#I decided to go with this - idk whyy

[skeletonh0e]

ahhhh hellooo, I adore your headcannons🥹. if I cann, may I request for classic and fell sans headcannons (or the usual sanses that you write) with a reader who's bubbly? like she's very happy go lucky. she gets very flustered when the boys flirt, but very oblivious when others do it. so it will just be like reader is talking to the flirty person and sans is just like "hey y'know I've got a bone to pick with someone today" the reader being "eh whyy what's wrong :(?" "oh nothing you need to know <3"

SORRY THIS IS LONG IDK HOW TO WRITE REQUESTS. LOVE YOU THO.

Thank you so much! This one sounds fun! And decided to stick with just Classic and Red for rn, but I can always do the others in the future

Bubbly Reader! (Ft. Classic & Fell)

Classic Sans:

Well aren't you cute?

Listen, Sans is not immune to sunshine girl charm

Given he struggles with his own depression I think he genuinely admires anyone that can actually stay positive especially in very trying times

There's some teasing here or there, but he does genuinely appreciate someone being able to brighten up his day in any shape or form

Sometimes he'll just be staring at you while you yap on about something, seemingly just lost in your endless good vibes

A part of him kinda wonders why you chose to be with him, given he's not exactly the most optimistic or energetic guy. But he's always grateful for it as you do inspire him to try more

Which trust me, is saying something

Also gets a kick outta you being easily flustered

He's not the type to exploit too much, but loves seeing you turn into a bright tomato whenever he pulls a dumb pick up line

Classic: You gotta space ship?

Y/N: .....why are you asking that-?

Classic: I need to make a trip to ur anus >:3c

Cue him chuckling while you bury your hands in your face

The obliviousness actually triggers his more naturally protective side though, especially since he's a little impressed at how you just....don't pick up that you're being hit on. The type to kinda just watch as someone attempts to make advances on you while you don't......get it.

It's cute in a way but also now he feels a need to keep (even more of) an eye on you.

Always intervenes before things can go too far though, rest assured. Depending on how the encounter goes he'll either cheekily chastise you or give a firm but loving warning to not let your guard down

Especially when he's not there

Underfell Sans:

Literally just

Red: Someone will die

Y/N: Of fun! :D

Don't know how you ended up dating possibly one of the grouchiest if not THE grouchiest guy alive, yet here he is. Somehow both annoyed and endeared by you and your antics

On one hand he is kind of fascinated, this man has been through it and wasn't brought up in a nice place, he doesn't get that much joy out of anything anymore. Then you're here being a piece of sunshine like it's easy

On the other hand he thinks this makes you an easy target to be manipulated or tricked so-

Again both annoyed by it as it triggers protective instincts, which unlike Classic ARE already pretty strong to begin with and endeared by it cause here you are being all sweet on him

I'll say he definitely enjoys how easy it is to fluster you and he takes full advantage of that

His favorite past time is seeing all the ways he can turn you into a blushing stuttering mess

If you didn't want to get bullied then you shouldn't have gotten with him, alright?

Only he's allowed to do this though

Anyone else gets the guard dog treatment (it's his name sake after all)

Tells anyone who tries to back off in a not so friendly manner and he's never been above escalating things to a fight

Thankfully you normally stop him before it gets that far

Which he's far less tactful in calling you a dumbass for not noticing that others are very clearly hitting on you, which he means well but still

Rude >:T

[evignonita]

Strangetown (Las Rarezas) if the inhabitants were Latin Americans Hispanic

Latin Americans is crossed out because I initially included Brazil here, but decided this post would be for Hispanic Heritage Month. Spain is not included for the same reason LOL. I included Brazil anyway but it will be in italics. I know that Brazil is not a Hispanic country, I'm just lazy to change it

EDIT: I DID NOT INCLUDE AJAY, I FORGOT ABOUT HIM LMFAAOOOO now yes sorry Ajay

OKAY here we go

The Curious Brothers and Jenny Smith: Argentine-Bolivians, they would specifically come from the province of Salta lmfoej, I only maintain this because I saw an illustration of a guy similar to Pascal drinking mate. Kitty would be Argentine and Glarn would be Bolivian 🧉

Johnny and Jill Smith: Argentinian, yas queen

Pol. Smith: Pol was not born on earth, but during his years of adaptation on earth he lived in Mexico, that is why he would say that he is Mexican, only that he was born in Veracruz JEODHEOEKR

(*) The Muenda family (Olive and Ophelia's family): I like to think that they are of Brazilian origin or from some Lusitano speaking country. Olive and Willow come from Porto Alegre, but Ophelia was born in São Paulo

Ichabod Specter: Puerto Rican, Afro-Latino king ❤️‍🩹 he comes from San Juan... He loves mofongo

Nervous Subject: Chilean-Brazilian, was born in Arica, Chile, while Olive was fleeing justice... accused of murder AH... 😔

Circe Beaker: Circe would be from Bolivia, specifically from the department of Beni... Although she would hate caporales omg she's so fake booooo, love her anyway

Loki and Erin Beaker: Swedish-Uruguayan, their parents are Swedish but they were born in Río Negro. Loki and Pascal hate each other 😝 /j

The Grunts: Chileans, Buzz was born in Santiago and that's why I hate him... His children were born in Calama... Tank reminds me of my cousin 🧠

Kristen Loste: Costa Rican, IDK WHYY She just gives me the vibe that she was born in some small town on the outskirts of San José (too specific idc)

Lola and Chloe Singles: Bolivians, they were born in Bolivia when Glarn still lived in his native country and as a good Hispanic father he abandoned them. Glabe is Paraguayan 🫶

Ajay Loner: Since I forgot to include Ajay, he would be Paraguayan because he would be like his country, he doesn't exist (BROMA, LOS AMO MUCHO PARAGUAYOS USTEDES Y NOSOTROS NOS ENTENDEMOS BIEN PQ NINGUNO DE NOSOTROS HABLA BIEN ESPAÑOL OK 🇨🇱🤝🇵🇾)

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Imagine how manly and muscular,your own bull children must be and they get free range of your body to plunge their hot bull cum into your pathetic cumming cunt

Your hucow moans echoing throughout the farm as the farmer decided to do selective breeding and its so happens that the best fit would be you with your sons :)

Becoming a grandmother/mother even and still being used like a utter cumhole for *anything* on the farm

All while you're in a pathetic stupid daze getting horny from your own children fucking your bimbo brains out until you love them the most out of all the cocks

Just a pathetic incest loving hucow that can't even move becuase her udders are too big and you have to be force-fed

Go on,rub away like the pathetic cockwarmer you are,even thinking about rubbing it to incestuous bestiality makes you so fucking pathetic but you'll moo anyway because you WANT to be a good little dumb hucow bimbo

i love being forced to touch myself to disgusting fantasies like this i love that it doesn't matter what i like i have to force my pussy to get wet anyways....not that it's hard, idk whyy but im leaking so much at being called a pathetic cockwarmer who rubs my clit to incestuous bestiality just bc a stranger on tumblr told me to....the more i rub the more i want to be a dumb hucow mommy with big udders that gets used by anything on the farm, so cockdrunk that i can't even tell who's using me bc im too busy drooling and mooing for more 😵‍💫

[unknownmysticdream]

My reaction to what if season 3 so SPOILERS FOR IT

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Episode 1 i immediately got annoyed. CAUSE I GET THAT BRUCE COULD GET MAD REALLY EASILY IN ANOTHER UNIVERSE BUT WDYM THE STORM ANNOYED HIM. But I did kind of like the episode with the friendship between Sam and Bruce, and the ending made me so sad for bruce.

Episode 2 I loved Agatha and Kingos odd friendship, very confused on how Howard decided to be a director, but I liked the episode and found the dancing and fighting funny and loved how Agatha looked.

Episode 3 I LOVE BUCKY AND ALEXAIS DUO AND THIS ENTIRE EPISODE like I love how they unintentionally just eradicated Tony's trauma and literally avoided future problems with bucky not killing Tony's parents because of alexai and then bucky pushing of obadiah stane of the roof killing him and how bucky fought off the command. AND THE ENDING WAS TRAGIC.

Episode 4 i didnt like this, they made another oc (when they had a bunch of characters at there avalability (but im also glad since they dont know to write there characters clearly)) AND THEY MADE DARCY GET WITH A DUCK AND HAVE A CHILD WTF NO JUST NO THATS WRONG SO WRONG I HATE IT that entire episode was the worst thing ever I hate the child, the only thing I liked is seeing loki and like all the different villains

Episode 5 I liked the episode and felt so bad for the surviving people. Also, that PLOT TWIST. It was so unexpected, LIKE MY HEART DUDE, oh, and then the watcher INTERFERES. And i love him interfering because OMG, i may not love riri much, BUT I FELT BAD FOR HER, AND THEN THE AVENGERS LOGO AS A SIGN OF HOPE HAS MY HEART).

Episode 6 I didn't hate this but didn't love this either, because i still dont get how this works at all with the wild west theme. Then this was just annoying me, Kate. JUST SHOOT THE GUY. HE KILLED YOUR WHOLE FAMILY WHYY- and the reasoning being "he deserves to be tortured", and then NO HESITATION, SHOOTS, seans FREAKING SISTER WHO YOU DIDNT KNOW WAS HIS SISTER BUT KNEW WAS THE HOOD WHO ALSO DID TERRIBLE STUFF AND DESERVED TO BE TORTURED EQUALLY BUT NO LETS PUT THE HOOD OUT OF THERE MISERY. but otherwise, I do like kate and shang chi's duo.

Episode 7 I liked seeing Nebula again, even if it was like just a second. Out of the new team, Storm is the only character in that team i fully love, and i absolutely hate Byrdie. I didn't love the episode but didn't hate it (unless I saw Byrdie because I just can't, WHAT WHERE THEY THINKING).

Episode 8 IM SOMEWHAT HAPPY WITH THIS (this episode is one of the only reasons I watched season 3). I loved seeing the watcher surprised LMAO and hearing the fact that he did talk to stephen about his own duty. Then, later on the whole everyone taking the oath felt wrong, not going to lie. I mean, yeah, it was cool, but I feel like it should not have been that easy and then the death, I honestly didn't love Peggy but i dont hate her completely and was pretty sad about the way she died And then i was like thinking YOU SHOULD HAVE KILLED BYRDIE INSTEAD IDC THAT YOU JUST MADE THE OC) and the part which made me the most happy and is the main reason i watched, STEPHEN IS SOMEWHAT ALIVE AS THE PLANET LETS GO, AND HE HELPED BY COMPLETELY LEAVING THE OTHER WATCHERS WITH NO POWER ON HIS PLANET WOOO (I wish we saw stephen as a galactic sort of ghost, idk how. But still, i liked the stars outline of him. I also love the idea that he's walking around the place as a ghost and has the capability to show himself to others but chooses not to since everyone on that earth forgot him once the world was remade. I also like the idea of Peggy seeing stephens spirit once she died, and then when death collected her, she saw her steve).

My favourite episode of this season is probably episode 3. Because i love the ideas of how the future of that episode with bucky could go.

[catt-leya]

I have mad horny thots for Rick rn, especially s9 Rick because he gives me such daddy vibes you know... God this man... Istg I'm going feral as I am rewatching TWD atm.

Okay think about this, you're making dinner for Rick and yourself and Rick comes home after a rough day at the bridge, he greets you as he slowly walk up behind you while you're standing near the countertop. You can feel Rick behind you, he's kissing your neck "Hey..." he says and slowly steps away from you to shower upstairs.

As he showers you still make dinner and slowly get it ready, when Rick comes back though he's more touchy, more needy and you know what he wants. He slowly wraps his hands around your waist as he faces you. His eyes are glowing and you want it too, slowly letting him kiss and touch you, one of his hands finds its way into your panties and he slowly fingers you and he's so damn turned on from it, he's leaving bruises behind on your neck from kissing you and makes you cum within mintues.

Rick is taken a bit back when you decide to remove your clothes fully and remove his towel to go down on him, making him shake from the orgasm you're going to give him. I'm just so mad horny for s9 Rick right now and Idk whyy...🥲

Oh my god sweetieeeeeee 😫💗

The domestic fantasies are hitting HARD 😫💗

The way Rick would be soooo familiar and you both know what to do to get the other one going😫💗 it just makes my heart melt and now I want it soooooo bad 😫💗

Sweetheart I LOVE YOU FOR IT 😫💗

[serenemy]

panopticon as fuck

as a witch she was supposed to be outside the globe looking in. through a series of events best phrased contemporaneously as “playing herself” it had turned out otherwise

but like whyy tho??

why would anyone read a Book that doesn’t spark their magic? why would anyone pay this much attention to a character they actively dislike and engage in complicated ruses to have removed from the stories?

it pains me to acknowledge this could be some form of magic. new corrupt spells from the bad wizard? [any gender can be a witch whether good or bad. but not this person. wizard is synonymous in every way except it isn’t derived from the native tongue of the vvitche, an honor, she had pettily decided, too painful to bestow] lingering remnants of his old ones? or was there another bad wizard in the midst? or some weird wild juju of indeterminate origin and moral appropriateness?

idk

i just know it makes me uncomfortable. i’ve felt its hostile presence everywhere for like two human years. its existence made no logical sense and i used my thusly discredited sense of it to undermine me on other things in dangerous ways. the magic’s been wrong across realms for awhile

magic works both ways with a Book of Shadows. theoretically a powerful enough interaction between pages and a hostile reader could leave even a completed works altered, perhaps irreparably so, and i’m not sure i should go on

perhaps the Board has a point

here is where she is a liar because while she might not have been the only source of dangerous magic—there was at least one corrupt wizard in the region, she had mistaken to great effect for a mundane—in her secret heart of hearts she had known for a long time, maybe all along

she started it

at a minimum, she opened the door

she tried to eat and have two cakes

every propagandist in human history knows you can tell a story and manifest a thing that didn’t previously exist. in a Book of Shadows a story can weave a spell. and she was not solely a witch. she was many other things and one of them was storyteller

of course the risk would be there, in her Book, even if she told herself you’re only writing down the honorable parts and keeping the rest inside in your soul

it is the soul from whence all springs, little mouse

here is the other part where she is a liar

she knew she wasn’t really going to maybe quit either. it was different than expected, less morally pristine, more reckless. but there was still beauty and powerful good in the pages

not all the secret watchers had stained it with malevolence. some touched the works with beneficial magic so lovely it alone justified continued existence in the present form

and the muse was the right one. one she’d learned in bittersweetly painful ways to trust

and the songs still felt true and right and beautiful

as the “writer,” if she existed, it wasn’t so much surprising—

she could argue there should have been warning. the content wasn’t ready. you still as of now haven’t seen the [*BENIGN and] creative place this is going [she was like grrm. but the content was still alive. there was time]

*yinze know i use content warnings. some people love a tragic story. some feel bait and switched when they get their hearts broken by a story they loved. i write both but i don’t trick people. to me that’s a shitty click baity and unnecessary way to get readers

we don’t do jump scares here. one of my central theses as an author is that compelling, exciting fiction, with high stakes, can in any genre including smut be created around moral characters who treat each other in morally sensitive ways and via moral stories that treat their audiences morally. these stories exist, they’re gorgeous, and since i didn’t find as many as i wanted, i started making my own

i’ve broken so may “i swear i’ll nevers” along the way

i’ll swear i’ll never write anything with sex shaming language [guy character calls his sister a whore, a word i promised myself i’d never replicate in any form]

i swear i’ll never write a rape scene. it’s not the worst thing that can befall a woman. for most women, if they really thought about it, it wouldn’t be as close to the top as they expected

so can we get some other storylines?? a lot of survivors have been encountering that one their entire lives and the scenes are really really unpleasant. plus while a lot of the fiction comes from women, the idea that this is the worst thing that can befall a woman is a cultural construct originating entirely with men

the other thing is they almost always treat the event itself as the trauma. i’m not familiar with a single example pre Unbelievable that understood sometimes the worse trauma is the reaction of others. [wrote a rape scene in a romance novel. i think ‘wind river’ is powerful art the existence of which improves the world. because it showed something impossible to tell. mattress girl’s “porno��� does the same and should exist for the same reasons]

i swear i’ll never write a revenge story. i just couldn’t conceive being interested. still haven’t watched old boy eg. if morality is your guiding star, it answers every question about how to respond when someone wrongs you. to the extent the genre intends to differ from a “justice” story any “revenge” story i could love would definitionally have to be the former [might have written one. turns out i have a more complicated relationship with those themes than i thought. sometimes the hero’s cause is just but the nature of the remedy demanded by the context of the storylines opens the door for hatred and anger to influence proportionality in morally culpable ways

in my novel i weighed that. the villain received notice. my hero went no further than remedy demanded. if it seemed otherwise the flaw was in the author’s storytelling, not the character’s choices]

it’d be intellectually dishonest to deny i could fail more i swear i’ll nevers in the future. what i can say is two things:

1. i have no such works in progress, in mind, or alive in my head at this time and can’t foresee that changing anytime in the foreseeable future

2. if you haven’t encountered multiple content warnings (as my villain did) you’re not going to get ambushed with content

—as it is unexpected

i’m not sure it’s a good place for an author to be mental health wise to court a cult following of hate readers for a project so experimental they can see the words *of a Book of Shadows no less* being written—and deleted—in real time

can potentially alter its course with their attention

the presence of the observer changes things—in science and in fiction

[there was a reason she’d been telling the truth when she told that prelator she only sought or wanted a few acolytes who were perfect fits for the material. she really didn’t like to lie, even to someone who wouldn’t remember. wait. wrong “character.” nvm, all fiction lies]

but i don’t know. there might be something here

something lovely and worth telling. something sufficiently moral to justify its existence

[sometimes so do all truths]

[mirtifero]

Can I talk about my ocs okay I'll talk about my ocs but under the cut because uh yeah!

I was thinking. How did I not think about how fucking autistic Hector is until now??? He is VERY autistic and that actually makes so much more sense to him than all of the other diagnosis I tried giving him. Mf just has the tism. Therefore I believe that Sophia ALSO has autism!!! FUCKING HELL!!!!!!

Which actually surprised me like sometimes I realize how little ocs I actually canonically affirmed are autistic (just like how rare it is for me to say an oc is canonically trans, I tend to just go "yeah they are trans" and forget it like an idiot). Literally only Julian (Julien? I forgot I'm so sorry my sweetest child...) was canonically autistic but now that I think about it I don't doubt that Hector, Sophia and Lara are also very much autistic! I just didn't think about it before!

Telma probably has adhd (she's one of the two canon trans ocs I have that I didn't forget are trans :3), maybe the same thing with Luciane? DUDE LUCIANE IS PROBABLY AUTISTIC WITH ADHD ASISASKAHSKHAHS WHYY DIDNT I THINK ABOUT THAT BEFORE... Bryan probably has bpd but I am really insecure about this diagnosis and Nancy probably has aspd (I've been pretty sure about his for a while, I also think he MAY be autistic but I am not sure tbh. The reason I'm insecure about Bryan's bpd diagnosis is that he was very based off myself askjksjkja and I tend to never really know what to do with characters that are based off myself).

Oh right forgot to mention Nancy is transmasc lol he's the second trans oc that I actually fucking remember is trans. Idk if it matters to anyone but since I'm just fucking rambling anyways, Lara is asian (Chinese ancestry) and Julian and Telma are black (still deciding their specific ancestries. The story is in brazil so I want to consider that when deciding it).

But my nose is bloody and I need to wash my hands that are full of blood so uhh that's it for now!

[scatteredraysofhope]

Okay update guys:

My mom finally came to my room to give me breakfast and talk to me.

And yeah Turns out my old therapist had actually told her I had adhd years ago but for some reason she decided to never tell me 😃

"wow gee thanks like I wouldn't want to know what's wrong with myself!??" like im the one who has to live in this body and go though my life and my mom acts like she's the one who struggles more than me

She was like "yeah you do have adhd. It is very obvious"

She told me I had dyslexia and anxiety but not adhd !!?? and yeah she said it's not a big deal cause other people have it worse and im supposed to just 'get over it' whatever that means. I'm so confused because she yells at me everyday for not being able to get ready on time and procrastinating on projects and how im not normal. It's like she knows I have adhd but never even accepted it herself wtf. And she just blames me for it every day.

Then she started telling me how she was so careful when she was pregnant with me like she didn't even drink coffee or anything and how no one in her family had any mental illness so it's obviously from my father's side (many of whom are mentally ill)

I told her I should probably get it diagnosed then cause you can get medication for it and she was like. 'Whyy?? Your case is not that bad!! You dont need all that! Just eat proper food. Why do you want all that? to be medicated your whole life with side effects? No. You just need to overcome it"

I feel like she thought she was being encouraging!?? But I feel like she doesn't understand at all or just doesn't want to accept it idk. Like how tf am I supposed to just 'get over' my chronic mental illness that has only gotten harder to deal with thoughtout my life!?!?

Also I was 99% sure my brother also has adhd which my mother also admitted herself.

I'm just so confused and I feel like my life is a lie

Anyway yeah... I'm sure that's not the end of this conversation but that's where I am.

Guys I just messaged my mom in the middle of the night that I think I have adhd.

I guess she will read it in the morning but im Im scared how she will react because ahh I hate confrontation.

[theholisticdetective]

“You keep using that word,” said Qaz. “I don't think it means what you think it means. Unless, of course,” he added with a smile,” it's a new meaning of the word I wasn't previously aware of.” [qazmitsinclare]

A SUFFUSION OF YELLOW || Accepting

@qazmitsinclare

“Do you mean ‘chips’?”

“I’m afraid you have been taken in by American propaganda, Monsieur Qaz,” Dirk exclaimed, “While our American cousins have strived to exert their dominance over all aspects of life on Earth, I refuse to concede defeat on this point. You see, while chips can refer to thin slices of crispy, deep-fried potato as they will have you believe; in England, however, the word is used to describe a long, thin, deep-fried potato, as such,” he took a bite from the chip-in-hand to drive home the point, “Two entirely different things, I assure you, my good sir.”

[mcd-ms-rants]

here’s the second part!! thanks for waiting

STUFF I DIDNT LIKE ABOUT MYTSTREET SEASON 6 PART 2:-

• Irene decides to be a kind and benevolent goddess by conveniently ONLY reviving aaron (in s4) and aphmau (in s6). if she’s so kind why doesn’t she do anything about all the other innocent civilians who died??

• with the whole ‘mcd and mys are related’ theory I’m surprised and upset that laurance wasn’t included since he was a Shadow Knight

• OK WHAT ARE THE FIGHT SCENES. Kim gets slammed to the ground on her back and kicked to the edge and she can walk no problem. Zane gets thrown out a window several storeys down but he doesn’t even get a scratch. hello garroth literally yeeted him down like five floors he doesn’t even have a single wound from the glass. Garroth slashes at Zane and Zane acts like he’s got a paper cut. The cut is deep and near his heart but it’s no big deal because he can somehow still walk and talk normally. he doesn’t even cover it. none of these people have a single broken bone or even a sprain. YA WTF IS THIS EXPLAIN THIS TO ME APHMAU

• idk a single thing Irene said,,, she was super cryptic and because of that half the flashback scenes were just a giant question mark for me

• IM SORRY EIN AND APHMAU ARE HALF SIBLINGS?? *war flashbacks to pdh s2* DID SHE WRITE SCENES OF EIN AND APHMAU GETTING TOGETHER EVEN THO THEY WERE RELATED?? WTF?! THATS INC*ST THATS GROSS AS SHIT PLEASE STOP look this is the calmest I can be when talking about this.

• I’m convinced to this day that she made them siblings simply because she didn’t want einmau to replace aarmau but that’s just a theory a mystreet theory

• I miss Laurance and Dante :(

• FINALLY after like thirteen episodes we get to see the main antag. Surprise surprise it’s the demon warlock. wait didn’t mcd Travis kill this guy like 6000 years ago back in mcd s3?? How is he back

• no seriously how is he even alive

• the fight scene between the demon warlock and Aphmau is so anticlimactic. first they go to the Irene Dimension but when Aphmau gets back it’s only been a few minutes in the real world. What happened to the whole ‘one minute in the Irene Dimension is a year in the Overworld’ rule?? Why does it suddenly not apply. Also even tho it’s supposed to be Aphmau’s fight Aaron takes control like halfway through and finishes the fight from there which doesn’t sit right with me because it wasn’t supposed to be his fight in the first place

• what role do Zane and Lucinda play as relics if they fall under Michael’s control like thirty seconds after the fight starts. why did she need to have three relics in the first place if Aaron was just gonna do the whole thing in the end??

• HOW DOES EMMALYN SUDDENLY KNOW MAGIC?? Last we saw she was a scholar of Irene and not a magics user the two are very different things. also how is she so strong that she can restrain the demon warlock no sweat and we have no explanation for this??

• for a fight that had a buildup twelve episodes long I expected the fight to be longer and harder and more dramatic tbh. it was over in just a few minutes and I was sitting there like what?? Because there’s no way it was that short

• WHY IS AARON FORGIVEN FOR LITERAL MURDER THAT WAS A MASSACRE RIGHT THERE WHYY

TLDR: aphmau don’t get a werewolf bf please

[lost-khione]

Akiyasu’s Blunder

Setting: Akiyasu x Futaba in an established relationship, Aoi and Futaba have the same hair color (I know that they aren’t the same, but for the purpose of this story, they have the same hair color)

Summary: Futaba was waiting for Akiyasu at Raccord. Because of a little kid, Aoi’s hair became a tangled mess and then one thing led to another.

It’s been a while since Sae (my Aki stan friend) dropped the idea of Aki x Aoi. I promised her I’d write one but I would have to reread Aoi’s route to write the Aki x Aoi hidden route ( ¬ ‿¬)

She casually dropped the words Aki x Aoi again and my other friend, Cel, got to talking about how Aoi and Futaba must be twin sisters in an AU. It reminded me of my AU headcanon that in an AU where Aoi is a girl, they are besties.

It led me to an idea at first and I somehow ended up word vomiting the whole fic yesterday. This is not yet the Aki x Aoi hidden route but I’ll leave it to the your imagination to think what Aoi might have felt ( ¬ ‿¬)

Lastly, like I said, I word vomited this as in I literally typed this into my phone nonstop after the idea struck me so idk how substantive the plot was bc it kinda seemed to me that I just wanted to give life to my idea so I just went with whatever (ᗒ ᗨᗕ)

Word count: 536 words

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Futaba was at Raccord, sitting at a table with Aoi and Ginnojo. Unbeknownst to Aoi, some kid fiddled with his hair so it got tangled on one of the chairs behind them. Aoi couldn't stand up because of his hair so Futaba helped him undo his braid to free it.

With sparkles in her eyes Futaba asked Aoi, "Aoi let me brush your hair for you!"

"W-whh-whyy???" he blushed at Futaba's words.

"Why not? Your hair is so long it must be hard to brush it on your own. Let me do it!"

Aoi reluctantly nodded. Futaba proceeded to brush his long locks.

"You know, you two look similar with your backs turned," remarked Ginnojo.

"What are you saying? Are you also saying that I look like a girl?"

"That was not my intention. It's just that your hair colors are very similar that if you have your hair in the same style one might mistake both of you from one another by just looking at your back."

"But I feel like Aoi's hair is softer than mine," Futaba said. "Hey, Aoi, let me tie your hair in a ponytail and see if we really are that similar with our backs turned."

"Ehhh??"

"Come on, please?"

"Fine, do as you please."

"Ginnojo, what do you think?" Futaba asked as she and Aoi lined up side by side with their backs turned.

"You really look similar."

"Why are we even doing this?" complained Aoi.

"Oh, I know! I should match Aoi's braid sometime."

The door of Raccord opened and Nachi entered. 

"Hi, everyone. Woah, Aoi and Futaba's hair look so similar," Nachi said with his eyes wide open

"Not you too??"

"Anyway, Futaba, Dad has some urgent business and needs to go out right now. He received a message that one of his clients is moving soon and decided to pay them a visit."

"Oh, I'll go home now. Akyasu's not here yet. Can you guys tell him that I went home?"

"We'll tell him," Ginnojo agreed.

"Bye, Aoi! I'll ask you to teach me how to braid my hair next time!"

Aoi sighed in relief. "There they go."

"Aoi, one more serving please."

"Sure, sure."

As Aoi picked up the plates on the table, the bell rang signaling the entrance of another person. Before Aoi could say 'Welcome' he felt something warm behind him and arms snaked to wrap him.

"Futaba, it's been some time since we last saw each other"

The voice that he heard is none other than Akiyasu's.

His face went beet red in an instant while Ginnojo stared with wide eyes.

As if sensing the weird atmosphere, Akiyasu removed his arms from Aoi and asked, "What's wrong?"

"Wh-wh-wh-what are you doing?!" Aoi stuttered, hands clenched on the plates that he was holding.

Akiyasu was at a lost for words to find Aoi there instead of Futaba

"Futaba left a while ago to see her father off on urgent business," Ginnojo explained.

"Why is your hair like that?" Akiyasu asked with disbelief in his eyes.

"WHY? Ask Futaba yourself!"

Aoi stormed to the kitchen bringing with him the plates. Akiyasu was left dumbfounded while Ginnojo was thinking of how to explain the situation.

[i-write-shakespeare-not-disney]

One day Keith is hella bored and looking through his and Lance's medicine cabinents and decides to put on a face mask of Lance's cause again. Boredom. And after a while Keith has felt itchiness on his face and warmth but didnt think much about it til Lance came home and went to go kiss his cheek and was like "holy shit- KEITH WHAT HAPPENED TO UR FACE" and keith is like what? and they go to the bathroom and keith is like wtf wtf and lance is like what did u do and he shows the face mask (1)

And Lance is shocked he even put one on but also looks over the ingredient list and realized keith prob had an allergic reaction to it and began to look for allergy meds and then he was like "whyy did u even put it on" and keith was like idk i was bored and wanted to be pretty and lance is like awh but u are, here lets take a nap. and let me tell u from personal experience, that is one hell of a good nap and i like to think that lance would cradle keith's pretty head in his sleep (2)

The last sentence got me like^^^^^^

[thedarkestlavender]

Ughh like I’m so on the fence about hijab bc the idea of being perceived as a woman no matter how I look just because of the scarf on my head makes me ✨ uncomfy ✨. I feel like it would have to be niqab or nothing; I wouldn’t want to be perceived at all if people just see *femail*. But like on the other hand there’s the whole wholesome act of worship that, knowing me, would probs improve my deen. Idk I think I probably just need space to dress how I want first and then decide if I want to “go back” to presenting fem. whyy does this have to be so cOmApLicaTeD

[khwabon-ka-jharoka]

NOW!

What is this feeling of sharing what you are feeling or thinking with someone you trust or like talking to and assume that you will feel lighter post doing it, maybe it does feel lighter, as in whenever what is inside is spoken and given attention, it gains focus and feels appreciated and it heals.

    But what about the burden you are adding on the other person's shoulder??? Of course they don't mind, they will listen to you and motivate you to take it all out .. but no lying when someone empties their feelings, it adds on or like passes on to the next. In some way or the other it does affect the person.

   Lately I have been thinking and feeling soooo much and feel like sharing it with my friends, but IDK why I want to share it??? Is it for some validation that omg I have been thinking so much and been so alert and I am messed up yet proud of myself for acknowledging the things??? Or its something that hey I have observed something important that ‘nothing is important’... then why are we even having this conversation?? What is thiss...???

Basically I am going through phases like whatever I feel or realise, at moments I want to share it with so much details and paint it exactly like the way I see it as (knowing that everyone perceives it differently) and next moment I feel whyyy...why do you want to tell it? To add burden??? Do you think before sharing that will this be helpful to the other person, will this contribute to something good to him or just add to the Chaos?  I understand when you speak up, you feel amazingg and light.

(But I am not god to know if it would benefit it to the person, doesn't it depend on him/her in what way she is observing it and how she will use it good or bad that's his decision right???)

Before I totally used to agree with the sharing concept, that you should to make you feel better and lighter..and that was all. But now that boundary has widen a bit ..( I really don't know if it's for the good or bad) widen in the sense I have observed that now I know when I am sharing something that matters or bothers me, I will feel so good and so grateful... But once out of me, where will those things go?? Upon the person spoken to..and how will it affect him? So then I think if it's really important or necessary to share that thing??? Won't it be a waste of time of the other person to carry that inside him/her or whom Will they transfer it to??

Because I know nothing is in this universe never dies, it only transforms!!!

 Ahhh!! Transforms... there it is that word, made me flip my mood from-ve to +ve about what I was writing...

         If you acknowledge one feeling, it changes in some time, then you acknowledge the change and it transforms into something else... How and whyy do you keep pace at this?? And so many constant changes, then you will keep sharing them, and the person is also going through constant changes inside/outside... So does it even make any sense???

Why do I feel That I have something worth understanding to say but all I am typing is just blah blah and confusion... But in reality it's no confusion...

     It's acknowledging and realising something in its truest form completely making sense and again realising that it changes and it's non sense.... Just let it go!!

Is that all life is?? Letting go???

Then why as humans are we thought or naturally get attached to things, people, feelings, etc....

EVER MEANINGFUL THING BECOMES MEANINGLESS SOONER OR LATER.

(IS THIS WHAT ITS ALWAYS BEEN)

in a way which means whatever we are hurting or anything we are going through, we are here to heal!! No matter what it is, we all are going to heal.. the world is healing.. and yes it's constant.. the change is called healing, and it's happening continuously... Complete healing is realising that nothing matter, this too shall pass.. and so whatever it is, you won't be hurt or wounded by anything.. because once you live and know it's going to change so why to worry..

For this the brain has to be washed off from each and every conditioning from birth.. we all have to unlearn toooooo many things to understand that it's  NOW or nothing!! Just LIVE NOW! What else do you have anyway??

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.And I am not able to decide if I should share this or no! 

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Oops too late!

 already shared.. So SHARING IS GOOD!

[avianurges]

okay noq onto six shots of vodka and a can of hard cider but I wanted to talk abou this

I have mentioned how I liked hawks because hy’s known as the man whose ‘too fast for his own good’ and I casually remark that hey!!! tats me! 

what I mean by that is

I mentioned getting a scholarship and being able to get the fast routw to bein a police detective becayse they consider me super smart at what I do

it felt like mt future was being decided for me

I was hapy at first, until I realized I was being caged into a future that means I have limited freedoms

I don't want to be caged

I wass scarwd and I still am

when my chronic pain began I put everything on hold, including college untul It was figure out

because I couldn't focus on my work long enough because of it

when I say it feels like snakes in my spine Im not kidding at all. several times I lay awake at night wondering If I should just get it over with and sever my spinal cord already

aNYWAYS

I've started drawing and painting and writing to fill a void. I used to be in track and a weightlifter and now I can barely walk without severe pain (seriously , you have no idea the effort I put into making those yourube videos lmao. I don't mind, its fun)

they still expect me to be a police detective when a)idK if they’d accept me with my current healtg and b) now that I've started art and writing.... I kinda want to entertain people for a living. I wan to be SOME sort of artist

and even as I tell them, they all go ‘I thought you wantd to be a detective. look at all this hard work you've done for nothing’ ….. in 8th ggrade (also now we’re at 7 shots lmao)

its been years bt I fear ive been locked into  a future

that’s whyi lke hawks so much. I like to portray him as someone who’s scared he’s being pushed into a future he no longer wants. in reality he just wants freedom

who knows

maybe inm self projecting or something

feel free t ask me litwrally anything tho!

[calliecat93]

I get Anastasia isn't a perfect character, but idk, I like that. She's an adventurous and sassy character who's a little naive to the world and just wants to find somewhere she belongs, while making the occasional mistake along the way. Like the Renaissance Princess. I think that's why I enjoyed her as a kid because she reminded me of the Disney Princesses around that time. I also loved that she could hold her own in banter with Dimitri and defeated her villain by herself. To me she was badass.

She was a good character. I liked Anastasia fine, but the ending where she decided after FINALLY finding her grandmother and just... leaving her to go elope with a guy. I get it, she’s an adventurous spirit and she wanted to be with the man that she fell for. But... IDK. It just felt like such a slap in the face and like it was a waste being invested in her story, to begin with. It’s whyI cna’t watch the movie without feeling angry even if I get why it was done that way. Still, Anastasia as a character is fine. She has flaws, but she’s an independent woman who follows her heart and goes after what she wants. I can respect that.