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“Look, Colonel, they don't want to burn the whole camp, just carefully selected bits of it. Actually, it's a pretty controlled response to this place. They might actually have found themselves that pressure valve you're looking for.”
#i think sidney freedman could fix me#clearly alan alda thought the same thing since he thought allan arbus was a real therapist and talked to him as if he was#instead of. you know. going to actual therapy lmfao#you know what allan i get it. i get why you maybe turned down becoming a series regular 😂#mashposting#sidney freedman#war of nerves#m*a*s*h#mash fanart#s06e05: war of nerves#allan arbus#my art#mash#sketchbook spread#mash 4077#media: mash#my art: mash#char: sidney#my stuff
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I think it's time to admit it... I've fallen in love with Mr. Aura
#crazy madly ridiculously in love#I'm trusting Brandon's performance skills to fix every writing crime they could commit with his character#if they allow Kwon to also have a goofy side it would be the end of me#I will come back to my fall-in-love-with-fictional-characters era#and with no shame#cobra kai#kwon cobra kai#cobra kai kwon#kwon jae sung#cobra kai season 6#cobra kai part 2#cobra kai trailer#brandon h lee#martial artist
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Steve's kindness is, like all self-taught one, a mirage of borrowed expressions, a collage of habits picked from people he loved, a bit stilled but eager and well-meaning, sometimes a bit chopped at the sides, a growing want to let the good feelings out in front of the right people.
Eddie liked to sometimes watch him and find all the signs of other people in him, try to match them up to right people.
He would watch and think - this is Nancy's stubbornness to never give up on people and Dustin's loyalty, he would see him trying to give advice to Dustin and see Johnathan's akward pep-talks to Will. The way he would always try to have snacks for the kids screamed both Joyce's and Mrs. Henderson motherly kindness. His willingness to sit in silence, a steady presence, when somebody needed it shined with Will's warmth. How he fights for the people he cares about, letting his meaness be a defense for them all, a barier and a shield similar to Max's snark.
And whenever he found himself to be the matching person? It made him feel loved, so fucking loved and seen that he would choke on it.
Eddie sometimes would make a game out of it, to found the matching puzzle whenever Steve's kindness shone (and it was a lot of the time). It was always someone from the party and he would always find himself with a strange fond warmth whenever he realized who it was. And usually he was good at it, it wasn't really hard when he loved and knew all those people too
There were exceptions though. The first one was Robin and it wasn't for the lack of Eddie's knowledge and love for her and moreso because of the whole RobinandSteve being always so SteveandRobin, never really separate. Whatever was Steve's was also Robin's, their clothes, habits or sometimes even their smiles shone in the same way. They were mismatched in a funny melted together sort of way, his kindness was her and hers was his and it was hard to difference between the two when even they didn't know where one ended and the other began, they traded traits like they traded clothes, wore them bright pink socks with yellow soft sweater, a joke to cheer you up with a soft you can tell me anything in the same breath.
He didn't really knew whose kindness it was the innate one that must have been deep within Steve before he let it shine or Robin's. He didn't think it would really matter anyway, they would trade it between themselves like shiny cards anyway.
The other one was a smile. An unique one, one that Eddie swore he saw somewhere before and that lacked the freckles and a missing teeth except noone in the party had these two traits, at least not as Eddie knew them and he could never find that one puzzle. It was boyish and full of mischief, usually with a starry reflection in Steve's eyes.
The last one was a lift in his tone, the way he would make his voice honey-like sweet when he tells Robin her new haircut suits her or El's new shirt brought out her eyes. The intonation always made Eddie think of bubble gum and sugared summers.
He couldn't place the last two to nobody. At least not until Steve told him about Tommy Hagan and Carol Perkins.
Obviously Eddie knew about them, but Stevie didn't talk about how they are. But how they used to be.
"Sweet." he said while passing the joint they shared laying on Eddie's bed, pressed from shoulders to their ankles. "Carol used to be sweet, warm with the naive love only kids hold" Steve's eyes were looking out the window of Eddie's room, as if he could see the young version of them just outside playing childlish games. "and Tommy used to be wild. But not like bad wild, more like he was always chasing trouble, adventure. Like kids do."
And Eddie couldn't see it, not with how the world twisted them into different people, cruel. More cold, all sharp teeth and autumn's rain.
Except he could, he could in Steve's special smile and the sound of his voice, he could see it and he could see the love that Steve Harrington had for them.
"They're douchebags now," he said when Eddie voiced it out loud "but I did loved them once, sometimes I feel like I've never stopped, they just... Grew out of my love, grew into something I couldn't."
It should be strange, to love something someone isn't anymore, but to Eddie it just spoke of the way Steve Harrington threw himself into love, how he never really stopped loving and caring. It was admirable, it was so lovable and it was so Steve-like. Earnest in the sweetest way.
It made sense that Steve Harrington would love people even through his expression of it.
#idk what this is#i just kept thinking about how at some point Steve must have loved Tommy and Carol#and yeah some relationships are bad and you need to drop the people because they are as*h*les but that doesnt mean the love was never there#or that you don't sometimes feel the ghost of it when you think of them#And I think Eddie - just would watch the people he loves - would observe them and analyze them#cathegorize them or their habbits and expression into something a little cabinets in his mind#this is kind of shitty but oh well i've written it so now i'm bestowing it onto others#i'm trying to get back into writting because my laptop will be hopefully fixed soon and i'll actually could write then#but i cant so for now this ficlet is here#steddie#steve harrington#eddie munson#stranger things#platonic stobin#my writing#ficlet#dom's tumblr writing
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hawkeye pierce is bad bisexual rep because he's a slut but margaret houlihan is bad dyke rep because she's a republican
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Waiting for the sweethearts & a cinema chapter where Oliver loses his shit starts screaming, crying, kicking the air and setting buildings on fire
#bro finna snap one day I just know it#with all the emotions he's bottling up ?? none of which he's telling his close ones abt ??#believing that he could just fix all of his problems without anyone's help ???#AFTER T H A T FUCKING NIGHT ?#yeah girlie's gon lose it#gina says stuff
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So on the topic of Claire's nearly fatal allergy oversight, isn't there a direct parallel with that in how Carmy, Richie, Sydney, hell, all of the kitchens, servers, and chefs we see over the course of the show treat allergies, and how meticulous they are with finding alternatives for each element in a dish?
#does this also tie into Carmy subbing the blood orange in for the fennel (reclaiming the dish as his own AND taking care of Sydney in the#process)#also isn't the pink powder he adds to that dish echoed in the donuts Marcus makes for The Bear's opening night?#aka Sydney's Donut (After Carm Destroyed It Like A Little B***h) final name still to be decided#which is a beautiful little dish that ties back to Carmy's support of Marcus his eventual blow up during service and how Sydney#is both there for Marcus AND to call Carmy out on his s***#which leads to Carmy's indirect apology in Omelette which leads to a BEAMING Sydney saying she votes that#they workshop the name (she is So Proud! I love this episode!)#which (if I've got this right) means that the best dish Sydney's ever had was NOT ONLY heart shaped and made by Carmy#but was proverbially bleeding#is a mark of Carmy's care (of her) and individuality apart from the influence of the abusive chef he mentored under#and is a mark of Sydney's care unwillingness to take any of Carmy's bs perseverance and determination#and doesn't that just sound like what we've been saying about their love story?#NOT saying she's going to fix him. or even that she should but that she is the calm in the storm and they WORK. okay?#Sydney could still leave next season if that's what it's going to take to get the two of them back on the same page#but I think the show's ultimate conclusion is going to be how they make each other better (at this)#The Bear#tb#sydney adamu#carmy berzatto#claire dunlap#claire the bear#sydcarmy#Fizzy talks
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Our ocs are besties from now on and it's canon. Sorry I don't make the rules
YES BOSS YOU GOT IT BOSS!
#chimera’s chorus#☀️ maru#<- implied#it would be. awkward frankly speaking. us when we ship our ocs with the same character#not to mention mari is a capital h HATER!! that thing would loathe ray ‘interfering with their research’. absolute idiot#i hate mari. introducing ray to the game could fix them though. it’s gonna difficult but god if he doesn’t annoy them into friendship#mari RODIN aka marin aka mari from my fic AU is another story. but i haven’t introduced them yet so shhh
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#Seven’s Public Diary#vent#vent post#cw negative#cw health issues#‘You’re such a heartless and hateful person.’ well have you ever considered that i’m not really a hateful person and i just hate You#like. call me whatever you want to i guess. im definitely selfish and probably heartless but hateful? idk abt that.#i only feel like i hate people that have given me good fucking reason to. sorry i dont have an infinite supply of tolerance & forgiveness??#but im a wee bit fucking stressed so you’ll have to forgive me for being a bitch. well no one Has to forgive me. do whatever you want#‘That 10-day old pasta salad is making me feel sick.’ MF that was made TODAY. IT’S FRESH AND THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH IT#if you feel sick how about you look down at the fifteen empty beer cans on the floor next to you and ask them what they think did it#dumbass. whatever man i have bigger problems than your self-induced tummy ache#i feel sick too but i know it’s my fault so i’m not bitching about it. i gave you fresh food while I ate the old stuff to keep from wasting#food. because you act like you’re fucking allergic to leftovers. and yeah it had probably gone off and that’s why I feel sick#but what you ate tonight was fresh as could be so we’re sick for two Very different reasons. and i know how to admit when it’s my fault#everything is my fault. my teeth and gums hurt and that’s My fault for not taking care of them. apparently 3 root canals wasn’t enough#for me to learn my goddamn lesson. i never do. so i’ll have to spend more money on that soon and thats My fault. the dog’s teeth need#cleaning too and that’ll come out of my pocket and i guess that’s My fault for not taking care of him either#i think i have another goddamn UTI and that’s definitely My fault so another $100 trip to urgent care it is i guess!#my Random Nerve Pain has moved to my hands so i can’t use them too much or it fucking hurts and i guess that’s my fault???#my neck pain is back and thats my fault for not clearing my bed off enough to sleep in a comfortable position#my eye keeps twitching and i guess that’s my fault too. i don’t know anymore i just wanna throw in the towel man im so tired#god the UTI tests i wasted money on are arriving tomorrow and if they’re packed in a way that shows what’s inside then i’ll have to explain#That to whoever brings in the mail. great great something else to worry about all night#the living room floor is caving in so now there’s Two room’s floors that need fixing so that’s super fucking fun! 😃#i need to talk to my bank and i need to talk to a tax professional and i need to learn to drive and i need to get an autism diagnosis#well i don’t Need the last one but i want it so bad. but im scared. that i’ll go to all this trouble and they’ll say i don’t qualify#and god it’s NYE now. Besties i’m not gonna get that NMbD NYE fic ready in time. i just can’t make myself write these days. i’m sorry.#i doubt anyone is gonna be That disappointed but I Am. in myself. 3 fucking years now i’ve failed to finish it. w h y. i Want to write but#there’s just too much on me rn. but when is there Not. sigh. idk what i’m gonna do but something needs to change. in my life. soon.
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Now... how do i phrase "i have depression and maybe some kind of personality disorder, and i need antidepressants now or else im gonna hurt myself" in a way where my doctor will think that it was his idea, and that he came to that conclusion all by himself, so that he'll actually take me seriously and not just try and pawn me off to a school counsellor again
#this is fucking ridiculous#i should not have to be doing some light yagami 4D chess shit on my fucking doctor in order to get him to DO HIS FUCKING JOB AND HELP ME#i had to do this same shit on my school counsellor in order to get referred for my autism diagnosis too#like i had to basically list all of my symptoms. making careful sure not to use the official terminology for any of them.#and then be like “oh haha idk what could be causing all of this. my mum said it miiiiiight be autism but idk ANYTHING about that teehee”#“what? google? ohhhh noooo~ i didnt google any of my symptoms! i didnt do any research at all! im totalllllyyyyy clueless teehee”#“whaaaaa?? *you* think it might be autism?????? are you sure???? well if you say so!!! :)”#but even then they never actually fixed the root problem i was sent there for in the first place. me being cripplingly depressed and s/h-ing#sorry another vent post may delete later
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Is "Too Sweet" a Houlihawk song? Discuss.
#m*a*s*h#mash#houlihawk#margaret houlihan#hawkeye pierce#risky post to make potentially#A few people have already gotten themselves named Internet Main Character for a day by interpreting this song badly#and here I am queuing up to be next#but consider!#we've got a male singer talking to (presumably) a woman who's constantly on him to fix his behavior and 'live right'#get up earlier; eat better; drink less; dress neater; exercise more; follow the *rules*#and then he could be composed and put-together like she is (like she never allows herself *not* to be)#and he's telling her: No. I prefer my sloppy irreverent indolent slightly self-destructive but ultimately liberated existence#and you can't say I don't work hard. It's just that I'll play hard too#and this mis-match is why the two of them can't work as a couple#also there's some irony to it--under what other circumstances would early seasons Margaret Houlihan be called 'sweet'?
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Me when I got my phone fixed twice in two days and it still doesn’t work
#the last time they just like. got my phone working but they didn’t fix the problem nor did they tell what the problem could be#SO IT HAPPENED AGAIN my phone will not turn on#and I don’t know how to get it working cause they didn’t tell me the problem! sm my h head#orbs art#orb ponders#rant
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cici if you have anything you want to share with the class about being caught between the vash and the wood,,, 🎤🎤🎤
calling me cici omg 😭💗
and TRUST that i have fics IN THE WORKS discussing this question but overall.
i think they are both such saps ☹️💗
and both sooooo starved of a love like they are such hungry dogs for it!!! where’s that hozier song ‘it will come back’….,..,
if you give them a scrap, they’ll come back begging!! they’re a rare two where i think you mostly hold the leash here..,.,both a lil pathetic.
don’t get me wrong they can be quite overwhelming!!! they’re starving remember!! and sometimes you have to remind them to watch their teeth!! but it really is all love. they’re real soft on you. overprotective. doting.
#i think being between them could fix me tbh#and i’d fix them!!!!#i also think it could get a touch….animalistic? baser…..w vash being a plant and wolfwood being well#a dog…..#you understand#thank you anon for asking sorry if it wasn’t h word enough i am feeling SOFT ab them today 😭💗#cielo chats!
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@morteuse
♱♱♱— devotee of beauty that theodora is, she finds herself worshiping death often, and passing long hours at their hieron. in the beginning she offered blood sacrifices and sought nothing but wisdom, mysterious insight. now she knows better, and brings flowers --- black orquideas and white roses, or jasmine and primrose, with their fine perfumes which surely were the design of aphrodite. next time she'll remember the clay pot of perfume that caused her to remember death in her bedroom last night, since folk wisdom says that if it is not blood that is offered, it should be oil, how one is like the other.
she remains veiled and with her gaze downcast as she lights her white tapers and incense, all the while pretending she does not wait for them. suddenly she knows that she no longer worships alone, and bites her tongue to keep her face from lighting up, and her pleasure at their arrival from moving her to improper, impious familiarity.
#:・.☽˚ morteuse ; thanatos#hi i cant tell u a) how sorry i am this took a million years and b) how excited i am to start writing lol! <3 lmk if i could fix anything!#t. konstantinos┉┈◦ೋ t h r e a d s#╭┉┈◦ೋ theodora ' teddy ' konstantinos#✧:・.☽˚。threads ; all
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Shrub Club: episode 4
'Ah, if only I knew more people that could understand my love for chomping cabbages,' Meech sighs as he feeds one of his 'little' toothy friends.
This particular one grew to be the healthiest in the batch and the Gryffindor still insisted on giving it a little extra each meal. The temperature and humidity of the freshly built greenhouse are close to their Professor's classroom so Demetrius moved his chomps here as soon as he could. He was convinced that they would start biting Leander's ankles if Meech left them in his care for too long. Not that he doesn't trust his dormmate. But he knows his cabbages too well. Whatever the girls did with their charmwork, the cabbages thrived in their greenhouse.
Demetrius didn't realize at first that he talked about his love for cabbages out loud. He turns around to look at the other members of the Shrub Club with his typical frown. Anyone who has known him for long enough knows that he's not really frowning. That's just how his face is.
'That was... rhetorical,' he mumbles. 'How has the decorating been going? I assume everyone agrees with Wren's idea of a beautiful Hawthorne growing under the main dome?'
The Gryffindor doesn't want to sound sentimental when he brings up The Tree but the thought still makes him feel cozy inside. Meech has been expecting a beautiful sapling to arrive all morning today (his gramps pitched in) and now that they are all gathered here after classes he is uncharacteristically nervous. Meech continues.
'I couldn't find a way to get a tree in here that is already as big as on Wren's sketch but I... We got some help with a very powerful fertilizer from Professor Garlick. Our tree should grow in a matter of hours and we get a chance to shape the branches and prune it as it goes. If you guys... want to do it together?'
The flapping of the wings is heard from the outside and Meech hurries over to accept the long-awaited green guest.
'Ta-da,' the Gryffindor says a little awkwardly but surprisingly with a huge grin on his scared face and a delicate sapling in his hands.
@theodoradevlin @justaskmagnoliaellistor @ask-wren-zhang
#d. h.#hogwarts legacy rp#Shrub Club#Wren#Theodora#Magnolia#*Once again no pressure to rp at all!*#*Even a small note about how a character feels or what thinks in replies is more than I could hope for*#*I know Christmas season is a busy one*#*If anyone wants to use this opportunity to write about what our characters did in between - feel free to do so!*#*Same as control Meech to move things around if you wish as well*#*There's nothing he won't say no to*#*Or to time skip in any way if wish or to leave this rp without a reply! No pressure!*#*Let me know if I need to change things up or your character might have something to say/do that changes the events*#*Don't want to put anyone in strict frames so feel free to interject his words and actions*#*I know we never really talked about the tree so if there are any tree objections - tell us*#*Everyone has brooms so flying up at some problem should not be an issue for branch fixing*#*I was inspired today to write an rp post since new people joined the community*
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everybody shut up. dan kwan maximalism tweets
#from the desk#somebody liked a post i made the first time i saw this n idk how they found that but so true.#i think watching eeaao again could fix me.#maybe i should dk that. h#eeaao#daniel kwan
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HEHE. I finally announced the vn I'm working on. BTW it's me Valerie<33
Me 🤝 Valerie
Having a VN we're working on
But that aside- IM SO HAPPY FOR YOU!!! I WISH YOU EASY SCRIPT WRITING (Im still changing certain stuff about my characters and designing them even though I've had them for over a year now 😭)
AND ALSO OMFG??? JUST FROM WHAT I SAW IT LOOKS SO INTERESTING IM SO PROUD OF YOU *I kith you i kith you I kith you* I CANT WAIT TO READ EVERYTHING IT JUST LOOKS SO COOL AND SXAJDJAJRJSIEJD
#Give me a sec to try to fix my tumblr and I'll add a photo with this because AAAAAAA <3#Maybe you could give me some advice for my vn? 👉👈 /hj#Watch me try to remember what my mutual tag for Valerie is-#Valerie my beautiful#I t h i n k -#Mutuals 🥗#Hehehehe funi salad
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