#I feel so disgusting
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#mine#i feel so disgusting#my life feels irredeemable i know in anyone elses eyes its not but to me it is#i need to die soon#i dont know how to survive#actuallybpd#actuallytraumatized#traumacore#actuallyabused#actuallyneglected#actuallyborderline#actuallymentallyill
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Another victim came out about her abu$e gotten from wilbur.. Oh my god I feel sick... This isn't confirmed but holy fucking shit I just.. Oh..
TW - EMOTIONAL ABUSE, SH, SA, ALCOHOL
#poraphiababbles#wilbur soot#fuck wilbur soot#This is disgusting#Victim support#Believe victims#wilbur soot is an abuser#Also a rapist#Oh my fucking god#I feel so disgusting
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i hate talking about how touch starved i am becasue i feel like if i talk about it if someone so much as hugs me after seeing it than ive manipulated them into it. i hate the combonation of horrid terf mother, being seen as a predatior because of mainstream transphobia, and ocd because its like i always feel like im a predator. i just want to be loved and held, i just want to feel important. i just feel so empty. i feel so digusting, i hate it so much. i feel like ill always be seen as a predator and it hurts. i hate it so much.
#tgirl#wlw yearning#trans venting#touch starved#transexual#transfem#ocd#possibly ace#i feel so disgusting#whats wrong with me#screaming to the void <3
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I just want your constant undivided attention, I'm not asking for much
#babygirl#text#literally the definition of asking too much#LMAO#attention#i literally hate myself rn#i feel so disgusting
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need to lose weight guys cause i can’t live like this anymore.
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getting worse in some areas and better in others LOL
#txt#disordered eating#<- for blacklist#not letting myself eat most days now because i cant stand how i look#i feel so disgusting#there's just so much fatphobia; ppl promoting EDs lately and it just makes me feel worse#like on one hand i don't believe in any of this shit. i know how harmful eating disorders are; just how much they ruin your life#there's absolutely nothing wrong with being fat; i love fat people#i just. dont want my body to look like this because of how i'm treated. my mom judges my body the worst#all this to say that i don't have an eating disorder but man is my eating disordered
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"hey grace what age did you start self-ha-"
14. 14 years old.
tw: Gore/sh
#self h@rm#tw self destructive behavior#tw self destruction#tw s3lf harm#tw sui ideation#tw sh implied#tw blood#tw violent thoughts#tw victim blaming#tw violence#tw violent imagery#tw vent#i feel so disgusting#tw sui vent#tw sh related#tw suggestive#tw sui attempt#tw scars#disgustingly violent thoughts <3#i hate it here#tw manipulation#tw gaslighting#tw graphic#tw grooming#tw unsettling#tw year age gap
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crying is so horrible bc u start crying for one reason then like 10 other reasons
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I am not having a good time.
#my alarm will go off in 6 hours#i want to cry#and scream#and be held#but i also never want to be touched again#i feel so disgusting#idk what to do
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Nothing like being told "your posts arent like worthy" by your friends
#what is like worthy anyways?#do you have any idea how gut wrenching it is to post on Instagram???#i never post anything and evenn if i do its like only on my accountfor a few months#and then my friends wont even like them#when confronted theyll just say something like ✨i dont like every post on my feed✨#like thats supposed to make me feel better#they like posts of their other friends tho#i feel so disgusting#its very childish and shallow to think about Instagram likes i know#but arent your friends supposed to hype you up?
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seriously being in love is the only thing that gives me the positive brain tingles but it's so dangerous and destructive and utterly unhealthy I want to be good and do good for my own good. I don't want to be better for someone else
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ahhhh
#why must my body issues come on the day before I have to go in public#I feel so disgusting#i’ve been trying to take selfies to convince myself i’m not disgusting but#it’s not going well and I wanna cry
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I hate the way I look like I don't want people to see me can I just disappear
#txt#i feel so disgusting#my depression episode is very long this time#im so tired i aant to sleep#and see no one
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vent 4
God I feel so fucking dirty and disgusting as a person, I always let a person molest me and have sex with me even I tried to resist. I was so fucking pure, so innocent and so young yet those fucking perverts tried taking my virginity to have a baby with me.. I wish I didn't let them.. I don't like it.. I don't like being dirty.. I don't wanna be a pervert.. I don't like this at all.. I Hate it..
#cw#vent#tw sa vent#tw sex assault#tw assault#tw forced pregnancy#tw forced breeding#i hate my body#I hate myself#i hate it here#i hate this#i feel so disgusting#i feel so dirty#i feel like a piece of shit
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trick or treat!
#my art#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#maki zenin#yuta okkotsu#inumaki toge#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#u could argue that the spoilers r hidden by the costumes but idw take my chances#i havent posted art in a billion years i feel like a fraud and i am going to get a bad grade in tumblr dot com#so i am posting these early idc anymore#i still have probably one more halloween draws i plan on posting but im cracking i want these out of my drafts Now#these KILLED ME#i miss drawing fast i miss it so badddddd#dont get me wrong the costume design ws so fun i loved it but god did it take ages#but on the bright side. yuuji in a toga.#on another bright side. little devil nobara n cowgirl maki#on yet anotHER bright side. eldritch horror pandachu#these costumes eat if i do say so myself ghjsdfkgjf undead inuokko makes me so happy also they r so cute#not to mention megumi in his gay little hat god i made itfs so obnoxiously flirty in this#remember when i said the timeskip art ws the least heterosexual group photo i've ever drawn i take it back#theyre disgusting . save nobara episode 356325746732#anyway happy 10 days early halloween <3#i will try to not take a whole week to finish the last piece(s)
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