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For the Ask game:
14. If you could see one of your fics adapted into a visual medium, such as comic or film, which fan fic would you pick?
15. How do you come up with titles for your fics/chapters?
29. Share a bit from a fic you’ll never post OR from a scene that was cut from an already posted fic. (If you don’t have either, just share a random fic idea you have that you don’t plan on getting to.)
Thank you for the ask, Edu! I have answered 14 already, you can find the answer to that here!
15. How do you come up with titles for your fics/chapters?
This is kinda mean for you to ask when you are literally in the process of helping me brainstorm a title for my Big Bang fic 🤭 /j But usually, they just come to me? I'm not big on using quotes or song lyrics, personally. I mostly just find something that vibes with what I have written, though for some reason that is getting harder for me recently 🤔
29. Share a bit from a fic you’ll never post OR from a scene that was cut from an already posted fic. (If you don’t have either, just share a random fic idea you have that you don’t plan on getting to.)
Uff, okay, there was one fanfic I was writing when I was still in the Undertale fandom. It was called Floodtale and used a lot of different Sanses and multiverse shenanigans as well as some own characters. I scrapped it because 1. I fell out of the fandom and 2. I just didn't feel comfortable using those fan characters anymore at some point? I just felt like I didn't know them well enough to do them justice. That was also when I started being very strict with myself about not posting stories that weren't finished or I was positive I would finish.
I stopped in the middle of Chapter 6, here's the beginning of Chapter 3, the introduction of the Sans I created:
They stared at the stranger in silence. Well, stranger might be the wrong word, since the skeleton in front of them was definitely a Sans, but none of them had met this particular version before. The bones of the newcomer were grey; his eye sockets empty and black water was flowing out of them. It was running down his face and then disappeared from view under the collar of his black raincoat, which covered half of his face, while the hood covered the back of his head, so his eye sockets and (non-existent) nose were the only visible parts of his skull. One of his hands was buried in the coats’ pockets, the other hanging at his side, the same black water dripping from his fingertips down to the ground. His dark shorts stopped shortly before the rubber boots he was wearing. All in all he was a strange sight to behold, but not the weirdest the four had encountered.
There aren't any Sanders Sides stories I have completely given up on, so this is what you get ^^ Thanks again!
#ask#ask answered#sanders sides fanfiction#undertale fanfiction#the fandom lore there is so expansive#I got overwhelmed at some point#and researching the aus got tedious at some point#also had no confidence in the idea anymore so I put it in the 'never seeing the light of day' bin#I don't regret it to be honest#was fun for a while but ¯\_(ツ)_/¯#there are south park aus I still haven't given up on yet#those I feel are still good#I just have no motivation to actively work on them at the moment#but maybe one day I'll return to them
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Smell Check [Easy: Failure]
MDZS Disco Elysium AU part 1 (part 2 - part 3)
#poorly drawn mdzs#mdzs#wei wuxian#lan wangji#disco elysium#MDZS Disco Elysium AU#So sad I didn't manage to get this comic out on the 15th (pd-mdzs's 8 month anniversary and DE's 4th year anniversary) but I'm here *now*#I have a very extensive and detailed MDZS Disco Elysium AU that I am Not Normal About.#I've seen a few other people point out the potential in a crossover (true) but they make the mistake in having it be set in 51!#A true crossover would take place closer to The Antecentennial Revolution!#Disco Elysium did not go that hard on its cool lore for people to only make surface level crossovers!!!#One day I'll write the fic or post my notes. I don't know who would read it but it tickles *my* brain and that's enough.#No spoilers for DE (here or in comments (please)) but please consider....Magpie Wei Wuxian B*) On his way to be an innocent.#I do think there is a good chance a chunk of the MDZS readership would enjoy DE but...it's also not a game I easily recommend#It's more of an experience you have to marinate over. It's dark in ways that are off putting to some people.#It makes you feel like a very bad person all the time. It gets extremely personal if you allow yourself to be honest in your answers#and it's also the game that saved my life. My life was truly forever changed after playing disco elysium.#If I recommend it to people it's a badge of the trust I have in you to appreciate something dear to me B'*)#If you decide to play: PLEASE go in as blind as possible. You will regret spoiling yourself.#edit: this is based on real disco elysium dialogue. HDB has many canon kinks but this is not one of them
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#magmar#sniffer#easy to forget they have a duck bill#whatever you do‚ don't google this thing's japanese name! you will regret it!#um. yeah. another guy that probably absolutely needed the retrofit evo and prevo. just like electabuzz. to be honest. i can't think of#this thing Without magby and magmortar. maybe just because they've been around for so long but#trade evo so who caaares
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guys I fucked up..
thought it would be cool for me n my friend to "mark eachother" w my deodorant in the park near school (I had it in my pe kit) and uhhh
mb y'all (im so cooked 💀)
#karmaajr rambles#deodorant#deodorant burn#i have another one on my right arm#it isn't that bad though#do y'all think this is bad#pls be honest#anyways don't question the arm hair 🥰🥰#IT'S IN MY GENES#anyways yeah#impulsive#damn my stupidity#i always regret this things after#y'all istg if I have to go to the hospital...#no im actually cooked tho#if that happens#expect never to hear from me again#mediblr#medical health#medical help#tumblr help#PLSSS#I REALLY NEED THIS NOT TO BE A BIG DEAL#I GOT THE IDEA FROM MY OTHER FRIEND#SHE DID IT A FEW WEEKS AGO OUT OF CURIOUSITY (and let go 6-7 seconds later) AND AFTER TOLD ME NOT TO WHEN I PONDERED ALOUD (accidnerally#) AND YE I FUCKED UP#send help#tw self harm#lowkey did it for the adrenaline yall mbbbb 😔😔😔 (it genuinley felt like how it used to feel when i cut myself and that lowkey excited me)#tw stupid bitch
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I'M BAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAACK!!! Okay so honestly I have been very very inconsistent over the years with just disappearing for periods of time due to various things 😂 So it probably seemed pretty normal to most people.
But it felt different on my side, so I'm excited to be back in business. I took a month long hiatus! 31 days of not drawing digital art. Its not something I talk about on here? But I've been suffering from some serious long term Art Burnout for.... a really really long time. Long enough that I should've taken a break probably years ago. It finally got so bad that I could barely draw. I was scared to do it (cause it always looked "bad" in my eyes [i'll come back to that]) and doing it was exhausting and disheartening.
I talked it over with somebody and realized that the fear and anger and frustration I felt towards my own artwork was uh. Not Normal or Healthy. And I finally committed to taking a real break for once.
I still drew a little bit by hand? Traditional art has always felt like it has lower stakes for me (i don't often share it online, and sometimes I don't even share it with friends) so I did some of that when I felt like it. But Digital art was completely off the table.
I had put such an immense pressure on myself to make my digital art perfect, to make as much of it as quickly as possible to satisfy something. It wasn't fun anymore. I'm proud of what i've made over the years! But for a long time now the stuff I've been making was made while hating every second of making it. With some rare exceptions.
I hated my art! It was a combination of Perfectionism, taking in too many external expectations, and the burnout. If you hate doing something its kinda hard to love it even when you want too lol. It wasn't "Bad" in the sense that the quality was low and it was ugly! It was "Bad" in the sense that it was unhealthy for me to keep doing it at that point in time.
I'm glad to report though, that with my hiatus officially over as of Wednesday last week: I am once again. In Love. With doing art, and being an artist :)
I put off taking a break for years cause I was scared that taking a break would mean that I would never achieve all the things I wanted to do with art. I was scared it was a stupid and lazy thing to do that would mean I'd never achieve my dreams. And Also even though I kinda hated drawing, I also loved making art. Its a weird duality that I can't even really explain??? I hated it but I also loved it. I wanted it but I also wanted to run from it. It wasn't until I was more mature and had more clarity and insight (and unfortunately also until the problems got worse) that I was finally able to let go of those fears and just do it.
And I'm really really glad I did. It was everything I needed. And I hope to strike a better balance in the future with art. Taking more breaks when I need them, or just when other things have my attention like reading or Video games (Some star rail got played during this time xD)
From the outside things probably aren't going to be that different?? At this point I don't really have any sure plans to post anything I've been drawing since my Hiatus ended. I might or I might not xD I'm still a hobbyist artist taking things at her own pace, but I hope that it shows how much happier I am :)
Whumptober 2023 is being officially put to rest by this post btw! I was in major burnout when that event started, and I'm ready to just, move on from all the past expectations I'd shoved on my shoulders. If I feel like filling any of the prompts or going back to any of the ideas I'd come up for it I will! But I'm not going to worry about doing it unless the desire sets in. Thanks to everybody who's been so kind to me throughout my time on here as an artist! Ya'lls tags and screaming and kind words, the fanfic, the asks and the responses? Its been fantastic :) You guys have made me laugh, smile, and cry tears of joy. I hope from here that things only get better and sweeter! And if I have bad days again, that's okay too.
Here's to 2024 and whatever it may bring ya'll :D 🎉🎉✨✨🧡💜
#isa screams#long post#gif#flashing#i think? Lemme know if I'm incorrect on that one alksdjfLKSJDJDSG#I don't normally talk this much so its kinda strange?#its kinda nice to be more honest about this stuff though#I'm a bit more of a private person so its hard to find the balance between wanting to discuss things openly and honestly#but with the fact that I don't owe the entire world an explanation for everything I do#its a tricky thing#but today I felt like doing this and I think that's okay#if i regret it I just won't do it again alsdjLSDJLFJSGSDG#thanks if you read this! I appreciate it!#I'm a pretty smalltime artist relatively. So sometimes it feels as though it doesn't mater what i say or express.#But hm. I doubt its really that simple or bleak#And if I don't respect myself then well. Who will right?#And I want to learn how to be happy with how little or how much I get#part of the reason I've done so poorly mentally as an artist is chasing numbers and outside praise instead of asking the harder questions#am i happy with what i do? what I make? Who I am#I'm going to probably be working on those questions and problems for the rest of my life.#But thats okay. Thats not a bad thing :)
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Just saw your tags and listen,,, I might be going through the same thing rn bc I'm 26 I've been with a man for 6 years and I'm currently questioning if I even like men at all (although I do feel some kind of love for him but it might not be the romantic kind anymore) but I'm desperately trying to ignore those feelinga bc itsya 6 year relationship and we live together idk if I can deal with that rn but anyway 🤓
anon i don't want to give you any blanket advice or statements but i will say that as terrifying as it is, consciously ignoring feelings never ends well and if it's as painful for you as it was for me, then there's probably a reason <3
the scariest and hardest part of my journey was admitting i didn't like men and i wasn't bi because i knew it meant my life would change forever. and it did! in every single way it changed my entire life! but after almost 4 years i can say with the utmost certainty...every single part of it has been for the better!
i know it's a thousand times harder when you've built a life with someone and i won't lie that part suuucks and it's scary but nothing compares to the relief that came immediately after just Saying the words.
everything that dan has said about living your truth is true (which when i first watched BIG i was pretty bitter about the way he talked about it because i didn't believe him and thought there's no way he could ever understand what coming out would cost me and like he Can't but also he was in fact right).
#anon ask#sorry for the ramble but anon i'm being so serious feel free to DM me if you ever need to talk <3 you don't have to do this alone#there are sooo many people with this exact story and i have yet to see someone who regretted be honest with themselves
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man. what was even the point of all the parallels the villains (esp. shigaraki, dabi and toga) to the heroes just to have them all die. what's the point. I'm glad i dropped bnha when i did, that's so damn frustrating. they should have been saved. the set up could have resulted in such a good pay off, just for them to throw that all away.
Hi! Sorry for the late reply. I spent most of last night working on my fix-it todofam fic, haha
Anyway, I've been wondering about the same thing. Despite everything, I don't think this is the ending Horikoshi originally had in mind. He has many flaws as a writer, but I do believe him to be a strongly compassionate person. The main problem with bnha imo is that he always seems to struggle to put his foot down and see through his choices all the way. Enji's arc in particular is full of this type of problem. One moment he's depicted as an unredeemable, unchanging monster, and two chapters later he's someone whose journey to self-betterment we're supposed to cheer for—a misguided guy who is trying his best and still failing. You get what I mean?
If it's true that the theme of DV is dear to Horikoshi (and I think it is, from how intimately he writes its intricacies), then I can understand that duality, at least. The fact that he can't quite make up his mind on who he wants to humanize more. But it's still disappointing. It feels insincere, the way he's wrapping up this story by pretending this is where he was always meant to go. For all of his indecision, at the very least he's never denied the Leagues' humanity, not until this very abrupt, tonal-shift ridden ending. And a part of me wonders if it's just Horikoshi's way to cater to the part of the fandom that's always loudest, the one that's been arguing for bloody 'justice' all along. If he's unable to handle that criticism on a work he holds so dear. And yet, by responding to it, by changing tracks on his own set up, he still managed to invalidate everything the story ever said about compassion, and that's the worst part.
#Ali replies#If this is hitting us so strongly a part of me thinks it must be hitting him as well#All criticism of bnha aside. You can't deny that shigaraki in particular is a character hori poured a lot of himself into#But anyway#Yes despite everything I've just said I'm bitter too#I don't think I will catch up on the chapters I missed either#Just watching bits and pieces of this arc in season 7 was frustrating enough#Bc this is where things started to get really uncomfortable#But hey#I don't regret reading this manga#Do I hate this ending? Yes. Passionately. I was so angry at it for days#I still am if I'm honest. It's unfair and callous and it's hard to swallow after that hopeful set up#But at the same time... Bnha has given me dabi. And the todosibs#And I can't deny how cathartic a story this has been for me. At least for a couple of years#I'll try my best to remember it by that yknow#Bnha#Bnha critical
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so, i was in taipei when the earthquake hit this morning (because i live there...) and i feel bad for saying this bc we weren't even at the epicenter, but... i'm still feeling quite upset and i wish i had someone to talk to about it 😟
#personal post#it was a very terrifying experience#and i'll be honest: i've been making it worse by doomscrolling and watching videos from the epicenter#there weren't even that many casualties considering the magnitude of the quake!#but well... this was quite literally close to home#and it's all making me feel very weepy#my brother is coming to visit me in a couple of days and i'm also very worried for him#i know the aftershocks won't be as bad but... i still don't want him to experience any of it#i don't want him to feel scared like i was scared. like i still am scared#i almost regret that today is the start of the long weekend. i feel so much braver when i'm in teacher mode
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Sometimes I make things.
#...and I don't regret it.#character - blink vaniro#riftdancing - memes#though if I'm being honest this is 100% in character for her#because she says this every time she's frustrated or annoyed about a situation which has been brought to her#it's said in the most dead pan sarcastic voice you can possibly imagine#and she is not amused...#lmao
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okay that's the last birthday message. please no more. lol. thank you for being nice, blanket thank you to everyone who is thinking about saying happy birthday to me, or who thought about it and forgot but i am about to have some chamomile tea and then proceed to become as unconscious as is humanly possible. LMAO.
#guy i'm talking to on a dating app asked what's wrong cause i said i had a long day/shit birthday#like buddy i'm gonna be honest you picked the wrong day to ask me this#because i have been an emotional wreck going on seven hours now#and i was like “i can tell you but things are gonna get really bleak and honest really quickly so your choice”#and he was like “i would say yes if you thought it would help but i'm about to fall asleep”#like oh don't worry it's cool! i will 100% regret saying that in the morning! or maybe i won't#life is very fucking bizarre right now so who knows! l o fucking l#anyways. chamomile tea and then near immediate unconsciousness for my own fucking sanity
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really interesting hearing people interpreting solas' statement to rook that it was "good to help [his] people for once" after rescuing the dalish prisoners as being genuine. i wonder if it's a worldstate thing that informs how people read it? because for my playthrough that read as a very calculated way to gain trust from rook
veilguard doesn't have a tarot card that explicitly asks you whether the inquisitor and solas' relationship was a high or low approval one. instead, for an inquisitor who didn't romance him, it seems to map the choices of saving/stopping solas onto high/low approval respectively
if, like me, you imported an inquisitor that chose to stop solas and your rook asks him later in that conversation: "what about the inquisitor? do [they] not count as a friend?" solas will deny that they were friends at all, and tell you that the inquisitor was useful, for a time. it's so callous and dismissive!!!
... and it's very in line with how he speaks to a low approval inquisitor trespasser. if the inquisitor is angry with solas about him using them, he'll dismissively tell them they should be grateful they got a castle and a position out of it! if the inquisitor confronts him about not even seeing the rest of them as people, solas essentially says "yes but thats not your fault, it was my creation of the veil that prevented you from being people"
i think there's definitely a version of solas here that could have grown to see the elves of the present as his people, especially if he was in a relationship with lavellan. solas who was close with an inquisitor of any race will confirm he does see those alive now as people, even if they aren't his people
in both cases, that requires an inquisitor showing compassion to the spirit of wisdom, treating her with the same care that they would have for any other person. this is the only way for solas to be able to see anyone as capable of full personhood other than spirits
if the inquisitor did the opposite... solas does not change his mind on this. he might have a certain level of compassion for them, but he doesn't see any of them as people, let alone his people
#da4 spoilers#veilguard spoilers#datv spoilers#anyway!#i think it's interesting that there are worldstates where there's good reason to think he's being honest with you here#and worldstates where the opposite is far more likely to be the case#it's a romance-only line iirc? but the inquisitor very much does 'change everything' by taking the first step of seeing spirits as people#that's what he is!!!#it's not all he is - obviously - but it is one of the regrets that haunts him that he ever became anything OTHER than that!!!#and i think at the end of it all spirits are still far closer to what he considers to be his kin than elves#there's no one left that's the same as what he is after the death of elgar'nan - so in the choice of keeping the veil or tearing it down...#he'll still choose spirits over anyone else - unless the inquisitor/mythal/rook can change his mind#i don't think that's bad!! it's a really interesting aspect of his character!!!!#it does baffle me tho that the game's assumption of low approval w/ the 'stop solas' choice still allows your inquisitor to sway him at all
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Sooo I got Neuvillette and I regret nothing lol. I don't have Ayato or Childe so he's technically my first hydro dps. He's only lvl 50 rn with talent lvl 1 and he's doing around ~5k. He's very fun to play and his design is S+ tier. I love his design. It's chef's kiss. The best designed male character imo. He's super handsome and very majestic and very dragon daddy. I want to EAT him in every imaginable way.
#I got him on impulse but to be honest I don't regret anything.#I saw all the stars aligned and I seized my chance. If i didn't I knew I would regret it just like I did with Yelan.#Speaking of Yelan she's next on my list alongside Chiori and maybe Arlecchino but only if I like her kit.#I wish you guys goood luck on your pulls <3#neuvillette#genshin impact#genshin update#fontaine#genshin imagines#fontaine archon quest#yandere#hydro dragon
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What do y'all think of my new tiktok name 😻🥹🥹🙏
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D'you still have the NAs or EDAs?
Mostly no - I sold them after I got too ill to work. I kept the Timewyrm quartet, Damaged Goods, The Left-handed Hummingbird... maybe the Ben Aaronovitch ones?
#i sold most of my fandom life to stay afloat#bits of it i now regret#especially the really niche behind-the-scenes movie stuff that's worth a fortune now#virgin new adventures#edas#doctor who edas#i never loved the virgin or bbc novels to be honest#they were just the only game in town#big finish quickly established themselves as my dw of choice during the late wilderness years#then i wandered off completely for a bit#then i came back for 2005 and never stopped#fandom#thought i had human nature#can't see it though#might've sold that one when they televised it?#and i don't believe i'd have sold anything ben aaronovitch#but likewise can't see them on the shelf there#just his remembrance... novelisation
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hi friends :]
still staying offline a little longer. i'm at a crossroads where i'm wondering whether i like being perceived online at all. i don't know if i love the experience of all this, but i love all the people here and that's kind of the point, isn't it? maybe i need a fresh start. after cough syrup maybe i start reconsidering. who knows.
but i wanted to say that i love you guys! and was just sitting here, earlier, and missing you all. i know that my VERY frequent absences (anyone who has ever dmed me is aware of this) is really annoying, and maybe a dealbreaker, and that's really understandable. but i want you all to know i think about my friends here, the little guys in my computer, like All The Time hehe. like!!! i've mentioned you all to the people i meet here in conversations, sometimes; i miss you.
but i don't know. online stuff has always been really hard for my brain. something about reconciling with my identity, my presence, freaks me out. but i'm carrying you all with me, taking you in my palms and bringing you to the warmth. in a few languages, that's love.
protect your peace, break your silence, and stay strong. it's scary out there. but you're brave than the worst of it.
#nightmare.personal#sorry for another long ass post. i just wanted to say i love you#i think of you guys often. that's mostly it.#being on tumblr has never been easy for me. i don't regret it that much but like.#i just really struggle with the consistency piece of it. and the energy. and just what my personality has become here.#and i'd really love if i could start deleting sideblogs without risking deleting my entire account to be honest#anyway. maybe i spend some more time on tumblr today cleaning the place up.#love you guys. that's all hehe
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i dunno if this is like weird advice to give, but for anyone who is or has a partner/friend/etc. who's interested in a threesome (or more), you gotta make sure that everyone involved is emotionally ready for that. if you or someone else might get jealous, then just don't do it. don't lie and say you're ready just because you wanna make your partner happy, or because of peer pressure, or even just because you're attracted to someone involved, etc., if you're having any doubts at all then just say so. this is something you need to discuss thoroughly beforehand. jealousy or any other sort of emotional discomfort during group sex WILL negatively affect your relationship(s) with whoever's involved. if sex is an experience that's very important and personal to you and you're not ready to share that with someone other than your partner(s) then there's no shame in turning it down. a good partner wouldn't be upset by you setting boundaries. your comfort is more important than the opportunity to have a threesome
#sorry if this is too personal/tmi or whatever but i was just thinking about one of my exes and like#i asked her many times beforehand if she was okay with it. i really really wanted to make sure she was comfortable. she told me she was#but it still made her jealous and that did irreparable damage to our relationship. i could tell pretty quickly that it was a mistake#and yeah we don't talk anymore for mostly unrelated reasons (i unfortunately learned she wasn't a great person) but i still regret that#i could see after we broke up (which was mutual because we were....not as compatible as we thought. as mentioned above)#that she was always going out of her comfort zone to try to make me happy. and i genuinely feel bad about that. i would never ask for that#i wouldn't have been upset if she told me she wasn't sure about it because i don't wanna put anyone in an uncomfortable situation like that#anyway this was like. 9 or so years ago at this point. i still wanna apologize to her but i feel like it'd be weird to bring up y'know#but yeah i just want ppl to know this kinda stuff is avoidable if you have a truly honest discussion beforehand#and if there's any doubt at all then it's best to just not go through with it because your feelings could change at any moment tbh#but if you're all emotionally prepared then threesomes can be great ! exhausting but that's a given lmao
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