what am I meant to do#I’ll tell you I love you n I’m here for you#but that’s all I can do really#would love someone to tell me they love me and they’re here for me#without me saying it first#I think I’m better than everyone else#and also the worst#mental illness core
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❝I love every story in your body.❞
FIRST KANAPHAN as KANT PATTANAWAT and KHAOTUNG THANAWAT as BISON episode 5 of THE HEART KILLERS
#the heart killers#the heart killers the series#first kanaphan#khaotung thanawat#firstkhao#firstkhaotung#kantbison#gmmtv series#gmmtv bl#thai bl#mlm#thkedit#th: the heart killers#bibi gifs#userrlana#tusermona#tuserhidden#tuserrowan#guilt might as well kill kant before bison has a chance to#but seriously this scene made me want to take out my heart and smash it myself#bc what bison says is so genuine#every tattoo he didn't catch a glimpse of before he asks kant about it#the back tattoo the tattoo behind the ear#this one now#and he adores it#he loves it#i wanna cry#also#kant is a fucking champ for not folding look at this man#he's ethereal
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so let’s get something straight: if i cover my ears because i cannot stand the sound of someone chewing, im being rude. so i don’t cover my ears and instead end up in tears, and im being dramatic and im an attention seeker. so i move away from whoever it is who is chewing, and im being disrespectful and making that person feel bad, so clearly im a horribly selfish person. so i blast music to drown out the sound of somebody chewing, but its rude to listen to music at the dinner table, so obviously i have no manners and im a horrible person. how can i win this???
#personal#vent#the first few times i had to move away because i couldn’t handle the sound‚ my parents yelled at me and i ended up in tears anyway#but genuinely there is no way to win this#there is no way to handle my own issues without being told that i’m a horrible person#i swear i have some form of misophonia because i seriously cannot hear chewing without wanting to kill that person and then myself#misophonia#neurodivergent#anyway i’m defs not neurotypical let’s just say that
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thinking about the way billy smiled when he saw that it was steve outside the byers and how quickly it all changed when he realised steve was lying to his face
#billy hargrove#billy: :)#steve: were you dropped too much as a child#dislike steve for a lot of things but that’s at the top of my list#all the times billy’s been lied to im going to kill myself#his mom neil max#and now steve#ripping my hair out i genuinely hate it here so much#i just wanted him to be happy for once#to be able to have a genuine connection with someone
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#milgram#milgram fanart#kazui mukuhara#shidou kirisaki#muu kusunoki#mikoto kayano#and unfortunately#fuuta kajiyama#got bored n i forgot i had this random muu doodle from a while ago#so i added on#sigh sorry i should’ve drawn another girlie with you muu you’re surrounded by ugly ass men#oh yeah i love chiikawa#genuinely it’s peak shit man#like what if was kind of small and cute#i think i’d shit myself#i need to finish my hw sigh but i want to sleep#kill me#chibi's art/rkgk
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two reverse - adrienne lenker
#patrick is so strong because if my best friend yelled at me like that I'd kill myself on the spot#just saying#this didn't come out exactly how i wanted it to but capcut kept crashing so this is what we get#anyway#they make me sick#genuinely#like my stomach HURTS#screaming crying throwing up#also art looks like a literal angel in that scene where he's looking down at patrick wtf 🫤#challengers#patrick zweig#art donaldson#tashi duncan#challengers 2024#artrick#art donaldson x patrick zweig
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the flash is pissing me off so badly rn
#wednesday spoilers#like as a wally fan (ish) i like it fine#but every time bart appears and every time max talks i want to kill myself#might genuinely drop it from my pull list i am SO annoyed lol#like i gave it a chance enough is enough
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"you cannot take twink etho from my cold. dead. body."
#something i genuinely said out loud to myself#posted the pyramid to twitter cause they were taking about bear impulse#they agreed etho would be a twink#YOU CANT TAKE THAT AWAY FROM ME!!!!#etho#ethoslab#it was genuinely healing hearing that#my pyramid is right idc idc#like im right#like i am#looked at the original post that set me off#still pisses me off bro#WHAT DO YOU MEAN GRIAN IS A TWIBNK/????#AND JOELS A HUNK????#how on EARTH is tango a twinkish bear???#do you WANT me to kill you???#youre begging for it#text
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admit it. you would have been me
#rick and morty#rick sanchez#rick prime#rick c137#??? whateve#DAMNNN it deleted all my tags lol#IM FREEEE I CAN FINALLY KILL MYSELF#THIS SHIT WAS SO HARD MAN. not worth it lolol#i wanted to do this concept already bc im insnae abt mirrors. but ep5 forced my hand#i always find it so interesting like… rick seeing himself not only in prime#but in all the ricks he meets (and kills)#i do imagine there were more than a few moments during his hunt for prime where he feared he was becoming him#chose this deisgn for rick bc i like it. and its like his main prime hunting era deisgn ig also. lol#DO NOT EVER LET ME DO A BG AGAIN. NOT WORTH IT#lol im just very bad at planning stuff out when it comes to stuff like this#but hopefully it looks ok. my brain is so fried i genuinely cannot tell#artsbotz
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Holy fuck I should delete twitter. Unfortunately, the sole reason I still use it is for Broadway news. And I have yet to find a place that matches it. I set up a Bluesky account and would happily move myself over there but nobody is using it.
Please god can there be a mass migration now? Bluesky looks exactly how Twitter used to look. And it's not run by a pathetic incel like Elon Musk.
#it's been two days#and I've already had enough of people saying Trump is a legitimate choice politically#and that the Israeli far right government is correct in its genocide#and women should just stop sleeping around in order to prevent abortions#I want to vomit and punch and kill myself and all the things#the world is full of so many selfish ignorant people and I can't stand it#there is no arguing with people who don't think climate change exists#or genuinely believe Trump cares for a single human being outside himself#when has he ever stood up for any of his children for fuck's sake?#please#I can't do 4 more years of people treating Trump like a legitimate person#he is the worst of humanity rolled up in a concentrated poisonous ball#American politics#Donald Trump#Elon Musk#Israel#Twitter
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had an acquaintance ask me why i don't just use ai writing to finish my book (it's not a book, it's a game, hanna) quicker and i just.
*inhale*
#ramblings.#look okay i kept my cool then but good lord#fuck off telling me to use ahit to finish a passion project faster#like for what?? what does me writing words for fun take away from??#sorry i'm not killing myself for a corporate job HANNA#i have hobbies. i have my blorbos and i'm gonna write my blorbos as slow as i want because they have to be personable and genuine#not some cranked out attempt at writing that ai does. ugh#anyway thanks for coming to my ted talk#just for this i'm gonna go erite. out of spite. and also inspiration.#angy is good motivation
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#gaslighting myself rn#he would never do that#hes not bad#please dont let it be true please#i want to die#i wanna end it so bad#make it stop#someone please end this shit#idk how much longer i can handle it before i genuinely try to kill myself#this is fucking exhausting
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never not thinking about the path from 24 floors to how to exit a room. the shift from “twenty-four floors up in some hotel room feeling so low thinking of jumping soon” to “facedown on the pavement and on the way down it was painless”, and from “you don’t wanna die tonight” to “I want to live every bit of life I never want to waste it again” is something that can be so personal.
#solreefspeak#the maine#aghhhh.#it’s about going from “i guess i shouldn’t kill myself since my friends would be sad”#to genuinely wanting to live even though shit sucks sometimes!#suicide mention
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Will these get colored???
Psh. Like I should know
#kitsunesakii#not dead yet#not writing#tma#the magnus archives#micheal from tma#micheal the distortion#micheal shelley#god i love him#i will force myself to learn hands just for him#he can have my SOUL#JUST TAKE IT#these arent even finished#i want to add text to the first one#i wanna add “oh archivist” in front of the quote in the second one#i genuinely wanna color these#who knew i could kill art block with a single silly guy#i cant draw him fast enough#he lives in my head rent free#god i pay rent FOR HIM#just so that he'll stay
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Dude discovering myself as dragonkin bought me unrivaled joy. Yes, there is species dysphoria and stuff like that but i still dont feel unhappy or miserable
The fact that im a dragon! A fucking dragon! Makes me go !!!!!!
I gained a new and grand understanding of myself, i feel myself, i never felt secure with myself like this before. Its feels so right, how did i live without knowing such things?
Sure. Its sad that i dont have actual wings or horns nor can i shape-shifting or spit fire but i still feel so happy. The fact that from now on i will live as a dragon is so marvelous itself! Like. Wdym i get to experience the miracle of life as a DRAGON!!!! This is so amazing
#🐉.txt#also discovering myself as dragonkin genuinely improved my mental health and outlook of life#not only that it makes me be more shameless and unapologetic authentic to myself. it makes me kill the cringe inside of it#*me. which in turn makes me feel happy and refreshed#now every time my brain thinks 'oh but this thing is cringe-' i counterattack with 'L + ratio + and we're a fucking dragon!'#this opened infinite possibilities for me!#i just want to express my joy#otherkin#demikin#dragonkin
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