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Listening to Jurassic Park on Audiobook. Here are thoughts as I go through the story:
Spoilers galore on a 33 year old book with one of the biggest films ever, I guess. Also some gore mentions.
Jesus wept Crichton, that's certainly one way to open a story. They ate the baby's face!!
When I tell you the fear that settled in my soul when Tina picked up the tiny dino - I know this series!!! I was expecting so much worse, but it was still bad. Merci for the gore discretion scene POV change there Crichton.
What's the craic with the dino spit? What have you done Wu??
I kinda like that the secrecy of 'dinos be back baby!' is more by human apathy and shrugging off things than Hammond's magical will which is the only explanation we get in the film.
Yes Crichton, we can see you like science stuff and explaining how things work, we see it.
The film did the moment they see the dinos better. I almost missed it while making lunch in the book. Spielberg Win there - but tbf that's hard to beat on paper compared to a film with scale and swelling music.
I swear the narrator is picking up the film actors inflections when he does dialogue. Especially Nedry, I can hear Wayne Knight in his voice even though he isn't really doing distinct voices. Same with Sam Neil in Alan.
I am so glad they made Lex the older kid in the film - she's a classic annoying little sibling in the worst way in the book. She is bored of dinosaurs after a couple of hours! I can't decide if that's the most unrealistic or the most accurate thing in the book -- kids get used to wild things very quick.
I gotta be honest, I'd probably work in a Dino Nursery too.
I adore Richard Attenborough's Hammond, but the book version helps explain far better why things go so wrong. He's just a Bezos or Musk.
The debate with Wu about Version 4.4 is very interesting. Hammond thinks having the original wolf is what people want but Wu is probably right that what people really want is closer to a dog, even if they say they want the wolf. Anyone who actually wants the wolf is looking for a Darwin award.
When Crichton made sure to include an explanation of what a CD player was I cracked up laughing, because it may have been new enough in 1990 to need a quick explanation, but it will most definitely need it for the future given how CDs are being made obsolete. 😕
Interesting how Arnold (Sam Jackson) describes the dinos as 'precious and delicate'. It makes sense, but it wasn't carried over to the film where it's more ... wonder and awe and 'how could something so magical go wrong?' But the book does talk about how many dinos have died in the project from all sorts of things, so they must seem so fragile when you're buried into it.
Also interesting that even though they made sure all the dinos were girls (great work there Wu, no notes!) they admit they still call the 2 T-Rex (yes there are 2!! A juvenile and an adult!) 'him'.
To be continued when I listen to more - we're about to reach Rexy's Enclosure for the first time.
#jurassic park book#i'm reading#might make this a thing#if I have time#I do want to start a book journal#thinky thoughts
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NaNo 2024: Victory!!
Hello, world, here's my tidied desk in the aftermath of FINISHING ANOTHER BOOK!!! It took me EXACTLY four (4) pens this year (I was literally writing my wrap-up stats in the back of the notebook when the in on the last one started to go!), on 82 pages across two (2) notebooks, and preliminary* word count is 71,541!! (*subject to change once typed--I count by hand and tweak as I type haha.)
Also featuring: the NaNo Earrings, Volumes 2 and 3 of the Bitch Journal (where I whine about writerly things and also Reflect On My Process--I learned very much this year and got a lot of dopamine from it!!), the tiny watch that kept me company in my tertiary writing space, the earplugs that made working at home Tolerable (mostly), and some of the frantic scribbles on scrap paper (I got a LOT of mileage out of a dead receipt that Panera misprinted for me lol).
Now, onward to TYPING!! I would love for this not to take most of December, so I'll probably have more Unhinged Goals About That (I don't know why I am the way that I am), but! The hard part is done!!
#nano2024#hh#writing#i already don't love the title i wrote at the top of the manuscript by the way lol#i might just call it 'the wintergreen house'#instead of a street address#it doesn't need a street address because of where it is#i just also like how 'seventeen wintergreen' sounds so....unclear lol#and anyway listen the half a space lichen doesn't really vibe with names humans can pronounce anyway#so they end the book not sure what to call it#or how to refer to it#which is fair because how would YOU try to pronounce a constellation of flashing lights and weird almost-smells??#exactly. good luck lol#ANYWAY I HAD SO MUCH FUN I LEARNED A LOT ABOUT MY PROCESS (i have tag rambled about this elsewhere i won't do it again lol)#100/10 recommend doing a Journal Thing if you have a creative process btw#to hack your way around said creative process#The Bitch Journal has been THE biggest game changer for me in writer land lately#it started out like the top one says 'mostly just whining' but it's wild how easily that slides into Reflection and Figuring Yourself OutLO#if i ever taught writing this is the only kind of journal i would implement#i had a professor who wanted us to do Idea Journals which fine cool observation things#but GOSH this one was SO MUCH MORE HELPFUL TO ME#and really framing it as whining was SO good#because you get all the gunk out and then words can GO#anyway. everyone needs a Bitch Journal i think#be a bitch do your bitching etc#nano#the Void already started coming for me last night btw#IT'S TOO EARLY FOR THE POST PROJECT CRASH LEAF ME ALONE!!!!
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trying to use my journal more
#journal#commonplace book#filofax#i might start making these little to-do list sticky notes in addition to my planner/calendar pages#i do really love my little journal i use the planner page everyday#i just want to start actually journaling a bit more often + do more commonplacing#idk if any of you guys care lol but let me know if you want me to talk about it more/share more photos i guess!
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Alright so. I'm getting into junk journaling. At least, I'm going to try to! I have a plan to start myself off with 2, one for personal/random shit so I don't feel so confined, and one focused on my plushies!! Not every one of my plushies will get a page but I will dedicate a page to whoever inspires me in a particular moment. I may not share every page right away. But if I fill in an entire journal I will try to show the finished results of what I created! I will also be doing this at my leisure because this new hobby is an outlet for my creatively and mainly my emotions. Shout out to @ cafe-mouse for inspiring me
#ik cafe-mouse didn't specify if they were making their art of coffe as a junk journaling thing#but I did research on what they were doing n it brought up junk journaling in my search results#n then I fell down a rabbit hole of beautiful and messily created books filled with cardstock stickers and magazine cutouts#and it got me so hype!#my therapist has been wanting me to find a creative outlet to express my emotions#especially because I can't bring myself to draw when Im sad/angry/anxious. nor do I feel comfortable with regular journaling#but last week we were talking about maybe having me make collages yo express myself#n then I saw cafe-mouse's beautiful work#and so its all come together into this decision to start this hobby#my goal is to focus more on the collage/randomness of junk journaling instead of actually writing in them#although I will be doing that a lot in my plushie junk journal#I will write info about my plushies on one side and make a collage for them on the other#in my regular junk journal I will focus on making collages based on mood first anf then maybe add some writing into it#I already have a lot of supplies for this (I collect stickers as well as plushies so I have a lot of material to work with)#my grandmother-in-law is also a hige crafter so she's given me plenty of cardstock and stuff to use#and I also have random junk that I collect that I can add in as well (I knew it would come in handy someday!!)#Im just really hype about ths and hope it turns out well and that I don't give up#viti shoosh
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just got morrowind for pc and have to run it on the Family Computer in our parents' study, so am really living the 2002 experience of huddling around the desk with my younger sib while i play and they read bits of the guide (wiki) to me
#it's actually my brother's gaming pc that he hasnt been able to ship across the country yet#but it's more or less my dad's in the meantime#also im playing with openmw but only enough to do like lighting fixes (im blind as a bat)#will eventually get into modding but wanted as vanilla an experience as possible for the first go through!#but yeah the sib is helping me keep track of skill books and such#was really struggling the last few days to actually enjoy myself but finally looked at a very basic start guide and remade my character#and im enjoying it WAY more now#i miss quest markers but more so just knowing WHO to talk to or how to tell if something is actually a quest#(since not everything gets put in the journal)#has been suggested that i hand-keep track of things and i would Rather Burn#so we'll see how little i can stay off the wiki for quests!#cj rambles
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people always complain about a story not making sense because they refuse to read the notes and stuff found around in the world and call it bad game design, but when a story has a lot of exposition in dialogue its bad writing because its exposition dump, and when the notes and dialogue are made to be minimal so people can only learn the lore they feel like learning the story is "badly delivered" because it was not spoon-fed to us? just say you hate spending time learning the lore and go
#litchi.txt#I am soooooooooo tired of this#every single game review bitches about at least One of these#if theres a game review that talks about any of these positively I am subscribing to the person immediately#'my adhd doesnt let me read long notes' thats nice but you also skip the dialogue like HOW do you want the story delivered#i am starting to understand why 'STORY EXPLAINED' youtube videos are so big#because I always open those hoping to learn some subtle stuff I missed but they just recap what is directly in the game#and Im like 'what is the point like why would anyone need the story explained to them after watching/playing thru it'#and just. yeah#before anyone comes at me about being ableist with the adhd comment I have adhd and I just kinda accept it#like I either suffer through stuff or I skip it and then Im like 'oh shit I shouldve actually paid attention'#i wish there was a better way to go about it (and I think oblivion does a p good job at summing up 10 page books into 2 sentences in the#character journal) but theres honestly no way to go about this without the player putting some time and effort into learning the lore
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Have you ever gotten a book the day it was released and read it all that same day? And then you had to immediately talk about it? Well guess what happened to me! This is half a book review and three quarters gushing over Emily Wilde's Map of the Otherlands by Heather Fawcett. Please enjoy!
#rose and rambles#emily wilde's map of the otherlands#emily wilde#wendell bambleby#Heather Fawcett#book review#I'm calling it a book celebration on my website just because that's kind of the goal more so than review#idk i didn't spoil anything major BUT i do highly recommend this series its very delightful#especially if you like faerie things and academic journals#truly a delight. truly truly#ive been wanting to do this style of 'review' for awhile now#but haven't known where to start or how to go about it#but i thinking about what post i wanted to work on this week after reading and thought this was the perfect book#to start with#its like this line of not wanting to spoil anything but also wanting to praise specific details#anyway please enjoy!!!#and read this book and link me cute fanart of Emily and Wendell pretty please
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Thinking about how even if things like turn around amazingly. Best case my mom only has 2-5 years left. And like. Getting big mad thinking about how little most of her siblings has visited. Like. Especially her sister. Which she’s the aunt who broke into my home who I’ve mentioned before so this shitty behavior isn’t. Like. Super surprising. But. Shit sucks man. I hope I’m never like that to my siblings or friends.
#I mean I gues I can’t be too suprised the same aunt never really visited her father til he was like on his literal deathbed#so#you think she might have learned from that!!#at least my moms friends are being good to her#there is like one whose not good bc her dad had this and she’s uhh not handling this and other things in her life well at all#so she kinda makes things worse and alos gave us some woo woo books and shut#but.#in controlled small doses she’s good and the rest are good about it#sorry this is why I didn’t want to share anything about this bc I new I’d start talking about it alot#but also?? I’ve been trying to journal but I never remember to start and just bottling this up isn’t going to do me any good#so. I gues you know this is technically a blogging platform this is a blog#and idk who I can talk to besides Meghan and mitchi irl and sometimes i jsut wanna vent#anyways thank u for ur service#personal
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So I write in a diary every night. I enjoy it. And I usually buy them at the local dollar store, and one book lasts me roughly six months. But they're going to stop carrying the style of book I like soon, and I don't like the others they have.
So my brilliant little brain said hey, I've seen people bind books, I can do that too! I mean, it's only a journal, not anything fancy, how hard could it be?
So now I'm looking up what I need to make a lined paper book with a ribbon. What the hell is my life at times?
I blame everyone who posts book binding videos for enabling me. Because my brain also said hey, once I get the hang of journals, how hard could fanfiction be? And faire tale books for my son?
Damnit. And I know I don't have the time needed. Exactly right now. But he's beginning to sleep at night, and I can stay up an hour longer...
#Book binding#Started doing research into it#Fucking rabbit hole#I blame everyone#So many books I want to bind now#I can bind a whole library!#So many public domain books I need physical copies of!#But I just need a year long journal first#And then some fanfiction
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good mornin & happy tues my loves (,,ᴗ ̫ ᴗ,,)ꕤ*.゚im ever so slowly waking up for the day w my iced latte in hand & a lil smile on my face <33
#ᕱ⑅ᕱ.* journals!#& i made it in a lil glass mason jar!! (*ノ>ᴗ<) the vibes are !! IMMACULATE !!!#i got my stuffies & my cozy blankies & my ipad (*ᴗˬᴗ)⁾⁾⁾ what a great start to my day off!!#the only thing i have planned is doin a lil more laundry at the laundromat!! but other than that im a free bun!! ໒꒰ྀི∩˃ ᵕ ˂∩꒱ྀི১#oooo i have been rlly wanting to color so mayhaps i will get some new colored pencils & a cool coloring book!! :3#& im DEF going to be playin more genshin today hehee (๑´>᎑<)~♡#i do wish my body would let me sleep in but im happy i get to watch the sky turn dif shades of blue in a matter of mins ₊˚⊹ᡣ𐭩#earth is so NEAT & being here on this rock w all of you has been the v best thing EVER!! ദ്ദി ˃ ᵕ ˂ ) lets all have a fantastic day!! MWAH!!
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todays orv mood: standing at the water dispenser under my dorm building waiting for my instant noodles to cook just pacing in circles and swearing
#orv liveblog#should i tag spoilers for like. ramble in tags??#ok i'll do it just to be safe#orv spoilers#idk in case my webtoon only irl friend suddenly decides to log back into her tumblr after 3 years#context chapter 311/46th scenario#ok theres a lot going on here#first off 1863th round yjh is a character made to haunt me specifically so when the name hell of eternity came up wow i was feeling like#500 emotions at once and none of them were good#second i saw someone on lofter say today that most of the talking kdj and yjh do in this book is through fights and just#LIKE I JUST. cannot get over how our perspective of their relationship is just always being filtered through these two people#who are just fuckin INCAPABLE of TALKING ABOUT THEIR FEELINGS like NORMAL PEOPLE#like it drives me so insane that this book is so show dont tell by necessity bc kdj is a fucking moron so we just get these#insanity inducing details like yjh paying to extend his midday rendezvous with kdj for 3 years and just using it as a personal journal#and then you get past all the fuckin. the two of them beating the shit out of each other by way of communicating and its like#'i want to lock you up so you'll stop dying because im scared im not strong enough to be able to stop you and we cant lose you again' LIKE?#SIR WHAT??????? HELLO??????????????#also the line that made me start pacing in circles around the water cooler while swearing in mandarin was specifically#'i couldn't be the protagonist. i couldn't save someone else'#says the DEMON KING OF SALVATION. like damn its 'sacrifice's will is a stigma that didn't really suit me' all over again#like i love that kdj has the nerve to be like 'of course i dont want to die' and yjh just absolutely does not buy it for a second#god. i want to hit him on the head with a brick.
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what if this year i gave up on even gesturing at ""passing"" and instead embraced the world of weird unisex natural-fiber garments available on etsy 🤔
#like. they have unisex wool so-called harem pants!!#(i want to do more reading abt different cultures' versions of men's/unisex drop-crotch pants but a ten-second google was weirdly unhelpful#(actual info drowned out by listicles basically. will have to find some real books or something)#(specifically i like when they're almost a triangle‚ as opposed to like‚ just really full-cut trousers that look more western)#i have gotten so much flack from my family over the years for liking that style of pant#(which like. okay. you think it's ugly. i get that but like. WHY do you think it's ugly.)#(is it perhaps possible yr taste has been shaped by western standards.)#and i stopped wearing the summer-weight pair i used to have when i started vaguely trying to pass#but like. lately my gender feelings are mostly 'i'm an agender gremlin creature and i'm gonna wear some androgynous clothes about it'#which mostly is like. men's joggers with a hoodie if we're being honest#also some baggy cargo pants with a hoodie. every once in a blue moon the hoodie gets swapped out for a baggy wool sweater.#but i gotta say i kind of love the idea of baggy dropcrotch pants (also with hoodie)#and now you tell me i can even get my winter wool freak on about it?? amazing.#anyway we'll see but i'm having fun looking at all the unusual-by-normative-western-standards woolens etsy wants to show me#feels good feels organic etc (but like. in many cases literally lmao)#sartorial#journaling
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Procrastinating again this is terrible
Is there any sexual relationship that the Shelby extended family tries to have that Tommy doesn’t try to control or influence in some way?
Ada and Freddie - ok but only under certain conditions
Ada and Ben - ok but only because T approved of Ben and secretly because T needed Ben bound to the family
Arthur and Linda - incredibly bothered by it and makes it well known under every circumstance possible by demonstrating The Most Normal Brotherly Behaviour (tm)
Arthur and the Russian Orgy - I still don’t know how to describe that expression Tommy gets when Arthur starts to get an erection
John and Lizzie
(Lizzie and John
Lizzie and Angel)
John and Esme (to the point of walking in to make it clear brotherly demands are more important than wife sex even if Tommy arranged the marriage)
Finn and the whore (buy him a better one, will you Lizzie?)
Finn and the girl whose name I’ve forgotten
Polly and Abarama (approved if not initiated; basically traded Polly albeit she endorsed it)
Michael and Gina (the sheer disgust he has for her, I was expecting disgusted sex at some point but Tommy is bad at using sex to show his disdain, even if he sort of starts out with that intention sometimes)
….?
Sex and relationships are such a commodity market in his mind it’s crazy. Everything is transactional. Right down to how he trades Linda to come back into the family fold.
#fannish thoughts#peaky blinders#I mean he literally writes a journal entry listing his regrets#he probably ranked them#I actually think his transactional world view started to show cracks when he shot Alfie#because he didn’t want to even if his transactional view said he had to#the cracks just got wider and wider#when he tells Lizzie he still pays her in his head#he just doesn’t know how else to do it#unless she ‘becomes his’ /part of him instead of ‘an individual he transacts with’#but the thing about transactions right is that the parties involved can control them#why Lizzie is a comfort because transactions are unambiguous quantified balanced and controllable#until even that blurs and he can’t balance their books any more but is crushingly certain he owes her more than he can give
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How to find a job that doesn't make me despair to live
#I LOVE the library but i've been part time for two years and i am not making enough to support myself lmao#i am very fortunate to have a lot of savings but i live alone in an apartment i signed for when i had two jobs and now that my income is#cut in half things are rough#and i have interviewed a dozen times or more for a promotion to full time and they aren't budging#and then yesterday one of the managers was micromanaging me and my shitty coworker was mocking my menial tasks lol#bc he is info staff and i am just lowly circulation so i have to keep my head down and shelve the books i guess?? even tho he doesn't do#jack shit and gets paid double what i do and is full time#like i got scolded and told to stop preparing for my presentation that is tonight bc i should have been making sure the books were in the#right order on the shelves lmao#meanwhile this guy has been booking vacation flights all morning#and even if i get full time and even though i work at a comparatively VERY well paying library#im still not going to make much#i have a degree in journalism and communications that im not using bc that shit made me feel dead inside#and i wanted to do something that mattered#but the things that mattered are not paying my bills or buying me a new winter coat or allowing me to do things like get a haircut or buy#clothes that i like or go out with friends or start new hobbies#and im just like is it worth it??? is this worth it???#like im not desolate or anything but i deny myself things every day bc im fine now#but i dont know how much longer i have to make the money stretch#and im tired#i just wanted to do something real that helped people#every day i get to work around books and talk about books and help people access social services#i helped a kid with homework and an elderly lady access job resources and showed a kid his favorite book series that he got so excited#about that he yelled all in the same day and it was fantastic#it mattered#but#is it worth it???#this was the dream i worked so hard for and now im looking at all that hope and effort like. this didn't save you either#idk yall its rough out here#me
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okay i lied abt being done going thru old things ive spent the last like hour and a half clearing out my drawers bc they are a MESS and i found a “song book” of mine and it gets dark so unnervingly fast
#there’s literally a viciously scribbled out page of lyrics begging my dad to come back HELLO 💀#also several abt loneliness and guilt and losing hope how old was i when i wrote these…#this is following songs going OOOH IT’S A SCARY HALLOWEEN NIGHT and LETS DO THIS THING and WE ARE GIRLS and DANCE W ME etc#i know i got the book for my 10th birthday (i know this bc i am also reading thru a diary that starts off saying i got it + that diary for#the songs) but idk how long i continued w it. i can’t imagine it was that long tho bc i am NOTORIOUSLY bad at keeping up w journals#although admittedly this diary im reading rn does span 2013-2015 which is better than my usual track record and i got them at the same time#what’s v curious tho is the last song#draws the same comparison as the first poem i wrote and i desperately want to know if i#went back to that diary then w the thought oh i could try to make a song out of this metaphor or if i actually wrote that that long ago and#it stuck in my back of my mind the whole time#personal#actually no it must be the latter bc turns out the first poem i wrote in 2018 (thought it was much earlier) and my handwriting definitely#didn’t look like this then. that’s so interesting
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#truly truly hate getting these bouts of anxiety#first day of the new year and I am a) not working and b) home alone#I have a whole list of miscellaneous things I want to do like prepare for the new year#nothing even dramatic like start working out! more like 'go through my goodreads and plan my immediate tbr'#'change my Tumblr themes for a nice change in the new year'#things like that!#and I've done none of it!#and I'm just so so anxious guys like ugh I hate it I hate this feeling#I feel like I need to just give up and start over again tomorrow#and like I know the calendar is a human construct and doesn't really matter but I'm still. scared that I'm doing this all wrong#help 🙂#would honestly love to talk please if you're feeling up to it I would love to talk about books or music or anything#if not I'm probably just gonna eat dinner take a bath start a new book and watch a drama before going to bed haha#I will journal I believe. i need to do that#lindsay speaks
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