#I could just cry 😭😭
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sometimes you gotta lure your overly-studious ravenclaw gf into spending time with you 🥰 📚 ( from 'Every Teardrop is a Waterfall' by Kat_12739 on ao3, GO READ IT!!! the first story is about seb falling sick and still pushing himself/not admitting he's sick until he ends up in the hospital, the second story is about the birth of seb and clora's daughter and seb's reaction to clora almost dying in childbirth, and the third is about dealing with a fussy newborn lewis😭🥹THEY'RE SO GOOD AND SWEET AND SOMEWHAT SAD (not to mention beautifully written) so go check it out!!💖💖 )
#READ SO I CAN YAP TO SOMEONE ABOUT THEM🙏😩💘#the seb sickfic made me realize how much i needed barely functioning and sick seb (but him still trying to be tough)#theres also a part that cracked me up bc at one point seb is so sick he cant even see straight but he just thinks to himself:#eh its fine.... ill just ask ominis how HE functions without vision later🤷 LMFAO#so stubborn...JUST LET CLORA TAKE CARE OF YOU MFER🤺🤺🤺#defs gonna be drawing more from it especially sick seb LMAO but also seb having a tea party with celeste🥹🥹#hogwarts legacy#sebastian sallow#sebastian sallow x oc#sebastian sallow x mc#sebastian x mc#hogwarts legacy fanfiction#sebastian sallow fanfiction#hphl#choccyart#also i was never planning on writing anything about clora giving birth or abt the kids so to be able to read it WAS AMAZING#THERES A PART WHERE SEB IS HOLDING CELESTE AND CRYING AT CLORAS BEDSIDE THAT I NEED TO DRAW😭😭#LIKE SRSLY seb being conflicted and not even wanting to HOLD celeste bc he doesnt know if clora is alive or not... IT WAS SO SAD BUT GOOD#i honestly dont know what seb would do if clora died in childbirth tbh.......i could honestly see him resenting celeste#esp since she looks so much like clora😭😭#LETS JUST NOT THINK ABOUT IT!😃👍#(still thinking about it)#like this line in the fic: “Sebastian hesitated; if this was Clora’s last gift to him he wasn’t sure he wanted it.”#😭😭😭ITS SO GOOD UGHHHHH😭 TY AGAIN FOR WRITING THESE💖IM SO TOUCHEDDD💖💖
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🥺🥺🥺🥺 was my face the entire time reading this. I think…I think… Ben and Amelia’s relationship is my favorite now omg 🥺🥺🥺🥺 this was so soft and pure and gentle I think it broke my heart 😭😭🥺🥺
Moments: Benedict’s Heart
Moments Masterpost
Pairing: Benedict Bridgerton x fem!reader
Summary: How Amelia ends up being called “my heart” by Benedict.
Moments Moodboard by: @margowritesthings
Warnings: none… this is just the fluffiest of fluff
Word Count: 1.1k
Authors Note: Just another fluffy BeneDad snippet for @iboopedyournose. Enjoy <3
Baby Amelia is not as polite as Isobel, who had the good grace to be born early in the evening so you could sleep that night. Amelia wakes you up in utter agony at 2 am and keeps you up until 7 am in labour. Then proceeds to scream the house down for the next five hours, as if being born is the worst thing that could happen, and she wants the world to know it.
“Why?!? Why did I let you persuade me to have another?” You grouse at Benedict, clamping your hands over your eyes, desperate for a reprieve from the screaming. Even your nursery maid has been unable to calm her.
“Perhaps she needs more food? Do you think she’s cold? Too hot?” He sounds towards the end of his tether too.
“I have nothing left in my chest to give her, I swear. She’s had plenty of milk; this seems to be a choice,” you bemoan.
He gets up from the bed, looking beyond exhausted in just his trousers, and, as the hallway clock strikes midday, shuffles to the nursery next door.
You hear him gently asking Amelia to be quiet. You would laugh at him trying to negotiate with a newborn the way he tries to with James but are too exhausted even to chuckle.
Then it happens.
Blissful silence.
At first, you think maybe you’ve lost your hearing after enduring so many hours of screaming. But no, you can hear footsteps. There in the doorway stands a stunned Benedict… with a newborn baby propped on his bare chest, one hand holding her bottom, the other cradling her head.
“She stopped,” he whispers, his tone almost disbelieving.
“How did you manage this miracle?” you murmur, equal parts jealous and impressed.
“The minute I put her like this, it happened,” he answers, slowly making his way to the bed, cradling the most precious bundle and kissing the wispy hair atop her head.
“I tried that hold earlier,” you pout, “I got nothing but more tears.”
He shoots you a sympathetic look as he sits on the bed with the baby on his chest, propped up by pillows.
“Let me see her face?” you beseech. He twists slightly, and you see two peeping eyes watching the world, calm and curious.
“I think maybe she was bored and wants to see the world?” he is making guesses.
“Benedict,” you whisper, “look at her hand!”
You both watch her little fist flex, spasming in a familiar-looking pattern. Tiny, perfect fingers curled over that make your heart clench with how precious and fragile they look.
“That's my…. that’s timed with my heartbeat,” his voice is full of wonder. “I think she's listening to my heart.”
The way he says it is so laden with emotion that you reach out on instinct and touch his face.
“Congratulations, my darling. I think your new daughter is already stupendously in love with you,” you smile indulgently. “And I’m very sorry, but there’s only one answer here, for peace's sake; you will just have to sit with her on you, just like that. Possibly forever.” You point out over a stifled yawn in that dramatic way that only sleep-deprived emotionally-drained people do.
He looks at you askance. “I’m sure she’s fine now,” he assures and goes to place her in the bed between you. Almost instantly, her little face screws up, and she starts to fuss and then wailing cries, her cheeks going bright red.
“Pick her up again!” you implore.
The instant he does so, and she is back on his skin, she quietens, and her little fist moves in that rhythm again.
Benedict sighs heavily. “Dash it; I think you’re right,”
“I hope you enjoy sleeping sitting up, my love, because that is your life now,” you chuckle, patting his shoulder affectionately and then turning over to sleep.
“Wait, are you actually going to sleep right now?” he laments.
“Yes, when you have pushed a 7-pound creature from inside your body, you may judge; until then, hush, husband,” you answer drily.
Suitably chastised, Benedict nuzzles Amelia. “Don't mind mummy; she is merely jealous you love me more than her,” you can tell by his tone it is in jest, but it doesn't stop you from twisting back slightly and sticking your tongue out, which makes him laugh heartily as he shuffles down to lay horizontal.
“She doesn't mean that, my heart.” he chuckles, stroking Amelia’s back.
“Not to her, I don't, you're right,” you shoot back drolly, and he just laughs more. “Is that your name for her, heart?” you inquire sleepily, your back still turned.
“It feels appropriate, given what she is doing, does it not?” he lilts, and you can hear the joy in his voice.
He has his love (James), his sweet (Isobel) and now his heart (Amelia). You close your eyes and drift off, wondering what other pet names he will come up with should you have more children—you already know it will happen. You told him no more after Isobel, but then he shot you a smouldering look at Eloise’s wedding reception and next thing you are in the walled flower garden being taken hard under the moonlight to the heady scent of honeysuckle and roses. Something about this man at weddings always gets you pregnant—it’s your last idle thought as sleep claims you.
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You blink awake, and it’s three hours later, the late afternoon sun blazing through the windows. Everything in the house is quiet; James, Isobel and their nanny are visiting grandmother Violet while you adjust to your new arrival.
You twist over, and the tableau before you makes your heart melt. You clutch a hand over your ribs without even realising it.
In a shaft of sunlight is Benedict, snoring softly on top of the covers, still shirtless, a five o’clock shadow now dusting his strong jaw. On his toned chest is Amelia, also fast asleep, her ear right over his heart, her little fist balled tight as before, her tiny mouth open.
You almost don’t have the heart to disturb them, but she needs feeding again. After a few moments of watching them - so peaceful - you reach over gently as you can and pluck her off him. He barely stirs, so exhausted from the last few hours, just as you are.
She is also out until you hold her to your breast, and on instinct, she nuzzles in and starts to suckle, not even opening her eyes. You hum gently to her as she feeds, lovingly touching her face and hair. So happy to be blessed with another child. Once she has had her fill, you murmur to her as you gently burp her. You should call the nursemaid to change her or do it yourself, but she seems dry. When she begins to fuss, you shush her but realise there’s probably only one place she wants to be.
So you softly place her back on Benedict’s chest just as she was before, and instantly, she calms, her little fist moving to his heartbeat again until she falls asleep. He stirs slightly in his slumber, and one large hand wraps protectively over her entire body as he smiles without waking.
His heart indeed.
Benedict tagist: @makaylan @foreverlonginguniverse @iboopedyournose @wysteria-clad @colettebronte @aintnuthinbutahounddog @severewobblerlightdragon @margofiore @writergirl-2001 @heeyyyou @enichole445 @enchantedbytomandhenry @ambitionspassionscoffee @chaoticcalzoneranchsports @nikaprincessofkattegat @baebee35 @crowleysqueenofhell @bridgertontess @fiction-is-life @lilacbeesworld @angels17324 @broooookiecrisp @queen-of-the-misfit-toys
Moments only taglist: @queenofshinigamis @khaleesjj @starslibrary @magical-spit @honeylovemoon @justwant2read8421
#I-#I don’t know what to say#this is the sweetest thing I’ve read in my life#for someone who doesn’t want kids you’re sure good and fucking DESTROYING ME with the softest family moments ever written#shirtless Ben with his teeny tiny daughter on his chest my gOD IM CLUTCHING MY HEART#I could just cry 😭😭#have I mentioned how touched I am that you keep writing these little moments on my account? 🥹🥹#you’re the absolute sweetest#Ben and holding his little babies is everything to me 🥹🥹🥹#(please sir may I have your children?)🤫#fav writer💕#benedict bridgerton fanfiction#benedict bridgerton fluff#benedict bridgerton x reader#moments verse
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the tippy toes 💔
#riize#sohee#putting him between the two tallest members is a crime 😭#i could cry honestly#he's just naturally cute#doesn't even need to do anything
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was talking to my brother the other day after i rewatched dark phoenix and he was like 'why is everyone so mean to charles in this movie?? were they always this mean to him ?? is it cause he's bald now- he lost his pretty privilege??' and i fear i havent recovered
#xmen#xmen movies#dark phoenix#charles xavier#professor x#snap chats#LIKE HE'S RIGHT 1000% I JUST DIDN'T EXPECT HIM TO SAY IT VLERKVJAKLJ#ANOTHER banger of a quote from my brother chat i screamed when he said that#adopting that into my belief system i fear#like really thinking on it they really did only start being especially rude after apocalypse im crying#dont quote me on that i have to rewatch apocalypse but as far as im aware. yeah 😭😭#and its SUCH a travesty cause i love how mcavoy looked in DP SO much he looks so good bald#like please if we were going to wrap up this era of xmen films why did we have to rerun DP#can we try again. please. i need him bald one more time in a movie i dont have to argue with myself i like#see DP wasnt the worst thing ever. probably. like scott got to do things again ..... and kurt .......#and the paris proposal. never forget that.#ALSO THE FUCKIN. 'no one cares charles' BIT ???? 97 ref'd that directly i know they did and i cheered#listen if they can ref the 'black leather suits' from the xmen movies i can believe they called back to that too <- delusional#anyway when james said thats the meanest thing erik could say/do to charles .... he was cooking ....#'thats the type of thing your wife/husband says' he was so right .... we know james never misses with the cherik takes tho#ok bye i have obligations that i need to complete so i can draw my favorite cue ball
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page full o' hobies 🎸
top pose inspired by @spectra-bear
process pics under da cut ↓
#mine#spiderverse#across the spiderverse#hobie brown#spider punk#well YEEHAW im finally finished with this#after 3 trips to the craft and dollar store to buy stuff i needed#this page is FINALLY done good lord#its been... 3 weeks? since i 1st started this?#needless to say im sick of looking at this thing#im simultaneously kinda scared to post this bc im not 100% happy with it#but at the same time im like… so ready to just post this thang and be DONE with it#never lookin at this again jfc im sick of it#i love hobie dont get me wrong and i love drawing his face#but geeze louise#me doodling this while crying: hobie hates consistency hobie hates consistency hobie hates consistency hobie hATES CONSISTENCY 😭😭😭#thats my excuse for not really uhhh getting his face down 100%#also god yeah i didnt get his skin nearly as dark as i wanted cuz uhhhh#ya boi was workin with shitty dollar store crayons#im ngl i kinda.... miss my alcohol markers :/ but whatever ig i did what i could lol
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Worst feeling ever is when you go to reread a fic you really like and find out it's been deleted. Even WORSE worst feeling ever is checking the author's profile and finding out they've deleted all of their fics entirely
#NO!! NO!!! NOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!#Collapses to my knees how could this happen...why...#😭😭😭#This is the exact reason why I never delete any of my fics#I just orphan them if I don't want to be associated with them anymore. That way people can still at least READ them#If they want to#AO3 authors please please PLEASE never delete just orphan that way your username gets detached#And nobody will know you wrote it but it's still THERE#Crying screaming throwing up.#At the very least I saved one (1) of their fics. Idk I had a psychic sense and went 'I should save this one'#And thank GOD I did. Aghh#Wayback Machine doesn't even have any records...I'm going to cry#Lies down#I'll miss them forever and ever. They'll probably never know but I want them to know this.#Shima speaks
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“hold on to your heart” // do me a favour live at forest hills stadium new york 08/09/23 ♡
#i miss the car era alex so badly 🥺#god help me i’ve been comfort watching 2023 shows to comfort myself today bc i’m stuck in bed with the worst period pain#but all it’s done is made me nearly cry over that video of alex with the little toy car and miss them all so much my heart aches 😭😭#i wish i had a time machine so i could go back and relive my show all over again#they’re just… absolute magic 💗💗💗#also#can we please talk about alex’s fluffy little lion mane of hair during the car tour??#i know it gets a lot of love but imo still not nearly as much as it deserves#i mean#just look at him?? 🥺#okay i need to stop now before i reduce myself to tears again#i’m too emotionally fragile for this today 😩#alex turner#arctic monkeys#the car era#alex gifs#my gifs#lulu posts
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last night i got home kind of tipsy and very much in tears and my mother told me the force you exert to keep someone in your life is proportional to the force with which they will leave your life. if you have to fight tooth and claw to keep them, their leaving will be just as hard, just as harsh, and just as definite.
#she said it like a law. its just momentum.#also she told me to get a therapist and start archery ASAP bc i need to get it together#and also she said even granting that this person u were in love w was So Special . as in hot motorcycle-riding iranian masc lesbian in ldn#they arent the only one on earth and that once i start my proper adult life outside of studies etc etc i will probably no longer live in th#UK. she said most non straight iranians u would like have left the country anyway . where do you think they went? theyre out there#and also she asked me to imagine how many hot gay iranians there may be in italy or amsterdam or smth and i was like ok points 😭 maybe#ur right. anyway i was having a feeling of dread bc crying into the arms of ur strict asian mother while buzzed usually results in#death chaos destruction etc in the next few days but actually i think maybe she has genuinely changed as a person and the fear is#unwarranted#anyway i need to eat breakfast and study w the date person i met yesterday#they are so nice ??? genuinely so so sweet i dont feel attracted to them at all omg i genuinely think i have a thing for hot evil ppl 😭#but we could b besties . theyre a lot more romantic than the ex situationship person too like generally . ugh they should be perfect but#alas it appears i am shallow as fuck or potentially a lesbian actually#OH THEY MIGHT ALSO BE POTENTIALLY A LESBIAN BTW#i think i just tend to not date cis ppl entirely by accident#....feel free to rb if u want btw sorry for the rant
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Young Royals 3.06 - It's always been this role that's been the problem. For me. ❤️
#young royals#prince wilhelm#wille#wille my most beloved 💜💜💜💜#looking right outside at what could be what he needs to do#speaking his truth!!!#telling his parents I love you omg#just finished the last episode with dear Bee and I am crying because this ending was aaaaah everything I loooove him them!!!#amazing 🥹😭🥹😭🥹😭🥹#my gifs yr#also he's so prettyyyyy look at him! 🥰🥰#userbarrow
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i actually love that scene in yokai watch 1 where whisper is just straight up chugging two ramune bottles at once. it was actually what made me try ramune irl for the first time.
anyway here’s my shitty interpretation of it lmao 😭
#stupid art#art#random#yokai watch#yokai watch whisper#ghostie#was crying with laughter the whole time while drawing this#please excuse me for the text on the bottles flipping i was completely unaware of that until after i’d finished#i’m trying to get over my fear of backgrounds i swear#i’ve never drawn something like this before so please be gentle while making fun of me 😭🙏#just coming back to say this: fun fact: this was my first post that i got a creepy message on lmfao#like of all the things it could have been it was a picture of whisper chugging two drinks at once 💀#lupis style
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Geto at the beach just hits different ... he was happy *mentally I will stay here forever*
#suguru geto#geto suguru#jjkedit#jjk spoilers#jjk#jjk 2#jujutsu kaisen#toriigifs#dakjdhkadha FFFF***CKKKKK 😭😭😭😭 i always end up making myselft cry because i keep thinking about this#i wish we could have seen more of them a the beach... just to extend their happinesssss#usergojoana#usergokalp#userartless#useraki#userhyu#usermica#userdabiluna#userokkottsus#userinahochi#usermoonz#tuserelena#tusersky#usersenka#usersophies#userhanyi#userheidi#userlisette#kilruas#hanatonin
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Bad: [Trying to lasso Pac for a bungee trick] Oh hey, Pac! Hey, what's going on?
Pac: Hi! Oh, I'm doing just great, how about you guys? Richarlyson told me you guys have something to show– [Gasps] Hi Chayanne! Hi Tallulah!
Bad: Pac, can you stand right here?
[Pac gets distracted by Etoiles and accidentally steps on the elevator]
Richarlyson: tio bad, dad pac is the most precious brazilian, be very careful with your doings
Bad: Oh, ok. [Proceeds to ignore Richas' warning] Hey Pac– stand over here for a second.
#Richarlyson#Pactw#QSMP#Badboyhalo#Etoiles#Mikethelink#Mike#Pac#Bad#BBH#September 4 2023#THE WAY MY HEART JUST *MELTED* INTO A PUDDLE HEARING THIS#You could hear Bad in Pac's POV saying ''dad pac is the most precious brazilian''#and I ZOOMED to open the VOD spreadsheet list to pull up Bad's VOD#This is the sweetest thing ever bro I'm crying 😭😭😭#You're so right Richas Pac IS the most precious Brazilian 😭😭😭#Well Richas and Pac are both precious but in different ways#(They are also both Certified Bastards)#lmao#I love that Bad just totally ignored Richas' warning pftt#but agh do you notice how before Pac can read the signs Richarlyson hurriedly breaks them?#Oh my heart#Edit: Aint no way it took over half a day for this thing to post wtf
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The dead stay silent...and we must wait.
#dwedit#doctor who#moffatedit#rtedit#tvedit#timelordgifs#dwgifs#dwgif#scifigifs#scifiedit#userbbelcher#romancegifs#otpsource#river song#tenth doctor#twelfth doctor#eleventh doctor#doctorriver#long post#😭😭😭😭😭😭#i was watching this scene the other day#and i had to get this gifset out so i could stop crying over the parallels#bc that's what they are#they've always been a story about a man who fell in love with a ghost#10 said every time he saw river the pain of her death intensified#and the shadow of her death loomed over him#still the doctor falls in love and marries her; his beautiful mesmerizing ghost#and can we pls talk about 11 literally making out with her data ghost?? and reaffirming his CONTINUAL love for her; I just...😭😭😭#1k
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Okay but you know what’s a really good crackship that also lives rent free in my head and has boundless potential in an alternate universe? ShigaNatsu 😭💖
#Definitely will be drawing them in the future but for now I just wanna cry and dive into brainrot#it’s so good and I’m so glad other ppl think so as well because the amount of fanfics these two have that I can cry over is such a treat 😭💖💖#shiganatsu#bnha#mha#shigaraki tomura#todoroki natsuo#the amount of angst and fluff and hurt/comfort you can have with these two is phenomenal#also I love the idea of Touya who’s out to get Shigaraki because of all the ppl Shiggy could be with it just had to be his brother lollll
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maybe if i just put these screenshots together youll understand why i think their relationship just Works so well as it pertains to the characters and themes of S4 in general
neither of them know what theyre doing, but theyre figuring it out Together. the old ways are dead. and together theyll build a new future thats worth fighting for
#twdg#violentine#clems “i dont know” paired with violets “lets figure it out together”. screaming crying throwing up#clem never knew what she was doing!! she was just trying her best!! and now shes tired as SHIT!!! she wants a break 😭!!!#vi helps take that weight off by supporting her as much as she does (which is A LOT!! and clem supports her in return. they grow together)#that bit in the woods where instead of getting grossed out by the guts vi crouches down to ajs level and keeps the situation calm#and she looks up to clem and gives her a little smile. and clem just relaxes and smiles back !! DO YOU UNDERSTAND !!!#clem being anxious about her reaction. violet putting her at ease. clem getting to Relax for 2 seconds. they help each other CHILL 😭#ALSO why their walk home talking about ericson and renaming it and imagining what they could add to it is just so good narratively#they turned that prison into their HOME!! a place worth fighting for!!!#tenn wanting to help rebuild. vi saying Everyone will :') its a home for ALL OF THEM 😭 its about the COMMUNITY !!!#this is also why i think the friends route still works but theres just even more Juice with the romance. even ignoring minnie#violets “you better not disappear on me”. friended clems “ok” to romanced clems “i promise”#in a season about building a home and a family that second one just hits harder you know? and like above with the learning to dance#i just feel like their romantic relationship specifically fits into the overall themes of the game the strongest and elevates it#me talking at the wall (tumblr drafts)#all of my friends who have played twdg are too normie so i gotta make posts like this instead. or i'll die#wont somebody analyze narrative with me#it speaks
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I’ll probably delete this later, because I genuinely not trying to start anything. I just want to drop a gentle reminder that authors put a lot of time and effort into their works — from plot, to dialogue, to themes, it takes a lot of brain power and planning and dedication to create and put your work out into the ethos.
I have more to say on this but tbh it’s all based on a series of anons and comments I’ve received over the last few weeks, and I’m not going to subject you all to my whining. But please remember to be patient — whether it’s for waiting for the next installment or getting confirmation whether certain things will/wont happen — the wait is half the experience. I know instant gratification is the norm, but it’s really disheartening to see people write off your hard work before it’s even out because they’re convinced something is going to happen one way or another.
In other words, please recognize the time and effort it takes creators to put out content.
#I could go on but honestly I’m about to cry because I’m just so tired#and this makes no sense so I’m sorry#but it’s really hard to find the motivation to keep writing when people are like ‘sorry you said it might be sad so I can’t read!’#like bestie it’s not out yet 😭 how do you know 😭
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