#I feel like I just need a fresh start

[swampndn]

Okay. Imma complain about my disability for a hot minute.

I like to call it "too-bendy-slippery-joints disease", sometimes "bird bones". But usually it's my knees and ankles that are the ones that decide to slip out of their joints and either break, make me fall down, hurt real bad until I manually pop them back in, etc. Wrist and elbows and sometimes shoulders and hips too. You get the idea.

WELL, I've been having a real rough mental go of it too because can't just have one problem. And today is the first time in WEEKS I felt semi-good. I bought some new things to redecorate my bathroom a little bit. Got some new kitchen stuff. Felt motivated to finally clean my house, dropped off my laundry, lwft my house TWICE today, AND I deep cleaned the bathroom before I decorated.

I *just* finished the bathroom, and I was about to go freshen up another room and change my cat's litter when suddenly my fucking knee came out of it's joint, and because I was carrying the new 35lb litter bin, it caused my hip to also slip (which RARELY happens). I got my hip back in real quick, but apparently too quick because then a muscle in my lower back got pulled. So now I have to sit down (which hurts) and try to wait it out before I can keep doing what I wanted to do: finally fucking clean and organize my house.

I'm just so frustrated because I was finally doing better mentally, whereas I could get my house back in working order after WEEKS of mess, but noooooooooooooooo. I can't bend down. I can't pick stuff up. I can't do anything but wait to see if medicine will kick in and see if I can ease back into light physical activity.

Idk sometimes it feels like I can't win. If it isn't one thing, it's another. Usually, I don't mind being disabled. I just boop and bop around as I can. But right now, I wish I wasn't.

[ryllen]

something i promised on my kofi 6 months ago... 🫠

[unexpectedbrickattack]

short king and his shorter kings

[princesable]

hi everyone its me charlie. you remember me from princesable. heads up im probably gonna remake soon. the weirdly large amount of followers i have has been making me not wanna open this site at all. i'll make another post when i actually do remake for real. im gonna try to keep it way smaller then this one and try to keep it more casual so i feel ok posting whatever the hell i want again. i hope youre all doing well check out this image i made a few minutes ago for a bit

ok bye bye see u later

[rexscanonwife]

ouugghh.. I had to draw a little something based off that post I made last night about padawan having their braids put in by their masters and it's a little bit messy and a little bit rough (don't say anything about how the style changes from panel to panel 😭) but I just wanted to put out this tender moment between Kepler and Brea from their early days!! 💖🫶💖

(Plus a bonus side by side comparison! 😊)

Taglist ♡: @crushes-georg @changeling-selfship @me-myself-and-my-fos @tiny-cloud-of-flowers @sunstar-of-the-north @dearly-beeloved @adoredbyalatus @squips-ship @drjohndisco

[wttcsms]

horribly short summary of what im trying to accomplish here, but if you were to read a fic featuring character, a soldier honorably discharged and is officially off the battlefield and yet he can’t seem to shake off the war from clinging to his body, and he’s basically a bit of a mess and feels incapable of returning to ordinary life and there’s you, the sweetest thing in the whole world, and he keeps trying to tell you he’s no good and you’re there to help him with everything (and it kills him a bit, to see you wasting your time to help him, and it kills him because he feels like he shouldn’t be the type of person who needs help) and !! just slowburn and falling in love and just read the tags for the vibe ok, who would it be for

[elliebell77]

sorry i havent been posting i think im burnt out rn

[fisheito]

Super important question. Do you think Yakumo is ticklish?

wait hold on i have to look this up

[aveil-moved]

if i remade again would you be mad at me be honest…..

[pepperpixel]

Both love and hate the absolute DELUGE of ink a fresh sharpie unleashes onto the paper the instant it makes contact…. I have complicated feelings towards the deluge lmao

[prosebushpatch]

So I decided to restart my animal crossing new leaf for the 3ds file completely but I didn't know that Tom Nook would OFFER TO BUY the entire town and let you carry over the money to the new town and it's hysterical because the mayor basically peaces out, cashes in on 30 million bells, changes entire identity, and accidentally becomes the mayor in a new town. There's a fanfic there but I'm too lazy to write it.

[fereldanwench]

According to the devs, we'll have the option to dive right into Phantom Liberty pretty much whenever we want, but it sounds like there might be some value in starting a fresh game or at least entering earlier in the main story: A lot of current information about Phantom Liberty is that it is going to do some major overhauls to the base game, such as (just to name a few) adjusting how armor works (it'll be tied to cyberware, not clothing) and accruing wanted levels that could mean a showdown with MaxTac (source).

[alvojake]

the urge to post the woogi fic is soooooooo fucking strong like I believe this is one of my favorite works as of now.... but I must hold on 😞✊ we gotta get through angstober first then I promise november will be alvojake smut agenda once more 🙇‍♀️

and of course if you wanted a lil preview of the warnings for the woogi fic..... who am I to say no 🤭

[ninawolv3rina]

I am going to be so fuckign productive today

[daveyfvckingjacobs]

thinking about the way jack occasionally slips up in trying to use guidelights and such seventeen years after he lost his magic, angry at himself that the habit is still there

thinking about jack occasionally turning to share a private joke or laugh at someone’s expense sixteen years after his sisters death, angry at himself for being surprised anew that she isn’t at his side to hear it

[why-the-heck-not]

We aren't gonna talk abt what happened to Elvis 2.0 (straight up forgot I had that going). It's Elvis 2.1 now