#I didn't end up saying it cuz I couldn't find the claim I was looking for

[raidenshogunmommy]

I got an ask for a continuation of this fic. I'M SO SORRY I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE ASK AND I DID NOT CHECK THE ID BUT I REALLY HOPE YOU LIKE IT.

Ok. But I'll be honest I don't wanna elaborate and ruin the prompt especially for Miko. But the amount requests like damn-

So. I'll write a continuation for Scara!! ( btw I have another ask for pt 2 of the fic I might answer that by adding more characters cuz I really love the prompt hehe)

And pls dni if you are not comfortable with the themes involved

Pt 2 here

Warnings: angst, no comfort, s€lf h@rm, major death (reader), gore, written before sumeru release or leaks hence, completely based on my imagination. (pls lemme know if I forgot something)

Genre: angst duh lol

Characters: Scaramouche×gn!reader

Tags: one-shot, continuation fic

He finds himself digging the knife that was meant to kill you into the the skin of his own arm after making sure you were out of sight. He couldn't finish his job in the end, after all he put you and himslelf through.

Back at fatui headquarters, he reports back to the Tsaritsa. No one has questioned him about the stitches on his arm or anything regarding his mission. Except of course the one who gave him the mission.

Scaramouche knows better than to lie to the Tsaritsa. So, he ends up confessing that he failed to complete his job. And also that he had fallen in love despite the strictly specific instructions to not. Also apologizes for having claimed he was incapable of regular emotions such as those before taking on the task.

He gets dismissed and gets asked to wait for her excellency's decision regarding his future as a fatui harbinger for failing a task that could've led them alot closer to their goal altogether.

During the unendurable wait, he also faces the unbearable heartache of knowing that all he ever did to the one he loved was use them, give them a fake relationship and fake happiness and hurt them. How could he live with himself knowing that? Even though he didn't have a choice in his forever continued existence, which he knew he didn't and never would, he really really just wanted to make himself hurt more than he hurt you.

He stares at his arm for a long moment. And it hits him. Even if he is unable to die, he can still feel pain.

Reaching for the nearest blade, he begins to recount and regret—

"Harbingers." The Tsaritsa calls out, as all eleven of them assemble in front of her in a flash and bow down in perfect coordination.

She holds her chin up as she proposes this new task which as she puts it is top secret and of the utmost important.

"This assignment is associated with the rumoured archon's child in Sumeru. Remember, this is an undercover mission, thereby forbidding you to ever reveal your identity as a fatui harbinger at any given point in the duration this year long mission." Making sure to accentuate her point regarding the seriousness, with just the surface level details, she takes a quick glace at the assembled group before continuing. "Be warned. The ploy is to extract any and all information about the whereabouts on the dendro gnosis and of course if at all possible given your status or position acquiring the gnosis itself, and then eliminating the informant." She pressed on the last part.

The tension in the throne room rose significantly, as looks were exchanged. But nobody expected the Tsaritsa to say what she said next.

"For this particular informant to become trustworthy— and let me be clear about this, you are required to use romance to soften them up. For this reason, only a person who can forgo of their own emotion can be the candidate for the job." With that in mind the duration of the mission starts to sound a lot more intimidating. The Tsaritsa patiently waits for them to process it.

In the matter of a few seconds, two rising figures are seen. She raises her brows in curiosity, she certainly didn't expect volunteers.

The figures that rose to the challenge were none other than Signora and Scaramouche, while the rest remain in their respectful stance.

Scaramouche boldly steps forward with a smug expression on his face. As Signora watches this she suddenly decides back down.

—Oh how he wished she hadn't. Because it ended up with him here. On the verge draining all the blood from his arm.

After a few hours of waiting in agony he heard footsteps as he hurriedly covered his arm and hid the blade.

"...T-the Ts-sarits-s-sa will see-e y-you n-ow." The quite anxious agent said through the door.

"I'll be there in a minute." Scaramouche replied trying his best to hide the tremble in his voice.

Walking back to the throne room after cleaning up his arm and hiding the wounds. As he nears it he begins to have this growing feeling of dread in his chest. He tries to reassure himself that its all in his head.

But when he finally reaches the throne his eyes immediately fall onto the corpse at the feet of her excellency's throne. There was no mistake.

He started in utter horror as his face pales and he feels a shiver go down his spine as he realises that the Tsaritsa is out of her seat. Behind him he feels a finger trace the length between his shoulders as her voice whispers in his ear "why don't you step forward and look at your now finished job." Her voice is like steel. She steps back as he moves forward at her command.

He drops down, his legs unable to support him any longer.

It was almost as if his heart stopped as he stares into your lifeless eyes.

"With...this out of the way, guess what? You can keep your position as a harbinger. Congratulations." The smugness in her tone was not even attempted to be hidden.

PLS FORGIVE ME FOR THE LATE REPLY AND AGAIN FOR ACCIDENTALLY DELETING THE ASK.

[madd-nix]

Lost and Found

Chapter 2

After finding a lost little girl named Rosie in the subway, the two Subway Bosses work overtime to find her parents. Unfortunately, it seems like they don't want to be found.

Aka, Ingo gets a daughter and Emmet is married to Piers cuz this is my fic and I make the rules. Also, I wanna say a huge thank you to all the people who have read and enjoyed the first chapter! I didn't think my self indulgent fanfic would get such nice comments, so thank you! And I hope you enjoy this chapter!

Words: 2,256

Rating: PG (ask to tag)

They did not find them soon. A whole week and a half passed by and they couldn't find Rosie's parents. Ingo and Emmet watched and rewatched the security footage of the subway to see where Rosie's parents could have ended up. After losing Rosie, it seemed that they took the A train, but they were then spotted later taking the H train. They could've ended up in Anville Town, Driftveil City, or the Mistralton Airport. And if they went to the airport, then they could be anywhere in the world now.

The police were also busy searching. Rosie was unfortunately too young to really remember where exactly she lived, but she managed to remember the name of the city. She lived in Opelucid City, so the twins were easily able to get ahold of the mayor, their Uncle Drayden. Ingo and Emmet explained the situation to their uncle, who was more than willing to help in the search. He also got more police on the case to figure out just who Rosie's parents were and where they went.

Unfortunately, nothing came up. As soon as they had a lead, it was gone. They found out where Rosie lived, but her parents were nowhere to be found in Opelucid. When they tried to see if any airplane tickets had been bought at the Mistralton Airport, their names were nowhere on any records. There was no more video footage of them in the subway, and no other possible leads could be found. Even after Rosie's story aired on the news all across Unova, no one was able to provide any information that they didn't already know, and no one called to claim that they were Rosie's parents.

During all of this, Rosie continued to stay with Ingo, Emmet, Piers, and Marnie. Ingo continued to sleep on the couch despite his stiff back aching every morning, just so Rosie could be comfortable at night. Each day, Rosie would either spend time at home with Piers and Marnie, or if she was feeling especially clingy to the man who first helped her, Ingo would bring her to work with him. On those days, he would end up spending the rush hours with her in the break room after she had expressed fear of getting lost in the huge crowds again, and then during slower periods she would tag along with him while he performed safety checks on the trains. He couldn't put off his duties in the Battle Subway, so she ended up sitting in one of the seats in the Singles train while he battled challengers. She was very fascinated by the battles, and she absolutely loved watching Ingo and Emmet battle in the Multi line. Anytime they won, she would cheer and clap, and if they lost, she would congratulate the challenger, telling them all about how strong they must be to defeat the Subway Bosses. She would then remind Ingo and Emmet that they fought hard and that they'll surely beat the next opponent. She was like their own little cheerleader.

Unfortunately, even with the fun she was having with them, it was clear that she missed her parents. After the third day, Rosie broke down crying, asking where her parents were in between sobs. It broke Ingo's heart to see her like this. He just held her close and promised that they were working hard to find them. They would come back for her soon. They had to... right?

But after eleven days of searching and playing the story on the news over and over, it wasn't looking good. After dinner, Marnie agreed to watch over Rosie and keep her entertained while Ingo, Emmet, and Piers took a walk to get some air while they talked about the situation.

"It's not looking good," Emmet said simply.

"What are we going to do?" Ingo asked as he tugged anxiously on the collar of his turtleneck. "Should we extend our search to other regions?"

"Well, if they really have left Unova, I don't think they intend on coming back," Piers pointed out sadly. "I hate to say it, but... this might be a case of abandonment."

"But what if something bad happened to them? I disappeared for five years and no one suspected that I abandoned Emmet."

"Ingo, I doubt Arceus or Giratina or any other legendary Pokemon took away Rosie's parents like they took you," Emmet said. "You went missing late at night when verrry few people were at the subway, while Rosie's parents went missing during the lunch rush. It would've been much more noticeable if a portal opened up to take just two people." Ingo remained silent. He hated to think that people could be so cruel. Rosie was a wonderful little girl. How could two people who took care of her for six years suddenly decide they didn't want her anymore?

"But why would they abandon her?" Ingo asked, his voice uncharacteristically quiet. Both Emmet and Piers were silent. Neither had an answer. None of them knew Rosie's parents, so they couldn't know for sure. But whatever the answer was, Ingo knew he wouldn't like it.

"How could they just abandon her?" Ingo practically shouted. "She's only a child! She's done nothing wrong! She just wanted to go to the amusement park with her parents, and now she's alone and scared and confused! She has no idea what's happened and now she's in some new place with no idea how to get home!"

It felt eerily similar to his situation in Hisui. Sure, he eventually got used to it, and he would always be grateful to the Pearl Clan for everything they did to make him feel welcome, but he always felt like an outsider. He was different in so many ways, and even if he had no memories at the time, he still knew that Hisui was not his original home. Like Rosie, he had been lost and confused, with no way of knowing if he'd get home. But he was at least an adult. Rosie was a child, and he hated knowing that she had to deal with a situation similar to his own. But unlike Ingo, who had at least had Emmet coming to find him, Rosie had no one coming to find her.

Emmet placed a hand on Ingo's shoulder to try and calm him down.

"Ingo, she hasn't been sent somewhere else through time and space," Emmet said. He knew just where Ingo's head was spiraling, which some people would refer to as some sort of weird telekinetic twin ability. But in reality, Emmet just knew his brother really well. "She was left behind by her parents who don't seem to care that their daughter was lost alone in the subway. But even though she doesn't have anyone coming to find her, we are here for her. We can make this situation better for her."

"Emmet is right," Piers added. "If we can't find her parents and get her home, then we can help her find a new home with people that will actually care about her."

"But is it really alright to give up on finding her parents already?" Ingo asked, still slightly hoping that Rosie hadn't just been abandoned.

"It has been almost two weeks. Eleven days to be exact," Emmet pointed out. "After everything we've done to make it known where she is, I doubt her parents are coming to get her."

"...I suppose," Ingo finally relented. "But what do we do now? Try to find an orphanage or a foster home that will take her in?"

"That is an option," Piers said with a nod as he also tried to think of a plan.

"There is another option. We keep her," Emmet stated bluntly.

"Emmet, Rosie is not like one of your pet Joltiks!" Ingo exclaimed. "We can't just 'keep her!'"

"Why not? She's gotten to know us, and I think she's really grown attached to us, especially you," Emmet defended. "We could keep taking care of her."

"We don't have anymore rooms in the house for a new bedroom," Ingo argued.

"Well, I'd have to ask, but I'm sure Marnie wouldn't mind sharing a room with her," Piers suggested.

"Okay, well... who will adopt her? There would have to be someone to officially adopt her. We can't all sign off on the adoption papers," Ingo pointed out.

"You could adopt her," Emmet said.

"Why me? Why not you and Piers?" Ingo asked. It's not that he had anything against adopting Rosie, but he was just a little stunned at being shoved into the role of fatherhood so quickly.

"She likes Piers and I, yes, but she seems to like you more," Emmet explained. "She follows you around more and you were the one who found her in the subway. Besides, you've always been better with kids than me." Ingo turned to Piers for his response.

"Honestly, I have to agree with Emmet," he said. "Rosie really does like you. And I've watched how you interact with her, and you seem so natural taking care of her."

Ingo thought about it. He did enjoy having Rosie around. She was a sweet girl and he loved getting to know her. He now knew she liked macaroni and cheese, she liked cartoons, she thought Emmet's Joltiks were cute, she loved feeding Marnie's Morpeko, she thought Piers' music was cool, she hated green beans and steamed carrots but raw carrots were okay, she liked falling asleep leaning against Ingo while watching TV late at night, and she liked listening to him read to her before bed.

Had he already fallen into the role of Rosie's father without realizing it?

"No matter what we do, this should be Rosie's decision," Ingo said finally. "This is about her, and I don't think it's fair if we try to decide for her. If she would rather go somewhere else, then we'll find a good orphanage or foster home for her. If she would like to stay with us, then I will sign off on the adoption papers."

"Sounds like a good plan," Piers said approvingly.

"I hope she stays with us," Emmet commented. "I will be a verrry fun uncle." Piers chuckled and wrapped an arm around his husband. Ingo smiled a little at the thought of Rosie being a part of their family.

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When they arrived home, Marnie and Rosie were absentmindedly watching TV while playing a game of Uno. Ingo felt himself grimace. He'd have to break the bad news to Rosie.

"How was your walk?" Marnie asked without looking up.

"It was fine," Piers replied. "Figured some stuff out."

"Yes, verrry important stuff. Stuff that we need to talk about with you, Rosie," Emmet added.

"With me?" Rosie looked up, confused.

"Yes, it's... about your parents," Ingo said hesitantly. Rosie looked up hopefully.

"Did you find them?"

"...No. I'm sorry, Rosie." Ingo sat down on the couch beside her while Emmet and Piers sat on the opposite side, closer to Marnie.

"Y-you'll still look for them, right?" Rosie looked to the three adults for an answer.

"...Rosie, I am so sorry, but it has been almost two weeks. We have made many announcements and searched every possible location in Unova. The only other option would be to extend our search outside the region, which would that mean your parents... most likely left," Ingo explained.

"We were thinking that maybe it's about time to figure out where you'll live from now on..." Piers added sadly.

"W-what? But... I live in Opelucid City with Mommy and Daddy..." Rosie whimpered. Her eyes were starting to fill with tears. "Why can't I go home?"

"Rosie..... I don't think your parents are coming home. I'm so, so sorry." Ingo lowered his head. It was getting hard to look Rosie in the eyes as he gave her the bad news. Marnie wrapped an arm around her as Rosie started to cry.

"I-I *hic* want Mommy *hic* and Daddy!" Rosie sobbed. Ingo wrapped an arm around her now as well. Emmet and Piers scooted closer to offer comfort too. Rosie just kept crying.

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It was at least a good hour until Rosie was able to calm down. She was now leaning against Ingo, who was gently rubbing her back. She was hugging a tissue box that Emmet had grabbed for her.

"...Rosie, we would like to ask you where you want to live," Emmet said, finally breaking the silence.

"Should we really have her decide that now?" Ingo asked.

"She doesn't have to decide now. We can just tell her the options and let her decide later."

"...My options?" Rosie looked up at them with red eyes.

"We were thinking that perhaps you could go to an orphanage or a foster home," Ingo explained. "We would look for the best possible place with the kindest caretakers. But if you would prefer, you could stay here. We would get you a bed, new clothes, anything you would need to live with us." Rosie was quiet for a bit, seemingly thinking about her options.

"Take your time," Piers said. "You don't need to make a decision yet." Rosie nodded and leaned her head on Ingo's chest.

"...I'm tired," she said quietly.

"I can help you get ready for bed," Marnie said. "Would you like to wear my pajamas that have little Psyducks printed all over them?" Rosie nodded and Marnie helped guide her upstairs.

Ingo sighed and leaned back against the couch.

"That poor girl..."

[avungerthatgotaway]

It all started when...

A/N: hey guys!! i'm back with new oneshot. this one includes mentions of bullying too. i have a lot of ideas about bullied reader, prolly cuz i was bullied myself, and i kinda find inspiration of it now😂

Summary: Russo brothers "host a show" for avengers cast, and they see beginings of cast in MCU.

Warnings: my broken humor (this is a HUGE warning), mention of bullying but not angsty way

Set anytime between Age of ultron and Infinity war.

You were at the show Russo brothers "hosted". It was basically occasional game between avengers cast they would post on youtube, but oh well.

There were: Evans, Mackie, Sebastian, Tom Hiddleston, Scar, RDJ, Renner, Hemsworth and you. As only teen actress on the team, everyone wanted to sit next to you. This time, however, you were between Seb and Tom. Evans was next to Seb, while Renner and Hemsworth were still bickering about who will sit next to Tom.

There was also a huge monitor across from huge sofa you were on.

Joe and Antony were yet to tell you what's going on.

"Soooo" Joe started after introducing everyone to camera. "tonight we are going to go to the beginnings of the avengers cast. Specifically events between employing them, and telling the world about their roles."

All of you looked confused, so Anthony continiued.

"MCU has a certain policy, where we do not allow actors to immidiately talk about their roles. So to ensure this for the lead role actors, we hire some kind of, let's say private detectives. They basically film you in public places, for evidence if you break the contract."

Everyone was staring at them in shock. You were shocked, how did you never notice?

"So, tonight we are gonna see a few funny incidents. Of course none of you told anything, you wouldn't be here tonight if you did."

"So let's start. Chris, you had hard time hiding your role from your brother Scott, didn't you?"

and the madness began

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You just finished watching a particulary funny video, where Sebastian had to tell him mum he didn't get the role. She was threatening to beat up Russo brothers with a broomstick, claiming that "MY SEBBY IS THE BEST ONE THEY WILL EVER GET!".

The laughter died down, and they moved on.

"Y/N." Joe began. Ah, it was your time. You couldn't wait to see what do they have in store for you.

"You are the youngest of the avengers cast. You were 1st year of high school when you got this role, correct?"

"Yes." you said with a smile.

"We know that only you and one more girl from your town auditioned, and both got roles. Her role wasn't big, crossing the street in Spider Man movie. But yours is one of the most important. How did your friends find out you were both accepted?"

"Well, you posted actors statistics. And you wrote there were 2 kids from (your/hometown). You said one was the lead role, and other was not. They knew it was only us 2 on auditions, so it was pretty obvious. I didn't tell anything tho." you said. It wasn't easy speaking about other girl, since she was your biggest bully. But you didn't want to talk about that, so you went on with the story.

"We know you didn't. The other girl was very hard to cope with, from what we saw." on this Tom Hiddleston, Seb and 2 Chrises turned their heads towards you, faces laced with concern. You didn't look at them, hoping video wouldn't show too much. You never told your castmates about bullying, thinking you'd annoy them or something.

"Let's watch it, then." your train of toughts was stopped when Anthony turned on the big screen again, video starting to play.

You were in school, sitting on a bench with your friends, who were bothering you to admit that you got the lead role in MCU.

"But I didn't! I told you. I'm just an extra, what is so hard to believe in that?" you answered for 100th time that day. You couldn't tell them the truth, out of fear of getting fired before anything even started.

"Oh, nothing except that (your/bullys/name) got the lead role then." your b/f/n retorted.

"Cmon, Y/N, you really want us to believe that? That they would choose mindless, dumb bully instead if you." other friend of yours asked.

"How would they know she is bullying me? Why would they care after all, that's of none importance out there. But maybe she is better actress? Or they just like her better? There's nothing wrong with that."

Your friends didn't even get to answer that when (your/bully's/name) walked by, bragging about her lead mcu role (she didn't get) to anyone who wanted to listen. And there were plenty of people who wanted to. She knew you couldn't say anything, so she lied to everyone, saying she got the lead role. You and your friends cought a little bit of her "filming adventures". (filming wasn't even started then)

"...and then after Sebby showed up in my trailer, he kissed me so passionately. You see my make up is smeared, right? It was him."

"But didn't you say you got home yesterday afternoon?" one girl questioned.

"Oh, but he was just so passionate, I couldn't take it off. He texted me this morning, saying he couldn't take my lipstick off either. Tomorrow I have a kissing scene with Tom Hiddleston to shoot. And oh my God, that Chris Evans was just starring at me the WHOLE time. I think he likes me..." and their conversation faded away as they went on.

Your friends were giving you pointed looks.

"Okay can you now see why we don't believe you?" one of them asked.

You just stared helplessly at them,trying to think of an excuse.

"I'm just gonna. Go. Homework and some other stuff that I'm totally not using to get out of this conversation." you said, now half joking, knowing that if there was a hope of them believing you, it was now gone.

The video ended, everyone laughing their heads off at the stupidity of that girl.

"I just want to declare that I kissed no minors in anyone's trailer." Sebastian said seriously, after laughing.

"And I didn't ogle anyone." Evans added.

"And I most definately didn't shoot a kissing scene with minor, ever." Hiddleston piped up.

"I think that is pretty clear. We found out later on, that her family payed, just so she could pass by in movie since she was so untalented. Since then, we have to watch over every cast member's audition, no matter how small their role is." Joe said.

You laughed some more, and then watched RDJ's oldest son and his reaction.

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You and other cast members went for drinks afterwards. They all took some cocktails, and you were sipping your orange juice. Suddenly you felt a hand on your shoulder. It was Evans, looking kinda serious.

"In that videk your friends mentioned bullying. Why didn't you tell anyone that you were getting bullied?" he asked. Suddenly all eyes were on you.

"Well, it just didn't seem like a big thing. I didn't want to bother anyone with my petty problems." you said and smiled a little.

"Kiddo, you ain't bothering us. we are family here, we talk aboyt everything. Please ask for help if you ever need it." Jeremy said.

Everyone else voiced their agreement. You talked a little more about it, but then started joking around, talking about random stuff. The night was great, and you were happy to have them there with you.

[cherryeol04]

Stray Kids Playing Minecraft~

A/n: I hope you all enjoy, and if you liked, please leave a like! 💖💖💖💖

Tags: @straysrachaa @lordseochangbin @channiesmixtape @starryseung​ @felixsanxchatbot @jisungsjheekies​ @mrbangchannie

Chan

- doesn't know almost anything about Minecraft the first time around but he plays with you to make you happy

- you have to baby him for a while

- BUT THEN!

- He goes and learns about the game in his free time

- and then he pleasantly surprises you now that you he doesn't suck anymore

- and most peculiar of all

- he got really interested in redstone

- boi can make some INVENTIONS

- His house is like, fully automated - farm and all

- it makes you jealous but also very proud

- a pretty big pacifist

- shears, veggies and bread is all he needs

- he still big soft baby but he smart baby now

- also, would totally run around with a pumpkin on his head if you could still wear them in the latest version

Lee Know

- would kill everything that moves

- would hoard all the meat and refuse to give you any

- deforestation at its finest

- king of surplus

- playing with him is actually playing by yourself cuz he goes off on his own

- builds himself a goddamn empire!

- and no one knows where it is

- if he catches you inside his house without permission: shoot first, ask questions never

- mobs fear him, not the other way around

- will give you items cuz you're a charity cause

- actually shares when you both go mining though

- but let's face it, he's just OP

- would try to get all the cats

- totally to chase away creepers

- not because he wants an army of them or anything

- gets annoyed that he has to constantly fish because the cats keep taking them but won't be tamed by him

- he totally did not search for mine shafts just for name tags to name his cats

- DO NOT HURT HIS CATS

- or he'd cancel you in-game and irl too

Changbin

- would be super excited to play Minecraft with his friends

- he would be the first on the server to scout out the land and get resources

- however, no one warned him about night fall

- and all the creepy, scary things that spawned

- changbin lives in the ground now

- he dug a hole at the base of the mountain to take refuge during the night and never looked back

- normal person? No way! He was a mole now!

- the best at mining and interior rock design

- he would only resurface to seek out food and animals

- it was Changbin who stole all the cows and sheep, so you couldn't find them for felix

- he would have three large pins just next to his mountain

- lots of cows, rainbow sheep and pigs with saddles

- " uh...so I found these pins of animals and like...no house?"

- "What?"

- "I think the magical Minecraft fairy spawned it into the world?"

- "It's super weird. But I'm gonna kill some cows for their leather"

- "DON'T YOU TOUCH MY COWS!"

- and to your shock, a secret door in the mountain opens and Changbin comes running out

- the door made courtesy of Chan

- "He's got a diamond sword already?!?"

- it's the last thing you scream as he kills you for being near his cows

- and after a round of feeding and breeding, he disappears back into his hole

Hyunjin

- would only be about building

- he would be the first one to have a diamond pickaxe just so he could mine cobblestone faster

- would also get efficiency V just so he could speed run through the mines

- would wander through different biomes for days to collect clay so he could make concrete

- and while you're busy actually playing the game, he would beg for you to pick flowers on your trip so he can dye the concrete different colors

- his first house would be a mansion

- but he would give up half way because he kept falling off the roof and dying

- would forget he is actually playing the game and would get scared when night falls and mobs start spawning in his unlit house

- not like you didn't tell him countless times to put down torches

- but he kept saying they ruined his aesthetic

- but now he keeps dying because mobs are literally waiting at his spawn point, killing him over and over and over again

- and he begs you to set the time to day and kill the mobs for him

- but you just laugh uncontrollably at him because karma really is a bitch

- but in the end, he ends up making an entire city, and invites the others to come and play on the server.

Jisung

- would be just like Chan

- a pure ass baby when it comes to playing minecraft, but super eager to play the game

- his first spawn would be in the middle of the night (because of server)

- and you would try to tell him to not leave the safety of spawn, but he just wouldn't listen

- "Listen, Y/n, I know what I'm doing! I'm a pro at this!"

- and he would run confidently into the night, like the actual idiot that he is

- he wouldn't get too far before he was attacked by all the mobs and got killed

- "Well that was just rude!"

- "Oh my god Jisung, I told you not to do it."

- "Well how was I supposed to know they were going to kill me?!"

- and you can only shake your head at his stupidity

- he would eventually wait until daytime, but unfortunately all of his items would be lost due to despawning

- it's not like either one of you were equipped to go and retrieve his items

- zombies sucked man! And skeletons are the worst!

- but with a new day comes a new adventure and you both head out to find a place to call home

- Jisung would run the entire way, even though he had no food to keep his hunger up

- he also wouldn't be paying attention to where he was going and would fall into a hole

- a very BIG hole

- 'J.One fell from a high place'

- "Really Jisung?"

- "I couldn't see it!"

- playing with Jisung would be a very challenging task, because he would never learn

- because by the time he had diamond armor and ready to fight the wither, he would have fallen from fifteen cliffs, twenty holes in caves and three ravines

- "Jisung if you die one more time I swear to god!"

- 'J.One fell from a high place'

- "That's it! I quit!"

Felix

- You would be so hyped to play with Felix

- You've seen him play other games, so you knew he'd be great at minecraft

- Getting the server had been his idea, the easiest way everyone could play together

- First day of spawn, Felix would already be listing off the things that you would need to accomplish

- wood, cobblestone, iron, seeds, sheep

- it was all just so overwhelming

- by the time you make your first complete set of wooden tools, felix would have iron tools already

- he'd been ten feet underground, digging for more resources while tasking you to find the animals for food, wool and feathers

- easier said then done

- and when he resurfaces and you don't have animals, he would simply sigh and go do it himself

- which would upset you because you would spend hours looking for just one god damn cow

- meanwhile, Felix would take five steps in one direction and come across hundreds of cows!!!

- WHERE DID ALL THESE COWS COME FROM?!?!?

- he'd travel the whole map just to find a jungle to get coco beans

- seriously though, how did he find the fucking jungle?

- it like doesn't exist

- except it does and Minho most likely lives there with all his cats

- Also, there's pandas!!!!!

- Felix would try and tame a panda, even though it's not possible

- When not trying to show off, Felix would be in his crappy little hut (cause hyunjin was still making the city), making cookies and cakes because why wouldn't he?

- at least he shares, unlike someone.....

- Felix would be absolutely unstoppable at the game, while you struggle to get to iron level armor (while trying to keep Jisung alive)

- Felix would have just a big ego

- it's okay though. One strike from Seungmin's sword and he'd be put back into his place

- Revenge is a dish best served Seungmin.

Seungmin

- the worst of the worst

- he would be the one to pretend to not know the game

- but really, he would be a minecraft expert

- read: troll

- every chance he would get, Seungmin would try to do something to ruin your day

- don't ever go mining with him. EVER!

- he would be the one to lead over a creeper to you in a ravine while you're trying to mine diamonds, right next to a lava pool

- the first one to explode wouldn't do any damage, thankfully

- "Don't you dare bring a creeper over here!"

- "I wouldn't."

- somehow, you wouldn't be convinced

- but you decided to trust him

- y/n clown

- you're just mining away at the diamond when a big explosion happens

- and you notice two things

- 1. the diamonds and the surrounding area were blown up

- 2. you were now in the pool of lava, dying

- meanwhile, Seungmin was running away, cackling like the evil little shit that he was

- the holy terror, that's what they would call him

- he would purposefully go out and fight creepers just to gather their gunpowder so he could make dynamite

- no one was safe from him

- except Minho

- because no one knew where he was

I.N.

- Jeongin would spend at least two days researching things for the game before actually playing

- he would want to have some knowledge before walking into hell that was the Stray Kids server

- it's okay though, because everyone loves Jeongin

- really, he wouldn't need to do a thing

- diamond armor, enchanted? check

- enchanted weapons? check

- his own cat and dog? double check

- everyone would do anything for this baby

- but Jeongin isn't one to mooch *coughJisungcough*

- even with all his presents, he would still start with the basics of punching a tree

- while others have found this skills in cooking, mining, falling into holes, redstone and building

- jeongin would be more interested in potions and enchanting

- YOU'RE A WIZARD INNIE!

- Jeongin would quickly master potion brewing

- even if it meant battling the scary blazes in the nether

- huh, so that's why Changbin was screaming so much

- he would be hired by Minho to make him potions of breathing so he could go claim an ocean monument

- Jeongin would only do it if he could help

- surprisingly Minho agrees and for the first time in 84 years, everyone gets to see Minho's character

[crownin-thestars]

BANGUNGUT

This might get a little dark at the end, sorry

Trigger warning by the way

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Grian had started working with sleepless nights recently, and the other Hermits obviously noticed this, nearly falling asleep at some meetings.

It's day three of it and Grian is already experiencing many mood swings from the deprivation of sleep and gained major paranoia of things. Despite the others protests, he refuses to go to bed, claiming they would come for him.

He's never mentioned who they is, but they only guessed it was some myth he started believing in.

It was now day seven of Grian being an insomniac. His attention span was even shorter than before, and he's forgotten many recent events like the mayoral race. Luckily he remembers them when one of the Hermits reminds him about them.

Xisuma being Xisuma, grows extremely worried for the young hermit, knowing that if he doesn't get any sleep, he could die. Not many of the others know about that though.

On day nine, however, during a meeting, Grian claimed he had seen a creeper or some sorts. Sure he saw something green, but it was definitely not a creeper, just a bush on the shelf.

As the sleep masters of the server, Wels and Bdubs try their hardest to get him to go to bed, ultimately giving up after hours of convincing. All of them knew that Grian was extremely unhealthy from his low body temperature despite still living in the dense jungle. His eyes were red from the lack of sleep.

Stress tried giving him some sleeping potions, non of which were working for some reason. They had always worked so well on Scar when he overworks.

It was day eleven since the insomniac came about. Many had given up, but some kept trying.

They had another meeting that day. As they were about to go on to the mayoral campaign, Mumbo quickly shushed everyone as he looked at Grian.

He's finally fallen asleep.

Relief came over all the Hermits, not having to worry about the blonde's deprivation of sleep. Of course, they ended the meeting early, and they brought him to his large mansion to put him to bed.

Xisuma got Iskall and False to stay in the mansion to make sure he didn't try getting out of bed. They happily obliged, wanting their gremlin friend to be protected.

As they were walking out the mansion, they all heard a blood curdling scream coming from Grian's bedroom. After that, silence. . . Dead silence. . .

The Hermits rushed in to see what happened. Grian was still laying in bed, but it didn't feel right to Scar. He went over to the bed, lightly shaking him while quietly calling his name. The rest searched around looking for a source of the sound.

Joe and Cleo searched around his room, finding that he had not actually consumed the sleeping potions given, and was instead drinking and unhealthy amount of coffee to stay awake.

Tango and Impulse had found a note on a little bulletin board Grian had put up for himself. They read it to themself silently, eyes widening at what was written. Zedaph looked over their shoulders to try and read it, but Impulse had pushed him back down. Poor Zed, too precious to see it.

Many heads turned back to the bed as Scar's voice got significantly louder and more unsteady. He bit his lip, holding back tears. He looked up, making eye contact with Doc. He's studied medical, he should know what to do.

The creeper cyborg looked down at the pale youngling, denial setting in. He quickly checked for a pulse. He couldn't believe what he was afraid of actually happened. He turned to the rest of the group, stuttering slightly.

"G-Grian is gone. . ."

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Word count: 631 words

Got a little dark as I said. If you have no idea what just happened, Bangungut is SUNDS in Filipino. SUNDS stands for Sudden Unexplained Nocturnal Death Syndrome. This mostly affects men aged 20-40 years old. As the name of it says, how the person died is unknown, therefore unexplained. Looking at the timeline under 1988 it's probably fueled by trauma because 'refugees in U.S'

I got the idea to write this while watching MatPat's theory on Try To Fall Asleep. I was originally thinking about using Bdubs but then I thought I could probably link it back to EVO cuz why not

Hope you enjoyed (even though it's short)

[arohasfiction]

Secretive Idol ( Moonbin X Reader)

FINALLLY!!! Wrote sth for my bias Moonbin I'm so happy that i was able to write sth for him, i had alot of fun writing it and i hope you Enjoy it too ♥️😄

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Title: Secretive Idol ( Astro Moonbin x Female Reader)

Word Count: 1801

Gener: Fluff

Note: Astro members sentences are coloured

(Sanha & Mj, Orange) (Jinjin, Green) (Moonbin, Red) (Rocky, Blue) (Eunwoo, Purple) and Lastly your sentences are in Pink ^^

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Summary: you are Astro's Manger and also a secretive idol (no one knows your identity) you live with Astro members in their dorm. You faced some problems in your previous dorm which made you move to another forcely..

You are in Rocky's age and also Moonbin's grilfriend and only astro members knew about your relationship with him. Although you work as their manger, you managed to go to college to complete your studies as your parents wished. Eunwoo is your Sunbai in the college and you shared some classes in which you both attended together. Nonetheless, Nobody knows about you being Astro's Manger there, and you two acted like a normal student and sunbai in the campus.

You were known in your major group in the college as the intelligent beautiful student, it's not over reacting or exaggerating, but you were way too beautiful that in most of the time other students shipped you with Eunwoo due to your amazing visuals.

You signed a contract with Fantagio as a secretive idol and your stage name which was presented to people it was ( Park Ye-rin) you were an idol that only shared her voice with the fans, nobody really knew your identity and how you looked except for the agency's CEO which happens to be one of your dad's friends. You always faced problems with your previous agency , and that's what made you shift to Fantagio. Among astro members everyone used to listen to Park Yerin cuz her songs (Japanese or Korean) were so awesome and some of them were Dramas OST, one of your biggest fans was your boyfriend Moonbin, but he himself didn't know that you were Park Yerin, you always thought about telling them, but you didn't know how to bring up the topic so you decided to stay quite for the main time.

That day you were called to the ceo's office and he told you that you're going to collaborate with one of Astro's members, you were shocked but happy at the same time, you will be able to sing with one of them, it was your dream ( since you actually were an aroha even before becoming their manger). You were in charge of Writing the song and some parts of the lyrics.. and Moonbin which happens to be your boyfriend is your collaboration partner, and he was supposed to write the other parts of the lyrics, you avoided each chance that can lead both of you to meet and just told him that you will text him for anything regarding their song (ofc from you texted another number), and if he needed anything he could just tell the ceo and he will tekl you as astro's manger. The song recording day came as your song was ready, it was supposed to be your recording part since you can be alone with some staffs who the Ceo trusted them about the matter of revealing your identity. You started recording , but in the same time Moonbin arrived with JinJin and eunwoo ( they were together so they came along), he finished his schedule faster than usuall , of course he will, because he is Park Yerin's fan, he wanted to meet her or even just talk to her, you weren't aware of that he already came inside and saw you through the glass while recording( he didn't recognize you at the beginning cuz you were recording while giving the others your back) .once you finshed you came out in hurry without putting back your mask and your faces met , Moonbin couldn't believe what he just saw, he was speechless and was just staring at you and so did the other two. Mainwhile, your heart was already in your feets but you covered your face and immediately went out.

Later at the dorm you were making Ramyun for you and the rest of the boys, when Moonbin entered with JinJin and eunwoo, you tried to act cool as if nothing happened but it didn't work, it would actually have worked if it was another person, but the one who saw you was your Boyfriend so, you couldn't just lie to him, you took a deep breath and run towards him, " Hey, binn-ah, how was the recording?. Oh right want some Ramyun?". He didn't answer and just went to his room. The other members were wondering about why he ignored you like this so jinjin came closer to you and said, " Don't worry, he's just still a bit shocked, Is it okay with you to talk about it with us ? Of course if you don't want its okay", you cut him saying," No no no!! I already was planning to tell you all after the song is released, but it happened earlier than I've expected...." You sat between them when Mj suddenly said, " What's wrong??? Did something happen?", You just looked at Eunwoo and Jinjin, they understanded that you didn't know how to start so Eunwoo begin saying, " (Y/N)-ah , Jin-Hyung... Shall i speak? You and jinjin both nodded. " Well you know that we went with bin to the recording studio for his new collab song right?!... Well we saw someone wonderful and its not easy to meet her too ..." , Rocky cutted eunwoo saying," Hyung! Do you mean that you met Park Yerin!? For real..how lucky..." You jolted a bit you didn't know that it would be so hard like this to tell them, you weren't scared actually from the fact that they will know your identity but from their reaction, "Hyung How does she look? Is she younger than us?" Sanha said excitedly, " Well, you can ask her, she sitting right here" eunwoo said while pointing on you with a smile on his face, You giggled nervously and stood up " Haha..ha well, hello I'm Park Yerin, nice too meet you.." and you sat back with your head down ", WHAT!!!" screamed MJ, Rocky and Sanha then jinjin and Eunwoo started laughing on their reaction and smiled at you kindly, " (Y/N)-ah, Don't worry, you don't have to low down your head like this, you should be proud" said JinJin while patting on your shoulders, " But what about Binnie... " You said , " Just give him some time to process it , i would probably be the same if i find out that my girlfriend is an Idol and more than that she's my favourite one" he claimed with a warm smile .

Days passed and Moonbin still doesn't speak to you and whenever your eyes met, his face turns red as Strawberries. You liked the fact that you're able to see a different side of him but you were annoyed that he was ignoring you, you couldn't stand it anymore, so that day ,you came back to the dorm, you saw him next to the fridge taking out a bottle of water so, you immediately run to him , grabbed him from his arm and pulled him with you inside your room and locked the door. He was standing still but trying to avoid your gaze, you called him many times but he kept silent, you slowly started walking towards him , cupped his face with your both hands and kissed him on his lips, he wasn't able to move as he was locked between you and the wall , receiving your warm kiss with widened eyes, you parted away and you looked directly in his eyes, you were about to speak when he pressed his lips back again at yours and this time it was sweet and deep which made you two fall on the bed, he was on the top of you but he didn't stop, he kept kissing you with passion, And because you both needed air to breath, you parted but your faces were still so close that you could feel each other's breathing. He locked his eyes with yours, " Why didn't you tell me? " He said, and you saw the smirk on his face , " Are you mad... cuz i didn't tell you..?" You said while turning your gaze away, he took your hairlines and placed them behind your ears then his hands cupped your face from the left side you expected a kiss again so you closed your eyes but you were wrong this time... You slowly felt his breath on your neck.,, He slowly whispered in your neck , " and how come i get mad of my favourite idol that i really admire and happens to o be my gf" and he gave you a warm kiss on your neck, the heat in your body reached your cheeks, it felt like there is a volcano inside you.. you tried to cover your blushed face but he didn't give you a chance and kissed you again on your lips. A moment later you heard the boys sound outside as they came back so he got off you and helped you sitting, "But,.. Why did you ignore me ? Did you feel uncomfortable because your favourite idol is your Girlfriend?" You asked while pouting , he patted your head and pulled you in a hug, " Sorry babe, but i didn't know how to react about it... Actually when i saw you in the studio that day, i was really confused, i thought for a moment that i was hallucinating Cuz i missed you alot", even though you couldn't see his reaction while telling you that but you giggled to yourself, " if is it okay to ask , why do you keep your identity hidden?.. ah of course if you don't want to tell me its okay..." , " No we promised each other that there are no secrets between us so I'm going to tell you" you said while hugging him tightly " My mom and dad are against me being an idol Cuz they wanted me to complete my studies ,so when i became one i didn't tell them , of course I'm still studying and trying to mange the time between all these things but i wanted everyone to hear my songs, i felt like i want sing for the whole world so, i moved first to live in a apartment close to my university and previous-agency but at that time I didn't get enough support of them so i shifted to Fantagio and i ended up being your manger and a secretive idol at same time, and as too keep my promise to my mom and dad i kept my identity hidden and I'm not thinking of revealing it soon, i like how the things are now ..." , He looked at you with his sweet big smile, " Okay then all i gotta to do is support my beautiful girlfriend right?! But as we don't hide secrets from each other, i want to you to be honest with your parents, I'm sure they will understand if you explained it to them, and if you needed someone with you don't forget that i will be on your side..okay babe?". You gave him a peek on the cheeks and smile at him while nodding. After that you lived normally with them like it was from the beginning nothing changed, the reactions that you've expected was all something from your wide imagination.

You walked in the agency's hall when you spotted the boys waving at you, you turned to the wrok mode and said "Fighting!!! (Y/N)-ah!" To yourself and walked to them.

The End

[jdmainman123]

Hey is this a little like the joke when we got home from Utah a bread maker asked me to say say a prayer for the boys. They all thought they were getting a free trip turns out right now we got him in closed door sessions they're being beat to death. When they find out why you're here in Utah I'm looking at a lot of satellite makers get off the airplane looking at fresh start to start over and I see one of them running away from another man with a bloody knife. Did satellite make a trick every man in this city to think I'm saving you sending you to a New City to start a new life. And when you get here they're murdered it looks a lot lot familiar since we're on the running subject

Yeah the running the boys and men demonstrating their they were never that smart socially it seems like everything they did was was ultimately beat out by a girl covid. And she's running away and she turns around and says do you want to kill me do you want me to come home and raise the kids. She's just really confused it looks really conflicted. I see her driving a car and I also watch as she presses on the brake lights I don't know AND THEN SHE SHE'S STICKS HER HEAD OUT THE WINDOW SAYS I DON'T KNOW IF I'M RUNNING TO YOU OR FROM YOU DO YOU WANT ME TO RAISE THE KIDS OR YOU STILL WANT ME DEAD AND SHE SPEEDS UP SHE SAID I THINK HE SAID HE WANTS ME DEAD

I catch you on the next corner is hanging out there minivan crying saying I don't know what to do I'm so confused I'm so conflicted. Is she picks up the drink and a cup holder and then puts it back down.

No you guys can have this one this is not her leaving me this is not the girl leaving the boy. This is literally happening. I think I think the boys call this I wouldn't wish this upon my worst enemy this is why they said they were sorry I'm here no no you guys got it wrong they didn't say because gay son my son couldn't come work in your city couldn't come visit your city cuz it's full of gay secret service man and there's nothing not one girl Union member out here just a transgender that keeps on walking by me waving

No we gave you the sexy covid she was tired of being called a cute funny white skin girl and she decided not to smile for 20 days and perform sexy perfectly EITHER THAT OR SHE SAID THESE ARE THE WORST MEN AND BOYS IN THE WORLD THEY'RE JUST BORING 🥱🥱🥱🥱🥱🥱

I don't know if I'm shocked because I believe you guys whoever were in front of got the wrong end of the deal. You're probably where I really wish I wasn't in life. If people were to ask me where is that place I would tell you it's the last place on Earth SO I THINK THEY'RE UNDERSTANDING DEFEAT I THINK UP UNTIL ABOUT 10 HOURS AGO THE GIRLS FOUND OUT THEY DIDN'T KILL HIM 3 WEEKS AGO THEY DIDN'T KILL HIM LIKE THEY SAID THEY DID TWO WEEKS AGO HE'S STILL ALIVE AND HE'S GETTING ON AN AIRPLANE and the boys are realizing something they're fun times for 20 days is over it's back to the hotel back to sleep back to the house back to sleep and waiting on the return of Christ you could be waiting 400 years or like 800 years before cry

NOT WHAT I WOULD DO I THINK THIS PLACE I CALLED EXACTLY WHAT IT WASN'T IT'S PROVIDE A WHITE SKIN RACIST LET'S SAY A WAR GENERAL. AND INSIDE TRACK ON HOW TO KEEP IT RACIST HOW TO KEEP HIS CITY CLEAN FULL OF WHITE PEOPLE WHITE WHAT IS A GRANDMA COOKIES YOU KNOW WHITE SKIN CHOCOLATE TREATS EVERYWHERE so they stole my Beach okay stole my family okay stole my job. Then they moved me to the site and now they're claiming this is where we put your kids. Doesn't look like it doesn't look like they were born where I live. I've never been here.

Baby my guess if I got a hold of this $200 800 2,800 years later. I would have showered every day and be and been the most racist killer the most ruthless war general this world has never seen but you guys know the antecedent is a failed dictator now us being in the city in front of the airport who are they talking about when this subject in this word is brought up a failed dictator the anti seated

[pokefanbri]

https://www.facebook.com/104057744428568/posts/156998459134496/?sfnsn=mo&d=n&vh=e

Fucking told him its a huge red flag if someone doesn't get rid of their apps. Multiple apps. Smh 😠 "oh yea i don't use them anymore" proceeds to use fb dating app" for real come on bro!

Some comments of the post:

"If you have to be checking up on your Partner then you shouldn't be with that person.. Idk how people have time for all this .. love yourself and know your worth.."

"If you're in a serious committed exclusive relationship you should not be on tinder. That's how I met my fiance and as soon as we said we are gf and bf and exclusive we both deleted it. Honestly if I was her I would have broken up with him too"

"a person also has a right to trust their gut feeling and check things out if something's not feeling right. Knowledge is power"

I've already discussed this but this news clip further validates my point of the topic, nothing more. I could call him out on hs bs further with detail, but I won't....yet, out of respect even though he probably doesn't deserve it. Til he reaches me & apologizes for everything he's done, i can say whatever tf I want & i could make a whole damn list.

Its the events of this what happened that started our downfall to begin with cuz i didn't trust him & he didn't even try to gain it back just left it as is when I could've turned my back right then & there, no apology either. Didnt apologize much actually, not even when i last saw him. But from then we spiraled & he got bored of me. I wasn't giving him what he wanted in whatever way & he wanted to find more. Closed himself off from the beginning & that created his boredom 😒

Would've had a blast together like a normal fucking couple if he was less closed off, & wouldn't have felt the need to do shit behind my back.

I'll stop talking about it for now, I have the anger & urge to keep going but I wont...actually no Screw it im pissed 😡 but ill keep it light. Its just not fair, I did so much for him but I was disrespected in different aspects of the whole relationship. Fuck! I've talked about the positives alot cuz i do love him..but the negatives are such bs too.

I want a good ass sincere apology for all of it so I can forgive him & move on, ive already apologized myself even though I dont think I should have to 😒. Didnt even give me a straight answer for the breakup, it was always a different excuse when I know he just wanted to pursue other women without me around im not fucking stupid. His own toxicity was too much even for himself & I was in the line of fire, to where i was the toxic one? No fuck that its unacceptable, he always lied when it came to covering his own ass.

For all i know he's watching me squirm & taking pleasure in all the pain I'm going through over him cuz he likes the attention. But no I actually don't think so on that one he's still good & ill give him credit where its due. But I gave him all the attention he wanted/needed & still wanted more from someone else. Really dude fucking really!?

Man up & own up to your mistakes, speak to me where I can actually hear ur voice speaking back to me with sincerity. We'll apologize together. Yea ull be pissed about this, but after u get over it & calm down. Give in & call me, granted when ur ready, & open up for once in your damn reserved life. Itll help us both with more closure & may even take a weight off our shoulders if we just talk it out, no arguing...since we're done there's no point anyway..a friendly non judgment zone cuz idc, i won't think of u any less.

U confused me during & especially after the relationship cuz i didnt know who u really were, i know the good cuz that's what u allowed me to see, ive accepted the bad that I knew already & from what ive learned...i accepted u regardless.

I always forgave u & not cuz im passive, cuz forgiveness is what the Bible teaches.. ive forgiven u & myself the best i could especially with the last things ive showed u, (accept this part cuz im pissed rn & standing up for myself, ill delete eventually maybe if u ask cuz nobody wants to be seen any less of a person. but I can make it alot worse, calling me the mistake was the worst thing u ever said to me & pointing out your faults so u can be better throughout the relationship was my only toxicity to u) we actually never really fought except the 1 time, just argued a tiny bit rarely about little things.

Ive tried using every ounce of my courage to show u how much im sorry for any wrong ive done. but its up to u now to make things right. U know me, ive always said that u can talk to me about anything. I want to be able to trust again & move on whilst staying friends. What else do u have to lose, might even have a great heart to heart convo dude to dudet

Everything ive ever said up to this point lies all my Questions. But here's most of the list, we both were equally in control of the relationship. Maybe u didn't want me to? But doing everything I had to for myself & the household, what u & ur parents wanted of me & just me being me cuz i had to, u had your own part to play & did provide...but did u actually not want me to cater to u if it were a sign u were lazy or something? Like did u not feel worthy of me? What is it u think is my "addicting personality" that isn't fixable on the surface? What is it really that u didnt like about me? This is why i don't have closure, u left me like this, confused as well as wanting more since u held back so much. Was that on purpose to give me even more false hope & want me to pine over u? Did u ever or do u still, love me at all? What did u want from me & out of the relationship, what was the purpose of it from ur perspective & why do u think i couldn't give that to u? What did i lack that u felt compelled to not tell me so I could improve & vise versa so we both could improve? Why wouldn't u allow me to help u become a better man when (I shouldnt have to btw), its exactly what u wanted but maybe didnt see it? Do u realize your own faults even as u do them? Lol. Like i genuinely want to know as much as the good ive seen, cuz to be better the more open of a person u are the more u understand yourself too.

Unless claiming u want to be a better man is part of ur alluring charm in love bombing process to land a caring girl on purpose lol...god I hope not, that would just mean u rinse & repeat like a for real narcissist 🤔 seriously tho look into that im not even kidding, im asking cuz i care. Im pissed now but 1 thing is that im trying to not put ur behavior against u cuz maybe u can't help it, its just the way u are, all ive seen & experienced points to maybe 50% of u lol. Ive always suspected narcissism, a real psych problem that might be worth looking into. But yea 1 of the reasons especially why im so forgiving & trying not to put it against u, why i still care despite u being a dick lol. I chose to look past it, all the time & up to now cuz I understand what its like to have psychological ailments. The worst part about it is most dont realize it, so i encourage u to do some research & self reflection & admitting it to urself are the 1st steps. Okay? There's different kinds & levels to being 1 too, i found that fascinating. bryan is definitely a different type, ur more lighter than that...definitely not the worst which is the physical harm type. Trust me its worth finding out more about yourself, just dont use it to ur advantage in a bad way but i trust u to do right & grow. Not sure a discarded supply (ie me) has ever tried telling a narcy what they might be for the benefit of their own self awareness 🤔,idk if its ever been done, but theres a 1st for everything? U can find alot on it in quora digest alone but Google is also ur friend.

You always were worth every effort of mine to help u in any way to be happy, & i was most happy when u were. U mean alot to me still, its the effect u had on me, I was under ur spell lol its hard to rid myself of it still, not sure when it'll pass. I chose to see it as a gift rather than a curse, that ur effect on me is still so strong when I shouldn't give a damn. If u really are a narcy, then I understand & don't put alot against u cuz its just the way u are & i need to accept it, but if it somehow helps u to help yourself cuz of it, then whats the harm? But, even in doing this or having my socials public for u...maybe just feeds into what u want...i still dont care, I want u to see how bad or good im doing without u in my life, so u know im okay at least. U promised friendship, least I can do is allow u to keep tabs on me too we spoke of, on my end of things.

The 18th of June was the last time i saw u. It'll soon be a month ago in about a week & a 1/2 & your birthday would mark 2 months. Cant believe we couldn't even last through to that 😔

Mark my words playa I will be contacting u on that day lol. Can't ghost your homie forever sweetie

[punkscowardschampions]

Buster & Rio

Buster: Are you gonna be on clean up crew? Buster: I have to be Rio: Was meant to Rio: but I'll leave you to it then Buster: Cheers Buster: You can always help with Jay so Nance can do her bit Buster: Nobody'll give you shit for that Rio: Maybe Rio: she'll be well fawned over so Rio: best out of it Rio: stay in bed Buster: Whatever Rio: Not free childcare Buster: Didn't say you were Buster: She has fun with you that's it Rio: She's a baby, she can't tell who's who idiot 😂 Buster: Tell that to everyone she hates Rio: Rather not start my morning having a chinwag with Chlo, tah Rio: too far Rio: ? Buster: Probably Buster: Woke up on the wrong side of the bed, yeah? Rio: Oh well, too late now Rio: Funny Rio: Wrong bed, init Buster: Not very funny to be fair Rio: Oh get over it, McKenna Rio: This is what you do Rio: what, really thought you'd changed? Buster: I was trying to Rio: N'awwh Rio: Single tear Buster: Glad you're loving this Buster: That's what you do Buster: revel in the fuck ups Rio: and what? Rio: sorry I don't jerk myself off, fist pumping every 'victory' Rio: not my crowd Buster: So you say Buster: Happy to crowd me though Rio: You can go fuck yourself Rio: like I forced you Rio: you're delusional Buster: No Buster: Much as you like to put words and thoughts on me Buster: I never said you did Rio: Then own it and move the fuck on Rio: you're turning into a real bore, you know? Buster: Good Buster: It'll keep you away from me Rio: Who you trying to kid? Rio: 'Cos newsflash, its only working on yourself Buster: Newsflash I only give a shit about myself Rio: I'm aware Rio: reckon your girlfriend ain't yet Rio: Give her time to catch up, eh? Buster: Planning to Rio: Save me another job Rio: 'cos cba to give her the lowdown Buster: You're welcome Rio: But like I said, not fooled here Rio: you'll just continue to be a piece of shit Rio: keep up the collection of dumb bitches Buster: Lucky you don't care then Rio: Didn't say that Rio: not about you Rio: I can feel bad for her though Buster: Bit late for that Rio: I'm not her boyfriend Rio: and doubt I'm the first or last betrayal so good one Rio: its all on you, dickhead Buster: You still knew I was Buster: Say what else you like Rio: And what? Not my responsibility to make sure you behave Rio: And if she's that girl that blames the other women then I take back any sympathy I had for her so Buster: And you didn't say no to spare her so don't act like you give any fucks now Buster: You're as selfish as I am Buster: Own that and move on Rio: Not claiming I love the bitch Rio: I can do what I want Buster: Then shut up about her Rio: Little late to grow a conscience Rio: you're SUCH a little bitch boy 😂 Buster: And you love it so get off the moral high ground Rio: Its mine to take Rio: if you're gonna pretend to be something you're not, tie yourself down, then you get the consequences Rio: Simple as Rio: Not going to console you Buster: I wasn't asking you to Buster: I only asked you one question Rio: Nah Rio: Not how I recall it Buster: Recall it how you want Rio: Fucking hell you're dry Buster: If you only wanna talk to me when I'm making you wet you're gonna have a long wait Rio: Big talk for someone who lasted a month being 'good' 😂 Rio: Pathetic Buster: That was then Buster: I'm over you now Buster: Over all of this Rio: That was a few hours ago Rio: You're actually derranged, called it in the air from the off Rio: you can't gaslight me like you can your bland naive little girlfriends Rio: Unlucky Buster: Yeah I am and now I'm sick of you too Buster: I got what I wanted a few hours ago Buster: So no need to string this out Rio: 😂 Brilliant Rio: what's the issue champ, can't get it up? Or just not enough fucked up shit for you to really feel more than a pump and dump? Rio: Poor girl Buster: Why do you care? Buster: Not everything has to be that deep Rio: Yes it does Rio: I'm not the one with delusions here, remember Rio: If you were happy, you wouldn't have done it Rio: Its that fucking simple, Buster Buster: I never said I was happy or unhappy Buster: Why would I to you? Rio: You didn't have to Rio: Actions speak louder Rio: Stop behaving like you're braindead, you're meant to be clever Buster: I had an opportunity and I took it Buster: There's the action Buster: Nothing else to say Rio: and if you were happy Rio: you wouldn't have Buster: How do you know? Buster: Maybe I was blissful and I couldn't handle it Rio: then you're more of a lost cause than you're acting Rio: if you're into someone, you don't cheat on them, its that straightforward Buster: For you Rio: You're sooooo complex 😂 Rio: for everyone Buster: Not for me Buster: I'm into her and I still fucked you Buster: End of story Rio: No it ain't Buster: Cause you don't want it to be Buster: But it is Rio: No Rio: fuckwit Rio: because you're not going to do anything about it cause you're chickenshit Buster: I'm not going to do anything about it cause it doesn't mean anything Buster: I'm not married to her Rio: She'd disagree Rio: and you're fully aware Rio: If she meant anything, you'd tell her the truth and beg for fucking forgiveness Rio: but that's not gonna happen, is it? Rio: No because she'll dump you on the spot for being such a fuck up Buster: You don't know her so don't give it out like you do Rio: You don't Rio: and she doesn't know you, the real you, cos you know what'd happen if she did Buster: Exactly Buster: It's been weeks not years Rio: She's still not going to appreciate being cheated on you absolute fucking tool! Rio: More so, maybe if you were in love you'd get passed it Rio: but it ain't that deep, honey Buster: Get over it Buster: There's no need for you to care Buster: Or give me this lecture Rio: No Rio: I'm not staying in the box you put me in for your convenience, I don't fucking love you either Rio: and I'm within my right to tell her, if that's what I want to do Rio: you have NO control over this, Buster, NONE Buster: Go on then Buster: Do it Buster: You're the only one who gives a shit about who has control Buster: I could care less Rio: When it stops being fun holding it over you, I will Rio: You'll find out by proxy, I'm sure Buster: Take that pathetic enjoyment and run with it Buster: If that's all you've got, take it Rio: Plan to Rio: 'Cos what have you got? Nothing more than what you lie and cheat for Rio: and that's all so easily taken away Buster: I've got everything I need Buster: You're the one grasping Buster: Trying to make me react Rio: You have NOTHING Rio: None of it is real Rio: and I don't need to lift a finger or say a word to make you Rio: you do it all yourself, no need for help Buster: Boo fucking hoo Buster: If I'd wanted real I'd never have gone near you Rio: Duh Rio: its all fantasy Rio: Best of all is the fantasy where you think you'll be a good guy with a 'nice' safe missus Rio: I'm not apologising for laughing Rio: What do you expect? Buster: Nothing Buster: I like the fantasy Buster: Paint me as being a devastated loser all you like but actually I'm fine Buster: Even better now I'm done with you Rio: You can't be Rio: Cuz Rio: 😂 you're the furthest from fine Rio: trust, I know Rio: you don't live around a trainwreck for as long as I did without learning how to spot the derailment ahead Buster: I'd tell you not to flatter yourself but that's all you've got so go ahead Buster: You don't know anything close to as much as you think you do Buster: If you had you'd have seen Drew coming for a start Buster: And Edie going Rio: Likewise, Mr Trinity College Rio: can't stop a trainwreck, everyone knows that Rio: can't look away either Rio: you and your saviour complex Rio: served you well, hasn't it? oh wait Rio: nah, nah it hasn't Buster: Again, you're the one putting that on me Buster: Worry about yourself, Rio Rio: I'm not Rio: can't take back the fuck, can't take back all the shit I know about you Rio: deal with it Buster: You see what you wanna see Buster: Deal with being wrong more than you're right Rio: I can only see and hear what you're putting out Rio: You're the twisted one, remember? Rio: I'm crystal clear Buster: Keep telling yourself that Rio: I shall Rio: keep telling yourself you're fine Rio: and all will be peachy Buster: Unlikely but it's the truth regardless Buster: Got to go get shit done now Buster: Bye Rio: When you out yourself as not being fine in a sentence Rio: Good Luck, kid Rio: You need it Buster: No doubting that Buster: Never have Rio: Right, the fight to the top Rio: I recall, we're not going over that again, PLEASE Buster: No we aren't Buster: I'm busy Rio: Carnage won't clean itself Rio: better to start with that mess Buster: Can't all lie in bed being a smug bitch Rio: oh, you want me to come now? Rio: wow, mixed messages, babe Buster: Like I've said repeatedly, I don't care what you do Rio: No, bitch, you only messaged me to make sure I wasn't going to show Rio: Cut the crap for a sec and be honest Rio: you've had no problem telling me graphically and repeatedly what a horrible mistake I was/am so let's not act otherwise now Buster: No I told you I had to be there Buster: I never said what you should do Buster: Thought you might not wanna come, but if you're that desperate to pick up empties nobody's stopping you Rio: And why else would you tell me that but to say don't come Rio: you're driving me insane, have you forgotten how to tell the truth, has it been that long? Rio: fuck Buster Buster: I figured you might not want to see me since I don't wanna see you Buster: It's that simple Rio: Well, you were wrong Rio: Again Rio: but whatever, understood Buster: More fool you for being surprised or bothered Buster: You should've known Buster: Seen it coming I'd be wrong, that's your thing Rio: No, I got it, you've hurled enough insults my way for one morning, thanks Rio: not expecting a good morning text but you know Rio: I'm the idiot who thought you might have some decency left in you, yeah, my mistake Buster: Yeah it is Buster: At least you won't make it again Rio: No Rio: I'm not fool enough to believe that Rio: but you're riding that hard enough for the both of us so maybe Buster: Believe what you want Rio: I don't Rio: and that's why you're so angry at me Buster: Don't flatter yourself Buster: I'm mad at myself Rio: Stop telling me what to do, and then telling me you aren't! Rio: and don't say such vile things to me and be so cruel, and then tell me you don't care! Rio: Just stop it Buster: What do you want? A declaration of love Buster: You wanted honesty Rio: No Rio: and you haven't given me honesty, you've given me nothing but contradictions, so only half of what you said can be close to being right Buster: If that's what you've heard there's nothing I can do about it Buster: I've been honest Rio: Yes, there is! Rio: Oh my god, why are you so infuriating? Buster: You tell me Buster: You're the one having a stroke Rio: Because you've treated me like shit! Rio: and you don't see the problem in that Rio: you only care about her Rio: whether you like me or not you could treat me like a fucking human being Buster: Like you've treated me any better Buster: Not my fault you can give it out but can't take it Rio: Nothing ever is Rio: I said some things that if I was in a better frame of mind, I'd probably be sorry for, yeah; but you literally started this Buster: I'm not going to be sorry for treating you how you deserve to be treated Buster: I've been defending myself this entire time Rio: Clearly Rio: No, I fully understand that you're just treating me how I deserve; what else would a sad whore like me deserve but a pity fuck when you were horny and inexplicably your girlfriend wouldn't do? Rio: and I'm even more of a sad whore for being offended when this is pointed out to me the next morning when you say you NEVER wanna see me again Rio: Gotcha Buster: It wasn't that Buster: I don't pity you, that's all you feeling sorry for yourself and me apparently because I'm so fucked up Buster: And I didn't say never, I just don't want to see you the morning after I made a mistake Buster: Get over yourself like Rio: I think you'll find you did but I'm not being the bitch who sends you screenshots, heaven help me, I'm already a whore and a jealous cunt Rio: can't add that to the list of my sins Buster: Well if I did add that to the list of mine Buster: Since you love my mistakes so much Rio: Gotta love myself, ain't I? Can't fault me that, you always extoling the virtues Buster: I'm not Buster: Come on, you're not the mistake, getting with you again was Rio: What's the difference? Buster: It's the timing it's not you Rio: C'mon Rio: that just means it was alright when nothing better was on offer Rio: appreciate the attempt at being decent but Rio: whatever, I'll survive Buster: She's not better, she's different Buster: And you know it wasn't just alright Rio: Nah, she is Rio: It ain't the first time I've been a side-chick Rio: Forever like, ahh, too early to crack open another bottle is it? Rio: Pity party that it is Buster: I'm not gonna sit here and listen to this bullshit Buster: You're better than this Rio: Evidently not Rio: but that's alright, not gonna rock your world at this point, you've been putting out as much Buster: Stop Buster: I wanted to hurt you Buster: You called me out on it already so don't buy in now Rio: What do you want me to say? Like, mission accomplished Rio: What's done is done Buster: Fuck's sake Buster: what do you want ME to say? Rio: I don't think there's anything else for you to say Rio: is there? Buster: Christ, now you're being infuriating Buster: I'm sorry, yeah? Rio: Yeah Rio: cool Buster: You're just gonna ice me out now then Buster: We're done talking, that's it? Rio: You said Bye like, 10 minutes ago so Rio: I assumed so, in fairness 😜 Buster: THAT you listen to Buster: Fuck Buster: I can't win with you Rio: I'm all ears, McKenna Rio: Its not a game, so you can't, I'm afraid Buster: Isn't it? Since when Rio: Since it has no end-goal Rio: and who decides who's won or lost Buster: We both lose according to you Rio: Well Rio: am I wrong? Buster: Why do we have to Rio: Because we set ourselves up to Rio: What else did we think would happen here? Buster: We weren't thinking Buster: I'm not sorry I wasn't Rio: Yeah you are Rio: but should be, at least you're trying Rio: Shouldn't take the piss out of you for it Buster: Like I said, only about last night Buster: 'Cause I am trying Buster: But I can't blame you for coming for my failings, shouldn't anyway Rio: I can't apologise for the gist of what I was saying, even if I did go too far at certain points Rio: even if it is one for you, and that's alright Rio: its not the best feeling in the world to be someone's 'failing' and 'mistake' Rio: is what it is but now you know Rio: said my piece Buster: yeah Buster: I don't want you to be sorry Buster: I don't want you to be one of my fuck ups either Buster: But I meant what I told you before, I really like Erin, and that is still true Rio: Yeah Rio: I just am, we can't take it back Rio: we thought we knew that but we didn't Buster: Fuck Buster: Tell me what you want me to do Buster: I can't fix it, I know that, but I don't wanna leave it like this Rio: I don't know Rio: I really don't think there's anything you can do or say Rio: It'll get better with time, doesn't everything? Buster: No Buster: It's a platitude Rio: Well Rio: Gotta take it Buster: Yeah Buster: Do you want me to go? Buster: I'll get out of your inbox, that's what you properly deserve like Rio: No Rio: of course I don't Rio: but you should Buster: You're right, you've been right this whole time Buster: But I don't want you to be Buster: Not about that Buster: I've changed my mind Buster: I do want to see you Rio: Buster Rio: Don't Rio: One of us has to be sensible Buster: One more time Buster: Please Rio: That's what you wanted last night to be Rio: wasn't it? Buster: I don't know Buster: But I know I don't want this convo to be it Buster: I do care about you Buster: I want to stop lying Rio: Okay Rio: Okay, I don't want it to be either Rio: lets just talk, in person Rio: we can be honest Buster: Yeah Buster: I owe you more than that Rio: Its a start Buster: Where? Rio: I don't know, don't care, anywhere Buster: Meet me outside, we'll figure the rest out when you get that far Rio: Okay Buster: Don't be long, yeah? Rio: I won't Rio: Coming now

[stalking-fictional-characters]

I'm pissed and I know I probably shouldn't rant cuz this can trigger people but I really want to rant on these awful people who have abused our trust.

Now some context we have 5 chihuahuas one of which my mom uses as an emotional support dog and hence has been brought on the 2 vacations we've had in the last 5 years. One chihuahua is mean and bites and is not potty trained, two are older with PTSD and are not potty trained, the last one is potty trained but a little yappy. The emotional support dog doesnt pertain in these situations. All not potty trained dogs wear doggy diapers/belly bans.

So 1st vacation we had two of my friends (19 & 20) look after our dogs. One had grown up with four small dogs and the other worked at a daycare. So we had the yappy dog taken over to my Grandma because she liked him and was ok taking care of him so my friends only had to deal with the other three dogs and one big but well trained dog we were looking after at that time. So my friends had our number and we offered them to stay in the house where they had food and wifi and all this nice stuff. They said they didnt want to stay over night but would check in and hang out for a few hours each day which was fine. They call us once on the trip and are unclear on updating us but make it seem they are struggling with the mean dog we ask them if they can't handle him and hence we will give them our credit card number and they can put him in a kennel with professionals. They say they are fine after we give them advice.

We come home at the end of our trip and they are in their car and drive off as soon as they are paid (which yes we should of checked the house and dogs before paying them but like I said they were friends and they seemed like they needed to be somewhere). We get in and find the house a wreck with poop everywhere and in rooms we said were to remained close. And the dogs were in diapers that at minimum hadn't been changed in at least 2 days. They were soaked in piss and poop and had caused sores on the dogs. Two dogs had to be taken to the vet for infection. There was also no garbage (showing they didn't stay enough to eat food or anything) the only thing found was the remains of fireworks.

This was awful for us understandably and I wanted to go to the police but my mom was too upset to see them and start drama also they were good friends with my parents before this happened and we all knew they were just barely getting by. I went to their house three days later and asked for an explanation and they made a lot of excuses ("the big dog was to scary and protected the little ones" ok so why didnt you separate her in a different room also yeah maybe she barked at you but she is trained and well behaved and there are two of you, "we couldn't find belle to take her outside" ok but still there are only a few hiding places and nearly all are reachable we gave advice to you about this on the phone, "that one bit us" he is a chihuahua and we asked if u wanted to kennel him u said no) I asked for the money (100 paid before we left 100 paid when we got home) they said they spent it already even the 100 you just got three days ago? Yup, anyway we decided that we wouldn't press charges but we obviously cut them out of our lives.

Second vacation (ongoing)

So this person was only responsible for watching the dogs this Christmas eve and morning. My cousin is the one watching our dogs the rest of our vacation and this was the only time she couldn't stay. So a friend of my parents who had dog sat the mean dog before was to come over and dog sit at this time. This friend claims she pets sits as a main job of hers. Well yesterday my cousin left at the time that was agreed upon and we being busy with Christmas never texted the friend to see if/when she made it to the house. Despite being told four times (twice in text, once in person, and once on phone) "didn't know" that she was supposed to watch the dogs Christmas eve and not the night of Christmas day. So since 4 yesterday to about 4 today the dogs did not have anyone to take them out and had soaked diapers. It gets worse though. Btw no more big dog only the four chihuahuas. She gets there and proceeds to make very little effort to wrangle up the dogs to take outside. Apparently she got the mean one outside didnt bother looking to see where the PTSD dogs were hiding to take out and the yappy one idk why she didnt take him out. So she couldn't get the mean one back in so she left the door open (not a concern to us fenced backyard and few neighbors) decided to drink half a bottle of wine. Finds the crockpot stew my cousin had left on for her (which wasn't to bad of her because my cousin believed the friend would arrive after she left not basically 24 hours later) friend calls us and says she turned it off and basically we get update on situation (not the wine part). We are upset and my dad talks to her and my mom in another room starts trying to get in contact with my cousin to tell her to get back a few hours earlier than planned. So at some point the mean dog comes back in so the friend closes and locks the door. She doesnt bother to know the location of all the dogs and hence the yappy dog (who is also the tiniest and thin fur) who had wondered outside is locked out. We are unsure exact time but at minimum he was outside for an hour and a half because the friend left at 7:30pm (she left when we told her my cousin was on her way back) and my cousin arrived at the house at 8:50pm. My cousin called us when she arrived and we learned about Skip being locked outside and the half empty bottle of wine and found out the friend didn't even turn off the crockpot because it was still on and boiling.

Our dogs are all ok now according to my cousin. Changed and given treats and seem happy. The skittish PTSD one (who was in usual hiding spot which we had told the friend) went back to hiding after being taken care of but we figure she is probably fine given she still hides with us despite having her for 3 years.

It's heartbreaking to put your trust in someone to take care of beloved family members and then hear they were neglected. The fact we knew these people beforehand is what really gets to me. Like don't make such a serious commitment to a friend if you can't handle it.

Look if you can't take care of animals own up to it. This is the second time we've had a friend who promotes themselves as being great with pets (one even claimed it was her main job to pet sit!) Who has neglected our dogs. At least this time the person only was in charge of them for a day and half so the harm wasnt to bad (still fucking neglect though)

God if you can't handle a pet TELL THE OWNER IMMEDIATELY so we can make calls and fucking find another person who won't leave your fucking shorthair chihuahua in the cold outside for AN HOUR AND HALF

[mcotome]

Every single time I read something like this I'm just like...

Why do you've to be so mean towards each other?! Just because each of you want different things to be taken as the most acceptable truth, you can't ask others to agree with your own way of thinking, each mind's a world, and every single person is unique in a way nobody can understand. Can't force your own opinion into anyone! All of you are uploading things from the manga and anime and whatever to refute whatever others are saying, but you're interpreting them from your own point of view, with your own ideas about all of this, and of course it's going to be your perfect back up, if you're seeing everything however it suits you best!

The only fact is: Kishimoto is the only one who can decide who loves whom. No matter what do you want to see in each scene, if you support SS, SK, SN, NS, NI, etc., it doesn't really matter! He already decided.

Now, how the hell are you able to talk about true love for 13-16 years old kids, when they had a lot of most important things to think about. How many people really end up with their childhood crush? How many of you can really tell that your very first love wasn't love cuz you didn't end up with him/her? Hell no! That's not how things are! That's an anime, yeah, but Kishimoto didn't invented love, he took it from real life, people fall in love and can stay like that for many years or just for a couple of days/weeks/months, or even for a life time! ¡¿Y qué pasa?! Not everyone can stay by their first love's side, sometimes they even find someone else, someone who isn't their first love but the love of their life, and that isn't a bad thing. Naruto loved Sakura, and it was such a deep love that a lot of people want them together even nowadays, but that didn't happen, Saku couldn't stop loving Sasuke, and Naruto was aware of that fact, he had to move on, and he eventually found a new love, and yeah she was the very same girl who was always looking after him, who couldn't keep her eyes off him, the very same girl he didn't use to notice. But he fell in love, he got married and they have two kids. Come on! Stop trying to transverse everything into a filthy stuff for your own whishes, stop arguing and just enjoy the hard work Kishi-sensei put on it. You're just wasting your time in stupid things, so stop it already! If the end of this isn't what you wanted, write fanfics, draw art, etc, but stop trying to claim your likes as if they were canon stuff or the reasons why you ship some characters as the real mangaka's intention because you can't actually swear that, and being rude towards people who are actually happy with how things ended up, or shipping their own favs. And be respectful towards Kishimotos's work.

Naruto never loved Sakura.