#I do not have the words
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when the dead boy detectives score gets released and the full song from the hug scene in episode 5 isn't included
#omg#help#where is it#what do you mean#it's only a small snippet of it at the end of “accepting being dead”#i#i do not have the words#i am so sad rn#dead boy detectives#dbda#netflix#charles rowland#edwin payne#edwin paine#the case of the two dead dragons#dbda 1x05#dead boy detectives 1x05#obviously the whole score is EXCELLENT and i love it#but I'm still so sad that was one of the ones i was really looking forward to hearing 💔💔💔#paineland#painland#payneland
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actually i am fairly positive clips from that video were featured in The Ring
#literally what the fuck was that#i do not have the words#i feel like i just went insane#dan and phil#dan howell#phil lester#dan and phil crafts#why would they do this#amazingphil#danielhowell
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You ever think that Shadow realizes how much Eclipse loves him and while Shadow can't force that kind of relationship in return, it does make him realize that he needs to do better, he needs to put some effort into his brother, that he is all that Eclipse has left?
HMMMMMM THIS
He tries to make attempts but they’re typically very rocky and unclear. As much as he would like to try, he doesn’t really know how to. Sonic seems to do it rather easily with Tails…how does that work? As often said, he doesn’t know how to properly communicate, and I think that’s what’s especially making things difficult.
#THESE BROTHERS ARE SO 💥💥💥💥💥 TO THINK ABOUT#I DO NOT HAVE THE WORDS#ITS THAT GOOD#sonic the hedgehog#sonic fandom#sth#eclipse the darkling#shadow the hedgehog#Sega why oh why did you never expand upon this…..why did you have to cancel the reboot…….#ask box
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3:30 pm, clock out
3:31 pm, hit the pen
3:32 pm
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[medical gaslighting]
Oh and I had to see a different OB/GYN than my normal endo specialist and she was the WORST
She actually suggested that my period and ovulation pain that leaves me vomiting and nearly hallucinating might be “normal” for my body.
And then proceeded to lecture me on IUDs for more than half of my appointment after I explicitly stated that I don’t want one and my normal doctor said it’s not a good plan for me (nevermind the fact that IUDs are contradicted by my connective tissue diseas in the first place)
And then she said I have “too much going on” in my body and need to figure even MORE out before I can even be evaluated for endometriosis. And blamed my pain on tethered cord and “nerve pain signals getting misinterpreted.”
I should have walked out, but I was so dissociated I just sat there, frozen, staring at her in complete disbelief
#there was more but I’m not able to access that right now#she was fucking terrible and the physical exam left me crying on the table even through my dissociation#but everything is normal yeah /s#fuck doctors#endometriosis#my regular endo specialist wants to go through with the hysterectomy I want and this doctor laughed in my face for not trying BC pills#UGH#I do not have the words#I then spent the rest of the afternoon coming up with horrible ways that her day could be ruined#like hoping someone slashes 2/4 of her tires#or poking herself with used medical equipment so she has to spend weeks doing blood draws#or that I hope she burns literally everything she tries to cook so it’s just a carbon crisp#makes me think of that song ‘pray for you’ which is admittedly in my head way more than it should be#olive blogs#disability#medical gaslighting
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"oh no dennis has gone crazy😭😭"
guys guys.
r we reading the same thing?????
#me#no i cant describe it#i do not have the words#but denji is returning to himself#its a good thing i swear#csm 152#csm spoilers#chainsaw man
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customer got me so frustrated my heart was racing and I came very close to visibly shaking. had to ask my shift lead if I could take my lunch after bc I just could not focus on any work, I actually had to go cool off lmao. this never happens
#when you can just FEEL your blood pressure rising#I had to deal with this guy for over an hour a few days ago and now again today and I#I do not have the words#personal.#tbd
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@concupitor u kno u stuck w/ me for life >;* <333
#i honestly can't recall... ( tbd )#pls blix#is...#i do not have the words#pls#amazing person#amazing writer#amazing taste in muses#i would die for u
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Prev, prevv ummm, uhhhh, i- i cant let you keep this in the tags. Yea uhhhh, i kind of, uhhh sobbed over reading this. Yepp, you gotta take responsibility now. Mmmhmm, sorry, im kinda uhhh, kinda still have tears streaming, truly a shame
SPIDER-MAN 2 (2004) dir. Sam Raimi SPIDER-MAN: NO WAY HOME (2021) dir. Jon Watts
#you could not have worded it any better istg#like he knew that kid#that KID#who is now a man#and just wow huh#i-#i do not have the words
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the funniest meltdown ive ever had was in college when i got so overstimulated that i could Not speak, including over text. one of my friends was trying to talk me through it but i was solely using emojis because they were easier than trying to come up with words so he started using primarily emojis as well just to make things feel balanced. this was not the Most effective strategy... until. he tried to ask me "you okay?" but the way he chose to do that was by sending "👉🏼👌🏼❓" and i was so shocked by suddenly being asked if i was dtf that i was like WHAT???? WHAT DID YOU JUST SAY TO ME?????????? and thus was verbal again
#yeehaw#1k#5k#10k#posts that got cursed. blasted. im making these tag updates after... 19 hours?#also i have been told it should say speech loss bc nonverbal specifically refers to the permanent state. did not know that!#unfortunately i fear it is so far past containment that even if i edited it now it would do very little. but noted for future reference#edit 2: nvm enough ppl have come to rb it from me directly that i changed the wording a bit. hopefully this makes sense#also. in case anyone is curious. though i doubt anyone who is commenting these things will check the original tags#1) my friend did not do this on purpose in any way. it was not intended to distract me or to hit on me. im a lesbian hes a gay man. cmon now#he felt very bad about it afterwards. i thought it was hilarious but it was very embarrassed and apologetic#2) “why didn't he use 🫵🏼?” didn't exist yet. “why didn't he use 🆗?” dunno! we'd been using a lot of hand emojis. 👌🏼 is an ok sign#like it makes sense. it was just a silly mixup. also No i did not invent 👉🏼👌🏼 as a gesture meaning sex. do you live under a rock#3) nonspeaking episodes are a recurring thing in my life and have been since i was born. this is not a quirky one-time thing#it is a pervasive issue that is very frustrating to both myself and the people i am trying to communicate with. in which trying to speak is#extremely distressing and causes very genuine anguish. this post is not me making light of it it's just a funny thing that happened once#it's no different than if i post about a funny thing that happened in conjunction w a physical disability. it's just me talking abt my life#i don't mind character tags tho. those can be entertaining. i don't know what any of you are talking about#Except the ppl who have said this is pego/ryu or wang/xian. those people i understand and respect#if you use it as a writing prompt that's fine but send it to me. i want to see it#aaaand i think that's it. everyday im tempted to turn off rbs on it. it hasn't even been a week
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the 'what if you played it a little risky' post literally Changed my life but i cant fujkign find it in my blog because its. a tiktok screenshot
#like literally every time ive hesitated sending a text or complimenting someone or stuff ive thought of it#like youre right. what if i played it a little risky what do i have to lose in doing a nice thing!!!!!! ur so right!!!!!!!!#but its forever lost cos i cant search it with any words cause its an image#misery and pain. you know how it is#my post
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can't believe we're all adults being forced into the club penguin level of censorship in 2024
#ramble#if you say unalive in front of me i will personally kill you with my hands#you just can't muffle and censor and hold someone's hand through some things#some things are horrible. and they should be spoken aloud and they should upset you. because they are horrible#the second we started kidzbopifying the world was the end of taking anything seriously i think#i'm not even joking i've spoken to people older than me who won't even say the world sex#this isn't the playground you're not going to get in trouble just let us say the word!!!!!!#how am i supposed to listen to you when you won't even say the thing you're supposed to be talking about#yes this is the fault of the platforms with their censorship rules but the fact that we all just go along with it like it's not dystopian#you do know it doesn't stop with cursing right. people are already having to censor queer terms because they get flagged as inappropriate
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the men and boys are innocent too.
we cry "the innocent women and children" to appeal to the masses, to try and force their sympathy, but the men and boys are innocent too.
I have seen sons crying out for their mothers, their fathers, their siblings. I have seen them break down at the loss of their families. I have seen them cling to their dead and grieve.
I have seen fathers cradle their dead children, seen them kiss their faces and hold their little hands. I have seen them faint with grief when asked to identify the dead. I have seen them carry their sons and daughters. I have seen them fasting to provide what little they can for their families.
I have seen men and boys digging through the rubble with just their bare hands, I have seen them comforting strangers, playing with children, rocking them, hushing them, even if the face of such imminent danger. I have seen them cry, seen them grieve, seen them break down into each other's arms, seen them be selfless, beyond selfless, becoming something I don't have a word for.
I have seen the men who are doctors refuse to leave their patients, even when they have no medicine or supplies to give them, even when they're threatened with bombings. I have seen fathers who have lost all their children pick orphans up into their arms and proclaim them their child so they are not alone. I have seen men and boys digging pets out of the rubble.
the men are innocent too. the men and boys are being hurt and killed too. the men and boys are grieving too. the men and boys are scared too. the men and boys are fighting to save their people too. the men and boys deserve to be fought for too.
#I don't have words to describe how I feel for the men of Palestine#the things I have seen them do after everything they have been through goes so far beyond selfless#what do you call this? this prevailing goodness and willingness to give everything they have and more? what word even touches it?#I don't think there is one#islamophobia has conditioned us to see these men and boys as evil and dangerous#we see this in how we speak about Palestine#and we need to uncondition ourselves#they're just as innocent and of value and good as the women and children#so fight for them#they don't deserve this any more than the women and children#free palestine#palestine
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I have some questions about karaoke night, Alex Hirsch. Very Important Questions. Which I will happily scream at a poor hapless baby triangle who can have no answers for me, and possibly also does not have object permanence yet.
Follow-up that is I guess suggestive, but let's be real here, Bill's a fucking triangle:
Dude slipped right into his birthday suit, lmao
this is so stupid :D
Anyway, I don't care what anyone says, this brilliant individual knows what's up - Bill is absolutely way more of a monsterfucker than Ford could or ever will be, full stop.
#fanart#billford#bill cipher#stanford pines#gravity falls#book of bill#i watched gravity falls because i was curious about all the Toxic Old Man Yaoi on my dash and wanted context#turns out most of the context was in the book of bill tho lmao#look they either banged or married or both while drunk and i will accept no other possibilities#you don't use the phrase 'and one thing led to another' in a PRIVATE JOURNAL if what happened wasn't salacious in some way#i mean - ford didn't exactly grow up in The Most Inclusive Time Period???#dude was probably like 'gotta use this wording for plausible deniability - NO ONE can know i boinked the talking triangle'#in other news - i must bully the baby billy#don't know how much more GF stuff i'll toss up here but i have a few other little scribbles in the works. probably won't color them tho lol#also don't ask me why bill's bowtie stays where it is despite his “pants” being under it. just. just fucking don't ok???#EDIT: oh and since i see this a lot in this fandom for some reason: DO NOT REPOST THIS PLZ K THX :D
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BENEDICT BRIDGERTON THE MAN THAT YOU ARE
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This man holds my heart just like he holds these ducks
#Halsin#BG3#baldurs gate 3#Look I cannot put into words how much Halsin means to me#I do not have the vocabulary#But he is so gentle#and he is so powerful#like I knew I was done but the MINUTE I heard he loves ducks I was sent into oblivion#my art#I will love this man until the sun dies out
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