#I don't even have an issue with him flirting
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i'll be honest i haven't done as much Illario Pondering up to this point as some others. but i am Rotating Him now so gonna do my thinking out loud on my already too long post just because...
obviously Illario and Lucanis responded to their childhoods in very different ways/grew up into very different people but i think if you want to trace Illario's Issues back down to this level you can see how that would turn him into who we see in the game/stories too.
while Lucanis ends up as a loner with "no one else" (that he Counts anyway), Illario seems to have way more connections when we meet him as an adult--he flirts with anyone, he's into nightlife, he hooks up with random people at parties, the other Crows will mention him like he's a known presence in their lives--yet none of them know what he's Really up to. So his relationships outside Lucanis & Caterina do seem to exist in plenty, but they also seem to be very shallow. Unless he has some offscreen never mentioned confidant, no one seems to know what he's up to, with either Lucanis's or Caterina's "deaths", or his alliance with the Venatori/Gods. he's kept that part secret while keeping up all these other social connections. in theory maybe he got some of the other off-screen talons on his side who knew the whole story but we don't have any evidence for that either way I think (though I don't remember all the codex details so I could be wrong).
[sidebar: yes, Zara, i know. apparently they were deep enough in whatever they had going on to have love-y pet names but like... clearly not enough that Illario wasn't willing to kill her to cover his own tracks; and personally i have my doubts that the relationship was without any ulterior motives on Zara's part either. even if they did care for each other on some level they were or weren't willing to admit (since that's entirely within our realm of interpretation now) it clearly took lesser priority than their other goals)]
SO. Illario's a conniving man (intentionally!) who isn't sharing everything he knows with his "allies" probably on either side, but at the same time... he is still a very emotional man. i don't think the whole "use people and drop them" thing is his actual desire as much as how he's gotten used to operating in the world. while Lucanis seems to have self-isolated as a way to protect both himself & those around him, I think you can interpret Illario as instead learning that he can achieve the same result by instead having a large amount of very shallow relationships. By spreading around his desire for connection he creates a situation where Caterina can't possibly remove them all from his life, but has the plausible deniability of not being actively close to anyone so he doesn't risk punishment falling on himself either.
and i don't necessarily think his approach was a WORSE one compared to Lucanis', at first. in many ways something's better than nothing and Illario seems to have a better understanding of himself & his emotions (not saying he always does or it's a GOOD understanding, but "better than Lucanis" is not a very high bar), plus way more experience in general at just. social anything. because now that they're adults, ILLARIO is the one who has managed to stand up to Caterina, and change the direction of his own life, even if he did pick the most ruthless path to it. Unlike Lucanis (in The Wigmaker Job & first parts of Veilguard) he DOES show great deal of autonomy, understanding that his tiny family is the thing holding him back from what he really wants. But he also has no one else jumping over to help him, no one left he can manipulate, and so he reaches past the crows to the Venatori/Gods as the next step.
so the true downside to this is in fact based in reputation more than anything else. because he's spent years seemingly playing with the emotions of everyone else while never really giving them a way in, as a coping mechanism... he's already burned those potential bridges in a way Lucanis hasn't. people aren't willing to extend extra graces to him the same way. possibly it even contributed to why Caterina liked him less as a successor, since he was less controllable by her personal rules/whims. i dont really have a thesis statement here like before since i haven't been mulling it over as long but i think it's a fun way to interpret their dynamic.
man... in Veilguard it really is so so clear how much Lucanis yearns for connection, how much he laments having barely anyone who is a tangible long-term presence in his life. Illario and Caterina are IT until he meets Rook, he tells them.
but he grew up in the Dellamorte estate. A huge, huge manor that would not just have servants, but STAFF. payrolls full of people who clean and cook and keep the place running. And we know he had some amount of free reign around the place. He explored in the tunnels and basements and found the secret entrance/exit while playing alone. He learned how to make churros and cook other food from the kitchen staff. Someone taught him to knit. So... where are those people? Where's the kindly cook who became a second mother, or the maids who watched him play? He would know their names and remember them, if they were around long enough. And it's NOT just some rich boy privilege that makes him forget they're there, because we know he sees the working class as people who with real lives. In The Wigmaker Job, he knows elves in the alienage, who think well enough of him to let him use their secret routes around the city. He risks the whole mission and breaks rules to let one single serving maid go--they're not invisible or somehow lesser to him. He was raised as a Crow, he's been trained since he was a boy to be observant--he'd listen for the names and details about the lives of servants who were around him all the time as a child. And he is also kind and gentle, so he would reach back if they offered him any kind of affection
Which means their absence in his life is intentional. Caterina must have had the staff rotated often enough that he couldn't learn who they were, and discouraged anyone from talking to or connecting with the Dellamorte boys--she probably thought she was keeping them safe. Keeping them from having people who might matter and therefore could be used against all of them--not to mention it's way easier to slip a poisoned treat to a trusting child, or convince them to follow you out of the estate to an undisclosed location. Her paranoia after losing all her children and other grandkids warped into isolating the Dellamorte boys utterly from any kind of connection and affection outside of herself, and then she withheld it anyway, because she was afraid of getting hurt again too (<- not an excuse, still abuse). And she is NOT a kind woman, who would look over a transgression--servants disobeying her orders about staying away from her grandsons would mean losing their job at best and probably physical punishment along with it. Or maybe you just never saw that coworker who dared say something kind to a crying child again.
It's so sad. And makes it so much more meaningful that there WERE occasional times he got away with it anyway. I wonder how much those cooks risked when teaching him how a kitchen runs, and to make his favorite dessert. If they had some excuse for it, or were all sent away once Caterina found out. Of course he'd stop trying to make friends with any children of the staff his age, if any time he did, the whole family got moved to work at a summer villa in the country instead. If the people who cleaned his rooms were different every month. He'd notice that anyone who he tried to get close to just ended up out of his life entirely, and so eventually Caterina wouldn't need to keep isolating him intentionally as he grew. Lucanis learned. He started doing it himself.
#ramblings#illario#illario dellamorte#lucanis dellamorte#house dellamorte#lucanisposting#ish#its 3am you know what that means#rewriting veilguard in my head#again#dragon age#dragon age: veilguard#datv spoilers#da4 spoilers#long post
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I just wanted to ask if you could make headcanons about being in a relationship with Pietro (I don't remember if I already asked for that, and I'm sorry if I did, I'm not rushing you đđ), and another one with Sergai? It doesn't matter if it takes a while, I totally understand, and thank you for all your fics, I love them đđđ
~ i hope you like this, darling 𫶠been on a tiny bit of a writers block so this headcanon list was a good thing to write! ~
⢠with Pietro, friends to lovers is the only way!
⢠he has trouble with his feelings. he has trouble understanding them because he becomes overwhelmed and so in the beginning, it's difficult.
⢠plus, he has trauma so loving someone else is hard for himâ he doesn't like the possibility of loosing you like he lost his parents.
⢠so being your friend, becoming your best friend, is the first step!
⢠his love language is physical touch and quality time! He always has to be touching you in some way (his hand in yours, playing with your hairâŚ) and he loves planning days out around the city with you!
⢠Pietro is very loving and he's also funny. he adores making you laugh and he'd do anything in his power to make you laugh when you're sad or crying or hurt (to distract you from the pain).
⢠once he's your boyfriend, the quality time becomes more domestic. he tries lessâand not in a bad way. he's comfortable just laying around, reading or watching a show, and it's as good as planning a whole day like he used to (he would get himself worked up, the poor boy).
⢠when he does take you on dates, he goes all out now! He knows all your favorite things because he is observant so he'll take you to your favorite restaurant unprompted!
⢠Pietro's favorite way to spoil you is by doing things for you! He's very in tune with your emotions once he'd finally dating you!
⢠he never forgets an anniversary or a birthday, although you're worried he does because he's always spacey and all over the place 𼺠but he keeps a calendar specifically for your events, nothing else lmao.
⢠you and Wanda being friends is VERY important.
⢠he adores you and teaches you how to say things in Sokovian! he always teaches you about his culture and his traditions. it would take a while for him to open up, but once he does he doesn't hold back.
⢠he trusts you easily and he isn't jealous. he hates when other men flirt with you, but he is never jealous because he knows you are his and his alone!
⢠he is very protective over you though! like no one hurts his girl. ever.
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warnings: mentions of sex
⢠i think the courting before the relationship would be involuntary stalker-ish đ
⢠like he's obsessed with you. he can smell you everywhere! maybe he met you when he was visiting his brother in London and he hasn't stopped thinking about you and only you.
⢠for the first few months you don't even meet him and yet he's just thereâwatching. making sure you're safe.
⢠he never does anything weird or breach your privacy in ways that would make you hate him, he's just like your guardian angel đ
⢠when he does talk to you, you're instantly intrigued. he's rugged and handsome and unlike any man you've ever met. you like him.
⢠your relationship starts with sex. you bring him to your apartment and have intense, weirdly passionate for someone you just met, sex.
⢠when you wake up, he's gone. but eventually he comes back with a pastry from a nearby shop and your relationship starts.
⢠Sergei is good at reading you and knowing what you're feeling without you needing to speak or ask him. he just knows.
⢠he visits London more than necessary to spend time with you, letting you be the second person on his phone đĽş
⢠he waits to tell you what he does for work. he doesn't want to scare you or make you feel unsafe.
⢠you are safe. you always are with him.
⢠once you know and you accept him for who he is, Sergei is wrapped around your pinky until you let him go. he would do anything for you.
⢠he has trust issues so whenever he starts an argument, it's because he was feeling a little insecure and didn't know how to bring up his feelings. his father never let him.
⢠he's never violent with you but he does yell in the beginning. which scares you, so he quickly learns to leave for a walk to calm down instead.
⢠you promise him that you aren't leaving him. he loves words of affirmation. he needs them because he hasn't heard many of them from his father.
⢠he's very gentle with you normally, touching you as if you are something to be worshiped. which he does. he worships you.
⢠his love language is gift giving. whenever he is away, he will always brings you back a present from his home in the woods. and it's always thoughtful.
⢠he will teach you some words in Russian and call you pet names in Russian.
⢠eventually, he asks you to move in with him. you're unsure because living in the woods is scary and you are afraid you'll miss your friends and family.
⢠Sergei doesn't force you. he tells you you don't have to decide immediately but he really wishes you will. but he's not forceful. he gives you time and he waits.
⢠when you decide you want to live with him eventually. and you don't regret it. Sergei is very devoted to you (he is very protective over you, duh). he also brings you back to London wherever you want, no hesitation.
#headcanons#pietro maximoff#pietro maximoff headcanons#pietro maximoff x fem!reader#pietro maximoff x reader#pietro maximoff age of ultron#marvel#pietro maximoff fluff#sergei kravinoff#sergei kravinoff x fem!reader#sergei kravinoff x reader#sergei kravinoff kraven the hunter#kraven the hunter#marvel kraven the hunter#kraven the hunter x fem!reader#kraven the hunter x reader
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Fadel and Bison Learning to Volley Affection in the way that only assassin (real) brothers (fake) can
the curse of being me is that I watch this show entirely with the lens that fadel/kant and bison/style are basically the same characters with a few key differences [like c'mon Kant's bg story is that he was a khun nu himself suddenly thrust into poverty and fatherhood to his baby brother??? its embarrassing how easy it is to watch the show in this way I think the show should make this harder for me] and it's in these differences that the compatibility of FadelStyle and KantBison comes in so strongly that it also kind of dooms Fadel and Bison to have ever worked as a pair even though that would be as far as I can tell Bison's ideal scenario?? [please his lovers in trenches fantasy is canonical the show is really just putting it all out there for me okay??]
And it's too simplistic to be an analysis and honestly largely based on my feelings but gosh doesn't it all boil down to how Fadel expresses affection and how that just doesn't work for Bison. I think Bison has had a lot of growth in understanding Fadel, I think Style actually helped with that. In fact, the biggest reason I would argue that the foil relationship runs in the Fadel/Kant and Bison/Style vein is because the brother's relationship got better when they started their romantic relationships. Suddenly, Bison realizes that he needs to ask things of Fadel and Fadel realizes that Bison needs a little softness now and then.
Fadel threatens Style all the time this is how they flirt. The way he shows affection stays the same whether it's Bison or Style. But Style was able to take it, he's able to volley it. When Fadel threatens to kill him Style comes back with a "well, make sure I look hot." when Fadel threatens Bison, Bison kind of withers a little.
I mean I don't blame him he is such a 'no thoughts just baby' of a man if I've ever seen one
[2 screenshots of Bison. 1st where he tries acting cutesy with Fadel over his stab wound and 2nd where Fadel shoots him down with a "Want another stab wound?"]
Bison's personality is just so ill equipped to handle Fadel's brand of affection it's almost hilarious because like he does the same thing to Style right before they reconcile hahaha
[2 screenshots of Fadel telling Style "I can be worse" and "You want that?"]
BUT! He's learning!!! After his initial frustration he does smile in this fond and exasperated way.
I screamed when I saw him share this moment with Style:
[2 screenshots of Bison telling Style like he's sharing a secret, "He {Fadel} acts all tough and rough on the outside but on the inside he's just a softie.]
Oh??? oh you understand this about your brother now??? You've only had like over a decade to figure this out about him and yet in Ep.1 you told Kant that Fadel was tough inside and out!!!! Why are you telling Style this as though he isn't the reason you even know!!! I think this has always been Bison's fundamental issue with Fadel:
I think he's just never figured out that Fadel loves him and worries about him? Poor baby, I'll never get over him asking Fadel to be his brother like Kant is with Babe. Fadel is already that brother to you Bison, what are you talking about đđđ I think their relationship with Keen has revealed so much about Fadel and Bison [because god forbid they tell us anything directly about their past] but Keen has struggled to be seen by their family, for his efforts to be acknowledged by Mother and by Mother's favorite (Fadel).
Bison's competence has gotten him a certain measure of respect from Mother and Older Sister (Fadel) but he too has struggled to be seen by them, to be taken seriously by them. Keen and Bison are more similar in their position in the family than Bison and Fadel even though Keen can't see it. But Bison can, and I would argue that Bison has always felt it.
It's not surprising that Fadel and Bison's dynamic shifts because Bison is the one learning to talk to Fadel, with jibes and threats and guns if needed
[screenshot of Fadel saying to Bison "You're turning a gun on your own brother for him?]
@mirmoria was extremely spot on when they said that this moment was never about Kant, it was always about Fadel finally listening to him and giving Bison his right to choose Kant's fate back to him. Bison has finally figured out what to do about his lack of agency in this relationship! Bison says as much too:
[Screenshot of Bison responding to Fadel with a gun pointed at him, "But it's my life"]
Anyway, with all of this new found understanding between them at no point in the story have Bison and Fadel been more primed to fall in love than right now, yes right at the height of their respective romances on the beach. And these are the kinds of earth shattering conclusions you can always hope to find in the stuff I write.
#once more with a stupid title#I bring to you#my feelings about The Brothers(tm)#the heart killers#the heartkillers#fadelbison
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I do think cql lwj is just a better person than novel lwj but also think itâs such a waste to make cql lwj this pure flawless beacon of moral perfection - that really is boring. maybe he is jealous and maybe he is possessive and Iâd much rather see him recognize and work to overcome those flaws than the narrative just pretending they donât exist. thatâs makes the final separation and return so rewarding. for me
#it's left kind of vague what exactly he was thinking besides wanting to bring wwx back to CR and if he would have done it#if wwx wasn't willing#which...I don't think he woud have. but there's that voice in his head that wants to and it battles with his equal respect for wwx's choices#and esp given his father's story it's like. a wonderful ending for them. esp since his OTHER issue is not communicating#and the reunion and final scene imply they get past that too#so it balances out quite nicely#meanwhile novel lwj was never held accountable for the forced kiss even tho ig he felt bad? and he aso needed someone to confess for him#so. what character development did we see huh. he got okay with being flirted with ig#on the other hand at least novel lwj HAD flaws. hc is apparently perfect in every way#even when threatening violence and inflicting it xl is just like 'haha he's great' like sometimes its like ????#like I enjoy hc but he's so bare#and it's wild that xl will completely excuse and overlook all his actions#cql txp
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I watched video clips (I had only romanced Emmrich at the time - I'm currently working towards Neve and Davrin when I'm not fucking around with DA2 again).
I get where you're coming from with the pattern part completely, but I think their issue was the content of that pattern for Lucanis. They were expecting him to act a certain way (more like the almost-kiss), and thus for there to be certain extra scenes or clips related to the romance. I've had people rail at me because they thought it was really shitty that he had the same commitment scene to Rook or Neve, that it didn't mean anything for there not to be something unique to Rook. I had to make a whole separate post about that.
To me, Lucanis having a very quiet romance route without overt flirting or sexiness makes complete sense even if you leave the demi reveal out, just from a trauma perspective.
They've built him up into this Shadow Daddy persona and he's just a weird little Italian guy who wants to make you food and troll his friends. His job is Stab but he's very good at Househusband. Let him be a pathetic wet bird. He's not a priority romance for me, I just love him a lot as a bestie and I find the way people treat him - especially in fanart and fanfic - to be very cringe and off-putting.
(and no, I don't give a fuck what anyone found in data mined files. If it's not in the game, if it doesn't get released in a DLC or an update, it's not canon and I don't care. I don't care. You weren't robbed. The writers made a decision based on who the character is, and they scrapped it. Go outside. Go outside and walk on the cold grass. If I hear about the art book or scrapped files one more time I will start chewing on my goddamn phone.)
I low-key hate adding to the Lucanis discourse at this point but like-
At some point in my insomniac scrolling last night or this morning I passed a post saying something like âI'm dissatisfied with Lucanis' romance and tired of pretending I'm notâ and I really need y'all to consider that maybe you don't actually like him. You like an idea of him.
Way before the demi reveal, Mary was dropping lore hints of him being just a weird little guy.
I mean, there are other companions you could romance, heaven forfend you should consider Davrin maybe, but I just think it's not the romance that's bothering you, because it makes sense for who Lucanis is and what he's been through in his recent history.
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oooooh okay i don't normally do genderbends but i'm into it!!!!!
genderbends would be terrific if they weren't all so fucking heteronormative and if they actually had a reason for making one character male/female that wasn't just "this is a straight ship now. I am going to talk about this now-female character's legs". there has to be a REASON that there's a genderbend. what would be different? how would it affect the character(s)? what would be the same? what wouldn't be the same? what does the canon character have that the genderbent character doesn't have and should have? what advantages does this character now have? what does the character still have but is seen/nuanced differently? what is the PURPOSE OF THE FIC OTHER THAN MAKING THE SHIP STRAIGHT
#and I'm gonna put answers to the questions from a femtony perspective in the tags#what would be different? sexism obviously but going deeper than that- she would have a stronger need to prove herself. she would be LESS#insecure imo and more hellbent on being taken seriously just bc she doesn't have the time to be insecure. which sounds kinda bad. but yeah#how would it affect her- people don't take her seriously as much; the fics that mention that tony is short? femtony is shorter. imo.#SHE WOULD BE MORE SERIOUS. tony flirts all the time it's a part of him and it's great and femtony absolutely wouldn't flirt with like. steve#bc a lot of the time his flirting is seen as something that he does to throw people off and femtony wouldn't have that Advantage not really#what would be the same- her personality when she isn't on guard. her relationships with the team other than steve not in a relationship#sense but in a He's The Boss&He's A Man& Large& Tony Shouldn't Be So Scared Of Him But She Is sense bc that's just how it is bein afab babey#and Just Like (Most) Other Fics they would be rivals to lovers. just with another issue for tony to get over (which is helped by the fact#that even when steves mad at his teammates he doesn't get physically aggressive. he doesn't intimidate. that's important to show#but they still argue and fight and shit. steve doesn't get that tony is being (even more than usual) difficult bc she's trying to keep#him from thinking that he has any sort of control over her which is difficult to do when he's the leader of the avengers. it would be a mess#what wouldn't be the same- imo she'd have better self esteem in the sense that she doesn't think she's The Worst but she would go over the#top to prove herself. it would take longer for her and steve to grow close. oh she and pepper would have been good friends way sooner#their relationship didn't work out for the same reasons as canon though#what doesn't and should she have that canon tony has- more respect towards her. but really?? I don't think it would be very different#she should have the ability to feel safe around certain people aka steve but also.. tony in general knows that he's a target so they're even#the same there it's just worse for femtony#advantages- she's capable of flirting to get things but hmm she doesn't like to. she has smaller hands so precision work is easier.#closer friendship with pepper and probably with maria and natasha. slightly off topic yknow what I hate. I hate that men think that women#that women stick together just bc they're women and not bc like.. the alternative is being alone around men..#aha anyway I'm being afab on main#other advantages include uhh more style choices. for funsies.#still have but seen differently- iron MAN. IRON MAN. she pirate king'ed it and that's how she refers to it sometimes actually. every version#of tony adores elizabeth swann send post#when she comes across as masc there are hm mixed responses but that isn't something she really cares about#purpose- 3490 canonly exists in canon femtony is canon and I would like to see it bc it's canon#ask#anon
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every now and then i consider going back to my eternal batman universe and working in more of the beyond canon, and introducing a version of terry to it, because that seems like the obvious next step, and i still have a lot of fondness for that verse even if iâve mostly moved on from batjokes as a ship. and then i remember the type of beyond fics iâve read and how hard it is to stop other peopleâs ships and character concepts sneaking into your writing and i have to ask myself if iâm prepared to deal with batjokes shippers sending me death threats because i forced them to read bruce fucking his 20 year old clone
#i don't even really ship them#i do think terry is into bruce#in a very 'projecting my issues onto the nearest available authority figure' way#and bruce does flirt with him#but i think that's just how bruce relates to people#i don't think you can really do bruce/terry without also being prepared to address bruce/dick#or bruce/jason#which i don't necessarily have an issue with#but i feel like that needs to be the point of a fic#you have to either be writing pwp or be prepared to address the problems there#and that's not where i want the ebu to go#so it keeps languishing in my WIP folder#never to be completed#which is a shame because it's my one chance to force people to read simon dark
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Wei âif I friendzone myself I never have to face disappointmentâ Wuxian
#and his three biggest hits#'flirt heavily and then walk it back at the last minute'#'project your own self hatred onto your crush'#and 'subconscious denial of the validity of your feelings makes the world go round'#ancient china was very bisexual so there's no way this boy#was under any illusions regarding his own attraction to at least one man#and at the very least subconciously aware that lan zhan was also attracted to him#and show wise the flirting is heavy#so he's not exactly afraid to act on it either provided the outlet is relatively safe and he has the excuse of being a shameless bad boy#as an ironic cover for actual emotional sincerity re: wanting to hold hands and stare tenderly at each other#but then he promptly dives into a variety of conspiracy theories to explain away any actual instance of affection#love that for him love that energy#once again all issues in the Jiang household come back to all three of those kids#having grown up with the idea that Emotions Are Valid But The Tactical Value Of Relationships Is Paramount#Love Is Real But You Don't Deserve It! Madame Yu reminds them every evening after dinner#jiang fengmian having a face journey in the background but not contradicting her#which is why wwx is like 'i love him and he clearly has an emotion for me however being friends is the preferable option!'#'i can flirt but god forbid i follow through that's far too dangerous!"#when he's not full blown theorizing that there is a plot to exorcise him
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god I hate fandomâs Seto Kaiba fanon :,)
#i assume it's mostly ppl who project on him and stuff like that and. more power to them and their personal journey I guess#and nice they have so many fandom friends who share their hc#but how it's presented as The One True Canon Interpretation is so... :) :) :) :) :) :)#I'm so glad I have my own little corner of the fandom where we all agree that Seto Kaiba Has Some Issues#and these don't just hurt himself but others too and he has yet to even realize that#maybe he will after he came back from visiting his dead bf in ways that left his little brother alone and afraid he might lose him haha#Mokuba is fine he's fine he's fine He's Fine 13 is a good age to be alone and in charge of the city his big bro BOUGHT#to have card game tournaments there which have the sole purpose to have public therapy sessions and heavy flirting w his bf on stage#the city he rigged with heavy surveillance so he always knows who is where and when and if this person owns a DuelDisk#it's FINE#- I say as someone who dearly loves these characters BECAUSE they are like this#Yugioh#fandom#own post#opinions
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found my hot ex-manager on fb and insta and we don't have any mutual friends on fb but we do have 2 mutuals on insta, But his insta is private and i'm a coward who can't initiate contact with ppl, let alone allow it to look like i Sought contact with them
#he was rly cool and I miss him!#also he was hot!#and I have no concept of flirting but I think he may have done it!!#like twice!!#one time almost maybe for sure!!#I don't even want to pursue him but I miss him as an acquaintance-friend#and ik he liked me as an acquaintance-friend!!#so it feels like it'd be ok to follow him?#but also we haven't seen or spoken to each other since we both quit like 5 or 6 months ago!#and I feel like it'd seem stalkery to suddenly send him a follow request#but also if he isn't creeped out by the follow request#WHAT IF HE EVER WANTS TO TALK TO ME#THATS ALSO A WORST CASE SCENARIO#but I do miss seeing him!#seeing him occasionally on my insta feed is so much more preferable than never seeing him again!#also!!!!#even if this was a non issue and there was nothing at all weird abt following him and I'm just being an anxious disaster#the fact that I'm putting this much thought into it makes it creepy now#I can't win!!!!#personal
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Dirty Thoughts || [Simon "Ghost" Riley x f!reader]
Note: Dirty thoughts don't care where you are, they just appear. Ghost learns this the hard way while he's waiting for Soap with you in that church tower.
(Sort of a part one here. But it can be read without that.)
Ghost and you made it to the church a few hours after escaping Shadow Company and he quickly set up a sniper position in the tower. He'd been keeping in touch with Soap the entire time, relieved to hear that the sergeant made it out of the situation alive. His thoughts were focused on the task to survive in a hostile environment, but the two of them tried to lighten the mood a bit by telling jokes to each other.
But then Soap went awfully quiet and he was beginning to worry. Did they find him? Was he in danger? Well, in bigger danger than usual, that is. "Where the hell is he?" he asked quietly, mostly from himself.
"I'm sure he's fine," you said with a reassuring smile as you pointed at two Shadows across the square.
Ghost casually took them out then turned to you. "He hasn't said a word in half an hour."
"Maybe he has to stay quiet now."
"Damn it," he muttered under his breath, even closing his eyes for a second while he took a deep breath to calm himself. "I hope he's okay out there," he spoke up eventually.
"It's cute that you're so worried."
"I'd rather call it annoying."
"Hey, look at me." Ghost did as you said and turned to you with a questioning look. There was something about the tone of your voice that managed to calm his thoughts in an instant. "He's a big boy, he can protect himself," you told him.
It was true. Soap was an experienced soldier, he could surely do it. He had been doing well before he went no contact, so maybe you were right, maybe he was just at a place that was full of Shadows. "You're right," he noted.
Letting out a sigh, he checked the square again but there was no sign of the enemy. Even though he tried to focus, his mind kept wandering back to the one thought that had been returning since the Shadows' betrayal. What happened was his fault alone, he was in charge, he should have put the pieces together sooner.
Shaking your head, you suddenly moved over to him and gently placed a hand on his shoulder. "What is it?" you asked with your eyes focused on him, and he could tell you were worried about him.
"This one's on me, I should have known better," he told you.
"What are you talking about? None of us saw that coming."
"You told us you didn't trust Graves."
You rolled your eyes at this. "Yeah, because he's like Prince Charming from Shrek," you began to explain. "Perfect and gorgeous on the outside, and an amoral idiot on the inside.
Perfect and gorgeous on the outside? Interesting. "Does this mean he's your type? Looks-wise, I mean," he clarified.
Ghost expected you to think about your answer, or at least hesitate to say it, but you immediately stated, "He is."
"So you're the type of girl who's head over heels for guys with blond hair and blue eyes," he noted quite sadly, believing for a moment that you wouldn't like what he looked like. After all, sure, you flirted with him when he had the mask on, but what would you think once he took it off? If you weren't his type then he didn't stand a chance.
Focusing on inhaling and exhaling, he looked into the scope of his weapon to check the square. He found a Shadow, eliminated it, then glanced over at you out of the corner of his eye. It was strange. When he had told Soap not long ago that he was handsome under this mask, he wasn't lying. Past girlfriends said that often, picking up women had never been an issue, but this situation? This scared him.
What if you rejected him despite everything?
As if you figured out what was on his mind, you grabbed him by the chin to make him look at you. "Your eyes are just as beautiful. Just saying," you added with a warm smile.
"But you haven't seen my face yet," he pointed out.
"Yet? So there's a chance I will?" You sounded so excited all of a sudden, that it made him laugh. If only you knew what was going through his mind lately whenever he looked at you⌠Well, he could just as well tell you. "What? Why are you laughing?" you asked confusedly.
"Because I wouldn't do the things I want to do to you while wearing a mask," he said bluntly.
Your face lit up and you laughed a little as well. "You have my attention. Could you elaborate?"
"Ghost, you copy?" came Soap's voice through the earpiece.
Finally. "Johnny! Where are you?" he asked hurriedly.
"Not far from the RV point."
"We're already inside the church."
Soap remained silent for a few seconds. "We?"
"Y/N's with me," Ghost informed him. The two had talked a lot since the incident, but this was the first time he mentioned you at all.
"I thought she was on their side."
"Apparently not. We'll be waiting for you. Tell us when you get here."
"Rog."
"And keep me updated while you're on the way."
"Sure."
When Ghost looked over at you, relieved that Johnny was okay, he noticed that you were watching him with an expectant look. When he let out a questioning hum, you said, "So will you elaborate?"
Oh, that. "No." This wasn't the right time to discuss his dirty little thoughts with you. If he went into the details, there was a chance he would use the opportunity that you're alone to get what he wanted from you.
"Okay, keep your secrets then," you told him eventually, moving back to your previous spot and turning back to the square.
He did the same, desperately trying to focus on the task at hand. Soap would soon show up and it would be time to move. He had to make sure the area was clean by the time he got there, so he kept scanning his environment.
But it wasn't enough to avert his thoughts. Even the way you breathed caught his attention, and he kept finding himself looking over at you out of the corner of his eye. "You're killing me," he noted quietly.
But apparently he wasn't quiet enough because you turned to him with raised eyebrows. "I didn't say anything."
"You don't have to. Just being around you is getting frustrating," he admitted, talking about the effects of thinking about being intimate with you.
You looked around then pointed at the door. "Should I leave?" you asked.
"No."
Upon hearing this, you let out a quiet chuckle. "Thought so."
"Shadows are committing war crimes outside, Soap's fighting for his life somewhere, and here I am, having trouble not thinking about fucking your brains out. Unbelievable," he groaned.
"I'm a distraction."
"That you are."
"That's bad."
He nodded. "Really bad, yeah."
Once you broke eye contact and turned back to the small window, you cleared your throat. "Well, you'd better figure something out because Soap will soon get here and it will be time to move. You need to focus."
"Trust me, I'm on it," he barked, maybe sounding a little colder than intended.
Just before you could come up with something, Soap's voice filled his ear. "I'm almost there."
"We'll meet you outside."
"Copy."
"Let's go, he's almost here," he told you as he stood up and began to gather his things. You did the same then began to walk towards the door, but he quickly reached out to grab your hand. "Hey, wait." You stopped and gave him a questioning look. "Be careful out there."
"You too," you said with a smile as you squeezed his hand.
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Eddie is a curious soul, so really, no one can blame him.
It's not his fault. It really, really isn't, especially when Steve apparently refuses to bring anybody from his hometown, and never talks about his life from before. All Eddie knows is that Steve has Kids⢠he would fight gods for, a best friend named Robin who is either a lesbian or more hopeless with women than Eddie's gay little ass (or both? Steve is never too clear on anything), and was mostly-adopted by his town's sheriff and his OTHER adopted child. But Steve is so- so- Eddie doesn't have a word for it, but he's obsessed with the other man.
Steve refuses to watch Back to the Future because "bad memories," but has casually mentioned that he's had nine fucking concussions like he's commenting on the weather. He wears a hearing aid in his left ear, and glasses when he's at home, but refuses to even acknowledge that he needs either. Steve wears the shortest shorts known to mankind around the house without blinking, but keeps everything from his waist up carefully covered; he even puts make-up on his neck to cover this gnarly, jagged pink scar on his neck. He carries himself like he's wounded, favoring his left side and limping when the weather is cold, but doesn't hesitate to volunteer for the more manual tasks both at work and around the apartment. Steve had even convinced Wayne to take a break and let him fix the issue with the radiator in Eddie's van while Eddie slept upstairs.
THE POINT IS that Steve is an enigma wrapped in a secret like some sort of riddle burrito. Secrets don't last around Eddie; he has to know, it eats away at him.
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It takes Eddie years to be blessed with the information he so desperately wants. He doesn't push, no matter how badly he wants to, and he's careful to always come across as a willing shoulder for Steve to cry on; a few weeks into their cohabitation, he'd even stopped Steve from talking about whatever it was that gave him such awful night terrors ("I want you to tell me because you trust me, Stevie, not because you feel bad that I'm here," he had said. It was the right thing to do but gods did Eddie want to throttle his past self.).
Stevie had finally relaxed in their home, and it was beautiful. For about four months, Eddie satisfies himself with the knowledge that Steve was fully aware of their dynamic, that he can hug and kiss and flirt all he wants without freaking out his boyfriend (NOT roommate; boyfriend).
But then Hop visits, and Steve holes up in his bedroom with the man. Eddie feels like he should feel concerned, but Steve has already mentioned that Hop is the father he wishes he had, so all Eddie really feels is curious over what could be so important and secret that he can't know.
When they finally open the door, almost two hours later, Hopper looks angrier than usual and Steve looks downright terrified. "Eddie," he says softly, fumbling with the sleeve of his Bad Day sweater. "I, uh, I gotta tell you something. It's not just about me, so I had to clear it with Hop- and Dr. Owens."
"Are you okay, honey?" Eddie said carefully, already trying to find a way to place himself between Hop and Steve. It would be easier if Steve didn't shift back into Hop, like Eddie was the threat.
"Yeah, no, I'm fine! I just. If I tell you it has to be secret. Like, no one can ever know I told you and you could be detained for knowing, secret." Steve shifts, and his long pajama bottoms make Eddie cringe. Steve is not wearing his usual Bad Day Clothes, and it freaks Eddie out.
"Okay..." He says slowly. Steve leads him to the couch, followed closely by Hop, who takes Eddie's favorite armchair (like he did every visit).
Situated finally, Steve heaves a heavy breath. "So it all started when one of my kids, Will, disappeared on his way home..."
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đđđ˘đ§đ ____'đŹ đđ¨đŻđđŤ đđ¨đŽđĽđ đđ§đđĽđŽđđ...
(A/N: Does not include Five)
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girl next door trope
knew you ever since childhood
loves you to death
so soft with you
he's such a gentlemen
pulls out chairs for you and holds doors for you
butttttt you have to deal with his daddy issues
he always comes to you crying whenever something happens
a sweetheart with you though
he's very awkward at comforting you
he likes to cook for you
he's such a good chef ngl
he loves cuddling
he literally is always cuddling you
likes to be big spoon, don't get me wrong he needs comfort
but
the idea of being able to protect you by being big spoon is so validating to him
he's too big to be little spoon anyway
that is literally his one purpose
if he found you during the 60s or something and he had to leave you he'd never stop talking about you
"I miss (Y/N)..."
"(Y/N) would've liked this.."
"Luther, they're gone."
fml sobbing why did I write that
anyway his one purpose is to love and protect you
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very jealous
if he sees you with some guy who is flirting with you he will literally glare daggers into him
he will then proceed to walk over to you, sling an arm around your waist and pull you in for a kiss
he doesn't give a shit if anyone's watching
he talks shit about him siblings to you
"Luther thinks he's so much better than all of us-"
"Diego chill out."
oh my god when Viktor wrote that book
he
was
SEETHING
(no hate to viktor , viktor is baby)
the shit talk increased so much
he would not shut up about it
help diego would be such a simp for you
like I'm not joking
pure simp
in his eyes you are sweet innocent summer child who can do absolutely no wrong
stabbed someone?
pfft it was probably just an accident
he brings you to visit grace
omg it would be so cute
grace absolutely adores you
she always makes sly comments about how you and diego should get married
he goes redder than the colour red
he wouldn't tell anyone but he secretly loves the idea
he loves kissing your forehead
it's literally his favourite place
you and klaus are besties
he has to deal with you when klaus gets you drunk
"oh. my. god. im upside down."
"(Y/N), you're standing upright. we need to go home.
"... no"
he never gets drunk
fun squasher
he says his body's a temple
boring
youre his nurse
he always comes home injured and gets you to patch him up
he finds it hot
yes, he's bleeding out. yes, he finds you playing nurse to him hot.
priorities ig
he's so soft with you
would kill for you
he probably has
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(refuse to make her evil so s3 allison will not be mentioned)
definitely gets you an acting job in one of her films
she buys you the fanciest stuff
literally you two have the best closet
and you have your own personal stylist
bc why not
you do interviews with her all the time
fans absolutely adore you
there's so many paparazzi pictures of you two together and they eat it up
especially if they include you being doting to claire even though she's not biologically your kid
omg her fans would absolutely love that
so would allison though
if she saw you reading claire a story or smth
her heart would just melt
she might cry ngl
her two favourite ppl in the world just being adorable
you're the cool parent to claire
both of you go to fancy parties and are the hottest couple
"Allison! (Y/N)! How does it feel knowing you're America's favourite couple!"
you're so flattered
allisons just like: yeah ik lmao
she kisses you a lot in public
she knows damn well people are gonna get pictures of it but she loves it
you watch her films with her a lot
if its a particularly old one, you make fun of it with her
"oh my god allison. why do you look like that."
"IT WAS THE STYLE."
she then proceeds to also make fun of it
you, her and claire go on lots of fancy days out
you may as well considering you're RICH
luther gets a bit jealous sometimes
you help her with her therapy
you comforted her when she custody of claire
you also fought alongside her to get her back
as soon as you do you're happier than ever
you are literally just the cutest family ahdhahfhaj
but then she loses you again when she goes to the 60's
she made it her life's purpose to get back to 2019 with the love of her life and claire
as soon as she accepts that it could take years upon years to reunite with you and claire she finds ray
she knew you'd be happy
but she also knew
she'd never truly move on
omg help I'm gonna start sobbing why do I do this to myself
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you help get him off of drugs
ben adores you
he likes that you're there to help klaus
and that you don't ever drop to his level and just do drugs with him
he also likes how you never shit talk him when klaus starts ranting about how annoying he is
klaus is a huge fan of PDA
he is obsessed with the idea of holding your hands
he is constantly touching you in one way or the other
whether it be holding your hand
or simply having a hand on your leg
it matters to him
and that's why you love it
sweet baby boi has so much love to give
he likes being little spoon
he just loves being in your arms
it helps with his nightmares
diego also approves of you
you've saved him from having to go out and look for klaus in the middle of the night in fear he's high or smth
klaus rants to you every so often
quite often you have to help him through panic attacks
he loves you sm
like he is so lovesick
if anyone were to ever ask about you
oh boy
he gets this lovesick look in his eyes
and then starts rambling about how enamored he is with you and how great you are
it's adorable
he's very clingy but in the best way possible
he matches outfits with you
never a dull moment with you two
often it's you trying to solve whatever problem klaus has somehow managed to conjure up
and klaus just being a devious little shit
but it doesn't matter cause you love him
sometimes he questions why you love him
it makes you cry whenever he asks
"(Y/N/N)..."
you hum in response
"why do you love me...?"
sobbing and you start listing all the reasons
and then he's sobbing
and then you're both sobbing
but anyway
he loves dancing with you
he doesn't care what song
it could be some crappy pop song that's somehow in the top hits
or some classical music that's centuries old
he really doesn't care
he likes spinning you around
he loves seeing how happy it makes you
klaus asks you the most random stuff at 3am
"... (Y/N"
"yeah"
"lawyers hope you get sued, doctors hope you get sick, cops hope you're criminal, mechanics hope you have car trouble, but only a thief wishes prosperity for you."
"... go to bed"
"never"
you poor thing
you never get any sleep because of how chatty he is at night
he hates being away from you
if he isn't near you he will start whining to ben
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omg it took him ages to admit his crush on you
he's been crushing on you since you were like 12
when did he admit it?
when he was 18.
he likes reading to you
he loves seeing you get all relaxed at the sound of his voice
it makes him fall even more in love with you
he likes PDA but not that much
just a simple touch is enough for him
this boy blushes so easily
you'll brush his hand and he'll turn so pink
sometimes you'll just be sitting there doing nothing of note
and he'll be staring at you in adoration
he's in absolute awe of you
thinks you're the most adorable thing ever
much like diego
thinks you can do no wrong
you're his sweet, precious girl
he knows everything about you off by heart
from your favourite colour
to your mums favourite song
you thinks it's endearing
he loves holding your hand
playing with your hair is one of his favourite things to do
don't get me wrong he likes when you do it to him
but he much prefers when he does it to you
he finds it really relaxing
he's usually pretty closed off about his childhood but he trusts you
sometimes when something that triggers a bad memory happens he goes to you to rant
he doesn't know what he'd do without you
you're literally his life
omg
when you kiss his nose
he just melts
it's the most adorable thing
he's so good at cheering you up
no matter if its something minor or major
he's always amazing at getting you back to your usual self
he loves taking you on cute little dates
he reads you poetry he wrote
omg he deffo writes a piece of poetry about how much he loves you
omg help this is so cute
overall he's a simp
and it suits him
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viktors a sweetheart
he gives you private violin shows
he also rehearses in front of you to see what you think
he tries to get you to critique him
if you don't play violin, you probably just say its all perfect
if you do, you probably give him little tips on areas to work on
you go on little dates to watch the sunset
he has to be little spoon
he just needs some comfort
just needs to be wrapped in your arms and feel safe
poor guy has been through so much
sometimes he gets mad memories of the incident with allison and you have to calm him down
he wouldn't get jealous
he'd just get rlly insecure :(
if he saw someone flirting with you he'd just get a bit sad
he would think the worst and think that you would want to leave him for them :(((
poor bby
opens up to you about how bad his childhood was
sometimes he regrets writing the book
you have to reassure him that it's okay and they don't hate him for it
sure, they did, but not anymore
klaus thinks you two are adorable together
you've got quite a few polaroids of the two of you together
he has them on those little string lights above your bed
he keeps at least one in his pocket at all times
he does that thing where you check if you still have something valuable and it's so cute for some reason
and when he checks and its still there it puts this small little smile on his face
omg it's just shfjsjfjsjf
you take care of him when he's sick
he hates it bc he feels bad that you have to take care of him
but deep down he loves it and will treasure those memories forever
but he'd do the exact same thing if you were sick
whenever you buy him something he always feels bad if he didn't get you something
"Vik it's okay! you didn't have to get me anything,"
"NO ITS NOT I NEED TO GO GET YOU SOMETHING RIGHT NOW."
it's absolutely adorable
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If you can, the gang with a super bubbly and affectionate s/o but when she's mad she gets really scary, like they'll check in on them but at the same time she would totally beat someone's ass if they insulted her man, I'm talking bashing there heads in a locker bad.
We're gonna break this up into parts [I'm typing this on my phone. Sorry, if it's shit. ]
Love this idea by the way!!
Henry
â˘At first he wasn't sure about the way you acted. It kinda..I don't wanna say irritated him butâŚit irritated him.
⢠Let's be honest here..it's Henry. He doesn't do affection, and he especially doesn't do bubbly.Â
â˘Now he wasn't aware of your..anger issues? It wasn't until one day that he truly saw how fuckin insane you truly are.Â
â˘You two were in school. He was standing by your locker as you were putting your books away. Greta and her gang of bitches walked over and started..well..being bitches. Now usually you deal with this by just ignoring themâŚhowever..you were already in an irritated mood due to a class incident.Â
â˘Greta realized she wasn't bothering you so she decided to go for your boyfriend.Â
â˘Big. Fuckin. Mistake.Â
â˘She started with the flirting and after he called her gross and to fuck off, she was not happy. She started bringing up his haircut and how he probably didn't have the money to get it cut because his dad spent all the money on getting drunk. She even asked what it was like being a punching bag for his dad.Â
â˘You snapped.Â
â˘You kicked her fuckin ass. You grabbed the bitch by the ponytail and bashed her head into the locker. You grabbed her by the shirt and pinned her to the locker and let her know if she ever talked to your boyfriend again..well..you were gonna break her fuckin face.Â
â˘Henry had very mixed emotions. He was pissed off because of Greta. He was very confused about this whole new side to his girlfriend. But most of all..he was hella turned on.Â
â˘The minute you go to your place, you two were on each other. He ended up telling the guys about the incident after you two got done screwing around.Â
â˘Patrick definitely tried to make moves on you more frequently after hearing this.Â
#headcanons#henry bowers#henry bowers x reader#imagines#patrick hocksetter x reader#patrick hockstetter#victor criss#victor criss x reader#belch huggins#preferences#it 2017#it stephen king#itmovie#pennywise the clown#pennywise
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What's Wrong With A ClichĂŠ?
Eddie Munson x Fem reader
Summary: You had never been to a school dance before. So when you find out about the winter formal, you figure your hellfire friends would be just as excited. What you don't expect is to be mocked, especially by Eddie. Eddie loves to tease you, he never realises when he takes it to far. This was he way of flirting with you, even if you didn't know that. But maybe this time he's gone too far, when he might not be the one to take you to the dance.
Content Warning: use of y/n, a lot of angst, mean Eddie, fluff.
Word count : 5k (wow sorry)
A/n: I am from England so I've never been to a dance, so anything I got wrong I'm sorry. Also I know it says fem reader but feel free to change things when reading so it fits you.
Not prove read
You've never been to a school dance before, so when you hear about the winter formal you were so excited. Despite being part of the âfreaksâ table you lovedressing up. Even if your group leader always teases you about it, you didnât mind but sometimes he could go too far without realising, but you always tried to be forgiving and not cause an issue. After all, you were a newer member of the group, well you had joined a few months ago but everyone else had longer on you, even the freshman. You figure this might be the one time Eddie wouldnât tease you too much, everyone went to the prom even the nerds thatâs what happened in the movies. You place your lunch tray on the table excited to talk about the dance. They were all talking about a new Metallica album, so you wait until they are finished to talk about the dance.Â
You pick at your food, resting your head on your hand waiting and listening for an opening to speak, but they donât stop. You could just talk to them about it tomorrow you thought. Everyone laughs at Eddieâs air drum solo, while laughing, Gareth, who is sitting next to you accidentally nudges your elbow, causing you to lose balance and nearly face-plant the food. The noise causes the table to look at you. âJesus Gareth you nearly made her wear her food, I know she likes fashion but I donât know if a sloppy joe top counts as high fashionâ Eddie jokes like itâs hilarious, you just roll your eyes.
 You expect them to go back to their conversation but now Eddie's eyes are on you he wouldnât leave you alone. âWhy are you so quiet?â. You shrug your shoulders âI was waitingâ. Chris looks at you confused âwaiting for what?â. Everyoneâs eyes bore into you âwaiting for you to finish your conversation, I didnât want to interruptâ. Gareth smiles at you, âyouâre never interruptingâ. Eddie laughs a little but says nothing much to your surprise. âSo whatâs up?â. You smile âwell..â you suddenly felt a little nervous, so you spoke softly âeveryoneâs talking about the dance, so I was gonna say we could get a limo or something and all go together or we could go separate if you have datesâ you rambled.Â
 The table fell silent. You look around. Had you said something wrong? Eddie shot up from his seat and found his way over to you. Holding onto your shoulders he gestures to the group in front of you. âSweetheart if you wanted the popular table you are very lostâ. You turn around as much as you could with his grip still on your shoulders, to face him. âHuhâ you were truly lost what did the popular kids have to do with this? Itâs not like you wanted to be prom queen. âGod I thought you only dressed like them, now you are starting to sound like themâ. Eddie put on a ridiculously high voice and let go of your shoulders to put on a show for his sheep. Skipping around the group to mock you, âGareth donât you think I have the prettiest dress? Chris, should I wear blue eye shadow or turquoise? Omg Jeff what about my nails, I canât go to the prom without my nails done. Freshmen will you vote for me to be queenâ the boys laugh (even the freshman, but mostly because they want to fit in not because they agree), like this is the most hilarious thing they have ever heard. He finds his way back to his seat âdonât be a cliche y/nâ.Â
 You felt a lump in your throat and you knew tears were about to pour. You didnât want them to see you cry so got up from your seat, âsee you at hellfireâ you say, leaving the cafeteria. Gareth being forever the caring one looks at Eddie, âyou took it too farâ. He put his hands up âI didnât force you all to laughâ, the group looked guilty. They thought it was friendly banter they didnât think you were being serious about the dance. The hellfire club and school activities didnât go together, so they didnât know this was different for you. They had never had a girl in the group, they were still learning.Â
 Gareth looks at Eddie and then the group âyeah and I shouldnât have. I can admit when Iâm wrong, can you?â. Eddie raises his eyebrow at the boy. No one questioned the dungeon master, so honestly, Eddie was surprised and kind of impressed, not that he would show it. âWatch itâ Eddie sternly told the boy. Gareth rolls his eyes at Eddie, well this was new. âIf she wants to go, one of us is going to have to take herâ. The boys grumble, âshall we draw straws, shortest has to take her?â. Gareth hit his friend in the arm âgrow up Jeff, is it such a bad thing to take a pretty girl to a dance? Jesus Iâll take herâ. Chris kicks the boyâs leg under the table, he whispers harshly at him âdonât be a creep. You canât call her prettyâ the way he says this, is like itâs some kind of taboo subject. Chris looks to Eddie to back him up, who stays quiet, looking like he is contemplating something.Â
 Gareth kicks back âyou know just because sheâs our friend doesnât make her any less attractive. Plus I didnât mean it like that, Iâm just saying itâs not the worst thing. I swear to god youâre all like freaky freshmenâ.  Dustin and Mike look over to the conversation they had been trying to stay out of âhey!â Gareth looks over to them âno offenceâ. Eddie suddenly slams his ringed hands on the table, to get control and order back. âEnough! If one of us has to take her itâs gonna be me, thatâs the job of the leader to take one for the team, right?â He looks around the table. âBut you all owe me.â
 Gareth was right Eddie thought there was nothing wrong with taking a pretty girl to a dance especially if it was you. He didnât know you actually wanted to go, he was only teasing if you had only asked. He might have grumbled but he would have agreed eventually. He always teased you, and you always took it, never said anything, sometimes your hands would ball into tiny fists and you would have a little pout which Eddie found cute which he wouldnât admit because finding things cute wasnât metal. But he didnât mean to upset you. Maybe asking you would make things right, even if that meant putting his pride on the line. He couldnât do it straight away, he thought, because then it would seem like he was doing it because he felt bad.Â
 You had a free period now, where you were working on a history project with Ross, who sat next to you. All you could think about was Eddieâs impression, did you sound like that? You didnât realise you were daydreaming until Ross clears his throat, âyou okay?â. He was always so kind to you. which made it easy to talk to him, and right now you needed someone who would listen and not judge. Especially if he cares enough to ask if youâre okay. âIs wanting to go to the dance, stupid?â. He wasnât sure if you were making a joke or not, but from the look on your face, you were serious. âIt canât be that stupid if everyone goes. I think itâs niceâ you sigh in relief, you arenât weird âexactly!â You realise youâre too loud, looking around and apologising. âitâs just Iâve never been to one before and I thought it would be niceâ.Â
 Ross put his hand on yours trying to calm you âit will beâ he smiles. He blushes as your hands touch, heâs had the hugest crush on you since you started school a couple of months ago. He moves his hand realising heâs being too forward, especially since he assumed you have a thing with Eddie. âFor some people, it will be. I donât think itâs gonna happen for me anytime soon.â You start doodling in your notebook, you donât want to cry again over this so you try and distract yourself. âWhat?â
 You keep your eyes on the book in front of you, while speaking âwell I donât exactly wanna go alone and I know like 7 people and since none, of those, are gonna ask. I think Iâm gonna have to give it a passâ. Ross thought you and Eddie would have gone together, otherwise, he would have at least tried to ask you. Surely Munson wasnât stupid enough not to ask you, he thought, but he had to Clarify, ânot even Munson?â.
 You look up from your notebook laughing as if it was the funniest thing youâd heard all day. It might have been ânot even Munson are you kidding? could you imagine him going to a dance? You should have heard him when I mentioned it to everyone. I swear sometimes that boy can be so meanâ. You shook your head at the thought of lunch, and focus your eyes back on the paper in front of you. âso youâre not going with himâ. You didnât need to keep being reminded you werenât going to the dance, you understood he was just showing interest and that he cared. But you were sick of this and especially sick of talking about Eddie. âI am absolutely not going with Edward Munsonâ.  Ross smiles goofily at you, not that you can see as you are too distracted trying to get the shading right on the eye you were drawing. âGoodâ. He says You look at him thinking you heard him say something. âIâm sorry about the danceâ. You give him a light smile, he was a nice guy, even if he didnât know when to stop with questions. âitâs fine, shall we get on with this?â. He picks his pen up off the table âsureâ.Â
 You went to hellfire that night but hardly said a word, the boys tried to apologise, it didnât feel that sincere but at least they knew to apologise. âWeâre sorry,â they say mumbling, âwe didnât know how much it meantâ. It was nice that they said sorry but it didnât make you any less upset especially when Eddie refuses to apologise. What you didnât know was he was overthinking to the max, how was he supposed to say sorry? Would you believe him? If he started being nice would you realise he fancied you, which meant you could reject him? So with all these thoughts going around his head, he kept quiet. Figuring asking you in a few days would show he was sorry.Â
 Two days later, You were starting to put the whole dance thing behind you, well you were trying but it was hard when that was all anyone in school was talking about. Even the boys had started to talk about it to you, which felt like a slap in the face if none of them were going to take you. You had your Walkman on listening to a mixtape Eddie had made you full of his favourite bands Metallica, Dio, Black Sabbath, a few others and your favourite song âcome on Eileenâ. He told you he did this so you would listen to the tape, at the time you wondered if Eddie liked you as you liked him, but over time you learnt from how he teased you, he saw you strictly platonically, you were just one of the guys. So whatever feeling you thought you had got ignored.Â
 Walking up to your locker you notice a flower in the vent, surely this was put in the wrong locker. You get closer and pull it out to inspect it,  looking at the flower confused. You were sure you had never told anyone what your favourite flower was, maybe it was just a coincidence. It was probably a clichĂŠ flower that all girls like. That's all you thought were after all. A tap on your shoulder pulls you out of your thoughts. You turn around and see Ross with a huge bouquet of your favourite flowers with a little white teddy nestled in the middle. Other people are watching in the corridor including Eddie and Gareth who are talking at his locker. Upon the sight, Eddie clenches his fist the knuckles going white from the pressure. You smile brightly at Ross, he was a good guy, he must be trying to cheer you up after the other day you thought.Â
 âoh my God, those are beautiful. They are actually my favouriteâ you say with glee. Ross looks at you with admiration âI know that's why I got themâ he says while handing them over to you. You canât help the rosy hue that comes on your cheeks. â you shouldn't have but also thank youâ. You say while hugging him, careful not to crumple the flowers âwhat are they for though?â. The boy rubs his neck awkwardly, hoping you couldnât tell how nervous he was âwell I guess partly an apology for not asking sooner and for assuming you already had a dateâ you couldn't understand what was happening. nothing like this had ever happened to you.Â
 âDo you wanna go to the winter formal with me?â. You froze, could this be happening? Were all those tears worth it, now you were getting to go the dance. Someone wanted to go to the dance with you, they didnât have to be forced. So in your head with your thoughts, you didnât even realise you had left the boy standing there awkwardly waiting for an answer. âIt doesn't have to be a date if you don'-â you cut him off, realising you took too long to reply. âwell I hope itâs a date, otherwise you got me all excited for nothingâ. You canât stop smiling at the man in front of you, was he always this handsome and you hadnât noticed? His eyes widened, he couldnât believe his luck the girl he liked wanted to go out with him, âSo that's a yesâ. You nod your head âthat's a yesâ. He canât help himself, so he hugs you tight, wanting to kiss you with happiness but knowing that was too forward. âThank youâ he whispers into your ear making you giggle.Â
 Eddie had been getting angrier the more he watched the scene in front of him. How dare he touch you, or make you laugh, or buy you flowers. He knew he was torturing himself watching, but he couldnât look away. Steam might as well have been coming out of Eddieâs ears with how mad he was. However his friend at the side of him had a completely different complexion on his face, he was merry, and he loved seeing his friends happy. âwell looks like she didn't need our help after allâ. He joked to Eddie, not yet seeing how annoying he was, as he too couldnât keep his eyes off the scene. Silence, he expected Eddie to make a signature witty remark, or laugh or something, anything but there was nothing. He looked over to his friend who looked as if he was going to beat someone up. He tried to fill the silence. âAt least now your Saturday night is all free. Dnd session?â.
 Eddie still couldnât take his eyes off the sight, now glaring at not just at Ross but you too. Completely ignoring anything his younger friend was saying. Gareth couldnât understand why he would be so annoyed about this, now he had his evening free. He never wanted to go to the formal. The only reason he would be this annoyed if he fancied⌠oh it now all made sense to the boy, the constant teasing, wanting to be the one to take her, always wanting her around. Never shut up talking about her. The school bell rings signalling the start of class, so you leave a parting gift of a kiss on Rossâs cheek. This was the thing that set Eddie over the edge, he stormed off in a huff, almost forgetting Gareth was even there.
 Since that day you and Eddie had hardly spoken in fact, Eddie had hardly spoken at all. Which was very strange of him. You stop mentioning the dance as you knew it was a sore spot for the group plus now you had a date to talk to about all the details. Who didnât seem to mind how long you talked about dress or plans for the night, he just liked hearing you talk. Despite how happy you should be, Something was keeping you awake at night, maybe it was nerves, who knew but you felt like something was missing.Â
 You are Walking hand in hand with Ross through the gym doors, in your pink simplistic but beautiful dress with your date with a black suit and a pink tie. For once you felt like you belonged in this school, you werenât the awkward girl who couldnât get dates. You were a beautiful teenage girl going to a school dance with a handsome boy. Cliche or not, you were happy.Â
 You danced to all the cheesy music on the dance floor with Ross and his friends until your feet ached. It was fine when it was a slow song because you could hold on to Ross for support but now it was faster music you knew you need a rest. âI need to sit downâ, Ross nods leading you to a table near the dance floor, he went to sit down with you. You shook your head and held onto his arm to stop him, âdance, have fun. Iâll be fine. Iâll be back in 10â you smile. He didnât want to leave you but how could he say no when looking into your beautiful eyes.Â
 You looked around the room, everyone looked so nice. They had transformed the gym surprisingly well, you would never be able to tell there were kids doing laps around here only 48 hours prior. There wasnât any drama tonight, itâs almost like this one night everyone just wanted to celebrate and didnât care about social standards, which was nice.  You didnât realise how many standards have been changed until you spotted the last person youâd expect to be here with a cheerleader. She wasnât one of the most popular cheerleaders but she was still part of the group, he said he despised. Whoâs the clichĂŠ now you thought bitterly. You shook your head, you had no right to be mean just because he didnât want to go with you. You supposed he could go with someone else even if that hurt to admit.
 The cheerleader huffed at him and walked away, that didnât take long. You didnât know what he said but she was pissed. He was your friend, so hurt or not you had to go and check on him. You walk over to him. He looks up to see you walking towards him, he thinks he must have died and gone to heaven because the only way to describe you was angelic. He was such a fool for not asking you, he knew that now more than ever. He really liked you, and he wouldnât deny that to himself anymore. Not when you were that perfect and not even just look-wise. You sat down in the plastic seat next to him, be cool he told himself.Â
 He looked handsome in his black shirt and black jeans with his hair in a low bun. It was nice seeing him outside of his usual attire, you wanted to tell him how nice he looked, but this look wasnât for you it was for her. âSo Chris talked you out of the blue eyeshadow?â You joke to Eddie. He was beyond confused, it didnât help that he couldnât think straight when you look that beautiful. You soon realised he didnât have a clue what you were talking about, A situation which has been tormenting your thoughts for weeks and he couldnât even remember it. âYour flattering impression of meâ you joked like it didnât still kind of sting.Â
 Eddie sunk into his seat at the thought of that day, he should have just asked you as soon as you mentioned it instead of teasing you. No, he should have asked you as soon as the winter formal was announced. Why did he have to have the Munson curse of stubbornness? He looks at you sincerely, a twinkle of sadness in his eyes âIâm sorryâ. You are shocked, so you bring the back of your hand to Eddieâs head, the action causing Eddieâs heart to beat. It felt so loud he wondered if you could hear it. âAre you okay? Youâre acting strange, first the dance and now youâre apologising. You must be sickâ.Â
 He laughs slightly moving your hand from his face hoping it will help his heart to stop, but it didnât. âSorry is in my vocabulary, itâs just I donât always say it when I should. Also I knew I would end up here one way or anotherâ. You gave him the strangest look, maybe this wasnât Eddie in front of you, he certainly wasnât acting like the man from a few weeks ago who thought a dance was the most stupid thing he had ever heard of. âWhat?â. He shrugs his shoulder like what he was about to say was the most casual thing ever â just not who I thought Iâd be going withâ. Surely he wasnât talking about you, no he couldnât be. He probably meant someone else. You thought your crush on him had stopped, but the world was really testing you tonight.
 You couldnât possibly look at him right now, so you scan the room for his date. âyeah, maybe you should have at least taken someone you like, even as a friendâ. He nods, he was gonna shoot his shot, he had already fucked up so he surely couldnât anymore. âWell, I was planning on taking you soâŚâ. You choke on air, he wasnât making any sense, had he gotten high before this, was that why he was acting like this? âyou wouldnât stop telling me how stupid it was, that I was a clichĂŠâ.Â
 He played with the rings on his fingers, both of you avoiding eye contact with each other. âYeah, but looking at your face, when you left. I kind of thought I had toâ. He wanted to slap himself, why was he so awkward, maybe it was better this way never truly confessing how he felt stopped him from getting hurt. âWell turns out you didnât have toâ. You say signalling to your date. You're happy, who was he to get in the way he thought. But his mouth was quicker than his head and he spoke âtrue. But if he didnât ask, I would have taken youâ.Â
 Whatever this game was, your heart couldnât deal with it, you needed the Eddie who teased you back, he was easier to read than this one who wouldnât even look at you. Maybe if you start it, he would come back with one of his quick remarks. âI wouldnât have wanted to go with you anyways, you would have been telling me how lame and stupid it was all night. And you'd complain about having to wear a shirtâ you joked, lightly hitting his arm hoping he would look at you.Â
 No, you had the completely wrong idea about him, being with you wasnât a chore, he would have been lucky. He needed you to know that. âI wouldnât have. I would do anything to make you happy, so if that would have meant spending a night dancing to terrible music and having to wear a shirt. I would have and would have been happy.â He finally glances up and truly looks at you. âIâll always do anything for you, I hope you know thatâ. You had never seen the look on his face before or maybe you had never noticed. âYou look beautiful by the way, Iâm sorry that should have been the first thing I saidâ.Â
 Now you were the one with heart problems but you had the added problem of butterflies. You were gonna be sick, this couldnât be real. You had a date you werenât allowed to feel this way about someone else. Someone who is your friend, someone who also has a date. You needed to get out of there before your heart took control of your actions instead of your head. âI should probably get back to Rossâ.Â
 He felt his heart shatter he always knew youâd have to leave, but for you to go back to someone who should have been him, hurt. âYeah, of course, have a good night. I'm probably gonna head home earlyâ. You shook your head even if that might have been easier for your heart. He had already come with a pretty girl, who you were sure was nice if he decided to bring her. So even if you couldnât have him, you didnât mind as long as he was happy. âGive her a chance, you never know you could enjoy yourself if you keep your mouth shut for two secondsâ you joke and walk away to find your date.Â
 If thatâs what you wanted he would listen, even if all he wanted was to dance with you. So he went in search of his date, Alice. He found her sitting glumly on a bench sipping punch, he sat down next to her. She deserved better than this, cheerleader or not. âIâm sorry, we should be out there dancing and Iâm here pinning over someone who doesnât even like me. Iâm truly sorry, you deserve better than Edward Munsonâ. She shrugs her shoulders âI knew you didnât like me, itâs my faultâ.  He couldnât hurt someone else, she did not deserve this. âNo Iâm the stupid one here, youâre beautiful, and any guy would be lucky to have you. Iâm just unfortunately stupidly in love with someone elseâ. Alice held his hand to comfort him, he was trying to be honest and she appreciates it. Not many guys she knew, did that. âHave you told her?â. He laughs a little at the thought. âNo, I missed my chanceâ. He signals to you on the dance floor with Ross, swaying to a slow song.Â
 You felt like you could cry but that wasnât fair on Ross. You should be happy, he was so lovely, he was good for you. Ross couldn't help but notice the eyes of Eddie that were locked on you from across the room. He look at you smiling, he wasn't the guy you should be with he knew that now. Especially when he could see the hurt that lay beneath the fake smile you wore. âWas Eddie okay?â. Of course, he saw that âyeah heâs fineâ how were you supposed to describe what happened? âI like you y/n I do, but Iâm not stupid. You like himâ. You want to deny this, so you try to stutter out a response but you can't form words. âItâs okay, I understand, you canât control your heart. You both like each other, so just because heâs stubborn doesnât mean you should beâ.  You kissed him on the cheek, god he was nice. âThank you, you donât hate me right?â. He smiles âI could never hate you, plus it would make history pretty awkwardâ. He jokes.Â
 Ross looks over to the bench where the cheerleader and freak were sitting. âNow thereâs a girl over there who looks like she needs a dance, hopefully, you can help the other one to finally smileâ. He left to walk towards the pair. Eddie saw Ross walking over to them, was he mad? Had you told him what he had said? Did he go too far saying you were beautiful? He didnât want to fight but he was ready to defend himself if a punch was thrown. Ross reached out his hand, and Eddie flinches waiting for impact. But nothing, because Rossâs hand wasnât meant for him, it was meant for his date.Â
 He held his hand out expectantly âdo you wanna dance? I kind of got ditched by my date.â Alice nods and got up to dance with him. Before she left to turns to Eddie "tell her" and with that, she left. Were you okay? Did you ditch Ross, because of Eddie? Did Eddie upset you again? He didnât want to ruin your night. You sat on the bench next to him. There was a beat of silence what would you say to each other? You were the first to break the ice. âYou look beautiful too by the wayâ you smile at him. âThanksâ heat rises to his cheeks. âIâm sorry if I ruined your nightâ.Â
 You shook your head, âitâs not over yet, so it canât be ruined, well I guess it depends on how you answer next. Will you go to the winter-â he put his hand on your mouth. âNo I was supposed to ask that. Will you go to the dance with me?â. You licked his hand to get him to move it which worked âdoes it matter who asked who first?â. He nodded âyeah because I really wanted to ask the girl I like to a danceâ. You blush. âWell I really wanted to ask the boy I like to a danceâ. Without thinking he grabs your face and kisses you. Taken by surprise it takes you a second to kiss back. When you finally both stop for the air you are both smiling like Cheshire cats. âI wish I would have told you before, then I could have done that a lot soonerâ. You nod. âSo do I?â.Â
 Come On Eileen by Dexys Midnight Runners comeson over the speakers, âare you gonna ask me to dance or am I gonna have to do that tooâ you joke. He playfully hits your shoulder standing up, holding out his hand to you. â Would you like to join me to dance to my favourite song Myladyâ. You reach out to hold onto his hand. âThis is my favourite songâ.  He shakes his head â anything that makes me think of you is my favouriteâ.
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⪠⥠⍠âââ ( synopsis ) she's been a jersey chaser until she met him.
âĄ Ë Ë â§ â reader discretion is advised: female reader, female anatomy described, her/she pronouns, written with black reader in mind, jersey chaser!reader, slight bratty!reader, mentions of reader being an influencer, reader in her lori harvey phase iykyk, mentions of reader being a daughter of a famous soccer player, mentions of slutshaming, mentions of pubes, mentions of oliver being uncut, dom!oliver, oral (m.receiving), he humbles reader immediately, slight sports player crossover and up to reader's interpretation on who the volleyball player is lol, sleazeball oliver, dirty talk, degradation kink, degrading pet names (slut), slight praise kink, doggystyle position, possessive!oliver, adding breeding kink in here for @lawscorazon, does he make reader wear his jersey while they're doing the nasty....yes, could this be turned into a mini series..maybe, word count: 3.8k
YOU WERE ONE OF THE BIGGEST INFLUENCERS IN THE WORLD. With a growing following of over half a million and thousands of likes on every social media post you post. You were the daughter of a legendary soccer player (now coach). You've accomplished everything you wanted, thanks to your father's funds. You've got your makeup business that's been booming since you were a teenager. Now that you were young and living your life, you couldn't help but dip your toes in the dating pool of sports players. Collecting jersey numbers like they were the bright infinity stones Thanos collected in the Marvel movies.
You were young, so why settle down so soon. Why was it such an issue that you kept your options open? You couldn't help that you gravitated towards the sports players. From the basketball players in the NBA to one of MSBY Black Jackals players. You've sat courtside during so many games that you have lost count. However, now that you've taken a break from the dating pool and decided to be single for a couple of monthsâyou are interested in getting a taste of your next prey.
And it just had to be him. Oliver Aiku.
You thought you could use the same charm as him during your father's charity ball that brought many soccer players (both old and new) together to auction off legendary and expensive things to help fund little league soccer teams worldwide. You bat your eyelashes at him flirtatiously. You tried to impress him by being the highest bidder on an item you could care less for. The usual charms that would have had any other person eating from the palm of your hand were a complete fail.
Or so you thought.
You remembered the goosebumps that decorated your skin as you stood outside the luxury hotel where the charity event was being held. Mumbling to yourself how you were ready to go homeâmop about being curved to your best friend and then do some retail therapy. That was until you heard his voice behind you.
"Leaving your own father's event so soon?" His head tilts slightly while he's shoving his hands in the pockets of his nicely tailored suit.
Even you could tell he was a bit uncomfortable in the attire he had to wear tonight. You rubbed your arms, hoping it would help warm you up as you waited for your driver to pull around with the car.
"I've done my duties as his daughter. I showed up." Your shoulders shrug before you go back to doing what you were doing.
It wasn't anything you could say to him after you made a fool of yourself by attempting to flirt with him just to be met with a very cold, harsh steel door. You could feel his presence next to you as if he wasn't going to leave until you eventually got in the car.
"I've heard about you." Oliver's voice trails off, alluding to the things you already knew about yourself.
You already had to read about it in gossip magazines, so hearing it from a guy you had your eyes set onâwasn't new. Your eyes glance over at him, and you don't even notice how intensely he stares at you. You watched as he let his tongue glide across his lipsâdrinking in your looks for the evening. Instantly, the once coldness you felt due to the crisp nightly air went away from your body, radiating heat just by the way Oliver looked at you. The ball was no longer yours to guide like usual, he had the upper hand, and he knew it.
"Hm, nothing new. I'm a slut, and my father needs better control over me. I've heard about me too." You sighed while opening your clutch.
You were searching for nothing. Just to avoid having to meet those green and purple eyes of his. Those heterochromia eyes could put any woman in a trance. Similar to a snake charmer trying to guide a rattlesnake.
"Yeah, something along those lines and that you are a jersey chaser." His chuckle was low enough for you to hear him. "That's fuckin' hilarious."
"Hahaha, laugh it up." Sarcasm oozes from your tongue, and you realize that he is getting a rise out of his.
"So what do you do? Steal their jerseys after breaking their precious little heart so severely that they can't focus on their game?"
You finally turned to look at him. Swapping the weight of your body from one red bottom to the other. Your arms crossed over your chest before rolling your eyes, "If you didn't curve me, you would have found out, Mr. Aiku." You had seen your personal driver pull up in front of the hotel.
Your driver, whose known you since you were little, would rush to open your car door, but he immediately stopped his actions due to Oliver stopping you from opening the door yourself. The door to the black Benz truck slapped shut, and you couldn't help but eye Oliver questioningly. You hated the fact that the ball was no longer yoursâhe had full control, and you couldn't entirely read him to gain the ball back.
He inches closer, abruptly closing the gap between you two. He's holding a hotel room card between his index and middle fingerâwaving it in your face as if it's your father's credit card. "Then show me."
Your eyebrow raises at him, wondering when he changed his mind. However, you had no time to wonder when this was the perfect opportunity to regain control of the ball. Beat him at his own game. You told your driver that he could go home for the evening, considering that you planned to spend the whole night with Oliver. Your plush lip gloss-covered lips curve into a harmless smile before you turn towards the hotel entrance, dragging Oliver swiftly by the black tie he had around his neck.
You didn't care about the people in the lobby seeing you with him. That's the thing, you never cared about being caught out with another person because it wasn't their business. Your manicured finger jabbed at the elevator button, and as soon as the doors slid open, you waltzed inside with your head held up. As soon as the elevator closed with the two of you inside, it was as if a switch had gone off between you. You instantly let your lips crush upon each other, grasping each other bodies. Your leg hooked up his waist as your back was leaned against the elevator wall. Before you could mumble about people walking on the elevator as it was going up, your lips gasped apart, feeling his hands reach between your thighs.
Oliver nibbled on your lip, teasing, letting his tongue glide across it afterward before he pulled away as soon as the elevator opened on the floor you two were going to. You watched completely breathless as he shoved his hands in his pockets and walked off the elevator as if the two of you weren't so close to tearing each other clothes off right in the elevator. "Cocky bastard." You mumbled to yourself.
You followed behind eagerly, though just as he reached his hotel room. He unlocked the door, but before he opened it, he leaned against it and looked at you. "You know what you're getting yourself into, right?"
Your eyes roll at his words, "Of course, I'm not some timid little girl." You push your way into the hotel room.
You didn't waste time stripping from the elegant velvet gown you wore tonight. The hotel air sent a chill down your spine as you plopped down on the king-size bed. The warmth of the sheets hitting your bare skin caused you to close your eyes. You were completely basking in the scent of the hotel room. It smelled like Oliver if you focused hard enough. Just as you were about to complain about what was taking him so long, you could feel something getting thrown at you.
"Put this on." He mumbles as he walks around the hotel room, removing the attire he wore tonight.
You sat up, extending the clothing he had thrown at you. It was his jersey. "Why'd you want me to wear this?" You asked. You tugged the jersey over your head to put it on.
Oliver glances up from removing cufflinks that had his initials engraved in them. He looks you up and down from head to toe. From how your hair seemed to be in the perfect shape to how he could even get a peak of your ass with each movement you made with his jersey on. He understood why many sports players gravitated towards wanting to even get a date with you. You were stunningâabsolutely breathtaking. However, Oliver wasn't like the others.
"You look good in it, don't you think? Better than wearing that volleyball play jersey." Oliver smirks as he closes the gap between you two.
Some buttons were undone on the crisp white button-down shirt he wore. His black slacks hung loosely around his waist, and his hair was now disheveled from his slender fingers combing through it.
You swallowed the lump that formed in your throat, noticing that he was moving closer toward you. The ball still wasn't in your grasp. As soon as you willingly slide his jersey on your body to be entrapped by the scent of him from the piece of clothing, you no longer have the upper hand.
"Don't you think you'll be even prettier with my cock in your mouth?"
Your brain never got so stuck on a question. Primarily when you were known to dodge red-carpet report gossip questions. Your fingers toyed with the ends of the jersey, not sure what to say.
"I think you would look prettier. Mouth full of cock, drool dripping down, staining my jersey..." Oliver's voice trails off like a broken poem spoken during open mic night.
Your panties grew damp with each syllable that rolled off his tongue to the point where you were mentally cursing yourself for folding so quickly.
So much for attempting to gain control?
Before Oliver could say anything else, you're dropping to your knees without another word. Your eyes met with his as you're thirstily tugging the black slacks down his ankles. Your hand teasingly brushed against his bulge through his boxers. "What you waiting for, for me to shove it in your mouth?" His tone comes off as significantly condensingâas if he is growing impatient.
"Didn't know you were in a rush." You commented as you leaned forward on your knees, fingers grasping at the band of his black-colored Calvin Klein's.
Your mouth watered at the sight of his cock. Oliver's lips parted to spit out a sarcastic comment, but before he could give you the pleasure of thatâyou're pushing yourself closer on your knees to take him in your mouth. Instantly your hand grasped at the shaft of his cock that couldn't fit into his mouth, slowly stroking it teasingly as you pucker your lips to kiss the tip of his cock. Your lips began to stain with the taste of his precum that leaked through the slit of his tip, and you seemed to moan at the feeling of your mouth being stuffed. Your eyes shifted close to relinquish the sense of pleasuring Oliver.
With your teasing kitten licks, Oliver took it upon himself to buck his hips to feel more of your mouth. With each thrust forward, the tip of his cock tapped at the back of your throat, causing you to gag. Your drool begins to pool out your mouth messily, and Oliver's eyes glistened in amusement at the sight. His fingers toy with your curls before he pulls you off his cock with a seductive pop.
Your tear-filled eyes stared up at Oliver, completely breathless as you were attempting to enjoy being able to breathe once again. Oliver's lips curve into a devious smirk as he leans down to grab hold of your face, his callous hands squishing your cheeks together for your lips to pucker. He's leaning in as if he wants to kiss you, but he pulls away.
"If you ball your left hand in a fist, maybe, just maybe, you'll handle my cock in your mouth better." He teased before he tried again.
His cock once again took comfort in your mouth, and you're taking note of his tip this time. Your fist balled up while you inched forward. Slowly his cock disappears in your mouth bit by bit.
Your drool stained the jersey on your body with each brash thrust forward. Your eyeliner smudged down your heated cheeks as you looked up at Oliver through your teary eyes. Even though his thick cock was taking your breath bit by bitâyour eyes still twinkled in admiration for the soccer player, and your panties grew damper.
"Give me one good suck; remember what I told you. 'kay?" His fingers grasp at your coils as if he was your hair stylistâushering you forward some more to deepthroat him.
In just a quick second, you're willing to shove Oliver's cock back in your mouth until the tip of your nose is met with the coarseness of his pubic hair. His hand instantly pressed on the back of your head, entrapping you from escaping of the fiery feeling of your throat being used recklessly. As he told you, you breathed through your nose while your hand grasped his toned thighs. Your manicured nails dug into his flesh, but you knew he could care less about some nail marks on him when his cock was in your pretty mouth. Your eyes closed just in time for a single tear to drag down your cheeks before he let your head snap back so you could catch your breath. Similar to drinking your first cup of alcohol, your throat burns. The string of saliva connected between your plush bottom lip and his cock was quite a sight if you two were filming a porno.
Your knees ached from the carpet below your body as you watched Oliver finally kick his feet from the slacks around his ankles. He palmed his cock effortlessly to coat the remainder of your saliva on him.
"Get on the bed on all fours." He urges with proficiency in his tone.
"You want to be a jersey chaser, but you must earn the jersey first, princess."
His words sent a shiver down your spine. You did what you were told too quickly; you wanted to question yourself if he had some spell cast on you. You not spitting out some snarky comment during comments weren't your thing. Perhaps his cock bruising the back of your throat put you in your place, but it was too soon to judge when his cock hadn't driven its way inside you.
With your butt up in the air, you quivered, feeling his callous fingertips trace alongside the curve of your spine. His thick cock resting in between your cheeks. Your hips bucked back just to feel some frictionâyour pussy twitching in anticipation of feeling Oliver's cock.
"Don't be so impatient. My dick isn't going anywhere." His fingertips teasingly trace his name on your spine.
You felt the pad of Oliver's thumb brushing against your pussy lips through your soaked panties. Your teeth nibbled on your lower lip before you spoke, "Could you stop the teasing?"
Oliver ignored your question as he tugged the lace fabric down your thighs. As if you're a fragile doll, he's helping you out of your panties. "Now I see why you're so impatient," Oliver mumbles as he grabs hold of his cock, guiding it towards you.
The relaxed sigh that came from Oliver when his cock felt how wet you were was like music to your ears. Your body felt so hot, feeling him shove his cock inside you little by little. Not because he wanted you to get used to his size but to push you further to the edge to beg for more.
"Please." You whimpered out as your fingers intertwined with the sheets.
"That's what I wanted to hear." He leans over, placing the sloppiest kisses down your spine.
You felt so strange because, during your other hookups, you never felt like this. Your body never felt like it was going through a continuous fever by just a subtle task like pasting kisses on your spine covered with his jersey. Your pussy never fluttered around a man's cock in anticipation. Simply curious about how exactly the Oliver Aiku strokes were.
They started off slowly; perhaps he was getting used to your drooling cunt gripping around him like a tight glove. Then the pace quickened, and the grip on your waist tightened. He now had a pace that was pleasurable for both of you. It left you creaming and fluttering around his cock, making you feel like you were on top of the world. It made Oliver feel so pussy drunk that he saw stars. The adrenaline going through his veins at the moment felt similar to when he was doing what he does best on the field. His multi-colored hair began sticking to his forehead due to the sweat droplets dribbling down his forehead. His hands grasped at his jersey that you wore so perfectlyâusing the jersey to yank back on his cock like a toy yo-yo.
The lewd sound of heated skin slapping against each other could be heard in the hotel room. You were sure Oliver didn't care for the guests residing in the neighboring hotel rooms. With each buck of his hip, it seems to have more aggression to it. Each thrust felt like he was attempting to express something.
Your whimpers and his hushed whines continued to intertwine with each other like a sultry tune. In such a pornographic position with your hip gripped so tightly that you were sure it was getting bruisedâyou adored hearing Oliver's moans. They were brash yet whiny. He was enjoying this just as much as you.
"Where does my pretty little slut want my cum, hm?" Oliver asked.
With each word that came out, he pushed his hips forward harshly to meet the plumpness of your handprint-stained ass cheeks. Your tears stained the sheets below your body as you let out muffled moans at Oliver's questionâcompletely ignoring his question because you were so close to crumbling down yourself.
"Your back." His grip on your waist tightens as he bottoms down inside of you. Shoving his full weight upon you, completely entrapping you from running away from his harsh thrusts.
"Or maybe inside this pretty pussy of yours, hm? So many choices." He grunts out.
It became too inaudible for you to answer his question when the only feeling you could feel was the sensational feeling that sat at the pit of your stomach. Your thighs shook violently, feeling Oliver's pace only quicken. In a matter of seconds, you saw stars in your tear-filled eyes, and the only form of language you knew was Oliver's name while your cunt fluttered around his thick cockâjust in time for him to finally decide where to cum at.
Despite the two of you hitting a high of pleasureâthat didn't stop Oliver from filling you up with his cum. His hips sloppily push forward to ensure no droplets of his cum escape. Oliver released his grasp on your waist as he hesitantly pulled out, his cock coated with a ring of his cum.
When exhaustion finally hit you, your body felt like a fresh bowl of Jell-O. Your limbs felt like you did the same training your dad would put guys in his training camp through. Instantly, you're sitting up to grasp your gown on the groundâbut Oliver stops you.
"I don't stay the night when this.." Your hand motions between the two of you. "Happens." You add.
"Now you do; you're too exhausted to even move."
"No, I'm not."
"Well, want to go another round?" Oliver grins down at you, and you glimpse up at him before letting your body drop back on the mattress below your body.
"You're insane, I'm going to sleep."
As you got comfortable on the king-size mattress, you heard Oliver chuckle and disappear into the bathroom. Before uttering any other snarky comment, you drifted off to sleep with Oliver on your mind.
The following morning, you woke up to the sun kissing your soft skin and the constant dinging of your cell phone. Your eyes fluttered open, and you stretched like an exhausted black cat before reaching for your phone on the nightstand. You pushed yourself up and grasped at the hotel sheets. The previous night was a vivid blur until you noticed the spot where Oliver was laying was empty. You woke up alone with the scent of Oliver engraving your skin and breakfast on the table in the corner. Your hand went to rub the sleep out of your eyes while scrolling through your countless social media notifications. You would have thought that you had flashed a stranger with the way your phone had been going off.
Your plan of silencing your phone and returning to continue your beauty rest was halted when you finally saw the post that had everyone in a frenzy. Oliver had tagged you in a picture wearing his jersey. You assumed he took the picture after you had dozed off after the amazing sex the two of you engaged in. The caption had your eye twitching in annoyanceâbut it reminded you that with Oliver, he'll always have the upper hand.
According to Oliver, you were no longer collecting jerseys.
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