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snesert snuo

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TW/CW: Discussion of murder, death, and violence

imagine if evbo has a family outside of pvp civilization. a home. and he had his parents. and then one day, their sweet baby boy vanished. their baby boy had been fourteen going on fifteen when he had disappeared, he had a smile that could blind the whole world, he was struggling with freshman algebra and his parents would sit down with him on the couch and try and scrounge up memories from their school days to help him.

now their baby boy is finally back after months, but he is not their baby boy anymore. he is fifteen and he looks at them like he is shoving his hand in that haystack to find the needle. his smile is not as bright as it once was and his eyes have lost that glimmer of joy and innocence. they are so tired, they look like they have seen war. maybe they have.

and then there are the scars. the healed up wounds that mark something had been stabbed through his palms. when he takes off his shirt there is scar tissue so deep, so horrible on the skin of his stomach and chest his parents wonder What happened and how did he survive? the mark of a knife sliced across the throat and the jagged scar stretching across his jaw. and more. so so much more.

and yet he smiles. he tells his parents he loves them, that he will remember them, that he is beginning to remember them. he tells them stories he remembers, reminisces on cherished moments. and all of this says, i am still your son deep down, but it will take some time to find him. he refuses to tell them anything about his disappearance. he's fine. he is okay. really, he truly is. yet he still wakes up at night screaming and pleading and crying. please don't kill me. i don't want to die. why do i need to die? it hurts it hurts it hurts. and what can his parents do but wake up in the middle of the night, sit by him as he is curled up in bed, and watch as their baby boy (fifteen, not fourteen) cries and cries and cries, and refuses a hug, refuses to be touched, because it hurts.

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HELLO did you know we're added on discord /silly

coughs hi hitting anon cause im a scaredy cat

hhrgg im not a system but i do source/da and you have a few twinsies with me up in there and a lot of sourcemates and aaaa you all just seem so cool but i cant talk to people and dfjksjfksj ok bye sjdkfhsjkhjkfhjksh

AHDNDM ITS OKAY THAT'S SO COOL AND SILLY

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coughs hi hitting anon cause im a scaredy cat

hhrgg im not a system but i do source/da and you have a few twinsies with me up in there and a lot of sourcemates and aaaa you all just seem so cool but i cant talk to people and dfjksjfksj ok bye sjdkfhsjkhjkfhjksh

AHDNDM ITS OKAY THAT'S SO COOL AND SILLY

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sneavbo

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grian having no qualms about killing lizzie as revenge against scar and jimmy but being vehemently against harming the parrot build is so fucking funny to me like yeah mr “bird man” that tracks

“the parrot has done nothing wrong” NEITHER DID LIZZIE??

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what the hell is going to happen next session. etho said there was screaming and crying. grian said it was worse than he thought. skizz said it was wonderful. impulse said it was Wild life (with a capital W). the session apparently only lasted 90 minutes instead of 2-3 hours because they were so "knackered" by it all. scar keeps posting emotional damage gifs. pearl said she was struggling to cut it down because so much happened. what on earth did grian cook up...

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I am a child of divorce

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its funny when they're fighting

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i fear gem and joel don't understand how absolutely BASED they are. they're always like "oh it's just cuz we're not completely stupid" as everyone else is literally dying around them. perfect team someone cooked here

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//wild life spoilers

today's mini fella is wild life scott and his evil snail! 🐌✨

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Dont be very woried about me since i deserve all of this

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OH FUCKING GOD SWAGDOONS

draw ashswag and reddoons and my life will be yours

gonna be completely honest, I had to Google who ashswag was to jog my memory and my first thought was "Oh is the missing texture gender man"

Theyre holding hands :)

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A king once said "it was never meant to be"

you know, jack's talking rn about how he kind of logged back onto the dsmp as a joke but unexpectedly got hit with a wave of nostalgia for all the time he spent on the server and ykw. the thing that surprised me the most with dream smp's ending is that a lot of the content creators that i felt like really enjoyed the roleplaying never did anything like that again. jack is one of them, but fundy was incorporating his coding into the lore and during the l'manburg era especially seemed really invested in his character. schlatt also seemed to get really into it when he was playing the big bad villain. and fucking karl jacobs? with tftsmp??? it was always kind of wild to me that more of them didnt end up joining other similar projects

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Gaslight gatekeep girlboss girldad

LMAO