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turtleblogatlast · 2 months

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“Haven’t You Noticed (I’m a Star)” from Steven Universe works so ridiculously well for Leo

#rottmnt #rise of the teenage mutant ninja turtles #rottmnt headcanons #rottmnt leo #rise leo #listen it’s morning now and I haven’t slept so bear with me for the sudden unwarranted lyric analysis haha #a lotttt of the lyrics work so well for him #not even just the overall theme the words just work great #first lyric is literally ‘I can’t help it if I make a scene’ which is one to one with ‘Leo’s makin a scene’ from the rottmnt opening like-#‘I’m turning heads and I’m stopping traffic’ -> Leo has not made it a secret that he values his looks a LOT #-not just his looks but also his ability to get people’s attention #‘when I pose they scream when I joke they laugh’ -> I feel like this speaks for itself #-posing and joking for the crowd and himself #‘I’ve got them dazzled like a stage magician’ -> works both with Leo’s canonical love of magicians and his aptitude with tricks in general #‘well everybody needs a friend and I’ve got you and you and you’ -> I just think it’d be cute to imagine his friends here just as his bros #‘I got you and you and you’ = ‘my brainy guy my smashing guy and eats peanut butter with his fingers guy’#‘haven’t you noticed that I’m a star?’ -> Leo loves attention and especially loves when his feats and efforts are acknowledged #+ he loves glam rock and sci-fi and being a champ and - listen he has a LOT of star symbolism with him #‘haven’t you noticed I made it this far’ - Leo is well aware of how dangerous situations get and thinks himself only a part of a whole #-so hey it’s notable that he’s survived this long yeah?#‘now everyone can see me burning’ -> self-sacrificing with his family bearing witness + all his star and flame symbolism in general #+ how attention naturally goes to him - including bad attention where his mistakes are highlighted and burn bright #also even the limo lyric-#obviously this boy has never and will never own a limo but one of his main secondary colors IS pink so even that #okay that one is just a joke but he would #(on that note though I think the other colors the boys gravitate to outside THEIR color are fun to notice)#I don’t actually know too much about Steven universe beyond the songs and some eps but I like the music #and this just came to my tired mind so here you go anyone who’s interested #may draw something with these lyrics dunno yet #it’s a good song in any case even though it’s super short

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sammygender · 3 months

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i’ve never been as angry on behalf of a character as i am for sam winchester

#currently thinking about season four and five. absolutely fuckibg mental #the world literally reshapes itself around him to prove him wrong #its all framed as God. Sam was so stupid and selfish and reckless for drinking demon blood. He just liked the power of it and he chose a #DEMON over DEAN.#but. that’s not the story they tell in s4.#like even aside from every single other complexity. Sam is literally right. he has ZERO WAY of knowing that killing lilith is the final seal #AND DEAN DOESNT KNOW TJAT EITHER. like sam is literally right he can kill lilith and he does kill lilith. dean wants lilith dead just as #much. sam’s cardinal sin is disobeying dean and then the world flips around on him and plot twist sam and dean were both wrong all along and #killing lilith is what will bring back lucifer :)#but. it’s not framed like that either. it’s framed like SAM BROUGHT BACK LUCIFER BY KILLING LILITH WHILE HIGH ON DEMON BLOOD #dean you wanted to kill lilith too?????????#but. doesn’t matter dean despite being mostly motivated by jealous anger is retroactively proven to be Right #and sam is retroactively proven to be Wrong. he is bad #i just. jesus. sam’s not evil ever. he’s hardly even that fucking morally grey #and he still thinks there’s something wrong with him that he’s a freak that he’s inherently evil and needs to be purified #why?? cause of something fucked up that happened to him when he was a baby #and because he’s disobeyed his father and his brother and been angry at awful things that have happened to him #makes me feel fucking insane actually #no wonder narrative frames sam as evil no wonder he’s inherently marked as Bad by the forces in supernatural like even on a meta level #in supernatural gods just another shitty father. embodiment of the familial patriarch. and from sam’s very first moment on the show he’s in #opposition to that he’s ran away from john and he argues with dean. therefore he is evil #i don’t think my words r really making sense right now but. fucking hell #and sam is so swamped in guilt all of season five and he just fucking accepts that everything bad is his fault #and he gets tortured in the cage to save the fucking world and it’s STILL not enough. not to appease his own guilt and not to appease deans #anger at him. dean is still throwing his perceived violations back at him in like season nine!!#and whenever he tries to get out it’s treated as yet another Sin. narrative acts like sam thinking dean was dead and having a life outside #of hunting is The Worst Thing He Ever Did #worst sin sam ever commits in the eyes of the show is disobedience. Absolutely awful actually #spn #sam winchester

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oniii-fans · 1 year

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Infinite bouncy 🍈

#Me #Selfie #I actually love 90% of Doja’s new album~!#I don’t know the words yet tho #It’ll take me ages to get them down 😂#This song is called #G #U #N #I assume that’s a Nono word 😂

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yourlocalabstraction · 1 year

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I just wanna say something about the new video /nm

I’ve seen a lot of people assuming various things about Jash’s gender identity just from how he dresses in the dance segment. Like some folk in the cjfs are saying things along the lines of “OH EM GEE HE’S SUCH A GENDERQUEER ICON”, and others are even going as far as calling him a femboy.

I get you all have good intentions and mean this in a positive light, but please, have respect for Mr. Jash. Note that he is an actual fucking guy. Don’t woobify or idolize him to an uncomfortable extent. Also, we need to avoid forcing labels upon him. As a cis guy, his fanbase shouldn’t be shoving him into a certain corner of identity that doesn’t resonate with him, merely because of the way he dresses in a video. Plus, the outfits he’s in aren’t necessarily ‘feminine’. They aren’t gendered! They’re pieces of clothing!! Just because he’s wearing fits that go against masc norms, it isn’t an instant sign that ‘holy shit chonnathan jash gener fluid real’.

Also, this is a huge personal gripe of mine, can we PLEASE NOT CALL HIM A FEMBOY????? I haven’t seen many people do this thankfully, but, do I even have to explain why this ain’t it????? Not only do some trans people consider it a slur, but this is a real, cis, grownass man we’re talking about. As a fanbase, we need to establish and acknowledge that this guy is an actual person with feelings and boundaries.

I’ve just noticed that with a lot of GNC artists/influencers, there’s a lot of pressure from their fans to be labeled as genderqueer just because of how they appear. Please remember that gender presentation is a spectrum, and presentation does NOT equal gender identity !!! Just because a cis man is more fem-presenting than societal standards, it doesn’t instantly make them not cis. The definition of being cis is that you identify with your AAB gender. That’s the only requirement.

Anyways, I honestly hella appreciate that Jash is doing this!! We don’t see GNC cis folk to often, and this guy is just!! So valid man!!!! I am immensely comforted.

Don’t get me wrong, it IS ok to gender envy him (i sure as hell do), and complement his appearance. If you wanna say he’s pretty, go ahead!!!!! Just remember that at the end of the day, no matter whatever you say, just have respect for the guy and don’t be a fuckin weirdo with it!!!!!!!!

#this is probably word soup but i wanted to get it off my chest #QUOTE FROM SOMEONE IN THE CJFS >>>>>#‘’He looks beautiful and I know that part of the song was to make a point but I hope he feels beautiful looking back at it.#You don’t have to be gender queer to not conform to to gender norms and I think he absolutely slays.’’#also #yall i love the chonnathan shimmy too but dont let it distract you from the actual point of the song #cj ego #is there a jash tag for ego yet #oh well #chonny jash #cj rambling #psa

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madzillus · 1 month

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I started watching Interview with the Vampire. My thoughts are now consumed by Interview with the Vampire.

#I know I haven’t been active on here in MONTHS but it looks like this show is bringing me back #I watched ep 1 yesterday #and had enough self restraint to wait till today for ep 2 #I was going to make this post yesterday but there were too many vampires in my head #I don’t have the words to describe how much it has instantly become my new obsession #I was scared it was going to be another show that I’d heard was queer and was in fact just queerbaiting #but no. actual gays. vampire gays. textual vamp-queers #I will not be thinking about anything other than this show for the foreseeable thank you for your patience #determined not to get spoiled so I’ve blocked the tags and shall not be engaging with content just yet which is incredibly upsetting for me #but I know the wait will be worth it #also now I just want to draw vampires #madzillus babble #iwtv #interview with the vampire

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chirpsythismorning · 1 year

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I don’t think we even realize the impact we have… Literally the cover of the WGA strike tag on Tumblr rn

#byler #stranger things #st writers #duffer brothers #st5 filming #no but… actually #the fact that byler is one of the biggest and most active tags on tumblr in general #it’s kind of insane #we do have a lot of power together #even though it’s kind of a scary thought #the st fandom in general has the capacity to be quite powerful and play a role in shutting this down sooner than later #if anyone does #and with Netflix playing the biggest role arguably #it was essential that the duffers came out and made their stance clear asap #it was also their only way of asking fans (without outright asking) to support them #and then recently with the sign at Netflix HQ being posted directly on here��#they’re trying to hint at their want for fans to help give pressure #i know they don’t want us to unsubscribe yet…#but all I’m saying is…#give me the word and it’s on!!!!

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kathybluecaller · 2 months

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Finally got around drawing Aioros :D

#saint seiya #saint seiya fanart #los caballeros del zodiaco #sagittarius aiolos #I remember reading somewhere (either a post or some wiki page idk) how aioros is often revered as the perfect saint an almost divine figure #and I’m pretty sure aioros initially refutes being the next pope saying saga would be a better fit (it’s 4am so correct me if I’m wrong)#anyway I watched some of kotz for fun and saw that scene. he seemed rather upset at the news but a sense of distress I can’t really describ #even when keeping in mind that he was only 14 I don’t think it was the responsibility that comes with being a gold saint/pope successor #but more combining the first bit of being highly viewed. he seems like a rather humble guy who’s rather content with risking his life #or has at least excepted that fact. but when seem as more than a simple soldier it makes him uneasy. because he knows he’s not a god #yet is put in such position that when adding his sacrifice at an early age he’s practically legend. and despite the initial denial he will #always be obedient enough to accept the duty placed upon him. this is all to simply say I tried drawing him smiling but it didn’t look righ #so ye. (feel bad for just leaving the thought process to the sketch in the tags but it’s not my best wording so it stays down here)#a smol trivia nugget: I still don’t know how I want to draw aioros :p actually better trivia nugget: the pose/composition is from a photo m #they saw I had taken a photo but my angle was rather bland so they decided to absolutely blow me away with one heck of a photo #theres even nice lighting and everything. real glad I finally used the reference as reference :]

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the-ragbros-are-okay · 1 year

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i actually feel as though i am going insane bc i need to do TOMORROWS commissions to get the last story key for kaeya’s story quest because i was an IDIOT and and DIDNT

and now i feel like i’m full of BEES

PLUS. IM GOING ON A TRIP.TOMORROW

so i’m waking up early and doing my commissions and then a story quest bc i’ll be damned if i have to wait three more fucking days to see my favorite traumatized blue haired man

#my sister saw me yesterday when his story quest came out #and i realized i didn’t have enough keys #and i was fucking FUMING #and she was like “(name) you need to calm down” and i was like #“oh im SO FUCKING CALM RN you don’t even KNOW” while grinding my teeth and doing my commissions #i’m actually so upset why tf did i just ASSUME i would have enough story keys #i’m inconsolable #if i get spoilers i’m gonna be putting Diluc In Snezhnaya as the first thing on my kin list (that doesn’t exist)#but at the same time. i want to know so bad #my sister and i were arriving back at home and i was telling her how ME of all people is gonna wake up early #and do my commissions and the quests #and she was like “yeah i was on the hoyolab website earlier and saw a screenshot that i thought you might like”#and i was like “hokyfuckisng SHIT did it. okay answer me one questions. did he talk about—“#“yes he said The D Word” and i literally said YIPPEE and jumped for joy #we were arriving home at the time and i fucking. skipped across our driveway #and i’ve been in a haze ever since #i feel like i’m. like my blood has been replaced by pure electrolytes. and like im #gonna explode if i don’t DO SOMETHING to occupy my time #was doing my commissions earlier and kaeya’s always on my team (ofc) but i heard one of his idle lines and i #went into such a fit of despair bc it reminded me of how i couldn’t do his story quest yet #DUE TO MY OWN DUMBASS CHOICES #that i. had to take him off my team for the day #AND THEN TWO KF MY COMMISSIONS WERE RIGHT BY DAWN WINERY #LIKE. GENSHIN JS REALKY FUCKING ME OVER HUH #why don’t they just spit in my face and stomp me into the ground i think it would feel better than THIS

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dragonbored · 8 months

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sometimes i want to make a short haired warrior woman oc because i feel like long hair is used to “prove” they’re still a woman and sometimes i want to make a long haired warrior woman oc because i feel like short hair is forced upon them to deny their femininity. yknow?

#i don’t actually know if this wording makes sense #also i’m not a media analyst i dont actually know many female warriors in fiction. this post is inspired by brienne of tarth having-#-shoulder-length hair in the books yet in the show her hair never goes past her ears

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barley-st-band · 4 months

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hey does anyone know how we’re supposed to survive it all. asking for a friend

#she speaks #oh gang we’re really in it now #i don’t think i’ve ever felt this bad this deeply in my whole life lol #the burnout just keeps accumulating past any point i thought it could reach #and i can’t even pretend at work anymore #i’m so tired and these kids are so infuriating and it builds and builds every time they do something shitty #and i love them and it’s not their fault they’re just kids and they’re tired and it’s almost summer #but god i can’t fucking do it anymore #how exactly am i supposed to survive the next two weeks #the class i’m taking is too confusing and too fast paced #and i didn’t buy the textbook bc it’s 200 fucking dollars #and our apartment is always a mess #and i can’t keep up with friendships and feel like i’m constantly letting them down #and there’s nothing i can do to fix any of it #until the school year is over #bc at this point it takes everything i have just to get up and go to work in the mornings #but then i still have to somehow find energy to do other stuff too. and like actually teach.#i have to grade and do report cards and return materials and clean up my classroom #i need to complete a checklist the size of a novel before i leave for the summer #i need to keep the kids engaged but none of us want to be here #i need to start organizing to make next year easier #i need to fill out paperwork and spreadsheets and update my password and find time to feed myself and grade more papers and #vacuum the floors and scoop litter and clean up clutter and do dishes and wipe down counters #and i haven’t been able to fucking do any of it in months and left so many chores to my poor partner who’s also going through it #bc i have nothing left and i don’t know what to do!! i want to scream every minute of every day bc i’m so beyond overwhelmed the moment #i wake up in the morning but i don’t have time for a meltdown so i just keep going!!#i wish i had better words to explain how bad it’s gotten but the brain fog has gotten so so bad #i can barely think i can’t make decisions my memory and recall have gotten so much worse #i take my anxiety meds so often that they’ve stopped working #and yet i still worry that i’m making it up and being dramatic. anyway sorry about all this lol

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clovechicken · 2 months

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I wish my birthday was 7 months earlier

#This is about the US election #I have had multiple anxiety attacks over this. Every time something about the election or project 2025 pops up and I read it I get stressed #Everything feels so out of control. What can I do? I’m not old enough to vote. I don’t trust the country to make the right choice.#I’m terrified. I’m scared. Please vote. I’d you read this and you’re from the US and you’re old enough to vote just please do it.#I don’t care if you hate Biden.#Not voting when you have the ability to hurts those of us who can’t yet.#I thought I felt scared during the pandemic #this is scarier #I have genuinely thought about how I would go about getting out of this country if it ends up going that bad #but this will effect the whole world won’t it?#I don’t know what to do #I don’t usually vent but this has been stressing me out so bad and I need to throw words out even if no one actually reads them #might delete this later idk #mental stability is not happening right now #clove gibberish

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myname-isnia · 2 months

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Me: *has several WIPs I could possibly work on, including an Ehuang and Suiren-centric piece and the Mermaid AU, among countless other ideas*

My brain: Write a soul crushing and emotionally conflicting Haya prequel fic that details exactly how she became a walking piece of shit and makes the reader sympathise with her despite everything :)

#I’ve actually had one in the docs for a while #it’s only a bit over 800 words #but I haven’t opened it since last summer #I think what’s stopping me is that I don’t really know where to take it #I have a possible first chapter pretty much written out in my head #focusing on her initial loss of innocence when her parents die #and logically the last one would be her POV of the first time she hit Suiren #her point of no return. so to speak #but idk what to do in the middle #her struggles in raising her brother when she’s only 14 and unprocessed grief over her parents. yes. but there needs to be a connecting line #probably her and Ghazan drifting further and further away from one another. him meeting Ming-Hua #and eventually running off #or something like that. idrk yet #just realised before I get into any of that I have to name their dad still lmao #he’s just been afarin’s husband in my head for over a year I’m so sorry #will probably get on that soon.#most likely after I recover so my brain can think properly #writing woes #technically

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madigoround · 9 months

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It’s been harder to find any motivation at all to go to the gym and work out lately because when things are really fucked up and you’re not sure if your great aunt is going to live or die (literally every day is an up and down from “it’s looking very grim you should anticipate that not many people survive this” and “she’s doing better! Her eyes were moving today! This is somehow the best sign we’ve had!” So instead of working out my ideal 5 times a week it’s been like…2 when I can make myself find the energy but that also means that I’ve been having a lot harder time allowing myself to eat meals and not fall into a guilt spiral because I’m eating and I’m not working out and I’m frustrated at how sadness and concern can zap the energy right out of you and today I’ve spent the whole day embroidering something for my grandmother and that actually does keep my mind busy and satisfied enough that it distracts me from everything going down but also I’m very hungry and I feel like I’m not doing enough to deserve a meal

#i don’t know man this is just word vomit #im not showing my grandma the embroidery yet because it’s going to be a present but I’d post a picture if anyone was interested #my cats are keeping me company #i know that I would feel better after I work out but getting the energy to actually do so is really tough right now

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heartz4shauna · 4 months

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why the frick is there flies crawling on me

#daisys whimsical words #me when i’m dead but i don’t know it yet #no but like actually

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simcardiac-arrested · 1 year

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hehehe ns gets called back again and forgets. nwb thinks this is delibarate on ns' part to wipe it all away. up until