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Final fantasy 6 sketch dump
#basically everything I’ve tried to draw as art block drags me by the ankle into a dark cave#final fantasy 6#final fantasy vi#final fantasy#sketch#ffvi#terra branford#tina branford#ff6#kefka ff6#kefka palazzo#the two kefkas at the beginning are old drawings I never posted here though 👍#shitpost#also also. the drawing of Tina with her hair down I am aware her legs are wonky lookin#I did not have the energy to fix it#sabin rene figaro#edgar roni figaro#celes chere#locke cole#my art
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also - if you think it’s in any way excusable to harass creators of cc or mods for not updating ‘quickly enough’ , please re evaluate your morals
i understand that it can be frustrating when these people are making huge patreon salaries, but the normalization of this type of behavior effect ALL cc and mod creators and risks scaring them out of the sphere
#txt#non cc posting#like. fearing copyright aside#the reason i decided to adbandon pokepets mod was after seeing how brutal and demanding people can be#this was shortly after the rabbit mod incident for context#like i realized i did not have the hypothetical energy to keep up with how demanding and aggressive the community can be#even now i still fear it.. tailmod being out there has me anxious because i do not have the spoons for complex mod support#like i love the support yall give but the sims community as a greater whole is very unkind to people who can’t fix and update things fast
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nickel and balloon would be so much more interesting if people explored the way nickel became everything awful that balloon used to be but so much worse ironically all in the name of "protecting" everyone from that history repeating. and not softboy tsundere yaoi or whatever is going on in those tags rn
#meeple.txt#inanimate insanity#iii they could so easily make me hate you.#nickloon arc was the worst thing to ever come out of iii#unnecessarily long and stupid and hilariously poorly written#i actually feel insane seeing how many people just accept it at face value as The Canon#i know it Is canon but i dont care. Heart❤️#we need to bring back the fandom energy of collectively rejecting the shitty writing#nickloon arc did not happen its ok. take my hand#in my heart nickel digs himself a deeper hole of denying he did any wrong and everyone at most tolerates him#fits his character built up by s2 so much better and parallels other characters too#somewhere deep in his head i feel like he knows hes wrong. but by god it should not have been that easy to ''fix'' him#hes going to deny it until it kills him bc that means facing any regret or deeper feelings he doesnt wanna deal with#and that means admitting he made mistakes which is a huge blow to his ego#and his Cool Tough Leader personality#hes not gonna give that up so easily#and i dont think its in character for him to change within the timeframe of the show tbh . at least with the time they have left now#thats like a post canon Maybe to me#the only way ill accept it really
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"We should use our pool more often."
#cyberpunk 2077#cp2077#Cyberpunk2077#cp2077 vp#cyberpunk vp#virtual photography#cyberpunk kerry#kerry eurodyne#vincent ezaki#kerry eurodyne x v#male v cyberpunk#otp: to bad decisions#my vp#did I solely take these because I was so proud of how my custom lip scar of Kerry turned out?#maybe uwu#but also this is the first proper shoot with both NPVince and Kerry+ and I'm all öahsjdfasfsf#getting there with Kerry's base too now - just gotta fix his tattoos and cyberware still#I'm happy that I have energy for modding and vp again - the last few weeks were rough in that regard
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so i was cleaning out my notes about a month ago and i found this writing about homelander, crazy thing is i wrote this about over a year ago . i feel like it is a bit selfish to keep this to myself and it brings me comfort to read this. it also made me sob uncontrollably when i found it
all i can do is imagine homelander arriving back at vought towers and gliding into his apartment; already knowing it's been a rough night. he sensed it in the air, it's still and your breathing nor heartbeat have been normal for hours. it breaks his heart; only something you could do, he is simply one call away and you choose to go about this alone. feeling this pain when he can fix it either with his love or even violence; if need be- extreme violence.
so without speaking, he removes his suit and climbs into bed. he can tell you're still awake, your eyes are heavy and blood shoot. they have been fighting to keep from closing. he sighs and grabs you as gently as he can, pulling you on to his chest. you both sigh with relief. instantly your heartbeat steadies. you look at him, being this close to him should be a crime but it's a crime you're willing to spend an eternity for. he feels like home to you, like every thing is aligned and at peace.
yet when it comes to speaking out about how bad the night has been, he hushes your choked out cries. stroking your face; wiping your tears as he gives you a calm smile. he doesn't want to know, not because he doesn't care but he wants you to forget about it, he wants you to be okay, he needs you to be okay.
his other hand caresses the exposed skin on your back. he is here, nothing else can hurt- correction, he wont let anything else hurt you. he is the powerful homelander, the one no one dare mess with or the one he loves and holds dear.
finally, there's that feeling of peace, your eyes get heavy, finally allowing yourself to fall asleep. homelander knows that tomorrow will be right as rain; all smiles from you and your wonderful laugh but he can't help but hold on to you like you'll disappear with the wind at any moment.
#work with me here everyone because i did change up some things but i really do like this story and it makes me cry#im a big sucker of gentlelander#also im so sorry for my typing style i do not have the energy to go back and fix every little thing#please enjoy this!#homelander#homelander x reader#homelander imagine
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sorry i'v been neglecting yall, here have some drawpile doodles for your troubles
(Jewel Papyrus and Scar belong to @skelekins) (Baggs belongs to @megalommi)
#(for th most part i have just been forgetting to post#but i have also not had the energy :'>#hoping to get back to it but no promises lmao)#so a server i'm in did a drawpile for newyears#gkfjbn#there's always some kissing of som heads. n som eyes looking#th second one is a form my sona uses to move big boulders#got dryemiddi simping lmao#snaps' head is shaped weird in that one drawing but i couldn't be fucked to fix it in th moment#proud of that tongue jgbn#dn't mind th lil making out dooble#drye wanted a taste of th tongue LMAO#drawpile#jewel papyrus#swapfell facet#snaps sans#baggs sans#megalosomnia#undertale#undertale au#monstersona#mildly suggestive#didderd art
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I’m always hung up on the logic behind that stupid Spectra episode and came up with a bit of solution I’m happy with the other day
So uh
The whole ghost sickness hospital thing
But Spectra is liminal
Liminal to the degree that Valerie is Liminal. But backwards
Which is how she was able to do all that without just killing people dead
Her aura, for lack of a better-less waffley term, is a stabilizing agent here
It’s exactly like how
The fact that Amity is Danny’s haunt causes liminality down the line
With normal people it’s “just” less dangerous radiation, barring the odd unfortunate exception
But with a liminal around that has a core built for knowing the difference between real-world bits and ectoplasm, and all the importance of their composition there
There’s just an ecto signature / aura or whatever wrapping around these peoples bodily functions, like my body now, I’ll make sure you don’t die from your cells exploding on contact, idiot
That’s the sentiment I guess. I explained it a bit messy. I’ll compose this better eventually if I remember.
#don’t have the time nor energy to compose this like a fic rn#danny phantom#dp#dp headcanons#danny fenton#penelope spectra#writing#ecto-contamination headcanon#haunt headcanon#oh god I did say I’d fix this oops#haha I’m not doing that
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SEVEN YEARS OF POETRY IN A BOOK
HELLO ALL! I've been working on this project for a while; copying a lot of poems from my blog that had broken formatting from the old days, collecting the ones that I was the proudest of, adding in a number of poems from the archives that never saw the light before; and the result is this, DETRANSFORMATION, an extremely transgender anthology of forty-nine poems, which is 7x7, which I literally only realized now. What can I say, I went for quality over quantity over the years.
Do you like horror movies? Fairy tales? Complicated feelings about Lovecraft? Do you have familial trauma? Depression? Long slow years of regaining life? Do you like it when poems are about a specific ass situation? Do I ever have the loosely grouped into five sections that create an arc that's about 7x as clear in real life poetry ebook for you!
Gumroad was the easiest platform to upload to, and set a 'pay what you want' price of $1 and up; I wanted to prioritize people being able to read it if they want, with room to be more generous if you feel like it and can afford it. If you don't/don't want to use Gumroad, or want me to get the money without Gumroad fees, I've done my best to make the thank-you email for my Ko-fi a link to download the epub; the base price of a 'coffee' is 1$, so you can set your own price from there on up. This is my first attempt at both making and distributing an epub, so if anything is broken or inaccessible you can get in touch with me on here. If all else fails I will literally email it to you. I will convert it as needed. We will make this work.
that's it! I wrote a lot of poems and put them together (and made the cover! look at it it turned out so good!) and I hope you check them out. 🪦💚
#poetry#poets on tumblr#I feel a bit bad for putting poems in a book when they're still broken on here#but tumblr's formatting has been so frustrating for posting stuff#i didn't have the energy to tackle fixing them all yet#and I did make the book cost basically nothing lol#I will try and get back and start fixing formatting on the old broken ones sometime#but for the moment if you wanna support me/get some old and new poems I appreciate it!!
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You're sooo pretty
Can you stop?
I feel jealous now
BRO DON’T FEEL JEALOUS DA FUCK NOOOO BECAUSE I JUST KNOW YOU’RE SO BEAUTIFUL AND YOU DON’T EVEN KNOW IT BEAUTY IS INCOMPARABLE IT JUST IS AND YOU ARE
#ILY#AND KNOW I DONT FEEEEL PRETTY AT ALL BC IM ALWAYS COMPARING MYSELF TO PAST VERSIONS OF ME#AND SOMETIMES WE DONT EBER FEEL ENOUGH#EVEN WHEN WE ARE PERFECTLY ENOUGH#BC OUR JOB IS NOT TO LABEL BEAUTY AS THIS OR THAT BUT TO BE AND IF U CAN BE YOU ARE AND IF YOU ARE YOU LIVE AND IF#YOU LIVE YOU LOVE AND IF YOU LOVE YOU ARE SO PRETTY#AND ITS ALMOST 5AM HELO#HELP#BUT WHST#IM SAYING IS DONT FEEL JEALPIS#BECAUSE#ITS A WASTE OF UR ENERGY BC UR ALREASY SO BEAUTIFUL TO THE MAX U CANNOT BE MORE BESUTOFUL WE CANNO#BC IT IS THIS SOCIALLY CONSTRUCTED CONCEPT STEMMING THAT ONLY SERVES CAPITALISM AND UNLESS UR FINANCIALLY RICH I WOULDNT BOTHER#BC THEY WANT TO MAKE US POOR AND WE DONT HAVE TO BE#ILY ILY UR GORGEOUS ILY#I DID NO GOOD GRAMAMTICAL ENGLISJ JELP NOT GOOD IM NOT FIXING IT OK GOODNIGJT AND UR PERFECT GOOD DAY ILT
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Wow! I haven't done one of these things since 2019!!!!
It's my birthday today though so I figured a new one would is in order... Much Has Changed since the last one
#meet the artist#artist meme#self portrait#there is Something going on with the anatomy in the big me and I Cannot figure it out for the life of me#and I do Not have time or energy to fix it#I haven't drawn in several days and I did this in one night#cut me some slack
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Oh, I truly was lost in the Rangshi sauce yesterday, wasn't I?
#silly talks#i feel like both the cat and the drunk girl who kissed her cat TT0TT#I'd apologize but I was having too much fun#i haven't even posted the *~spicy~* (lol) pics on here#it's not spicy (I think it's more funny than spicy imo.... and heavily censored)#aka I buckled and did an edit of one of the YoI hotspring scenes#the other you could see in that video/the wip post but I haven't published the final version#part of the reason is because I'm trying to gather the energy to fix/adjust Atuat's hair but.......i'm tired TT0TT#rip rangi. she gets no rights with me
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Could we celebrate any other character's birthday....
#like you know...clawdeen...the supposed main character#monster high#monster high g3#its just...i feel like we're inviting comparison here#especially with the inclusion of cupid#like if we're gonna go that far we may as well commit and include clawd too#are they actually dating or...? i dont watch the cartoon but ive seen gifs#granted i already figured that we're probably not gonna get another boy doll#on the plus side im excited that we're gonna get another catty#i do really like her but i just dont have the energy to try and find her a better outfit and fix her hair#so im praying this one has a cute outfit#and our first line without drac...a miracle#watch em still sneak her in there somehow#im also bummed that they didn't fix the lore concerning drac's age#that was the one thing i did hope they'd change#wasnt there an episode that showed her and heath as childhood friends..? is he also 1600??#or is this another instance of the show lore not matching the doll lore?#text post#im sick and salty dont mind me
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that's life
#i've been noodling this around my head#i made this with picrew i did NOT draw them lol#i'll also link the picrew in the notes !#that's why there are weird borders sorry i don't have the energy to try and fix those whoops#anyway#hope people like this#dimension 20#fantasy high#the bad kids#fantasy high: junior year#fhjy#fig faeth#kristen applebees#adaine abernant#gorgug thistlespring#fabian seacaster#riz gukgak
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I'd say my version of Jason is made up of;
Jason's original Robin run (Batman 408-428)
Under the Red Hood movie, with some parts of the Under the Hood/A Death in the Family comics (his resurrection, Sheila, sometimes the Batarang incident)
(LEGO DC: Batman - Family Matters, and an assortment of small things from Canon and Fanon ("Little Wing" nickname, experienced CSA, provides protection for prostitutes in crime alley.))
#my dc posting#dc#jason todd#everyone has a different version of canon they adhere to and i think its very useful to figure out what yours is#so instead of spending time arguing w others w completely different versions of the character u can just. not#like if someone's talking about every thing jason has canonically done in the comics- im not gonna say anything#bc thats not the version of the character i have in my head so itd just be a useless waste of time and energy#like yeah that is canon! if thats ur version of him no problem! its just not mine so ill leave you to yours#yknow?#i feel like a large amount of the conflict in the fandom would be fixed by ppl just actually examining what theyre pulling their characte#rization from#post inspired by seeing someone talking abt everything jason did in the under the hood comics and me going#'welp thats not the version i imagine when i think of my boy so this has nothing to do with me :)' and moving on#like yeah ur right those are canon things he said and did. theyre just not the canon i follow and thats okay!!
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man. I've been reworking a lot of content involving Act II of Home Is Where You Are and like. ugh. it'd work so freaking well in novel form but I just Do Not have the dedication or the drive to start from scratch and rewrite everything that happens.
idk how else to share the updated version of that part of the story with y'all tho, considering that Khalan's journal is insanely outdated now and isn't entirely canon anymore, so I'll probably just have to accept that I likely won't ever be able to update the story for y'all in the way I wish I could. >n<;;
#spectre says#text post#delete later probably#tbh i'm so tired of being tired#i've had like. no energy to write or draw#even tho. the ideas are there. i've got so many concepts going through my head that i could work on and turn into some kind of tangible art#i tried writing out a new outline for act ii but i got overwhelmed with all the changes and plot holes that still need working out#so idk if i'll even continue with that#even tho it's just bullet points#fhgdjkfg#anyway#the idea of writing everything in novel form just sounds like. SO perfect for the story as it is now#i'd love. to establish both khalan and antony as main characters and focus on what happens to both of them while in Atria#eventually having their stories collide when antony's side of things merges with what's going on with khalan and aya#it'd feel less jarring than how it worked out in the journal#because this part of the story is just as much antony's story as it is khalan and aya's#and he's ultimately the one who fixes things and has 'main character energy' by the end of that act#so establishing him as one of the tertiary main characters early on makes sense i think#but yeah. there's just a lot i'd need to do and i know i wouldn't be able to keep up with it if i did try to start writing.#IM JUST RAMBLING NOW IM SORYO#it's just been on the brain i guess
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RAAHH another rendered drawing of my self insert be upon ye
steel pipe 💥💥
#im not completely happy with the shading but im happy with the lighting so its okay#also idk what i did but one of the layers made the rendering on the front part of the pipe less rendered and im so mad about it#but i dont have the energy to fix it#cuz i finished this a few days ago and havent touched it since so im not as familiar with the layers anymoreeee#might've been one of the glow layers#anyways. steel pipe is his go-to weapon. blunt object.#my art#self insert#ALSO hi if youre still in the tags :D IM TRYING SOMETHING DIFFERENT WITH THE HAIR#since i hate having longer bits of hair on the nape of my neck irl im gonna stop drawing my s/i with that because its not. ideal.#so its gonna be much shorter in the back now
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