#I don't know if I'm going to headcanon but sometimes I think Connie is a little more of a dog person?

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Got a freeform connverse ko-fi request, baby!

I mean, the request was them doing something cute as a couple, but almost same thing.

Thank you for the tip and request, Alphasun! 😁

[moonspirit]

Hello congrats on your new chapter.

My mind has been off thinking again about sad attack on titan head cannons and I thought I’ll share and get your opinion on it.

So I don’t know about u but I imagine that shifting is painful. Extremely painful.

This obviously is a source for lots of angst, like the people they made into pure titans, so many people who were forced to endure extreme pain during their last award moments.

But what really makes me sad is the kids, the kids turned into pure titans either to be a warrior or just as a cruel punishment. Possibly being tied down as they naturally scream and squirm in fear and pain.

We know that Annie was one of the younger candidates in her generation of warriors and if this followed would this have happened to her? It seems like such a fear filled event that even her “cold” mask will break revealing a raw and genuine state of fear.

If she was tied down, this added to the trama of the crystal how would it affect her? Also having to be held down as they test her regenerative abilities (which likely would have been retested again and again as the female Titan can gain abilities from other titans)

What about the other warriors how would it affect them? Do they all have a big fear of needles? If they need a vaccine or blood test how will they react?

Armin was unconscious so he likely wouldn’t have this issue or at least not to the same extent. How will he help Annie and the others though?

What about jean and Connie? How will they help if at all?

Anyway, I hope u enjoyed your break and welcome back ❤️ make sure u take care of yourself

Ahhhhh hello! I'm so sorry I sat on this for a while T^T i needed to think about it. Hope you don't mind~

This is somewhat related to an ask you sent in a while ago, yes but let's dive a bit deeper into the ✨body science✨ of it.

(this is all just me speculating based on aot lore)

Since the Hallucigenia attached itself to Ymir's spine when she first came in contact with it, that is where the power of the Titans lives, and we already knew this even before S4. The nape, then, is an extremely sensitive and vulnerable spot for titans and shifters alike, being the area in the body that carries shifting power. The other things we know about the Hallucigenia are that it can change its own size and shape, it can influence the size and structure of other things in its vicinity, and it is capable of acting on its own under threat when there is no host to protect it.

I'm going to go and headcanon, then, that the Marleyan military preferred to inject their warrior candidates with titan serum directly into the spine (as opposed to just the general area on back of the neck as we already know) to maximise the effects of shifter power once the inheritance ritual gets complete.

Spinal injections, that is, without anaesthetic.

This would've required tying down the warrior candidates because they, being extremely young children, would've been prone to immense terror and fear only made even worse by their harsh lives and brutal training regimens. Post-inheritance, once the military began to conduct their experiments on the warriors' regeneration abilities and specialized skills, it would only have been yet another set of nightmares to live through. So no doubt; needles, tourniquets, medical equipment and "tests" terrify the surviving warriors, even long after the Rumbling.

What I want to focus on specifically is the process of shifting in itself. Back to the Hallucigenia's abilities, I feel it could be possible that once the power of the Titans was imbued into a person, it would cause them to suffer physical pain for a week at the very minimum. The neck especially, would hurt like hell. Sometimes it hurts enough that the head cannot be lifted, pushed down into a deep bend for days together.

And we all know how much it sucks to have neck pain, don't we 🙃🥲 ?

The Hallucigenia then, stretching to accommodate to the specific warrior's height and build; sending body temperature soaring as it spreads through the bloodstream; shooting sharp daggers of pain into muscle and flesh in preparation to generate and connect large bodies of giants; tingling and burning beneath the surface of the skin while branching out into a million little fibrous tendrils for every nerve ending and synapse to facilitate seamless movement...

There you have it; the reason why shifting is so painful.

I really like this actually, because we so often see the shifters regenerating lost limbs and healing from serious wounds seemingly without much pain - but it turns out, shifting IS a hugely painful experience, both in the beginning and every time afterwards.

I see every warrior having to suffer through this experience, and it affecting them badly for the rest of their lives to come. At such a young age when children usually look toward older figures for some comfort from any kind of pain, here you have a bunch of kids being forced into enduring mind-numbing levels of pain with very little in the way of reassurance.

Following the hc that the warriors were injected directly into the spine, Armin is spared this particular degree of pain since he was injected elsewhere (we assume Levi injected him in the arm, the other common place to give the serum). But he would still suffer from the other pains of the shifting ability.

I think it's easy to forget that Jean and Connie did actually turn into titans for a brief amount of time; while I don't know if they would've experienced any pain seeing as it was the Hallucigenia's smoke that caused them to turn, but it's interesting to think about the pains they would experience Post-Rumbling, if any.

And ofc: there is the comforting to be received from each of the Ambassadors, to one another T//////T

Thank you so much for sending this in! I loved thinking about this and diving into some made up titan science!!!!

[itslittlegiggle]

vega omg i need to hear ALL your aot thoughts im obsessing so hard over this show (/not forced)

*cracks knuckles* let's gaoux (thx for being patient bb)

I feel like this is going to be So Unorganized but I just have so many thoughts that it's inevitable at this point lol

so first off,,

as you can obviously tell, armin is my CHILD. my son. my reason for being tbh. so I'm gonna start with him

I love the idea of armin being like, stupid ticklish. he gives like "you just look ticklish" vibes, impossible to fight me on this. obv eren tickles him the most, and sometimes mikasa, ever since then were kids. also reiner tickles him fairly often (lowkey realllllly love reimin or arurei or whatever their ship name is lol), and jean also to a lesser extent (also love jearmin!). armin is really ticklish everywhere but his thighs are his WORST spot, like he just breaks down into helpless squealing laughter. his knees and hips and sides are also pretty bad. idek man I'll probably have to make a separate post for him sometime bc I have 1000000000 thoughts tbh and I want to do other characters in this post too hahaha

EREN okay eren. I'm always torn between his ribs and his neck and his tumby for his worst spot, depends on my mood I guess lol but he is also ticklish everywhere. he is DRAMATIC when he's tickled, like he yells and swears and makes threats, even when it's just someone like armin or mikasa tickling him which he doesn't even really mind. when it's someone like jean tho he goes actually feral, will bite 100%. is also totally the person to deny he's ticklish, like armin will poke his ribs to get his attention (not even meaning to tickle him) and eren will YELP and when connie or someone is like "woah, are you okay?" mikasa will just go "oh yeah he's fine, he's just really ticklish" and eren goes red and he's like "SHUT UP MIKASA NO I'M NOT" also will probably have to make an eremin specific post at some point lol

okay reiner. literally reiner is the best ler, he's so fun but careful and he's def the resident tickle monster (so is connie but in a more annoying way lmao). tickles armin quite a bit, like he's made it his mission to make armin smile (bc armin is CUTE), but he's more like fun and gentle when tickling armin. when it's eren or berthold or connie he's way meaner lmao like he will make them scream on principle alone. reiner is most ticklish on the backs of his ribs, makes him laugh super LOUD and DEEP and it's actually awesome. but bc he can turn the tables so easily if the others want to get him good for longer than 10 seconds they have to like, dogpile him lol

random segue to levi, idk I just thought of him next lol. most ticklish on his hips and the sides of his back. like if erwin really wants to make him squirm he'll tickle the sides of levi's back suuuuper gently with his nails until levi actually whines (and then punches him lmao). honestly canon-verse I don't think anyone tries tickling him.. in a head canon-verse where he and erwin are together (like the hc I just gave lol) I feel like erwin tickles him a lot when they're cuddling or early in the morning, whenever levi's guard/aggression is down more, and his laugh is all stutter-y and raspy and it's actually really really cute. these are pretty much my only thoughts on levi bc I feel like his character is hard to add tickles to without it being super out of character (super impressed when people write tickle fics with levi that actually feel levi-esque, definitely not something I could accomplish so it always leaves me in awe) , but they're Very Important to me and I stand by them!!!

ummmmm okay I have so many more TOO MANY MORE this is too chaotic. I could make this 10000 pages long

KAZ PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF YOU HAVE A DIFFERENT SPECIFIC CHARACTER OR SCENARIO OR EXTENSIONS OF THESE IN MIND FOR HEADCANONS OKAY I NEED TO SCREAM ABOUT THIS AND I HAVE UNLIMITED THOUGHTS FOR MY AOT BABIES!!!!!

[lifesver]

GET TO KNOW THE MUN !

what made you pick up the muse you have ? : my friend typecasted my muse type when the victims concept art was announced. just immediately pointed out the horror jock like yep. that'll be the one u like. and then i played the tcsm beta back in may me and rae started wildly theorycrafting.... and well my demons have been winning since. i love a jock who is kind of fail but trying his best like you got me there.

is there anything you really enjoy writing ? : i'm a creep i'm a weirdo i love exploring horror and the many themes that can coexist in it. ig i like to kind of examine trauma and the healing process through the lens of the slasher genre, as well as where horror and love coincide as themes. i think there is underrepresentation in just....... letting slasher final kids have some kind of healing arc, or letting their story continue in general? seeing them before and after the things that happen to them? and i can't always do it but i do also like to kind of dive down into slasher horror and light gore and just practicing writing dynamic action scenes and what a character's thought process is like during those kinds of moments. i love an opportunity to be mean to my blorbo

is there anything you don't like to write ? : probably just anything needlessly like... melodramatic between characters? i have no interest in plots like genuine jealousy and love triangles and interpersonal shit like that, mostly because i write horror and there are so many more interesting things to focus on imo? and because not enough slasher content casts seem like they actually care about each other lmaooo. is this a callout post about gun.'s take on the friend group? perhaps.

how do you come up with your headcanons ? : dude i just receive the prophecies and act like im on twitter tossing my every stupid thought into the void.

do you write in silence or listen to music ? : tbh i usually write either in silence or in a deranged third way (writing between games of overwatch) my adhd sometimes demands that i am doing several things at the same time and sometimes i can sit down at the coffee shop put on some instrumentals and just slam some replies in

do you plan your replies or wing them ? : hmmm a bit of both? i usually have to start by winging it, which usually involves me dropping in whatever reaction dialogue immediately comes to me. kind of work around that, save and close the draft, and then think about the reply a bit until i eventually know where i'm going with it LOL

do you enjoy shipping ? : i do with friends! i'm not actually a huge like... ships person in a general fandom sense and i rarely feel any particular way until something is compelling to me in fanon, but i can ship most things if it's with a writing partner i like! simply ask rae we will be creating ships 0 people are thinking about shout out leland/connie tcsm tommy/jenny f13 and jake/adam dbd. i also usually go hard on the slowburn, and that's just like, personal comfort for getting to know my muse and my writing partner's muse, but also just think slowburn rules

what's your alias / name ? : kels.

zodiac sign ? : pisces sun, gemini moon, aries rising.

Birthday? : march 20th!

favorite color ? : a sort of pastel pink-lilac

favorite song ? : feel that it must be go your own way / fleetwood mac

last movie you watched ? : oh jesus i fear it was hellraiser: revelations

last show you watched ? : icr if it was an episode of goosebumps or true detective tbh

last song you listened to ? : putting the dog to sleep by the antlers....

favorite food ? : veggie burritos probably. or honestly like. just a really good bagel cream cheese LMFAO

favorite season ? : spring (:

do you have a tumblr best friend ? : rae and i have been in and out of these trenches for years i fear

TAGGED BY : @solarisgod thank u!!! mwah mwah <3

TAGGING : all my fellas

[outoftheirdifferences]

respond to the following prompts out of character, then tag others you'd like to get to know a little bit better.

ROLEPLAYER NAME: Cheetah

ROLEPLAYER PRONOUNS: he/him

MUSE NAME(S): Angel; Vanellope Von Schweetz; Webby Vanderquack; Gosalyn Mallard; Angry; Connie Maheswaran; Cera; Annette, Collette and Danielle; Da Vinci Dalmatian; Terra; Lauren Salvage; Lilo Pelekai; Margo Gru.

PREFERRED COMMUNICATION: Tumblr IMs

EXPERIENCE: RPing since 2010, on tumblr since 2013

PREFERRED ROLEPLAY TYPE: Multi-para, only because I genuinely struggle to keep my posts any shorter than that!

PET PEEVES & DEALBREAKERS: Dealbreakers are typically things like an RP blog being substantially more unrelated ooc content than ic (I'll still interact with them as a partner but won't follow back); consistently getting single-line responses to multi-paragraph posts (I don't ever expect or ask for a partner to match my length, but I do need enough to work with!); untagged NS.FW posts; sometimes duplicates, depending on a) the muse and b) how much their understanding of the character clashes with mine. (Angel is the one I'm most awkward about, just because I've built up so much headcanon for her over the years that it can be too jarring for me to interact with a portrayal of her that takes a very different perspective on such details.)

PLOTS OR MEMES: Yes please!

BEST TIME TO WRITE: In the evening, last couple of hours before I go to bed.

ARE YOU LIKE YOUR MUSE: I'd tend to say not; I'm sure I have similarities with some of them (Webby and Connie come to mind as possibly sharing certain traits with me), but on the whole, not so much amongst this cast. Closest to me, I think, would be Da Vinci who, according to the directors, is canonically on the autistic spectrum so I relate to her in regards to that - although some of those similarities I see may be more me projecting on her than being fully canonical!

Tagged: @spirits-of-nature16

Tagging: @talesofourworlds, @starsweepers, @let-me-be-surprised and anyone else who wants to!

[daleelahwrites]

Just a silly idea I had-

Bertholdt: I shouldn't get attached to these island devils. It's better this way. I hope Sasha loses interest in me eventually and leaves me alone. I don't want to be friends with them.

Berthold when Sasha doesn't look at him for five minutes: Is she ignoring me? Why is she ignoring me? Did I do something wrong? Maybe I should go and ask her. Yeah, I should. Not because I' miss her i'm worried or anything, I just don't want to seem suspicious. Yeah. Wait, what if she's not feeling well? I have to know.

(i think bertholdt would definitely try to stay away from the "enemy", unlike reiner, and don't build bonds with them, but my boy is also touch starved and the moment he falls for sasha, he's desesperate for her attention without knowing. he's grown used to it and can't function without her. huge SIMP)

@seleneprince

"[...]but my boy is also touch starved and the moment he falls for sasha, he's desperate for her attention." And now this is my Roman Empire☝🏻☝🏻☝🏻

Hi Selene!! Thank you so much for this message! 🩷

And you are so right!! That's exactly how I imagine him! 😭😭 And now I need to find a way to write something like that because I'm just OBSESSED!! 😭

I think that Bertholdt, seeing how close Reiner is getting to the "island devils", ended up getting closer with the intention of protecting his friend and ended up getting attached himself, although he doesn't think he's doing that.

He's a warrior, but it's okay to talk about this book with Armin, right? He's a warrior, but that doesn't mean he can't tell jokes with Connie, it's just a joke after all. And it's okay for him to walk the girls into town, it's not like he's busy or anything important. And also, it's not like Ymir would let him say no to Christa. And a walk isn't a bad idea, after all, Sasha will be there too and she's funny. Just funny, nothing more. He's still a warrior.

Who does he want to fool? 👀

I don't even think this scenario is a headcanon at all, because it's very close to what must have actually happened, since it's canon that Bertholdt sometimes spent the day with the girls (Ymir, Historia and Sasha). He wasn't 100% focused on being a warrior all the time, and it was in those moments that he found himself just being a normal boy, and a normal boy would make an excellent match for Sasha 🤧

Again, thank you so much for sending your ideas and hc, I love reading your ideas! ✨ Wish you a good weekend! 🩷

[yanfeisty]

Aot preferences | Texting headcanons

𝐏𝐀𝐈𝐑𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 : Eren, Armin, Jean, Connie, Levi, Hange x Reader

𝐒𝐘𝐍𝐎𝐏𝐒𝐈𝐒 : Just some texting headcanons.

𝐖𝐀𝐑𝐍𝐈𝐍𝐆𝐒 : None.

Eren

・He's the type to spam you if you aren't responding in 10 minutes, it's a mix of him being impatient, even if it's something not that important, and being worried, what if someone kidnapped you,"Y/n?", "Babe???", "Pls respond", "Don't move, I'm coming". Smh, I'm not even gonna talk about the amount of missed calls.

・If he is angry, he will purposely leave you on seen while still reading every messages, showing that he is mad. But if you kinda spam him, he would drop the act and apologize repetitively, he doesn't want to hurt you but sometimes his emotions get the best of him.

・ Every time he is not with you but thinking about you, he would send sweet messages even if it's like 2 am. He just wants to let you know that he loves you. "F*ck, I love you sm" "Eren, it's 3 am-" "Sorry, I had a dream about you"

・Your name in his phone is "Babe 💕", he likes to use that nickname.

Armin

・He knows how to choose his words carefully and knows what makes you smile, so if you're at work or you're missing him, he will cheer you up with his messages, never failing to make you happy.

・Doesn't double text because he understands people can be busy, he is patient and he doesn't spend much time on his phone. And he would rather go visiting someone than texting or calling them.

・Your nickname is "sweetheart ❤️", people will tease him for it and he may be embarrassed at first but with time he will not care as it shows you're his and he cares about you.

Jean

・Pretty much always checking if he received anything, because what if it's something important? You could even text while he is working or sleeping and he would be here for you in not even a second.

・Imagine when Jean had a crush on you, he would take forever before replying, you could ask something simple and he would have a breakdown and rewrite a million times his text, but at the same time he doesn't want you to believe he left on seen. It's a mess.

・But, when in a relationship, he makes sure that everytime you're not with him, to text you a sweet message, most of the time it's cheesy but it's cute.

・He named you in his contact as "Beautiful", because you're simply are in his eyes!

Connie

・He likes to send voicemails instead because it's faster, but sometimes he would just send random sounds, don't question it. And he would love if you did too or even just call him, because he likes your voice.

・When he is not using voicemails, he do emojis/emoticons and gif. And memes, he likes to send you some when he finds them funny.

・Not really related to texting, but Connie likes to invite you for mobile games, for passing time when you're not with him and absolutely destroy you ofc <3.

・Calls you "Shawty", whatever if you're short or tall, it's cute just like you.

Levi

・Perfect grammar, no typos and of course always put a dot at the end. If you call him on that, he would find it stupid and continues anyway. Also, no emojis because he finds it kind of childish but doesn't care if you use them (he secretly love it when you sends hearts).

・Short text king, no pun intended. If he wants to have a long conversation, it would be face to face or at least while calling him. Levi just texts when it's needed and to ask something.

・He is not always on his phone so be prepared to wait for hours until he responds. He is a busy man after all. And don't expect much of a response of him, and please don't send meme like the other brats, he wouldn't reply anyway.

・Your contact name is "Y/n", even if he uses sometimes sweet names, he doesn't want other people to see that he can be affectionate and your relationship is private.

Hange

・Such a chaotic texter, pretty much always write in capital letters because they're always excited. Loves to use a lot of emojis, it just looks cute and shows perfectly their tone.

・They can't write a full text so if they got a lot of things to say, prepare for a spam of messages.

・Likes to send videos and photos of them or random things and then explain what their doing, they want to share everything they do with you.

・They named you as just simply "Y/n 🥰".

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What are some of your SU headcanons (like sexuality or random stuff) I'm curious

tbh i find it very difficult not to project on all the characters i like and say "they're bi obviously" or "this one says what's a gender??" (that's canon with the gems but you know what i mean) or "that one's autistic." so i'm VERY BAD with headcanons because of this.

you can pick up on my visible headcanons in my drawings. i like to think that many of the characters are gnc, but like.. casually, in a way that they don't really think about. (though i've been reluctant to lean more into this hc in my art bc... idk, fear of pushback? not that anyone here is outwardly bigoted or anything. but being unconventional still makes me anxious.) speaking of which, i also tend to project my anxiety issues onto Connie, though i haven't drawn that more than once if i recall correctly. Peridot is where i channel i all my dog kin moods lmao. also calling Peridot she/her Does Not Feel Right, but that's just another kin mood. my more out-of-character (i guess?) general headcanons have to do with Jasper. i really want a universe in which she's part of the in-group, where she loves and is loved, and cares and is cared about. lots of fans saw her as a lost cause who will never be ""redeemed"", but honestly if the other homeworld gems can go from cold and uncaring, sometimes antagonistic, to part of the family that is Steven and his Million Moms, then Jasper can do it too! (you can briefly see a hint of this at the end of the episode Little Homeschool after her and Steven's fight.) i picture her growing more comfortable around the main group via Amethyst, who builds a strong sisterly bond with her. and she starts seeing Steven as more of a son or younger brother as Amethyst does, rather than a diamond. but her disposition still causes her to be more stand-offish than the rest, as she's definitely a Lone Wolf type and is more comfortable to live on that way. she shuns big/blatant shows of affection, but my god, if she loves you, YOU WILL KNOW ABOUT IT! anyways i also headcanon that Jasper has physically aged between her first appearance and post-canon because of all the terrible things she's been through. all that stress and fear and hardship and struggle has to show in some way, right??

there's more i'm sure, but that's all i have the energy to remember and write out for now.

[blxetsi]

armin arlert, mikasa ackerman, and eren jaeger polyamorous headcanons (modern au)

armin arlert x gn!reader, mikasa ackerman x gn!reader, eren jaeger x gn!reader, mikasa x armin x eren x gn!reader

warnings: uhh fluff, this is very long, reader has a gf b4 getting w ema,

this is like my first post since feb that isnt a request 😍😍😍 how did i pull this out of my ass

- obv eren, mikasa, and armin have been besties since childhood so its no wonder they all got together first 🤩🙏

- and theyre all hot so why wouldnt they wanna date each other

- i think armin and eren wouldve gotten together first, and then invited mikasa into their relationship

- the three of them have been officially going steady for like over a year now, and its going really well

- they didnt really expect you to drop into their lives tho

- youre an old friend of historia's and you two reconnected after you moved to the city, securing yourself a decent paying job working as a writer for the city paper

- you usually get the boring stuff, never able to get a good story to write about, focusing your time on heartwarming stories in the community or the sports column

- its boring but it pays the bills

- you were thankful when historia called you during your lunch and asked if you wanted to get drinks at a bar with her and a couple of other friends

- of course you said yes

- so historia and her girlfriend ymir picked you up after work, having dinner with them after a long week was the best, but you were a bit nervous to meet all of their friends

- thats how you met eren, mikasa and armin

- at first you were sure that mikasa and eren were dating, seeing as mikasa had her head on the taller man's shoulder, while his arm was wrapped around her

- but when armin leaned down to give mikasa a kiss before heading off to the bar you werent so sure

- ymir pulled you away to get more drinks and explained to you what the situation was, while commenting on the way you gawked at the three of them before

- you were embarassed to say the least but they didnt bring it up that night so you hoped the throuple didnt notice (they did)

- you really hit it off with all of them though, especially sasha and jean, and were constantly talked about among the friend group

- because of your demanding job dealing with writers block and deadlines you couldnt really meet up with all of them often, usually just having sleepovers at ymir and historia's apartment, the three of you drinking while you wrote on your laptop

- after a couple months of casual hangouts with historia and ymir and their friends, you kinda became one of them too which was nice

- you were added to the groupchat, you all followed each other on social media, and a certain brunet had taken a liking to you

- eren didnt know why exactly he was so attracted to you but he was, maybe it was your hair, or how pretty your skin looked even when oily or with breakouts, maybe it was your smile or your body or your sense of humor or you kindness or maybe it was all of it

- eren jaeger would always stay faithful to his boyfriend and girlfriend, but maybe they could add another person into the mix, more to love right ?

- he had only known you for a couple of months though, he didnt want to jump the gun and bring this up with his partners so soon, especially if they didnt feel the same way he did

- and it would be a bummer if you turned out to be a bad person or smth

- so summer rolls around with lots of memories being made with your new friends, as well as friends from work, and you get a girlfriend ??

- shes not really your girlfriend you two have only been out on a couple of dates and she kisses you a lot but, you havent talked about labels

- one night you, along with your friends are back at the same bar where you first met them

"so, tell us about the girl youre seeing." ymir says, smirking over her beer.

eren's ears perked up at the mention of you seeing someone. "girl ?"

historia nodded. "mhm ! y/n's been talking to someone recently, they've gone on dates and kissed and stuff."

"and stuff, jesus tori you make it sound like we've had sex." you sighed.

the blonde just laughed, leaning her body onto her freckled companion.

"well ? what about her ?" eren asks. armin slapped him on the arm, already having suspicions about eren's interest in you.

your shoulders sagged. "well, she's great and everything, truly..."

"but ? is there a but in this ?" connie asked. sasha started laughing at connie's use of the word but, while jean slapped the girl on the arm because of her reaction.

you shrugged, swirling what was left of your fruity cocktail in your glass. "well, i'm not sure. she's very lively, and sweet. but i don't know, i just don't see myself being able to be in a steady relationship with her."

"so you're gonna end it ?" eren asked. you thought he seemed a bit too eager about your failure in the love department.

"why do you care so much ? you like the thought of me being lonely ?" you shot back, before downing the rest of your drink.

"no i just-"

"i think what eren means is," mikasa intervened, her smooth voice calming you as she looked at you with a smile on her face. "is that there's no point in staying with her if you can't see yourself with her. don't lead her on."

you nodded. "you're exactly right my friend. which is the plan for tonight because i," you quickly checked the time on your phone. 8:17. "have a date with miss molly at nine, so i will be taking my leave."

the group engaged in a chorus of boos for leaving so early, while you chuckled and took the lighthearted insults thrown at you by sasha and connie with ease. grabbing all of your things you put down two twenties onto the table. "i'll see you guys later, have a goodnight." as you walked off you heard jean yell "have a good time you heartbreaker !" making you shake your head

- the date with molly went less then well. she yelled, and cried, and even tried hitting you at one point. your walk back from the park was spent blocking her on every form of social media you followed her on, and when you got back to your apartment you spent the night in a hot bath before retiring to bed

- meanwhile, armin and mikasa were trying to pry the truth out of eren, who was constantly denying his attraction to you

- finally mikasa took one for the team "eren, you aren't alone with the way you feel, i do too." this made eren more willing to open up to his partners

- armin doesnt say anything about you, only saying how youre kind. he doesnt feel the way that his girlfriend and boyfriend do, but he knows that may change

- soon enough, more time flies and christmas rolls around, with you all deciding to have a secret santa get together.

- historia invites everyone to her home on christmas eve, with ymir begrudgingly allowing it

- bertholdt and annie come too, reiner not being able to make it due to going home for christmas, while everyone else decided to stay in the city

- you picked out your secret santas at the beginning of november so you would all have enough time to find something for each other, you hoped whoever picked your name gave you something good

- after hours of games and karaoke and drinking you all decided it was time to open the presents

- ymir got socks from bertholdt, connie got an ugly beanie from ymir, historia got new pens from mikasa, mikasa got knitting needles from annie, annie got a dumbell from eren, jean got a not so appropriate t shirt from connie, jean gave sasha more comic books, armin gave new stationary paper to bertholdt, sasha gifted you that new biography you've been wanting to read and you gave armin your old copy of frankenstein by mary shelley

- he was surprised but very thankful, "how did you know i needed a new copy ?" "well i remember you said eren spilt water on your old one, and the pages just stuck together so i thought you might as well have mine"

- it warmed armin's heart that you remembered something so insignificant, and opened him up to the thought of being with you

- the rest of the night was spent with hugs and thankfulness, cheering when the clock struck 12 and it became christmas day

- after getting things cleaned up everyone decided it was time to leave, with armin, eren and mikasa offering to give you a ride home

- a ride where armin straight up kissed you in the backseat

- you stopped him of course, thinking that it was weird he would cheat on his partners right in front of them, while they were shocked all on their own for different reasons, armin who didnt have feelings for you KISSED you

- and surprisingly armin took the lead in explaining how he felt, why he kissed you, an apology for doing so, and an offer to start dating all three of them

- your heart was pounding in your ears and your entire face felt hot, it was probably the alcohol, or the way his lips felt so soft when they touched yours, so you said yes.

- its not smooth sailing from there

- youre kind of awkward

- this is your first relationship where you really feel like you could love these guys (you already do) but its also your first relationship with multiple people

- the trio start inviting you over more often, soon for sleepovers, and start inviting themselves over at your own place, mainly eren

- he just comes at random times, sometimes when youre not even there and waits for you, or stays and cleans up a bit before leaving

- armin and you share a deep love of literature, and you often find yourselves in hot debates about whatever youve read (mikasa and eren have to pry you two away before things get physical)

- mikasa likes to cook with you, she shares recipes that her mom taught her, and her and armin love to cook dinner together whereas eren is the breakfast maker of the household

- the first time you slept in the same bed as them you were so nervous your whole body thumped to the tune of your heartbeat, you were convinced armin could even hear it as he was laying beside you, but eren wrapped an arm around your waist, pulling you into his large chest before whispering "youre as stiff as a board, relax honey"

- eren snores, mikasa drools, armin has those dreams where you fall and then violently wake up before you hit the ground

- slowly but surely you stop thinking about your relationship as the trio and you, but as all of you together, and that really helps you come out of your shell a bit

- you may still be in the honeymoon phase, and there may be bumps along the way, but you like being with armin, eren, and mikasa. they make you so happy, it feels like the happiest youve been in a long time

- you like watching eren and armin dance in the living room while you and mikasa cuddle on the couch, before the boys pull you two up as well

- you like when armin reads to you, his soft voice reciting the words of the great gatsby

- you like it when eren can just tell youve had a rough day, and pulls you into a hug like hes protecting you from all the bad things in the world

- you love being with them. you love them. and you think that theyre it for you

i rushed the ending bc im fucking tired but i kinda wanna do a poly!series with like sasha, connie and jean, or annie, bertholdt and reiner, or any other poly ships u guys may request !

so yeah pls give me feedback it rlly helps me figure out whether you want a polyamorous series (or just like what i write in general), and it would be my first series ever which would be super cool anyways

yeah requests open for poly!ships anyways

[thefirsthogokage]

Watching 911, S5 EP5, the Buck and Taylor scene.

I know a lot of people were mad about Taylor saying "maybe you might want to consider not everything is about you." But my god did people kind of blow this out of proportion, which I honestly should have expected because so many people hate Taylor so much.

Buck knows not everything is about him. Taylor knows Buck doesn't think that. But she does know he kind of gets dramatic and sometimes DOES think things are about him, even when they aren't. It's a phrase people commonly use, sometimes even when they know it isn't entirely true. It's not the best phrasing she could have used, but honestly, maybe she's a bit ADHD too (and that leads to impulsiveness and not best phrasing. Believe me, I know. She also seems to hyperfocus on things when she's thinking about them, and can ignore people while doing so, and just admitted she thought someone else's bad mood was because of her. Also all ADHD things.).

Why do I bring this up? Someone made a Twitter thread at one point bringing up all reasons they - as an ADHD person - think Buck has ADHD. I completely agree with them. EDIT: apparently Oliver said he was going to headcanon that going forward. Don't have the proof though

Buck's problem in this scene (as I hinted at in my Taylor commentary in the parenthesis) is also a very ADHD problem - thinking things are about you when they aren't. We are also easily effected by other people's bad mood at times, especially if we think we caused it. That's totally ADHD! I can't remember what it's called, but it's a thing.

Buck also has this way of being a bit big or dramatic and making certain things seem like he thinks it's about him when it's not and possibly when he knows it's not. Hence why Taylor's comment actually isn't out of place (but again, maybe a little harsh in the phrasing, not in the delivery, but like I said, I wouldn't be surprised if she had ADHD as well). It's an ADHD thing. I totally forgot about that but I DO tend to come off as being dramatic at times, sometimes when I don't mean to (and sometimes in purpose, in a way).

I honestly thought these moments where Buck seemed to be a bit much were Oliver having not great acting moments, but even if they are, they actually very much fit things my ADHD-having self have done.

Buck really is a detailedly written ADHD character, holy crap.

So, yeah. I still don't hate Taylor and I'm really annoyed with those of you that do and are trying to find every little reason to do so and then posting things that out her in a bad light. Sometimes you even make Buck out to be a saint when they BOTH did something not great.

And I'm also sick of this show for using female characters that aren't main cast as literal hate magnets and sometimes dumping bad characteristics on them so that everyone hates them. First Connie Britton's character definitely after she left the show. Then Ana (but fuck that actress for considering herself an honorary Latina/Hispanic and therefore eligible to go after Latina/Hispanic roles and steal them from actual Latinas/Hispanic women) and Taylor. Hen's mom during her first episode. And now the new dispatcher. Fucking sick of them making most of this women's that aren't Carla or Hen's wife bad people. And I'm fucking sick of shippers finding every damn way to nitpick a female character just because you see them as an obstacle for Buddie. And I'm sick of the writers kind of giving people openings to do that. Granted, not all the openings are there that people claim they are, but ffs, you guys can be just plain mean.

[long-live-the-gobop]

Hi!! I'd love to hear some of your AIO headcanons!

I am so, so sorry that I'm late. I may be a bigger fan of Bernard, but I am Connie when it comes to asks like this.

Okay, now, (some of) my headcanons! Careful, there's a lot of weirdness.

Bernard is a Silvertongue (at least, of a milder variation; there was only one time that something literally came out of his story). See Inkheart for more information.

Maude Walton will sometimes try to make "keen psychological insights" into people's behavior, and always ends up wrong. But she can actually be very insightful when she's not trying to be. Like she'll just mention things or know things, but she doesn't think that's some great insight, it comes of just plain knowing somebody. She has no idea that some of these things aren't very obvious to most people.

The bug monster in the cave (The Bad Hair Day) was totally real. Whit told Sam and Harlow that it wasn't real to keep them (mostly Harlow) from panicking. (I think I got this one from my brother.)

Richard Maxwell and Mitch are friends and message each other about Odyssey all the time.

Everything from Album 51 onward is an alternate timeline. Not that the episodes and sagas and such didn't happen. But in the original timeline, all those original characters were involved, like Tom and Bernard and Jack and Joanne, etc. Something happened so that now, the timeline doesn't show them as being involved. (My money's on that one guy in Album 50 who got late for work because of the raid on the Whisperer's hideout, lol.)

Edwin Blackgaard played Mortimer Brewster in a production of "Arsenic and Old Lace" at his high school. He was not pleased. Regis played Jonathon. He was way too good at it. (More on this next week.)

Bernard is secretly a fan of the Partridge Family (that's why he was looking for Shirley Jones' house in that one episode). He hums some of the songs to himself (like he does), he's watched all the episodes a couple times by now, and mutters about the characters' worse decisions whenever he watches it. From time to time, he notices similar traits in people he knows. Oh, don't get him started about annoyingly smart kids with red hair.

...

Well, that's seven of them. I tried to put in a little variety, not all of them are the crazy out- there types. I even tried to make sure they weren't all connected to my favorite character (he still got multiple ones).

But there you have it. I finally finished! Again, sooooooo sorry for taking such a long time! It was hard to pick.

And actually, I'm gonna add one more, just for the sake of the day:

"I Slap Floor" really happened. Regis used the Synthesis Program on Richard. Bernard used the Imagination Station to go back in time and prevent it from happening, so now he's the only one who remembers it. He did take out or change some of the details when he told David and Mandy, though. My guess is, he decided, well, it's April Fools, let's make this story as crazy as possible.

Okay, now I'm really done.

[lonelier-version-of-you]

Jac Naylor!

- Why I like them: She's just an excellent character. Really complex and fascinating. Plus she's beautifully acted by Rosie Marcel, and I also just love seeing a female character who isn't good at emotional stuff or social stuff, because you don't see that often.

- Why I don't: She can be quite cruel and manipulative sometimes.

- Favourite episode: I haven't seen as much of her earlier stuff as I'd like, so I'll go for S21E36 "The Perfect Storm" (the Darwin special). She was just excellent in that episode. She's also at her best in S09E48 "Trial and Retribution" (the speech she gives Joseph about him wanting to see her as a victim and feel sorry for her is incredible).

- Favourite season: Again, not seen as much of her earlier stuff as I'd like, so I don't feel like I can pick one here.

- Favourite line: The aforementioned S09E48 speech to Joseph:

Joseph: Doesn’t matter what you say, I wouldn’t wish sexual assault on my worst enemy.

Jac: No, Joseph. That is a downright lie. Alan Clooney trying to rape me… that makes you feel good!

Joseph: That’s an appalling thing to say!

Jac: ‘Cause it turns me into a victim, doesn’t it? And if I’m a victim, then you can feel sorry for me. And you like that! If you can put me in a pigeonhole, the world falls into place. You can feel strong again. Your bleeding-heart sympathy reinforces the great Bryne sense of moral righteousness. You feel powerful. Just like Alan Clooney wanted to feel powerful. Frankly, when you think of it like that… you and Alan? You’re pretty much the same.

- Favourite outfit: That grey pantsuit she wore a couple months back was great.

I also liked the long red dress she wore in S21E01, and her suit at Mr. T and Inga's wedding in S19E13 was iconic. There are probably more Jac outfits I love - they pick some great clothes for her, they really do - but I can't think of them right now.

- OTP: I liked her with Kian up until they ruined that. Now, IDK. But I am fond of Jac/Connie. Jac/Zosia is cool too.

- BroTP: Jac & Sacha, obviously. But I also adore her friendship with Henrik, for obvious reasons. I loved her mentorship of Nicky, too.

- Headcanon: Does it count that I have accepted Rosie Marcel's headcanons about Jac and Connie having slept together? Lol.

If that doesn't count, then: I headcanon her as genderqueer, but not necessarily in the nonbinary sense like I headcanon Henrik or Ollie as, moreso in the umbrella-term "complicated relationship with gender" sense. I'd call her a genderqueer cis woman.

I have a number of headcanons relating to her friendship with Henrik, unsurprisingly. Particularly, I'm convinced she knows he's autistic but has never brought it up because she just assumes he doesn't want to tell people. (Little does she know he has not, in fact, figured it out yet and could actually really do with her bringing it up. 😂)

- Unpopular opinion: Okay, she's not Parent Of The Year because none of the Holby characters are, but why do both the show and the fandom seem to have this idea that she's the worst parent at the hospital or something? Fletch is much worse, and then there's Henrik and I mean... we all know how THAT turned out. Why don't either of them get hate for being neglectful parents? (Rhetorical question. I know it's misogyny.) (I was also going to say "get hate for, or be punished by the show for" but to be fair Henrik very much was punished by the show for it. Fletch, though... we're supposed to think Fletch is the best dad ever and he's never really held accountable for his mistakes and I can't stand it.)

Similarly, people generally give Jac way too much hate for things other characters are allowed to get away with. Even when something Jac does or says is completely out of character and obviously the product of bad writing, people still use it as an excuse to hate her, and it's unfair. Obviously it's fine for people to dislike her, but she seems to be held to much higher standards than other characters are.

- A wish: For her to get her happy ending. Preferably, for her to get a happy ending now, move to Casualty in a few years (having retrained like Connie), stay on Casualty for a while, then get another happy ending.

Also, I want her to be explicitly confirmed as bi. And if she moves to Casualty I want her to have a proper romance with a woman.

- An oh-god-please-don't-ever-happen: They had BETTER not kill her off.

- 5 words to best describe them: I'm not very good at these things. Can I say "really badass bisexual heart surgeon"? That's a 5-word descriptor, surely it counts... 😂

- My nickname for them: Don't have one, lol.

[mayadile]

I don't know if I'm bothering you with this ask but has King Dice ever felt inner conflict at having an actual relationship for once in his life? Not that he regrets it, he's just never thought that it was possible? When he first started dating Connie, I mean, the absolute angel.......(I'm a hardcore Snake Eyes shipper but your art and ideas are so amazing......I was actually first introduced to the LGBTQ+ community by looking through your blog and I'm really thankful for it )

I DID WRITE A WHOLE BIG THING ABOUT THIS IN MY GOOGLE DOCS HOW EVERYTHING GOES AND HAPPENS WITH THEIR RELATIONSHIP!!!!! welp this is going to be long so lets pop in A READ MORE!!!

Ok so lemme give you some headcanons of mine HAHA so yes as you can see King Dice! He’s a big shot right? He can smooth talk his way to getting anything, it’s a talent of his! He attracts all sorts of people with his presence and he knows it! Working in the casino for years and years ( And stuff with King Dice’s backstory but that’s later but if you wanna know I can gladly write that for you too later! ) and being partners with the Devil himself, got a reason for it, being the right hand man, man got a rotten soul! Greedy,Egotistic,Nartisstic, etc ( I MEAN LISTEN TO HIS SONG! He basically thinks so highly of himself come on, even when working with the Devil he thinks noone can mess with him! ) Dice likes money and by god does he love making people’s life the worse! mostly playing around with toons he thinks deserve it...like you know he has so much charisma, he can talk anyone into anything, he has that face, smile, dapper look,HE’S GOOD LOOKING AS HELL!! he got an aura that draws you to him. Hard to see right through him but if you do, you’ll see some dark aura around the guy. He’s a nasty nasty man! manipulative and a snake HAHA everyone in inkwell knows him for that, pretty sure everyone in inkwell hates him.He’s very dedicated and devoted to his work, that was the deal, be here in the flames and rot, why not have some fun and pull in some suckers, that’s one thing him and the devil bond over and get along with, they love making deals and ruining lives. He can talk a drunk patron into playing a game and selling their soul, he can flirt his way into your heart and take your soul, he can be so friendly, start something with you and just break your spirit and take that damn soul of yours and act as if he had nothing to do with it and left you there speechless and does it give him pleasure to see the lights leave your eyes when you figure out when you notice you just fucked up your life into giving your soul to the big cheese! Hilarious! what a sucker! you really think you had a chance? you really think everything was going good for you here? Welcome to hell pal! Now that you see the negatives of King Dice, back to your question, yes it was confusing for him to ever have genuine feelings for someone, most of the time he plays around ya know? He can do whatever he’s the manager. I mean I’m pretty sure he had relationships before he got his soul taken from the devil! But guess all things were lose and consumed while working in the Casino, guess he didn’t have the need for it or thought it is necessary??? The only relationship he had all those years stuck in here was his partnership/friendship with the devil, don’t know if you can say it is a good friendship, but they are business partners??? same with his lackeys too! King Dice again thinks he’s a real catch, he knows toons fall for him and he likes the attention! But him attracted to someone he finds alluring as himself?? He can’t keep his eyes off? interested? curious? THAT’S A REAL RECORD SCRATCH, it confuses the absolute hell out of him.Like imagine being someone whos...King Dice and suddenly you start developing feelings? scary isn’t it? Chest starts to get heavy, your nasty nature turns into putty and you have birds singing, you want to see this person and hear their voice, you get tongue tied?? Something you never do? Mr.Big Bad Big Shot, Everyone adores me and hates me and this one person makes you weak to the knees!! an employee of yours? It’s terrifying for him and absolutely crazy, he doesn’t need this, he thinks he is better than that, love? HAHA WHO NEEDS THAT RIGHT? I’M THE GAMEST IN THE LAND WHO NEEDS THAT STUFF WHEN I HAVE ALL OF THIS AND-- Oh look Connie!Does he regret it? Nah, he actually likes it, it’s nice to feel something good! make that dark void in his chest sing and dance. His feelings towards Connie developed deep down since he did try to hide and deny it but coming from a guy who is actually a secret hopeless romantic it’s hard~ uhhh ok Dice’s first impression of Connie wasn’t good and mostly he thought that they were like every other magician, they do a image for themself but they’re actually nasty like why else would Connie come and also accept a job at the casino? He knows Connie isn’t a complete angel ( They were given a job at the casino for a reason and that reason is because the devil sees something in Connie he admires and so he lend them a hand and gave them the job here, Connie isn’t the ANGEL you all think they are, they’re actually awful lol but they repress feelings!  ) but getting to know them further ( if you wanna know how feelings develop Ill give you that too and when connie came to the casino! ) But! Connie has that something, that really attracts King Dice, they’re like light, lighting up the room with their booming voice and enthusiastic personality, makes the casino more alive and tolerable. Another small headcanon, of course I base King Dice very much of Cab Calloway, so he isn’t always a nasty dude ( i mean he is ) but he has that feel of always dancing about and singing~ Back then in his better life Dice had a band and wow does he miss it..( Locks all of his past memories in a box hidden in his office ).. Being around Connie makes him want to dance and sing ( which he does ) sometimes together he will tune his radio and play some songs and sing, Connie would join and dance along side with him, brings back memories and it’s a good thing since Dice hasn’t had a dance partner in YEARS and mostly someone who can catch up with his rhythm and be in sync and have the same energy. So yeah he never ever thought he would make it this far and have an actual loving relationship with someone, I mean Connie and Dice are both broken toons and both aren’t perfect and have some conflict but they do have such good chemistry and love one another to make it whole! ( Wow that was cheesy but these two can be cheesy :\ ) Again apologizes for my rambling and run off sentences .... remind you that this is one of my ever first oc/canon I was ever invested in and seeing people like it really make me happy since Im a nervous lad....There is alot to their story and again I will say, they are a slow burn, feelings slowly develop and mostly fully happen after the casino went to shit, but not saying they don’t mildly flirt before then ;o; just conflicted feelings all around...uh..im not a romantic writer guys but I can say I do love the effort I put in these two so if you want more info just tell me and I’ll do the best I can? THANK YOU!