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Happy (totally not late) Valentine's Day 💌
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Made these sillies for a twst stamp rally (the prize was a set of postcards of all the characters with funny stupid pick-up lines to commemorate the classic Valentine's postcards. Please don't take them seriously-) and thought I could share them here as well since the con is over 🫡
#azul thinks he's part of the team#don't comment on how I did all svnclw I SWEAR it wasn't fully intentional... just turned out like this when we decided who was doing who!#and nobody else was specially interested in drawing Azul JFSKDHDJ so I took him and actually really enjoyed drawing him !#anyway#looking up pick-up lines.... was an experience. had to take breaks because they were so badjfgfjfjsj#all the postcards turned out !! so funny !!!#I don't think the other participants post here on tumblr tho#so you'll have to trust me and imagine them 😔#twst#twisted wonderland#twst leona#leona kingscholar#twst azul#azul ashengrotto#twst ruggie#ruggie bucchi#twst jack#jack howl#savanaclaw#yumenari's art
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[Simmerianne93]Portrait_poses_11
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Hello everyone!!! How are you today???!!!
I'm 3 days late with these poses.... sorry for that... but here they are!!! Finally!!! The winner pack from the last public survey: Portrait poses with triplets!!! and as such it's a free pack for everyone to enjoy, inmediatly...
Thank you so so so so much for participate in the survey! I'll be doing another one soon, so keep an eye in my socials and here for the announce!!
I really love this pack! I know I say that a lot lately haha but I trully love this one.
Back when Growing Together went on sale, a friend of mine give it to me.... I decided to play with a sim called Pilar to test the expansion pack and she fell in love with Don Lothario. I don't hate Don, I actually love him. I read an NSB that redeemed him a few years ago and I started to love him. So I was glad that my lovely Pilar fell in love with him in this save. They woohoo and my game decided to troll me and give me for the first time a pregnancy with triplets... no traits used no on the sims, nor in the lot... It was just a game's choice.
A few days later, when the triplets were beautiful infants, Pilar and Don wished to woohoo again... I was hesitant xD (I have Mccc and WW installed, and I have a % to get a sim pregnant even with the normal woohoo interaction) and every time they were going to Woohoo, I would cancel the action, but after canceling it about 5 or 6 times, I decided to let them be haha and that was a mistake, 'cause they got pregnant again... with triplets.... yeah... no cheats, no traits... it just seems that this Don and my lovely Pilar were too fertiles... hahahaha...
Anyway, I got two triplets in a row, with just two woohoo tries... and that was when I started to think about triplet packs. Actually, that's how my "Infant_poses_01" came to life... and now you have this new posepack, inspired for that unexpected event to "complete" in a way the triplet's journal... haha kind of a "memories" posepack, triplets for all ages from infants to teen/adults.
I hope you all like them as I do, because I'm in love with the way they came out:
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What is on it?
12 groupal poses:
4 poses for 5 sims (2 adults and 3 infants; 2 adults and 3 toddlers; 2 adults and 3 kids; and 5 teens/aduts)
4 poses for 4 sims (1 adult and 3 infants; 1 adult and 3 toddlers; 1 adult and 3 kids; and 4 teens/adults)
4 poses for 3 sims (3 infants; 3 toddlers; 3 kids; and 3 teens/adults)
--- What do you need?
Andrew poses player.
Teleport any sim by Scumbumbo or Mccc by deaderpool.
"Rustic stool" chair from "Jungled Adventure" Gamepack (tho it can be use with some other "stools" from the game like the one from "For rent" Expansionpack)
"The hipster hugger" sofa from Basegame (or any 3sits-sofa, tho it can glitch a little bit depending on wich sofa you choose)
A double bed.
Invisible infant mat replacement by mcrudd (OPTIONAL)
Instructions in the original post.
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Do not make money of my creations.
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I really hope you like them and I will say in advance: Thank you so much for using them.
@ts4-poses
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Me, rambling about Peitha? It's more likely then you thing!
[ft. a talk about the way tumblr treats female characters]
kinda outta nowhere post, tho this came back to my mind bcs of the small conversation around the way female characters are treated and viewed on gw2 Tumblr. Fair warning I am not planing to try and surge coat my words here, apologies if I will be coming off as harsh, blunt or accusatory but I wish to make my opinions and my experience clear.
While this no longer affects my mood and enjoyment as much as it did when the "conversation" was fresh. I am still very disappointed in the fandom/community for jumping onto take/narrative that Peitha is and was just "generic sexy demon woman and just fan service" listen, I have 0 issues with the sentiment and opinions of wishing she had looked more like her brothers. That isn't an unreasonable want to have had. However [while I wont be naming names bcs it wasn't ever one person] it seems many people took that as an opportunity and excuse to tare down and insult any of her feminine appearance.
"she has lip enhancements" "She has curves" "They gave her eyelashes even tho she has no hair" "they textured her ass that way for the men"
All of these are things I've seen said. And I simply want to ask, why are these bad things? Why is the fact Peitha has the illusion of curves, a more full upper lip, modeled yet subtle lashes, and a juicy ass covered by a flesh skirt bad things or inherently sexual? Why do they deem her design fan service/generic sexy demon woman?
Why is it that having physically feminine traits deems a female character inherently sexual and negative?
The one thing you can point to with her and deem making her character come off sexual/sensual is the way she talks and some of her comments that can come off as flirting. And if that's something that bothers you then that's okay, that's a valid feeling. You don't have to like Peitha, or love her design, but you also don't need to try justifying it by writing off her design as "just fan service, male gaze, generic sexy demon woman"
I think one of the greater underlying issues that these takes came from is the way some people seem to think that when they voice their want for more masculine or monsters looking female characters, they must also in the same breath condemn the female characters that don't fit that want. Maybe its bcs I'm a dyke and in the lesbian community, but we can bring up and apprentice the validity of masc presenting women without taring down femme presenting woman. The whole point is that both are equal in the way of being a woman one is not inherently superior to the other.
With that said I want it to be clear I hold no resentment or grudges against the people who participated those conversations. Neither do I look down on them. I simply wish for people to really think on:
Why they see Peitha's feminine features as inherently sexual and negative.
That is all, back to your regularly scheduled bull shittery ✌️👋
Edit: I wanna just say that the point of this post was/is not to condemn ppl making redesigns of Peitha. It was/is about the attitude and commentary that was going around at the time.
Also THIS POST IS NOT ABOUT ANY ONE PERSON PLS DON'T GO TRYING TO FIND OUT 'THE TEA' BCS THERE IS NONE.
#guildwars2#gw2#guild wars 2#gw2 peitha#peitha#last time i made a post like this it wasnt well recived#but hopefuly the fires of this topic has died down enough for ppl to not be too reactonary
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tennisblr exchange/fest: follow-up poll and questions
thanks to everyone who showed enthusiasm for a potential tennisblr fic/art/fanworks event!!
about 75% of respondents who expressed interest in participating indicated that it would depend on timing and format, so here are some questions about timing and format.
important note: if you too are mainly on tumblr, you should know that there is ALSO a fic exchange happening via the tennis rpf discord!
my Vision was for a multimedia event—currently thinking fic, art, and edits/fanvids tho see below on that—so planning to move forward in some form but when/how is up in the air. open questions about format below the cut—namely, exchange vs fest. thoughts welcome in replies or via dm/ask if you prefer!
i was initially envisioning a classic secret gift exchange via the ao3 platform. (you are matched with a recipient -> you create a gift for them -> you post your gift to the anon exchange collection on ao3 -> the exchange collection goes live -> creator names are revealed.) a few cons here: everyone has to get an ao3 account, ao3 isn't the ideal platform for graphics and video. also depending on how unique your artistic style is, posting anon might be sort of besides the point. lmao.
having said that, the one major advantage ao3 has is great admin tools—particularly, mods/admins can see who has finished and posted their gift. this is important because the worst-case scenario for a gift exchange is that someone ghosts their recipient, and if it's up to each participant to post their work to their own tumblr, this becomes exponentially more likely. no matter how many check-ins there are.
so if it's an exchange ao3 is the way to go. however the other option is NOT an exchange but an open prompt fest, which could also be fun!! i'm personally fond of the exchange format (when you're creating for someone i think you're a little more motivated to think about people/ships/ideas that might not have otherwise occured to you) but maybe we don't need two??? an open fest would also allow for more people to participate on the fly, as irl allows, and potentially for people to create a wider variety of work like moodboards, playlists, etc.
eta: what i mean by open prompt fest: everyone submits prompts (as general or specific as you want, e.g. "anything focused on zhang zhizhen", "sincaraz uni au", "naomi osaka edit to number one fan") -> the mod/admin blog posts all the prompts anonymously -> you create based on whatever prompts inspire you -> you post during the posting period!
this is possibly too deep in the weeds for most people to care lol but if you have thoughts i'd be happy to hear them!
(and yes once timing format etc is decided on there will be a dedicated blog... just waiting to roll that out until further decisions are made. @oof-ouch-yikes-stripes is going to help out with admin and ideally we'll get one more person on board!!)
#tennisblr#(not so)#hypothetical tennisblr fanworks exchange#tennis rpf#have i myself joined the tennis rpf discord? no. because im chicken.#but YOU could
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Im urging for Duke content soo if its okay, can i request Duke x gen! Reader on what they do on a daily basis in nevermore? Thank you!!
A/N: Hi Anon thank you for your patience! I'm extremely bad at acronyms and shit but I've been told gen is the same as gn so like gender neutral, or it means generic, so I'm going to go with that and if you meant something else then, have an extra hour in the ball pit I guess.
Duke x gn!reader general headcanons
Please reblog to show support! Likes don't boost posts on Tumblr :(
Masterlist
Troubles.
Lots of troubles.
You probably skip classes any occasion you get just to hang out together
Mainly I think Duke would love to explore the Academy with you
He'll point out every weird or unusual detail about the place just to make you laugh
Please laugh at his jokes he'll be delighted if you do
Mfer grins so wide it practically split his face in two every time you find one of his jokes funny I swear
If you do not already speak French, you'll probably learn a few words over time
Duke likes to hide around corners just to spook you
He loves to show you his magic tricks too
Any chance he gets, he's making you pick cards, watch coins disappear and so on
But he'll never teach you
I'm not kidding, when I say never I do mean never
Duke is too proud of your reactions to ever risk making you lose this magical spark in your eyes every time he performs just for you
He would rather die than to explain the trick
Even if you beg him for it
Also, calmness is never an option
Even if you just want to search for a book and lay down for a bit
He'll end up disorganizing the shelves and poking at you the second he starts to get bored
I mean come on there's far funnier things to do around here don't you think?
You will never be free as long as he's anywhere close to you
Unfortunately you're also one of his favorite humans which means he's almost constantly close to you
He doesn't like leaving you alone because he genuinely thinks you'll get bored without him
When you're together with the rest of the Misfits
Duke's practically always by your side
Except when he's trying to get everyone's attention
But outside from those moments you can be sure he'll always match your pace just to be by your side
I like to think that once he's familiarized with you, he learns to read your body language pretty fast
He knows what you look like when you're lost in your thoughts, when you've got a new idea, and when somethings weights you down
And whenever he sees you like this, he always asks what's on your mind
If it's a dumb plan to cause troubles he'll absolutely follows you
I'm honestly pretty sure it happens almost every single day you spend together at the Academy
You guys are probably famous (and feared) for your pranks among the other students
He's delighted every time you actively participate in his deeds what can I say this man's love language is tomfooleries
Duke also can't resist you if you ask him to pick you up/carry you/give you a piggyback ride
He'll groan and pretend to be annoyed about it (he really isn't that much) but he'll comply anyway because he just can't refuse when it's coming from you
He will tease you about it tho
To be honest teasing you probably also is one of his main activities
You can never escape his teases and flirts I swear
But the second someone else than him tries to tease or mock you he's shooting them death stares
Man is the only one authorized to (playfully) make fun of you
If he makes you uncomfortable with one of his jokes he'll immediately feels guilty and mutter an apology before changing the subject
#stopping there because i think this post is long enough and i made you guys wait for way too much so here it is#sorry for taking so long irl stuff happened and my life has been a mayhem ever since <3#anyway hope you enjoy#next in my askbox i have a small story for pluto so it'll probably take a while to finish too#whispers from atlantis#nevermore webtoon#nevermore webcomic#webtoon nevermore#webcomic nevermore#duke nevermore#nevermore duke#nevermore duke x reader#duke x reader#nevermore x reader#nevermore headcanons
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Since I actually already participated in the tag game here (tagging @ur-friendly-nbhd-cardassian btw) but wanted to update my character because i was indecisive the first time (and i didn't know there was a bi-flag background) imma go ahead and post the photo above as part of an introduction post :) sooo here goes
Hello to all people reading this
Have a seat and a biscuit, you lovelies <3
You have found the blog of a person who has had a tumblr account for a few years now without actually using it and now has 4 hours of screentime a day from this app alone :')
I am a 21 year-old woman (she/her but I don't mind they/them either) from Germany who has recently developed an unhealthy obsession for Baldur's Gate 3 and ESPECIALLY Halsin (my beloved oak daddy <3).
So I created this blog mainly so I can simp shamelessly here and not worry about my friends who follow my other blog finding out about it.
My fandoms include the Tolkien universe, Narnia, Good Omens, OfmD, Sherlock, Star Wars, Supernatural (I am only at season 6 tho), Skyrim and a lot more I have temporarily forgotten.
My favourite authors (who I can definetely recommend checking out) are T.J. Klune, Tolkien obviously, Kerstin Gier, Walter Moers, Ursula Poznanski and Neil Gaiman (was tempted to tag him but I'm too shy).
I love sewing (starting my apprenticeship as a taylor this year), ballet, drawing and painting, archery, videogames, reading, listening to music, being with my best friends, movie nights, baking and cooking, my cat, travelling (without plane), nature... damn, I could do this all day, life is fucking great actually
More on the topic of why I love being alive here and here :D
My favourite flowers are lillies and my favourite colours are green and blue.
I love talking about my fandoms with other people, so feel free to send a message or an ask or something <3
That's it for now I think :3 Have a lovely day!
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a lil intro :)
hi hello to anyone who's checking this out!
i’m caitlin, an aspiring fantasy writer and maybe poet, english literature nerd and general fandom weirdo who likes to talk a lot about all my many many obsessions :)
i'm new to actively participating on this site as opposed to watching thru the window of pinterest...but now that i write more and 9-1-1 in particular doesn't post on pinterest so much, i'm on here too rip
i talk about: writing, procrastinating writing, reading writing and characters in writing who drive me insane!
my writing: i write poetry which i will post on here occasionally! but my main writing that is intended for other ppl to read is fanfic, and my fantasy wip:
my fics that you can go read literally right now if you want:
just to sit outside your door - buddie post-hiatus wip
if I glued myself shut (you would find your way in) - buck's pov during the 'are his concerns your concerns', feeling realisation
you've haunted me so stunningly - eddie pov during the post -lightning convo w buck, based on that amazing edit making the rounds rn
just to sit outside of your (ipad screen) light - eddie post-hiatus mini fic, feelings realisation
the witches wip: a ya fantasy book (one day trilogy i hope!) about a world where witches are gone, but persecution of them isn't. trying to save her innocent sister from execution, my fmc gets dragged into a storm of political plotting, conflicting agendas and strange powers beyond her comprehension. a book about family, and realising that what you thought was a bedtime story might still be around to haunt you... tagged with #the witches wip
my ao3: a_fantasy_2 - all the good stuff is copied above! tags are #shameless fanfic plug and #caitlin's original writing
main fandoms: i have been in a ridiculous number of fandoms so this is not all of them but these are my main ones - bold are ones im currently in the trenches abt :)
9-1-1 (pls no ship war content tho i just cannot)
marauders (my og loml one true fandom its a canon event i fear)
good omens (book and tv show changed my life)
anything leigh bardugo but SoC and RoW especially
supernatural (its been a while but then again i'm fandom posting on this site so its kinda a given)
anything by chloe gong....(message me PLEASE. best ya fantasy writer and my literal writing idol)
EPIC the musical - i love this so freaking much, if you don't know what this is go find out u won't regret it
hamilton (i am in fact hamiltrash, unfortunately)
aftg (im not writing that out. if you know what that acronym is thats on you.)
tagging system: i got one of those creepy teeth 'frequent poster badges', so i think it might be time for me to get one of these. ahem. on an incoherent blog, i declare order:
#caitlin writes and yaps abt it - writblr content (these will almost always have the 'writblr' and 'writers on tumblr' tag as well)
#caitlin's original writing - any writing from my wips or poetry i share
#the witches wip - specific wip content!
#caitlin the english major - literature posts
#caitlin reblogs from even cooler blogs and/or #caitlin's moot besties - reblogging my moots or other cool ppl!
#caitlin does ask games / #caitlin does reblog games - making a separate tag bc i LOVE these
#shameless fanfic plug - fics that i write on ao3 and want to share here
#caitlin rambles miscellaneous - anything else thats incoherent
fandom posts will all be tagged with their fandom and with #caitlin a fandom nerd
sound good? let me know if this actually makes this blog make any more sense mk team
please send me: asks/posts/comments about these fandoms, short fic writing prompts within these fandoms, writblr content, writing questions, or literature thoughts :)
(pls don’t send me requests for money or ai content. i will block and delete, here’s why. )
basically reach out if you just want to ramble about any of these things because what else is tumblr dot com for ... seriously what. actually what was this site made for it beats me
#writer#fandom#nerd#rambling into the void#maybe one day the void will ramble back#updated this because i expected this to be a fandom blog and now im on writblr#and i love it here#second update tag to commemorate the probably inevitable veer into english major and linguistics posting#i said this would be an incoherent blog and i MEANT IT#third update because poetry posting? maybe#fourth? idk many updates bc apparently this blog has far more content than originally planned
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vvvery well then ill come off anon, feel free to block me as you see fit
i said it because even if we dont interact anymore, i hate seeing people get kicked when theyre down. i cant stand bullying and i cant stand condescending bullshit directed at people who dont deserve it. it wasnt a waste of time because any time a person is getting hurt and they dont deserve it, i step in. i dont care if it was my business or not. it wasnt a waste of time because you still deserve to be treated with respect.
ill say it as many times as i have to but you really dont deserve the hatred you receive. everyone in that server kept telling you that we never hated you but you kept believing we did to the point where it felt like you were making us out to be the bad guys. it was incredibly unhealthy on both sides. we hoped that if we just stayed moots with you on tumblr that itd be okay and that you could distance yourself as much as you needed to so that it wouldnt be so overwhelming.
i see that that probably wasnt really issue but possibly several other things. if you want to stop posting content related to alnst then so be it. thats your decision. we will dwell on you because youre an amazing person and there are many fond memories with you and your characters. if you dont want to participate in any of the fan seasons, including sona season, then we will make adjustments for you. whatever you want to do with your characters is completely up to you.
thank you for being a beautiful and wonderful being, and i hope that whatever you choose to do, you do it in good conscience. we dont want to push or annoy you any further than we might be doing (sorry, genuinely. i really do care about you tbf.) but we also just want you to be happy.
/gen, /lh, and /withlove.
- zen (papa, if youre still willing to call me that /nf)
It was you -!!! (Geno sans, CPAU comic dub voice) ((I knew itt.. you do stand up for others and are more vocal about being ..indunno but I guess yk inna way, just the way you typed it (sorry if that's ..weird/creepy), the way that you confront others and such .much braver ig, since you take action a lot))
Sorry for making it seem like I was making y'all the bad guys. Didn't mean to, and honestly shouldn't have done that- that was wrong of me from the start. Though, now I don't think I can remember- well. Given how it was like. Two months ago now? And I do forget a lot so- ...sorry for unfollowing as well (tho I know that no matter the amount of me saying sorry will ever fix things up since I avoid what happened/etc..)
I don't really think I can stop posting alnst/alnst oc content. I'm in too deep, in three gc (AREPH, Setup and Takedown, and then Toxic ysosu)— I have an Au (you probably know or maybe not; Sonic.exe like au, I'm mainly focusing on the hypothetical 3d game in the universe that happens in 2035, called Mor. I remember asking you for permission, but then again.. gah. Fucking sorry for putting onna invisible time limit to the question, as said- for almost everything I've done since I was in the series(what I call servers now) and out of it.... Though you did say we don't talk anymore, and so like. Yeah- haven't answered my question- tho ITS TOTALLY NORMAL! FINE! Just slightly weird?? That like. Just recently you came here to like. Ig cheer me up? When I was "kicked down even more". Tho it is .you. You did say that you can't stand what they have said to me and what/who they were referring to, which is interesting but I won't bother you with anything i have to say) — I still have a lot more to show (so many hidden characters and hidden lore) and post,, and I've been going back to writing like. Flor's lore, and getting some basic ideas down. Besides, I still can't stop thinking of the ocs and such.. as ..said..... I'm in too deep (was basically here from the start.. before s39 was even s39.....ah..kills the wall). And it's not leaving me anytime soon, since I always have thoughts- ideas and such. <- this is what 50+ OCS does to a person
I still have OCS, in the seasons. I still have OCS I want to work on and expand on.
Besides, Eddy and Sebastian have a very close bond. Flor, Oli, Dian, Faisal, and their other siblings are well. Siblings. Four of them don't belong to me. I have OCS in romantic relationships with others, and all of that. I can't just .. abandon it all honestly.
For the Sona Season, I think I'm like. Basically disqualified though? Before I did whatever I did, I kinda did ask to be in round1 so things can end faster for my sona. But then again. <- is a whiny person. <- impatience, which is wrong. <- generally a ""ugly"" one. So I just decided to do what I did in the server basically— and just leave the Garden & Stage thing. ..tbh I did do a song-comic, but I doubt you want to see anything I do now (NOT trying to make you see what I do. Waste of time. And again in the previous ask you sent you used past tance and so that practically means that we are thru, huh? Along with us not talking to each other besides those two asks you sent to this blog..along with the Seb song. But I don't think that you and the others don't want to touch anything made by me or are related to me! Which I totally get)
You all have NEVER annoyed me or pushed me, at all (only ever asked me for some small things, or actually nothing at all). IM the one who's annoyed and pushed you all (too many ideas, too many posts I've tagged as ocs- I've tagged y'all in, etc etc. basically at those times and still now, it's just me talking to a wall). It's.. stupid to apologize for what I've been doing the most.
Also don't .. apologize for caring actually. I don't know what to say, or have anything to say besides that.. still can't fucking believe that you are still. That you still allow me the chance to call you papa...stupid of me to have mentally clocked the community as a family(ish?only a few) to me. since it ended up with me being .not continuing that sentence. but yeah, really stupid of me to have you all as family when we ended up like this.which is unhealthy as you said! What type of friendship is like person A: your my friend! / Person B: (you are like a sibling to me. You are family.) ???? Certainly not a working healthy one. Because I became so very impulsive when .not finishing that either.
#ask#zerostyrant#tbh i think i needed to cry after these two asks you sent. tho reminded me on how i would actually#. before all of the alnst stuff. i would mainly cry because my ex .one time wasnt responding to me for like#...i knew i counted. (seconds to months for sure) but its been like. months now since we broke up. ah#but. uh. yeah. uhm. when he wasnt responding to me i was scared he mightve died in some way (thank god he didn't.....)#and then there was a second time where i cried more as well. smth smth. had to deal with Kayo Sudou and a song#smth about a crane and feathers snd such. and kayo i believe just. working until her lover can finally heal up and live even if she dies#working to save up money to help heal him..though maybe thats wrong in actual Evillious Chronicles lore#.the song did appear in a Obey Me! x Evillious Chronicles texting story so. i dunno but yeha#// also.tbh this is like .i think the hardest ive ever cried before#but hey. they say crying is good for the body right? so. uhm. thanks ...#((oh yeah..the counting happened when we were still together. the song happened like .after a couple of months#when we broke up and stuff))
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I just wanted to ask why you think Summons are *inherently* cheese, exactly? It's... like it's just a part of the game. You don't have to use it, but people who use it aren't cheesing the game -- the game is unfair, by design, and it expects you to get every edge you can. Like, you not liking summons is fine, but by the exact same token, people that use summons are also fine?? and judging them for using a game mechanic you don't to enjoy the game is... like, kinda not cool actually. No respect for the summon gankers that dogpile invaders tho. those guys suck.
I explained in a big post about summons I'm a bit too lazy to find it now here are the points from it quickly. I wanna preface this by saying that the game isn't actually unfair. There are literally like 1 unreactable attack in the entire game, and a couple bosses are badly designed with poor visibility, but those are exceptions that prove the rule, those are mistakes the devs made.
1. Summons break the combat fundamentally due to the fact that no boss in the game, not even the ones intended to be fought in a group like Radahn, have the capacity to fight 2 different targets at the same time. The whole game is fundamentally dodging and hitting: finding openings to attack a boss and learning timings to avoid damage. With summons you can remove that entirely by controlling the aggro of a boss.
2. Spirit summons specifically lower the multiplayer activity. Fromsoft removed solo invasions and spirit summons are much easier to use than finding a real player, so there is less coop happening and less invasions. The game became less social as a result.
3. The playerbase is fractured because of how fundamentally different the game is for those who use summons. When someone beats a boss and posts about it on Tumblr my first question always is "Did you use summons?" because if they didn't, only then I know that they actually learned the boss or found an interesting strategy. "Oh but huggingtentacles isn't that kinda mean, why aren't you just happy for everyone who beats a boss?" because I'm tired of keeping congratulating their mimic tear. Someone even made a funny comic way back in the day about how it's actually the mimic tear who deserves to become Elden Lord lol. "But the player themselves also participated in the fight" Maybe they did, but they didn't have to.
4. Spirit summons have 0 trade-off. It's only benefits and zero drawbacks. Back in the day you had to spend some minor resource for it that was semi-valuable in other fromsoft games, but in Elden Ring there is no cost to summoning, making them always the optimal strategy for every fight. It's the definition of overpowered. It's badly balanced compared to the rest of the game. With regular summons it's only kinda true. They're still overpowered but at least bosses get higher resistances, health and stance. Doesn't affect the rest of the game tho.
I don't judge anyone using spirit summons or summons in general. I dislike the mechanic for my personal reasons, but the people who use it are fine. Maybe they just don't want to engage with the combat in a combat centred action RPG. Let's be real, Elden Ring is just a dress-up game with combat.
I just think having a mechanic like that diminishes the experience of Fromsoft games and takes away a lot from the gameplay and the whole "overcoming adversity for a satisfying victory" thing. They could make it better, improve the enemy AI, add a real cost to summoning. It's not fundamentally a bad idea it's just badly executed.
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hi. i want to know things. do you consider yourself one of the below categories, and if so do you call yourself the word queer or not.
a note: this is ONLY about whether or not YOU call YOURSELF this. this is not asking if you are okay with OTHER PEOPLE calling you the word queer.
(i am going to assume if you are ok with other people calling you that than you are ok with/Do call Yourself it? but i know stuff is situational sometimes. that will be its own question in a followup poll i think)
category 1: participation in genders
i'm saying just "genders" instead of "not cis" to include both fully binary trans people, nonbinary people, and agender people (-> people who are never their first gender) and also fluid gender stuff + multiple gender stuff where people are sometimes their first gender and so they're sometimes cis and stuff. also system shit where people have multiple genders and it gets complicated and stuff
this is also to include people who Used To Gender and now have detransitioned/desisted/etc but still feel Weird about calling themselves cis again or still calling themselves not cis. you don't have to worry about it we love and support you here
(yes it is funny to include the "my gender is i don't have it" in the "i have/participate/used to participate in genders" category but idk where else i would put that.)
category 2: same-sex and/or same-gender attraction
are you gay are you lesbian are you homosexual. are you bi are you pan are you any of the other multisexual ones (omni and poly (i think that one's spelled ply to differentiate it from polyamory??? idk it's got a cute candy colored flag tho).
do you experience attraction to people who are in any of the same categories as you, exclusively to that category or including that and others?
(exclusively vs inclusively is like. the difference between lesbian and sapphic. between gay™ and achillean. etc. i know there's words for "nbLnb Only" adn "nbLnb but not only nb" but i don't remember what they are)
category 3: aro and/or ace spectrum
and now for the "do you have attraction to anybody at all lol" category. both this category and the previous one count under "not straight" but i like it when things are specific so i'm differentiating them.
there's no room for "i am completely cisgender heterosexual heteromantic" as its own two options ( @ tumblr up the question limit again) so if you are that and you want to leave input about whether or not you call yourself the word queer for any reason i will read the tags?
hopefully this is worded in as polite and inclusive a way as possible. if you're an asshole on this post i'll block you this is for KNOWLEDGE purposes not DISCOURSE. i did enough of that in 2016 i'm old and tired and there's no point to fighting about it online. go donate money to planned parenthood stand up for people's rights in person that's more important than yelling at people on the internet
#needle wants to know things#i think that's my poll tag i made up. idk#needle's nonsense#queer#polls
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Hello Tumblr
i have been on the platform since 2012 but i have never actually wrote any posts so i finally made a decision to create a new personal account (even tho that account have been created and been empty since 2020 but these last four years were hard for everyone). I graduated from a university in 2021 and got a translator degree but due to various reasons (in the world and in general) it was hard to apply it in job searching. and i've been feeling super lost and depressed all these years. and i decided to give a chance my small coding dream since i had since high school (in my country we need to pass entry exams at school and my computer science teacher prohibited me even trying passing the exam and during that time i was listless and AGAIN a lost teenager who had no idea what to do with their life so i didn't even try fighting and just gave up the idea and chose a path of my other passion: languages /after graduation i picked up japanese so i keep learning new stuff and it helps me a lot to cope ig/) so here i am just turned 26 this month and started learning how to code last month only. i had a slight idea of how html worked plus we had python usage in linguistic at university (for some reason it was super weird lol) i have been practicing for 10 days straight so i thought it's gonna be a good idea to participate in 100 days of coding as almost a complete beginner and track my progress (plus i haven't actually been practicing english that much so it is also a good reason to start that blog) so my progress in the last 10 days looks like that: 1. revised html basics 2. started css journey
i use online video courses on Youtube by freeCodeCamp.org and creating an actual web styling with a tutor does actually help a lot! i enjoy studying but i do understand that i need much more time to practice myself
after i am planning to start JavaScript but we'll see how it will go and i am still not sure which path to choose but ig front-end sympathise me a lot plus i am planning to pass JLPT N3 this year so maybe i will post some updates too but i am not sure yet is it better to participate in summer or winter exam i don't think anyone will be interested in my journey but when i see people posting their progress in any sphere it inspires me a lot
#10/100 days#personal#long post#100 days of code#codeblr#langblr#japanese#html css#beginner#100 days#hello tumblr#koneko codes
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Was kindly tagged by @belphegor1982 to participate in this 20 questions for writers trend! thanks for the tag! 💕 tags for anyone who sees this and wants to take a whack at it. tag me in your responses, if you do!
How many works do you have on AO3?
I have 10 works on ao3 with plenty of little one-shots posted here on tumblr and at least triple that many WIPs lmao
What's your total AO3 word count?
My current ao3 word count is 165,375 words. TSAR is responsible for, like, 70% of that word count.
What fandoms do you write for?
On ao3, I've only posted for Critical Role, and I do not foresee that changing, but who knows! Before Critical Role, I never really saw myself as a writer that posted on public forums, and it's not as if I haven't entertained and dabbled in other fandoms.
Overall, including collaborative writing/roleplaying, I have written for Warriors (yes, the cat books), Bleach, Naruto, Hetalia (im sorry you have to learn this about me), Glee, Dragon Age, and Digimon.
What are your top 5 fics by kudos?
The Sun Always Rises (550 kudos), multichaptered modern AU Pikelan
give my regards to soul and romance (186 kudos), one-shot based in @jabletown's rejoice AU, Pikelan with Dadlan and Pike & Kaylie bonding
le petit encore (145 kudos), my mediocre TSAR 'verse smut fic. every time it gets another kudos i am pushed closer and closer to continuing my smut WIPs because i swear!! i promise!! i can write better smut!...but i am rather proud of this piece because it was my first serious foray into the world of smut and i gotta recognize my own hustle lol
As Easy as Riding a Bicycle (113 kudos), modern AU/college-aged Pikelan, Pike's bike gets stolen and she turns to a dating app to try and find it and finds love instead. super love this piece. everyone should read it and give it more kudos so it can be my third most kudo'd piece teehee
TLC is a Two-Way Street (104 kudos), TSAR 'verse, Pikelan, Pike looks after Scanlan while he is sick
Do you respond to comments? Why or why not?
Yes, yes, yes! Even as I free myself from the shackles of needing that validation and feeling discouraged if I don't reach some arbitrary number of engagement, I cannot deny that comments are inspiration and writing fuel. So, when I get a comment, I think it's the least that I can do to respond, even if it's just to say thanks.
I am definitely guilty of sitting on comments that make me particularly happy for weeks on end before actually remembering to respond tho
What's the fic you wrote with the angstiest ending?
the things we know and the things we wish they knew, which was my first CR fanfic and written in response to ep 85 iykyk
What's the fic you wrote with the happiest ending?
I mean, it's gotta be The Sun Always Rises
Do you get hate on fics?
No, thankfully not!
Do you write smut? If so, what kind?
As mentioned previously, I only really have one serious smut fic, though I have written a couple other bits and bobs....and maybe I have a couple WIPs that may or may not see the light of day. I'm not sure what kinds of smut there are...but I guess I would describe my approach to smut as 'I am a sex-repulsed asexual and idk what's really going on here but I'm here to express closeness and intimacy and love in this strange new world' lol
Do you write crossovers? What's the craziest one you've written?
If we're talking crossovers in the sense that characters from two separate fictional stories meet and interact, I have written in roleplays back in middle school like that but never explored the concept in fanfic.
If crossovers also includes taking the concept of one fictional media and inserting the characters of another into it (e.g., Hogwarts AU or HDM AU) then I've definitely written and have plans for various fanfics like that. I don't think that I have any that I would consider "crazy", but I do think my brief notes and writings for a OTGW-inspired Nygmobblepot/Riddlebird fic were v inspired.
Have you ever had a fic stolen?
Not that I know of and hopefully not! Very little gets posted in the Pikelan fandom that I don't see, so I like to think I'd be hard to pull a fast one on
Have you ever had a fic translated?
Not yet, but I would love to see The Sun Always Rises translated into other languages someday!
Have you ever co-written a fic before?
I've entertained a couple co-written fics that have unfortunately never gotten off the ground much, but I'm not closed off to the idea. I see it as being quite similar to roleplaying!
What's your all-time favorite ship?
Oof. As a lifetime shipper, that's a tough question. I never truly let go of a ship, even after I've moved on from a fandom, but there are definitely some that are far more enduring in my heart than others.
Of course, if we're going off of writing alone than it's Pikelan. Writing TSAR got me through some of the hardest years of my life and, despite what's become of them and what I'm forced to endure by continuing to engage in the fandom space, they're special to me in a way that a lot of other ships can never be, no matter how much I love 'em.
Also, in the case of writing, FenHawke. selfishly, of course, Fenris with my Hawke. I love writing for them, and I consider the pieces that I've written for them to be amongst my best. They're the Dragon Age ship for me.
What's the WIP you want to finish but doubt you ever will?
.....[shamefully hangs head] A-Side and B-Side, the sequels to TSAR. I'm gonna keep writing them for as long as I am able but, if there ever comes a day that I post an update and get zero engagement, then I think I'll just have to move on. but! if even one person keeps coming along for the ride, then I'll stick to 'em. I just don't know if there's anyone who loves my writing enough to stick around for, like, another 5 years lol
The other big one is Vex's Delivery Service...which is exactly what it sounds like. A Kiki's Delivery Service inspired AU but it's about Vex. though truly, it's a thinly veiled excuse to write about domestic Pikelan is what it is. I have the whole thing planned out. I just can't ever seem to get it off the ground and, at this point, with the way I'm halfway out of the CR fandom, I don't think I ever will.
What are your writing strengths?
I have been extremely lucky to have been complimented on multiple facets of my writing over the years. However, I think what I pride in myself the most is my ability to let each scene breathe and take its time. It means that I take forever to write and nothing's ever short, but I don't think I would like writing quite as much if I wasn't allowed to let each moment have its breathing space.
What are your writing weaknesses?
It's a bit of an oddball pick maybe, but it's something that I feel like I have to own up to as a notorious modern AU writer:
People say that modern AUs are uninspired and boring, especially when you're taking characters out of a magical fictional world just to put them into our world and....the rumor's are true. I just don't get that into the lore of a fictional universe to ever feel comfortable writing in it. I do just find it easier to write everyone as humans in a modern-esque society. Now, I will stand by the fact that part of the fun of modern AUs is taking these magical characters and interpreting into a modern space (I often do the opposite with modern era characters into a fantasy world of my own design), but I just want to fully own up to the fact that...yes, I am too lazy to research the intricacies of canon in order to write a proper canon compliant/adjacent fic.
Thoughts on writing dialogue in another language for a fic?
I think it has it's place.
For me, if it's a language that the POV character understands/that the reader should understand alongside the POV character, then there's no reason to write it in that language. Simply include a dialogue tag to explain what language the character was speaking in. and I say this mostly from a logistical/ease of reading standpoint. Having to scroll down to the bottom of a fic or switch to a separate tab with the translations interrupts the flow of reading.
If, however, the language is included, untranslated, to reflect the POV character's own lack of knowledge of the language then that makes more sense. because you, as the reader, are meant to keep reading at the same level of understanding as the POV character and there's no pressure to be rushing for a translation just to make sure you're not missing an important line of dialogue.
but of course, as with most things, it's writer's choice!
First fandom you wrote for?
Warriors, probably...maybe Hamtaro. I definitely read fanfic for it and had my little daydream musings, but I don't think I wrote anything down.
Favorite fic you've ever written?
Oooh, we talkin' fic fic? That's long gone, and it's up in the air which of those many early fandoms that it was for.
If we're talking that's readily available on ao3, then my first was the things we know and the things we wish they knew. though, I was writing and posting Dragon Age one-shots on tumblr before that one.
Coming back because, for some reason, I misread this question as what was the first fic I'd ever written lol. Obviously, the answer to favorite is The Sun Always Rises.
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I'm sorry to break it to you, but we don't care about rules in this site. And yes, a lot of people use tumblr just to nerd about their interests or participate in online discourse or whatever, but A LOT of people use it to post and find nfsw content, even during the time when staff had banned it. Tumblr is wildly known as a horny site where people post their nudes and smut fanfictions and where sex workers can easily find an audience.
I am not saying that you must like that kind of content to be on the platform, of course not. You can be sex repulsed and still enjoy your time here, but you can not tell other people what they should or should not post.
People should be appropriately tagging their posts and using tws, yes. That is a much more valid criticism. But you have no authority to tell people what to write or draw or post lmao.
About him being a minor, yeah, an adult picturing a 15 year old having sex is weird and I'm not defending it, but that is the internet. Block the users you see posting that content and continue with your day. BIG part of the nsfw content about minors is made BY minors and is meant to be consumed by other minors tho. (a lot of) Minors also feel horny and think about sex and want to read/see sexual content, and it is our responsibility as adults to stay away from that, but we can not tell teens and preteens that it is wrong and weird to feel horny about characters their age. That just doesn't make sense.
As for adults creating and consuming this content, most of us in the fandom grown up the characters and look up for other works where they are explicitly established as adults. We are not predatory. We are just horny nerds.
I really don’t care about aged up content. It’s technically not a crime. The rest is, though.
I explained my point A LOT so I’ll just add the ss of the rules which also state that its a serious crime. im not even gonna worry about grammar anymore but here u go lmao
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HEYYY ITS ME MYSTERIOUS ANON WHO PROVIDED THE ESSAYS WORTH OF VSCEST SMUT CONTENT AND.
1. OTHER ANON, I SAW THAT TWITTER ART AND I *THINK* YOU'RE THE ARTIST AND JUST KNOW I ALMOST ACTUALLY CRIED (/POS) UPON SEEING IT. I DIDNT BUT I DID SCREAM INTO MY PILLOW FOR REAL THO WHEN I SAW THE YONJI ONE. I ACTUALLY GASPED IRL OUT OF JOY LIKE YOU HAVE NO IDEA
ahem. apologies for yelling!!! but 2. op please do NOT delete ur twitter post (unless You want to, ofc) of my writing!! it made me so very happy to see that you liked my stuff sm that you went thru the effort of putting it on another site- like that is SO heartwarming and kind tf?? 🥺💗❤💙🖤💚
BUT happy yelling aside, im here to do my job and provide more content for ye. of many flavors, actually!! but ill start w this one and then probably continue my insane vscest ramblings in other asks lmao. if you don't vibe with this Mashup of characters then feel free to ignore this :]] <3<3
so. tumblr user baashu. i saw that you were in a ronami mood on Bird App. so. hear me out, maybe. robin, nami, and reiju all have a sleepover (emphasis on the Sleep part, but no one other than those 3 has to know that ;]) on the sunny!! reijus visiting, as she does
and sanji, hearing about this so-called sleepover through the grapevine, decides he's going to be a good nakama and little brother and surprise them with their favorite snacks and drinks!! sleepovers are always better with good provisions, especially for ones that go all night long
however. sanji was not expecting to open that door (yes it was unlocked for plot purposes and he didnt knock because he had like 7 different plates in his hands let me HAVE this) and see his 3 favorite girls going down on one another.
that boys cigarette fell STRAIGHT out his mouth- a tiny noise escaping him as all 3 girls heads snapped to look at him. he was ready to bolt SO fast, throwing the food he made as gently as he could onto a nearby counter and saying sorry about 40 times per second. he wasnt even halfway out the door before an array of arms sprouting from the floor dragged his ass towards the bed
you KNOW those girls are (lovingly, teasingly) bullying him the whole time, calling him sweetly degredating names. yet they refused to do more than that- not allowing him to touch/participate and yet refusing to let him leave the room
nami calling him a pervert, talking about how for every minute he's in there he gets 5% more debt added to what he already owes her (reijus head was between her thighs as she said all this, btw). robins flirtatiously scolding him about bad manners, leaning over to run her fingers across his cheek and neck as namis head layed on her naked lap. and reijus mouth was too busy to comment, but every once in a while she let out a giggle of agreement when one of her other two partners said something that really made blood drip out of sanjis nose
and once pretty boy was all hot and heavy, the only reason he was locked in place being the disconnected arms restricting his movements? they all take their sweet, sweet time in pleasing him.
AND HES NOT FUCKING COMPLAINING LMAO. this idiot got not one, not two, but THREE hot women to dom him, somehow, by just showing up at the right time. he's taking everything they put him through in stride, whether that be sudden overstimulation or tortuously slow edging, he's loving All Of It
they go the rest of the night until the sun is halfway up, the only reason they let him go being because if they didnt, luffy would come barging in, asking when and why breakfast hadnt been made
and so sanji walks out with an exhausted sense of satisfaction, rumpled close, weak knees, and a dopey smile on his face as he thinks about what to make that day to thank his lovely ladies for this equally as lovely gift
...or i should say he *limps* out, actually. what. you think all of of those girls didn't peg that man until he was screaming???
HAHAH OKOK IM DONE IM DONE I HOPE THIS WAS ALRIGHT AND NOT OUT OF YOUR COMFORT ZONE??? you says you ship allsan so. i hold this rarepair of mine up for you to look at with big eyes and shakey hands lmao
ANYWAYS i need to go write like. actual vscest now that i can post on ao3 someday. uh. see you oshdafafafafwy??? <3<3
AS SOON AS YOU PUT ROBIN NAMI AND REIJU IN THE SAME SENTENCE I KNEW THIS WOULD BE GOOD
THEY'RE LIKE THE OFFICIAL BULLYING SANJI SQUAD FOR ME! And sure reiju might go soft on him because reasons, but she has no problem teasing him and calling him sweet names. She can just let the harder stuff for robin and nami while she busies herself with their bodies instead
And imagining all of robin's arms and hands sprouting everywhere and completely pinning sanji down?? It's so good and so hot, so effortless for her and so effective. Not that sanji really needs to restrained, only look from nami and he'd be motionless, but it's just the fact that robin wants to do it and she knows sanji will melt and let them do whatever they want with him afterwards
I can totally picture nami playing hot and cold with him, one second praising him for being a good boy, on the other calling him a pervert, then saying he's so good to them, so attentive, then saying he's crossed a line and he should've knocked, such a bad, naughty boy that he is
Sanji's lucky he didn't need a blood transfusion after all that. But I mean, reiju was right there, he would've been fine and it would've been worth it
Also I just have to mention how sweet it was of sanji to think about getting them snacks 😭 I think he deserves all the praises just for that
#anon i look forward to anything you decide to post on ao3 i just know it'll be incredible#vinsmokecest#and other ships that unfortunately i won't tag to avoid ppl shrieking in my inbox
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aww my last post completely flopped, probably was too long & im sure most Armys use tumblr to look at bts art or read fics which is fair lol hopefully i'll have everything ready soon so i can post pics of my bts inspired designs on objects and maybe be able to catch the eyes of my fellow Armys 🥺👉👈 i don't wanna make this post super long i'll just quickly say I'm an Army with an etsy account that's not set for now since im not done with what I'm working on yet, you can read my only 2 posts lmao to get a more precise idea of my projects! the one im the most excited about is my hyyh era inspired surprise (for now) kits that i worked really hard to plan something a bit more original than your usual photocard etsy seller altho i do plan on selling PCs which i also want to make as original as possible! my goal is to first, manage to impress other armys & second (or more like first first) make those items price friendly....so high quality products, creative & affordable for everyone to enjoy. I've also decided if I get the chance to sell a decent amount of prods, to giveaway cool bts fanmade merch every 10 sold products....preferably to Armys who don't have the luxury to own fandom stuff bc i know how much it sucks to see everyone own official & non official merch n get to enjoy that side of being a bts but not being able to buy more than a few photocards & posters 🥲 i do want to make some money it would be stupid to pretend i don't but if im gonna make money by selling art of my favorite group i want it to feel like I'm participating in making our fandom even nicer to be apart of, so yeah im really passionate about bts, have way too much imagination to let it sit in my brain & i know the good intentions i have now will stay forever, im an honest Army i freaking love this fandom & i promise to always do all i can to make my fellow armys excited to be apart of this fandom 💜
i'll end this post by saying i truly hope any Army reading this felt my honesty thru my words, i hope to gain more followers whether you like to buy merch or not, i will post all i make on here so even if you're not interested in buying my stuff it'd be really cool if my product reveals can be visually pleasing to you, i would be so so thankful for any new follower because you would help me just by doing that, and also if/when i'll succeed in my goals you would be the first to see my giveaways & even tho i want to gift pretty things to the less fortunate Army, i won't exclude other Armys from getting gifts whether they bought from my shop or not, as long as you support me in my project by following me on here and/or on my eventual future accounts on other platforms then you can get a few gifts from me 🥺 begging my purple blooded friends reading this post to reblog/follow/share one of my 3 posts on any platform they like to help a friend out 💜 for those who are considering giving me a follow on here: i've had some delays because my perfectionist brain wouldn't let me launch my first product when it could be very close to perfect instead of just good. good is great, the closest to perfect is perfect!!! anyways now im almost done with what im working on, i think i just need another week to make sure I did things as perfectly as possible and then i will start revealing my stuff..... so if ur curious about what im being so mysterious abt & yapping that much abt, if u follow me you will soon be able to see it for yourself <33333 see u very very soon purple family 🫡
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AT THE END OF THE WORLD, OR THE LAST THING I SEE
YOU ARE NEVER COMING HOME, NEVER COMING HOME
When I said STRUGGLING IN VAIN is like if i made your turn to die i wasn't exactly kidding.! sami is basically Okay. What do I remember of our dear be-beanied friend Sou Hiyori. job hopper, manipulated and manipulative, fake-friendly, plays dirty because he Can't Lose. he doesn't want to. he doesn't want to die. Okay. So what if I do that. sami started as someone with desperation at his core, and slowly evolved outwards. someone who thrives under the control of someone else, and will only survive because there's an instinct buried within him to keep moving forward. he is Also someone defined, at every turn, by Grief. his mother passed when he was 17, he attempted to follow her at 18, then he was tossed into a death game at age 24 with his baby sister, who was 12. her name was Karin Takeda-Ottonen. She died in that game, due to an accident misattributed to one of the other survivors of the game; Satoshi Okimoto, who i will talk ab some other time. his father, Otto Eelinen-Takeda, and his brother, Kai Takeda-Ottoson, were both killed as a way to 'motivate' sami to keep playing. all those who participated experienced this same motivation, but it was particular for sami, who just. kept. Losing. but he always managed to Survive. so the grief and being stuck with Chika Tomita (black haired girl from my previous art post) just drove him over the edge. he was tired of always being the only one to survive out of the people he cared most about, so. He took his life, on the rooftop, with Chika. And what happened next . . . ?
He went to Hell, met the man of his dreams, realised hhe was bisexual, lopped someone's hand off and took someone else's eye out, was initially crazy because someone in Hell reminded him eerily of Chika but chilled out because of said man of his dreams (hello Taraki Ventura Alvaro, btw. courtesy of my friend Nadia, who I don't know if she has Tumblr! I will edit this when she wakes up if shedoes) (also the girl in Hell tht reminded sami of chika is an oc belonging to oneof mmy wives @drdiagnosis named Calypso ♥) but then thru a freak accident mafia game that used majority vote which sent sami spiralling back into the initial death game mindset, Taraki Died! and then sami freaked out bbadly! and got closer to calypso only for HER to die too! SO WOULDN'T YOU KNOW IT, HE SURVIVED WHILE EVERYONE HE CARED ABOUT DIED AG AIN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! tho through the power of a wish he was able to bring taraki bback and by (accidentally) robbing calypso (she was behind a lot of this, it turned out, and had not permanently died) her Memory was preserved, but tthe damage is already so seve.re. and also in a separate branch of STRUGGLING IN VAIN called... ahem. THE LAST 35 SECONDS BEFORE MY EYES CLOSE ARE SPENT BY CONCLUSIVELY THINKING ABOUT THE MEANING OF MY BIRTH ( STRUGGLING IN VAIN BRANCH 4; ??? END ), xe just straight up ends the world. because thhat's freedom. and xe doesn't expect to be allowed to bring back taraki Or calypso or Anyone sso the wish is just used to bring about absolution it's kind of crazy THIS IS WHAT THE MULTIVERSE DOES TO A MOTHERFUCKER.
anyway. sami is like if you took a your turn to die fan, an arcane fan, and someone who sobbed both times they watched everything everywhere all at once and they all just beat a guy to death and reanimated their corpse. Can you believe this all started because i was like "I don't have enough some-guys in hoodies"
ANYWAY PT 2! here's the poses i drew sami (and karin) in. yes they're all from yttd. you caught me.
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#STRUGGLING IN VAIN#tomotomo.sami#tomotomo.karin#tomo scribblings#tw sui mention#tw suicide#in the read more specifically#Sami Takeda-Ottoson the man that you are#ALSO I SWEAR I DO OTHER KINDS OF BACKGROUNDS BESIDES MOSAIC'D TEXT ON A COLOUR BACKGROUN.D!!!!!
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