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Final fantasy 6 sketch dump
#basically everything I’ve tried to draw as art block drags me by the ankle into a dark cave#final fantasy 6#final fantasy vi#final fantasy#sketch#ffvi#terra branford#tina branford#ff6#kefka ff6#kefka palazzo#the two kefkas at the beginning are old drawings I never posted here though 👍#shitpost#also also. the drawing of Tina with her hair down I am aware her legs are wonky lookin#I did not have the energy to fix it#sabin rene figaro#edgar roni figaro#celes chere#locke cole#my art
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also - if you think it’s in any way excusable to harass creators of cc or mods for not updating ‘quickly enough’ , please re evaluate your morals
i understand that it can be frustrating when these people are making huge patreon salaries, but the normalization of this type of behavior effect ALL cc and mod creators and risks scaring them out of the sphere
#txt#non cc posting#like. fearing copyright aside#the reason i decided to adbandon pokepets mod was after seeing how brutal and demanding people can be#this was shortly after the rabbit mod incident for context#like i realized i did not have the hypothetical energy to keep up with how demanding and aggressive the community can be#even now i still fear it.. tailmod being out there has me anxious because i do not have the spoons for complex mod support#like i love the support yall give but the sims community as a greater whole is very unkind to people who can’t fix and update things fast
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nickel and balloon would be so much more interesting if people explored the way nickel became everything awful that balloon used to be but so much worse ironically all in the name of "protecting" everyone from that history repeating. and not softboy tsundere yaoi or whatever is going on in those tags rn
#meeple.txt#inanimate insanity#iii they could so easily make me hate you.#nickloon arc was the worst thing to ever come out of iii#unnecessarily long and stupid and hilariously poorly written#i actually feel insane seeing how many people just accept it at face value as The Canon#i know it Is canon but i dont care. Heart❤️#we need to bring back the fandom energy of collectively rejecting the shitty writing#nickloon arc did not happen its ok. take my hand#in my heart nickel digs himself a deeper hole of denying he did any wrong and everyone at most tolerates him#fits his character built up by s2 so much better and parallels other characters too#somewhere deep in his head i feel like he knows hes wrong. but by god it should not have been that easy to ''fix'' him#hes going to deny it until it kills him bc that means facing any regret or deeper feelings he doesnt wanna deal with#and that means admitting he made mistakes which is a huge blow to his ego#and his Cool Tough Leader personality#hes not gonna give that up so easily#and i dont think its in character for him to change within the timeframe of the show tbh . at least with the time they have left now#thats like a post canon Maybe to me#the only way ill accept it really
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Would you perhaps consider Veilguard Dorian and B for the expression meme?
You didn't specify which B so I did all three. 😆
It looks like the stages of grief that comes with being Lavellan's best friend as she's telling him she's still in love with the egg. Or this is the POV of the other Magisters when the Magisterium is in session.
#dorian pavus#veilguard#datv#dragon age the veilguard#i was snickering the whole time and trying to keep the particular energy of each emote#he really looks like he is FUCKING DONE with this#PREVIOUS VERSION WAS MISSING HIS SILVER STREAK#HOW COULD NO ONE POINT OUT I DID THE MAN DIRTY#i'm clearly too fucking tired to post when i'm done but we have to drive for like 4 hours tomorrow#andi'll forget to post when i'm back#so trying to post as soon as i was done was the plan#but i fucked up and had to roll out of bed and fix it#my art
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"We should use our pool more often."
#cyberpunk 2077#cp2077#Cyberpunk2077#cp2077 vp#cyberpunk vp#virtual photography#cyberpunk kerry#kerry eurodyne#vincent ezaki#kerry eurodyne x v#male v cyberpunk#otp: to bad decisions#my vp#did I solely take these because I was so proud of how my custom lip scar of Kerry turned out?#maybe uwu#but also this is the first proper shoot with both NPVince and Kerry+ and I'm all öahsjdfasfsf#getting there with Kerry's base too now - just gotta fix his tattoos and cyberware still#I'm happy that I have energy for modding and vp again - the last few weeks were rough in that regard
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so i was cleaning out my notes about a month ago and i found this writing about homelander, crazy thing is i wrote this about over a year ago . i feel like it is a bit selfish to keep this to myself and it brings me comfort to read this. it also made me sob uncontrollably when i found it
all i can do is imagine homelander arriving back at vought towers and gliding into his apartment; already knowing it's been a rough night. he sensed it in the air, it's still and your breathing nor heartbeat have been normal for hours. it breaks his heart; only something you could do, he is simply one call away and you choose to go about this alone. feeling this pain when he can fix it either with his love or even violence; if need be- extreme violence.
so without speaking, he removes his suit and climbs into bed. he can tell you're still awake, your eyes are heavy and blood shoot. they have been fighting to keep from closing. he sighs and grabs you as gently as he can, pulling you on to his chest. you both sigh with relief. instantly your heartbeat steadies. you look at him, being this close to him should be a crime but it's a crime you're willing to spend an eternity for. he feels like home to you, like every thing is aligned and at peace.
yet when it comes to speaking out about how bad the night has been, he hushes your choked out cries. stroking your face; wiping your tears as he gives you a calm smile. he doesn't want to know, not because he doesn't care but he wants you to forget about it, he wants you to be okay, he needs you to be okay.
his other hand caresses the exposed skin on your back. he is here, nothing else can hurt- correction, he wont let anything else hurt you. he is the powerful homelander, the one no one dare mess with or the one he loves and holds dear.
finally, there's that feeling of peace, your eyes get heavy, finally allowing yourself to fall asleep. homelander knows that tomorrow will be right as rain; all smiles from you and your wonderful laugh but he can't help but hold on to you like you'll disappear with the wind at any moment.
#work with me here everyone because i did change up some things but i really do like this story and it makes me cry#im a big sucker of gentlelander#also im so sorry for my typing style i do not have the energy to go back and fix every little thing#please enjoy this!#homelander#homelander x reader#homelander imagine
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sorry i'v been neglecting yall, here have some drawpile doodles for your troubles
(Jewel Papyrus and Scar belong to @skelekins) (Baggs belongs to @megalommi)
#(for th most part i have just been forgetting to post#but i have also not had the energy :'>#hoping to get back to it but no promises lmao)#so a server i'm in did a drawpile for newyears#gkfjbn#there's always some kissing of som heads. n som eyes looking#th second one is a form my sona uses to move big boulders#got dryemiddi simping lmao#snaps' head is shaped weird in that one drawing but i couldn't be fucked to fix it in th moment#proud of that tongue jgbn#dn't mind th lil making out dooble#drye wanted a taste of th tongue LMAO#drawpile#jewel papyrus#swapfell facet#snaps sans#baggs sans#megalosomnia#undertale#undertale au#monstersona#mildly suggestive#didderd art
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I’m always hung up on the logic behind that stupid Spectra episode and came up with a bit of solution I’m happy with the other day
So uh
The whole ghost sickness hospital thing
But Spectra is liminal
Liminal to the degree that Valerie is Liminal. But backwards
Which is how she was able to do all that without just killing people dead
Her aura, for lack of a better-less waffley term, is a stabilizing agent here
It’s exactly like how
The fact that Amity is Danny’s haunt causes liminality down the line
With normal people it’s “just” less dangerous radiation, barring the odd unfortunate exception
But with a liminal around that has a core built for knowing the difference between real-world bits and ectoplasm, and all the importance of their composition there
There’s just an ecto signature / aura or whatever wrapping around these peoples bodily functions, like my body now, I’ll make sure you don’t die from your cells exploding on contact, idiot
That’s the sentiment I guess. I explained it a bit messy. I’ll compose this better eventually if I remember.
#don’t have the time nor energy to compose this like a fic rn#danny phantom#dp#dp headcanons#danny fenton#penelope spectra#writing#ecto-contamination headcanon#haunt headcanon#oh god I did say I’d fix this oops#haha I’m not doing that
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SEVEN YEARS OF POETRY IN A BOOK
HELLO ALL! I've been working on this project for a while; copying a lot of poems from my blog that had broken formatting from the old days, collecting the ones that I was the proudest of, adding in a number of poems from the archives that never saw the light before; and the result is this, DETRANSFORMATION, an extremely transgender anthology of forty-nine poems, which is 7x7, which I literally only realized now. What can I say, I went for quality over quantity over the years.
Do you like horror movies? Fairy tales? Complicated feelings about Lovecraft? Do you have familial trauma? Depression? Long slow years of regaining life? Do you like it when poems are about a specific ass situation? Do I ever have the loosely grouped into five sections that create an arc that's about 7x as clear in real life poetry ebook for you!
Gumroad was the easiest platform to upload to, and set a 'pay what you want' price of $1 and up; I wanted to prioritize people being able to read it if they want, with room to be more generous if you feel like it and can afford it. If you don't/don't want to use Gumroad, or want me to get the money without Gumroad fees, I've done my best to make the thank-you email for my Ko-fi a link to download the epub; the base price of a 'coffee' is 1$, so you can set your own price from there on up. This is my first attempt at both making and distributing an epub, so if anything is broken or inaccessible you can get in touch with me on here. If all else fails I will literally email it to you. I will convert it as needed. We will make this work.
that's it! I wrote a lot of poems and put them together (and made the cover! look at it it turned out so good!) and I hope you check them out. 🪦💚
#poetry#poets on tumblr#I feel a bit bad for putting poems in a book when they're still broken on here#but tumblr's formatting has been so frustrating for posting stuff#i didn't have the energy to tackle fixing them all yet#and I did make the book cost basically nothing lol#I will try and get back and start fixing formatting on the old broken ones sometime#but for the moment if you wanna support me/get some old and new poems I appreciate it!!
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erm…..posting about an OC via a rushed shitpost was not on my 2025 bingo card!! 😂😂😂😂😂😂get it??? 😂😂😂because his name is bingo??(GETS SHOT)
these are all things he has done or has attempted to do so consider this the full intro post for that freak for now. he’s still too undercooked to fully introduce but damn I love him
#pdbc#I love him. he’s the sole descendant of a royal family and. if you’ll pardon the pun. is royally fucking things up for himself#he could do so much in life and instead decides to be the next Gordon Ramsay……..such wasted potential#did. did I ever mention that part of him. his clan is called the Ramsay clan after all#he wants to be Gordon Ramsay sooooo fucking bad…….#big theater kid gone wrong energy from him#so many of my posts this year have been pdbc related. it Will happen again.#< (in my defense I’m working on other non-pdbc stuff !! but pdbc stuff is easy to make because I don’t have to think about it)#once I’m not so burnt out I’m really excited to design bingo….not even going to attempt to rn#I hate designing outfits but I’m actually looking forward to his bc he has a horrid mix of royal garments and astereotypical butcher outfit#speaking of butchers. butcher vanity? great song absolutely fits him. cannot stop listening to it#surprisingly him being like. a literal cannibal isn’t even all he does. that’s just a…little quirk of his#like ya’d think him eating people would be more important but nah. he’s a POET and a MAGICIAN 😤😤#I’d say he’s one of the most evil characters but…..kinda all of my characters are#sure bingo tries to eat people and bomb people’s homes but there are side characters who put acid in the water supply and aren’t punished#so bingo’s just par for the course honestly#the best thing he’s ever done is install an air conditioning unit. there wasn’t one before bc Mole (his mom) didn’t like them—#—which resulted in people keeling over from heat exhaustion a lot so. good job for fixing that bingo#it’s the bare minimum but that’s pretty good for him so he can have a round of applause for that#I think I might have mentioned Gerbombs in passing but I love them sm#they’re gerbils genetically engineered to blow up when pressure is placed on them#they’re adorable. thankfully they have no concept of death so they’re just chilling with no worries in the world#before you get sad. Sushi rescued most of the Gerbombs and now cares for them so happy ending#no Gerbombs shall die under her watch. I don’t think I could deal with it if too many Gerbombs died#although they’re called Gerbombs they’re actually more physically close to jerboas#they’re so cute. I should draw a Gerbomb sometime#(I should also probably rename them jerbombs considering they’re not gerbils but ehhhhhhhhhhhhh)
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[Sorry for the repost I messed something up] A doodle I initially made before the show aired that I tweaked today after realizing it was even more fitting than I thought. Anybody played Dredge? It's a... horror-themed fishing game. I watched a friend play it and that was a fun experience. Not to spoil anything, but a certain character's situation gave me Simon vibes, :)
(Also this song lives in my brain rent free)
#adventure time#fionna and cake#simon petrikov#dredge game#cappycode#fan art#crossover#flat color#digital art#2023#fionna and cake spoilers#dredge spoilers#spoilers#............ just in case#I drew the wrong enchiridion don't look at me I don't have the energy to fix this#also kinda regret not giving Simon the beard too... but ah it's fine... maybe if I decide to revisit this concept again I will#AGAIN SORRY FOR THE REPOST I JUST DID A BIG OOPSIES
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damn I yap a lot
tldr; im alive, sadly im still on hiatus, other stuff is fine now I just have new [physical] problems, you'll know when I'm fully back (give it another couple months) and comfortable, I'm in a [technically well-over] 3-month long ongoing depressive episode [not tryna do trauma olympics or make anyone feel bad btw it's all chill]
so sorry if I've left you hanging [with art or smth], I'll get to it in time, I promise [I may have unwillingly forgotten, likely not but there's a chance]
Hey, I'm alive, I have been for the.. almost 6 months I've been gone. Holy shit, I didn't even realise that it's been that long. I figured I should at least say something in case anyone is worried or wondering even though everything isn't solved yet, so, here. [under the read more so it's not flooding or anything]
Also, I figure I should apologise for venting on main and just leaving it up - this is all going to stay up because I need to keep it somewhere to aid with my memory issues - but, still, must've been a little weird
Absolutely not a good time to say all this [for me bc I haven't thought this message through] but I'm kinda half-back, just on hiatus from socials due to declining physical health. Really badly declining, I need help honestly
Originally, as you know, I was gone because I had a really bad fall out with my mother, but things pertaining to that have been solved now [except me not feeling 100% safe and trusting to my mother, that will never change. She's tried hard, I just wish I could find her reliable emotionally as well]. It's just that, since then, basically, all these physical problems that I don't understand have been royally fucking me up and messing with my mental too. It's messed with everything I love. I don't know what to do anymore.
Oh wait, where I was actually going with this, so
OK nvm I forgot but you'll see me around bc I've been talking to certain people trying to pretend like nothing's happened and I've made the kinda-silly decision to not fully come off hiatus or talk to other certain people before I'm okay again.
#so the post is for the practical stuff n the tags r for emotional btw [or at least I tried to do that]#[yeah just except the para starting with “originally” I'll keep that there despite being unnecessary]#-#genuinely. im so scared. im so scared all the time [most of the time not scared of anything in particular - I mean the physical problems#fuck me up by making me scared and sad and tired most of the time for no reason]#I have no energy and it's all up and down and even though I actually feel okay rn [not good but okay] after literally breaking down an hour#ago I still know this shouldn't be happening#nobody is going to believe me if I say I have high-functioning depression. who do I tell. well they will believe me but how would it help#and I'm so scared to tell anyone for no reason. I'm not scared mentally rn but no matter whether or not Im ok the emotion stops me from#taking action if that makes sense.#--#I don't understand what I did to deserve this why is this happening to me#why are these internal problems out of my control happening to me#I don't understand and it truly deeply scares me#---#I meant to out this at the start of the tags but fuck it I'm too far in and on mobile to go all the way back now#thank you if you read this far. truly thank you because I need someone to talk to and my irl's are not an option for all different reasons#if I reach out to you about smth random please talk to me as if I'm still not half-gone.#feel free to message me whenever about wtv despite the “hiatus” I need it#... if you have read this far for whatever reason please text me that my Rui loves me my brain is trying to guilt me and say he doesn't#[that just happens when I'm in a certain state even tho that's when I need Rui the most selfship mutuals u get it pls help me out]#he. he does love me right? I swear he does I just. can't seem to believe it right now#I shouldn't have pushed all that to the bottom when it was directly telling my mutuals what I need lol#I feel a little hopeless sometimes. that's not like me I'll be alright in the end. no not that. I'll be better than alright I can fix this#I can fix this. I just need help. god I need help.#at the very least I'll be alright
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You're sooo pretty
Can you stop?
I feel jealous now
BRO DON’T FEEL JEALOUS DA FUCK NOOOO BECAUSE I JUST KNOW YOU’RE SO BEAUTIFUL AND YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW IT BEAUTY IS INCOMPARABLE IT JUST IS AND YOU ARE
#ILY#AND KNOW I DONT FEEEEL PRETTY AT ALL BC IM ALWAYS COMPARING MYSELF TO PAST VERSIONS OF ME#AND SOMETIMES WE DONT EBER FEEL ENOUGH#EVEN WHEN WE ARE PERFECTLY ENOUGH#BC OUR JOB IS NOT TO LABEL BEAUTY AS THIS OR THAT BUT TO BE AND IF U CAN BE YOU ARE AND IF YOU ARE YOU LIVE AND IF#YOU LIVE YOU LOVE AND IF YOU LOVE YOU ARE SO PRETTY#AND ITS ALMOST 5AM HELO#HELP#BUT WHST#IM SAYING IS DONT FEEL JEALPIS#BECAUSE#ITS A WASTE OF UR ENERGY BC UR ALREASY SO BEAUTIFUL TO THE MAX U CANNOT BE MORE BESUTOFUL WE CANNO#BC IT IS THIS SOCIALLY CONSTRUCTED CONCEPT STEMMING THAT ONLY SERVES CAPITALISM AND UNLESS UR FINANCIALLY RICH I WOULDNT BOTHER#BC THEY WANT TO MAKE US POOR AND WE DONT HAVE TO BE#ILY ILY UR GORGEOUS ILY#I DID NO GOOD GRAMAMTICAL ENGLISJ JELP NOT GOOD IM NOT FIXING IT OK GOODNIGJT AND UR PERFECT GOOD DAY ILT
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Wow! I haven't done one of these things since 2019!!!!
It's my birthday today though so I figured a new one would is in order... Much Has Changed since the last one
#meet the artist#artist meme#self portrait#there is Something going on with the anatomy in the big me and I Cannot figure it out for the life of me#and I do Not have time or energy to fix it#I haven't drawn in several days and I did this in one night#cut me some slack
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Mini comic done very very quickly because words alone could not capture the WTF levels I experienced just now
@katkastrofa @shadelorde I’m not even going to ask
#for the record. this is all /affectionate#I can appreciate some good old random insanity :D#I just.. don’t quite expect to See That when I grabbed my phone#idk what else to say lol#I will admit I shamelessly traced the pose from a reference pic bc I didn’t have the energy or skills to figure it out myself#and I don’t quite look like that. I’m fatter and my hair is straighter#but eh. same difference#if I were to draw accurately I’d die from dysphoria on the spot so this is what you get#and FINE. fine. I’ll give it to you guys. I did laugh#A LITTLE#but I did#hope you enjoy my contribution to this all lmao#my art#do tell me if you can’t read my handwriting btw. I’ll fix or transcribe it
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Watching the Bittersweethearts and lamenting the fact that I have no one to play DnD with
#I say this as if I’ve ever properly played DnD#I had a grip when I was younger but some of the kids were really sensitive so we didn’t get to play fully#(I’m not blaming the kids for the record)#and I had a group in middle school for a bit#but it was DMed by a teacher#so again#I didn’t really get to play how I’d have liked#to be honest I probably wouldn’t have the energy even if I did have someone to play with#it just sucks that I can’t even try#shoot from the hip#sfth#sfth dnd#sfth patreon#dnd#dungeons and dragons#(I just realised I said grip instead of group earlier)#(but I can’t be bothered to fix it because fixing tags sucks)
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