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I've been in the soriku mood lately 🦇💜
#maybe a wip#I don't know really#dreameater riku is my fav riku#soriku#kingdom hearts ddd#pato's art
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Based on the fact that Benimaru said that Amaterasu "felt bloody" : fic idea!
Basically, what if teenage Benimaru, feeling this bloody thing, wondered what it was about and went to check?
Landing on the Amaterasu itself, he feels something else coming from inside. And it's rage. He's never felt such rage. And it feels kind of sentient. That's not very good.
So Benimaru begins to talk to it. He figures, being angry like that all the time must be very tiring. And being stuck inside the Amaterasu must be very boring. So he talks to it and learns to decipher the spikes in its bloodlust as if it were communicating. He eventually learns that it is a her. He learns that the rage she gives off feels a bit more like amusement when he shit-talks the sun church. He learns she's lonely and probably unaware of that. So he keeps coming. Week after week, year after year. Sitting on top of Amaterasu, he talks to her. He tells her about what's happening in Asakusa, the way the twins are growing so fast, how he's worried about his future responsibilities, how the granny down the street is teaching him how to cook so he can surprise Konro for his birthday, how it's been hot today but she probably feels hot all the time so he describes how cold feels like because she's probably forgotten, he tells her about the sunrise seen from Amaterasu, he asks her yes or no questions since it's the only answers he can really decipher. And he asks if she can remember what a hug feels like and she says no so he tells her, he's not the greatest with words but he tries.
She's a friend, at some point. He doesn't know If she sees him as a friend too, if she still knows how to feel positive emotions, but he figures the way her rage softens when she hears him coming says enough.
#shinmon benimaru#fire force#enen no shouboutai#benimaru shinmon#Amaterasu fire force#Dripping stardust#I don't know if it'd have a huge impact on canon but I feel like it'd be interesting to explore#Like...... Maybe she'd have a soft spot for Asakusa#I don't know really
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Can someone explain the mischief productions drama to be because I don't have Twitter or Instagram and I refuse to get them and I'm fairly sure that's where all this is happening
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I hate when people see one (1) meme made by a group of people they don't belong too (lgbt+ or neurodivergent for example) and go like "the new generations humor is shit" "is this the pinnacle of comedy of nowdays?" "I hate [probably a marginalized group] humor" "[this group of people] is so unfunny"
like. You saw one dumb joke. You could have just ignored it. You could even say you found it unfunny. Sometimes only the creator of the joke found it funny. Perhaps it was satire and not even the creator of the joke actually found it funny. But of course you have to hate the whole group of people and their mothers
#can't stand this anymore honestly#i hope i made sense#i don't usually make much sense so sorry#lgbtqia#lgbtq community#neurogender#neurodivergent#neurodiversity#i don't know really#community
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What really sold the idea of modern au to you since you have always been far away from that trope, would you have seen your past self ever modernizing GOW 😆
Nothing. I still don't like it.
But Listen, hear me out... It's different with my child, my baby, my fic, because my fic is the perfect smart baby that can do no wrong and yes that does mean you need to ignore that it may be as snotty-nosed as the rest.
But fleshing out a fun concept with a friend on the server did make it more interesting. I typically hate reading boring modern-day problems because why in the Pillbury Dough Boy fuck would I want to read fiction like that when I live it. But fleshing out this weird relationship and finding a way to make it Modern-day Heimtreus has been interesting to force it to work since Mordenizing Heimdall can either mean making him someone that commits hate crimes or watering him down to be a regular day asshole.
There's also that I get to put funny anecdotes into this fic. Some of them are mine or a family member's or a friend's or completely made up but they have been so much fun to write. I hope it's fun for others to read it like it is for me to write it
#for the most part I think I still don't like Modern AUs but this one has been different but it could just be that I'm the one writing so#that means I am perfect & can do no wrong & ignore all the issues in it & how it's just like the rest but I like it so it's “different”#I don't know really#maybe it's how I've been able to sneak in all the classics I've read and it feels like I can show it#it could be that since I love bragging about dumb shit#I've been naming each chapter the name of a classic because I am a pretentious asshole#heimtreus#sunny's answers
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Guess who triggered a Hunter kinshift from listening to music?
It was me, welcome to the Hunter kinshift everyone, sorry that you gotta go along for the ride.
Anyways I was really angry for no reason at school (I think it was because of the loud noise and crowds that made me upset) so I decided to draw one of the comfort sonas at home
So this is my first time ever posting about my Hunter kinsona, Crossbow, and I'm sad I haven't posted any art of him earlier because I absolutely love him.
I would go on an entire ramble on stuff about Crossbow but I don't really want to right now. Maybe someday when I have his story and other stuff about him all figured out.
I probably should post and draw more art with my kinsonas, I've got a lot of them (I should also post more about my ocs in general)
#larry's art#larry rambles#moonlit ghosts#crossbow pinebolt#art#fanart#the owl house#hunter noceda#toh hunter#kinsona#toh fanart#the owl house fanart#i guess you could consider this fanart#i don't know really#i want to apologize for it but i don't know why#also again sorry for everyone who's following me#i don't really need to apologize for the sudden kinshift and posting during it but that's how my brain sees things#it sucks that i think like that but at least i get to post more about crossbow
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Expertise can't help you here.
#dungeon meshi#kabru#laios touden#falin touden#Happy Thistle Thursday once again. Have I been holding on to this comic for several weeks? Sure have!#I forgot how long it takes for Chimera Falin to come into play.#I still really love my 'better drawn' art of her - unfortunately it was several weeks too early for the anime only folks.#Slowly getting the hang of drawing Laios. I don't know why I struggle so much but I am getting...somewhere.#Meta time: God damn I love how the chimera shows off the expertise and gap between Kabru and Laios.#The truth is: they are both *right* and they are both *wrong*.#This creature is a combination of monster and human and they only have the skillset to deal with one of those.#Kabru goes for all the human vitals - but she isn't human.#Laios tries to approach her as a monster and is struck down by the humanity he sees in her.#She is something new that defies what they *both* understand about the world. And that makes her such a perfect antagonist.#The damsel was the dragon all along!#...She is really so cute though. Terrifying! But adorable. I am so excited to see the boom of fanart for her.
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The world exists in such a baffling state of simultaneous sex-aversion and sex-hegemony. Every social platform on the internet is trying to banish sex workers to the shadow realm but I can't post a tweet without at least two bots replying P U S S Y I N B I O. People are self-censoring sex to seggs and $3× but every other ad you see is still filled with half-naked women. Rightwingers want queer people arrested for so much as existing in the same postal code as a child and are also drumming up a moral panic about how teenage boys aren't getting laid enough. I feel like I'm losing my mind.
#it's bad if you want i have sex it's also bad if you DON'T want to have sex#god forbid if you're a woman in a heterosexual marriage and aren't in the mood#that's 'withholding sex' and you're clearly abusive scum who should be divorced and left without any of your shared assets.#but if you DO have sex now you're a degenerate freak plotting for the downfall of western society#i don't know what to say i'm just so tired#politics#culture#queerphobia#lgbtqia#misogyny#<it's not the exclusive source but let's be honest sooo much of this is integral to the patriarchy#patriarchy needs access to an underclass they can treat like sex objects but they also don't want them to have any human rights#so sexuality is both obligatory and stigmatized#purity culture#i'm really struggling with tagging this because most of the appropiate tags would- in a beautiful twist of irony- get me booted off tumblr
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i feel like people are skimming over the uk riots in a way that makes me want to tear my hair out. muslims in the uk are in active danger. immigrants in the uk are in active danger. refugees in the uk are in active danger. people of colour in the uk are in active danger. asian communities in the uk are in active danger. black communities in the uk are in active danger.
there are massive far right riots throughout the country right now and people like fucking elon musk and nigel farage are inciting it and still have a platform to speak. people have used three young girls deaths, people's genuine grief in southport, to try and gain traction for their own racist bullshit and it's working.
a lot of refugee charities have been forced to close leaving many people without support, homes, funding, food, etc. if you aren't able to donate please consider sending a message via the conversation over borders campaign! it will send a hopeful, welcoming letter to a refugee in the uk. there is also a guide to staying safe here.
please do your own research and donate to refugee charities, anti-islamophobia charities, mosques who are trying to rebuild after being destroyed, counter protesters, here are some i've heard positive things about but the list is extensive; southport strong together (support for the southport victims and their families), southport mosque rebuilding, riot repair fund, middlesbrough vulnerable residents, nasir mosque rebuilding, hull help for refugees, bristol welcomes migrants,
#i know there's so much going on but if you can take a second to support these groups !!#i just feel kinda sick#i wanted to add with so many people seeing this that i'm white im british and im extremely privileged to not be in active danger right now#i don't want to take away from people speaking out about this who are in a place of danger#this was really only meant to be for my followers#but i'm glad more people get to see what's happening and donate !!!
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#i don't believe that people for serious reasons sort their books any way but by author#and then obviously by release date/series within that#i am being told that i am being JUDGY#also if you sort your books any other way HOW DO YOU FIND THEM#i really need to know#polls#can't believe i forgot to include genre in here
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you make me want to draw again
here you go! this is also for my future self.
#comics#2024#ty anon#i don't know where you're at in your art journey#but the word “again” is really promising. i hope you do#so mini-zine brained lately...
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Do you know this queer character?
Castiel is Queer and Agender or Genderfluid, and uses varying pronouns based on presentation!
#opening pandora's box with this one i've been blissfully unaware of supernatural my entire life and I don't really want to start but#the history of supernatural on this blog already is rough please have mercy#this is the most specific i'm willing to get with labels on this one#8 people submitted him dear lord#castiel#cas spn#castiel spn#spn#supernatural#tumblr polls#fandom polls#poll#queer#agender#genderfluid#varying pronouns#he/him#she/her#they/them#live action#lgbtqia#do you know this queer character
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Physically? I am sitting in my bedroom. Mentally? Spiritually? I AM DEAD ON THE FLOOR!!!!! THESE TWO HAVE KILLED ME!!!!
(Another drawing! This was originally attempt #1 at drawing stan, and then fiddleford just showed up. Kinda feels like them five minutes after the above acting like nothing happened though, so it works sdjkgkjfshj)
#HEALED FIDDLEFORD HAS ME BOUNCING OFF THE FUCKING WALLS!!!!!!! GIVE THE MAN A BRIGHT HAPPY FUTURE!!! FUCK!!!!!#I don't know how i'm coming off right now#when i say that i've been super manic about them for the past week I really mean it#guys Idk but I think I might be fiddlestans number one fan#I liked this pairing before book of bill and after reading it it only solidified things#IT IS SO MUCH MORE THAN A CRACK SHIP TO ME!!!!!!!!#fiddlestan#gravity falls#anyway this is supposed to be them the next summer#stan is working the shack to tutor soos for tourist season#fiddleford has changed while the twins were on the stan o war#STAN DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO FEEL AT FIRST and they have a lot of shit to work through from their past before they can start making out dksjds#sketchbook#traditional art#pencil drawing#traditional drawing#stanley pines#fiddleford mcgucket#gravity falls fanart
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10 years later
#my art#jujutsu kaisen#jjk#jjk fanart#jujutsu kaisen fanart#yuji itadori#fushiguro megumi#nobara kugisaki#itafushi#itafushikugi#jjk spoilers#jjk manga spoilers#least heterosexual group photo ive ever drawn tbh#u have the kings of subtle pda and their judgy lesbian third wheel#this does remind me a lot of the kind of art i used to do jhgdjghdfj#specifically that one furuba main trio piece i did forever ago. same vibe better art#anyway......i tried my best........ i tried so hard#i do not know how old they look . the goal was 25/26 but atp i've gaslit myself into thinking they look the same#especially megumi im so . throws hands in the air in defeat#but idk what else i can do cries at least i like it??? i think???????#i don't know!!! if they look younger than 25 whatever!!!!!!!!#why is it so hard fr me to make chars look older im gna slam my head against the door#maybe its fine. idc <- (lie)#in other news itfs are married fight me abt it . yuuji rockin the right hand ring fr Lack Of Finger reasons#also i am Eating nobara's fit . she might also look a bit younger than intended the more i look at her gDI why cant i have nice things#new hairstyle carrying tbh. i think she would a. grow it out and b. switch the side she parts it on to make Seeing easier#god just take it all tht really matters 2 me is low pony nobara and Rings On Fingers itfs#i did my time in yoi i know how to make wedding bands Work
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Just the idea of school overwhelms me so much... I don't have time to prepare myself to go, I need to stay in that place for almost six hours straight and I still got so many assignments to do that I can't just fully rest and do anything other from homework and dissociating
#neurodivergent#autism#i love learning but why does going to school sucks so much#help please#kind of a vent?#i don't know really
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this is just my opinion but i think any good media needs obsession behind it. it needs passion, the kind of passion that's no longer "gentle scented candle" and is now "oh shit the house caught on fire". it needs a creator that's biting the floorboards and gnawing the story off their skin. creators are supposed to be wild animals. they are supposed to want to tell a story with the ferocity of eating a good stone fruit while standing over the sink. the same protective, strange instinct as being 7 and making mud potions in pink teacups: you gotta get weird with it.
good media needs unhinged, googling-at-midnight kind of energy. it needs "what kind of seams are invented on this planet" energy and "im just gonna trust the audience to roll with me about this" energy. it needs one person (at least) screaming into the void with so much drive and energy that it forces the story to be real.
sometimes people are baffled when fanfic has some stunning jaw-dropping tattoo-it-on-you lines. and i'm like - well, i don't go here, but that makes sense to me. of fucking course people who have this amount of passion are going to create something good. they moved from a place of genuine love and enjoyment.
so yeah, duh! saturday cartoons have banger lines. random street art is sometimes the most precious heart-wrenching shit you've ever seen. someone singing on tiktok ends up creating your next favorite song. youtubers are giving us 5 hours of carefully researched content. all of this is the impossible equation to latestage capitalism. like, you can't force something to be good. AI cannot make it good. no amount of focus-group testing or market research. what makes a story worth listening to is that someone cares so much about telling it - through dance, art, music, whatever it takes - that they are just a little unhinged about it.
one time my friend told me he stayed up all night researching how many ways there are to peel an orange. he wrote me a poem that made me cry on public transportation. the love came through it like pith, you know? the words all came apart in my hands. it tasted like breakfast.
#warm up#writeblr#actually this is because again i don't go here#i don't read/write fanfic but i have nothing but respect for my troops#but i also have never played minecraft. im sorry. please ask me any question about pokemon tho i love that shit#anyway#out of some banal and thoughtless curiosity i watched the minecraft movie trailer#and again i know nothing about minecraft. i am aware im in an endangered population#but im watching this going: this is so fucking.... BAD#there is NO LOVE in it!#like if someone who has NO history in minecraft watches that and is like - ohhh this is soulless#WHO IS THE AUDIENCE????#ppl who love minecraft are gonna hate it!!!#at some point it's the ''mean girls musical movie'' problem --#some people will always hate the premise of what you're doing and some people will love it#make it for the ppl who love it#and usually that somewhat convinces the haters to like. chill enough to TRY it . bc it IS good#but when you try to make it for the haters..... nobody likes it. it doesn't have passion. energy. footwork#which is a small way of saying a big thing: if you love something. fucking make it and assume someone will love it too.#i love u . be brave . be bold. be in boston and come to my reading#where i wrote a really weird fucked up little book.#love u love u love u etc
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