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I was editing a video compiling some Mr Small clips for you guys and the entire file got erased wtf
#I didn’t even delete it or anything#the program I use is supposed to auto save#Like the project doesn’t even exist anymore?? whatever#why am I catching L after L#I’m still gonna make it tho dw#me posting
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Day 24 of TMayNT: Favorite turtle + villain dynamic
I chose Hypno-potamus from Rise of the TMNT for this prompt :]
I love his character development and how he seems to grow a soft spot for the turtles.
These sketches are redrawn from screenshots except for the doodles of rabbits, doves etc :]
(Note: I chose to draw Hypno in a top hat rather than a turban because one of the writers who worked on the show said that Hypno was not wearing the turban for religious reasons. It was part of his costume. Also, Hypno’s canon design, especially as a human, has similarities to harmful stereotypes of Romani people—so a few of Hypno’s fans on here including me like to depict Hypno with a top hat instead.)
the TMayNT challenge is hosted by @mikasleaf see more at @tmaynt
#sofia’s art#rottmnt#rise of the tmnt#rise hypno#hypno potamus#rise leo#rise raph#rise donnie#rise mikey#rise april#tmaynt#tmnt art challenge#studies#sketches#leave hypno and leo alone for a moment and hypno starts putting on a magic show#leo loves magic so much it would have been fun to see those two become friends#i think hypno would have been excited for a fan unlike ghost bear and meat sweats#hypno really did seem happy when donnie mikey and leo reunited in battle nexus: new york#and he took his role helping donnie seriously even though he didn’t know how to play chess and it seemed like only donnie was in danger#in the movie neither hypno nor leo seemed to take their fight very seriously hypno didn’t even take out his rings#also I didn’t draw anything about it but in a deleted scene for the movie in the bad future hypno and warren are on the turtle’s team#not only that but they appeared to be in leo’s inner circle they were with the people who we’re going to go back in time#in case you were wondering the little creature with the rabbits and doves is a character of mine
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hello everyone, my secondary art blog (@maevesnormalart) was deleted for absolutely no reason.
it’s not healthy to hold onto my anger, though, so instead of stewing in my rage, i’m using this opportunity to replace my now-deleted art blog with a new official promotional blog for my in-development indie CRPG, Bestia3D. (i am still stewing tho.)
my new blog is @bestia3D !!
(they better not delete this one too >:/ )
#announcement#text post#indie games#indie game design#indie game development#indie dev#indiedev#rpg#crpg#CRPGs#indie rpg#game development#tumblr#hellsite#i didn’t even do anything#i just posted my own art!!!#whyyyy did they delete my blog?????
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fellow gays…. does it feel like anything to you?
#being gay doesn’t feel like anything to me; when i was younger like hearing people come out they’d be like ‘oh i always knew i was different#or i knew i had to be a certain way#i never got like that? like i used to have crushes on boys when i was in primary school but when i got older i just assumed i was bored with#men like i never assumed it was bc something was different ab me and like yeah idk#like realising i was a lesbian didn’t feel like anything to me other than oh makes sense#like idk realising i was gay didn’t change anything from how it was before even tho like idk circa 2014 all the youtubers coming out and shi#we’re like oh i knew i was different i knew it was this and this and like idk i’ve just always felt like me and it’s never felt like anythin#in particular to be gay#idk this is kinda word vomit i was just thinking ab it the other day ab how so many people are like relieved? to realise they’re queer or#like other feelings but i always just felt like that was just how i was and when i realised i was a lesbian it only really just made me go#ljke yeah adds up lmao#idk might delete this LMAO#「mercury speaks」
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Got curious to see any of my art was on pintrest and OMG
THERE IT IS WTF. And it’s not even really my art, it’s my coloring of @/sunndropcitrus line art for the 2023 green with envy event. I didn’t even scroll for that long, it was literally very close to the top of the page. Here’s my original post btw
#revenant rambles#do I main tag this#ehh I wont#might delete later#seriously I didn’t think any of my art would be on here or I would have to scroll for a while#NOPE#what do I do about this#DO I do anything about this#how do I even feel#it did link to the original post tho. so. I’m not too mad ig
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Man, I still remember participating in one of the many jjba zines that I took part in and how my piece was placed as the first page (for the second time) and how one of my mutuals/artists that I’ve always admired, hit me with the “oh… you’re on the front page again… 😅…” like man, that kind of killed me lmfao. I never got over it like man, what was that about.
#it’s not like i put the books together myself or anything all my ass did was submit my work#like this was from a really popular and well known artist as well like#their art has always been so gorgeous to me too I was like ‘I’m literally a nobody is this person really being shady or…’#rambling#I guess it’s nice being in a zine with ppl I don’t know or care to get to know at least now 😭… just submitting my art and running#referring to the jjk zine 😭 I need t start working on it uhh#zines make me feel so anxious man#it really did make me feel bad and almost guilty? I was like this is kind of awkward…#another zine I was in which was run by a mutual… well… I never even got my zine in the mail#and I even sent them $20 for some merch that they were making since I wanted to support and never got that either…#they deleted their blog but I see that they remade and draw a lot of DM and have a lot of popular posts here so it’s kind of awkward seeing#their art shared on the dash sometimes skeks#we’re still mutuals on Twitter but I don’t rly want to ask about my zine again or the $20 bucks#it’s okay like I owe other ppl stuff too I’m a late bird man but still loskekk#they were the mod for the zine too#I might hit them up again I guess I still love their art and they were always fun to talk to#there was another zine that I participated in where we had to purchase our own copy bro#i remember being so annoyed by that but went ahead and bought it anyway#I was invited to this zine so it made me even more annoyed#I#Guess it didn’t make its money back#or something like that but I remember being broke at the time and was pissed that I had to pay for my own book#I didn’t buy any of the merch because why when it was supposed to be free#if you’re participating in a zine the book and merch should be free
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i will never understand how some people can actively shit on something they know someone loves and finds joy in right in front of them. how can you hate something that makes someone else happy in this absolutely fucked world in front of them.
its the passive aggression for no reason i will never ever understand or do to others. if you have a passion, fucking LIVE it. if nothing else, passion gets us through every shitty day, and i will always support it.
have passion in spite of those who hate.
#its absolutely mind boggling to me#and genuinely makes me so fucjinf upset#i was sitting next to my sister who has been nicer to me than usual as she is talking to her online friend and im doing my nails silently b#its her polish and i didnt wanna take it out of her room. but i look up and shes ranking music genres which is all cool. but without#hesitation as the first one at the most bottom tier she put kpop. like i understand its not her cup of tea but i was like okay thats#something that actively makes me wanna keep living yaknow. and she knows that. so i was like#‘interesting placement for kpop’ and she didnt say anything so i said ‘im not sure youve listened to it enough to have such a violent#opinion on it’ and she immediately got angry saying shes ‘heard enough’ and then got mad at me for saying that saying why was i being ‘like#this what the fuck’ and my heart genuinely sunk into my ass but i couldnt leave even though i felt like crying bc i only did one hand and i#was drying at that moment plus i didn’t wanna make it a big deal. but this is not the first time she’s actively hated on my music without#prompt from me and it just makes me ????? like. music taste differs with everyone i understand this and i respect it. if something brings u#happiness then i would love to hear and listen even if i wouldn’t choose it myself. but being a bitch about it. idk#ultimately its the fact of being mean for no reason over someone else’s passion makes u a fucking asshole#:)))) im not crying bye#ashley rambles#to delete later#my mom and brother do it too btw. hating on it and making sure i hear it.#my mom was doing it the other day and my 7 year old nephew kept saying ‘pook i love it. i think its cool’ and it made me cry because kids#have the capacity for such unaltered kindness as the world has yet been cruel to them#idk man
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Today’s lesson is saying fake words out loud:
I accidentally let a fantroll be named Uturis.
#I didn’t even name him I let suggestions take the wheel and didn’t think it could be anything other than a random string of letters#Uturis is also the only troll to ever get hate for his design#For being boring#Poor Uturis#Can’t catch a break#Homestuck#Hiveswap#Fantroll#Fantrolls#delete later //
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Great googley moogley it’s all going to shit! Every day becomes exponentially more terrifying!
And all perfectly timed to just right at the start of what’s supposed to be my adult life where I get my shit together and be useful and productive!
#we’re cooked#we’re doomed#idk the end is nigh or whatever god damn#I just wanna be able to live in my own house and draw a guy sometimes without the ever present threat of the horrors is that too much#apparently yeah cause houses aren’t achievable anymore but man#m a n#especially if you didn’t/couldn’t go to college and aren’t capable of working most jobs#doesn’t help there’s the chance some part of my existence might be suddenly illegal or extremely dangerous yippie!#the options are literally 1. people die 2. people die what the hell do you even do man#how the fuck is this the election I’m gonna get forced to be a part of we’re living in hell#and nobody around me believes it’ll get bad yay great oh so wonderful#I can’t wait to lose rights and cause millions of deaths regardless of who gets chosen#I think one of these days I’m literally just gonna die of stress#it’ll either be a stroke or a heart attack or cancer or uh well ya know#we’re fucked#we’re screwed#I wanna have some kind of an actually visible break down but ive suppressed everything so much that I don’t outwardly emote much anymore :)#and the constantly dissociating thing too I guess#if you ever think ‘oh yeah I can just think of guy in a situation that’s so cool’ don’t it’s a trap—#although tbh this would be significantly worse without it so uh law of equivalent exchange I guess#fuck fuck fuck anyway#not putting this in the main tags#definitely deleting this later#if anyone in my house got any hints that I may or may not have different opinions than them well uh I’m financially dependent on them so um#literally wouldn’t have anywhere to go if anything happened#oh we’re really in it now Simon#hell world#there’s like what 7 genocides going on too I hate everything I hate everything I hate everything#I can’t do anything to help anyone either cause I don’t have a job and I could get kicked out or treated badly at home for it#not that anyone thinks very highly of me at home anyway I am kinda family disappointment number 2 I pretty sure
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#i entered an excerpt of some shit i wrote last year to a literary mag#that was the first time i ever had anything original of mine read by someone other than me in like 20 years lol#i meant to do it as like a gesture to prove to myself that i can like submit something??#and i did submit so it did work i proved it to myself ok move on#obviously i didn’t expect to win of course obviously#tell me why i feel crushed about it lol just found out this evening i didn’t make the finalists obviously i wasn’t expecting it but still#kind of disappointed#which is so cringe tbh i am cringing#someone submitting something for literally the first time expecting to get sone kind of recognition this is cringe beyond belief of me tbh#anyway#im writing a short story now and we’ll see where it goes and whatever but#writing anything original is so fucking hard and no one looks at it anyway#but still wanna do it idk whatever whatever#god#i just had to put this somewhere whatever it’s out ok now back to writing#delete later#idk whatever
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So… what was the point of Theo?
They set him up as early as arc 11, but he doesn’t really do anything?
He doesn’t stop Jack. He’s kinda sad about it. His family is composed entirely of Nazis. He’s kinda sad about it. His family is grey boy bubbled. He’s kinda sad about it. He puts a rift between himself and Taylor. He’s kinda sad about it. He named himself Golem. He’s kinda sad (and weirdly mean?) about it (seriously how do you, the child of Nazis, name yourself after a Jewish thing and then talk about how you regret it because the Golem is too mindless??? That’s so messed up what is wrong with you).
Maybe it’s just me but while all of these ideas are mentioned, none of them really feel relevant or like they’re explored. What really nailed this in for me was how Theo comments on Hookwolf. He has a little internal monologue about how he didn’t like Hookwolf cause he was a jerk, but he doesn’t talk to him about it. He doesn’t even yell at him or something. Did Hookwolf ever get his memories back? He could have taunted him with his failure to accomplish his dream or with the fact Hookwolf doesn’t know who he is. But nothing ever comes of it. What was the point of bringing it up?
I feel like the story pays some lip service to all these themes and ideas but never really explores them. Is there some key to it that I was missing? It mentions that he tries to cover his emotions up to put on a front. That could explain why he doesn’t really touch too heavily on topics, but that never comes to a head either. Also, there’s already a character I like more that covers those ideas: Grue.
Here’s my fun little counter pitch though: We just replace him with Sophia.
Jack nominates Sophia instead of Oni Lee before she is shipped out of the bay and instead of being sent to prison she works out the same deal with him about killing him in two years to save herself.
She still puts up this front about not caring about anyone so she acts like she doesn’t care about her family being on the line. She might try to run away at first but she gets caught by the prt who force/convince her somehow to stay and train/fight.
Maybe something happens with the nine that scares her enough to stay and train. Maybe Bonesaw puts a tracker on her and Amy’s not around anymore to remove it. Then, when Taylor becomes weaver, she’s still scared enough to put up with her the same way Taylor is willing to put up with her because of the end of the world.
Emma’s emotional state went differently because she never separated from Sophia in the same way. After Weaver shows up, she sees Sophia and Taylor working together on the news. Maybe she feels more alone then ever. Maybe this is the push that’s needed to finally get her help.
Sophia grows and develops over the time skip. She works hard and she even reconnects with her family.
This is why it hits ten times harder when they get grey boy bubbled and Taylor kills her younger sibling. She thinks of all the time she lost when she was younger and hated/was apathetic to her family. How her family is suffering forever because of her rash decisions when she was younger.
When she fails to take down Jack it’s a major blow in how she failed both in stopping him and getting revenge. When grey boy gets taken down without her she feels more powerless than ever. She breaks down and shows emotion, maybe for the first real time in the whole book (echoing Taylor’s breakdown with the end of the world).
Maybe she even kills Hookwolf, and it doesn’t make her feel better. While it’s still good that the nazi is gone and she’s protected people from him but she realizes that having power over others doesn’t really make her feel better and she finally realizes that she needs to heal and connect with people she cares about. This made all the more tragic by how her family is gone and it’s too late.
Maybe she says something about this to Taylor at the end and it influences how she fights scion. Taylor takes one last lesson from an enemy except this time it’s a gift instead of a scar.
We see Sophia in the epilogue. Maybe Sofia’s power allows her to affect grey boys bubble a little, lessening her family’s pain somehow. Letting her move past barriers between her and others instead of dodging and running from things.
#parahumans#worm#wormblr#sophia posting#worm spoilers#obligatory: is this anything?#posts inspired by how boring I found Theo and how Sophia in prison shows up right after#I’m still only on 27.3 so if Theo does anything in the last bit. sorry I missed it#seriously Theo why didn’t you do anything#he doesn’t even seem that anti nazi#I’m not Jewish btw so sorry if I got anything wrong#I can edit or delete if you want Idk much about Judaism so I don’t want to step on any toes
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ladies 👯♀️ and germs 🦠 I have good news! I wrote 3 paragraphs of my Saw fanfic today, so who’s gonna nominate me for a noble peace prize??? Kicking my feet
#jkjk i don’t expect anything#even tho I didn’t write much I’m relieved I started#I wanna make them talk and be weird to each other. so fucken nice. I can’t wait to show ppl the cute ass idea I have for a way they could#hang out that’s in tune with character. so fucking excited#saw#delete later
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I went on a walk with my dad
#I’m so so so so so sorry that I keep complaining I’m really sorry if it’s annoying or bothersome or anything ask me to take this down and I-#-will; I don’t wanna bother anyone :(#But I went on a walk with my dad and after a bit of talking we somehow got to the topic of conversation on how me and H butt heads a lot#And the way he said made me feel like I was the problem and that because I am older I NEED to be the bigger person every time#And I told him I didn’t want to have to be the bigger person because I didn’t like how immature she is and he just deflected it saying that#-I’m going to need to because I’m older and more mature#He also said that I’m the one who’s always defensive or picking out the fight when that isn’t true#I don’t want to fight with her; I HATE fighting with her#And geez it’s making me feel like I’m always the problem and I’m the reason why we argue so much#That I’M defensive and immature when I know I’m not#He says I need to be more gentle with her and not expect her to get pissy and defensive bit i only do that(if i do that at all) because she#-yells and snaps at me for no reason so often! I expect her to act that way because it’s how she always acts with me!#I’m not that immature right?#And he says I need to put in the effort to fix it even though she probably won’t do the same#Why do I have to fix it? Why am I responsible? It’s not fair!#I don’t want to be the cool headed mature and bigger person every single time#If she hurts me with her words I should be allowed to make that known without her yelling at me!#🌾#again I’m really sorry for complaining to whoever may be reading this#It’s silly I know#I’m just dramatic I’ll get embarrassed for posting this soon enough and delete it#I don’t know why I’m like this :(#I don’t like it#Geez what’s wrong with me
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i was really looking forward to the fic that would come out of this hiatus and i still am. but i was so blinded by my love for pining that for a moment i lived in a world where the fandom understood eddie diaz. however i have been wading through the ao3 tag for the last hour and bearing witness to truly evil levels of buck woobifying. what are we doing here
#i might delete this just feeling grumpy#started a fic that at first glance didn’t even have anything to do with 808 and it opened with the most off the wall incorrect take on eddie#i had to just close out immediately
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WORK FUCKING SUCKS
#kate talks#just had one of worst work weeks of my life just emotionally#I felt like i couldn’t do anything I had to send off so many questions and didn’t really get to work#and then at the very end of this no goo very bad week I finally get one of my questions answered so I can work#and then the session I’m working on crashes like five times 😭😭😭😭#so I had to get a ticket and didn’t get to work on my other session and it had to be deleted after all that work I spent on it last week#I didn’t even get to rework it#I’ve cried so hard earlier#luckily I get tomorrow off but FUCK#and I’m gonna get bitched out by my annoying ass supervisor#next week for these last two weeks WHICH HAVEN’T BEEN MY FAULT
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this probably sounds exceptionally vain and exceptionally silly but one of my deepest silly fears is that I come across as an unclean person
#like I swear I’m not I’m incredibly passionate about cleanliness#And I don’t hold any hate for people who don’t have access to the right utilities and things#this is purely personal about me#but I think it’s because all small little things might look it#my hair is incredibly difficult to style without it looking frazzled and greasy when I haven’t worn it out greasy in years#or I don’t have very good skin even though I wash every day and I treat blemishes and things#and I’m always like “what if I smell really bad?!”#and the thing is is that I might#but also I shower every single day and I wear good antiperspirant and I use perfume and I am CLEAN#this feels like such a dumb post but I got tumblr to make random posts about things I didn’t talk to irl people about so here I am#like also teeth!! I clean and floss twice a day very well#my dentist is always impressed like? 😭😭😭#but I’m still 100% convinced I am smelly unclean sewer rat#like I wish I could be someone else for a day just to hang around me and really find out#At this point I’m just rambling and will definitely delete this#I just keep thinking of things#like I pretty much wear the same outfit in terms of looks every day#Like it’s the same base with different jackets#and so what if that makes me seem unclean#But it’s not actually the exact same base it’s a different shirt that looks the same every day#And different jeans#And different jackets#All of which are washed frequently#I don’t think there’s anything I could do to become MORE clean but it’s like a deeply ingrained fear#anyway I pray no one has read to this point I just wanted to ramble#But hi if you have 👋👋👋
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