#I cried so much you have no idea
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Goodnight huveos <3
#philza#qsmp#qsmp fanart#qsmp philza#qsmp eggs#qsmp art#character art#I cried so much you have no idea#thank you qsmp admins we love you#i am am this close to losing it#i feel nothing but pain#phil why
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What if hat kid landed on an ocean planet?
#a hat in time#ahit#yart#ahit au#a hat under waters#ahuw#you know what *marine biologys them*#a silly au idea I had! more designs coming#...probably. if I have time#cries#I'm gonna be so busy with studies soon#I'm just drawing frantically in the short time I have 😭#I have so much stuff I wanna draww and time ain't on my side
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I was genuinely bawling my eyes out when I drew these, it's crazy man I haven't cried in MONTHS Anyways, remember to be kind and patient with yourself if you're going through a rough patch. And let your friends know if you're feeling bummed out or lonely while dealing with this rough patch alright?
#I won't but you guys should#ultrakill fanart#ultrakill#mirage ultrakill#ultrakill mirage#v2 ultrakill#ultrakill v2#ultrakill mirage fanart#ultrakill v2 fanart#dect#mv2#Lord please do not let my mutuals know I cried over the idea of being comforted by my favorite robot#in such a way it would also comfort my lack of self and my inability to feel as though people can actually see me as a person#worthy of thought#please do not let them know I I love these two so much because the love they have for each other is something I yearn for so bad#I would genuinely dedicate my life to drawing nothing but them exploring the meanings of their own lives together in the comfort of a home#amen#Mordecai's being sad on main again#someone send a cute v1 pic
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there’s so much love in the world. so much love you could drown in it.
Fred W. McDarrah, outside the Stonewall Inn in June 1969 / queering the map / Marie Ueda, “1977 San Francisco Gay Day Parade” / Wilfred Owen to Siegfried Sassoon / the Lovers of Modena / James Schuyler to John Button / John Boskovich, "Electric Fan (Feel it Motherfuckers): Only Unclaimed Item from the Stephen Earabino Estate" / Vita Sackville-West to Virginia Woolf / Joan E. Biren / Saphho, Fragment 147 / @orpheuslament, “The Second Coming, or Jesus at the Gay Bar”
#the number of times i almost cried making this#like guys there are so many of us. there’s so much history.#we aren’t alone. we’ve never been alone#web weaving#web weave#compilations#comparatives#parallels#words#art#mine#queer#lgbtq+#pride#history#queer history#can you tell i have no idea how to tag this
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JJK 268
HE SMILED I'M SO HAPPY THAT HE'S BACK AND ALIVE
#LITERALLY CRIED FIRST THING IN THE MORNING#I'M SO HAPPY YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA#MEGUMI I LOVE YOU SO MUCH#megumi#megumi fushiguro#jjk#jujutsu kaisen#jjk 268#jjk leaks#jjk spoilers
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‘the children yearn for the mines’ is a little too real to me bc when i was a kid and my older siblings were trying to get me into pokémon i really never cared to try playing. BUT. i was obsessed with the underground mining minigame in dppt. i used to beg my sister to let me take a turn playing and set it up for me bc i didn’t know how to so i could go mine for gems nonstop until i cleared that entire cave section of glittering wall spots which always made me so sad bc i was having such a great time. i didn’t even understand the significance of what i was doing but 7 year old me was high off of it
#years and years later when i actually played platinum myself and it hit me like OH this is the game with the mining thing!!!#you have no idea how happy i was#…and also sad. it made me kinda heartsick bc in my childhood nostalgia dreams#my brother and sister used to play online together and do capture the flag#and their little minigame battles in the underground with their cool secret bases were so fun to watch#like that was back when the wifi connection was working and the games were alive and relevant#but i came back to it far far too late. when it was a mere relic and i was alone with no other players#still. hearing the music again brought a smile to my face#pokémon#dppt#i am once again rambling about my very special relationship to sinnoh#i didn’t play pokémon as a kid but also yes i did it was part of my childhood. like without really knowing much about it#the lil character sprites. hearthome city theme#the contests#the crunchy sound of the map opening#and the incomprehensible map itself#the bike and surf music#empoleon and staravia’s cries as they went to use surf and fly#truly. being a younger sibling watching your older sibling play has such an impact on you#it’s all nostalgic to me too i just didn’t know the full context of it myself back then#couple all this with the weird feeling of having played pokémon legends arceus as my first own game#and THEN going and finally checking out dppt#it was like double nostalgia. two different half-nostakgia experiences#just. agh i make fun of gen 4 for a lot of things but it is fundamentally my heart isn’t it#i also literally am incapable of talking about it for more than 5 minutes without bringing pla into it lol#pokeposting
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Hi! Drawings of Bowser and Junior from when I more or less first tried to draw Bowser right sjsj
I follow some artist’s choices for Bowser’s size now though, so Junior is like even smaller than his hand in my most recent drawings asldlak
#super mario bros#bowser#bowser jr#my art#I LOVE THE LITTLE GUY SO MUCH#you have no idea :'v#cries#AND ALSO BOWSER BEING A DAD AKSDSAKD#cries more#I don't know if to post all their drawings together that so far I've finished or what aslkdas#alsoo#bowuigi#because it's implied alskdad
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Luke via Shan Rizwan on IG
#all the love to ig user Shan Rizwan for the content today but Tumblr is tumblring & i had to keep editing the pic to get it to post 😭😭#5sos#5 seconds of summer#luke hemmings#luke#instagram#other ig#boy ep#boy#my tags for this era are so inconsistent I really need to figure out what I'm doing 😭😭😭#kh4f post#so yeah Tumblr deleted my og post and like 3 reposts so i have no idea what my tags were originally#i definitely mentioned that he is tall#and perhaps broad#I probably acted like i wasn't looking at his neck but dear reader I am looking at his neck#definitely noted how much i love that his hair is growing out#i need long hair Luke back in time for my show 😭😭#long hair Luke at the Fonda last year was a miracle and a surprise and a religious experience can lightning strike twice for me pls#manifest it oh please hear me cries dear thirst gods don't i deserve a lil treat#anyways#Luke in a suit with a T-shirt and sneakers is my preferred Luke in case you were wondering#yeah Vampire Luke has been fun yeah Model Luke is great and obviously slutty stage Luke is Important#but suit + t-shirt is just 🤌🏻 everything idk why#i had more to say but then i got distracted looking at the forehead curls#bye 🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️🏃🏻♀️
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Tokucember Day 19: Anniversary
I didn't really know how to interpret this one but uh Kuuga turns 25 next month sooooo old goichi for you today. Ichijo would be turning 51 this year, cute right? In 2025 godai has a smartphone but hasn't quite mastered selfie taking :)
Full pic under the cut:
#kamen rider kuuga#godai yusuke#ichijo kaoru#art#my post#tokucember#some hcs:#i think ichijo would have some bigger noticeable scars from the grongi encounters and dangerous police cases#and then it contrasts with godai who has none because of the amada- *cries*#i also feel like godai would get like tattoos on his travels esp if it was like cultural#but idk if he could like would the amadam just break down the ink or what#thoughts thinking#idk if i 100% ascribe to godai having longer hair and a beard i kinda just wanted to vary up the look. but maybe i dont hate the idea#also i have a lot of thoughts about godai and technology#also ik it looks like ichijo is wearing a suit but its actually a button up and cardigan its 2025 he has more casual clothes by now#i clarify because its important TO ME#but ughh i struggled so hard with this one today and honestly id like redo it if i could but ig one of the good things about tokucember#is like you get one day then just move on dont dwell on it you will make so much art in your life hopefully not everything has to be great
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there he is the catboy supreme
#ffxiv#C’chari#my art#ffxiv arr#look at him go I’m so proud of him. also I have a revolutionary idea for how to make arr less dragging:#INTRODUCE FLYING MOUNTS A BIT EARLIER#just a bit! you still need to level up! Obviously! but I can get around SO FAST NOW#it’s so much less dragging to get through the post-arr quests I don’t think they’re boring like I was told tbh#and I think it’s because I can get to where I need to go MUCH faster#yknow along with teleporting. Even though my wallet cries every time I teleport
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hey guys who wants another round of tmi
#ive been#this entire day has been a lot and i have no idea how to feel about it#i've never cried this much in an entire day and i can't stop myself from tearing up but it's not because of something sad or traumatic i'm#not used to being loved. or appreciated. or meant to feel like i belong anywhere. i've struggled with being excluded and ostracized and it#has been an uphill battle for a long time and deep down despite my many attempts to heal and get better i've always felt like something was#fundamentally wrong with me. it has been wrong with me from the start and whatever evidence to the contrary ive gotten was rationalised awa#by fluke or maybe people like me because of what i can provide and what i can do for them and not because of who i am and who i am will#always be tolerated or ignored at best and i genuinely was not expecting anyone but a few close friends to care about this and just. andjus#i think something in me is healing and it's still hard to accept but i can conceptualize it and any negative thought in my brain is being#countered by “hey why would you think that when people care about you” and i know it is obvious right. its something i should know but it#has always been so hard to believe that anyone would and the fact that it's hitting right now? i cant fucking stop crying#its almost fucking embarrassing im like this. im a grown ass adult. why the fuck am i still crying like this. i fucking hate trauma man#keeps making me feel like im that kid who was never loved in the ways that mattered. sorry im just#thankful. grateful. i feel like some parts of that gaping wound is stitching itself together and i cant stop crying and for once im not#crying because i'm being hurt. i'm just grateful to be here. genuinely fucking grateful that i'm alive#funny isnt it. how much love can save you if you let it#tmi#rant#embarrassed myself enough i think#sorry about that we'll go to our regularly scheduled ghoap program soon enough#i'll be okay
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They are just comparing their hands...yeah 🫠
#foroneus#lucieblr#forfreddy#oneus#seoho#keonhee#kpopccc#kflops#nugudomedit#malegroupsnet#dailybg#ultkpopnetwork#USlives#THE FIRST GIF YOU ALL 😭#I've cried so much when I saw it 😭#it moved something on me you have no idea like 😭#oh my 😭#alexa put some soft music there pls 🥺#teresgifs
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oh... its officially october i really hadnt noticed... but i have an announcement that ive been dreading to make I say this with a heavy heart... But i wont be doing Inktober this year
I've been doing Inktober for 8 years now And everyyear i pour my heart and soul into doing Inks that seemingly seem to happen by magic and i usually feel such a big inspiration to do my Best Works! and i will admit that i usually prepare for it too But something happened this year and well I havent really been myself this year Art has been hard, doing anything has been hard i am trying! I'm happy to have the asks that i have to inspire me But everytime i've gone to Ink, the drive has.. just not been there i did manage! to do about 4 of them I will post them a bit spaced out through this week But after that.. I think what i will do is that i will reblog my favorite inktobers throughout the year that i have done in honor Another thing im doing is im trying to rekindle my love in different fandoms, because it sort of feels like i've already drawn for everything! i'm watching a lot of shows.. playing games it feels like fandoms are at a standstill right now I'm just waiting for the next big excitement to hit! It definitely feels like a grand Pause Where im revisiting a lot of old shows while im waiting I know not a lot of people will be bothered, Im not a very well known artist. But for anyone who knew me for my inks I do apologize to you and to myself It honestly breaks my own heart that im just... not doing it this year ive always looked so forward to it... But also ive always just tried to do the extraordinary, always one-upping myself! going the distance! Inktober always has been magical for me... I'm not sure if i will be "fixed" by next year or if it will feel ok to return after missing a year but i just dont have it this year the drive, the motivation, the energy, the magic... i have to look inside and find it again
#i... cried while typing this#yall have no idea how much inktober meant to me....#it really does break my heart to announce this#even if i am an under the radar artist#it was important to ME !!#It was a challenge for ME#and i was always so proud of doing it#it always stressed me out but i enjoyed it#the pressure#the magic#the DETERMINATION#but this yea ive just been dealing with so much and at the same time so little#if you want to know ill say here in the tags for anyone who really wants to know what happened#but around march i went crazy#i literally went crazy#insane#i had a lot of obsessions that were swirling around in my brain all the time#wally#theories#and i also fell in love for the first time!!#i couldnt focus on anything#i was literally going mad pacing around in little circles while my brain buzzed and buzzed#and then i stopped sleeping#for a long time...#and then my brain snapped and i had what i learned as a manic episode#a euphoric delerium of mania! i was having an epiphany!! about what? i honestly couldnt tell you#i was place in a mental hospital for about a week#i experienced only what i could describe as a 'separation of senses'#and i was processing things wery strangely and my senses were all heightened#but the hospital fixed me
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My Magnum Opus
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#they are so important to me you guys have no idea#I cried while drawing this#they are so sweet & I just want them to be happy#they found peace & happiness with each other#& that's enough for them <333#I've also listened to this song first a few years ago & have since made an entire animation in my head of them waking up together#in the morning just happy to be with each other#old-2D animation style of old animated movies (from like the 40s)#I seriously love them so much#this is seriously one of the most important things I’ve ever drawn#pip pirrup#damien thorn#sp dip#pip x damien#south park#my art
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#I've read some of you talking about your irls reaching out#Positive and negative thinga#And I'm... In the middle#I haven't hidden my love for 1D since it took over my life 3 years ago#So the people that know me know this about me#Granted they probably know more about Louis but still#One of my closest friends was a bit insensitive at first and I just couldn't reply#She then sort of came through and has been checking in#I don't think she realized how much it mattered to me#Then I told my best friend who's still back home#I also don't think she understood how important they are to me#She hasn't checked in again but she has sooo much shit on her plate that I don't even blame her although it still... A little bit#But I'm also like trying not to think they actually knew how seriously important these bois are to me#Anyway. Another friend... I saw him right after I found so I was still very much in shock and he knows about them and my deep connection#Saw him the next day he hugged me and asked me how I was and this was after the shock wore off and I had cried all night#I almost broke down again... But he hasn't checked in again and I'm a bit sad about it#Someone I met briefly in the summer and got to talking about the bois reached out and asked and I was glad they did#My sister has been checking in which has been very nice#Again... Idk... I don't need them to understand or be all over me asking or anything#It's just... Yeah.#And it just reinforces my gratitude for this space and the friends I've made the past couple of years#I have no idea where I'd be if I didn't have this and you all#But then again... The biggest reason I'm still in this community is the people I've met#So of course I would always have you here#Understanding something that outsiders could never#It's like trying to explain why Louis is so important to me... If you don't feel you won't get it#Rambles ramble#My eyes hurt
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So guess who finished rewatching Trigun stampede and cried the whole time ✋
#trigun#trigun stampede#vash#vash the stampede#trigun stampede spoilers#trigun stampede season 2 predictions!#so yeah I cried so much during this rewatch oh my#after reading Trimax everything hurts that much more#I AM SO EXCITED FOR THE ERIKS ARC YOU GUYS HAVE NO IDEA#once stampede Erik’s is here I am going to lose my godamn mind#can you tell which character is my favorite…Vash. it’s fucking Vash the stampede#god…I miss him so much already my sweet boy#just in general tristamp is so beautiful and I really can’t wait for final phase to come out#maybe I should draw season 2 wolfwood? that’d be fun I think#I drew Vash once again as my coping mechanism#what is wrong with me lol
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