#I didn't hate this chapter before that
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#bnha#bnha manga spoilers#mha spoilers#mha 423#I didn't hate this chapter before that#but now I am#because this is just cruel level of REMEMBER THIS?????#yes. I do remember this. I rewatched and reread this arc VERY recently#so... he killed Kurogiri with a punch like the one he did in USJ and again to save Izuku#I don't care honestly.#I reread this chapter and I cried again bc I REALLY refused to believe that Kurogiri died then#but he did with a death words to Shirakumo's friends and recall of old chapters#even if people want Tenko alive I doubt that Kurogiri will ever materialize again#and I'm deadly serious when I say that this is the worst part of this chapter#I worried for Kurogiri's existence ever since it was revealed that Shirakumo is in there#but that literally took FIVE YEARS TO APPEAR AGAIN HAVING AN IMPORTANT ROLE#and he left while crumbling just like Tomura's body before Katsuki hit him#and the last thing he thought about was about protecting Tomura even though he was partly Shirakumo's dead corpse appearing more and more#even Mic now understood that it's really is him in a way ending his arc from back in Tartarus with Aizawa#and you know what's worse??? TOMURA KNOWS THIS#the way he used “...........” with Kurogiri's name while the page literally showed his black smoke disappearing was heartbreaking before#it's worse now#like... okay he's dying too and he doesn't even know if spinner is ALIVE or not and he saw Kurogiri disappear#all while protecting him from harm one last time#AND WE STILL HAVE NO FUCKING FLASHBACKS OF HIS TIME WITH TOMURA OUTSIDE OF WHAT WE HAD IN MANGA#I'm getting more and more furious by the minute HAHA#I need to find that one sketch I did way back in 2019 with them after spoilers of Kurogiri in Tartarus#I NEED SOMETHING LIKE THAT NOW AND I CAN'T DRAW#I want to just curl up and cry myself to sleep like a 13 y.o that found out the bird that she looked after died while she was sleeping#kurogiri
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Consumed good media... time to finish BAD media.
In the midst of the story REALLY trying to stress that Slash is Pure Evil, TRULY evil, what Real Evil looks like and Totally Totally evil evil evil with absolutely no other traits whatsoever besides being L + Stinky + Foreigner + Creep to women, Slate announces she is pregnant with Gray Wing's kits.
Re: hes not a "REAL" dad to Thunder or the Tom Trio. "Weren't really his kits." He's GOING to be a father. There's a nice moment later where he's like, "My love for my biokits doesn't feel different from the love I had from the others" but that does not change 6 books' worth of them explicitly downplaying his connection to the other four because they have biodads to angst about.
I'm stating something obvious, but god, I can't stand Gray Wing. I hate how this character gets praised as "The Best Dad Ever" when this WHOLE arc treats his connection to the kits as inferior to whatever abusive biofather wanders by. I despise how his "reward" for looking after all these kids who do NOT see him as their true dad is REAL children.
Path of Stars feels... fanservicey. Like it's desperately trying to tug at your heart strings, pulling cutesy shit like this. Look How Happy He Is :) He's Gonna Be A Dad :) and it just makes me resent him even harder.
#i wish he died sooner#i massively resent his popularity too which doesn't help#and honestly I didn't hate him this much before this undertaking.#It was READING his scenes and chapters in-depth that has made me fucking hate him#because the fandom idea of this character is COMPLETELY dissonant from what's actually on the page.#dotc hate#bones reads dotc
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james menlove what beatles yaoi did you spend your two free hours reading
this one is currently putting me in an early grave
#like an absolute clown I found it off a rec list#and didn't look at the tags/warnings and only saw the major character death tag 19 chapters in 💀#so now I'm chapter 23 like oh god! time for john to die now and for me to be inconsolable all day I hate it here#long mclennon fics where they don't cut off or fix it before john dies are my favorite but they also make me stare at a wall for a while
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Yeah this is about right (as always my thoughts are in the tags so there's actually kei content there lmao)
#Hester I adore you they could never make me hate you. Seriously the first chapter in 6 (bad candy) is like my favourite opener#Kei they could NEVER EVER make me hate you. did nothing wrong ever. rhian when I CATCH you#its so funny how my two favourite characters just like. hate each other. like japeth literally kills him#sad cause they're so SIMILAR. theyre both victims of Dog Metaphor its so sad that kei does Not like japeth in the slightest#personally if they had a good long discussion about their emotions at like 3am they could've probably stopped TCY from happening#but alas. Aric. somehow its all his fault again. why do I have an aricposting tag but not a keiposting one.#Hester easily has the best overall characterisation arc I love love love the way soman writes her#I remember when I read 6 for the first time#before japeth insanity happened#I used to anticipate her chapters over like everyone else's. Hester the 1 lesbian in the series you are deeply loved#I could write whole essays about japeth and kei's characterisation it is so sad that soman forgets kei exists#like he's meant to be rhian's eagle. that's his job. that's what he's spent a Long Time anticipating becoming#but rhian refuses to acknowledge it. instead he calls Japeth his eagle in book 4's ending#He eventually falls in love with Sophie#he only ever cares about the crown#how he GETS to the crown#and bringing his mother back. he lies more than japeth#and never once does he get to be the eagle. There's only three spaces - lion/eagle/snake - and he doesn't get to be any of them#dont even get me started on how he dies. surrounded by white swans. being purely good#god rhian II try not to fuck EVERYTHING over challenge. and also Aric. its all arics fault as well#keiposting#japethposting#actually not really jposting. didn't do it that much#sge#tsfgae#school for good and evil#the school for good and evil#sfgae#the school of good and evil#as much as I adore Hester I dont think I will talk about her much in detail ever so no hesterposting yet
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literally evil for my sacred texts professor to assign a two hour movie. i would not sit down to watch a two hour movie for pleasure much less for class
#AND fifty pages of reading. does she hate me or something#hate her and her stupid discussion posts that are only open for two days before they're due#who does that. who posts the homework as a discussion title (read so and so chapter)#and then doesn't open that discussion so that you can see the actual prompts until monday.#and then that discussion post (actually a small paper) is due TUESDAY NIGHT???#what if i didn't want to write a paper on monday fucking night salah. what would i do then.#anyway curses and curses and curses#i'll watch it on two times speed but i have so much other shit to do and i'm so tired...#still sick btw and severely dehydrated i've felt lightheaded and dizzy every time i've stood up today :(#valentine notes
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i really do hate jjk
#i just can't quit this fucking fandom#but i hate this series now#like the core narrative issues drive me insane#everyone deserved better#especially yuuji deserved better#the culling games is such a pointless??? arc???#that stalls progression of both the narrative and yuuji's character development#i know everyone's loving the new chapter but honestly i dont think its earned#i think gege skipped the best time he had to actually allow sukuna and yuuji time to breathe as characters#but its more than that#nothing about the culling games narratively leads into this finale#its a complete waste of space#everything about this feels so unearned becuase gege also didn't give anyone except like...nanami's death time to breathe#and don't get me started on nobara#gojo's death i would've been fine with if he hadn't played it as shock value#that's not even the thing that made me nope out#it was choso's death#and the immediate whiplash to todo's entrance#which was so fucking infuriating#like at least when nobara died we got time to sit with that and for yuuji to have feelings before todo came in#but here its like oh no are you sad well NOT ANYMORE look its TODO#to the complete BULLSHIT that was yutajo#i love tragedy but tragedy needs to say something#its gotta be worth it#this just feels like pointless nihilistic bullshit#and that's what im not here for#it makes me mad when gege writes good character interactions now because its like#we could've had this the whole time#you're so good at this#but you just fucking refuse to
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[ Reply to this from @guardians-of-dreams ]
→ Silas has been healed by Malachi! He will no longer appear to be injured in future posts.
→ Silas has also received a wish from Malachi! It will now take the form of a yellow Star Piece and be displayed on his profile.
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It would be an understatement to say Silas wasn't sure how to react, he took a long moment to stare at the gift. This was the second time someone had given him something. His expression shifted from confusion to worry before settling into something more neutral as Malachi explained. He didn't say anything at first, he was almost completely lost for words. Only being able to give a small puzzled sound before he hushed up again. It was after a long and awkward silence that he finally spoke up. Unlike his previous loud and over-the-top persona his voice was low and quiet. Barely loud enough to be heard, he seemed to be his genuine self in this moment.
It was obvious he wanted to ease their worry, possibly reassure them. But he couldn't, he couldn't possibly say it, not with all the people he let down. Those he ultimately left betrayed by his impulsive and self-destructive actions. Now that another person was willingly putting trust in him after all these years he wasn't about to make a false promise and ruin their hopes. With a final sad glance at them, the Zoroark nervously put the item into his bag. Rather than closing it and moving on, he began to carefully go over everything. He shifted things to the side every so often as he appeared to be looking for something, something he could give them. After a while of searching, he finally pulled something small out of his bag.
"It was mine before I was forced to evolve." He quickly cringed at the thought before he continued, his voice still quiet, "My mo- I mean. My trainer gave it to me a long time ago... All it does is remind me of something I never wanted." He sighed holding it out, "Just don't break it, Please. If you don't want it. Just give it to someone who needs it more. I don't care. It's probably worthless to you anyway." Despite claiming to not care, It was clear it pained him to give up one of his sentimental items to them, but he was too dead set on paying Malachi back to care for his own feelings at the moment. Begrudgingly he gave the Jirachi the strange stone before he turned away, his usual rude tone quickly returning to cover up any vulnerability that might have slipped out. Silas threw them the best glare he could muster up. "Don't say I owe you anything. Alright? I don't want you knocking on my fuckin' door like a debt collector." "I don't owe you shit, so don't say I do."
→ What's this? You received an item from Silas! He refuses to take it back. You have been gifted a [Everstone] by Silas, it appears to be roughly carved into the shape of a Zorua.
-> Malachi has been added to the relationships page.
#reply#tni: chrono#tni: silas rune#congrats you're the second person thats been unwillingly promoted to friend status in his head - Use your power wisely#He (mostly) trusts Malachi now#didn't backstab and hurt him? Well shit. He's emotionally attached now. Deal with it.#Silas would have given the other person a gift too if they didn't walk off before he could return something#He is a very sentimental person when it comes to gifts and getting gifts he never doesn't give people something back#I hope you don't mind I gave it a physical form having it physically puts more pressure on him to not fuck things up#Dude needs a little stability in his life somewhere#Rn its physical items reminding him “Hey not everyone hates your guts”#Chapter 1: The Introduction
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started part two of csm after finding out that lesbian jesus herself made her return, only to become obsessed with some crigefail teenage girl
#asa mitaka#when she hated everyone at school in the first chapter but actually she was just jealous of them...#fujimoto didn't have to attack my teenage self like that#csm#anyway I need to physically hold myself back because I want to buy the physical volume before continuing#csm spoilers
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somehow i feel like reading this book as someone who is very very far from being a keefe fan made it easier
#unraveled spoilers#i didn't expect to care about this book at all tbh#and there were many times in this book in which i felt keefe was making the absolute worst decision/having the most nonsense thoughts#but that somehow made him more likeable to me?#idk we see him usually through sophie's pov where she's usually pretty positive about whatever he says/does (even when she shouldn't be)#and i think that's what irked me the most before. this idea that we're supposed to love keefe bc he's way more perfect than fitz#idk i think keefe is a super unreliable narrator and i don't necessarily blame shannon for there being a lot of fitz negativity#i say this as a fitz fan. keefe has a very messed up perspective on a lot of things rn and unraveled made that pretty clear#however. it does make me stand by my thinking that chapter 42 came too early#even if sophie had reached a calm point of sorts in her emotional journey keefe was still deep in whatever he's going through#anyway i know i tend to have a very optimistic view of new keeper books#but this is the first book for a while that i genuinely don't think the intention is to kick sophie and fitz's relationship while it's down#it's simply that alvar and keefe are just...not big fans of him rn? although i do think alvar went a bit hard on the fitz hating#anyway to connect this back to my og post. not liking keefe made it way easier to me to like the book bc i just treated it like a book-#-where i'm supposed to think the protagonist is super fucking wrong#ok long tags over. damn that was a lot
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When you spend an hour writing a scene only to realize that you've already written said scene and the next 4k a month ago but labeled the file wrong.
#fun tales from my writing *process*#so it turns out I didn't accidentally mark part of my outline as written which wasn't yet after all#I hate working on 15k+ chapters#or oneshots#even if I do split them into sections#it only comes to bite me in the ass#and I swore I wouldn't do it anymore#because multi chapter fics exist#for a reason#but chapter 3 of Faroe Gone really can't be split up#and it's so much longer than 15k#it's driving me absolutely bananas#random ramblings#is this the punishment for setting ALaWHEO aside for a day despite not having reached the part I want to before s3 drops?#there's no need to be jealous ALaWHEO#you're still by fav
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yes (well specifically from the sequel but)
#old ass magical creature (no age given but she's at least over 100 years old)#who spends most her time in marketable plushie form to stay by the side of a girl without magic who doesn't know she's alive#stuck in a magical contract with a man she's grown to fucking hate and she can't do much about him using her magic#but she goes out of her way to leave a message for sakura to find so she can eventually figure out what's going on#because she interacted with her once in plushie form (sakura also didn't know she was alive) and sakura was nice to her#and she went you. i like you.#so anyway what thanks does she get for all this? she's fucking MIA at the end of the series and she does technically make an appearance in#the special chapter but fuck the special chapter im not counting it#would also like to add she was technically named by said non magical child several years before the story#said child who she never gets to reunite with btw. said child who never even gets to express any emotion abt momo being missing#at the end. or even MENTION it. kind of crazy. why was sakura more worried about this than her.#woops tag ramble. but i could go on still
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Genuinely this lj liveblog is saving my sanity reading this. They're a lot more analytical than I am for certain things and I really appreciate that. And also sometimes you need the experience of buddy reading a book but you'd never force anyone to read 770 pages of slop.
#twist rambles#vc posting#most importantly it's getting me thru this 40 pg chapter. which my god grateful thats the longest chapter here lol#i do rly want to reread qotd and a bit of tvl before prince les.tat so ill maybe do that? still have BC next but. we stay brave ok. we are#in the home stretch. honestly im just glad i didn't hate b&g writing wise as much as i thought? like mar.ius being the protag sucked and#that was the worst of it but i liked seeing more of bianca and her awesome divorce nature (easily the highlight for me). as well as seeing#events from another pov. this isn't the worst book of the series in terms of wanting to not be reading anymore but im also only 100 pages#into it? so we will see bc i think itll get worse lol. but yeah i love u beautiful liveblogs
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not my dad not liking moral orel season 3 🤭🤭🤭that's so embarrassing for him (<- he's not wrong for feeling that way but i think it's like 60% because he doesn't like it when art gets weird and that's so so tragic for him)
#i actually think his points make sense this time. which tbqh is not normally how i feel when he criticizes smth i love#basically he was like s3 was a completely different show from the first two seasons#and he didn't like how all over the place and directionless it felt#and honestly yeah ok i can see that#personally i think the choice to broaden the focus to moralton broadly vs mostly just orel is really interesting#and it allows for different facets of their critique of fundie waspisms to extend to situations/characters orel wouldn't really be privy to#(could you imagine 'alone' with orel there? me neither)#and i personally liked them fleshing out the marginal characters. i never found that boring or like a major diversion#again they're like 11 min episodic(ish) things it's hard for them to feel like they drag on y'know#it shows a lot of ambition and i think they pulled it off really well tbh (cancellation aside)#but i will agree that the transition is a little sudden. nature is such a big moment for the series#and for orel's arc specifically but then we spend little time with orel post-nature so the tone shift doesn't#necessarily align with his realization (at least in terms of the canon timeline. ep release order does align)#it's sudden but we jump back to before the shattering. it's disorienting and i think it's kind of cool as hell#a realization like orel's in nature is gonna throw the past into question and color his life and thus the town#(bc let's face it orel is the real mayor of moralton kfhsjs) and while we've been seeing Some of moralton's ugliness#in every episode until now it's shown in full force in and post-nature (release-wise). so when the timeline jumps around#and it all feels twisted and hazy and sickening and it All Comes Back To The Hunting Trip as our point of reference#for when things are happening it makes it feel like the trip Caused this disturbance. it's almost a spatio-temporal THING#like orel IS the center of this universe. my point is it's weird and i like it a lot i think it works#but anyway i think s3 is a natural evolution of s1+2 albeit an accelerated one#and i really wish we'd gotten to see more of what s3 morel was cooking bc it was setting up some really cool stuff imo#like he hated everything w mommy censordoll x clay but it's SUCH a cool place to take their characters. freud would go crazy#moral orel#and i think if they knew where they had to end the season maybe focusing on other characters was a way to keep orel stagnant enough to like#end the finale where they needed him. maybe.#we actually DID finish it yesterday. i rewatched the finale the day before bc i was impatient but yeah 👍#now it's chapter black time >:}
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someone's back but it's not nobara
#lame#evil lady gaga: talentless dull boring unremarkable flop always the same ordinary completely done before#ughhhhhhh#imagine having a character like nobaba and bringing back the pathetic gay (i love you gojo but... let me)#all this time i've been here crossing my fingers hoping gege doesn't give gojo the levi treatment... i don't want him to be levi 2.0 😭#let's see next chapter i'll decide how i feel about it. i just wanted nobaba 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭#where's my girl#SHE LITERALLY HAS THE PERFECT TECHNIQUE AGSJHSKWHS#why do you hate women gege#i hope this makes people drop the gege hates gojo narrative#because that's always been so stupid#people saw a silly gege comment and ran with it as if he didn't create jjk because he was into tragic yaoi 😂#gojo being one of the best characters in jjk and people saying the author doesn't care about him ahsksjsk#anyways. i'm sad. nobara lovers will never know peace#jjk leaks
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i really do worry for the state of media literacy these days
you go into any tag and see people with their whole ass chest saying wrong and untrue shit, and they wholeheartedly believe they’re correct despite the canon source they’re pulling from saying otherwise
#this is specifically about Travis and someone saying he can 'get away with all the murders he committed'#in the ending where he Laura and Ryan find and kill Silas and break the curse#that would mean that canonically Travis has committed NO murders. because he only ever crosses that line when Laura shoots him in chapter 7#and you cannot break the curse by doing so because Laura and Travis have to work together in order to go after Silas#'going to do everything in his power not to get caught'- tell me you didn't absorb anything other than surface level detail from the game#without telling me. because i can very much tell you didn't get much of anything out of the experience#that man literally gives Laura the power to kill him before going after Silas. he is ready to atone then and there to her#he is repeatedly saying and showing that he hates the cover ups and lying and misery the curse and helping his family is causing#you can not like a character but for fuck's sake - making shit up to make you feel more self righteous about your hate is pathetic looking#and most of the information about Travis is hard fact - it is peppered throughout the game through his dialogue and notes/clues/evidence#vs. Silas who there is almost NOTHING set in stone about. you only know that he's the source of the curse and Eliza kept him caged#even Travis in the end can say he has doubts about whether he was actually Eliza's 'son' or if she didn't just take him and cage him#anyways...i know i'm biased but Travis is the most multi-faceted character in the game and he's the best <3
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You know things are bad when your mum comes back after a week and she's so concerned with your physical and mental health that she starts waxing poetic about how lovely the weather is and how gorgeous of an autumn we're having, all in an attempt to get you to go outside
#that of course came after cries of 'you're so pale? why are you so pale? you look exhausted?'#for the record my mum does -not- like autumn and she hardly ever waxes poetic about anything#she also offered me money so that I can go to the teahouse without feeling guilty#but honestly we've once again entered the sort of mindset where I feel guilty over literally everything#besides the last time I went on a walk it only made my mood way worse and I'm in no physical condition go to very far anyways#I don't really know what to do with myself#then again I'm in pain so for now maybe I should just stay in bed#I did a bit of the next chapter of the kanji book for class#but I only got discouraged by how many words I didn't know#and now my mood is even worse#I wanted to work on my thesis but I'm halfway sure if I do it now it's only going to lead to me writing a sentence#and editing that single sentence for a hour#before giving up#either that or hating everything anyways#I don't know I don't know I don't know
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