#I don't regret it to be honest
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For the Ask game:
14. If you could see one of your fics adapted into a visual medium, such as comic or film, which fan fic would you pick?
15. How do you come up with titles for your fics/chapters?
29. Share a bit from a fic you’ll never post OR from a scene that was cut from an already posted fic. (If you don’t have either, just share a random fic idea you have that you don’t plan on getting to.)
Thank you for the ask, Edu! I have answered 14 already, you can find the answer to that here!
15. How do you come up with titles for your fics/chapters?
This is kinda mean for you to ask when you are literally in the process of helping me brainstorm a title for my Big Bang fic 🤭 /j But usually, they just come to me? I'm not big on using quotes or song lyrics, personally. I mostly just find something that vibes with what I have written, though for some reason that is getting harder for me recently 🤔
29. Share a bit from a fic you’ll never post OR from a scene that was cut from an already posted fic. (If you don’t have either, just share a random fic idea you have that you don’t plan on getting to.)
Uff, okay, there was one fanfic I was writing when I was still in the Undertale fandom. It was called Floodtale and used a lot of different Sanses and multiverse shenanigans as well as some own characters. I scrapped it because 1. I fell out of the fandom and 2. I just didn't feel comfortable using those fan characters anymore at some point? I just felt like I didn't know them well enough to do them justice. That was also when I started being very strict with myself about not posting stories that weren't finished or I was positive I would finish.
I stopped in the middle of Chapter 6, here's the beginning of Chapter 3, the introduction of the Sans I created:
They stared at the stranger in silence. Well, stranger might be the wrong word, since the skeleton in front of them was definitely a Sans, but none of them had met this particular version before. The bones of the newcomer were grey; his eye sockets empty and black water was flowing out of them. It was running down his face and then disappeared from view under the collar of his black raincoat, which covered half of his face, while the hood covered the back of his head, so his eye sockets and (non-existent) nose were the only visible parts of his skull. One of his hands was buried in the coats’ pockets, the other hanging at his side, the same black water dripping from his fingertips down to the ground. His dark shorts stopped shortly before the rubber boots he was wearing. All in all he was a strange sight to behold, but not the weirdest the four had encountered.
There aren't any Sanders Sides stories I have completely given up on, so this is what you get ^^ Thanks again!
#ask#ask answered#sanders sides fanfiction#undertale fanfiction#the fandom lore there is so expansive#I got overwhelmed at some point#and researching the aus got tedious at some point#also had no confidence in the idea anymore so I put it in the 'never seeing the light of day' bin#I don't regret it to be honest#was fun for a while but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#there are south park aus I still haven't given up on yet#those I feel are still good#I just have no motivation to actively work on them at the moment#but maybe one day I'll return to them
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Spooning..... (Patreon)
#Doodles#Clinical Trial#Angel Martinez#Lee Smith#Cute......#Only reason there aren't more is because I ran out of room on this page#The yearning is Bad#The first time I saw the Morning animation I genuinely cried it is So sweet ;;♥#Looking at someone like they're all you've ever wanted and more is such an incredible weakness of mine hhghhhghhh#Gotta draw Lee smiling at Angel more often it's so cute how blown-away happy he is hghhghhh#Constantly thinking about their size difference and everything that comes with that#Lee being big and warm and snuggly and Angel being delicate and light#So he makes sure he's not leaning on them but they can lean on him that's fine#Hhhhh#But then in the gentle ways he does hold them hhhhhHHHH#Lightly trapped legs against his hip - one finger tucked into their sleeve#I'm Fine this is Fine I'm Fine about them#Gentle sweet soft kills the me#And it's still fascinating too! They don't stop! Agh catnip to me#Honestly for as scary and offputting /pos Lee can be - it's really his contrast that makes him so incredibly interesting#It's that he not only /does/ treat Angel delicately and carefully and with reverence but that he /wants/ to#He acts on his impulses and those impulses drive him to protect and treasure and just jdklsfds - he has been caught in them#Not to say that All of his impulses are just for their sake lol but he actively regrets when he can't keep those close to his chest#He wants to hide /and/ he wants openly.....#Threading that needle and getting what he wants in steps so much faster and larger than he prepared for - feels that he deserves#And maybe he doesn't! Agh! His grey area is so interesting#Whereas Angel is forthright and honest and upfront <3 Wants honestly and fully - vindictively even at times haha </3#They truly do deserve the world - Lee better give it to them! He'd want that too
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Smell Check [Easy: Failure]
MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 1 (part 2 - part 3)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#disco elysium#MDZS Disco Elysium AU#So sad I didn't manage to get this comic out on the 15th (pd-mdzs's 8 month anniversary and DE's 4th year anniversary) but I'm here *now*#I have a very extensive and detailed MDZS Disco Elysium AU that I am Not Normal About.#I've seen a few other people point out the potential in a crossover (true) but they make the mistake in having it be set in 51!#A true crossover would take place closer to The Antecentennial Revolution!#Disco Elysium did not go that hard on its cool lore for people to only make surface level crossovers!!!#One day I'll write the fic or post my notes. I don't know who would read it but it tickles *my* brain and that's enough.#No spoilers for DE (here or in comments (please)) but please consider....Magpie Wei Wuxian B*) On his way to be an innocent.#I do think there is a good chance a chunk of the MDZS readership would enjoy DE but...it's also not a game I easily recommend#It's more of an experience you have to marinate over. It's dark in ways that are off putting to some people.#It makes you feel like a very bad person all the time. It gets extremely personal if you allow yourself to be honest in your answers#and it's also the game that saved my life. My life was truly forever changed after playing disco elysium.#If I recommend it to people it's a badge of the trust I have in you to appreciate something dear to me B'*)#If you decide to play: PLEASE go in as blind as possible. You will regret spoiling yourself.#edit: this is based on real disco elysium dialogue. HDB has many canon kinks but this is not one of them
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#magmar#sniffer#easy to forget they have a duck bill#whatever you do‚ don't google this thing's japanese name! you will regret it!#um. yeah. another guy that probably absolutely needed the retrofit evo and prevo. just like electabuzz. to be honest. i can't think of#this thing Without magby and magmortar. maybe just because they've been around for so long but#trade evo so who caaares
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me staring into the distance:
so the evanuris/blight situation is that: solas managed to, at the height of his power + with all his ancient elf besties helping, seal them into the black city and make the veil. and this took so much out of him that he was basically comatose for 5000 years. ok fine.
but then in vg, his initial plan was to put them in a different jail, while the veil is still up (despite that weakening all magic significantly and making it difficult to even access the black city). and then he wants to tear down the veil afterwards, presumably expecting to still be awake to do so. despite not having his original orb or his ancient elf besties anymore? so it doesn't particularly make sense in general. similar to how he described what he wanted to do with the orb, you'd expect him to take out the veil first and then reseal/move the jail?
(and then he wanted to put them into a Regret Prison when he is the ONLY one out of that entire situation who feels any regrets... 😭)
then his more ambiguous-sounding veil removal motives of being depressed about elves/spirits and unable to see the modern world as worthy of existence... become almost irrelevant. bc it's kind of necessary for him to Do Something? or else everyone fully dies of turbo blight when the archdemons die and the black city inevitably opens?
but then no one really mentions the looming catastrophe of the blight part, and they handwave it at the end, and all act like he's being very unreasonable. which he is! but only bc they made him dumber than a rock and weirdly inconsistent in his capabilities, not bc his motivations were actually proven to be wrong. aaaaa.
#veilguard critical#i'm going to be honest. the regret prison was like#SO goofy as a concept imo#like yeah ofc it'll trap solas dreadwolf. guy who regrets every action ever taken in his entire life starting from day 1#the well known sunk cost fallacy king#why would it trap... a bunch of self absorbed dictators...#elgar'nan peacefully: ''i've thought about it and i'm great actually. never did anything wrong 😌'' and leaves#''ahhh it's about PROCESSING regret-!'' well unfortunately that's still very unconvincing#rook had a small handful of regrets and just walked out no problem#presumably the evanuris have even fewer and milder regrets?#elgar'nan like ''hm. i regret not killing my wife earlier! ok i've processed it. time to leave 😌''#ghilan'nain like ''i regret not making my ultimate creation: three crocodiles a halla and an elf mashed together. would've been fun''#????#like putting a rat in a box made of cheese...#it would make way more sense if the evanuris made it in the black city as a way to trap solas while they were in their time out tbh#vg's whole plot is just like#a series of ''don't worry about it kitten'' missing threads#and it does seem like they never fully decided on whether they wanted his plan to be ''necessary'' or not#so they flip flopped between making it sound like a guilt-fueled nostalgia thing that he should be talked out of or stopped#versus a genuine trolley problem that is just Too Unspeakably Dire to reveal#and then decided there could not be any moral complexity so trolley problems are as bad as the worst version of the plan. fhsjfbh#personally the regret prison is my stupid google doc bc i unfortunately need to consider this for solas' internal narration 😔#at any given time i am the pepe silvia diagram meme...
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Just saw your tags and listen,,, I might be going through the same thing rn bc I'm 26 I've been with a man for 6 years and I'm currently questioning if I even like men at all (although I do feel some kind of love for him but it might not be the romantic kind anymore) but I'm desperately trying to ignore those feelinga bc itsya 6 year relationship and we live together idk if I can deal with that rn but anyway 🤓
anon i don't want to give you any blanket advice or statements but i will say that as terrifying as it is, consciously ignoring feelings never ends well and if it's as painful for you as it was for me, then there's probably a reason <3
the scariest and hardest part of my journey was admitting i didn't like men and i wasn't bi because i knew it meant my life would change forever. and it did! in every single way it changed my entire life! but after almost 4 years i can say with the utmost certainty...every single part of it has been for the better!
i know it's a thousand times harder when you've built a life with someone and i won't lie that part suuucks and it's scary but nothing compares to the relief that came immediately after just Saying the words.
everything that dan has said about living your truth is true (which when i first watched BIG i was pretty bitter about the way he talked about it because i didn't believe him and thought there's no way he could ever understand what coming out would cost me and like he Can't but also he was in fact right).
#anon ask#sorry for the ramble but anon i'm being so serious feel free to DM me if you ever need to talk <3 you don't have to do this alone#there are sooo many people with this exact story and i have yet to see someone who regretted be honest with themselves
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just watched last attack
I was definitely a goth mikasa at the end but when I was watching week by week in the twenty teens i was a full on conspiracy nerd armin
#attack on titan#attack on titan last attack#last attack#hange zoe#aot#aot movie#aot memes#aot hange#my honest reaction#armin arlert#goth mikasa#aot anime#don't question me about the airfryer im tired#I feel kind of empty now that this big chapter of my life is over#well i guess it's been over for a while now but this just means that it's set in stone finished#overall good movie and good conclusion to the series from 9 to almost 20 i'll never regret the time I spent with aot#very cathartic#scrilly#i'm scrilling#feeling a little scrilly
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really interesting hearing people interpreting solas' statement to rook that it was "good to help [his] people for once" after rescuing the dalish prisoners as being genuine. i wonder if it's a worldstate thing that informs how people read it? because for my playthrough that read as a very calculated way to gain trust from rook
veilguard doesn't have a tarot card that explicitly asks you whether the inquisitor and solas' relationship was a high or low approval one. instead, for an inquisitor who didn't romance him, it seems to map the choices of saving/stopping solas onto high/low approval respectively
if, like me, you imported an inquisitor that chose to stop solas and your rook asks him later in that conversation: "what about the inquisitor? do [they] not count as a friend?" solas will deny that they were friends at all, and tell you that the inquisitor was useful, for a time. it's so callous and dismissive!!!
... and it's very in line with how he speaks to a low approval inquisitor trespasser. if the inquisitor is angry with solas about him using them, he'll dismissively tell them they should be grateful they got a castle and a position out of it! if the inquisitor confronts him about not even seeing the rest of them as people, solas essentially says "yes but thats not your fault, it was my creation of the veil that prevented you from being people"
i think there's definitely a version of solas here that could have grown to see the elves of the present as his people, especially if he was in a relationship with lavellan. solas who was close with an inquisitor of any race will confirm he does see those alive now as people, even if they aren't his people
in both cases, that requires an inquisitor showing compassion to the spirit of wisdom, treating her with the same care that they would have for any other person. this is the only way for solas to be able to see anyone as capable of full personhood other than spirits
if the inquisitor did the opposite... solas does not change his mind on this. he might have a certain level of compassion for them, but he doesn't see any of them as people, let alone his people
#da4 spoilers#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#anyway!#i think it's interesting that there are worldstates where there's good reason to think he's being honest with you here#and worldstates where the opposite is far more likely to be the case#it's a romance-only line iirc? but the inquisitor very much does 'change everything' by taking the first step of seeing spirits as people#that's what he is!!!#it's not all he is - obviously - but it is one of the regrets that haunts him that he ever became anything OTHER than that!!!#and i think at the end of it all spirits are still far closer to what he considers to be his kin than elves#there's no one left that's the same as what he is after the death of elgar'nan - so in the choice of keeping the veil or tearing it down...#he'll still choose spirits over anyone else - unless the inquisitor/mythal/rook can change his mind#i don't think that's bad!! it's a really interesting aspect of his character!!!!#it does baffle me tho that the game's assumption of low approval w/ the 'stop solas' choice still allows your inquisitor to sway him at all#solas
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so, i was in taipei when the earthquake hit this morning (because i live there...) and i feel bad for saying this bc we weren't even at the epicenter, but... i'm still feeling quite upset and i wish i had someone to talk to about it 😟
#personal post#it was a very terrifying experience#and i'll be honest: i've been making it worse by doomscrolling and watching videos from the epicenter#there weren't even that many casualties considering the magnitude of the quake!#but well... this was quite literally close to home#and it's all making me feel very weepy#my brother is coming to visit me in a couple of days and i'm also very worried for him#i know the aftershocks won't be as bad but... i still don't want him to experience any of it#i don't want him to feel scared like i was scared. like i still am scared#i almost regret that today is the start of the long weekend. i feel so much braver when i'm in teacher mode
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Sometimes I make things.
#...and I don't regret it.#character - blink vaniro#riftdancing - memes#though if I'm being honest this is 100% in character for her#because she says this every time she's frustrated or annoyed about a situation which has been brought to her#it's said in the most dead pan sarcastic voice you can possibly imagine#and she is not amused...#lmao
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fun fact you can track exactly how bad my mental health is by how much freak shit I post on main lmao 👍
#uhhhhhasf ill be honest lads i Deal With something earlier that was. small but triggering#needed to be dealt with at some point so i don't regret it. but it definitely tanked my mood for the day#spent a lot of today being like. i can Not keep coming home to the condo i bought with my ex (and still live with my ex in)#but i can and i will. if nothing else than for dothcat#def glad i had class today to get me out of the house tho
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Letting everybody know I'm leaving tomorrow to visit my parents in Hawaii for like ten days! It's a really long plane ride and I'll be bringing my laptop so I'll still be able to write and draw n stuff, but idk if I'll have time to stream. So while today's Minecraft Hardcore Sunday is still on, I don't think next week's will be.
Unless circumstances are really good I guess?? who knows how much free time I'll have on Sunday, idk how much stuff is planned for my trip, they said this is mostly just for me to relax so if I'm lucky there'll be plenty of time for me to stream anyway
#And Then I Rambled#I didn't really wanna take this trip if I'm honest#Cuz my parents get weird and defensive when I talk about my gender identity or sexuality#They said they wouldn't disown me over it but they sure don't have anything supportive to say#They're moving to the middle east tho soon. And it will be even harder to see them#Don't ask. We've tried to convince them not to and they're just like#“if you really want us to reconsider you better pray about it”#Ugh#Also the stuff lately with plane crashes recently#tldr me going is a decision I regret making#But I sure did make it. So no going back now#They've already bought the tickets#I'm stressed and I don't want to contribute to the Hawaiian tourist problem#So I'm probably gonna lay as low as possible#Ugh whatever#Just letting y'all in on what's goin on in my life
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Sooo I got Neuvillette and I regret nothing lol. I don't have Ayato or Childe so he's technically my first hydro dps. He's only lvl 50 rn with talent lvl 1 and he's doing around ~5k. He's very fun to play and his design is S+ tier. I love his design. It's chef's kiss. The best designed male character imo. He's super handsome and very majestic and very dragon daddy. I want to EAT him in every imaginable way.


#I got him on impulse but to be honest I don't regret anything.#I saw all the stars aligned and I seized my chance. If i didn't I knew I would regret it just like I did with Yelan.#Speaking of Yelan she's next on my list alongside Chiori and maybe Arlecchino but only if I like her kit.#I wish you guys goood luck on your pulls <3#neuvillette#genshin impact#genshin update#fontaine#genshin imagines#fontaine archon quest#yandere#hydro dragon
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What do y'all think of my new tiktok name 😻🥹🥹🙏
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hi friends :]
still staying offline a little longer. i'm at a crossroads where i'm wondering whether i like being perceived online at all. i don't know if i love the experience of all this, but i love all the people here and that's kind of the point, isn't it? maybe i need a fresh start. after cough syrup maybe i start reconsidering. who knows.
but i wanted to say that i love you guys! and was just sitting here, earlier, and missing you all. i know that my VERY frequent absences (anyone who has ever dmed me is aware of this) is really annoying, and maybe a dealbreaker, and that's really understandable. but i want you all to know i think about my friends here, the little guys in my computer, like All The Time hehe. like!!! i've mentioned you all to the people i meet here in conversations, sometimes; i miss you.
but i don't know. online stuff has always been really hard for my brain. something about reconciling with my identity, my presence, freaks me out. but i'm carrying you all with me, taking you in my palms and bringing you to the warmth. in a few languages, that's love.
protect your peace, break your silence, and stay strong. it's scary out there. but you're brave than the worst of it.
#nightmare.personal#sorry for another long ass post. i just wanted to say i love you#i think of you guys often. that's mostly it.#being on tumblr has never been easy for me. i don't regret it that much but like.#i just really struggle with the consistency piece of it. and the energy. and just what my personality has become here.#and i'd really love if i could start deleting sideblogs without risking deleting my entire account to be honest#anyway. maybe i spend some more time on tumblr today cleaning the place up.#love you guys. that's all hehe
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i want to start being honest to the point it makes everyone uncomfortable
#walks away#not in an overshare honest way but in a way that makes you go.. wow.. that guy must live regret free..#and then youre forced to look in the mirror#i think it's more so the idea of me keeping secrets that don't need to be secrets (anymore)#plus with honesty comes loyalty and if im not honest then im not loyal (not as deep as im making it out to be)
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