#for the record my mum does -not- like autumn and she hardly ever waxes poetic about anything | Explore Tumblr posts and blogs

ayakashibackstreet · 1 year ago

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You know things are bad when your mum comes back after a week and she's so concerned with your physical and mental health that she starts waxing poetic about how lovely the weather is and how gorgeous of an autumn we're having, all in an attempt to get you to go outside

#that of course came after cries of 'you're so pale? why are you so pale? you look exhausted?'#for the record my mum does -not- like autumn and she hardly ever waxes poetic about anything #she also offered me money so that I can go to the teahouse without feeling guilty #but honestly we've once again entered the sort of mindset where I feel guilty over literally everything #besides the last time I went on a walk it only made my mood way worse and I'm in no physical condition go to very far anyways #I don't really know what to do with myself #then again I'm in pain so for now maybe I should just stay in bed #I did a bit of the next chapter of the kanji book for class #but I only got discouraged by how many words I didn't know #and now my mood is even worse #I wanted to work on my thesis but I'm halfway sure if I do it now it's only going to lead to me writing a sentence #and editing that single sentence for a hour #before giving up #either that or hating everything anyways #I don't know I don't know I don't know

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